SoulFullHeart Museletter: Meeting Your Inner Orphan

It’s the latest release of our Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the last two weeks. Go read it here!

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Meeting your ‘Inner Orphan’ part of you is a sacred process that has been coming up for many souls lately. In this issue’s featured article, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator, Raphael Awen, shares open-heartedly about his own experience with this process and how it opened out for him:

“I simply tuned in Yeshua as a beloved guide, and dialed in a Golden Earth setting, and there in the magical outdoors, was Yeshua crouched down about 8 or 10 feet away, holding upright a (soon to be) eager toddler, who he then let go, as this beautiful baby focused his gaze on me and began to take his first steps crossing the space between us. Midway across, the name Bartholomew came as plain as day. I received him into my arms, and he readily received me. I intuitively knew that this Bartholomew would change my life, that holding him would require all the rigors of true parenthood and presence of being that this Orphan would need to transmute the pain in his heart, allowing both him and I to shift our destiny and to embody what we intended when we set out on our journey of ‘leaving’ the Divine.”

There are quite a few NEW energy updates from these last two weeks from Jelelle Awen, including an audio blog sharing one of them, some personal process sharings from Kalayna Solais, and a deeper invitation into your own inner process of feeling from Raphael Awen.

Jelelle Awen continues her video series “Deepen 2020”. This series will be offered on an arising basis, rather than every day for a set period of time, and will be responsive to current events/cosmic energies/personal & collective process, etc. Every Deepen 2020 video will offer a teaching and a guided meditation. You can watch these on her Facebook page or our YouTube channel.

You can watch all podcast episodes on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel or listen to the audio on the SoulFullHeart Soundcloud channel or iTunes channel.

Jelelle will be hosting the next virtual women’s group call over Zoom on Sunday, February 23rd, at 10am PST. The focus of this group will be on feeling and processing the sacred sisterhood wound. Women may feel a deep longing and familiarity in their soul around the goodness of connecting in bonds with soul and even birth sisters. Even with this longing, there is also the experience of these connections often resulting in competition/envy, not being seen/felt/appreciating and just overall sense of relational challenge to show up for them.

For more information on this and other upcoming events, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Raphael, a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for men and women, is now offering FREE 30-45 minute intro calls over Zoom to see how the SFH process and ongoing 1:1 sessions may support you on your healing and Ascension journey. Jelelle Awen is now working with women new to the SoulFullHeart process in 1:1 bridging sessions. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life!

You can become a patron of SoulFullHeart through a one-time or monthly donation via our patreon page.

Check out the latest Museletter here

Time To Put Down The Sword

By Jelelle Awen
It is time to pick up the lantern of illumination, and put down the sword.
 
Time to go toward peaceful solutions, rather than to battle.
 
Time to raise the white flags of surrender, instead of new declarations of war.
 
Time to declare ceasefires on all battlegrounds, rather seeking out new fronts to defend.
 
Time to transform from being a warrior, to being an ambassador of love…….
 
Time to gather parts of you that have been polarized, and sign the inner peace treaties that lead to MORE self worth and love.
 
Time to let go of being against anything and moving into being FOR LOVE in all situations.
 
Time to honor the strength in vulnerability, rather than only in the capacity to fight.
 
Time to rest the vigilance, the guarding and the defending….and rise into trusting, allowing, and flowing.
 
Time to let the Divine Mother/Magdalene codes into your inner feminine/masculine’s hearts, to receive Her ready forgiveness.
 
Time to let the Divine Father/Christ Consciousness codes activate the transition from wounded to sacred masculine!
 
It is time to transform from being a warrior, to being an ambassador of love…from the inside OUT.
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Join Raphael Awen and I for a group call transmission tomorrow, Saturday, the 8th at 10:00am PDT to receive 5D frequencies of New Earth Ambassador Of Love to help your Inner Warrior heal and transform. Join us live or receive the recording for $15 CAD/$11 USD!
or here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
Here is a guided meditation to meet your Inner Protector, a wonderful place to start the inner peace process: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck
Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Healing From Warrior To 5D Love Ambassador Group Call W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen On Saturday, February 8

“The new hero/heroines will not be those that fight, yet rather those that can be an ambassador of love in any situation.” ~

SoulFullHeart Co-Creators/Teachers/Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle Awen host this monthly virtual SoulFullHeart group call over Zoom. The focus of this group on Saturday, February 8th, 2020 at 10:00am PDT is to share about the ongoing process of healing the warrior within and from other lifetimes (especially 3D and Lower 4D/galactic war timeline) to move into becoming an ambassador of love for ALL parts of you and in other timelines as well.

