Tender tears. Feeling loss. Feeling change. Feeling what could have been⦠if only. Feeling the suffering and pain of so many timelines and other souls in the Now.
It is personal. It is global. It is collective. It is the longing and the ache of harmony. The longing for communication between hearts and souls that may be unresolved for fear of seeing and feeling our hidden pain and shadow.
Soul Cry runs deep. This time last year I was alone for my upcoming birthday. It was a grueling experience to feel that complete alone-ness from a part of me. Yet all I could do is create space for it. Call out to the Divine for holding and Grace. It was a loss of family to my parts that led me to my Inner Orphan. The separated God-baby within. The connection through the flood of pain was a life-line over the days and weeks that followed. I tapped into the separation wound that helped me begin my way back Home by bringing my Orphan back into my Heart.
This year I will not be alone, but it will be different. Family/community is sorting and shifting. There is sadness, yet there is a trust and a grace that will never go away from that experience last year. There is Grand Sorting out underway for us all. Between the masculine and the feminine, good and evil, us and them. It is duality seeking harmony, but that is a messy business.
I feel SoulCry leads us to our most profound experience of Life. It is the rain that clears the sky so that we can see the depth of our true nature as Love Itself. We are not Alone because we are All-one. So the experience I had last year was a personal yet collective aching and calling out to Love. To feel loved. To be loved. To become Love.
When we hear about men, women, and children being abused and treated like commodities in a most Unholy way, underneath the Rage is SoulCry. It is the realization that there is a deep rift in Loveβs ocean floor. A place where we dare not tread for it encapsulates our deepest ache and fear of separation from the Holy. To go into the cry is to not get lost in it or to suffer in it, but to feel the textures of it when it does come. It can be lost or tortured soul aspects that are seeking the light of your Essence and the warmth of your heart.
It is usually after the resting of the SoulTire that SoulCry may come into the space. Your soul may have been busy in fighting and searching for so long that it has glossed over the deeper pain. That is understandable and even self-loving. Yet there are times we are brought to SoulCry when it just runs out of steam for anything else. It is like letting a tap open on a reservoir, it doesnβt have to be knocked down completely. Though sometimes it just happens that way. Your life preserver is the feeling and the crying.
On the other side of the SoulCry is a new land. There is clarity. There is a new relationship to Life. There is a new awareness of the Power of Love and how we can be an ambassador of it to the Dark, for the Darkness is what gives Love its purpose. Your SoulCry is a part of your SoulFire. How we relate to it, permit it, and hold it changes us and the world profoundly.
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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.
When the fire of my soul was lit up a couple of days ago what happened was an illumination of shadow and darkness. How could it not? Think of what happens when you are walking in a cave and you light your torch. You see all the nooks and crannies of the cave walls, the ground you have been walking on, and the unseeable places ahead. You find yourself in the catacombs of your soul, of the Self.
Like the proverbial βmoths to a flameβ come the very things that are in need of healing and that Light of Love you just sparked up. The wounds, the memories, the buried βtreasuresβ of your soulβs story. You have become the explorer as well as the ambassador to that very LoveLight you are carrying in your heart.
When the wave of wounding came up I could feel the Soul Tire. The weariness of the suffering and pain that aspects of me have been in. This suffering can be held by parts of us until it becomes too much for them to bear. We need to go into the Soul to get a broader and deeper vision of what is holding this Soul tiredness.
This has been an ongoing part of my journey as it has felt like a spiral staircase many times. βHavenβt I been here before?β Yes, I have. But each time the density of the βairβ I am walking through is thinner and thinner. Less time is being spent there. I would come upon a judgement of myself that I am here again. That as a healer, space-holder, and a desired mate I need to be βoverβ this already.
Yet, I just keep hearing from my guides that this is all part of being a human ascending. It is a process and it takes the route it takes. The judgement just makes it take longer. Maybe that is needed until it isnβt anymore. It is how we respond to the spiral that moves it further along.
