Sending Much Love To Our American Connections On ‘Thanksgiving’

by Kasha Rokshana

I’m not American, but I have many sweet American connections on here, so I wanted to say that I hope you have a blessed Thanksgiving… 

I know that this year has been intense for you, to say the least. It’s been extremely catalytic as so much is rumbling and shaking and the USA seems to be at the epicenter of so much of that. It’s a time of recognizing and reconciling the rebellion within, feeling all of the pain that’s come up (some which may not even be YOURS), and likely parts of you have been feeling quite powerless and confused in many moments.

I feel like my heart just wants to simply say, you’re felt. You’re landing, even in the messiness of it all. You’re held, even when it feels like everything is coming apart at the seams. What’s coming undone is meant to… what’s coming together, even without you knowing it consciously, is meant to. What’s being illuminated needs to be, on all sides of everything. Nothing was ever black and white to begin with, and now even more so. Sometimes the grey areas, the uncertainty, the inner conflicts and awakenings, are the most uncomfortable to be with, yet you do have the tools you need inside of your heart to navigate through it ALL.

Also, I want to thank you for the courage of your souls to choose to live where you are, in the midst of all of this! So many of you are shining lights for others and for yourselves. So many of you are coming to terms with what has always been true and not often believing or wanting to believe it, perhaps. Yet, here you are, setting your sail for fairer waters still and trusting, somewhere in your soul, in the process of EVERYTHING that is and has been unfolding. 

So today… and every day… I wish you love. I wish you a sense of a balm, a shelter in the storm. I wish you realness. And, I wish you fulfillment beyond Thanksgiving dinner, beyond any placid or placated connections with others or within yourself, and beyond what you can or cannot see happening as a result of the deepest love imaginable moving through your reality.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

I Cannot Make You Grow With Me, Only Invite You To Come Along: Navigating Relationships During Awakening

By Jelelle Awen

I cannot make you grow with me, only invite you to come along………’Shrinking to fit’ in relationships with others is one of the biggest ways that we can cap our soul bigness and keep our hearts more closed related to transacting intimate love with ourselves, others, and the Divine. These shrinking dynamics happen when parts of us conform to others expectations, ideas, and roles about who we are rather than being who we really are.

Instead of shrinking to fit to maintain the ‘old’ and comfortable ground of transaction, we begin to stretch and challenge that ground as we awaken and heal into more expression of our authentic self. I am seeing in sessions lately that this realization of shrinking to fit is especially happening during this time of Covid, political polarization, Matrix disclosure/collapse etc. as souls wake up to a deeper truth beyond what they have been programmed to believe.

As you share this dawning truth with your family, mate, and friends, there can be quite a backlash, vilification, and even completion of relationships as the dissonance of consciousness can’t find ground to transact any longer. The previous contracts/agreements of you holding the ‘black sheep’ or ‘healer for the family line’ or ‘mate that is awakening ahead of the other’ etc. have now been outgrown and run out of ground.

This can be a very painful process of loss and completion for parts of you, especially the Inner Teenager and Inner Child, with much opportunity to feel the deeper aspects of ourselves that were being mirrored and projected in the relationship onto the other person or people. Much shame can come up in parts when they are judged harshly by previous beloveds. Sometimes parts of you may feel like convincing, proving, and tugging on them to get them to ‘see’ what you do as a form of protection and fear to loss the bond.

Inviting the souls in your life to ‘come along with you’ as your soul awakens comes from an energy of self love and trust. You are trusting that whatever happens will be held by love for both of you. You are moving beyond previous contracts and agreements and into new arising grounds of love beyond them. You are leading with what your soul desires for yourself while letting go of that you know what that choice should be for another person. You are setting a clear boundary about how you want to be seen and treated and advocating that you ultimately require resonance in your relationships.

