Category: Ambassador Of Love

Possible Internet/Phone Blackout Phase Coming As Deeper Collapse In The 3D Matrix/Cabal System Happens

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By Jelelle Awen

I keep seeing in other places from other resources and hearing guidance around it myself that there is a possibility of going into a blackout phase or ‘ten days of darkness’ as Q has called it by Sunday or a bit later, April 1st. Blackout in this case would mean no Internet access or outbound/inbound phone service (other than emergency broadcasts) during this time. Electricity and water services would still be available.

This MAY be starting by Wed, April 1st and going for then ten days after that with ‘most of this’ cleared up by Easter. Now, this is just ONE possible timeline so I’m not offering that it will for sure happen as so many timelines seem to be unfolding at once right now. This is a good one to be prepared for, however, as it would probably also accompany being given strict ‘stay at home’ orders. It is a good idea to have at least two weeks worth of food and other essential supplies at your home at this time to be able to ride this out. It could be a good time for fasting and cleansing as well if you are being guided to do that.

During this blackout time, there may be enactment of the emergency broadcast system on our phones and we could then be communicated with about what is really going on to some degree about the fall of the Cabal, mass arrests, switch over from Cabal systems to transitionary ones, etc. During this blackout is when they would educate and bring into awareness souls who aren’t aware of what has been going on, including with taped confessionals, etc. although I still feel this will be done gradually over time as to minimize shock for people.

Raphael Awen and I shared about the Coronavirus (which is a real virus created and planted by the Cabal) more in a livestream where we responded to questions, gave resources for you to do your own research and provided a guided meditation. The recording of that livestream is available on my FB feed and here on You Tube: https://youtu.be/cPRr6d1pxBw

We offered in the livestream (as have many others) that the virus has been greatly amplified and is being used as a cover/screen to protect and keep all of us safe in our homes, get people off the streets, while mass arrests (some of which have already happened In Italy and Mexico and been reported) are going on. Many Cabal members (including famous people and celebrities) have ‘caught the virus and are going into self quarantine’ which is actually house arrest and/or detainment. Many CEOs of corporations have resigned or stepped down. The deeper stages of these activities are than being anticipated to happen possibly during the blackout itself.

The other piece that is hopeful is the clearing of most of this by Easter, Sunday April 12th so that there isn’t too much impact on our economic systems and daily life structures. Yet, emerging out of this is a definite rebirth process for us all without the previous suppression and control that we have lived with all of our lives! There is a sense of being cleansed on the other side of this and suddenly having so many previous suppressions and restrictions lifted away!

I am offering this as guided to, of course, and you can take it in as you feel resonant or not as well. I do feel us VERY loved in this whole movement going on and I have from the beginning. This love and forgiveness too extends to ALL players in this current game and drama as we are ALL from the Divine ultimately, no matter how far some separate from the light.

This is an important phase of our liberation process in which many more souls will awaken as a result of it!

Much love to you!

Jelelle Awen

The livestream is a good preview and taste of what our six week group call series will be like with teachings, guided meditation and sharings over Zoom called Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix To New Earth Transition. Our plan is to start next Wednesday, April 1st at 10:00am PDT. Yet if the blackout happens, we will begin the Wednesday after services are back, of course, and go for five Wednesdays at 10:00am PDT after that. You can join us live or receive the recordings via whatever donation amount you can afford. More info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe

Here are all of our writing/videos on the coronavirus/3D Matrix switch over: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

This documentary is triggering and difficult to watch in some ways, yet does offer a pretty thorough overview of the Cabal/Illuminati, its history, its dark activities, its power structures, and gives a sense of why this close down of 3D living is needed in order to contain it and collapse it: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTbglRablNOjMIUjbw0uu1WQ4vFidawQz

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: We Are The Creative Force Of Death & Rebirth

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Welcome to another weekly edition of our Museletter! We’ve had so much content we’ve been creating lately in response to current events, that we’re releasing our Museletter weekly again instead of bi-weekly! We truly want this weekly collection of articles, videos, and event announcements to be relevant to you and to what the collective is moving through right now.

