Category: Ascension

Energy Update: Beltane/Eclipse Opening Karmic Metasoul Timeline Portals In Sacred Union

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By Jelelle and Raphael Awen

Energy Update: My goodness, wow, there is a lot to feel and coming up in response to/activated by all these celestial ‘events’ and energies!

For the last two days, I’ve been in a deep karmic ‘tunnel’, feeling, seeing, and experiencing energies from another lifetime heavily overlaid on my own and just BEing with them and the soul aspect who feels them. Allowing lots of tears, physical tiredness and need for rest has been so important, plus lots of processing/sharing time with my mate Raphael too.

This Metasoul aspect of mine (as we call them rather than ‘past life’) is named Lorna, a powerful Avalonian High Priestess who walked away from her position for many reasons in her lifetime, yet mostly to follow the call of her heart in mateship with Raphael’s metasoul aspect ( a Christian king named Lionel). Of course, this union was ‘forbidden’ and they hid in the shadows with their affair….longing for each other yet not able to ‘be together.’ This is a reoccurring theme for Raphael and I over many, many lifetimes and what we came here to heal together this life. The priestess and the king, being in different ‘worlds’ yet our twin/pairbond calling us to connect and heal the separation wound there.

Being able to be together and be in our power/gift expression together is the opportunity we’ve chosen in this life. It is A LOT to let in and even nearly 14 years later, we are still in this process together of inhabiting this.

As is the case in truly non-compartmentalized sacred union in which we are in constant physical/emotional/mental connection together yet also individuating, this invitation to have and be in what we haven’t gotten to be in before brings up all kinds of things to feel such as grief, distrust, insecurity, fear of loss, desire to control/grasp, unworthiness and much more.

During this powerful Beltane/Union passage and supported by the Black Moon eclipse energies (along with the recent planetary alignment and ongoing solar flares), Raphael and I went into this lifetime together (which isn’t in the ‘past’ at all yet occurring in the Quantum Now), dropping into the energies of Lionel and Lorna and facilitated a feeling/bridging to them. They ‘get’ to be together in their lifetime too finally and get to lead together, seeing where that takes them. Their union fortifies and supports the union between Raphael and I too, opening up a gift exchange. Left unfelt, their resistances and fear creates blocks to intimacy and deepening for Raphael and I.

I feel to share this tender process as it is the best example I can offer of the kinds of energies you may be experiencing and emotions too, yet may not always know or feel a ‘way’ to be with them. There is a massive lifting of the veils happening where the previous amnesia we have had about other lifetimes and soul themes is dissolving. Whether you are in sacred union right now or single, your soul is inviting you to heal the separation wounds within you and in your experience in order to move into more union on all levels.

I do love this SoulFullHeart process so very much for what it allows to be opened up and felt in a specific way that also has such depth and possibility to it. If you’d like to hear more about our process recently as a couple and more about SoulFullHeart as well and if it might be a deepening place for you in community and sessions, you can join Raphael and I in a livestream on FB on Beltane, Sunday, May 1st at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EDT/9am PDT. The recording will be available on our feeds to watch anytime along with here on this blog and on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel.

We also share more about our personal processes and respond to your movements/sharings too on our private online community called the SoulFullHeart Portal….creating a safe community space online to support each other, deepen, challenge, and grow together. You are welcome to join us there for a $22.22 USD monthly membership as an exchange with us: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

The energies of the eclipse bring up and out these timelines/lifetimes and it’s HOW we are with them that can make a big difference in our experience and what we can leverage from them. I so love truly being able to dialogue with, feel, and grow with these soul aspects and parts of myself, over years sometimes, and in an ever deepening way. Not just in a one time regression session, yet in a truly relational way that is ongoing.

Healing the separations that create and feed our fear…moving into more union within and together…THIS is why we are here in this life where so much more is possible than ever before!

And Raphael’s comment on this post:

“This must sound like a complete dream to so many, a real dream, but a dream nonetheless, to have this kind of feeling access to other timelines.

