Entering ‘2019’: Love Within To Experience Love With Others

by Kalayna Colibri

For many, 2018 was a ‘year’ of mining. Many discoveries and memories have surfaced, especially those kept in the shadow and buried deep. Life and incoming energy waves have helped it all press up to the surface to actually be felt, help you learn ways to be with it, to honour and love it UP. This process continues, because to put it simply, it’s time to love your pain as much as you love your genuine joy and growing sense of wholeness.

Loving the pain and aches that surface as reactions, anxiety, sadness, etc means moving through it not just getting above it as parts of you are used to having to do in order to keep the peace in current relationships or to keep life on an even keel. It’s becoming harder to do this as your inner realities continue to be shaken up and brought to your attention. All gateways and portals this year have had different pieces to illuminate inside of you, showing you where you’re really at so you can grow and move from there, love yourself there, and eventually learn how to flow with ALL of you, including whatever has been held by the shadow, from there, that starting point.

There are so many parts of you that have wanted your attention but haven’t had a way to directly ask for it until the life circumstances are ripe and your heart is ready to feel them. This means sometimes that the pain you thought you had already healed has revealed a new layer and pain you thought was long-buried is now ready to surface. This can be messy but a sacred process nonetheless and you can trust that it’s surfacing because you’re now ready to hold it and actually move through and heal it, as challenging as this can be… the tears and wails are worth it, and the realness and poignancy it brings to each moment of your life is what brings in more love and more sense of being held and loved by a universe that benevolently wants you to heal, grow, and ascend.

In addition to parts surfacing in different ways, there have been many Metasoul/other timeline/lifetime bleed-throughs that have overlaid your consciousness and brought out other shadow pieces from your soul to be felt too. This has also brought in higher vibe energies too to help guide and template for you what your 5D/Higher Self energizes in your life and soul purpose. This year has been cataclysmic for some and also given many openings. Pain is an opening as much as discovering your truest sense of joy and bliss is.

In 2019, I feel we will all continue to be challenged to deepen our experience of ourselves, to love ourselves much deeper on a soul and heart level. It’s all there to move us to new places and integrate into our 5D/Higher Self. This is how we learn to love each other deeper with mutual reverence and respect, by experiencing this between parts of you first. This is what gives us the chance to overcome and heal the harm that has been done by insisting on fighting, over-lording, overpowering, even with ‘love and light’ as a ‘weapon’. 2019 asks us to keep going inward and find the parts that cannot or will not love or serve love, that have resistance to offering love, likely because they themselves need more love from you and to feel you moving into your highest timeline step by step before they can trust and lean into you. Love is the way. Love is the path. And the path has to start within in order to bring our beloved vision of New Earth into the Now.

At midnight tonight the ‘new year’ officially ‘begins’. The gateway into this new energy we’re calling ‘2019’ and the energies of the gifts and growth it wants to bring each of us is available to let in now as we set our sail and follow our hearts into the new Now that is so beyond just being a dream and wants to become more and more of our everyday reality!

Much love and Happy New Year! ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

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2018 Ascension Energies Review

By Jelelle Awen

How do you summarize an entire YEAR of dynamic and catalytic energies in one writing? I feel to just write from my heart as I feel into what 2018 has offered us in terms of cosmic, galactic, Gaia, and overall Ascension energies. I immediately see that there are distinct ways/means that these energies have been delivered to us. I would like to go over each of them and what I have noticed in general and how they seem to impact us on the physical/emotional/chakral levels as that seems like a good way to summarize what we’ve experienced in 2018. 

SOULAR ACTIVITY – Our sun provides important sacred masculine ACTivations to us that offer a boost and healing to our healthy masculine energies of clarity, right action, and service of love. Healing of the wounded masculine is an important aspect of Ascension, for both women and men. The Great Cosmic Sun is the ‘upline’ for these codes, which are then delivered through our sun and downloaded into our Personal Sun chakra, which is about two feet above our heads. Sun codes are the most accessible, universal, and able to be received on a collective level by ALL souls, to whatever degree they can let them in.

We are in a solar minimum phase (very low sunspot activity), so it hasn’t been about solar flares and Coronal Mass Ejections (CMEs), although we have had a few of those. The main downloads and activations have come through high speed SOULar winds (up to 700 km/sec at times) as energy streams in from ever growing coronal ‘holes to make use whole’ on the sun’s service. These winds are becoming MUCH more common, often sparking beautiful and vibrant auroras in the higher altitudes. The Auroras ALSO contain important activations as a bridge of the cosmic to the physical, whether taken in etherically or in person. 

Rather than being afraid of UV exposure and the sun, we are remembering now how vital a resource it is for us and our consciousness expansion. Letting in sun codes is actually food for our light body, especially at sun rise and sun set. The sun will be an increasing source of awakening as we proceed forward in the Ascension process, with many people feeling that a significant SOULar flare or CME energy wave (often felt as a ‘rainbow wave’) will be the ‘event’ that moves us ALL up to a higher consciousness level at once. I am seeing it more as a gradual process, let in by each soul at their own rate and pace. No question though that the sun is shifting and changing as a planetary consciousness and is a major source of awakening energies for us.