The Soul Tire needs our attention and a safe place to land. It is a place within where the Soul Fire is less of a raging inferno but rather a crackling warmth from the hearth of the Divine. It is an etheric ICU or less-dramatically an Inn in the middle of a long journey that provides the comforts of Home. A place to recover and to fill up on Love.
The quest of the soul can be seen and felt as a Trail of Tears and Fears, or it can become the beginning of something profoundly beautiful that we have convinced ourselves is a distant or fairy-tale land. That choice is ultimately up to us. As above, so below.
So this day, maybe this week, I rest. I feel. I love all the aspects of me that need to come into my hearth. It has been a long road for them and it is time to shorten the distance by bringing them into Presence. To let the Soul Tire become a thing of the past as it is held by the SoulFire.
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It is coming into me and causing all sorts of rumblings, intentions, and reactions. It is a flame that is always with us. It cannot be extinguished at its core. It is Eternal and Internal. It is what keeps us going and can also keep parts of us suffering due to its inextinguishable nature.
In its leading edge, SoulFire is passion with purpose and deep meaning. It is unstoppable in its quest for service, in creativity, in expression, in construction, and deconstruction. It burns away what is not alignment and illuminates what is.
HOW this is done comes from the Heart. SoulFire can burn and hurt. It can have consequences that were unintended but necessary for it to flourish. We can own the fallout of those consequences with our compassion and vulnerability. In that process, Love is not lost, it is just reconfigured and transformed.
There can be an inner struggle for many of us to access and maintain this SoulFire. There are many layers of protection and doubt that may come in to dull or put out this fire, for very good reason. Our SoulFire may have a history of collateral damage. Maybe even a graveyard. The Shadow of SoulFire may be a grim one. But it is also a powerful change agent. A servant of Love in many forms.As we live through a most unprecedented time in our modern history, we are facing circumstances and information that can throw a wet blanket on this fire. It can make it REALLY hard to see and feel. You may see others who have it and may compare and judge yourself for the lack or inaccessiblity. This may put parts of you into a despair or suffering loop. This has been my pattern for a big portion of my life. It found its way into my field just last night.
Then I felt the voice of my SoulFire come into the space this morning. WOOOSH! βFuck no! Time out. This is NOT who you are or are meant to be. You have wounding, yes. You have more to transmute into Love. BUT you are not this loop, this suffering, this voice. You are a man on a mission for Love. For Liberation. For Heaven on Earth. You are bigger than what you can imagine and that scares the shit out of parts of you. So letβs be with that WHILE you set yourself ablaze with SoulFire. That holds the space for the reactions rather than becoming them. It transmutes them back to Love and into Purpose, just in time to get back to work!β
Well. Okay then! That voice has helped me move to my next phases of growth and service. I feel how so many are afflicted with this same dynamic and I really want to serve that going forward. I know it so damn intimately. Almost too intimately in the past, but that is what qualifies me to serve it. SoulFire is what I came here on this planet to embody and to serve.
I look forward to the next leg of this journey into my SoulFire expression and how and what it manifests. This has been born from all that has been going on in the world so there is gratitude for that. The Light many times can only be seen in the Dark. Hereβs to you finding your SoulFire in the eye of the storm. And, as always, I am here to support you on that quest should you feel the need for that holding, healing, and witnessing.
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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.
I admit that I do not have a lot of βthis lifeβ knowledge of astrology and astronomy to get the full breadth of what this upcoming Solstice/Conjunction means from those set of glasses. I FEEL the epicness of it. I feel it in myself and what has been happening around me in community, in others processes, and my own journey of Becoming.
In all of that, I witness great opporTUNEity. An attunement to what we truly are as sacred humans, not just pawns in a sycophantic chess match of fear. In the beginning of this whole drama that is playing itself out, I could feel a sense of a bifurcation. At first, it came as some literal, external process but of course it is really just a projection of what is happening within each of us.