It might feel quite ‘attained’, but my personal experience is more about the guts it takes to be willing to feel and digest all there is to feel in these karmic bonds and binds, and how they are expressing in the current of our current. It did take deep process and choice, but for a soul who’s ready to go here, my truth is that you will be surprised how immediate the openings are and how you will be graced and paced by love and the divine to hold it all.

Feeling this pair bond yesterday took me into some deep tunnels of despair feeling Lionel, which resonates so deeply with the despair inside so many men right now. It’s all connected and it’s all asking to be answered.

If you’re feeling that you need to stay on top of things if you’re going to be a resource to others, I’d invite you to think again. We are in this ride together and there are things to feel that feel like hell, and it is through those hells that you get relieved of the pretense of being something you are not and it is through those hells that you get truly empowered to be of useful and profound service for what is at hand now.

There’s lots more shit to come and unless we drop our roles, we’re going to just plain suffer deeper and deeper. If we are ready to go deeper, there is, I’m convinced (much of the time) that there is so much goodness awaiting us. That is not only my hope, but my daily ongoing experience.

I am so glad to be in the resolution of these timelines with you, Jelelle, and all of our discovered Metasouls. I believe that is what all of us are doing one way or another in the long run, it’s just about how much someone is ready to feel now and at what pace that makes the difference in our joy/suffering.

I know there is a TON of divine support to all of us who are willing to feel and heal on this level.”

Much love to you during this illuminating passage!

Jelelle Awen

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Beltane Energies: Transformation, Activation Of Sacred Inner/Outer Union & Passionate Divine Reunion

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by Kasha Rokshana

Solar flares, Beltane fires, solar eclipse… so much activation magic, so much clearing, so much to digest! I sincerely hope that as these fires of sacred transformation from the inside out hold you today (and ongoingly) that you feel held, loved, appreciated… and above all, that you feel trust, even in those waves and moments when it feels like too much.β™₯️πŸ”₯

I feel dips and upturns of sacred union inside and out calling to us all today. I feel the awakenings and stirrings of the soul and heart both as they answer, react, and respond to this calling. My own sacred union wifh Gabriel has had its own challenges and deepening this whole month more or less, and it continues to open out into new territory today with passion and desire, and even fear coming up as we go.

Wherever you are with that process and with your own unfolding journey overall at this time, the Beltane fires welcome you into their embrace, whether you’re walking through them, lingering near them, or celebrating being on the other side of them. β™₯️

Here is the Beltane poem I re-share every year since I wrote it a few years ago. I hope it stirs and calls on your desires for your inner and outer mateship possibilities, but also into a deep and passionate love affair with the Divine and with all of life as well. πŸ”₯

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Beloved that you are,

When the smoke clears
on life’s regulating ways
and gives way to the undulating meadows
of new love’s first spring…

There I’ll be

Standing in the light
of the sun shining above me,
firm in the ground I walk on
yet lightly walking toward your ready stance,
singing a song
we will both remember.

In Beltane’s past, my love
we dined and danced
and brought together our intertwining
everythings
to mingle in the love light
of the divine masculine and feminine dawnings.

In Beltane’s new arrivals, love,
we’ll linger long
in embraces for only us to feel
in the eye of the mind’s connection
until the refreshing breath
of a crisp and ripe chapter
brings us closer in all elements
of this life’s wanderings.

In myself I stay here for you, love,
finding more treasure long buried
to show you in vulnerable ownership
echoing the also deep claim
you have inside of you
for you.

The winds of change
and graspings of renewing tides
grip at our thrown-about clothing
to move us closer to the edges
that keep US alive…

Together we will meet, my beloved,
and there we will find
what we have been searching for…

A counterpart.

Not to bind, but to bond.

Not to cling, but to sing.

Not stifle with duty
but to bring out with bounding life’s alterations and celebrations
of each new movement
here…

Bring your mountains out to greet the new day, love,
and see the power of our sunshines mingling
on a new insatiable appetite
of a love reunited
in a way that was agreed to long ago
and yet NOW too.

Even NOW I make a vow to you,
to be all the more loyal to myself
and dedicate overflow to you,
to what we will create together
in our messy masses of alchemical baths
and swooning passes.

