Category: Ascension

12:12 Portal Codes Offer New Possibilities And Death/Rebirth: Activations at the Tor, Avalon UK

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By Jelelle Awen

12:12 energy update: I was guided a couple of days ago to go out today, a rare sunny day here in Glastonbury UK in December, and to take in the codes at the sacred hill/Tor both at sunrise and sunset. It wasn’t until this morning that I realized it was also the 12:12 portal today!

Kasha and I headed up to the Tor for sunrise in the early morning today, moving sometimes in silence, feeling the processional energies heading up to the Tor from other lifetimes in Avalon. Once at the top, the energies of the sunrise were subtle, slow and soft with the sun revealing itself at the very ‘end’. The codes offered New Beginnings….I felt it as “a new dawn for humanity”….a bridge to the Age of Aquarius coming in with the upcoming Winter Solstice Conjunction.

The wind whipping around us as the sun rose and even pushing hard against our backs, we both grounded into the center of the Tor itself, feeling the kundalini energies and the two dragon ley lines (masculine and feminine) wrapping around each other from within the spine of the Tor and flowing out the top. It is not really comfortable to be at the top of the Tor, especially without the stone circle that used to be there which would help to settle and ground the energies. These precious stones (4D beings) were like friends and it is a bit sad to be up there without them.

After I had a much needed salt bath and nap for integration, we went back out to take in the sunset walking along the paths at the base of the Tor and sitting in the Avalon Orchards. There was a sense of magic and of, again, new possibilities.

12:12 is the beginning of what feels like a preparatory initiation phase before the Ascension acceleration happening during the solstice. If you surrender to your Divine Self, you will hear/feel/know what those initiations are for you and what life is asking you to respond to. Timelines are collapsing even as the new ones are overlapping in.

It is also a death/rebirth portal, so what is needing to be let go of and die in your life will become illuminated to you with soul courage to hold the process of mourning with love and grace. I am going through this myself right now and discovering how much we can be held in the grief, using it as a portal of soul growth, and opportunity to surrender. There is excitement even in the sadness, hope in the releasing.

Much love to you on 12:12 and here’s to both the necessary completions and the NEW beginnings….Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I live and/or get the recording for a winter solstice transmission group call for the great conjunction on Monday, December 21 at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST! It is a powerful time to be in group meditation space! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/204407741239050 or soulfullheart.org

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Ascension As A Long-Term Process Rather Than A Sudden, One-Time Salvation Experience

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By Jelelle Awen

I’m not seeing the Ascension picture of a big burst of solar flare event and we are all ‘saved’, ‘raised’, and ‘redeemed’ in that instant without pain, adjustment, or a process at all. What I keep being shown and living out myself as Ascension is the process of it, the loops and the curves, and the cyclical patterns of it. The growing from within hellish transmuting into heavenly reality of it…

The Divine Feminine particularly offers this as She knows about gestation. She knows about the patience that it takes to surrender to a process of birthing long-term rather than wanting to be saved/born/arrive/redeemed in an instant. She knows that the labor pains make the rewards that much more worth it. She knows about the death process where much is given up so that the new can arise out of the ashes.

This seems to be Ascension then….the process of being born in 3D….the choosing, the conditioning, the programming, the conforming, the adjusting, the living it out because it was what we needed and wanted to experience. We became turtles in shells, needing that safe home container and the occasional moments to stretch our limbs.

The process of our soul coming in as our consciousness transitions to 4D….the awakening, the blood coming back to these limbs, the ups, the down, the Dark Nights, the Light Days, the blisses, the messes because it is the alchemical process for which all of life is created and arises. We start remembering then that we are actually Angels and of/from the Divine and experiencing reunion with our beloved soul family monad experience of complete Unity.

Ascension is this process of feeling and healing all that 3D experience and soul experiences in other lifetimes of pain, suffering, isolation, separation AND the grounded and good stuff too of 3D living….both. BEing with the parts of us that have done their duty, been on guard, formed the necessary armor for our ‘tour of duty’ here in 3D. This process of unmasking, putting down ‘arms’, dropping the previously necessary weapons, discarding the shells, letting our wings unfurl and have some room.

So, we arise in all this letting go. We rebirth and are reborn as the layers of what we no longer need and never actually WERE fall away. The feminine within us and the Divine Mother too hold the space for this process, even the masculine impatience at times to just ‘get it over with it’ or ‘have it done.’

She smiles; She comforts; and, sometimes, She lights the match on what needs to burn.

