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Energy Update: Unexpectedly Strong G3 GeoStorm W/Auroras & Heightened Energies

Published on April 11, 2022May 1, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: An unexpectedly strong G3-class geomagnetic storm came through yesterday, April 10th! Things were supposed to be quiet in Gaia’s field, yet, at the height of the storm, auroras crossed the Canadian border into multiple northern-tier US states.

“What caused the storm? The prime suspect is a “canyon of fire” CME, which hit Earth’s magnetic field on April 8th. The impact was weak and, at first, it seemed to have little effect. Geomagnetic unrest increased on April 9th as Earth passed into the CME’s strongly magnetized wake. The arrival of an unrelated solar wind stream on April 10th tipped conditions into G3-category storming,” according to spaceweather.com.

Strong geomagnetic energies are to be expected as we move into a more active solar cycle and as our Ascension process accelerates as well. There are definitely impacts on our physical, emotional and energy bodies with these storms, flares, and high solar winds.

Those of us tuned into the Ascension process can feel a more intimate bridge to these energies with our personal processes and the impact collectively as well.

The collective mainstream consciousness is shifting from 3D to Lower 4D with the C/V/War narratives, which I described more in my post yesterday here. With this shifting into a ‘higher’ consciousness state, more karmic soul frequencies are released and flooding/bleeding through into our awareness. Lower 4D is a dimension where we get to reconcile our shadow and bypassing it to move directly into 5D doesn’t allow for this crucial integration.

This shift into Lower 4D brings heightened intensities in ways that we haven’t experienced before collectively and it will just be amplified as we continue in the Ascension process. Being WITH these energies in a conscious way, tracking what is going on with solar activities and how they impact you, and what is going on in your inner world as well can assist you going forward.

Deepening your conscious connection to ALL of your bodies and what supports clearing, digesting, and activating is important too.

I am noticing increasing levels of energy, renewed focus, soul passion purpose, etc. after a period of deep rest, going inward and rebooting. Easter’s resurrection/rebirth energies are coming into my heart and soul field as well, providing a boost.

How have you been experiencing these recent heightened solar activities over the last month?

Do let us know if you are drawn to a free talk with one of us or a 1:1 session over zoom to digest the ongoing Ascension process, energy healing/clearing, Divine Self bridge/mirroring, connection with parts/soul aspects for deep soul healing, etc. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Ascension Update: Intense Clearing Energies As Lower 4D Becomes The “Mainstream” Consciousness

Published on April 10, 2022October 27, 2022 by Jelelle Awen1 Comment

By Jelelle Awen

Ascension Update: Intense clearing energies as 3D ‘mainstream’ collapses, 4D Karmic healing intensifies & 5D upgrades come in. This is such a truly unique time to be alive here now with ALL that is happening on physical/emotional/spiritual levels for humanity both in terms of what is releasing, collapsing and what is upgrading.

You may be feeling these intense energies on the physical body level, prompting a need for fasting or eating very lightly. It can be of great assistance to put all of your energy toward this clearing/upgrading process rather than toward digestion of physical food. Eating just fruit (with high light/water content) can also be helpful. Being very sleepy, need for rest and long naps, passing out and going ‘off line’ are also happening now along with various aches and pains occurring too.

Chronic illness and deep toxicity may be coming up now too…feeling ‘worse before better’ as the cells clear it out and there is no longer need for it. Our immune systems are also being upgraded to ‘survive’ whatever is coming next.

What we are experiencing now since the C and V narrative began to accelerate two years ago feels to me like it is the 3D mainstream collapse that so many of us have been feeling will happen, yet in a different form than perhaps we imagined it would. I’ve been seeing ‘collapse’ scenarios for over ten years now. I was attached to the Lower 4D picture/program of industrial collapse for awhile… we even relocated to Mexico for a time to create a sustainable sanctuary to live on an off-grid ranch in community. We were motivated then by the sense that it would all fall down and wasn’t sustainable, sensing that it was being fuelled by energies that were more about control and dominance than they were about balance and love in tune with Mother Gaia.