Love, when we do meet again
here…
I will dress the moon in your honor
and harness the sun’s rays for your Kingdom to come
and our world that is being reborn.

On this Beltane celebration day,
as I ache for you,
I prepare that place in my heart
that is you-shaped
where you already live…
and that place in my body’s life
where your essence will connect
so much

oh, so much…

With mine.

Love,
Kasha β™₯️


🎨: Sylvan Myst

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

My Journey, Humanity’s Ascension, Soul Community | The Starseed Network Podcast | Kasha Rokshana (Audio)

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In this episode of The Starseed Network Podcast, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and long-time soul community member, Kasha Rokshana, shares with host Saule Ilona Vaida about her personal awakening, healing,  and self-discovery journey. She shares about when she met Raphael and Jelelle Awen for the first time and how her ongoing journey in the SoulFullHeart process/way of life has transformed her from the inside out, which has helped her draw a Sacred Union mate as well.

Kasha and Saule also digest the ongoing Ascension process for humanity and the healing of the Divine separation wound, along with finding fulfillment in your emotional/spiritual healing journey and being true to yourself, your parts, your heart AND soul. 

You can follow this podcast on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thestarseednetwork/

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5I9q2RMyA89sicqeqsYASf?si=e0d6e7a5d38849a9

Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-starseed-network-podcast/id1585215487

Google Podcasts: https://anchor.fm/saule-ilona-vaida

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Energy Update: Rare Planetary Alignment Offering Balance & Healing of Polarities

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: There is QUITE a powerful ‘planet parade’ (as it is called) going on now as Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn and the moon are in visual alignment with each other in our early morning skies. From our perspective here on Gaia, they form a nearly straight line that is visible this week for about one hour before sunrise.

The most common alignment is when three planets line up on one side of the sun for many days out of the year; followed by four planets about once a year while five planets aligning happens every 19 years. All eight planets in alignment occurs once in about 170 years.

This event happening now with four planets aligning with the moon is an extremely rare and unique planetary event with the last time this occurred being over 1,000 years ago! Also, on Saturday, Venus and Jupiter (the two brightest planets) will be seen very close together in a conjunction. Saturday is also when we will have a ‘black moon’ partial eclipse of the sun.

Raphael and I will be sharing more about this planetary alignment plus eclipse energies and how you may be experiencing them, how to digest/integrate them during a livestream here on FB at 5:00pm GMT (London)/12:00am EDT/9:00am PDT. You can join us live to ask questions/leave comments and watch the recording whenever you’d like on our feeds and you tube channel.

This planetary alignment brings into visual transmission a sense of balance within and in the cosmos. While so many of us have been feeling the intensely chaotic and penetrative energies of the recent solar flares (and the sacred masculine energies they offer), this alignment seems to offer a contrasting grounding frequency…..an assimilation of the energies that been churned up, starting from within us.

A balancing of our inner feminine and masculine energies, healing of polarities in those inner relationships leads to the experience and embodiment of union. Union with a sacred mate, union with friends/soul family, union with our soul fragments in all of our many lifetimes, union with the Divine. The polarities are honored as are the differences, yet there is an invitation to heal the separation experience that is ongoing.

It is easy in these days of Matrix peaking/revelation to get ‘lost’ in polarity, being charged and angry, fighting and protesting, caught up in contentions. ‘Controlled opposition’ and division are being seeded in nearly everything that is being shared in the ‘mainstream’ consciousness right now.

Healthy conflict can lead to more union and vulnerability if held in a sacred and safe container for it. Finding your way through the previous knots and binds of fear (esp in a sacred union relationship) can be so nourishing! Yet, many souls have very few of these sacred and safe containers for this kind of transact available on the outside in their relationships nor cultivated on the inside.

Creating this safety place of inner alignment happens as we feel and hold space for the polarities, the messes, and the charges that come up and truly HONOR them. Rather than just allowing them to flood out and ‘attack’ OR react from a place of feeling attacked that is unconscious, you are centered within yourself and with the Divine in FULL heart held consciousness of what is going on within you.