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(with Anna & The Magdalenes, voice of Divine Feminine Wisdom)

Jelelle Awen

THIS is such an intense time…there is no need to ‘go’ it alone anymore. We offer support through 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, videos, and our online portal for resonant community connection….. very unique heart and soul empowering support for the arising of YOUR bigness into your BEing and into your life! more info at soulfullheart.org

Starling Murmurations Unity Transmission

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by Kasha Rokshana

I had the honour of more communion with birds yesterday evening, when I headed off to the Avalon Marshes to take in the murmurations of the starlings and enjoy the company of other beautiful bird friends. The transmissions were deep and are still landing in me this morning…

Before the starlings appeared, there was a sweet robin in a nearby tree that caught my attention, or rather, blatantly asked for it.

This little robin hopped to an even closer branch when it saw that I was giving it attention and offering an exchange of love. I did my best robin impressions (never done that before) back to this little one, mimicking its sounds. It seemed to like my efforts though I imagine I was off-key!

He/she showed me pictures of the starlings coming into the sky and I felt him ask me if I was there to see them. “Many humans come to watch”, he said. “I like to come and see the humans. This is when they pay attention to us”.

When the starlings entered, I felt immediately their unity consciousness codes that they offer. They aren’t here by any coincidence and we aren’t captivated by them by accident or as an ornithological hobby… I felt that each bird has its own consciousness yet they find deep unity and when they move as one, they create such beautiful shapes that are truly other-dimensional. They model a very high frequency of unity that IS possible for humanity… Yet I really got last night how this destination is still perhaps a ways off, as unity at the moment seems to still come around in opposition to this or that, rather than just being unified in love and moving with love because that’s what our consciousness level and maturity as a species is ready and able to do…

When the starlings came to rest in nearby reeds, their sounds which were a bit of a cacophony to human ears had also a deep transmission to it. I found myself sitting down and closing my eyes, almost in spite of myself, and going very still just to let in and listen. As the bird-watchers dispersed after the ‘show’ was over, I felt like the message was really just beginning to land. They offered their demo of what unity can look and feel like, and now they were sending out a frequency in star/light language of their own.

I felt how these birds are NOT 3D birds. They come from an even higher frequency and dimension than that and I feel like that’s why we are so taken by them, even in spite of ourselves. Their evening symphony as they rested after their flight was like a ‘party’ amongst themselves and also a transmission that I still feel is going in!

We ARE capable of stepping up into our next level as Sacred Humans. We have an awful lot still to feel and heal, yet, the process is underway, even in all its messiness at times, as be the support from Gaia is always available. All creatures want to be let in, want to exchange love with us and offer us many codes and messages along the way. ❤️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Join Our SoulFullHeart Online Community Portal | Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Video)

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By Jelelle Awen

In this video, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Cofounders/Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle share about our online SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks. We share about wanting to offer an online community space away from social media platforms with more privacy and functionality for all and finding that in the Might Networks offering. The Portal offers this save, private, online space for members who have been drawn to and resonant with the SoulFullHeart process and paradigm.

We share about the exclusive content offerings available on the Portal now and upcoming in the future, such as personal process sharings, writings (including excerpts from future books), guided meditation videos and more. The Portal also offers a nourishing and already lively! community experience with resonant souls through contributing to a main activity thread, topic threads, and private/group chat functions. There are also private groups for women and men on the Portal for sharing related to those gender embodiment processes.

To join the Portal for $14.99 USD membership fee per month for ALL this and for more information, visit https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

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Here are some comments we’ve received from members about being on the Portal with us: 

“Lovely to be here and I agree it’s great to be in a safer, more peaceful, online space.”

“Your meditations, teachings, and what you share as a community – it always feels like touching base with my soul – so much resonance in what you offer. I also appreciate that this is away from the social platforms and offers a more peaceful and clear place to come away from the noise of the world.”

“I have been following your group for the past year or so. I relate well to your topics, your love for the planet, and each other. Each of you seem so refreshingly sincere, it’s a privilege to be in your company here on the Portal!”

“Good to be here. It may take me a while to get used to navigating another new format. My tech skills are getting stretched! LOL. It does feel like a safe port though in the sometimes stormy online sea.”

“How exciting! I’m an ‘existing fan’ of the SoulFullHeart process and this deep healing work. I’m grateful to be reconnected this way for more of SoulFullHeart and our deep diving on this Portal. “

“Feels clean, safe and easy to navigate here. I felt to join after clarity that the process is my core work. Parts of me have wanted a breadth of experience and exploration. I’ve been finding that this is possible whilst still committing to parts work. Happy to join this safe space to explore and connect  I feel to share and connect with others in the process and also I’m interested in others’ process.”