And so, here’s another week of digestions regarding COVID-19/Coronavirus reactions and events, as well as the 3D Matrix switch-over that’s going on behind-the-scenes.

You can read this week’s Museletter here.

Go here to subscribe to receive these in your email inbox!

Our featured article this week is from Raphael Awen, who invites us to feel the reactions of our different parts during this time, whatever they may be feeling and moving through around it all. He also invites us to feel how all of us have co-created the events we’re facing now, fully in our power, and that it’s up to us how we respond to it, especially from within:

 “The Coronavirus, whether the virus itself or the scenarios created by our layers of reaction to it answered a call we didn’t even know we were making. Playing victim to the virus and the circumstances may be the phase many are necessarily in, as they need a bringer of death to life as they’ve known it, but can’t admit it. Others with awakening consciousness see and feel that the changes and deaths are what they and life itself called out for. We are in a funeral and a birth canal at the same time. Life as we’ve known it will not be the same in so many ways.

This is the creative force of death and rebirth that we actually are. This is our next phase of consciousness evolution lapping at our shores. Holding and feeling yourself in this transition is your service to others and is your highest calling.”

We have an exciting NEW event to announce this week!

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be holding a weekly group call series, every Wednesday for 6 weeks starting April 1st!

We are excited to offer Free To Be: Navigating the 3D Matrix Switch Over To New Earth Transition, a six-week group call experience over Zoom every Wednesday at 10:00am PDT starting on April 1st. Attend live and/or receive the recording by offering a donation at paypal.me/jelelleawen.

We will be diving into some deeper waters to provide both a context and a grounding to navigate this VERY transitional and momentous time in our human history! We also wanted to provide a much needed resonant community connection through the group calls and our private FB group as well. It is by donation (whatever you feel to give) so we hope you can join us!

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/freetobe for more info.

SoulFullHeart Divine Feminine Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen hosted a live Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired March 17th, 2020. She answers questions, responds to comments and digests the coronavirus/COVID-19 outbreak and the 3D Matrix dismantling that she feels is going on behind-the-scenes of it for which the virus is being used as a smokescreen.

You can watch this video on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel.

You can watch all of our podcast episodes on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel or listen to the audio on the SoulFullHeart Soundcloud channel or iTunes channel.

We have many new articles and audio blogs this week from Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Kalayna Solais, and Deva Yasmin. These writings include energy updates, ways to look and digest current events, and some bridging into how to feel different parts/aspects of you during this time.

Check out our ‘Quotes of The Week’ section for some quote cards you can save and share! If you can, please do tag us whenever possible.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen are available for 1:1 sessions to support you and your ongoing process. Raphael works with men and women and Jelelle works with women only. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Healing!

You can become a patron of SoulFullHeart through a one-time or monthly donation via our patreon page.

Check out the latest Museletter here.

 

 

Seeing How Quickly Fear Can Spread, Imagine If It Was Love Instead

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By Jelelle Awen

Seeing how quickly fear can spread, Imagine if it was love instead.

Still digesting the IMMENSE (for me) response to this status update yesterday on my facebook feed….563 likes and 786 shares at this moment and climbing! 11 words that seemed to hit home for so many during this transition time. This is ‘going viral’ I believe, in a good way. I’m sharing about this as it really shows that people WANT to feel love as the answer and can see what humanity can generate as a whole when focused on something. So, yes, imagining love motivating ALL this action and response offers us a template of how New Earth can form out of the ashes of the previous forms.