Common experiences with SOULar activations are of tiredness, along with more dense feelings of 3D as it gets pushed up to be felt and released. High speed winds can also create an off balance feeling as the geomagnetics increase, putting us ‘off center’. Emotions of irritation, rage, distrust, and anxiety can be triggered by the sacred masculine SOULar activations too as the wounded masculine flushes up and out to be felt and healed. Sometimes, too, the winds can lead to the thinning of veils between timelines and more multidimensional access/timelines bleeding through.

Assistance in letting in the SOULar energies comes from connection with your inner masculine in order to receive and let in the sacred masculine activations from the sun. You can do that through identification of your Inner Protector and other masculine energies, creating an inner sacred union, bringing feminine and masculine energies into balance. It also helps to activate and clean your Personal Sun chakra in order to flow the sun codes into and through your field.

Here is a guided meditation for meeting your Inner Protector: 

Gaia/Schumann Resonance Frequency – Until the last few years, the resonance frequency of our planet Gaia hovered around 7.83 HZ. It is now common for Gaia’s frequency (measured as Schumann waves) to come in at 40 HZ and even spike up to 80 HZ at times! These spikes in Gaia’s resonance seem to correlate to the rise in humanity’s overall consciousness frequency and brain wave activity as well. I have been guided, especially in the second half of 2018, to track and share about the Schumann resonance as many sensitive souls are keyed into and impacted by these waves and spikes.

Common experiences with an elevated Gaia frequency are feeling ungrounded, here but NOT here, multidimensional openings, timeline bleed throughs, and suspended and missing time. Head, neck and shoulder pain is also common with elevated Gaia resonance, which seems to trigger activation of the causal chakra at the back of the head and galactic consciousness activation (sun codes can do this as well). I have been offered by my guides that Inner Earth activities and technologies are impacting the Gaia resonance frequency, created the ‘earth ringing like a bell’ phenom on 11/11, and the increase in often unexplainable seismic activity as well. I feel a sense of trust that these things are being done to raise the collective consciousness, which so needs the support and help to continue to move out of 3D density conditioning and anchoring.

Assistance with letting in the elevated Gaia codes comes from grounding the energies into your chakras, starting at the Personal Sun chakra and moving all the way down to the root system Gaia chakra. Important also is emotional body healing, purging, and releasing of trauma from both this-life and other lifetimes. Trauma creates a fear-based density that makes it more difficult for parts of you to receive Ascension energy upgrades, in general.

Here is a guided meditation to activate and integrate Ascension energies: 

Gateways and Portals; Solstices and Equinoxes, such as 5/5, 8/8, 11/11 and 12/12 – Even though linear time is not ‘real’ in a higher dimensional sense, our human consciousness places a meaning on repeating number sequences. These numbers contain waveforms that activate our consciousness, providing often very needed upgrades and activations. Our Star Families also align to these gateways as well, providing a galactic and cosmic connection to activate our sleepy star BEing DNA, pineal and pituitary glands, and 5D anchored (and higher) light bodies.

Each of these gateways offers specific energies and codes JUST for you, based on what your current phase of Ascension is and what your Higher Self and Star Family feel that you most need. Lion’s Gate on 8/8 seems the most potent one, with a strong feeling of Ascension Christmas on that day and the days surrounding and following it. The solstices and equinoxes also offer waves of activations connected to the seasonal energies of Gaia and the collective consciousness as well.

Experiences of these gateways, equinoxes/solstices can vary depending on which one and what you are meant to receive from them. There is often a sense of receiving soul-based clarities, higher timeline experiences and visions, and easier access to soul gifts. They can also provide a purging opportunity for your light body with necessary detox and cleansing happening. 

Assistance in letting in the energies during these gateways is to connect with the codes directly through meditation. Ask your guides/Higher Self/ Metasoul Aspects to provide you with what YOU most need during these gateways. Be open, surrendered, and trusting in the receiving….also feeling whatever fears and resistances come up connected to whatever part of you is feeling it. 

Here is a teaching, activation, and guided meditation that Raphael Awen and I did on 12/12, which we provide on every major Ascension gateway/solstice/equinox: 

Lunar activity – Full moons, new moons, and lunar eclipses – To counterbalance all this SOULar sacred masculine activity is the steady and reliable phases of the moon offering Divine Feminine frequencies of receiving, letting in, digestion, and integration of ALL these activations. These energies also illuminate what is in shadow within your emotional body/subconscious and Metasoul field as well. 

Full moons offer an amplification of these Divine Feminine energies. This can lead to an intensification of especially the death phase of death/rebirth. Completions and letting go (especially of relationships) are served by and catalyzed by full moons. Supermoons, in which the moon is closest to Gaia’s orbit, amplify these energies even more. 

Lunar and solar eclipses are powerful ‘events’ that offer unification of collective consciousness. As so many souls tune into them (especially total solar or lunar eclipses), the field of unity consciousness expands and is able to receive more of the codes being offered. Each eclipse seems to offer its own energy frequency that you can tune into and many awakening souls feel them as a ‘marker’ for next level phases of growth, awakening, and change in their journeys. 

