A Soul’s Declaration

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“I am a Knight and Priest of The Magdalene Order of the Rose”. Those are words that came to me this morning in meditation. This could be Metasoul brother of mine, or it could be a soul awakening. Or both. When I let those words as a code enter my being, I felt different. I felt a coming home to myself within my masculine and feminine. 

Lately, I have been listening to music that has been connecting me to multiple masculine aspects within myself in multiple timelines. A Druid priest and teacher, an Essene co-leader, a knight of Arthur’s Round Table, and a Templar monk/knight. I have felt them surrounding my feminine in a calling for reconciliation and integration. I have let that process just unfurl itself through occasional journaling, meditating, and compassionate curiosity. 

Yesterday, I spent some time with my soul brothers Raphael and James on the Abbey grounds here in Glastonbury/Avalon. I could feel multiple timelines in our connection together. In a circle with Yeshua, around a fire as knights and a king, as priests/monks pontificating on the nature of and duty toward God. All of this supported what was going on inside of me as a background process until it was ready to come into clearer view for myself. 

I am a part of a lineage of male and female Metasouls that have devoted themselves to the process of embodied death and rebirth, of the ways of the mystery schools, and of the sacred feminine/masculine and Divine Mother/Father. This lineage is encoded in my cells as it is all those that are a part of it. From this I have become more clear as to who I am and what I am here to serve. 

I am not a practitioner. I am not just a healer. I am a leader, a teacher, and a student of this initiative order of Divine and Galactic revelation. It is deeply connected to many inter-galactic ‘races’ such as Sirian, Pleidian, Arcturian, Lyran, Orion, and others. It is a path to the embodiment and remembrance of these lineages, timelines, and families. They are seeking a greater reconciliation as well. 

I feel a renewed reverence for what I have been called to serve through this journey with Jelelle, Raphael, and Kasha (and recently, James). They have been the biggest teachers and mirrors to me as well as my Higher Self and the Divine when I was not in contact with them. It has all been an undulating path back to clarity. I am grateful for it as I can serve those undulations and see where they may lead for others. 

So in the end here, I guess this is my Mission Statement. This is what I am here to ‘do’, Be, and embody more and more. It is a call to other men and women who feel a resonance with that clarity and declaration. Who feel guided to heal the wounds within that lead to greater revelation about who and what they are meant to be and serve within that lineage of the Magdalenes and their galactic counterparts. I look forward to the new chapter that serves me, you, and the Divine whenever and however that reveals itself.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Journey Back To Love

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Love can be a tough thing to let in a lot of the time. So much in the way between us and it. Trauma, wounds, pains, challenges, dependencies, contracts, fear…the list goes on. It is a journey that is not an easy one.

Love illuminates so much of what has ailed us in the Heart and Soul. We cannot bypass those wounds, we can only choose to not go there until we can no longer continue to hide without suffering. When you choose the path back to Love, Real Love, it is a soul decision to go through what appears like a hell to the part of you that has kept it all that at bay.

It is not about suiting up to withstand the pain and fear, but about arriving with the willingness to shed and reveal until you are naked at the foot of the Divine. This is the altar by which we become altered and transformed into something brand new.

It is not a plunge but a gentle process of feeling one step at a time. Any desire to ‘get rid of your shit’ is really coming from a part of you that is tired of holding it. That is understandable, yet there is another you there that can take it from this part and go through the process in a more self-loving way.

This is the journey that I have walked and continue to walk. It is ongoing but not a suffering loop. It is feeling everything that needs attention that doesn’t feel like Love toward me, anyone, or anything else. I live and offer this as my life’s Purpose and Work. If you ever feel that things are getting to be too much on the outside, or overwhelming on the inside, please feel the invitation from my heart to yours.

I have experienced many trials and shadow places within myself to understand what you are going through. I also have the capacity of compassion to hold the space even if I haven’t had similar experiences. These are trying times and sometimes we just need to be seen and felt in it all to shine the light on the next steps of release, forgiveness, and growth. Please don’t hesitate to reach out, and if there is hesitation we can feel that too.

Many blessings to you on your journey back to Love.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Avalon Activations: Galactic Connection At The Avebury Stone Circle

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By Jelelle Awen

Blessings on this Equinox portal to you! The activating and powerful soul reunions continue as we went to visit the Sarsen Standing stones at Avebury yesterday (about 90 minutes from Glastonbury). What remains of the stone formation there is the largest in the World. They are scattered now without a complete circle formation visible and many have been torn down over the years, yet still there is a powerful energy in them.