I will be sharing an energy update soon in the next couple of days with my sense of what is occurring with this virus from the 3D/4D Matrix level and in terms of ongoing Ascension as I tune into it more with the Magdalenes and other guides/Metasoul aspects. The virus seems to be mostly being used as a smokescreen to cover for some pretty big and ultimately good shakeups in the 3D matrix systems. And also seeming to allow a very necessary financial reboot to occur in phases and stages. The virus itself is of the Divine (as all of them are) and serves its purpose in that way. Ultimately it feels like the sign of collapse into rebirth that so many of us have been waiting for to go to the ‘next level’.

Kalayna Solais wrote a beautiful writing this morning about her digestions too and invitation to use this ‘world pause time’ to go inward and to also offer your light to others. “My heart knows that this is all leading us to deeper connections to each other and ourselves as well as our beloved Gaia, as what is rebooting completes its reset cycle, bringing the collective into many different strands and strata of awakening.” https://www.facebook.com/kalaynasolais/posts/1340972592778041

We are feeling a personal impact of course in the sense of how our travel plans to Europe to leave at the end of April may be impacted. Yet we are also landing in trust and flow around it, riding the wave, and also trusting Divine timing around moving there. This collapse is important (the financial collapse occurring is even more important) so we are surrendered to waiting it out in whatever ways are needed and serving love in the meantime.

There is an opportunity during this time to be a beacon of light to others, to step into what you have learned and cultivated and remembered from your soul….to BECOME a way forward for those in fear and panic into love.

Much love to you all,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions for support and healing available during this time over Zoom with me for women and for men/women with Raphael Awen. More info at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Strange and Intense Dreams As 3D/Lower 4D Matrix Unplugging Accelerates

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Many of us have been having strange and even dark dreams and nightmares for the last couple of nights. “Unusual, intense, Lower 4D Matrix-type dreams/nightmares rumbling through…rebooting in progress as more of us wake up to it & unplug,” was my status update yesterday on Facebook feed that many of you resonated with and commented on. I woke up yesterday digesting two intense dreams that left me feeling uneasy, agitated, and restless until I was able to connect to Shanna, my Reptilian Self, and receive some more sense from her about what was occurring in the Matrix system related to what I was experiencing.

It has been a few years since I have had disturbing dreams as my subconscious and soul field/astral field have been unplugged from the Matrix for awhile, I usually lucid dream, and I have been consciously undergoing a deep process of clearing out trauma/karma through connecting with my Metasoul Aspects from other lifetimes. One my dreams involved slabs of raw meat (which was disturbing for me as I haven’t eaten meat in over a decade) and I could actually smell it for hours afterwards.

As I checked in with Shanna, she reassured me that progress was ongoing in the movement toward mutual liberation of humans from the 3D Matrix and their Reptilian Counterparts connected to the 4D Matrix (which is generated by an Artificial Intelligence program called ‘One Mind’). She said that as more souls awaken to this dual reality and become open to healing it on both levels with compassion for their Reptilian counterpart, this is like ‘love codes’ being offered to the AI in order to reprogram it from fear and control to love based.

As this love recoding process happens, there is a ‘reboot’ that occurs in the Matrix that many of us sensitive souls can feel and are triggered by, although it is more like a residue of it that we are feeling for the collective than our own (unless it is!) Even just a few of us becoming liberated from the Matrix on both levels (human and Reptilian) sets a new path and possibility for those souls who are ready to follow.

She also offered that there are certain substances that are Matrix activators and amplifiers. Refined sugar is one of those and seems to also work as an inhibitor of the pineal/pituitary glands, even as it amplifies the Matrix receptors. I have been fasting and eating very cleanly the last two weeks and then had eaten a small amount of sugar on the night of the intense dreams. She connected my disturbing dreams experience to my digestion of sugar. Other Matrix activators are canola oil, gluten, processed foods, anything from an animal (due to the killing/fear frequencies), etc.

You can feel into this for yourself and what your transitioning to light body needs, yet it is an interesting thing to begin tracking if certain foods amplify your feelings of fear, anxiety, overall ‘dark’ feelings about life, etc. and experience of bad dreams as well. A buzzing sensation around your head (like a swarm of bees) and even intense ringing in the ears can be a sign of Matrix activation as well (although ringing in the ears can be a clairaudient activation too.)