Then, during my time on the ranch, I awakened to the false AI-generated Matrix reality that has created our 3D ‘mainstream’ culture for so long. I felt that it would collapse, yet I didn’t initially see the bigger and darker agenda going on around it at first that was actually controlling THROUGH the technologies and dependency on energy grids. Understanding more now about the motivations of the Cabal and how it connects to the overall Ascension process for humanity, I could ‘place’ it more into that picture with trust in the Divine plan around it all….and include support/technologies being released eventually from Star Beings as part of the solution to what seemed like insurmountable problems otherwise.

3D culture has created a numbed and drugged sense of false safety, where self preservation and material attainment are the number one goals. Social media, mainstream media, education, and easy streaming entertainment 24/7 lulls us into compliance, easily programmable by all that we watch and take in. It was hard to imagine how it would collapse without ‘pulling the plug’ of the electrical and technology grids that fuelled it.

Yet, C has been a mercy in that it has woken us up out of this slumber. It has interrupted the routines of eat/sleep/work repeat; threatened financial security (as the money systems need to collapse too); and put physical ‘safety’ and the fear of body death as the most pressing motivation for ALL personal choice and governmental decisions so we could reconcile and heal our fear of it. C and the ways that it has been created, used and leveraged by the Cabal has brought us into the Lower 4D, collapsing the 3D world that was an addictive dream one in comparison. The ‘true’ dark Lower 4D agenda of depopulation, AI-control, transhumanism and genetic/DNA modification is being revealed now…aided hugely by poisonous mass Vs bioweapons being pushed on us all.

Being in the Lower 4D reality now AS our collective consciousness for the last two years has dropped many awakening souls into deeper states of depression/suicidal temptation, ego death, dissonance with their families/friends, chronic illness/body toxicity, soul karmic bleed throughs, difficulties/separations in relationships, and overall despair over how it will all resolve. This has been so challenging to navigate.

Yet also there is a sense of liberation going on here as the Dark timeline gets ‘so bad and so obvious’ it finally motivates many more to change. Being tuned into the Divine Mother, I always felt it would be an intense death/rebirth process that would be necessary for us to wake up and choose New Earth realities. It would take A LOT of collapse and deconstruction for us to choose something that is unknown to us, unsupported by the mainstream, and draws so much resistance/fear projection from others. It felt important to stay soberly grounded in this, even as I experienced a lot of joy and bliss on an ongoing basis as I embraced this process.

Yet, also, in this willingness to die and let go of something old in order to experience something new….we are met with so much love and support from the Divine that it is always ultimately worth it. We are increasingly coming to trust that loss is part of the process of being reborn. We are able to grief and mourn as needed, celebrating the new as it arises.

This is then what the death of 3D culture, our rebirth out of the Lower 4D transitional grounds and into 5D New Earth realities from WITHIN us looks and feels like. The densities of 3D toxic living and eating need to clear out and be released; the karmic soul patterns and traumas need to be consciously connected with and integrated; the 5D and higher energies that most support our light bodies, our Divine Self to embody and our heart open/expand need to be brought in and allow for upgrading.

It is challenging right now not to get stuck in the sticky web of the Lower 4D as it moves into mainstream collective experience. This can lead to over focus on the ‘outside’ and what is happening or not happening. This can lead to engaging in battles over the old rather than focus on creating the new. This can lead to ongoing suffering over being rejected, misunderstood, and vilified by others.

Most souls are not yet able in this moment to be conscious of how this shift into the Lower 4D is impacting them; the timelines that are opened out and now bleeding through: the karmic patterns that their soul has engaged with life after life. They have gone to others, such as mediums/psychics/spiritual teachers/channelers for this ‘information’ about themselves with mixed results and sometimes abuses occurring as they hand over their sovereignty to others with more ‘awareness’ than them.

We are meant now to go within for this information about ourselves. We can lift our own veils. We can channel our own Divine guidance. We can connect to any lifetime and timeline that is relevant for us to know and feel. We can hold the space for our own healing. These awarenesses and this access is becoming more available to us through the activations that are happening on DNA/cellular/body/heart/chakra levels that move us into deeper embodiment of our sacred humanity.

