Unplugging From the Lower 4D Communities/Teachers/Relationship Matrix

By Jelelle Awen

You are your own mystery school. There becomes a phase in awakening when you no longer need to seek an outside source to guide you and remind of what those mysteries are. You no longer need to attend someone else’s school around this. You don’t need (even as you might enjoy them as a mirror) the channeled messages from other sources (from the light or otherwise) as you are connected to your OWN sources/aspects/guides from your Metasoul and star family. You remember your soul’s wisdoms and gifts as you connect directly with it (through connection with your Gatekeeper aspect) and your veil of amnesia lifts…what has previously been a mystery becomes clear again.

Some of what is presented as ‘mystery school teachings’ these days is still filtering through an outdated model of spiritual teaching anchored to many fear-based timelines. This outdated model is also what we could call the Lower 4D Matrix…or what some have called the ‘false light’ matrix. The Lower 4D matrix is still running on the fumes of fear-based energies, more polarized energies of good versus evil….a sense that there is something to battle and to protect yourself from. Spiritual warfare realities are from the lower 4D….the sense of battling the ‘dark’ for the ‘light’. If you sense a shaming and blaming frequency in a message or teaching, then there is still an anchoring/fusion to Lower 4D and even 3D aspects (such as the Inner Punisher) going on.

These lower 4D spiritual battle ground realities are VERY real to the aspects of your Metasoul (individuated soul source) that are experiencing them. These Meta sisters and brothers of yours may be ‘trapped’ in often very traumatizing timeline experiences of cultic groups, Artificial Intelligence, One Mind (mind control), narcissistic/controlling/manipulative leaders, etc. Some of these timelines are ‘ancient Egypt’, ‘ancient Greece’, dark and middle ages, Atlantis during the fall, Draco/Reptilian (not ALL though), some Orion, and many others. If you have Metasoul aspects in other timelines that are stuck in deep programming that keeps in place suffering loops of unworthiness, judgement/shame, abandonment/separation from the Divine/star family, etc….then their suffering will be bleeding into your reality in this life.

This bleed-through often leads to being drawn to these very same lower 4D energies playing out in this timeline. That can show up in narcissist/empath toxic relationship patterns in birth family members, romantic relationships and especially in spiritual communities and groups. Spiritual communities are increasingly becoming the WAY that souls are experiencing a recapitulation of the Lower 4D energies through experiences with non-vulnerable, controlling, manipulative even sexually abusive leaders that are ALSO caught in this cycle themselves.

This experience is needed by ALL the souls involved until it no longer is needed anymore. Some souls need to be activist and truth tellers for a phase about these Lower 4D realities and the corruption/manipulation/distortion of the ‘leaders’ within them. The waking up out of the Lower 4D matrix (the unplugging from it) is often a painful process of realizations, clarities, and advocating for your worth, your goodness, and your right to be treated with respect and sovereignty and equality. It needs to be lead by each individual soul and you can’t really ‘save’ someone from the experience of the Lower 4D mess/hell states while they are needing to be IN it.

This unplugging is often challenging because of how many timelines your Metasoul is experiencing this process on and also because the current mostly 3D consciousness collective is going through this too. The Lower 4D matrix can be quite ‘sticky’ in this way….difficult to extract yourself from due to how deep the entanglement can be in other timelines and collectively/archetypal. 

Connecting with your Higher Self, your star family in higher dimensional timelines, the Divine Mother and Divine Father DIRECTLY and PERSONALLY offers a bridge out of 3D and Lower 4D matrix realities. Healing the trauma from karmic cycles and patterns from this life and other lifetimes frees you up too. You can connect directly with these Metas in these Lower 4D timelines and help them to unplug, escape, and shift their timelines into higher vibe frequencies. This is a more direct way and much deeper way to heal the karmic wounds rather than just ‘studying’ and learning about these timelines.

As you experience yourself as the Divine spark that you ARE and the Infinite Love that you will eventually return to flows through more, you can separate and defuse from these matrices of control. They have served a purpose of offering polarized experience, yet you’ve now and finally outgrown them from your soul’s perspective.

So many more souls are now ready to move into total sovereignty and free will expression. It is your time to rise and shine? To allow YOUR own wisdoms, gifts, and remembered experiences to overflow from your self loving heart in service of love to those that may still need the mirror?

Here is a guided meditation  and Q & A I did about unplugging from the 3D and Lower 4D Matrix: 

 

I’ll be offering a group transmission over zoom on May 11th to unplug from the 3D and Lower 4D timelines through meeting your Gatekeeper. I’ll offer a transmission of energies that are beyond these realities through the deep inner work of connecting, loving, and transmuting them over many years in personal process with my own parts and Metasoul aspects. This provides a template of you of YOUR soul’s version of this embodiment of freedom, sovereignty and life lived and experienced beyond the veil and beyond any matrixes. You can offer the $11 USD donation here: paypal.me/jelelleawen and I will send you the zoom link to join us and/or the recording afterwards.
More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators to facilitate the process of remembering your own mysteries again! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

‘You Are Ascending’: Holding Compassion And Curiosity In Your Journey

You are ascending…

If you had a deep cry, a thrashing fit, or a sense of Oneness… you are ascending.

If you feel lost, like the world is going to hell, or you see the arches of the New Earth….you are ascending.

If you can’t get out of bed, can’t wake up, or can’t get to sleep…you are ascending.

If timelines are colliding, collapsing, and being challenged…you are ascending.

If you feel like you are swimming upstream, downstream, or not at all…you are ascending.

The only key is to be curious, keep asking, and keep feeling

-Message from the Angels

In my last Facebook post, I shared a message from what felt like an angelic/divine/star-being source. A message from ‘the other side’ a part of me would call it. . It had a lot of resonance with people. It struck a chord in many hearts in many different ways. It came to me after I was checking in with my emotional body. A coming together of my inner 3D and 4D aspects that have been a part of my healing journey lately. Calling them to the Round Table of my Higher Heart, my inner Camelot…a very 5D New Earth vibration.

In that check-in, I could feel a part of me that had a question about whether or not we were ‘ascending’. Even a question as to what Ascension really is. I felt to hold that in my heart and give it to my Higher Self, the Divine, and my angelic/star family. I let that go and just felt all the timelines in which being ‘not enough’ was a theme. Inviting my metasoul aspects to join me in a sacred space of Enough, Full, and Perfect. In that space, you can feel both Presence and The Gap.

In that higher space, whatever feels ‘missing’ or ‘lacking’ becomes a journey and a discovery. It becomes a quest of compassionate curiosity that is not devoid of feeling but going full-frontal into it. The feeling is something that resides within us and can also have external expressions. Many people remarked of not being seen by others, coping with intense emotional swings, and just needing to hear and feel some words of validation and encouragement. It became so evident that we need others in this quest of self-discovery, healing, and becoming.

Going into my emoto-spiritual body was my ‘how’. It was using imagination, intuition, and heart to create the sacred space…along with pen, paper, and music. This creative concert of feeling myself as a sum of parts and transmuter of timelines is the heart and engine of how I heal myself in this divine work that we are co-creating. It is an ongoing process that finds all the places where we need the healing to expand and grow into what our divinity is waiting for us to show up for. Sometimes the healing is hard, but this is why having another to lean into, not rely on, is so important.

I offer my heart space to you to feel what wants to be expressed and felt within you that may be hard for you to feel on your own. We offer bridging sessions that apply what we do in our own healing to see where you may have parts that are resisting, for good reason, the love that wants to come to you through these ongoing waves of ascension energies. 

My love goes to all that are moving through major shifts and changes right now. It can be a very bumpy road for some and I feel you in all of that.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Timelines Merging And Veil Is Thinning So We Can BE With Aspects From Other Lifetimes

By Jelelle Awen

timelines converging

Timelines merging, veil is SO thin, and what has been called ‘past lives’ is NOT past, yet these energies are in the now. There is so much bleed through of other lifetimes that then triggers our emotional body reactivity and ‘hidden’ woundings. It creates a ricochet effect that can be confusing and intense. These eras and legacies and civilizations (Atlantis, Lemuria, Avalon, etc.) are energizing and ALIVE in the now. The mind (and part of you) might want to make them the ‘past’ so that they don’t have as much impact and influence as they actually seem to on your experience of reality and your emotional reactivity and outward manifestation.

Our definition of what is ‘real’ and ‘reality’ is being hugely altered, shifted, and turning upside down from what 3D has said and taught that it is. Our hearts ‘get’ it as they are not linear and they feel every moment as the now….they get stuck sometimes in a moment or scene and need us to help them move beyond it again, to become fluid again…to free up the flow of love, compassion, gratitude, and goodness. Our hearts are what is needed in this now, with so much crazy making (this is a TRUE mind fu*k! reality) realigning of our realities.

Energies of Atlantis are coming in and offering us a storyline to go down that comes alive with our openness to feel and heal it with the aspects of us that are living it out. The ‘fall of Atlantis’ is a wound in our personal and collective consciousness. We are experiencing this in deeply personal ways in our processes in SoulFullHeart, and Raphael and I too in our relationship. There is the Raphael-Jelelle timeline of usness experience and there is the others, the counterpart matings and pair bondings that span planets, species, and timelines. The Atlantis ones seems to be the most intense with themes of sovereignty, separation, power struggles, matriarchy vs. patriarchy playing out. Sorting through what is what through the terrain of the heart with the higher mind helping too (yes, I believe there is a higher vibrational frequency of thought and that the mind is not bad, just can vibrate at different levels of consciousness). This can be a tricky process with self love and compassion AND for other needed to hold the space.

This can feel like a ‘soup’ to navigate yet the process of parts work and metasoul aspects helps in such a huge way. It provides a life line and a heart line too….and a soul line too actually. It is the way we live our lives and what we offer others too, and how we led yesterday during an all day group session with some very touching and important and DEEP process happening for all that were there!

Be open right now to what has previously been labeled as ‘impossible.’ Be open to letting in energies of what you may have felt were not ‘relevant’ or ‘in the past’. Open your heart to all the aspects that need you…..even if (and especially if) they exist in another timeline. As you are open to this and curious, you become more able to ride the waves, experience the gift of them, and integrate it ALL into your wholeness expression.

Read more about parts work process and metasoul aspects here:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.