I have been feeling a βcrossroadsβ or βforks in the roadβ in my meditations. One that is paved with Fear, and the other with Love. The Fear Path is one that is clear and yet subtle at the same time. On that path, I see Guilt as a huge influencer in decisions and choices. Guilt keeps us from really choosing what is in our best and highest interest. Another influencer is Unworth. Do we feel that we are worthy and deserving of Love and all it wants to invite us into in our courage, desire, and inner knowing?
As we move into and through these con-junctions, the support and the intensity both increase. We are supported to make choices, yet parts of us can struggle with them. Choices of letting go of old patterns of relating to others, ourselves, and the world. When we get to the root of our needs and wants, the choices become clearer and the rumbles get louder. We are called into choosing a road, grieving the old, and trusting in the uncertain New.
What I feel the Conjunction brings us is the Courage to go into the Unknown of Mind and the Known of Heart. The clearer we are about what serves our heart and soul, the clearer we are about how to serve from that heart and soul. Fusing to our smallness, our fear, our unworth will amplify the suffering. It is time to go into the birth canal of our choice and feel the fear along the way.
We are leaving it behind by feeling it. Grieving with it. Dying and birthing with it. Love is both a death doula and a birth doula. I have been bridging this within myself from part to part, aspect to aspect through Divine holding, connecting with Yeshua, and leaning and learning from my community. I see and feel the future inside of myself. I can taste this Golden Earth when I turn off the static and tune into Soul. It lives Here Now within each of us.
We are presented with challenges as this ascension train continues on its foretold path. Those challenges are met from the inside out and then put into practice in this training ground we have all co-created. What a spectacle of Love when you can see it from that perspective! We are all seeking love even in what may feel in the darkest of times. There is support in so many ways for you to reach for should you feel the need. Consider myself and SoulFullHeart as one of those. This is what we have come here to do and be in this world.
Sacred humans rising and loving.
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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.
I believe this is a moment like no other, a moment of opportunity, a moment to choose deep and profound change, a moment to embrace all of you, from your highest leading βI Amβ Self all the way down to your βlowestβ edge where parts of you live in doubt and insecurity.
Nothing is actually lower or higher. You will never become any more sacred than you already are! If that is true, then you and I finally have the freedom, to look deeply into the mirrors of our lives, our circumstances, our relationships and take the deepest inventory of whatβs also true there, as none of it can take away or add to the fact that βI already AM, all that I ever might becomeβ.
I am very deeply interested in all that I might become. I am also very deeply interested in all that I already am. While this has always felt true for me on some level on my journey, I can tell you that it has felt like my biggest challenge as well. It has waxed and waned. At times, even very recently, Iβve seen my bigness stare me in the face and it has scared parts of me to the core. Numerous hideouts and comfortable ceilings have again been discovered and negotiated with, and let go of, only to be faced with another layer of vulnerability, insecurity and desire. I suspect that this is the whole deal of being here. It gets to move for me from more private to more service-based as I transparently live this out loud.
Iβm no longer of the illusion that these kinds of challenges where I must face a new place in me feeling contracted or small will somehow become βhealedβ or a thing of the past. If I AM is truly infinite greatness, then any and all achievements or attainments, no matter how great, how relieving, how homecoming, how much of an entrance into my personal promised land – they still remain a humble kindergarten. Iβm starting to get used to that! – another celebrated βattainmentβ in and of itself, where any and all movements either forward or backward are part of the magical and infinite I AM that I AM.
The other big thing all of this offers me is that the only one I can ever be a saviour for, is me and me alone. I canβt offer you anything you donβt already possess. With this clarity, I can however, hold space to offer you, YOU.
When Moses, standing in his small self perceived stature before a burning bush manifestation of God, hearing the voice of God calling him and sending him, asked God a very understandable question: βWho do I say sent me?β and God answers, βTell them thee I AM that I Am has sent you.β
Iβm here today standing before mankind, my kind, saying βThe I Am that I Am, has sent me to you.β Iβm here, in your hearing, speaking to your I AM that I AM, before the burning bush of your desires, your heart aches, your heart passions, inviting you into something tangible, alive and real, inside and outside.