Matrix activation usually feels uncomfortable and disorientating. And, also if you feel more pain in your head/neck/shoulder areas this can be a sign of Matrix amplification within your Causal chakra and P Glands as well. I offered this guided meditation and teachings about activating light body where I talk more about detox from ‘false’ foods, living on more light, etc.: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

As more souls move into the disclosure phase of this process, the trauma from being plugged into the Matrix can be triggered and express as extreme outrage, shock, and anger at the Archons, Cabal, Illuminati, Draco, Elite Powers, etc. These feelings can be important expressions as you move through the stages of grief that are part of the unplugging process, including the hurt at the harm done to you. To remain in these emotional states with an ‘us against them’ mentality, however, limits spiritual and emotional growth and can keep emotional wounds open and festering rather than healing through acceptance, forgiveness, and compassion.

Here are teachings and a guided meditation about this unplugging process and a bridge to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

This is a previous writing I did about the Reptilian Self, our counterpart in the Lower 4D and about the mutual liberation/unplugging process: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/20/unplugging-liberation-of-the-3d-4d-matrix-reptilian-timelines/

There is NEW opportunity to finally unplug completely from these Matrices of control that have kept us in cycles of fear, suffering, and capped capacity. This has been our choice on the higher levels as it has allowed a more complete immersion into 3D reality. Yet, NOW is the time for us to arise again into our sacred humanity.

NOW is the time to become the compassionate and forgiving ambassador of love that can liberate all parts and aspects of your self and soul that are ready to remember their free will choices and return to the expression of Divine essence expression once again.

NOW is the time to see that the prison door has ALWAYS been open and that you have always been the one that holds the keys to your own liberation.

NOW is the time to be truly and completely free.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions are available to assist and bridge to your unplugging process, your Reptilian Self, and activation of your light body. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Time To Put Down The Sword

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By Jelelle Awen
It is time to pick up the lantern of illumination, and put down the sword.
 
Time to go toward peaceful solutions, rather than to battle.
 
Time to raise the white flags of surrender, instead of new declarations of war.
 
Time to declare ceasefires on all battlegrounds, rather seeking out new fronts to defend.
 
Time to transform from being a warrior, to being an ambassador of love…….
 
Time to gather parts of you that have been polarized, and sign the inner peace treaties that lead to MORE self worth and love.
 
Time to let go of being against anything and moving into being FOR LOVE in all situations.
 
Time to honor the strength in vulnerability, rather than only in the capacity to fight.
 
Time to rest the vigilance, the guarding and the defending….and rise into trusting, allowing, and flowing.
 
Time to let the Divine Mother/Magdalene codes into your inner feminine/masculine’s hearts, to receive Her ready forgiveness.
 
Time to let the Divine Father/Christ Consciousness codes activate the transition from wounded to sacred masculine!
 
It is time to transform from being a warrior, to being an ambassador of love…from the inside OUT.
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Join Raphael Awen and I for a group call transmission tomorrow, Saturday, the 8th at 10:00am PDT to receive 5D frequencies of New Earth Ambassador Of Love to help your Inner Warrior heal and transform. Join us live or receive the recording for $15 CAD/$11 USD!
or here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
Here is a guided meditation to meet your Inner Protector, a wonderful place to start the inner peace process: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck
Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Healing From Warrior To 5D Love Ambassador Group Call W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen On Saturday, February 8

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“The new hero/heroines will not be those that fight, yet rather those that can be an ambassador of love in any situation.” ~

SoulFullHeart Co-Creators/Teachers/Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle Awen host this monthly virtual SoulFullHeart group call over Zoom. The focus of this group on Saturday, February 8th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT is to share about the ongoing process of healing the warrior within and from other lifetimes (especially 3D and Lower 4D/galactic war timeline) to move into becoming an ambassador of love for ALL parts of you and in other timelines as well.