I noticed right away when I tuned into them that each stone has their own frequency activation to offer and ‘personality’ as well. Each one wanted to be greeted in their specific stone language and their curves/nooks/crannies explored with loving hand chakras. Some of them wanted us to put our feet on them, sit on them, or even climb them! Many looked as if they had been fused together to create specific shapes with technologies that are much beyond where we are.

It was interesting again to feel the contrast between the way we engaged with these precious BEings and the tourists who wandered by without extending a hand to touch even one of them! We got some funny looks as people walked by us yet, also, we could feel the longing in the hearts and souls of many for the remembrance that we were tapping into and hopefully we provided a momentary bridge. I could feel the stones themselves sending them love and greetings.

There was a strong galactic activation in being with these stones for me and I felt my star seed Aurora came forward immediately with glee and recognition. Most of the crop circles also appear in this area of the UK due to the energies there and we drove right by the fields where the most recent crop circle showed up! I could feel the powerful galactic star gate/portal that this Avebury formation once had been (and still is on the higher dimensions.) It feels to me as if it was a post-Atlantis collapse effort by beings with much advanced capacities to ours to revive the connection with Star Beings and higher consciousness states before man’s ‘fall’ into 3D consciousness. I can feel Mareeka, my post-Atlantis/Founder of Avalon metasoul aspect, in this helping to raise the stones from the earth and move them into place.I will definitely be digesting more about my experience there with parts/aspects of me and sharing a meditation with the stones soon as well.

I felt a body adjustment to the galactic activations, the intense sun codes yesterday, the density overlays on the road/in the car, etc. so I am also creating space for deep rest and body care along with transitioning to living on mostly prana again.

Photos below providing activations and experience in Avebury are below, hope you enjoy!

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Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

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Tor Sunrise Processional W/SoulFullHeart Community (Video)

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By Jelelle Awen

Come along with us as we take you on a processional walk through the forested trails and meandering paths up to the Tor, a sacred hill in Glastonbury, UK. The Tor is a magnet for the Michael (Divine Masculine) and Mary (Divine Feminine) energy ley lines, which spiral up from the base and entwine in each other, climaxing at top. In this video, we walked in silent meditation up to the top of the Tor during the magical time before and during sunrise, close to the Autumn Equinox. As you take in the visuals and music, feel yourself teleporting to a sacred site at the heart chakra of Gaia for which your soul may know and remember very well.

I share more about this sunrise processional experience here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/avalon-activations…/

Appearing in the video are me and Raphael – SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Teachers/Co-creators, SoulFullHeart Facilitator Kasha Rokshana, and SoulFullHeart Facilitant/Community Member James Elphick. Video is lovingly shot and edited by SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Heartman.

The music used during this video with much gratitude is: https://youtu.be/Igw32MXr28E

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Entering The Season Of Mother Mary

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by Kasha Rokshana

The Fall season softens something in my heart. It’s the season I associate with Mother Mary. Hers is a tender invitation to go inward and feel, fast if you feel like (in whatever ways that means for you), and just soften the edges around the parts of you that get understandably protective at times.

Mother Mary’s energies of deep compassion are an invitation to ‘come as you are’. This means feeling all you’re feeling in this and any moment, without concern about self-image, feeling any unworthiness that arises in Her presence, in the midst of letting in Her exquisite love.

Parts of me can have edgier moments sometimes, even after years of inner work. Sometimes it’s a Metasoul sister of mine in another timeline who is struggling with grief and reaction. Sometimes it’s a part of me who is scared to lose control and let go, whatever that means to them in any given moment. Sometimes it’s simply that I need to go inward and just be. Mother Mary’s energies, being so non-confrontive yet very powerful in their space-holding nonetheless, support this softening process for me as I open my heart to feel myself.

And when I open my heart to myself in this way, something magical happens… I can open my heart more to others, feel their side of things easier, and let in compassion for what they must be wrestling through at times too.

I think it’s more than appropriate to bring up Mother Mary’s example during such a time on this planet as this. There’s a lot to tune into, to allow into the heart space, to help the anguish be felt deeper and move too into another form when that becomes possible.