This planetary alignment seems to bring some peace and rest to our bodies and soul fields as well. A calming after the recent chaos of activations and upgrades!

Raphael and I will share about this inner unification/healing of separation process on Saturday and also invite you to take into more connection through our videos, writings, sessions, online community, group calls, etc. with info at soulfullheart.org.

Love to you!

Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Fear/Trauma Cellular Clearings w/Ongoing Solar Flares, Planetary Alignment & Upcoming Eclipse

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy update: Major cellular clearings this week of fear, trauma, programming, conditioning, and separation wounding going on with these ongoing solar flares, planetary alignment and the upcoming eclipse! This is a messy, sometimes scary, crazy making, and DEEP activation time for many of us.

The VERY large sunspot complex that is now Earth facing erupted twice in quick succession today April 25th, producing an overlapping pair of M1-class solar flares, according to spaceweather.com. Solar flares bring in a sudden, high frequency of plasma/photonic light/radiation at once along with sacred masculine activations….and there have been dozens of them (including a few of the most powerful X class flares) recently.

Raphael and I offered this recorded livestream sharing more about solar flares and the sacred activations/effects they offer:

The planetary alignment of Saturn, Mars, Venus, Jupiter and the moon (along with the upcoming conjunction of Venus and Jupiter coming on Saturday) offers visual alignment to feel what has been out of alignment. Each planetary body has a consciousness frequency that we can tune into in certain ways to receive the messages/insights/upgrades from as well while connecting to these energies within us.

We’ll be sharing more about the upcoming partial solar eclipse and what it offers us with Raphael and I doing a livestream on my Jelelle Awen facebook feed about it on the eclipse day Saturday, April 30th at 5pm GMT/noon EST and you are welcome to join us for that to leave comments and ask questions.

Many of you have been sharing about feeling an increasing intensity in emotional and physical reactions especially during this last week with all this cosmic activity. You are NOT alone in this experience even if those around you aren’t as conscious about being impacted by them. These are powerful energies coming into our inner and outer atmospheres, inviting us to move into more alignment of our Divine Self, Divine Union, and Sacred Union.

I feel that this it is not about being victim to these energies and a quick ‘oh that’s why I feel this way’ response or ‘blaming them’ for what we are going through. Yet rather to USE the reactions that come up in response to these energies to learn more about yourself, feel it, and even understand WHY it is coming up in the way it is. They offer another portal of growth if we move out of resisting them and into embracing them.

When I felt a particular strong wave of fear and anxiety moving through at 3am recently, I felt an immediate bubble of Divine love surround me to hold it. I let it move through me and connected with the part of me feeling it (as I am practiced to do for all these years). This part of me needed some immediate reassurance and comfort, letting the Divine ‘help’ her in that moment.

Yet, I also recognized later that a bubble of karmic fear/distrust was moving out of the ground of my relationship with Raphael to allow more masculine leadership/passion expression from him. Trusting this expression (which came out very powerfully in his post yesterday) is the ground of our growth together as we come into more union around our leadership passion expression AND our passion for each other, which has often been separate/polarized in many lifetimes. There is much more to share about this later from our ongoing deepening with each other in brand new ways for our souls in this life!

Allow your Divine Self to respond to whatever you are feeling and your soul can then expand your awareness, lift veils, and guide you to the specific connections/bridges needed within you. This opens up more trust, joy, and movement out of the fear and into love again. The defensive/egoic parts of us often want to hide, bypass, avoid, or transcend the ‘mess’ in favor of the bliss. Or to look for easy answers and solutions for why it is going on. OR to continue rounds of suffering around it all, keeping us alone, isolated, cut off, and in flatness.

We can now be a bigger presence in the room with these scared yet sacred protective energies with us, bridging to a Divine support that can comfort and activate us.

Love to you as go through this bliss mess ride,

Jelelle Awen

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Solar Flare Ascension Energy Update & Video | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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β€œIn the last 24 hours alone, the sun has produced more than 19 solar flares. The tally includes five M-class explosions and a powerful X2.2-class flare. The fusillade is likely to continue as colossal sunspot complex AR2993-94 turns toward Earth in the days ahead,” according to spaceweather.com.