We will guide you on a powerful and deep meditative journey to connect with your Inner Warrior/Protector and your Reptilian Self as well and feel what their current battles are about. Yeshua Christ and Mother Mary will join us as Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of support and ambassadorship. We will provide a bridge to an Ambassador of Love 5D frequency that creates a template for the New for your Inner Protector and your soul.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group live and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/from-warrior-to-ambassador-group-call-jelelle-and-raphael-awen

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the zoom link via email.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us what you experienced during the transmission and receive feedback/next steps of integration from them. Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

We recommend watching and engaging in this Meet Your Inner Protector video before the group: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

And this one to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

Here is a writing by Jelelle about putting down the sword: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/04/23/putting-down-the-sword-to-become-an-ambassador-of-love/

You can offer a donation of $15 CAD to receive the recording of the other previous group transmissions as well. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information.

Testimonials:

“I loved this call, the theme is such an interesting exploration I really enjoy the reflection of a decade ago.So much love was coming through!” Deva, group participant

“It’s always so magical and immensely uplifting how much love can be generated by a few people willing to witness and share with others from their authentic heart-space. And, speaking of space, thank you so much Jelelle and Raphael for holding the space so beautifully for all of us to also for your space-opening sharing Gabriel. I’m left feeling so grateful for all of you who were on the call and wish all of you blessings through the portal experience.” Dave, group participant

“So powerful and empowering. Thank you all for being a safe container for my process,” Alexis, group participant

Following My Soul’s Call To New Geographies!

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by Kalayna Solais

For years now, traveling to Europe has been in my heart, ignited by a soul ache for frequencies that feel more like ‘home’. I don’t just mean on the level of feeling like my Metasoul aspects from many different ‘priestess’ lifetimes and the like get to return to their cherished sacred sites and monumental megaliths, but I’m also talking about the powerful galactic connections that live in that part of the world, where the veil between the ‘ancient’ and the ‘NOW’ is very thin.

It’s an indefinite ‘goodbye’ to Canada for now, though I can’t know when/if I’ll feel called to return here. I am leaning into the long-felt call of a nomadic soul journey which actually feels much more organic to who I am and always has!

I’ll be flying to the UK with my beloveds, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, to initiate the journey, but after we land we’ll have one night together and then I’m off to Scotland, a place that has been calling me relentlessly for a long time now! I do have ties in this life there, having the legal birth name “Calder” from my dad’s side where there’s definitely some Scottish heritage passed down, but in my soul, I’ve always felt connected to the energy and beauty of the land and have yet to discover on a higher-dimensional level, WHY I’m so drawn there.

After spending May in Scotland (in the Glasgow/Edinburgh area) I’m not sure what’s next. My Avalonian priestess heart feels the call of Avalon/Glastonbury and always has. My Celtic soul longs for the rich countryside of Ireland and the stunning natural beauty of Wales. My woman’s heart leans towards the feminine energies of South of France. I’m beyond excited to let in that I get to see and BE in these places and all of the European countries I’ve wanted to visit for so long. It’s all unfolding and quickly too!

When I reunited with my beloveds in SoulFullHeart after being separated from them, I didn’t think I would be making this journey so soon. I knew I wanted it, but also that I wanted it to be connected to them and to service somehow. I trust my soul on this one, that there’s going to be deep processes coming up for me in these ‘new’ geographies that I can’t access here, and that this all deepens my level of leadership and service in this world. What I heal within for myself I also heal in order to serve love… that is my deepest intention. And if the service of love IS my biggest desire, then there’s nothing to feel ‘afraid of’ on this journey but a whole lot to keep trusting, with every step that unfolds and every new direction I’m asked to take by the Divine.