Iβve crossed a threshold into my own promised land and feel it is more important than ever to invite other men who are ready to enter theirs with me. I canβt do what Iβm called to do, or be what Iβm called to BE, in a box or on my own. I get to walk out my more in the resonance field thatβs generated with other men doing the same.
Iβve done that primarily with Gabriel Heartman for many years in a time where most efforts to expand numbers were met with more inner expansion than any kind of outward expansion. Time and process was needed mostly in private. I feel and see that changing now. Something is shifting in men and in the core of my I Am, informing all of me with a new resolve, as well as a sacred and ongoing completion of my own very real push-pull relationship with my own bigness. I want that more than I want life. This is life to me.
What is life to you? What do you most deeply want? Are you prepared to reach out for a lifeline when one is thrown to you, or will you continue praying for a lifeline instead? Thereβs a time to ask and a time to act.
I may be sounding fearfully close to a promo salesperson now, and to be sure, I AM trying to sell you on something. I AM called to sell you on something. I AM called to sell you on you. Itβs strange though, because no words that I might write or speak could ever actually achieve this. Itβs only and ever achievable by living it out inside of myself, and you picking up on that and choosing the same for yourself.
Our mutual benefit is then easy and natural, whether we go any further in any kind of together way.
If however, the particular signature frequency of my deal feels like it may be or wants to be a part of your signature deal, then I deeply invite you to check out who I AM and what I offer.
This video is me here in the Abbey ruins in Glastonbury, offering a connection with one of my beautiful Metasoul brothers; King Arthur. How fitting as he knows how to assemble and lead a round table of men!
Gabriel Heartman and myself both serve men in one on one sessions helping men embrace all of themselves in ongoing process via a specific path. Hereβs a link to more about sessions: https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions.
Sessions may well be a bit too close, too soon, for where you are, if youβve just discovered us. If so, I invite you to consider following us at whatever distance feels comfortable for you, while serving your heartache and opportunity.
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If youβve read this through this far, then I know you are feeling the truth of the first words I spoke today – that this is a moment of opportunity like no other. Other moments will be sure to come, if thatβs what your I AM needs to orchestrate for you, but what if this moment right now is your moment, or at least one of them? What if what Iβm offering you is offered to you for you to make a deeper personal connection, to see where it takes you, to see if what you are feeling right now, continues to self validate as a truly profound going on place? If so, Iβd love to hear from you. Gabriel would love to hear from you.
I can tell you from the depths of my heart and experience that I Am wanting, willing and ready to serve you, to show up for you as you show up for you.
If you are a woman who’s read this all the way through, bless you! And allow yourself to take in all these words directed at men, and feel them for your own inner masculine parts of you. Also, let your sacred yearning and desire for men and the missing masculine to rise up and claim the inhabitation of their long awaited I AM selves, be a gift of alchemy transmitted to all the men feeling this, whether by my words today, or by the same download thatβs being broadcast into the collective from many different sources right NOW.
If you know of other men who you feel are ready for such a time as this, please share this post with them.
May we each arise to this occasion to find ultimately that there was ever only one of us and one occasion all the while, one truly worth showing up for.
Much Love,
Raphael Awen
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.
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A question came up in a lively and vulnerable menβs discussion we were having about what the differences are about energizing love from the heart chakra as compared to the second chakra, and how one can dominate over the other. I offer my response and invite the wider input from our feminine counterparts here.
This is such a great question and part of an ongoing quest, and like all great quests, the question is never fully answered, inviting us deeper into its many aspects and layers. Any βanswerβ I give to the question is really only one response, thus intended to hopefully open out more questions than provide any final answers. π
What comes up for me is feeling how difficult it has been for men to come from both chakras at the same time. Thereβs a lot in that saying about how difficult it is for a man to maintain a βhardonβ and a βheartonβ at the same time. Men tend to come from one place at the expense of the other, and if they can come from both, they toggle between the two, going limp in one in order to enter the other. Being open and coming from both at the same time represents both a vulnerability and a power that much fewer men are comfortable with.