I’m honoured to be walking on grounds where she walked in her lifetime. To feel my soul’s connection to her powerful Magdalene lineage. To feel how humbling it is that I’m very much in my own journey of embodying this deeper in this lifetime. To be offering these energies from this place in particular feels powerful. She shines like a beacon for all who are ready to let in what’s possible in their own heart-healing efforts and desires, and is also a beacon of what’s possible relationally, between every being on this planet.

Much love during this continued Equinox passage unfolding…❤️🍁🕊

Featured Art: Virgin Mary in Prayer by Rebecca Mike

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Autumn Equinox Energies Invite Balance Of ‘Old’ And ‘New’ WithIN

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by Kasha Rokshana

This Equinox feels particularly powerful for bringing into balance the ways in which we look at ourselves, our parts, our Metasoul aspects. We’re being invited to bring what’s ‘passed’ with us, what’s ‘old’ with us into the NEW we’re always invited into.

It’s the journey into the new that churns up the ‘old’. It’s meant to do so, to bring us back into what’s been real for us even in our darkest of soul journeys in other lifetimes, not to simply ‘go heal it’ and ‘release’ it, yet to get to know it all intimately. To bring everything, every being we discover into love within. To bridge it/them all into what can be real for us and for them in this new now.

The Equinox is always about bringing into balance… masculine and feminine, old and new. What facilitates and holds this process is love. Love’s lens is the one in which we can see the equality of importance in all things, all aspects of ourselves, all energies we’ve had and want to have. Love IS the great equalizer, the balancer. And today we are so invited to really feel that and let that in… as we always are when our hearts open up to deeper healing and our souls choose to align with that in different phases and processes as well.

It’s easy to access these ‘old’ soul stories, patterns, and scenes here in such a magical part of the UK… Glastonbury alone has helped me personally feel some very deep pieces yet also, this visit to Avebury yesterday was profound in bringing in the ‘old’ too. I could feel still some reactions surfacing to what used to be versus what is and how the energies, though still powerful and present, need to be uncovered somehow instead of so easy to access and feel. Through feeling this mourning of what ‘was’, I can feel myself landing more in what IS and the goodness of that too… and of course, this has been true for me in many different processes I’ve had over the years!

Much love to you on this Mabon/Autumn Equinox day! ❤️🍁

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Letting In The New Through Metasoul Healing

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by Kasha Rokshana

Gifts and signs from Nature the other day while at Glastonbury Abbey with Jelelle…

The branch bonked me on the head at a perfect moment while processing. It was a bit of a ‘Rafiki-Simba’ moment I felt, and the interesting thing is that it came from the nearby tree I had been connecting with! She obviously wanted me to know this was for me, for the Metasoul aspect I was feeling and processing with too.

I had been feeling a timeline where Avalon collapsed. A priestess aspect had been alive then and she was experiencing deep mourning… of her mate (which she wasn’t supposed to have) and of her sacred soul home. I’m feeling and learning so much about how this grief has leaked through into my own life, my own heart aches that aren’t entirely ‘mine’ as ‘Kasha’. I feel how it’s been hard for her to let go of her timeline of deep pain because she just needs more space to roll it out with me and be felt. Plus, we ARE experiencing a deep death and rebirth as one big collective right now, so it’s a lot for her to feel that recapitulation…

This is what I feel is happening right now for so many, these epic bleed-throughs from other timelines/lifetimes, that are bringing up so much deep reactivity and overwhelm too. This process of meeting them, developing and nurturing a deep and loving relationship with them, is what truly begins to heal and shift these pieces. It’s just like working with ‘parts’ of you in a way, yet on a multi-dimensional level where even the ‘parts work’ goes to new levels of depth.

The two feathers I found yesterday near where Jelelle and I were, felt like symbols of sacred union… perfect for the mourning of mateship in my Metasoul aspect and her learning to let in new dreams and desires as her old world collapses and she is invited to create a new one along with me.

These gifts from Mama Gaia represent the deep shifting of old patterns as my inner world continues to move into the NEW, letting in NEW waves of deep goodness and self-love along with real desires for what’s next. I felt to share them with you, as their energy can then echo outward and bring you signs of your own healing as well! Nature is always gifting us omens and signals of what’s next for us to feel and heal… ❤️🌳

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Avalon Update: Issue 1

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We have made our relocation as a community from Victoria, Canada to Glastonbury, UK (Avalon in the higher dimensions) over three weeks ago now. With this shift in geography to a place with resonant soul family and highly activating Mary/Michael energies, we’ve felt new levels of creative inspiration and service desires.