19 flares in the last day, including the most powerful type of X class……..and more are expected from this very active sunspot region, including CMEs triggering auroras! There is a definite acceleration now in the sun’s activity since the Equinox and as we move into a more active solar cycle.

This morning, Raphael and I were talking together about the many ancient prophecies about solar flares leading to mass transition/death of the old and change for Humanity as we move out of the Kali Yuga phase (dark ages since Atlantis fell along with humanity’s consciousness into 3D.) It does feel as if the sun’s transmissions as downloaded from the Great Cosmic sun directly support our awakening, even as the magnetics and photonic light can impact our auric/soul/physical/emotional/bodies in sometimes intense ways.

In this video recorded live on April 20th on FB, we share about the recent increase in solar flares, how they connect to the bigger picture of Ascension and how you might be experiencing them. We also talk about how solar flares and solar activity relates to healing the patriarchal wounded masculine control matrix through transmission of sacred masculine potency combined with care.

We share ways that you can bring these sun codes into your field consciously negiotated with parts of you (including your soul guardian aspect that we call the Gatekeeper) that allows for more upgrades and less negative/challenging impact. And we will offer our bigger picture sense of Divine trust and surrender around these solar activations.

The sun is helping humanity to awaken and rise!!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Image is of the X2 flare as it burst out of the sun (lower right corner)

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Energy Update: Easter Solar Flare & Sacred Masculine Energies Upgrading/Activating Chakras

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: A major X1 class solar flare came out of a very active sunspot yesterday, Easter Sunday April 17th. There is another potentially very active sunspot forming just behind it with more sunspots emerging over the sun’s northeastern surface later today (4/18) or tomorrow (4/19) and now the Sun is facing Gaia, so def. we are expecting more activity to reach us, according to spaceweather.com.

It was interesting to have a significant solar flare on Easter, as we all have been tuning into and feeling the Resurrection/rebirth portal energies. In our group call yesterday, we all visited as a group the ‘scene’ of Yeshua’s crucifixion and felt the higher energies holding the space there with soul family and Divine support. We could feel the sacredness of both the death/dying to the current form (even via ‘persecution’) and the rebirth that was going on at the same time!

It feels appropriate to receive some sacred masculine energies on this day, which can be challenging to the body/auric/soul fields even as they offer upgrades and activations. There is so much POWER in these frequencies! They are intimidating even as they are compelling, attractive, and interesting!

It feels like we need these powerful sacred masculine solar energies to offset the hijacking of the masculine since the fall of Atlantis. I particularly feel these solar energies impacting our crown chakras, throat, solar plexus (gut/belly) chakra, and root chakra…which are the more ‘masculine feeling’ chakras if we want to feel into it that way…these chakras are more outbound than the inbound and receptive ones such as the third eye, heart, and second/sacral/womb chakras.

With the solar energies comes more activations/upgrades of these chakras and also some of the symptoms of these activations:

For the crown chakra, you may experience non-dual bleed throughs, headaches, brain fog, inspired thinking/visions, restless sleeping, and intense dreams/lucid dreaming.

For the throat chakra, you may experience sore throats, difficulty speaking, need to clear your throat a lot, sudden need to share your ‘truth, and activation of light language/toning.

For the solar plexus/gut, you may experience nausea, decreased appetite/need to fast, weight retention in your stomach area, ‘butterflies’ in the stomach, increased appetite, punch in the gut feelings.

And, for the root chakra, you may feel ungrounded, waves of survival fear, anxiety, feeling need to be in nature, disconnected from humanity.

It’s a good time during all these solar activities to check in with, clean, and clear your chakras and auric field on a regular basis through however you are drawn to do that. This is a teaching and guided meditation to do this with your Ascension chakras:

How are you experiencing these energies?