We will guide you on a powerful and deep meditative journey to connect with your Inner Warrior/Protector and your Reptilian Self as well and feel what their current battles are about. Yeshua Christ and Mother Mary will join us as Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of support and ambassadorship. We will provide a bridge to an Ambassador of Love 5D frequency that creates a template for the New for your Inner Protector and your soul.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group live and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/from-warrior-to-ambassador-group-call-jelelle-and-raphael-awen

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the zoom link via email.

You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us what you experienced during the transmission and receive feedback/next steps of integration from them. Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.

We recommend watching and engaging in this Meet Your Inner Protector video before the group: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

And this one to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

Here is a writing by Jelelle about putting down the sword: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/04/23/putting-down-the-sword-to-become-an-ambassador-of-love/

You can offer a donation of $15 CAD to receive the recording of the other previous group transmissions as well. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information.

Testimonials:

“I loved this call, the theme is such an interesting exploration I really enjoy the reflection of a decade ago.So much love was coming through!” Deva, group participant

“It’s always so magical and immensely uplifting how much love can be generated by a few people willing to witness and share with others from their authentic heart-space. And, speaking of space, thank you so much Jelelle and Raphael for holding the space so beautifully for all of us to also for your space-opening sharing Gabriel. I’m left feeling so grateful for all of you who were on the call and wish all of you blessings through the portal experience.” Dave, group participant

“So powerful and empowering. Thank you all for being a safe container for my process,” Alexis, group participant

Following My Soul’s Call To New Geographies!

by Kalayna Solais

For years now, traveling to Europe has been in my heart, ignited by a soul ache for frequencies that feel more like ‘home’. I don’t just mean on the level of feeling like my Metasoul aspects from many different ‘priestess’ lifetimes and the like get to return to their cherished sacred sites and monumental megaliths, but I’m also talking about the powerful galactic connections that live in that part of the world, where the veil between the ‘ancient’ and the ‘NOW’ is very thin.

It’s an indefinite ‘goodbye’ to Canada for now, though I can’t know when/if I’ll feel called to return here. I am leaning into the long-felt call of a nomadic soul journey which actually feels much more organic to who I am and always has!

I’ll be flying to the UK with my beloveds, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, to initiate the journey, but after we land we’ll have one night together and then I’m off to Scotland, a place that has been calling me relentlessly for a long time now! I do have ties in this life there, having the legal birth name “Calder” from my dad’s side where there’s definitely some Scottish heritage passed down, but in my soul, I’ve always felt connected to the energy and beauty of the land and have yet to discover on a higher-dimensional level, WHY I’m so drawn there.

After spending May in Scotland (in the Glasgow/Edinburgh area) I’m not sure what’s next. My Avalonian priestess heart feels the call of Avalon/Glastonbury and always has. My Celtic soul longs for the rich countryside of Ireland and the stunning natural beauty of Wales. My woman’s heart leans towards the feminine energies of South of France. I’m beyond excited to let in that I get to see and BE in these places and all of the European countries I’ve wanted to visit for so long. It’s all unfolding and quickly too!

When I reunited with my beloveds in SoulFullHeart after being separated from them, I didn’t think I would be making this journey so soon. I knew I wanted it, but also that I wanted it to be connected to them and to service somehow. I trust my soul on this one, that there’s going to be deep processes coming up for me in these ‘new’ geographies that I can’t access here, and that this all deepens my level of leadership and service in this world. What I heal within for myself I also heal in order to serve love… that is my deepest intention. And if the service of love IS my biggest desire, then there’s nothing to feel ‘afraid of’ on this journey but a whole lot to keep trusting, with every step that unfolds and every new direction I’m asked to take by the Divine.