Awareness of how our ‘base reality’ as a collective is shifting can help with navigating this. Finding resonance within yourself and with your soul family provides a support bubble (of the truly best kind) to buffer you as needed from the intensities going on while you access this information for yourself. Discovering ‘outside’ help that is in integrity and empowers your sovereignty can assist in reconnecting to your higher knowledge. Seek out temporary bridges as needed and models in human and etheric form as you are guided by your higher heart to.

Surrender to the overall process that is happening here and Divine love can flood into your being…offering the sense that love is holding it ALL and always has.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We provide in our 1:1 sessions a bridging to and opening out of these awarenesses and consciousness states to allow a navigation of soul frequencies AS they come through, healing of traumatic patterns from this life and other lives, and integrate/reunion of previously very shattered/fragmented energies into wholeness. This space is held in collaboration with you, supporting your Divine Self to lead the way here on all levels. More info on a free intro and the sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

Pic is of 5D upgrades through sun codes coming through in a powerful New Earth grid here in Portugal

The Ongoing Journey Of Healing Our Worthiness, Collectively & Individually

Published on April 1, 2022 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kasha Rokshana

In your conscious worthiness, desires and needs are answered, and the journey is embraced. ~

What a journey finding and feeling our truest sense of self-worth is!

I’ve never managed to find anywhere outside of myself, in any outward validation or through mastering the exercises in any self-help book. The only place I’ve continually found a way to answer each layer of unworthiness that is revealed inside of me is by feeling. Not through force, but by feeling. Not through a silver bullet, but through an ongoing process. This process at times is very sober yet all the time it’s alive and moving through me with so much messiness and grace, both.

Our collective worthiness has so much feeling and healing to do too… our worthiness as all of humanity, as a Sacred Human family, and as powerfully big individual souls.

It’s the unworthiness of healing our deep existential fears and separation pain from the Divine, showing up so strongly now with the power of these times we’re in with peaking and eventually collapsing Matrix-based narratives.

We are worthy of the tears and fears of all parts and soul aspects of us being heard and felt.

We are worthy of opening our hearts to the Divine and to others and feeling their hearts open too.

We are worthy of the challenges along the way of letting in this love that is always available to us. It’s the challenges, after all, that remind us that it IS the journey that hold us in all of the letting go so we can let in what we truly desire and need from the Divine and others…

…with our worthiness continually healing and growing.

The process pays off in dividends… the love received lands deeply and transforms so much from within which it couldn’t touch before. We are worthy of this and of trusting this process.

We are worthy of letting in that we are loved through it all.

It’s up to each of us how we choose to embody this process, live into this ongoing journey, and embrace that it truly IS a journey which we are all on together… one humble step inward at a time.

Love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Photonic Light Transmissions Through Solar Activity Assist With Our Ascension

Published on March 31, 2022April 13, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

With the accelerated phase of Ascension toward New Gaia that began in 2012, a significant shift in the quality and quantity of photonic light available to us started to flood into Gaia from the Great Cosmic Sun. This photonic light is streaming in to assist our bodies’ transition from carbon-based cells to crystalline, which is a key component of moving into more 5D consciousness. We are moving into activation of our ‘light bodies’, which is a common thing to call it.

Many more awakening souls are becoming aware and interested in how these Ascension energies are impacting them on emotional, physical, spiritual, and mental levels. These energies are coming in to activate our previously sleepy strands of DNA, which were ‘put to sleep’ as an aspect of the veil and Descension into 3D. We will go from using two strands of DNA currently as 3D-anchored humans to eventually using all twelve (and beyond) as we express again our Sacred Humanity. The ten lost strands of our DNA that were previously active before the fall of Atlantis/Lemuria that have been labelled ‘junk DNA’ by 3D science are being activated back into use by these Ascension energies. An important aspect of our Ascension process is the reactivation of our galactic DNA that forms a bridge to our Star Family genetics and to the expression of our Star Being DNA.

The Great Cosmic Sun is one of the download sources from the Divine into our galaxy that brings in Divine Masculine/Father energies of activation. The main way these upgrading energies are provided is through our sun and solar activities such as solar flares, geomagnetic storms and high solar winds, coronal mass ejections, and more. Receiving energy downloads through the sun is a universal experience in which all of life on Gaia is dependent and biologically receptive. The degree and depth that we can receive these upgrades from the sun is connected to our personal awakening process.