“I am so grateful to be a part of this beautiful portal. Even though not in person, we are all connected at the heart and spirit and I am so grateful for this soul family I have found here.”

“I’m looking forward to exploring this Portal here! I’ve always said I’m only really on Facebook for you guys and even then I rarely go on. SO, I’m glad to have a space separate from the many and part of the few that have resonance and a focus on intimacy and love.”


For more information about 1:1 sessions, writings/books, group call events, and more visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

Dark Agenda Exposure Necessitates Making VERY Conscious, Self Loving Body/Heart/Mind Choices: Message From Anna & The Magdalenes

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By Jelelle Awen

As I have been doing nearly every morning since coming here to Avalon, I felt to check in with Anna, High Priestess of Isis/Magdalenes-Essenes/the brotherhood-sisterhood of Light, etc., and my soul family monad group around the Ascension process as it continues to unfold in ever increasing ways:

Anna says now, “The Ascension timeline into New Earth 5D reality is accelerating. This acceleration is supported by Ascension codes being provided by strong solar activity, the eclipse window, the conjunction of two strong masculine energy planets Jupiter and Saturn during the Winter Solstice, and the completion energies of this 2020 year.

This process seeds FIRST and primarily within your own heart and soul as New Earth reality lives within you. The outside manifestation of this 5D New Earth reality is lagging fairly far behind in the moment, as so many souls in 3D consciousness are still plugged into its Matrix generated reality. If you look only to the outside, parts of you will perhaps feel little hope and even despair for the manifestation of New Earth in your lifetime. Instead, you will ‘see’ polarization, division, hate and fear, and very dark agendas being exposed that have long been hidden..

Just as we lived with the Roman Empire and many dark emperors/dictators in our timelines pressing their dominance and fear-based agendas in constant persecution of those awakening and threatening these agendas, so are you living through this now with increasing censorship and shunning/shaming of those who are awakening and sharing the truth. We had to find and maintain forgiveness for those who would and did do us harm. This was very challenging in moments! Yet as we connected to the heart of the Divine Mother within us and to Yeshua’s Christ Consciousness embodiment, we accessed this forgiveness as tender balm to the places within us that needed it. And, we could then extend this forgiveness (genuinely!) toward those with ‘ill will’ toward us!

We would be reminded, as I remind you now, of the ultimate purpose of this Cabal of humans and some other ‘Lizard Ones from Draco (not all!) ‘. It has been, always, to represent the darkness that is also in the light of the Divine. Yet, their purpose of doing this, holding this shadow for humanity so that it could be reconciled, is running out of necessity now and has already collapsed on the 4D levels.

For you dear awakening ones who see the light in ALL BEings and hold the New Earth reality of love and peace for ALL, this is a challenging phase for you. Again, you may see and feel little evidence on the ‘outside’ of what your soul KNOWS is possible for humanity on a higher timeline. You may receive little support and resonance from others, until you start too as you draw them to you…as will be happening for more and more of you as you heal your lone wolf inside and let in/join with your soul family to begin to live more in New Earth communities together.

During this phase of accelerated disclosure and collapse of the Matrix, you are invited to make VERY conscious choices in all areas of your life that best support your heart opening and your soul awakening. Choices that best support your Ascension rather than those that would hinder it or delay it or block it. This is especially the case with anything that the dark ones would offer that you put into your body that has not come from Gaia herself in an organic way as medicine.

This is important as the latest ‘medicine’ they are pushing as a ‘savior for humanity’ is actually more like a death and body illness doula for those souls who choose not to ascend into New Earth and to unplug from the Matrix. It serves a purpose in this, even as that can be very hard to see and feel. Yet, you, beloved awakening ones….it is NOT meant for you and could do great damage to your DNA, your RNA, your cells, your physical body and your subtle energy bodies if you accept a ‘jab’ or ‘shot’ of it.

You will always be presented with the choice to choose love over fear, even if it feels to parts of you as if you have ‘no choice.’ Your Divine Self choice would always be for love of self, body, and others. Align to this Divine Self choice and it will guide you through this time and to the other side where New Earth awaits.

It is time now for humanity to arise! You can lead this arising with your choices grounded in trust and surrender with the Divine and with your heart/eyes/soul/mind open in all moments.

We have so much love for you…reach out and we will be there to guide you as you carry/water/harvest the Ascension seeds that we planted in our lifetimes and timelines into the Now.”

Anna and the Magdalenes w/Jelelle Awen

More information about Ascension support/upgrades/trauma processing through 1:1 sessions, group call events, books/writings and online community at soulfullheart.org.pic is the recent full moon corona with halo in Manitoba by B Mckean

‘Dying’ To Who You Were To Let In Who You Are Becoming

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By Kasha Rokshana

How many deep soul and heart callings do we try to avoid because of the fear of ‘death’ and not necessarily body-death?