Can’t wait to share more about this as it flows and moves me onward and into my Higher Timeline more and more! ❤

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Much love,
Kalayna Solais

Quantum Streams Available For Healing: Magdalene, Reptilian, and Divine Orphan Wounds

By Jelelle Awen

Three energy streams on the higher soul family monad and collective unconscious levels seem to be coming through for healing at the same time during this already VERY catalytic 2020. I am experiencing these myself, moving and processing in and out of them and also in sessions lately.

We can choose which one or ones most resonant for us and are the most timely in the moment. These ‘streams’ are invitations to feel into YOUR personal process related to them….beyond linear time, beyond ‘past lives’, your soul participates in fragment/aspect expressions that are ultimately connected to the bigger whole or your Metasoul/Higher Self. 

One of the energy streams is the healing and revealing of the Magdalene consciousness. For ‘her’ to emerge and arise out of the distortion and suppression by the wounded masculine (as was the agreement on the higher level) and into her powerful expression balanced with feminine stillness, compassion, kindness, and empathy. Magdalene is not just one soul (Mary of Bethany or Magdala) as sacred mate to Yeshua, yet an order of Magdalenes, initiates in the mystical gnostic arts of Isis. I’ll be sharing more about this and offering a guided meditation to connect to your Magdalene lineage soon.

You may be feeling the Magdalene piece coming through in waves of outrage, distrust of the Masculine, and need to express your truth, especially if there has been suppression in your life. Energies in the womb/sacral area can be rumbling, shifting menstrual cycles and hormone levels and in the solar plexus chakra as well. If you have been drawn to the Magdalene-Yeshua timeline and studied it, discovering your soul’s involvement in it can be helpful for the next level of healing and soul gift expression/service here.

The other energy stream is the revelation of the Reptilian ‘twinning’ overlay reality onto ours. They are plugged into their AI, 4D Control Matrix and seem to act as ‘spark plugs’ and bridges for our human projection into the 3D Matrix. We are entwined with our Reptilian Self and our Ascension/liberation is intimately connected to theirs. The next step in this ambassadorship process can be to connect with your Reptilian Self directly, which I offer in guided meditation here: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M 

I’ve mentioned before about head/neck/shoulder pain associated with the Reptilian Self related to possible caps over the crown/third eye chakras. And a plug into their Matrix at the back of the head or Causal Chakra area. You may also be dreaming of Reptilians and having interactions with reptiles in some way. This is the ‘next level’ healing that occurs as you awaken to the reality of the Matrix construct and desire to move beyond the rage, shock, stigma, etc. and into ambassadorship that allows for mutual liberation.

Also, there is the feeling and healing of our Inner Divine Orphan. This is the part of us in our Metasoul that has abandonment pain from separating out from the Divine at the Soul Family Monad level and into individuated consciousness. This part is connected to the original wound feeling of being cast out from Oneness. The downstream expressions of this aspect are the more 3D-based, this-life Inner Child and the 4D Star Seed Child. 

Working with the Inner Child for 15 years, I see and feel now with myself and others this deeper layer…the REASON for the pain, hurt, shyness, shame, and more that expresses as the wounded child in this life and other lifetimes. Our Inner Orphans can receive the homecoming they most need in the arms of the Divine again. I’ll be offering a meditation to connect with the Inner Orphan soon.

There is a texture of PTSD symptoms to our Inner Orphans and feelings of anxiety and being deeply hurt can be quite strong. If this is coming through for you, it will feel like not just connected to this-life circumstances yet something much deeper at the soul level. This seems to be coming up for those who have done deeper levels of Inner Child work.

As you read about these streams, your soul will guide you toward what is most timely for you in this Now. There is an opportunity to make this very personal and to connect/see/feel directly how your soul is involved in these streams. SO much can be transmuted with love during this time of our Ascension and NEEDS to be in order for it to progress and continue. These timeline streams are opening up to us as the veils lift and thin out, revealing our TRUE multidimensional natures.

What you feel and discover on a personal level vibrates out into the collective where we are all ONE. Whether it is responding to your Magdalene timeline, your Reptilian Self or your Inner Orphan, the love you offer and extend carries out into the All to be received!