Our sun provides important sacred masculine activations to us that offer a boost and healing to our healthy masculine energies of clarity, right action, and service of love. Healing of the wounded masculine is an important aspect of Ascension, for both women and men. The Great Cosmic Sun is the ‘upline’ for these codes, which are then delivered through our sun and downloaded into our Personal Sun Chakra or Stellar Gateway. This is one of the Ascension Chakras, located about two feet above the top of your head or Crown Chakra. The next one is the Soul Star Chakra, connecting you to your Metasoul and other lifetimes. The final one is behind your head and called the Causal Chakra. This one is a bridge to galactic connections, Star Family, and your Reptilian Self. The Ascension Chakras serve as upgrades beyond the 3D/4D energy systems of the seven Chakras. Ultimately, as we move more into a 5D light body, our Chakras become a swirling and churning ray of energies without much distinct definition.

Codes are frequencies of sacred human upgrades from the Divine and our Higher Selves to assist and support our ongoing Ascension process. Codes can appear in the form of sacred geometry, images/visions, number sequences, etc. Codes come to us in many ways, yet codes that are delivered to us through the sun are the most accessible, universal, and able to be received on a collective level by all souls, to whatever degree they can let them in.

We are in a solar minimum phase, which means very low sunspot activity that is a normal part of an 11-year sunspot cycle expected to end in 2025. Solar energy hasn’t been offered as much through solar flares and Coronal Mass Ejections (CMEs), although we have had a few of those. The main downloads and activations have come through high speed solar winds (up to 700 km/sec at times) as energy streams in from ever growing coronal ‘holes to make us whole’ on the sun’s surface. These winds are becoming much more common, often sparking beautiful and vibrant auroras in the higher altitudes. The Auroras themselves also contain important activations as a bridge of the cosmic to the physical, whether taken in etherically or in person.

Rather than being afraid of ultra violet (UV) exposure and the sun as we have been conditioned to be in 3D, we are remembering now how vital the sun is as a resource for us and our ongoing consciousness expansion. Letting in the photonic light sun codes and the prana (life force energy) they contain is actually food for our light body, especially accessible and comfortable at sunrise and sunset.

The sun will be an increasing source of awakening as we proceed forward in the Ascension process, with many people feeling that a significant solar flare or CME energy wave (often felt as a ‘rainbow wave’) will be the ‘event’ that moves us all up to a higher consciousness level at once. I have been offered that Ascension is more of a gradual process, let in by each soul at their own rate and pace rather than a ‘one-time event’ that changes all of collective consciousness at once. There is no question though that the sun is shifting and changing as a planetary consciousness and is a major source of awakening energies for us.

Common experiences with solar activations on the physical body are disrupted sleep patterns bringing tiredness or frantic thinking, along with more dense feelings of 3D as it gets pushed up to be felt and released. High speed winds can also create an off-balance feeling as the geomagnetics increase, putting us ‘off center’. Emotions of irritation, rage, distrust, and anxiety can be triggered by the sacred masculine solar activations too as the wounded masculine flushes up and out to be felt and healed. Sometimes, the winds can lead to the thinning of veils between timelines and more multidimensional access/timelines bleeding through.

Assistance in letting in the Solar energies comes from connection with your inner masculine in order to receive and let in the sacred masculine activations from the sun. You can do that through identification of your Inner Protector and other masculine energies of your 3D and 4D self, creating an inner Sacred Union, bringing feminine and masculine energies into balance. It also helps to activate and clean your Personal Sun chakra in order to allow the flow of sun codes into and through your field.

This is an excerpt from my book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out available in audio, ebook, print and PDF versions with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

More info on 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, online community to lift the veils/remember connection to your Divine selves at soulfullheart.org.