We felt to gather together all of our Avalon-inspired writings, audio blogs, events, and service shifts into one place and offer it as an SoulFullHeart Avalon Update. I also share about my recent shift back to offering 1:1 sessions with women who are drawn to meet with me over zoom or in-person here in Glastonbury.

You can subscribe to receive any of these updates and other announcements via email at our website soulfullheart.org

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart!
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Check out the Avalon update below:

https://mailchi.mp/b78f9a6b2406/soulfullheart-updates-from-avalon?e=41b6822c15

Oh, Divine Mother: A Prayer

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by Kasha Rokshana

Oh, Divine Mother…

Land your vastness in my opening heart.

This being that aches to be as spacious as You.

This human woman who loves to serve your love to others alongside You.

This soul who has served You as a ‘goddess’ of various names and creeds.

Your compassion, unending. Your deep love, inspiring. I desire to feel that flow more and more through me, to me, and in overflow to others.Your essence lives in me as ‘woman’ and ‘priestess’ and ‘oracle’.

Your heart that is alive in all hearts brings us back to feeling… the primary function of our humanity and the seat of all access to your profound love.

Oh, Divine Mother…

As a sacred feminine expression of You, I AM.

As a healing heart and soul, I BECOME.

Thank You for your unconditional acceptance, your embrace of all beings polarized in their ways. Your way of showing me the parts we all need to feel and take ownership of, to co-create from our inner worlds, the outer world we most want to be a part of.

Amen 🌹

Love, Your sacred daughter, Kasha ❤️

Photo is me in the ‘lady chapel’ at Glastonbury Abbey… the site of the first Essene church on this sacred ground, founded by Joseph of Arimathea.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Avalon Activations: Sunrise At The Tor

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 By Jelelle Awen

I am still letting in the energies from our early sunrise processional up to the Tor, the sacred hill in Glastonbury, this morning! We filmed our walk in silence up there and will also record a guided meditation soon with it to bring the Tor’s amazing energies of feminine from the Mary line and masculine from the Michael line into your physical/energy/emotional bodies.

There are some 3D overlays to move through as you connect to the Tor energies now, compared to the timelines where it was actively cultivated and supported as a spiritual activation and sacred ceremonial site by the Celts/Pagans, Essenes/Early christianity, Avalon/Druids, etc. There is traffic to navigate on the way, other less reverential souls taking it in as more a tourist attraction and photo op, lots of sheep poop, and deforestation/removal of the once lush forests.

Yet, still, your heart and soul can locate and tune into these energies if they are part of your soul’s journey here. You can ‘see’ with your third eye what once was and there are small sections of the walk up that offer reminders of the once gently spiralling, processional way up through the Oaks that would take hours and created trancelike states of altered consciousness by the time you got to the top.

Today, the wind whipped strongly through what remains of St. Michael’s tower on the top, which feels haunted honestly. I was reminded how the standing stone circle that were once stood proudly on the top of the Tor provided welcome wind protection, not to mention a big amplification of the energies. You can see that stone circle too still if you tune in.

I felt blessed to have even some taste of these energies with this beautiful soul family group along with me. The energies became even more magical and palatable as the masculine sun seemed to be wrapped in soft feminine tones of pink, coral, and peach as it rose up into the hazy horizon.

We’ll be sharing the Tor sunrise walk and guided meditation video soon on our SoulFullHeart portal on Patreon, which will have exclusive videos, group call recordings, writings, and a community forum. You can become a member now if you are drawn for $15 USD a month (you can cancel at any time) here: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart. These pictures offer a preview of it!

Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

Join Kasha and I for an Avalon Activation women’s group call on Sunday, September 20 at 5:00pm BST (9:00am PDT) with teachings, meditation, and personal sharings by donation. We will share these Avalon energies that invite the inner masculine/feminine flow. More information at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 soul initiation/emotional-Karma Trauma healing sessions with me for women over Zoom and here in-person in Glastonbury and with other Facilitators at soulfullheart.org/sessions