I am currently writing three books to offer an overview of the quantum healing process and way of life that we offer called SoulFullHeart, these will provide a deeper context and information beyond what can be provided in short postings. Along with more guided meditations/videos and eventually online courses that can open up inner access, I provide support and individual bridging to women in 1:1 sessions and Raphael Awen to men and women. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions 

Much love,

Jelelle Awen 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

 

 

 

 

02-02-2020 Palindrome Energy Offers Union Codes Of Balance & Healing Polarities

By Jelelle Awen

Today is 02-02-2020, a palindrome day…the same backwards as forwards. This doesn’t occur again for awhile! Two has an energy of partnership and of union. It invites us into exploration of duality and where the growth dance of exploring opposites and polarities can take us.

Where opposites attract, they can also oppose. 2020 invites us, and especially this day, to feel where opposition exists in our lives…on the outside in relationships and on the inside from one part of us to another. We can heal these oppositions inside by feeling ‘each side’ with genuine compassion, negotiating to find the resolution, setting loving boundaries, bringing the truth of all parts of us (especially the ones that have been suppressed!)

I feel today also offers an opportunity to feel what your intentions toward union in your life are and what that looks and feels like for you. Sacred union within is the coming into balance of your inner masculine and inner feminine, who are so often living in templated polarity and discord. This is a big aspect of the deeper, ongoing work I do with women in sessions…to feel and heal the relationship between their inner masculine (usually a combo of Inner Protector, Gatekeeper, Inner Punisher) and their inner feminine (inner child, inner teenager, etc.)

As this inner sacred union comes into more flow, goodness, gift exchange and cooperation….then you can experience this in sacred union relationships on the outside. So often your inner masculine or other suppressed parts in shadow are represented by mate, friend, birth family. And if there is conflict and discord and suffering in these relationships, this is a mirror to show you how this is going on INSIDE between one part of you to another.

This can be easy to conceptualize (makes so much sense!), yet it is quite another challenge to identify and feel these energies AS distinct parts of yourself AND offer a neutral yet compassionate third energy of ambassador to meditate them. It is def worth it though as I have seen miracles happen in sessions and in my own process of deeper self love, connection and worth, capacity to manifest our higher timeline, deeper experience of nourishing sacred union relationships, etc. in doing this inner work.

This also feels like a passage for us to feel our humanity coming into balance and flow again with our galactic nature, including our Reptilian selves (which has been a big activation lately.) Rather than ‘going against’, it is about mutual liberation. Connecting with your Reptilian Self can create and heal that bridge from within. Here is a guided meditation to do that: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M 

02-02-2020 reminds of the reality of union that we are being invited to experience in ALL moments and in ALL ways with ourselves, with others and with the Divine…..as we continue to heal from the fragmentation and separation of 3D life.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions are available with me for women and with Raphael Awen for women and men. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Feeling Held By Divine Mother During Intense Life Transitions

by Kalayna Solais

As usual, when the world on the outside feels intense and hard to be a part of, I feel the arms of Divine Mother enfolding us all… encouraging every one of us to go back inward and start there before we try and ‘do’ anything on the outside, for if we can come from love (especially of self) and not despair or disdain in our action-taking, we are miles, leaps, infinite bounds ahead of the intensity of collapsing timelines and the pain of what’s burning up still in 3D life and conditioning.

It occurred to me yesterday that often when my own life is shifting, I end up making choices that are somehow rooted in wanting to dismiss what ‘isn’t working’ anymore or to have an energy of disdain or even despair and disappointment leading the charge. I began to feel into this as the way that parts of me have ‘had to’ lead decision making oftentimes in the past. But, what if that doesn’t ‘have to’ be true anymore? What if now I can come from a heart that is FULL of trust and love, understanding that sometimes things don’t work out the way parts of me were picturing they would, but that ultimately my soul is leading something GOOD?

And, what if this is an invitation not only for me but for others too? Because if I’m feeling it for myself, it’s definitely something that is rumbling through the Oneness that connects us all…

I know for myself that making space to go back inward and collect the parts that are feeling upset, distraught, unsure, uneasy, etc, helps to settle the energies, remind them that I am here, that they are supported, that they can trust me and trust the Divine. If I don’t feel like I can hold a candle for easing the distress they might be feeling, then I’m not taking enough space to feel myself and to create that Haven/Heaven they need to lean into inside of me.