What underlies this challenge is the differences between our heart chakra and our second chakra. One is the seat of our unity, our union with all things and with all life, with having it all; our heart, where nothing lacks or is missing. The other, our second chakra is the seat of our gender, which feels incomplete without the other half, and thus vulnerable to not finding the completion it wants and needs. Menβs first healthy initiations, if they were met with a healthy anchoring in the root/grounding chakra are then about awakening to their sexuality, power and creativity in the second chakra, discovering what makes them unique and desirable, their gender based expression and worth.
More to the point of the question above is what are the differences of the love that flows from the heart chakra vs the love that flows from the second chakra, (if iβm grasping the intent of the question). Iβd say that love that flows from the heart is rooted in an energy and recognition of the unconditional love that underlies and weaves through all of life and the universe. Heart love validates everything, even differences and even expressions of hatred speak to the inescapable interconnectedness of everything, bound together by love and oneness. The heart can containerize it all.
Love that flows from the second chakra however is not βunconditionalβ in the same way. It is conditioned on personal attraction. Iβm either drawn or Iβm not. βLustβ in this way can come from the second chakra, as in a strong, overwhelming desire for someone or something, and it is based upon something deeply desired for whatever reasons, healthy or not. Itβs very specific and dualistic. βI like this, I donβt like thatβ.
With my mate, I want to be loved in both of these ways at the same time. One doesnβt cancel out the other. I want to know and feel that Iβm valued as a human being, and as a soul regardless of who and what I am or are not. I want to feel my intrinsic worth outside of my performance or lack thereof. If thatβs there, I can safely feel comfortable to feel and process more of my not-so-loved traits within the relationship to realize more of the growth that is the point of all relationships.
I also want to be loved however for my unique characteristics, for who I am specifically and what I bring to the relationship, which is very much conditional. I want to feel like hot stuff. A mate who wants to be loved only unconditionally is asking for their mate to be more of a parent to them, which is understandable as we all have wounded inner children wanting and needing this kind of love.
As I get to play with my desirability and my creativity and my power in relationship, this becomes a powerful mirror and arena for my growth. The vulnerable piece here is of course feeling the parts of us who donβt feel like they are enough, or worthy, or capable of being brightly attractive.
The feeling of receiving this kind of love in a relationship, (and it could be a mateship, or a friendship), is about feeling my desirability reflected to me in the words, actions and energy of the other. Thatβs a dicey ground to be lured into of course as it not only promises deep potential reward, but also threatens the deepest rejection. I believe this is why we entered this ground of duality, of βthis over thatβ. Ultimately, itβs about all differences being consumed in the overwhelm of love, but on our way to that ultimate reconciliation of love are a whole bunch of lessons and experiences and feelings that are the whole juicy point of duality.
On the giving end of this conditional love, your mate wants to feel hit on. She wants to feel you are taken with her, that she alone is the passion of your heart, soul and body. Her and none other. If sheβs done some of her work, she wonβt be impressed however with any βdutiful rosesβ. She will only be watered by you really and truly being into her and smitten. When something less than that is true, in my experience, it has to do with not bringing all of my truth, especially if itβs about an irritation or something I, or a part of me doesnβt like. It feels truly amazing when you are in this zone of being abandoned to your want of your mate and she can lean and rest into that as well as open her heart and body. π
Then to the last piece of your great question – about how coming from one chakra or the other can dominate over the other…
What better arena could there be to play with these needs and dualities. A dual begins with an attempt to dominate and ends with its resolution of that tension, returning to love. Both are needed. βErectile dysfunctionβ afflicts the heart and the penis, and is really about this unresolved and unloved dominance when you feel into it. Remaining in one and not embracing the other (transcending duality like most spirituality attempts to do) is to remain uninitiated, and immature in the truest sense, and just doesnβt feel fun to me. I donβt think it does to anyone really. Itβs just been a hideout for our vulnerability. Romantic love offers possibly the greatest growth ground and crucible for our growth in this way and it has much to do with the vulnerability and the attempts to answer that vulnerability with dominance.