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Easter Ascension Energies Update (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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In this video filmed live on FB on Thursday, April 14th, Raphael and Jelelle Awen are talking about the Easter energies that are coming in now, how you may be experiencing them, and the death/resurrection cycles they are inviting us into. We discuss how important it is to sacredly feel the part of you that may still be in the ‘ashes’ of intensely traumatic experiences in order to heal from them and move on.

We also talk about how these Easter energies fit into the bigger process of Ascension that is going on as mainstream consciousness shifts from 3D to lower 4D, inviting many more souls into significant completion of karmic soul patterns and trauma experiences. We offer a channeling of Yeshua as well during the later portion of the recording.

You can read comments that happened during on the livestream on Jelelle’s facebook feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

This is the Easter Energies update writing that we read from by Kasha Rokshana: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2022/04/13/easter-passage-energies-of-death-grief-rebirth/

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The True Purpose Of The Crucifixion To Plant Seeds Of Humanity’s Ascension: Message From Yeshua

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By Jelelle Awen

As so many souls worship during this day of Good Friday with fasting and prayer, I was not surprised to be brought during meditation into the etheric space today that ‘holds’ the crucifixion of Yeshua. It felt like this was in order to see, feel, and offer a channel to the higher consciousness reality going on during it.

It can be important to feel the distortion of what was actually going on this day and the subsequent hijacking of it by the Matrix to feed a control, suffering, and self sacrificial programming/messaging…especially if you have previously had a connection to Christianity.

I felt Yeshua’s beautiful heart today offer this message for those needing to receive it:

“On this day in my physical lifetime, my soul family and I undertook a powerful light working. This light working was to plant the seeds of Ascension that are now blooming in YOUR lifetime. We were guided to do this by the Divine. Indeed, born to do this as our purpose here in physical bodies on the Earth Plane.

This was not a crucifixion. I was not a victim. I was not betrayed. I did not suffer for the sins of all. I did not get ‘caught’ or ‘trapped’. I did not sacrifice my body for all of humanity. And, most importantly, I did not die on that day.

For those with the heart to FEEL the truth in those moments, they would feel that my heart was wide open. They would feel the choice that I made to leave one form of my physical body in order to ascend into my light body, yet still remaining on the Earth Plane for many years after. They would feel the grief and sadness within me was a necessary one to hold space for humanity’s ongoing dark night. Yet, also they would feel the hope in my heart for humanity, along with forgiveness and compassion that our Divine Mother flowed through me to ALL of those in my auric field, even those who did bodily harm to me.

For those with eyes to see the truth, they would see how I was hugely supported by the Divine and my beloved soul family by powerful waves of healing energies and photonic light. They would see that my beloved twin flame Mary Magdalene was heart and chakra cord connected to me the entire time, offering me some of her life force and vitality….as were the other blessed sacred feminine Magdalenes with her. They would see how my Higher Self remained unharmed and embraced my physical body in an energetic buffer the entire time.

My resurrection was inevitable, as I didn’t really die yet rather went into a deep out of body state until I could return in a less dense state to the Earth Plane. My resurrection out of perceived death and suffering and into a much lighter form IS my deeper message to you.

My message is to trust BOTH the deaths and the rebirths within your life and in your experience. To feel BOTH as sacred and the purification process that results as you arise from the ashes of your previous versions into the new.

The invitation today is to feel your experience of crucifixion within your own life and to let forgiveness fill your heart toward those who seemed to do you harm. To recognize the soul agreements that you made together for which they are offering a sacred ground of healing for you.

Surrendering ALL outcomes to the Divine and following guidance can lead to temporary pain, yet also offers a resolution of that pain as you ascend beyond it.

My consciousness is available to you on this day and ALL days in whatever ways you need. And, most importantly, as it dwells within you AS your embodiment of Christ Consciousness.

I love you,

Yeshua with Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I offered teachings and more channelings related to the death/rebirth cycles offered during this Easter Passage through a recording of our livestream yesterday on my FB feed and here on our you tube channel:

This channeling today was inspired by the touching and VERY powerful account of the crucifixion in the book Anna, Grandmother of Jesus by Claire Heartsong….highly recommend it!