This can be very challenging to inhabit until you have negotiated with the parts of you inside that struggle to let go of control, fear, and attachment in relationships. You can only invite others into and with a loving, clean, and pure energy if you are inviting yourself and all your aspects into this ground of exploration. So as you experience it inside, so then can you naturally then invite others into it as well.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We go into these grounds of inner discovery around relationships to feel what mirrors are being offered by them from within you and possible soul themes/patterns/karmic compensations going on as well during 1:1 sessions over zoom. This ‘inside out’ approach and way of feeling it allows for more authentic arising self worth and self containment and digestion of previous trauma from relationship experiences as well, creating more ‘room’ and breathing from within. More information about sessions at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Ascension: Bringing The Unconscious Into Consciousness

In my continuing process of growth, many times the things I need to ‘work’ on are the things that I cannot see. They are brought to me through mirrors, reflections, or circumstances that make it clear I have had a blind spot. An unconscious tendency toward ego, unworth, or any innumerable things that keep my next conscious leveling up at bay.

As I am brought to these junctions, I am beginning to realize the ground on which our unconsciousness resides is giving way. The veil that has kept it hidden is loosening and thinning. It will be an effort to keep it all in place. As that barrier begins to crumble under the weight of Love’s eminence, there arises moments that you become aware of the parts that are trying to stay in control, keep the narrative going come hell or high water.

Well, if the high water is coming and the resistance stays in place then hell it is. I once had an image of a sandcastle. It represented all that parts of me had and have built up over time that represented what I thought was real and true, only to find the tide rise and sure enough it was gone. Just…like…that. Wooosh. This could be a Dark Night experience or it can be just another round of the wheel of ascension once you get used to it.

The Reality is that we are the sand and the water playing in this epic drama of construct and deconstruct. What was unconscious comes to the surface and will knock down that castle just as the sun rises and falls. So when it does, the deeper question is how do we integrate and navigate that process so that there is less need for these moments and their reactions.

In my ongoing journey with SoulFullHeart, it is all about feeling and exploring the deeper layers inside that are in reaction, suffering, or unconscious states. This is done not just through self-reflection and exploration, but of other-reflection and deep mirroring. That is where things get to be seen that we could not see ourselves. That is not easy for parts of us, but it is catalytic and alchemical. Life can never be the same tomorrow as it was yesterday when you are on a conveyor belt of ascension. There is no attainment, just attainING and learning. An ever growing and expanding ground of consciousness.

If you are feeling the deep desire for ending suffering loops, unconscious patterns, or lone wolf isolation and are wanting to be initiated into deeper realms of your own consciousness, expression, and intimacy I highly recommend a SoulFullHeart session with myself, Jelelle, Raphael, or Kasha. I trust the call will be felt in the hearts it is meant to stir.

If you are curious about learning more and becoming more acquainted with the process and paradigm itself you are welcome to join our group portal at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co for more personal sharings, videos, articles, and online community.

The energies are here to support this new leveling up in Love, Liberation, and Leadership.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Navigating The Ongoing U.S. Election Aftermath, Increasing Covid Restrictions, & Matrix Exposure

By Jelelle Awen

The intensity of the Matrix exposure and collapse reality in 3D timelines continues on as this pivotal year of 2020 comes to a close. The aftermath of the U.S. Election serves to show how it wasn’t about an easy result and conclusive winner or ‘business as usual’. Yet rather the election has served a process of ongoing exposure of fraud and corruption…revelation of the dark energies and their ‘dominion’ that have been underneath and fueling our political systems for so long. It is serving to wake up yet even more souls to a new reality.

Trump is once again serving as a poultice to draw out what needs to be seen while taking the brunt of the blame/hate/backlash on himself. As I’ve offered before, he doesn’t feel like a New Earth leader, yet the one needed at this time for what is required. This is NOT an easy soul choice to hold this mantle (perhaps there is karma there he is making up for) and he has needed some denser personality traits to steer him through it. I still feel that he will ultimately be the next President (as he was clearly energectially elected by a ‘landslide’ even if not validating yet in the 3D ‘mainstream’), yet he will be one within a system that will be forever changed by what is happening now.