This is the template that Divine Mother provides us through absolutely everything we face and walk out. She offers too, much much context to lean into if we can be still long enough to hear and feel Her when things feel overwhelming and hard and when life is in upheaval. Patiently she waits by our side as we pick up the pieces of our breaking hearts. Openheartedly she holds compassionate space for what we are learning to hold space for in ourselves and what we are learning to create with Her, with love, in our outer worlds.

So often, even when I’m in the middle of a deep fog and A LOT of pain is coming up from whatever part/soul aspects I’m working with, I hear her say to me, “You are finding your way…” and even when it feels as if I’m not, I know and trust that I am.

“You are finding your way” can sometimes mean we are fumbling in the dark for a while trying to figure out how to turn on the light. It can sometimes mean stumbling upon ‘roadblocks’ on our way to realizing our desires. I’ve never felt Her say to me that I shouldn’t want what I feel I want. I have only ever felt Her encourage me (and especially my masculine aspect who is used to finding ways to just ‘get it done’) to keep surrendering to the timing and the overall unfolding, but not to dismiss the dream altogether, for the ‘how’ is far less important than the dreams of the heart and the overall journey of the soul that we really cannot help but be on.

Much love to you during these ‘Imbolc’ energies that feel like they are inviting transitions into new timelines, all held by Divine love and support…

Support is here in SoulFullHeart should you feel drawn to a session with Raphael or Jelelle Awen and there are many guided meditations that may help you as well on our Youtube channel: SoulFullHeart Experience.

Love,
Kalayna Solais

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

Healing And Transmuting Trauma With Love

By Jelelle Awen

Trauma is coming up to be felt and healed in this clearing out year of 2020. Trauma creates a dense frequency vibration in our emotional bodies, our physical bodies, and our energy bodies and we ALL have it as a residue from the experience of being in 3D reality. Trauma can be deeply subconscious and hidden by our veil of amnesia. Essentially, trauma cannot ‘come with us’ into the New Earth timeline, personally or collectively. Healing trauma is KEY to our ongoing Ascension process into 5D sacred humanity.

The trauma can seem bigger than you……esp. when you are shaking with it, quaking with it, and ‘fused’ to it in those situations that trigger it. In the moments and memories of trauma acting like magnets to keep parts of you stuck in looping around the same suffering seconds over and over again even as your body ages and time ‘goes on’. With the PTSD symptoms that can seem so overwhelming as they move through.

When it feels like the trauma is bigger than you, then the pain becomes more real than joy. When it feels like the trauma is unhealable, the fear claims more ‘real estate’ and space than love. When it feels like the trauma is unknowable, the confusion overcomes any clarity.

You may doubt your capacity to hold space for the feeling and processing of trauma as you haven’t been templated and shown and supported to do this. 3D consciousness offers the next drug, the next diversion, the next quick fix, the next substitution as an answer to this trauma. Even spirituality can answer healing trauma with methodologies and means that actually just create MORE and NEW trauma.

These fixes then will somehow try to take the place of your SOUL big and HEART big presence that is MOST needed here. These things will try to provide a poor replacement for the richness of SELF love that is MOST required here.

During these moments that caused trauma (from this life and other lifetimes), the parts of you that experienced them felt like they were alone and they BECAME the traumatic experience with no way to digest it, especially your Inner Child and Inner Teenager. As you become a loving, compassionate, non-judgemental presence that can BE with them during these traumatic moments, supported by Divine energies and higher dimensional soul aspects/guides, these parts of you can digest the trauma and move into a new timeline beyond the experience of it.

The ONLY energy that offers true transmutation is love. Anything lesser or denser or coming from a fix it/judgemental place can’t offer the transmutation of trauma that love can. As you become this loving transmutational energy, so are all parts of you and their traumas able to become the LOVE again that they truly are in their essence. This can happen miraculously, in the moment when love is offered to the parts of you of self and soul that most need it….even lifetimes of patterned trauma can transmute to love in one moment. I have seen this happen again and again in just minutes in session after session.

The transmutation of the trauma, the lightening up and healing of it that you experienced from this life and other lifetimes is an essential aspect of your ongoing Ascension and awakening process. As you transmute it into love again, so you are able to raise your vibrational frequency TO love.