All of this is of course also true within ourselves and the dynamic between our own inner feminine and inner masculine parts, even more true actually, as in the inner is the real origin of whatβs playing on the outside and so going inward becomes the healthy choice to seek any resolve to the whole dilemma.
Thanks for the great question and thanks for taking in the lengthy, albeit a very much partial βanswerβ, which hopefully left the question more unanswered than answered. π
More feminine and masculine input welcome, (regardless of your genderβ¦)
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Much Love,
Raphael
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.
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At any moment we can feel an ease or an unease. Choosing to consistently not feel and transmute the unease can lead to dis-ease, a store of this unhealthy energy.
While we are in the midst of global feardemic, the unease continues to rise with each news cycle and governmental decree in order to manage it, albeit in a haphazard way with no real clue as to what they are really doing other than adding fuel to dysfunction and dystopia. The unease barometer climbs. So where can you find ease in this environment that is laden with traps everywhere you look? You know. It can only really be found in you. Always.
It can be found in breathing. It can be found in giving. It can be found in feeling yourself. It can be found in connecting with animals and nature. It can be found in meditating and music.
It can be found in tuning out the very things that bring that unease and tuning in to the parts of you that have been used to that uneasy feeling because it has always been there like a best friend, yet you didn’t realize it.
I have come to an awareness recently that unease was the way a part of me interfaced with the world. It was instituted at an early age and in my Metasoul. It became institutionalized inside of me and therefore nearly unconscious. A Pavlovian response to Life and Love.
I have had to see it and feel it. Hold it and love it. I had to ceremonially say goodbye to it as if it were a long-time lover. What would life really be like in ‘ease’ when all there has been is unease?
That is where we all get to co-write the New Script, not just edit the old one. Burn that shit up cuz it has no happy ending no matter what you do to it. Let’s start againβ¦from the inside. Rewrite that code from the core of your being and let that Love Bug be the new virus.
With easeβ¦ With graceβ¦ With courageβ¦ With INβ¦
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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.
In my continuing process of growth, many times the things I need to βworkβ on are the things that I cannot see. They are brought to me through mirrors, reflections, or circumstances that make it clear I have had a blind spot. An unconscious tendency toward ego, unworth, or any innumerable things that keep my next conscious leveling up at bay.
As I am brought to these junctions, I am beginning to realize the ground on which our unconsciousness resides is giving way. The veil that has kept it hidden is loosening and thinning. It will be an effort to keep it all in place. As that barrier begins to crumble under the weight of Loveβs eminence, there arises moments that you become aware of the parts that are trying to stay in control, keep the narrative going come hell or high water.
Well, if the high water is coming and the resistance stays in place then hell it is. I once had an image of a sandcastle. It represented all that parts of me had and have built up over time that represented what I thought was real and true, only to find the tide rise and sure enough it was gone. Justβ¦likeβ¦that. Wooosh. This could be a Dark Night experience or it can be just another round of the wheel of ascension once you get used to it.
The Reality is that we are the sand and the water playing in this epic drama of construct and deconstruct. What was unconscious comes to the surface and will knock down that castle just as the sun rises and falls. So when it does, the deeper question is how do we integrate and navigate that process so that there is less need for these moments and their reactions.
In my ongoing journey with SoulFullHeart, it is all about feeling and exploring the deeper layers inside that are in reaction, suffering, or unconscious states. This is done not just through self-reflection and exploration, but of other-reflection and deep mirroring. That is where things get to be seen that we could not see ourselves. That is not easy for parts of us, but it is catalytic and alchemical. Life can never be the same tomorrow as it was yesterday when you are on a conveyor belt of ascension. There is no attainment, just attainING and learning. An ever growing and expanding ground of consciousness.