When we make a choice no longer based on 3D reasoning but based on awakening and expanding, we ‘die’ to what was. This can be a dramatic or traumatic experience yet not always, as long as the time and space are claimed to be with the fears and tears along the way. As long as you are still giving ample love to the parts of you and soul aspects that need you…

When you choose yourself over another, usually that relationship then must enter a death and rebirth.

When you choose to land in the process of living on light and prana or even just letting go of meat, sugar, processed foods and adapting a more compassionate diet for self and planet, a whole way of life (which is what ‘diet’ means) is laid on a funeral pyre. It is something that parts of you may fear they can never revisit for they might just be forever changed by the new experience.

Whenever I enter a new phase with new choices, there’s a fear (less and less so over the years, yet still present at times) in parts of me that now we are becoming even less relatable to others or even relatable to ourselves. Meaning, will I, as ‘Kasha’ become a different being now with less tolerances for certain foods, energies, etc and what does that mean?

This is the sacred process of our personal ascension… to continue to awaken, to choose self-love, to choose compassion, to choose the higher frequencies we know we are born for and come from in our souls, and to let go of that which can’t or won’t come with us…

This death and rebirth process is frequent and sometimes painful for the parts of us that aren’t ready… their readiness though, shifts if you can feel them, not drag them. This is my experience even today, and the gifts of holding that much love within are truly immense!

The entire planet has been in a Great Awakening experience and none of us are exempt. We all must experience our own versions of ‘death’ and it’s up to us, to our individual souls and hearts, to choose whether or not we can lean into the phases of ‘dying’, trusting that the ‘rebirth’ experience will always be worth it.

Sending so much love from my journey of discovery to yours… ❤️

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update: Galactic Activations Through HUGE Sun Spot/Possible Flares, Eclipse Window & Winter Solstice Conjunction

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Energy Update: My attention is being turned toward the cosmic in the last couple of days, which I haven’t been tracking as much in the last months due to so much going on in my own soul family activation process since coming to Avalon and what has been happening collectively in current events as well. This draw toward the galactic usually signals there may be more activity going on, including a next round of activations and upgrades through the usual sources.


There are most likely some strong solar flares coming as an ‘awakening boost’ for humanity’s consciousness as we currently go through the deepest densities of the disclosure process. These may be provided by AR2786–the biggest sunspot in years! This sunspot is now forming light bridges that are bright fissures ~15,000 km long, about as wide as Earth (pictured). These light bridges may be preparing to erupt into solar flares as they are highly explosive or they may disintegrate, according to spaceweather.com.


It feels like cosmic support is coming too in the upcoming full moon lunar eclipse happening on Monday, November 30th and the subsequent total solar eclipse on December 14, 2020. An eclipse window is usually a powerful time of clarities, galactic consciousness openings, and revelation of our next timeline manifestations. Both eclipses won’t be visible to very many of us physically, yet can be tuned into virtually to experience a powerful download!

I can already feel the energies building toward the winter solstice as well, December 21, 2020, with a sense of anticipation/importance about this date growing in the Ascension community. This winter solstice offers a powerful conjunction of Jupiter and Saturn, which happens once every 20 years. I’ll be feeling into this winter solstice event more with my guides around what it specifically offers us in terms of our ongoing embodiment of our Divine Self process during Ascension. We are already planning to hold a group transmission call by donation on that date with more information coming soon!

These cosmic activities feel like they can be a huge support right now during this dynamic and catalytic time! Parts of you may be feeling quite a range of emotions during all the ups and downs post-Election and with Covid restrictions/lockdowns becoming more intense again. There can be moments of huge excitement about FINALLY things being revealed and more souls waking up from the Matrix of mainstream conditioned reality. And, then, frustration at the controls being put even tighter in place as a ‘last gasp/last stand fight’ by these Matrix/Cabal energies. There can be hopelessness and even despair connected to that as well, that you may be feeling as a collective empath that have been vibrating within humanity’s collective emotional body since the fall of Atlantis/Matrix takeover.

Hold space for yourself as first priority….feeling what support and loving heart response parts of you need as navigation (not to transcend yet rather to FEEL it ALL). These cosmic sources from ‘outside’ also provide DNA and code activations from inside that allow access to a bigger perspective. Connect to the quantum field of Unity Consciousness within yourself as a new ‘anchor’ rather than 3D polarized reality.