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Easter Passage Energies Of Death, Grief, & Rebirth

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by Kasha Rokshana

β€˜Easter’ Energy Update: The anxiety, the uncertainty, the doubts that surface at this time are as sacred as the moments of clarity, of surefooted-ness, and of deepening trust in the flow of what’s happening inside and out. Rebirth is sometimes glorious to be in, sometimes messy, and oftentimes not what parts of us expect.

To trust the β€˜death’ processes and everything they come with is just as sacred as trusting the β€˜rebirth’ that comes on the other side. We know in our souls that it’s inevitable that we WILL emerge from the darkness and the unknown and land somewhere necessary and even desirable, yet that doesn’t always help all parts of us or soul aspects to feel their trust in that in their own ways. They’ve witnessed too much of what they feel is the opposite experience and even timelines/lifetimes of persecution, of being condemned, of being alone, of being in an all-time low that seems to last forever.

The darkness has its work to do in all of this, especially as the times we’re in truly support us to feel how unsupported parts/aspects of us feel toward the Divine. The Divine doesn’t expect us to transcend any of this and instead offers us a place to land it all… every last worry, hope, doubt, fear, and desire.

I would love to say that we will absolutely land in the New/Golden Earth reality we all dream of in the next few years at least, yet the truth is, we can’t attach to that outcome and anything miraculous suddenly placing us there. Not while there are still parts within us and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes struggling to let in the possibilities, struggling to let in even feeling their mistrust, fears, anxieties, and allowing it all to move and be answered. The Golden future we all desire is a resurrection that takes root within, that flowers in resonance shared in our inner and outer worlds. Only then does it really feel possible to experience it in deeper and deeper ways, while acknowledging and flowing with the birth pangs that come with that ongoing process.

What I feel from the Divine is support to not look for a magic, silver bullet solution, but instead to feel the grief of the ideals of what was once good in our lives to whatever degree it truly was good, and to let go into this Great Unknown as we move deeper into this phase of Great Death. The tears of this process water the seeds of what’s becoming possible, even though the death sometimes feel far more real.

The darkness around the world seems to be getting darker… yet I feel a trust that everything we endure is somehow necessary for all of our individual awakenings, let alone the global one that is also ongoing. Even in that trust, however, I have to make space for my own doubts to surface that we’ll ever be truly ready in my own lifetime to embrace what could be. When I feel this, I feel grief like a lump in my throat. I feel the need to keep letting go of any pictures of what’s possible and be with what IS… the death and pain needs a lot of space to be felt, with no agenda, with no pushing to move beyond it, and no need to be ahead of it, while also trusting desires for what could be like a beacon leading me homeward.

The answers are unknown as to how this all resolved itself, yet there is an answer in the path of crying with those who cry around us, feeling love for those who are also remembering how to love themselves and others, remembering that our souls have not chosen by accident to be here now. We all have a purpose, even if it’s just to feel these waves of grief and letting go, in order to surrender deeper to what is and let in what could be along the way.

As we head rapidly towards β€˜Easter weekend’ now, it’s the perfect time to feel the Death and Rebirth of our selves, parts of us, and all of humanity. It’s a powerful time to feel the Divine with us, in the forms/faces that work for each of us individually, such as Yeshua and Magdalene, who I can feel in their union holding us all so deeply.

I feel them offering, as I conclude this writing today, β€œMay your sense of personal and global arising feel as real as the death and grief you also feel.

May your alignment with your soul’s heart deepen in surrender to the Divine that holds it all.

May your desires ripen, your heart open, and your love expand and fill every cell of your being, only to overflow in concert and transaction with those around you who also care so much.

Feel how much you are loved, even when love feels scarce.

In all of this and your sacred doubts too, the Divine is with you, always.”

Love,
Kasha

P.S. I would so love to hold 1:1 space for you, if you’re a woman, in your inner explorations of what was once true for you, what’s true now, and what you desire to be true in the future. My beloveds hold space as well in 1:1 sessions, for women with Jelelle and for men and women with Raphael and Gabriel. For more info, visit: soulfullheart.org/sessionsπŸ•Š

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.