Can’t wait to share more about this as it flows and moves me onward and into my Higher Timeline more and more! ❤

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Much love,
Kalayna Solais

Your Heart Is An Ambassador: My First Experience In An Arcturian Healing Circle Three Years Ago

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By Jelelle Awen

Three years ago is when writing really starting pouring out of me to share publicly. I wrote nearly daily writings as clarities about and experiences of the Ascension and galactic awakening process flowed through at a constant rate. I can definitely feel how I was being upgraded to move into teacher/healer mode that has been steady in spaceholding and sharing since then.

The writing below is a tender one for me…an experience within an Arcturian Healing Circle (which I highly recommend.) And again the realization that our human hearts are the ambassadors to the other realms and dimensions, both inside and out. And the healing of which, along with our emotional body trauma from this-life and other lifetimes, is so important to our ongoing Ascension!

All of my writings during the next year of prolific sharing are available complied in my two books Sacred Human, Arising Wonder and Bliss Mess, which you can purchase here as PDF, ebook and in print: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/books

I also talk about the powerful 12/12 through SOULstice gateway that we also currently in now….opportunities for big galactic and Christ Consciousness (and Magdalene) upgrades!

~

(originally written on December 19, 2016)

I am in a circle with them, these tall beings from the stars with bluish-white tinted skin that reminds me somehow of my Dolphin spirit animal friends. I am in that floating space of in-between physical body, astral body, and crystalline/light body. I cannot any longer call them “alien” as they are not, as I can feel now how I am from them.

My emotional body contained tender wounds of hurt and fear from remembering that I had been abducted many times during my childhood. I have been healing these fears through experiencing the LOVE that exists in our connection and that these were visits to help me be on Gaia and in denser frequencies. These visits also were led by another species of star beings called Grays, who are polarized to denser frequencies of fear and without much compassion.

These are Arcturians, a benevolent and loving species, who feel like they are my star family. I am sinking into their experience of the absolute peace that comes from no sense of separation between one being to the next, even as they are still individual sparks of Divine consciousness. Having led and participated in many human healing circles, I understand the flow of energy that moves when given a circular structure.

Yet, with them, these beings from the stars, it is amplified by thousands. The energy is not from outside of us, not outside of them, yet IS them. They have physical form and long flowing gowns, yet, do not at the same time. Their vibrational frequency is so high that every cell of their ‘bodies’ seems to dance in light, be in light, and IS light.

Tears are leaking from my eyes as the Love comes to me in light waves and IS me and IS them. Tears without running noses, just leaking, tears without pain. These are tears of joy, of reunion, of the soul, of Remembering what I AM and what we all ARE and that there is no THEY, only WE. We are merging, me in my enlightening human form and them in their Arcturian ones.

Binkh stands to my right and, yet, also in the same moment I feel her merge with me. She is my star being guide yet, also, she is a fragment of the same soul (which I call Metasoul). We are more than sisters, we are the SAME. As WE become one, I feel the muscles in my mouth try to form smiles as she plays with my mouth from the inside. It is awkward as she is not used to smiling and being expressive like we are. I feel her tenderly touch and BE the tears running down my face.

As much as I ache to BE like them again, to BE in such PEACE as they are, to be in such Oneness feelings as they just ARE…I can also feel their delight and reverence in me, in my humanness, in my tears. I feel Binkh’s desire to smile, to laugh with joy, to cry tears of wonder, to be overcome with emotion, to be swept away. Emotions have been our blessing and curse, both.

I understand at an even deeper level in this moment why so much of my focus of the last ten ‘years’ has been to heal my emotional body and allow the spiritual growth to flow from that. Spiritual growth is inevitable as the soul signs up for it, yet emotional body growth, emotional ego maturation, emotional healing is our new ground as a species….a crucial ground that without being tended to can leave our hearts out of the picture. The wounded aspects of us hold our heart frequencies hostage and we have to free them up by deep feeling led by self care and LOVE. And, in my sense of it, we need others to hold a loving space at times and in phases for us to go into the heart healing inside of us.