Energy Update: Class 3 Solar Flare Offering Upgrades,Body Symptoms

Published on March 31, 2022April 13, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Been feeling BIG impacts on your body lately that have been shifting your sleep patterns, energy levels, period cycles (for women), hormones, headaches, discomfort, etc? Also emotional reactions, heightened emotions? I’ve been experiencing this intensely for myself over the last week and am just emerging out of it now. These symptoms can be related to and amplified by a significant Class 3 solar flare that burst from an increasingly active sunspot on the sun’s surface a couple days ago.

This flare has created high solar winds and a large CME that hit Gaia’s atmosphere today causing G1 level storms and sparking colorful auroras (pics of the flare and the auroras from spaceweather.com.)

Solar flares can be hugely activating in terms of lifting veils, DNA upgrades, light body activations and more. With the intensity of these magnetic frequencies, our physical bodies release densities and toxicities on the cellular level (as they need to). This has been occurring for most of us regularly and ongoingly in response to the sun for the last ten years, but it is amplifying now as we move into a more active solar spot and flare activity cycle for the next seven years.

We NEED these upgrades and activations right now as the Matrix agenda continues on with its latest war narratives. We need the sacred masculine energies from our sun as streamed in from the Great Cosmic sun to heal the wounded masculine hijack. We can trust the bigger need for these solar upgrades as connected to our ongoing Ascension process.

Not forcing or efforting your body into anything right now (even pausing on your regular work schedule or exercise routine if needed) is important during these upgrades. Sleeping as much as needed, even if much more than usual. Surrendering to what can feel like major inactivity and even purposelessness to allow what needs to happen on the soul level is important as well.

How are you experiencing these solar activities?

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions to integrate and digest these upgrades and feel your next steps in the Ascension process are available with me and other facilitators. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions.

This is a guided meditation video to connect and clear ALL of your Ascension chakras which can be helpful during these upgrade periods:

Trusting Through The Transition (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Published on March 16, 2022April 2, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

In this video, Raphael and Jelelle Awen talk about accessing and embodying trust through the intense transition that we are all have been going through and which is mostly likely to continue from life as we previously knew it in 3D.

We share about the process of navigating all the changes we’ve experienced during the last two years of the “C” narrative with increasingly less anxiety and more trust and more Divine surrender as you connect/bridge to parts of yourself and soul aspects/lifetimes.

We also invite you to join us live or via recording for a group meditation call with us on the Equinox, Sunday March 20th at 5:00/17:00pm GMT/1:00pm EDT/10:00am PDT, where we will share much more about what this trust through transitions can look like and support you to adapt your own version of moving with the shifts that are underway for you.

In the guided meditation portion of the call, we will create a bridge to the changes you feel in and around you, and connect to the parts of you and the reactions and needs they have in response to cooperating with this transition. We will also connect to, feel and hold space for the collective shift we are going through as one being. We will also connect to divine support and guides who so want to aid each of us. More information at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($15 CAD is the usual amount). You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the Zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the March 20th group call and check that your email associated with PayPal is current.

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

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“You are NOT Alone,”: Message From Your Divine Self & Soul Aspects

Published on March 16, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

These messages of support are coming through right now for those of us who need them! This one is from Your Divine Self, Higher Dimensional Soul Aspects, Galactic Aspects, etc:

We know it has been hard and IS hard in so many moments. Moments where you want to give up.

Moments where you want to ‘go home’. Moments where you are consumed by pain.

Moments where your heart feels like it is breaking. Moments where your tears fall and sobs shake your body.

Moments where the sky feels so dark and cloudy and overcast with unexpressed pains.

We feel you in this and we see you in this. We are with ALL of our hearts with you in this.

It has been so hard for you at times, this journey of forgetting, this traveling road of separation. This road has many curves and dips and turns.

We see all these with you, we witness how you crawl at times. How you lay low at times. How you feel like giving up at times.

Yet, your heart beats on. Your desire lives on. Your need for love echoes strong inside of you. You do not give up. Your soul carries you forward.

We watch you crawl through glass at times and yet you keep going until the way is clearer. You fight your way ‘back’ to your heart over and over and then, the fight rests and you are just moving forward because it is what you are called to do on your way to remembering.

We know that you often feel like you are alone. How you feel sometimes that no one else understands and no one else gets what is happening to you and how you are changing from who you used to be.