Much love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

More information about group call events (including a Magdalene consciousness activation call with Kasha and I on Sunday), 1:1 sessions, our community online portal, and books/writings, at soulfullheart.org.

SoulFullHeart Avalon Updates: Issue 4

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Moving pieces in the collective are still rumbling through at this time and it’s so important to continue to cultivate your inner “Shelter In The Storm” through it all… in this issue, you’ll find new writings and sharings that relate to this and more and a new video with excerpts from the latest group call transmission lovingly filled with Golden Earth/5D energies, led by Raphael and Jelelle.

Jelelle and Kasha are pleased to announce that their next women’s call tomorrow, November 29th @ 5pm GMT, will be centered around Magdalene Activations. They offer more about what this means based on their own processes and what they would like to offer/transmit to you through this call in this issue.

You can find the latest Avalon Update here: https://mailchi.mp/8f2ec6d1e76e/soulfullheart-update-magdalene-activation-womens-call?e=e10cd5f26e

Sending much love to you from all of us!

~ Love, The SoulFullHeart Community

Invitation To The Sacred Magdalene Path Of Initiations, Healing, And Ascension

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by Kasha Rokshana

The sacred Magdalene path holds initiations and awakenings both foretold and unknown. It is a process where the phases of pause and reflection and inward-turning yield always to more openness for where service leads you on the outside… in all relationships you cherish and in this world that so aches and asks for that overflow of love.

This path is a model. It’s imperfect in a sacredly feminine (and masculine) way that humbly seeks healing, offers love in a purer and purer form, and invites the Ascension process within every individual to deepen in ways unexpected. Any seeking of perfection must fall by the wayside, to make room for what’s real, intense as that might be in moments… yet always moveable with the support of Divine love and compassion.

To claim your initiations along this path is a lifelong vocation, not ‘certified’ in mere days or even a few years of diligent study. Initiations align more so with intentions and surrender and less so with the tension of a fervent seeking sourced in unfelt pain, unworthiness, and ego-centered needs, though these are sacred portals if they are seen as such with care and curiosity.

Your mess, your bliss, every part of you, every Metasoul aspect, are ALL welcome in their willingness to be real, to be held, to let IN love. There is no outward ‘acceptance’ needed to be a part of this path. The acceptance, as with all Divine alignment possibilities, begins, unfolds, and ends within…

Your dedication to love in all its expressions, edges, comforts, and realness is the path.

Shall you join with us in this sobering-at-times, yet deeply joyful and profoundly meaningful path that is now inviting you to immerse more fully into it, yet especially, into YOU?

With much love, deepest patience, and ever-expanding desire to be a part of your inner and outer journeys, should that feel alive for YOU,

Anna, the Magdalenes, and Kasha

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Jelelle and I are offering a women’s call this coming Sunday, November 29th @ 5pm GMT that is especially dedicated to Magdalene Activations. It will be a Magdalene consciousness transmission that you can attend live or receive the recording to take in later, for whatever money exchange feels comfortable for you.

Here is a video that we recorded to tell you a bit more about what to expect for this call: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TQA5KwZDNkg&t=2s

During the call, we will offer some teachings and also lead you in a guided meditation. Then, you’ll be invited to share what you experienced if you’d like to.

More information on this upcoming women’s call can be found here: soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Magdalene Consciousness Transmission Women’s Group Call November 29th (Video) | Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

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By Jelelle Awen

Fellow SoulFullHeart Teacher and Magdalene bridge Kasha Rokshana and I, Jelelle Awen, recorded this quick eight minute video this morning to talk about Magdalene Consciousness and our women’s group call broadcasting from here in Avalon/Glastonbury exploring it this Sunday, November 29th at 5:00pm GMT/noon EST…..also during the full moon/eclipse corridor! It’ll be our third women’s group call broadcasting here from Avalon, a beloved place for the Magdalenes for many years and multiple timelines/lifetimes.

We share in this video about how Magdalene consciousness arises as you connect to your Inner Masculine protection, negotiate consciously to allow the purity frequencies to come forward from your soul as connected to this soul lineage. You receive more and more initiations from Magdalenes led by your soul as you bridge your consciousness through your emotional body and heart space. This can be so hugely supportive and helpful during this time of so much collective transition and Matrix collapse as well.
We hope you can join us live to share on the chat and over video if you’d like to…and also to experience a guided meditation during the call with transmissions/channelings from the core Magdalene ascended teachers of Grandmother Anna, Mother Mary, and ‘three Marys’ as well!

You can offer a donation of whatever amount you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and join us live and/or receive the recording afterwards as well!

More info about the call at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls and https://www.facebook.com/events/194463912230161