I have also felt the collapse of the democratic party is happening, to be more seen in the future. This coincides with the collapse of the Cabal and the control Matrix itself as well that has been humanity’s projected ‘mainstream’ reality since the fall of Atlantis. This collapse and abandonment of the 4D source level of AI is something I have shared about before. This is just the beginning of the shift that needs to happen out of the old systems of politics of ANY kind and into the New Earth reality of self sovereignty, small yet aligned communities ‘governing’ themselves, and unity consciousness as the prevailing one.

The peaking of the Covid narrative during this ‘second wave’ of restrictions, lockdowns, vaccine development and roll out, and more freedoms being ‘taken away’ is also serving to expose the hidden agenda of the Cabal, Global Elite and their plan for a ‘Great Reset’. Increasing protests to these restrictions and giving away of human rights is allowing a push back that leads to freedom and ultimately more unplugging from the Matrix for those souls ready for that. Here in Europe, the Cabal energies feel more entrenched still with so many generations of formation and feeding into it, with perhaps a longer journey to go toward emancipation than in the more overtly rebellious U.S. from its inception. Yet, rebellion is happening and spreading here, and it feels like it will grow continuing into 2021.

Ultimately, it feels like the heart and soul of humanity will claim itself again and rise into our non-suppressed form, our sacred humanity….as has already happened in the higher realms for those souls choosing it. For those of us already in an ongoing Matrix and 3D unplugging process starting within for many years, it can feel as if most of this disclosure is not being offered for us yet rather for those that need to see and feel it in a more distinctive way. They (and their 3D selves) need it to be ‘proven’ to them in the way that is starting to happen now in order for them to wake up to it.

During all this peaking of intense Matrix disclosure and collapse energies, I have found it even more important to create an inner shelter for parts of me and soul aspects too during lengthly morning meditation/check in space. This is my bridge to 5D Golden New Earth as the seeds of it live in me and I can water them in my own space, as can we all. I’ve been leaning into my soul family lineage of the Magdalenes to provide guidance and openings from their experience dealing with the Roman Empire, plus soul supporting activations from energies and places here in Glastonbury/Avalon. Tears of reunion, joy, and healing flow easily right now for me as soon as I tune inward both to my own heart chakra and to/from the heart chakra of Gaia.

Going inward and particularly to connect with parts of you and what they are feeling can be very nourishing right now. These peaking energies are also offering an opportunity of thinner veils and more clarities (coming from clair activations) about karmic soul patterns connected to the Cabal frequencies in other lifetimes that you may have been part of in some way.

I offer a Deepen meditation series for this exploration with a new, ongoing one Deepen 2021 coming soon: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Claiming space for yourself, finding support in Nature, taking a break from tracking current events as needed, connecting with beloveds and focusing on your own service of love can help to navigate this time. Feeling the Divine support that is available in EVERY moment connects you to the bigger picture of Ascension and deepening trust in what is unfolding and how it is.

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

Here is a recent shelter in the storm livestream with Raphael and I offering more teachings on this and a guided meditation: https://youtu.be/k-s8mFItdmE

More information on 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Claiming Your Heaven Within: Message From Anna, Grandmother of Jesus

By Jelelle Awen

I feel Anna, grandmother of Yeshua and Master Essene/Magdalene/Avalon/Isis priestess, wanting to share a message with you as we continue to traverse through this 11:11 powerful manifestation portal that is bringing in powerful New Earth frequencies with it. I have been connecting with her in her final resting place at the Chalice Well gardens here in Glastonbury. This has been a sacred process that has brought many tears yet a deeper integration of my soul family lineage as well….

“Thank you, beloved souls, for taking in my message to you!
This is what comes through the Divine’s heart to be expressed to you through mine:


Heaven is not outside of you.

Heaven is not available only when you leave your body and your current lifetime.

The most golden heaven of Earth experiences lives within you.

The heaven of your potential and your capacity.

The heaven of your DNA that is waking up.

The heaven of your sacred humanity that is ready to rise.

This heaven is available in every Now.

As you feel it from within, you can become it.

As you let go of what is not a reflection of this heavenly essence.