If you are feeling the deep desire for ending suffering loops, unconscious patterns, or lone wolf isolation and are wanting to be initiated into deeper realms of your own consciousness, expression, and intimacy I highly recommend a SoulFullHeart session with myself, Jelelle, Raphael, or Kasha. I trust the call will be felt in the hearts it is meant to stir.
If you are curious about learning more and becoming more acquainted with the process and paradigm itself you are welcome to join our group portal at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co for more personal sharings, videos, articles, and online community.
The energies are here to support this new leveling up in Love, Liberation, and Leadership.
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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.
Love is your bridge over troubled waters. It is your currency that spends in the New World. What has been recognized as Love is varied and in many ways smaller versions of what it truly is when we actually come across it.
We can easily relate to it as an outbound expression. Not so much as an inward reflection of how we see and feel about ourselves. Love has many layers to it. It is really undefinable, only to be defined by your personal experience of it. There are ever more heights that Love can take us, yet each time we realize the βcostβ of that…the fear of losing it. Of being rejected by it. Of being devoured by it.
It is the brave soul that chooses to risk that cost for the depths of Loveβs grace and gifts. Each βpaymentβ is letting go of that which is NOT Love and you can only really do that by taking a serious look into what truly doesnβt feel like Love. It is to look at your outer choices and inner projections. Your beliefs and conditionings. Your influencing traumas and relationships. It is a deep dive into deep You.
There is nothing βout thereβ that can assuage what needs to be felt βin hereβ. The only thing significant on the outside are the mirrors that you are willing to see as mirrors. That is not an easy place to go. It is challenging yet far more rewarding than waiting for the world to somehow miraculously change around you.
The old saying βwherever you go, there you areβ could not be more true. If you have parts that live in fear, you bring fear with you. If you have parts that doubt, you bring doubt with you. We want to bring those parts into Loveβs embrace and grace so that it can work its magic inside and out. I am on that journey, with love-hearted others, to continue to feel and heal the barriers between me and It. It is that alchemy within that changes the world because it changes MY world, in relationship with those that are doing the same.
The resonance of Love is a very powerful change agent. Let it take you where you were always meant to be.
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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.
The world is filled with false gods, paper tigers, smoke and mirrors, and karmic binds. As we all start to awaken to these illusions and conditionings there can be a deep disillusionment. It is this disillusionment that is a marker of growth and potential liberation.
I say potential because there is a choice. Always a choice to go back into the illusion, rearrange the furniture, or just leave the damn thing altogether. Each is a sacred choice. There is a profound courage that is needed to let go of each of those, whether it is personal relationships, dependencies, routines, or ideologies.
There is a plethora of externalities that will support our sacred projections, cows, and illusions. I don’t see it as my job to shatter those. I see it as my mission to bring love and context to what is happening in the world, just as my beloveds and my guides do for me. I offer heart space and my community offers a shelter from the deluge of sacred bullshit that is spewing from the mouths of those that are supposedly in the ‘know’.
The reality is YOU are in the Know when you are in the Now. The Now is pregnant and overflowing at the same time. Your expert, your news anchor, your leader is already inside of you. They can be overrun by all the drama trauma that has occurred in this and many other lives that are still cycling on tumble dry.
The reality is that you are the King and Queen of this co-created chess game called Life. Sometimes you have been the pawn, sometimes the Bishop, other times the Knight. There is a greater game of reconciliation happening right now that trumps it all. Vulnerable feeling is the Checkmate. Once you get to the root of your own pain, fear, and rage, face it heart on with compassion and forgiveness, you begin to see and feel how it has always been an illusion, a game, and a process of coming home to your true power of Love.
We find ourselves on the eve of our next levelling up on 11/11. A powerful portal into New Earth that starts with you, not with them. Then you get to bring that you into a new community of Other that can see and feel you for who you truly are. An ambassador of love and creation.
If you are seeking some resonance and support into a new timeline that is re-illusioned into a Golden Earth frequency please join Raphael and Jelelle this Saturday the 14th for a group transmission and meditation space via Zoom. Visit www.soulfullheat.org/groupcalltransmissions for more info.
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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.
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