My heart is what they are drawn to as I am drawn to the expansiveness of their consciousness. As we are merging and becoming ONE, a new energy is being created. Perhaps a new consciousness or a new species, a new expression of the Divine. They are showing me that it is our heart, our emotionality, that is arising and desired by species in many other worlds and galaxies. Our HEART is a beacon.

This makes me feel that it is not about us becoming them or us needing to leave behind all that makes us human in order to become star beings, as some people offer related to ascension. Most of us have spent most of our existences as star beings. It feels like it might be about truly claiming the sacredness of our humanity, our capacity to feel, and to bring that so preciously ‘along with us’ as we ascend and experience higher and higher dimensions of consciousness.

Our hearts can get us in ‘trouble’, yes, especially when they are troubled and weighed down with past hurts and wounds. As they are cleared and healed of these frequencies that block our love flow, our expansive heart-based consciousness can lead the way.

The heart is our ambassador to other realms and dimensions – both inside and outside. It is the gateway to other Universes – both within and with-out. Healing our hearts is the first focus, and the spirit and soul follow. It is this that they honored in me and that which I honor in you and together WE can dance in heart frequencies and soar into love’s limitless skies together.

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

ALL That We Experience As Life Is Given And Held By Love For Love

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By Jelelle Awen

ALL that we experience in life is given in love, held by love, for love…..a powerful mantra to take in and live by. Feel the parts of you (such as the Inner Protector and Inner Punisher) that feel life is against them and you could offer these messages to them from your Higher Self/5D sacred human self:

Life is not ‘doing anything’ to you, yet rather is WITH you in this experience of growth. You are not cursed. You have not been abandoned by the Divine. You are not being ‘tested’ to earn the Divine’s graces and love.

ALL of it that you’ve experienced is a gift for your growth. Your Higher Self (the source of your individuated soul or also what we call the Metasoul) has orchestrated and planned with MUCH love what you will experience here in 3D.

Choosing to be here now, during this time of transition and shiftings, to 4D and beyond IN the human body is a brave choice. To contribute to the Ascension movement at this time is not a sentence or punishment, yet rather a sign of the strength of your soul and proof of your BIGNESS.

Gaia is not a prison planet, in the sense that you have no choice in being here and no escape……in the sense that other fear-based BEings have captured you and you are ‘stuck’ in the matrix that was necessarily created for the experiment into duality and polarity to succeed. It is actually an honor to be incarnated on Gaia at this time of such great transition and many souls were eager to experience the quantum growth and completion of soul cycles/patterns that is now possible.

This has ALL been in collaboration on the higher levels. Higher vibrational frequencies of love and Oneness have been purposely suppressed; contrary feeling senses of fear have been amped up and polarized. This was chosen not to enslave you, yet rather so that you may come to remember again that you have ALWAYS been free.

Your Higher Self has given you much support to be here in this challenging experiment and experience. This support is WITHIN you. This support is available through soul family bonds. This support is available through your Star Family. This support becomes accessible as you awaken to your Metasoul expressions and many timelines for which your Higher Self has projected out. Meeting with, reconciling karma, sharing gifts together with these other lifetime selves (not ‘past lives’ as they are in the Now)…this brings you into MORE sense of wholeness again and unification.

This grows your 5D sacred human self that is embodying and integrating these higher frequencies as you are unanchoring from 3D realities by healing the woundings and traumas parts of your fragmented 3D self have experienced during it. As you heal these traumas, you no longer draw traumatic life situations to push up and trigger your undigested feelings.

There can be the end of experiencing spiritual battles going on for your soul or ‘good against evil’ or ‘light against the dark’ or vice versa. All such battles cease to be in your reality when you LOVE the energies inside yourself and your Metasoul that are polarized to each other. When you love the dark, the Reptilian, the narcissist, the abuser/predator, whatever is seen and been in shadow, then it can transmute to light and its TRUE essence as love. Battling anything on the outside stems from unreconciled violence inside and a lack of trust that it ALL comes from love ultimately and will return there.