We feel for you and this struggle that you sometimes go through alone. We feel your loneliness and we ache for you in it.

Yet, this we offer……that you are NEVER alone. Your eyes may see no one else. Your heart may feel sad and alone. Your birth family might reject your changes and who you are becoming. Your friends may not come along. Your mate may not come along or get what you are awakening into.

But, you are NEVER alone. As we are always with you and we will NEVER leave you.

We feel how you sometimes think you are wrong or unworthy. How you feel that the struggle and suffering are what you deserve. And we want to offer to this part of you that this is NOT the truth.

You cannot do anything wrong. You cannot BE wrong. We want to offer to this part of you that you ARE worthy of love, you ARE worthy of awakening, you ARE worthy of connection.

We feel how you forget that you ARE love. You forget how you ARE infinite possibilities. You forget that you ARE infinite awareness. This forgetting was part of the process, the experiment, that we all agreed to.

We are here watching over you in the forgetfulness and we feel how you ache to remember again.

And, it is TIME for you to remember again.

If you are resonating with these words, then we invite you to connect with us. Reach inside for us. Find us INSIDE.

You don’t have to look outside of yourself. You don’t have to look to others, unless you feel that you want and need to. You don’t have to be at a special place of attainment or have special gifts. You are special just as you are. We are RIGHT HERE inside of you, ready and so eager to connect with you.

We are the aspects of you that you feel are ‘too much’ or you have forgotten or you have disconnected from. We are the aspects of you that are from and of your soul.

We are the multidimensional aspects of your BEing. We are your angel selves. We are your star BEing selves. We are your spirit guide selves. We are your Divine selves. We are your other lifetime-Metasoul selves. We are your shadow selves.

We are your councils of light selves. We are your star gates inside and your portals inside and your star dust selves inside. We are your crystalline body selves and your crystalline chakras merged into one. We are your merkaba and your inner gridwork connected to Mother Gaia’s new gridwork. We are your soul family waiting for reunion.

Connect with us and we become you. We merge into you more and more and in that merging the feelings of loneliness, the feelings of pain, the feelings of separation, the feelings of unworthiness, the feelings of despair and suffering, the feelings of wanting to die….ALL of it can and will move with this embracement.

And someday, we will become ONE, more and more, and your sense of you will keep changing and changing until you don’t really have a sense of you anymore as you just ARE.

You just ARE the Infinite Love and Possibilities and awareness that you were meant to be in human form.

We love YOU and we wait right here for you, inside you. Come and get us with an open heart and we will become one again.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info on 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, online community to lift the veils/remember connection to your Divine selves at soulfullheart.org.

Are You Willing To Live, Be, Trust?: Transmission Of Support From The Magdalenes/Soul Family

Published on March 12, 2022April 10, 2022 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kasha Rokshana

For all your brilliance,
Are you willing to also live it out?

For all your wittiness,
Are you willing to be in the unknown?

For all your fire,
Are you willing to soak in still waters?

For all your empathy,
Are you willing to also have compassion?

For all your mistrust,
Are you willing to feel what trust may offer?

For all your compliance,
Are you willing to dig deeper and ask ‘why’?

For all your belonging,
Are you willing to risk standing alone?

…these questions we ask without judgement
To serve and bolster your deeper awakenings,
Your Divine Self’s deeper embodiment,
And the discovery of who you are,
Who you always were,
Yet chose to forget.

Here to serve your upliftment, we are.
As we also hold you in your downtrodden states.

Here to love you, always, we are.
Even in those questioning moments
Where it feels like love cannot possibly exist.

You are embraced
Held
Loved beyond measure of fame, fortune or wisdom.

Loved even in your compliance to the structures that lay dying,

Loved even in the foggy times of unknown choices,

Loved as much in your dying times as your alive times.

With so much of your truest essence in our hearts…
Love,

Your Soul Family/The Magdalenes

(W/ Kasha Rokshana)

I feel this landing in my own heart as a way to remember compassion for myself and all souls at all times. We’re walking out what we came to walk out, and it’s truly up to all of us to choose what we are ready to embody next… with no judgement from those who came before us and support us through it all.