As you no longer hold on to ANYTHING that doesn’t feel like this heaven to you.

As you no longer settle or shrink below this heavenly frequency.

As you no longer choose suffering in any form.

As you no longer participate in the Matrix system of enslavement.

As you no longer compensate for karma from other lifetimes.

As you instead LET IN LOVE in all the ways it wants to come to you…

This heaven waits for your claiming within you.

It is time to make this claim of heaven within in every moment by choosing love over fear;

By choosing goodness over suffering;

By choosing light over darkness;

By choosing soul family over being alone;

By choosing to FEEL all that suffers in fear and darkness within you,

By offering a lifeline of Divine love to these places, aspects and parts,

By releasing the karmic binds and contracts that keep them stuck,

you are claiming the healing that wants and needs to happen.

You are claiming the healing that opens up heaven within

with every tear you are willing to shed

and every shadow you are willing to illuminate

and every pain you are so bravely willing to feel.

I hold you with so much love in my heart as does the Divine Mother and Divine Father

as you look no longer upward for Heaven, yet courageously turn inward and discover it THERE.

Ask to experience your Heaven within AND whatever needs your love and attention that may block this experience…and it will be so,

love from my beloved Avalon,

Grandmother Anna with Jelelle Awen

Anna wants to invite you as well to our monthly women’s group transmission call next Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST which feels like it will be a powerful one! Anna and other Magdalenes with Kasha and I will offer a bridge to Magdalene Consciousness. You can offer a donation of any amount at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561 or soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Connecting With Bird Love In Wells, UK

by Kasha Rokshana

This pigeon 😍

I’d not ever bonded with a singular pigeon before in this lifetime… Until yesterday!

So many wonderful bird magic energies in Wells, near Glastonbury. I could feel my priestess and my inner child too, in joy to be connecting with these creatures. Pigeons are so often looked down on, yet they’re just as beautiful in energy as swans if you look deeper. They sure have a rep for being ‘vermin’ when you live in the city… Yet, this is such a surface level reaction to Gaian creatures that have messages of love for us if we can just take a moment to tune in. ❤️

This pigeon in particular stayed with me for a while, even when the food I had been feeding her from my hand was gone. I’m still awakening my animal communication gifts in this lifetime, yet what I could feel from her (felt female, could just be a more feminine-feeling male for all I know!) was that she was curious about our energy as a group (she visited several of us, not just me) and she was fascinated by my third eye when she stared into it (can see that in this photo).

I could feel some sense of peace and love emanating from her. I felt that she understood in her birdy-way, the tumult rolling through humanity right now, though not necessarily why. She enjoys the visits with humans and feels she offers love to them. A messenger of the Divine Mother in her unique and simple way! 😄

Her energy and mine interacting in this photo may offer a transmission of love and connection with the Divine, with Gaia, and inspire you to connect with nature too!

From the heart of my Gaian-heart-priestess to yours…

Love,
Kasha (and bird friend) ❤️❤️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

The Courage To Let Love Win

Love is your bridge over troubled waters. It is your currency that spends in the New World. What has been recognized as Love is varied and in many ways smaller versions of what it truly is when we actually come across it. 

We can easily relate to it as an outbound expression. Not so much as an inward reflection of how we see and feel about ourselves. Love has many layers to it. It is really undefinable, only to be defined by your personal experience of it. There are ever more heights that Love can take us, yet each time we realize the ‘cost’ of that…the fear of losing it. Of being rejected by it. Of being devoured by it. 

It is the brave soul that chooses to risk that cost for the depths of Love’s grace and gifts. Each ‘payment’ is letting go of that which is NOT Love and you can only really do that by taking a serious look into what truly doesn’t feel like Love. It is to look at your outer choices and inner projections. Your beliefs and conditionings. Your influencing traumas and relationships. It is a deep dive into deep You. 

There is nothing ‘out there’ that can assuage what needs to be felt ‘in here’. The only thing significant on the outside are the mirrors that you are willing to see as mirrors. That is not an easy place to go. It is challenging yet far more rewarding than waiting for the world to somehow miraculously change around you. 