Here is a livestream and guided meditation that Raphael and I did during a lunar eclipse in June: 

The methods of delivery may be distinctive, yet the overall purpose of these energies is universal. The purpose is to raise our consciousness frequency, to further the process of Ascension, to move out of 3D fear-based timelines and into higher ones. Even if these energies push up uncomfortable and even painful things for you on the physical and emotional levels, they ARE meant for the greater good, both individually and collectively. Even just tapping into this trust in the intention of them can help with the navigation and integration of them. 

Thank you for joining me during this powerful year of 2018 and taking in my energy UPdates along the way! A sense of what may be coming in 2019 will be released from me soon….yet the main sense is that even more goodness is to come!! Much love to you and your bravery to experience, choose, serve, and lead during this time of such intense transition for sacred humanity! 

You can read all of my energy updates for 2018 here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-jelelle-awen/energy-updates-with-jelelle-awen/

Love,

Jelelle

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Energy Update: 2018 – A Mega Year For Revelations & Shiftings

By Jelelle Awen

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All those toasty and roasty codes coming in still through the portals opened wider on 11/11. All that physical, emotional, chakral detoxification and purification to receive the UPgrades. All that shadow coming into the light on stages of Hollywood, political and governmental too. All those merging and overlapping timelines as the veils continue to thin INside as our every living cell is activated to vibrate higher and higher.

The continuation and extension of this offering seems to be through 12:12 specifically yet, also, ongoingly as we transition into the ‘year’ 2018. What I’ve been offered about 2018 from Archangel Metatron and my Metasoul/Higher Self Aspects is that it is going to be a ‘mega year’ with many revelations in 3D mainstream culture that will rock and shock many people. This is the year that many people’s every day lives and lifestyles are going to change, at the very least internally in how they relate with reality.

The curtain will be pulled in sometimes quite dramatic fashion to reveal the ‘powers that have been’ and their fear-based agendas and manipulations. Those leaders who have looked like clowns or ‘bad guys’ will be revealed to have been working actually to overthrow those that have done great harm and abuses. Everything will feel upside down in many ways. It will feel like a movie to those souls who hadn’t woken up to all of this information before now. It will feel surreal and to some like their worst nightmare coming true.

It feels like surprising structures will fall too, even some known or perceived as ‘spiritual’ and of New Earth. What cannot be denied is the higher heart’s truth and as more souls embrace their Higher Self in their body, they will see clearer and feel more deeply what is genuine and what is not. The shields and defenses of the Inner Protectors (needing to be created to survive 3D incarnation) will feel more obvious. The judgements without love of self and of others from the Inner Punishers will become more abrasive. The hypocrisies in action (not walking your talk) performed from a place of emotional immaturity will become less tolerable. The overlay of falsity that comes from spirituality that only embraces the light, that is avoiding the integration of the dark and the emotional body, will also become more evident.

If you have already woken up to this reality and are digesting/integrating it in your emotional body, you become an asset to those who are newly awakening. You become a light through the shadow lands of death that they will feel as their 3D self and its entire world come crashing down. You are a beacon to them of what is possible on the other side of the valley of shadows and death, even as you may still be traversing it yourself. You represent the rebirth that emerges as you let go of the false to embrace the real and authentic. You become an example that you CAN survive having layer after layer peeled away and that what emerges is actually more love in embodied form.

You will also need support to navigate through these transition times. Your 3D Self was born and bred and fed on 3D reality. As much as you have learned and grown and brought your soul into your consciousness, there still may be aspects of you anchored to 3D reality. These anchors pull and tug more as you vibrate higher. You feel the drag more and how it lowers you. You notice it in repeated patterns of suffering and pain. You may go ‘in and out’ of the 3D timeline still, especially connected to the holiday season and your birth families, long-term friendships and romantic relationships. It is often the social area of our lives which is most anchored into 3D reality.

Support for you comes in the continual choices toward love and realness. Toward no longer settling and shrinking in your relationships. Toward claiming, naming, and focusing on your service of love purpose here – even if it is to heal yourself, serve love TO yourself in order to overflow in a genuine way to others eventually. Toward no longer hiding your light under anyone’s perceptions or expectations of you.

Support also comes in the deepening and expanding of your connection with the Divine, your Ethereal Guides, and your Metasoul Aspects (especially those that vibrate at higher frequencies and can infuse you with frequencies of Unity Consciousness.) Support may come in the from of space holders to go into the 3D Self grounds with you, especially the emotional body, to offer a bridge there to the Metasoul and awakening self….this is what we offer in our SoulFullHeart process through sessions:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

The ascension process is shapeshifting in the New both collectively and personally as we continue to let go of the old on ALL levels. It feels like our shapes will continue to shift (even more dramatically) in 2018 into MORE heart, MORE vulnerability, MORE intimacy with self and with others….MORE realness. MORE love in sacred human form!

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

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