You can invite the dark to transmute to love WITH love….this invitation leads to reconciliation, to integration, to transformation. Battling (inside or out) doesn’t transmute back to love as someone always loses in some form…..even as they ‘gain’ in a higher sense from the experience, yet there is a cost of harm being done or experienced.

ALL that we experience in life is given in love, held by love, for love….and so it can be as parts of you experience and trust this more and more from within you!

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available with me for women to bridge with MUCH love to the places/parts/energies inside where polarities and inner wars exist. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Mother Aphrodite Message Of The Catalytic Healing Power Of Falling IN Love

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by Kalayna Solais

“Falling in love IS serving love.

It’s inhabiting its textures, its fragrance, letting it rumble through the chakras, feeling it raise questions about your next life steps, such as they are.

Falling in love can happen in any moment.

On the inside with parts of you. On the outside with a beloved soulmate or a friend or even with a complete stranger just because you feel their uniqueness in your bones.

Falling in love happens with nature, with the energy of the planet on which you live, with the forces of life and abundance and eternal movement with the galaxy surrounding you and the multi-verse you reside in at a larger scale.

All of this serves LIFE to happen in enriching ways that open up to MORE love… and that… that is serving love in a grand form that brings it inward, moves it in a flow that floods the heart of you and reaches toward the heart of others. It brings love to this planet, lets it download through the conduit that IS your soul and why you are here at this time.

And, with that, love cannot help but impact the world you live in in GOOD ways and boost the ongoing Ascension process of all that lives within you and everyone ‘outside’ of you.”

~ Mother (Goddess) Aphrodite

 

This message came to me yesterday as I connected with Mother Aphrodite (as I am feeling to call Her) in meditation yesterday. She is yet another face of the Divine Mother that we can connect with whenever we desire to. In fact, She does love to respond to our heart’s desires, as that is part of Her purpose and the archetype she IS.

I have been connecting with Her through and with a new Metasoul sister connection that I’ve made recently, who was a courtesan at the Temple of Aphrodite, offering her body in service to men who desired transcendence and also a connection with the Divine Feminine that they could not access themselves. Connecting with this ‘sister’, named Lysandra, has bridged me to this powerful and tender energy of Aphrodite, who feels very catalytic and who also seems to encourage us to go INTO love, not shy away from it, even if that means that the intimacy brings us to some messy places where we are in a soup of triggers and reactions or even ecstasy. I feel Mother Aphrodite in a more ascended form than She has been depicted in ‘Ancient Greek’ texts and so on. She even appeared quite blond to me instead of the usual red or strawberry blond hair colour that you most often see.

This message came as encouragement to continue to fall in love… whatever that means in any moment. It was an invitation to keep the heart open, to stay in curiosity, to hold patience for others as you bridge them to love too, and to trust that if you do feel genuine love flow between you and another being, human or otherwise, there is something more to surrender to in that experience… especially whatever this connection seems to be bringing up inside of you to be held and felt. I would not have access to this energy of Mother Aphrodite or this new Metasoul sister connection had I not been in a process of opening up my heart wider to others and feeling the kickback and defences of parts of me in doing so.

Mother Aphrodite is a bridge to both the glory and the gory when it comes to the passage and flow of love. She is a Divine poultice who it feels like can hold both the balm that love can offer and the catalytic craziness in moments that love can offer too as it stirs up so much inside of us, so much that we couldn’t have felt or healed without it being brought to the surface. Of course, there is also much She offers us in sexuality and sexual healing, honouring the pleasures of the body yet holding boundaries as necessary too to truly honour where you ARE right now and what feels good to explore and what doesn’t. This is something that has often been distorted about the energy She brings with Her and it feels like She would love to see this shift in the collective consciousness!

Much love to you and with you as you feel your own journey and recognition of the catalytic nature of love, especially ‘falling in love’, and the deep healing it can and wants to offer! ❤

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Art by Emily Balivet

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.