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A Love Story: Part Five (A Choicepoint)

Published on March 5, 2022 by Raianna ShaiLeave a comment

By Raianna Shai

This part of my “love story” is more of my own side of things as I was realizing that my spirituality and my 3D life were struggling to coexist. I was in a limbo space around this time trying to be two things at once: human and divine. I could feel how there was still some life left to live and sort out before I could really choose to integrate my connection to the divine.

I had one foot in both worlds and wasn’t able to give my whole heart to either. I felt like I didn’t truly belong in either and that I could never be enough for my relationship or my community. This was the moment when I realized I had to go fully into life in order to live into whatever was left for me there. In that, I chose to take a break from soulfullheart and soon found my way back with more clarity about who I am and what I want than ever.

Today I feel a much deeper union with my both my humanity and divinity and a greater knowing of my soul’s purpose. Everyday is an inch closer to integrating these two parts of my being and feeling more comfortable to express both of them. Sometimes we have to let go into one reality in order to end the suffering of trying to be everything for everyone else. In this choice, we find who we really are.

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A Love Story: Part Five
A Choicepoint

Why does it feel sometimes like my divine self and human self are at odds? As if I can only experience one of these truths at any one time. There’s a part of me that feels like I have to choose one or the other and when I do, I lose one.

What if I choose the Divine path and lose my self in the process, unable to turn back? What if I choose humanity and forget who I really am and what I’m really capable of? What if I end up living for everyone but myself, constantly choosing what they think is best for me.

I don’t have clarity inside of my heart and soul right now. I don’t have the answers or the ability to go with the flow anymore. I’m at a crossroads in this moment and it’s one of the most uncomfortable places I’ve been in a long time. The nest is prickly but I don’t know where it wants me to go next.

Who am I? What do I really want? How do I want to get to where I need to be? Where do I even need to be? I’m scared of making the wrong choices. I’m scared of every little thing I do coming from the wrong place.

It’s hard to evaluate each thing you feel as if it has the potential to be wrong. I’m in this awkward spot of being able to see when I might regret something but wanting to experience it anyway. Like I haven’t caught up with my own awareness so having the awareness is painful.

I feel as if I need to have clarity and a choice that I just can’t provide right now. So how do I reconcile not knowing what I want and feeling like once I make a choice, I can’t go back?

Love,
Raianna Shai

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Seeking To Understand Rather Than To Fight

Published on March 5, 2022April 2, 2022 by Jelelle Awen1 Comment

By Jelelle Awen

“When you seek to fight that which you don’t understand or fear inside yourself and with others, it will come back again with each new form worse. If you seek instead to compassionately understand, you can mutually discover your truer purpose of serving love,” Yeshua and the Magdalenes

This message came through two years ago, when I was just initially exploring my Christ/Magdalene lineage. In their lifetime, the Magdalenes could have felt highly persecuted, heavy with revenge and hatred in their hearts towards those that harmed them, especially with the crucifixion of Yeshua and murder of others. Yet, repeatedly and ongoingly, they (including Yeshua in light body form) held forgiveness in their hearts and saw every ‘player’ serving a part in the Divine unfolding to seed Ascension consciousness.

They sought to understand rather than judge. They felt ALL were serving love in the form chosen by them and the Divine. This allowed them to forgive eventually and even appreciate those who served the necessary and difficult darker roles.

I feel the truth and invitation in each word….both inside and out. Becoming a love ambassador to ANY and ALL energies within us, helping create a bridge to invite those aspects in shadow (often stuck in shame and blame cycles) plus karmic loops, this IS the embodiment of Christ consciousness within us. This is how the true Divine loves us and how we can receive that love.

These words feel even more true now with our ongoing experience of the Matrix narrative taking us into increasingly polarized places.

We can become more divisive, taking sides, resisting and judging both inside of us and outside of us. Or, we can seek to compassionately understand ALL through the Divine’s heart. Inner peace is experienced from this state.

Outer peace is seeded from it too.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

This is a teaching and a guided meditation video from our Deepen 2022 series with Raphael and I to move from the warrior to the 5D love ambassador: