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Energy Update: 3D Pain Fog Clearing As Schumann Spikes

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Schumann/Gaia resonance spike up to 170 HZ for over an hour in the middle of the night (for those of us in Canada and the pacific northwest anyway). That is one of the higher readings that I can remember. I FELT this one, couldn’t sleep for awhile, with this buzz moving through me…a mixture of excitement and some tension that finally resolved into passing out again.

Then I drifted into two strange dreams with one of them presenting a scenario of diverted disaster that I am still digesting, yet felt like it represented change and transition in my life and in the collective. It is two months until we leave for our next timeline in Europe so it may be connected to that for me. Dreams and even nightmares have been occurring for some of us for the last week or so, dropping into the lower 4D spaces for more cleansing and purging from the 4D Matrix, even if we don’t usually have that.

There has also felt like a fog over consciousness in some ways for the last week….like a kind of murkiness or distracted frequency that can shift us into feeling like real life is more surreal, more into our multidimensional realities that can feel ‘better’ than ‘real life’ interface which is still so anchored in 3D frequencies.

This has brought up some pain cycles to be felt whether in the physical (such a menstrual or chronic pain) or in the emotional body in suffering loop patterns. Being with these pain cycles, bringing love to them, feeling the parts of you that are engaged in them, connecting to the play out it is from other lifetimes can help them to resolve and complete them.

I started to feel a shifting in the energies yesterday with more clarity, softness, and clearing through ‘fog’ coming in. The Schumann frequencies seem to be supporting that hike through and UP in consciousness as well.

3D is going through a continuous rumble into Lower 4D and things like the coronavirus and the fear/shut down it is bringing up for those anchored to 3D consciousness is an example of that. Those souls with healthy immune systems and clean diet, light running through their energy systems on a regular basis, doing their emotional and spiritual healing trauma work are able to move through these kinds of things more easily. Also, those with a growing purpose of service here are much needed at this time and so are choosing to stay.


Part of the rumble is that more souls (and animal companions) are choosing whether to leave this plane right now or whether to stay and go into the next, accelerating phase of Ascension. Many souls who came here exclusively to experience 3D consciousness are choosing to go as the growth for them reaches its peak here.

Bringing light and love into your heart space and into your body can help with these shifting energies. Here is a guided meditation I did offering more about the light body activation process: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Wounded Masculine Matrix Reboots As Divine Feminine Energies Arise

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Energy Update: Reboots ongoing as we move into completion of only the first month of this catalytic 2020 year! These reboots seem to be allowing for ‘offline’ moments of access beyond the control Matrix at 3D and Lower 4D levels to those soul aspects/fragments of us that are ready to unplug. I wrote and shared about the rebooting of the Lower 4D/AI Matrix as connected to our Reptilian selves and the mutual liberation available for those that were ready to heal and release from the programming here and here.

This reboot seems to bring up head/neck/shoulder/jaw pain and discomfort as the causal chakra (radiating from the back of the head/upper spine area) comes ‘online’ and awakens then encounters the plugs and helmets, etc. that are still plugged in on the 4D level to the Matrix. People have shared with me many positive, inspiring, and surprising experiences as they connected to and unplugged their Reptilian Aspect through this teaching and guided meditation, which creates a bridge of compassionate love and ambassadorship to this energy within your soul who often needs it most and is usually bleeding through the strongest through to your body/life experience:

The other layer of rebooting going on is related to the wounded masculine/patriarchal frequencies of the 3D/Lower 4D Matrices. This rebooting is pushing up densities of trauma to be felt and loved on the physical/emotional/energy body levels. You may be feeling this is in sudden and strong waves of outrage, hurt/mourning/grief, and desire to speak your long suppressed truth ‘to’ the patriarchy rumpling from your soul. The densities moving through the body can particularly impact the womb space area for women, shifting and intensifying or delaying our menstrual cycles and hormone levels, and blocking sexual desire flow with distrust of the masculine.

Felt from the soul higher level, the dominance and prevalence of the patriarchal energies since the fall of Atlantis/Lemuria has been a key element of keeping the Matrix in place. Suppression of the Divine Feminine and the powerfully catalytic and passionate energies of feminine intuition, heart-based feeling, and unity consciousness awareness that She brings forth has been needed for us to immerse more deeply into this 3D experiment into the more polarized frequencies of our separation choice from the Divine.

Yet, as so many of us have felt for years now, it is time for the Divine Feminine to arise again! It is time for Her energies to soothe, comfort, and offer forgiveness to the wounded masculine and show and remind him of the necessary role that he played in the bigger picture. In the heart of the Divine Mother, he is and has always been forgiven. Receiving this love allows the masculine to remember who they are in their bigness, their strength, and, most especially, in their kindness.

The Divine Feminine within us can arise as we connect lovingly and compassionately to our own wounded masculine within….in the form of our Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, even our Inner Mothers can hold this energy of wounded masculine as a legacy and family line passed down to them. This rebooting highlights and illuminates the polarization between your INNER masculine and feminine and their relationship to each other. Here are guided meditations with me to meet these parts of yourself: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Resting and holding space for parts of you can help in the transition during these reboots. Minimizing taking in 3D density if possible such as choosing high frequency foods as fuel or even fasting; limiting social interactions; not pushing work or to-dos; spending time alone in meditation and in nature. I’ll be releasing a guided meditation soon as part of my Deepen 2020 series for alleviation of Ascension body symptoms during these reboots with the Divine Mother.

These reboots in the Matrix are opening up new opportunities to lift your own veil, discover the programming that exists in your own soul, and connect to the Divine Feminine within you again! She waits for you in these cosmic and collective openings….eager to respond to your need, soothe your fear, and alight your Cosmic Christ-Magdalene consciousness within your human body!

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1:1 powerful, quantum healing sessions to open access to your own soul’s guidance, wisdom, and code activations just waiting for you are available with me for women and for men and women with Raphael. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

 

 

Meet Your Reptilian Self/Unplug From The 4D Matrix Guided Meditation: Video 5 Deepen 2020 Series W/Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

In this fifth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the reboot process that is going on a multidimensional level specifically with the Reptilian timelines and the 3D/4D Matrix control systems that have been established. I share about your Reptilian Self, which is a lower 4D soul fragment of yours that lives in a close overlay dimension to yours.

Our Reptilian selves are plugged into their own Matrix, which uses a One Mind controlled by Artificial Intelligence. I share about the mutual liberation that can occur in connecting with and helping your Reptilian Self unplug from this One Mind matrix. I share more about this process in this writing: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01…

The guided meditation has us joined by Archangel Michael and my Reptilian Self Sheryl. You are taken to the Reptilian ‘home’ dimension that has been shown to me in session space connecting with them and in my own process. You are offered a bridge then to your Reptilian Self and support to help them unplug from the One Mind Matrix if they are ready to do that. You are then invited to move them to a new higher dimensional space where they feel safe and free, where you can connect with them more there.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list…

Energy exchange increases the receiving of healing! Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series is a useful introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through group calls/sessions/retreats and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and women and men with Raphael Awen. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Karmic Timeline/Lifetime Healing Group Transmission Event Over Zoom Tomorrow September 14th

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Feeling the energies coming through already to share with you during our group transmission tomorrow! These energies support the exploration of soul themes, timelines/lifetimes, relationships and dynamics…it’s the exploration of how soul patterns show up and express in your current life. Making these conscious connections and feeling/healing these dynamics can HUGELY transform your life and your experience of it.

Much of the suffering loops that you may experience in your life are recapitulations of these soul themes, trying to get your ‘attention’ in order to heal them. The veil of amnesia remains down, access to these timelines/lifetimes fuzzy, until you choose to KNOW and to remember.

Tomorrow during the group transmission, which you can join us live on zoom (highly recommended) at 10:00am PDT for two hours and/or receive the recording afterwards, Raphael and I will teach more about how quantum karmic soul theme patterns from multiple timelines is not only possible, it is being supported by all these Ascension energies. We will introduce you to the aspect of your soul that we call the Gatekeeper, who in working with consciously allows and opens up connection to other timelines/lifetimes for you and with you.

The Gatekeeper provides a bridge to both denser timelines (including those still connected/anchored to the Lower 4D Matrix – which we will teach more about) AND the higher frequency ones anchored to Unity Consciousness, Galactic consciousness, angelic realms, etc. Whenever you are ‘channeling’, you are connecting to an aspect of your soul….sometimes this is a conscious and desirable connection and sometimes it is resisted and not experienced as a good thing (although it is a shadow aspect that needs/wants your love.)

If you are feeling like you want to go the next level in your exploration into your own soul led by YOU (not read out by others), this is a transmission that will bridge those possibilities into your reality.

The energy exchange for the transmission is $15 CAD, which you can offer through purchasing here to receive the zoom link: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/6-4d-matrix-karmic-healing-group-transmission-jelelle-and-raphael-awen

Or through paypal here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Hope to see you THERE in the space where self discovery miracles can happen!

Love,
Jelelle Awen
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Energy Update: 9/9/9 Portal Opens Up Access To Lower 4D Matrix/Karmic Healing/Metasoul Timelines

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy UPdate: We are in the midst of the 9/9/9 portal that opened it feels like on 9/8 and  continues now for the next nine days until 9/18. Being in the ‘midst’ can feel like a swirl and a twirl….a sense that you are in the middle of a process that you may only be somewhat aware of on a conscious level. The nine energy often feels like a completion that is happening at the same time as the New energies are coming in.

It feels to me like much more upgrading, activating, and rewiring is going on beyond our minds, beyond our consciousness, beyond our this-life human body structure than we can possible understand right now. This can actually bring a lot of comfort as you lean into your own soul (or Metasoul as I call it, your individuated soul consciousness or also called Monad.) Your Metasoul/Monad has immense intelligence and access….it as close to Divine source as can be and still be individuated.

Your Metasoul holds and contains the experiences of ALL the expressions of its fractals projected out into numerous lifetimes and timelines. All of these projections are happening in a simultaneous moment in the Now and ongoingly. This is not ‘past life’ at all or ‘ancient’ or ‘from another era’.

This 9/9/9 portal is offering a feeling sense of the multidimensional frequencies of our Metasoul beyond the linear structure that the 3D mind has placed it in. These simultaneous and parallel timelines are hugely influential to our current life experiences. They are often the source and root cause of the emotional reactions, triggers and even the situations themselves being drawn to you.

The recapitulation of soul themes and therefore the healing of them is the underlying REASON for WHY your soul has set up what it has for you to experience this life. Every choice seems to pivot on this existential context of the Metasoul’s healing, which ultimately connects to collective unconsciousness healing as well. Healing of the duality/polarity experiment back to Oneness.

Conscious healing of these timelines and lifetimes is a crucial phase in our ongoing Ascension process. We now have the opportunity to heal karmic patterns that our Metasouls have been playing out for infinity. We truly can complete the need to incarnate into 3D and lower 4D timelines at all anymore if we don’t want to or need to. We can truly end the suffering of repeated traumatic and traumatizing situations in all their different forms and expressions.

Understanding how the Lower 4D Matrix holds and contains these karmic patterns, archetypal energies, and the collective unconsciousness can be an important step in the process. Unplugging from the Lower 4D Matrix is to become aware of your soul themes and patterns and HOW they express and play out in your current lifetime.

This happens as you create a loving and understanding relationship with your Metasoul aspects/fractals from other lifetimes. Not just as a ‘past life’ of yours that you drop into the trauma of in a one-time regression, yet as living, breathing, and very often important energies and personalities that you need just as they need you. The gift exchange between these soul aspects of yours can be huge as they are often anchored into and expressing many soul gifts even as they are experiencing patterns of persecution, suppression, etc.

The key to accessing the Lower 4D Matrix and lifting the veil to get access to your own Metasoul happens as you connect with your Gatekeeper. This is an aspect that we have worked with for many years in our SoulFullHeart process, who seems to be the aspect of the Metasoul that is in charge of the veil of amnesia. Getting to know your Gatekeeper opens up access to these other lifetimes in a way that is self loving at a negotiated rate and pace that you and your Metas can both benefit from. The Gatekeeper opens the doors, lifts the veils, and allows free flow remembrance of ALL lifetimes.

These powerful portals like 9/9 offer huge opportunities for this kind of karmic healing. We scheduled a group transmission over zoom to activate 4D Matrix/Karmic Healing for you on Saturday, September 14th. We didn’t consciously realize it was during this portal (obviously our Higher Selves knew!) You can join Raphael and I live for two hours starting at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver, Canada time) or receive the recording afterwards for $15 CAD ($11 USD). There is more info here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/6-4d-matrix-karmic-healing-group-transmission-jelelle-and-raphael-awen

Now is the time for transmutational healing that goes beyond just your current life and impacts your entire soul’s trajectory and ‘history’ as well. Now is the time for healing that hasn’t been possible before! Now is the time to bring love to all the aspects of your self and soul that need it in order to more deeply embody your sacred humanity!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Here is a guided meditation to connect to your Metasoul and your akashic records (a portal to lifting the veil):

https://youtu.be/QOlBc-3-TEg

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Intense Energies Reveal To Heal The Lower 4D Matrix For Lion’s Gate

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Energy UPdate: The energies really have been so intense during the last 48 hours! Waves of higher frequency light are being delivered/offered through star family connections…..Sirian and Arcturian especially. Activations during this week of Lion’s Gate opening (light language, contact through dreams, and star DNA too) are preparing us for what we are calling, ‘Cosmic Christmas’ on Thursday, August 8th.

The Gaia/Schumann resonance has been spiking too, reaching up to 67 HZ on August 2nd and already 41 HZ today, August 3rd. It feels as if Gaia is responding to the alignment that is happening between Her, the sun, and Sirius…will be interesting to see what happens with the Gaia resonance as we get even closer to Lion’s Gate.

These energies are sort of pressing down and in on 3D reality in order to move it out. This ‘pressing down’ may be creating a heaviness in the body that can lead to indigestion and just intolerance to denser foods right now, as I wrote about in my last energy update. A sense of being ‘very sleepy’ or just ‘out of it’ can also come up during high energies like this. And, we are ‘out of it’ in terms of 3D reality and it can really be felt during energy flux UP phases like now.

There is also a revelation of the Lower 4D matrix reality that has been underground and underbelly of our 3D mainstream culture since the fall of Lemuria/Atlantis. The Lower 4D Matrix LIVES in our Metasouls too, in many timelines and aspects that are still plugged into it and entangled in the archetypal projections from it. The Lower 4D Matrix is being disclosed as uncomfortable realities about abuses, exploitation and persecution are exposed for us to feel and digest as a collective.

There can be an ‘out-of-it’ feeling as this happen as these 4D timelines bleed through, which may extend to your emotional body too with the purges and surges of lower frequencies of traumas (especially persecution and abuse) from this life and other lifetimes/timelines coming up.

As these come up for processing and you move more into your higher timeline, you may draw fear-based frequencies from others in the form of conflicts, tensions, passive aggressiveness, and even outright attacks. Trust that anything that comes is a mirror for you and not ‘against you’ even if you don’t want it in your field and life anymore.

Trust with love and set boundaries with an open heart when you feel that you need to. It can be important to have a healthy self protection around the energies you will take in from others when the photonic/plasma light is this high. The rumbles of this 4D Matrix being revealed can esp be felt by those of us tuned into collective energies. It can be helpful not to be dragged into and down into these energies, other then as a conscious process to connect with your soul aspects around it.

I feel a heartline extending to ALL of us from our higher selves and galactic/angelic aspects/guides, who are RIGHT THERE surrounding us and offering help. There is an opportunity for quantum healing right now during this powerful energy gateway.

The degree that you can feel this support, help and opportunity is related to how ‘fused’ to your lower frequency aspects that you may be still. A fusion with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper creates a sort of defensive energetic shield that their love can’t penetrate and a fogginess about your soul’s expression in other lifetimes/timelines. Allowing control to run or anxiety or rage without holding it and BEing with it can push your support team away from you and even into the ‘other room.’ or even farther away.

Bring ALL of you in closer and what you are feeling and your loving guides/aspects can come closer too and HELP you hold it with you. Your higher self and galactic/angelic guides/aspects are amazing heart healers and want to help you with this important work of upgrading your physical, chakral, and emotional bodies.

Anchoring into your heart line even as you surrender to the ‘out of it’ reality can allow a flow UP and in and out with what is coming in to support our continual global/collective awakening/disclosure and your continual personal awakening too.

Allow into your reality the timelines into the New that want to unfurl before you….riding them ‘out’ even as you detach from them. BE with all that is coming UP and coming in and coming out with LOVE………as it is offered in so much love!

Join Raphael Awen and I on Lion’s Gate at 10:00am PDT over zoom for a powerful group transmission event! We will connect to the 4D matrix to unplug from it and bridge to the higher frequency Lion’s Gate codes themselves. You can join us live or receive the recording for $15 CAD: more info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/2168911176740089/

I highly recommend my 33 Day video series called Deepen, offering teachings and guided meditations to deepen your inner connections: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

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Jelelle Awen

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Moving Beyond The Stickiness Of Lower 4D Consciousness

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by Kalayna Solais

4D consciousness, especially Lower 4D, is a place where parts of you or aspects of your soul dwell and fixate on something they feel isn’t working for them, usually outside of you. When they’re in this dimensional space, which is more of a frequency and consciousness moving through you instead of a literal ‘place’,  they tend to feel that they want something about themselves or life around them to change PRONTO and they don’t necessarily want to wait very long for that change to happen. There can be an urgency about it, like something needs to shift right NOW, coupled with a fear that things will NEVER change, that life as you now know it and how it’s configured (and especially the way these parts/aspects seem to be feeling about it) will never shift into what you/they really want.

In 4D consciousness, especially lower 4D, it’s easy to forget that what everything, every piece of your walking-around consciousness within you really wants is love… and that there is a piece of not feeling truly worthy of it until this unworthiness can be deeply felt and held and the process of learning to trust love again is walked out, step by step.

It can feel sometimes like you’re drowning in plasma when these energies come up, as 4D consciousness is like a thick fog at times, shrouding what’s good and trustworthy and often projecting a ton of your own shadow onto something or someone outside of you. The wrestling with life, with love, with energies, is always playing out somewhere inside.

It seems like this experience of 4D is peaking in a way right now. It’s wanting us to move beyond it, even though it can feel as sticky as flypaper with so much darkness still purging and shadows still emerging, which is actually very compelling. It has such a strong gravitational pull that is hard to extract from or bring love to at times. It has a feeling of an endless abyss or void where pain can just writhe and squirm forever. Yet, it wants us to move beyond it and take it with us somehow so we can heal it starting from our own inner draw to be in it.

Connecting with different aspects of you from other timelines/lifetimes and especially those in galactic warfare, like any Orion aspect stuck in a battle of sorts that you may have come online right now (as I’m starting to really feel inside myself) can help you understand your own pull towards this darkness and why it’s there. Any of the darker timelines your soul has experienced, including in the dark side of Hollywood (one I’m learning that my soul knows well) or the underbelly of politics in any era or phase of ‘time’, are coming to light now as they need to start being held with love and compassion. We cannot damn them, for we are damning ourselves if we do. We can only open our hearts to feel them, to let in the remorseful tears, and to let Divine love help us hold everything that is just aching to be held.

Now is the perfect time to start really feeling all of this, as the support seems to be there from the incoming energies and, like always, from the Divine. We are ALL being challenged to walk out what we teach or offer to others, to fill in any gaps of integrity with our real-life experience in every arena of healing and moving back into love in ALL ways and on ALL levels of our being. This is next-level love ambassadorship and Service of Love and we’re all invited to take our next steps inward that bring us into alignment with an ever-purifying self-love overflow that can’t help but serve and support others to cultivate the same within them.

On Saturday May 11th, Jelelle is hosting (with support from Raphael) a virtual Group Transmission over Zoom which you can attend live or receive the recording for. The theme is Unplugging From the 3D/4D Matrix which would be a huge support if you are really feeling these energies right now!

Also, we offer ongoing 1:1 sessions to support you personally, which you can find more about here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Much love! ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

 

Unplugging From the Lower 4D Communities/Teachers/Relationship Matrix

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You are your own mystery school. There becomes a phase in awakening when you no longer need to seek an outside source to guide you and remind of what those mysteries are. You no longer need to attend someone else’s school around this. You don’t need (even as you might enjoy them as a mirror) the channeled messages from other sources (from the light or otherwise) as you are connected to your OWN sources/aspects/guides from your Metasoul and star family. You remember your soul’s wisdoms and gifts as you connect directly with it (through connection with your Gatekeeper aspect) and your veil of amnesia lifts…what has previously been a mystery becomes clear again.

Some of what is presented as ‘mystery school teachings’ these days is still filtering through an outdated model of spiritual teaching anchored to many fear-based timelines. This outdated model is also what we could call the Lower 4D Matrix…or what some have called the ‘false light’ matrix. The Lower 4D matrix is still running on the fumes of fear-based energies, more polarized energies of good versus evil….a sense that there is something to battle and to protect yourself from. Spiritual warfare realities are from the lower 4D….the sense of battling the ‘dark’ for the ‘light’. If you sense a shaming and blaming frequency in a message or teaching, then there is still an anchoring/fusion to Lower 4D and even 3D aspects (such as the Inner Punisher) going on.

These lower 4D spiritual battle ground realities are VERY real to the aspects of your Metasoul (individuated soul source) that are experiencing them. These Meta sisters and brothers of yours may be ‘trapped’ in often very traumatizing timeline experiences of cultic groups, Artificial Intelligence, One Mind (mind control), narcissistic/controlling/manipulative leaders, etc. Some of these timelines are ‘ancient Egypt’, ‘ancient Greece’, dark and middle ages, Atlantis during the fall, Draco/Reptilian (not ALL though), some Orion, and many others. If you have Metasoul aspects in other timelines that are stuck in deep programming that keeps in place suffering loops of unworthiness, judgement/shame, abandonment/separation from the Divine/star family, etc….then their suffering will be bleeding into your reality in this life.

This bleed-through often leads to being drawn to these very same lower 4D energies playing out in this timeline. That can show up in narcissist/empath toxic relationship patterns in birth family members, romantic relationships and especially in spiritual communities and groups. Spiritual communities are increasingly becoming the WAY that souls are experiencing a recapitulation of the Lower 4D energies through experiences with non-vulnerable, controlling, manipulative even sexually abusive leaders that are ALSO caught in this cycle themselves.

This experience is needed by ALL the souls involved until it no longer is needed anymore. Some souls need to be activist and truth tellers for a phase about these Lower 4D realities and the corruption/manipulation/distortion of the ‘leaders’ within them. The waking up out of the Lower 4D matrix (the unplugging from it) is often a painful process of realizations, clarities, and advocating for your worth, your goodness, and your right to be treated with respect and sovereignty and equality. It needs to be lead by each individual soul and you can’t really ‘save’ someone from the experience of the Lower 4D mess/hell states while they are needing to be IN it.

This unplugging is often challenging because of how many timelines your Metasoul is experiencing this process on and also because the current mostly 3D consciousness collective is going through this too. The Lower 4D matrix can be quite ‘sticky’ in this way….difficult to extract yourself from due to how deep the entanglement can be in other timelines and collectively/archetypal. 

Connecting with your Higher Self, your star family in higher dimensional timelines, the Divine Mother and Divine Father DIRECTLY and PERSONALLY offers a bridge out of 3D and Lower 4D matrix realities. Healing the trauma from karmic cycles and patterns from this life and other lifetimes frees you up too. You can connect directly with these Metas in these Lower 4D timelines and help them to unplug, escape, and shift their timelines into higher vibe frequencies. This is a more direct way and much deeper way to heal the karmic wounds rather than just ‘studying’ and learning about these timelines.

As you experience yourself as the Divine spark that you ARE and the Infinite Love that you will eventually return to flows through more, you can separate and defuse from these matrices of control. They have served a purpose of offering polarized experience, yet you’ve now and finally outgrown them from your soul’s perspective.

So many more souls are now ready to move into total sovereignty and free will expression. It is your time to rise and shine? To allow YOUR own wisdoms, gifts, and remembered experiences to overflow from your self loving heart in service of love to those that may still need the mirror?

Here is a guided meditation  and Q & A I did about unplugging from the 3D and Lower 4D Matrix: 

 

I’ll be offering a group transmission over zoom on May 11th to unplug from the 3D and Lower 4D timelines through meeting your Gatekeeper. I’ll offer a transmission of energies that are beyond these realities through the deep inner work of connecting, loving, and transmuting them over many years in personal process with my own parts and Metasoul aspects. This provides a template of you of YOUR soul’s version of this embodiment of freedom, sovereignty and life lived and experienced beyond the veil and beyond any matrixes. You can offer the $11 USD donation here: paypal.me/jelelleawen and I will send you the zoom link to join us and/or the recording afterwards.
More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators to facilitate the process of remembering your own mysteries again! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

GOT and Avengers Offering Metasoul Connection To Warring/Lower 4D Timelines

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By Jelelle Awen

I’ve been feeling into the massive popularity of the television show Game Of Thrones and the Avengers movies (with the latest one looking like it will earn more money than any movie ever made.) The overall emotional reactions to these ‘entertainment’ offerings is quite profound, with many souls caught up in the characters and stories that have spanned many years now.

It feels like these shows are tapping into ‘galactic war’ timelines and 3D warring factions/kingdom timelines as well. They are teleporting souls back to these energies using technologies and money and acting talent that has never been available before like it is now. All of this effort runs deeper than just providing some entertainment for a few hours.

Collectively, there is MUCH to heal in these timelines and as these warring/battling energies express in our current timeline. The 3D/lower 4D matrix runs on these polarized, fear-based energies. As we heal these energies from within us and in the timelines where they express with our Metasoul sisters/brothers, we ‘unplug’ that much more from this matrix.

These shows offer an invitation for you to feel the aspects of your soul that live in timelines like these. If you identify deeply and emotionally to a certain timeline or character, go into that timeline to see if you have an aspect who is like them. Reactions (esp deep ones) come from somewhere. The soul is not just looking to be entertained and distracted. Your Higher Self draws you to these shows to SHOW you something about your soul that you are ready to know and explore.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with Metasoul timeline/portals: https://youtu.be/9jWgpQbXTZo

The ‘heroes/heroines’ of these shows are often warriors. It is their ability to fight, carry a weapon, and even sacrifice their own lives to protect others that is admired by others. Those who are able to come with battle plans and strategies in the heat of moment are given leadership and followed by others. Those who are ‘brave’ are looked up to.

Yet (as I have shared about before), the heroes of New Earth/Gaia and even the NEW Ascending Universe are those that can bring PEACE in any situation. Those that shine a light of goodness into the darkest situations. Those whose bravery comes from their VULNERABILITY, not their physical strength.

These are the qualities that are in the parts of your self and your soul too….those that integrate and come back to you as you connect with them more. Discover the New Gaia heroes that you have in your soul and bring them forward out of the darkness and off of the battlefields.

Heal your inner war zones and discover the entertainment that DEEP peace offers and alignment/unification of your soul provides.

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 bridging and Ascension Energy Healing sessions available! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Liberation From 3D/4D Timelines Possible NOW

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By Jelelle Awen

Rumbles in lower 4D are really increasing in the last week. These rumbles look like rebellion and liberation, each individual soul and Metasoul aspects/soul fragments choosing what that liberation will look like. There is an opportunity to ‘unplug’ from the matrixes that have been created out of fear and resistance during this phase of polarized experimentation. This unplugging leads to more experience of resonance, love, soul purpose fueled bigness and trust in Divine Source.

The unplugging is unique to each soul aspect, yet, too, there are collective elements that are in place. For many years, I have seen in myself and in others various ways that we have plugged into these matrixes. The Matrix movie was right on about the back of the head plug that is put into the causal chakra. The causal chakra connects us to our star family, galactic consciousness, light language, activation of our star DNA. This causal plug specifically seems to connect to the 3D matrix that we’ve all chosen (on a soul level) as our playground….and yes at times feels like a prison for our multidimensional expression.

The unplugging from this 3D matrix can be done in meditation. As you walk into a room with others plugged in and ‘find’ your 3D self. You can see if your 3D self feels ready and negotiate the dissolving of the plug with much love. If you are reading this, you are probably unplugged already. All this is a soul’s choice when the time is right. In that way, it is not a ‘trap’ or a ‘punishment.’ I’ll be sharing a meditation to do this tomorrow during a live stream at 10:00am PST here on Facebook. You can join me live or take in the recording.

Another hookup to the lower 4D seems to be to a dark, swirling energy of AI (artificial intelligence) connected to the Archon/Reptilian/Draco consciousness of One Mind. In sessions, we have dissolved this One Mind fusion through connecting with the soul aspects within it. Not all Reptilians are connected to this, many are liberating themselves, including aspects of my Metasoul, that are leading the way for others to choose love. One Mind (hive mind) is deep programming and conditioning that feels almost impossible to release from as it just IS. This is different than Unity Consciousness, which is the higher vibrational 5D and higher feeling of being all part of Divine Source Essence.

Unplugging from One Mind happens as you connect with your Metasoul aspects that are plugged into it in their timelines. Each Metasoul aspect has to choose to sovereignly disconnect from it, which is a huge choice for them as it is all they have ever known. Many of these Draco/Archon aspects illicit fear and animosity in people, so approaching them with much love and compassion in your heart allows them to free themselves.

This liberation is happening on many timelines right now such as Egyptian, ‘Ancient’ Greece/Roman, Essenes/Early Christianity, Lower 4D Atlantis, Avalon/Camelot. You may be dreaming of these timelines and finding yourself drawn to research them. These are not in the ancient past, yet have a strong vibration in the Now (energy is always in the Now) which is why you can feel them and are drawn to them.

There is huge support from higher vibe Star BEings (such as Arcturians, Pleaidians, Sirians, Andromedans, Avians) to help those that are still in transition out of this 3D/lower 4D reality (us, Orions, Grays, Zetas, Vegans).

Going within your own soul to liberate your soul fragments with MUCH care and love to form a relationship with them allows them to ascend and awaken out of these 3D/lower 4D timelines. This is not just about regressing into their trauma points and scenes as a ‘past life’, which is so much the common approach. You can BE this ambassador of love, reuniting your soul again, with HUGE rewards and gifts in this exchange as you commit to actually forming lasting relationships with these aspects of your soul.

NOW is a time of accelerating transition and choice points of love. Choose your higher timeline and it will choose YOU. No one else can do this work for you. It becomes more and more of an honor.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

This is the work we support you to engage with in 1:1 sessions with me and Raphael as SoulFullHeart Facilitators. This is much deeper and more effective an approach than any other process I have heard of or seen to truly heal and transmute on a quantum level the emotional body, energy field, and soul itself. I am honored to be experiencing the gifts of it myself for many years and offering it to others with amazing results. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Here is a guided meditation about the Metasoul and connecting to your akashic records, a good place to start: https://youtu.be/QOlBc-3-TEg

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