The old saying “wherever you go, there you are” could not be more true. If you have parts that live in fear, you bring fear with you. If you have parts that doubt, you bring doubt with you. We want to bring those parts into Love’s embrace and grace so that it can work its magic inside and out. I am on that journey, with love-hearted others, to continue to feel and heal the barriers between me and It. It is that alchemy within that changes the world because it changes MY world, in relationship with those that are doing the same. 

The resonance of Love is a very powerful change agent. Let it take you where you were always meant to be.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Avalon/Wells Activations: Bishop’s Garden & Wells Cathedral, Plus Soul Family Reunion

By Jelelle Awen

We all five took a day trip yesterday to Bishop’s Palace and Cathedral in Wells, UK. It is only a short bus ride away from Glastonbury/Avalon, yet you can feel the energy shift difference there from here. The gardens at the Bishop’s Palace are beautifully cared for and the Yew, Willow, Oak and Walnut trees especially offered a grounded and expansive connection. The natural waterways and rivers that run under the land provide aeration and set our dowsing rods in crazy directions. Also, feeding/connecting with the pigeon doves that will eat right out of your hand and swan family who swim in the moat surrounding the Bishop’s Palace was so joyful and enlivening for all of us!

The Cathedral is a dominating presence over the landscape of the town and gardens…as it has been for nearly 850 years. There is something both impressive and suppressive about the energies within it. “This could use a REALLY good saging and clearing out of stale energies”, was my first feeling about it. It hits you in your third chakra….both the awe at the architectural feat of it (how did they DO this?) and yet also the power play dynamic at the root of its manifestation.

It creates an uneasy feeling as so much of the Cathedral’s focus is caught up in the death aspects of Yeshua’s resurrection, along with the death energies from the many bishop’s tombs buried within it. The rebirth message that Yeshua offered, along with joy, simplicity, loving kindness to all, and lack of importance/emphasis on material attainment has been lost in the Cabal/False Light Matrix distortion of his message displayed in places like this.

This distortion is always hard to feel as a member of his soul family lineage, yet I can feel the ambassadorship that can be offered from our hearts to those ready to receive the purity of his TRUE teachings.There is very little feeling sense of the intimate Divine in these buildings supposedly created in honor and worship of it. There is very little feeling of the Divine Feminine either…the rebuilt Lady Chapel comes the closest to opening the heart in any way. Yet it is not somewhere that you want to tuck into, to offer a heartfelt prayer, and to have some tears with Mother.

As we walked down the beautifully lit up cloister hallways, I had a remembrance come through of a Catholic nun timeline/lifetime and feeling a certain relief to be out of the main worship areas and into more intimate conversation with self and others along hallways like these.

The biggest highlight and heartlight is the ongoing connection with Deya, who we met with in virtual space for sessions off and on the last three years. Getting to finally be in the physical together is bringing moments of joy, surreality, familiarity, and overall sense of goodness. She is also going to be coming with us into our next soul activation journey to Malta in January for which we have already booked airline tickets and places to stay.

We feel called to connect with the ancient (older than Egypt!) stone temples there, helping to reactivate the Ascension codes placed there by our Essene/Magdalene family. There is also a strong sense of Atlantis there and connecting into the beginnings of the intergalactic/interdimensional network created by these stone formations located in high energy places all over the world.

Love from Avalon and Wells!

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group calls, online community, writings/books at soulfullheart.org

SoulFullHeart Avalon Updates: Issue 3

It’s been over a month since our last ‘update’ was sent out so this one is jam-packed with plenty to take in! In this issue you’ll find many digestions and energy updates of personal process, the energies here in Avalon, the US Election, the 11/11 portal, and more. So much has been moving and rumbling through the collective lately and it’s our desire to help bridge you to some different ways you can look at and feel through it all.

There is a brand new guided meditation from Jelelle that we highly recommend as it is so soothing to take in, especially if you have felt a lot of reactions recently and are finding it challenging to come back to your heart.

This coming Saturday, November 14th @ 5pm GMT, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading a group transmission and guided meditation over Zoom, offering Golden Earth/5D energies and bridging. More info on that is in this update which can be found here.

With much love from ALL of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Energy Update: 11:11 Powerful Manifestation Portal Energies Of Alignment Inside And Out

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: It is 11:11 during the year of 2020….a POWERFUL portal of manifestation today! One of the most powerful of this century with the repeating number code sequences amplifying the possibilities. This portal is also impacting the collective energies of Matrix collapse and disclosure, which is important for the manifestation of New Earth and ascension. These energies are accelerating that process in a way that MORE souls can finally see and feel it.

Perhaps you are feeling 11:11 already….being activated into envisioning, into clarity, into sensing what you want and don’t want in your life. Manifestation can be related to in an externalized way to be about what happens ‘out there’ in physical life. It can be more about ‘goals’ than anything else. Yet, I feel it is much more an internalized alchemical process. It is happening in every moment and is really about what you want to FEEL and BE rather than just what you are doing or having on the outside.

11:11 offers that it CAN be about both as they come into alignment with your essence and Divine Self…who you want to be and how you want to feel as reflected in what you are doing and what you are having and how you are living. A visceral sense of this alignment is what these 11:11 codes are offering.

You can tune into this alignment through a simple meditation today of visualizing the 11:11 in front of you. Ask for Divine support and connection with your Divine Self. Bring any parts of you that want to contribute into the circle with you. Tune into the 11:11 codes and ask to see and feel what your aligned manifested life IS. Feel into what is blocking or limiting you from this aligned manifested life on all levels. You may receive very specific impressions or visions of relationships in your life, service paths or purpose, parts of yourself or soul aspects, chakras to clear, body health to work on, etc. Feel in your heart space what is being offered. Declare what you want as your aligned life in an ‘I am’ statement.

As I connected to the 11:11 codes today, I was in a circle with my soul family represented by Anna, Magdalene/Essene priestess. I could see unfolding an intimate circle of beloved soul family in the physical around me, some of whom have already gathered together with me and some who haven’t yet. I could feel the SoulFullHeart process as living in them as their way of life in a pure and genuine way as it does in mine. Our unity together was assisting to activate the seeds of New Earth community for the collective in a grounded, humble, and even ‘unsung’ way. We were in joy in our service to love without sense of anything missing and without suffering.

I could feel then too the latest process that I have been working around what can block this manifested life, which is when parts of me are coming from karmic compensation. This is when I may be serving or connecting in ways that are based on previous lifetimes and soul patterns, where my Metasoul feels as if I ‘owe’ them in some way. It is not quite martyr anymore, yet it is a subtle denial of personal needs that is a struggle of my soul when it comes to service.

This karmic compensation piece is also shifting collectively with the AI 4D Matrix beacon no longer operating. It is unlocking us from this layer of codependence in our relationships. It moves us beyond ‘soul contracts’ and ‘soul binds’ and ‘twin flames’ and ‘role’s and into REAL love flow based on resonance that arises anew in the moment. Relationships of all kinds based on karmic compensation are being rumbled right now, especially within soul family bonds. More on this to come as I continue to feel through it.

11:11 offers a reminder of the blank slate of Now where manifestation REALLY lives. Not attached to the past or previous ideals or even dreams or goals. It is the Now of presence and essence, responds to the heart, and answers in the immediate even as it is impermanent.

The main message of this portal seems to be TIME TO RISE!! Whatever that means to you and for you….

Much love to you on this 11:11 as you live both the manifestation and the dream of it, both, in each moment,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I this Saturday the 14th as we tune into these 11:11 energies as connected to the manifestation of 5D Golden Earth reality from within your BEing. More info about offering a donation to join us and/or receive the recording at https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561

This pic was taken of me at the Bishop Palace Gardens in Wells by a beautiful art display of Angel’s wings near the Wells Cathedral. More pics to come tomorrow from our day there.