1:1 healing sessions available to experience the SoulFullHeart Quantum Healing Process to BEcome the love that is needed to transmute the traumas of self and soul for women with me and for men and women with Raphael. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

This video is Day 30 of my Deepen 33 series from last year, offers more teaching about this and a guided meditation to bring a part of you experiencing trauma into a transmutational love experience with Mother Mary and Yeshua. You can watch it here: https://youtu.be/H20_fT-tKYg

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Physical/Emotional Pain Relief & Ascension Chakra Clearing Guided Meditation: Video Six Deepen 2020 Series W/Jelelle Awen

In this sixth video of my video series called Deepen 2020, I (Jelelle Awen, SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator) talk about the reboot process that is going on a multidimensional level and bringing up physical and emotional body pain for many of us. I offer that this pain is a portal that can open up access to multidimensional places and access to trauma as well that needs healing, such as I offered in my last video connecting you to your Reptilian Self to using head/neck/shoulder pain as a portal to them: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

The other phase of reboot of the 3D/4D Matrix relates to the wounded masculine energies within our collective and personal souls and emotional bodies and the love forgiveness energies they can receive with the Divine Feminine. I write more about that here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/01/28/energy-update-wounded-masculine-matrix-reboots-as-divine-feminine-energies-arise/

I’m hopeful that the guided meditation provided in this video will offer some immediate pain relief to your emotional and/or physical bodies as we focus white light on those areas. We are then joined by Yeshua Christ and Mother Mary, who provide Divine Masculine and Feminine energies of support to us as we move through our Personal Sun and Soul Star Chakras. We then bring the codes/energies from these chakras down through the crown, causal, and main chakras to ground in Gaia. Connecting with these Ascension chakras can be helpful to alleviation of pain symptoms as more Ascension energies can integrate and digest.

Thank you for joining me in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time!

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2020 playlist on my SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLjwm17eBBTRhE3dbezYJdu

You can watch videos from my previous 33 Day Deepen series from 2019 here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

This video series serves as an introduction and bridge to the powerful SoulFullHeart quantum healing process and cutting-edge way of life experienced and offered through 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and women and men with Raphael Awen and group calls/events/writings and more. For more information, visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Wounded Masculine Matrix Reboots As Divine Feminine Energies Arise

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Reboots ongoing as we move into completion of only the first month of this catalytic 2020 year! These reboots seem to be allowing for ‘offline’ moments of access beyond the control Matrix at 3D and Lower 4D levels to those soul aspects/fragments of us that are ready to unplug. I wrote and shared about the rebooting of the Lower 4D/AI Matrix as connected to our Reptilian selves and the mutual liberation available for those that were ready to heal and release from the programming here and here.

This reboot seems to bring up head/neck/shoulder/jaw pain and discomfort as the causal chakra (radiating from the back of the head/upper spine area) comes ‘online’ and awakens then encounters the plugs and helmets, etc. that are still plugged in on the 4D level to the Matrix. People have shared with me many positive, inspiring, and surprising experiences as they connected to and unplugged their Reptilian Aspect through this teaching and guided meditation, which creates a bridge of compassionate love and ambassadorship to this energy within your soul who often needs it most and is usually bleeding through the strongest through to your body/life experience:

The other layer of rebooting going on is related to the wounded masculine/patriarchal frequencies of the 3D/Lower 4D Matrices. This rebooting is pushing up densities of trauma to be felt and loved on the physical/emotional/energy body levels. You may be feeling this is in sudden and strong waves of outrage, hurt/mourning/grief, and desire to speak your long suppressed truth ‘to’ the patriarchy rumpling from your soul. The densities moving through the body can particularly impact the womb space area for women, shifting and intensifying or delaying our menstrual cycles and hormone levels, and blocking sexual desire flow with distrust of the masculine.

Felt from the soul higher level, the dominance and prevalence of the patriarchal energies since the fall of Atlantis/Lemuria has been a key element of keeping the Matrix in place. Suppression of the Divine Feminine and the powerfully catalytic and passionate energies of feminine intuition, heart-based feeling, and unity consciousness awareness that She brings forth has been needed for us to immerse more deeply into this 3D experiment into the more polarized frequencies of our separation choice from the Divine.

Yet, as so many of us have felt for years now, it is time for the Divine Feminine to arise again! It is time for Her energies to soothe, comfort, and offer forgiveness to the wounded masculine and show and remind him of the necessary role that he played in the bigger picture. In the heart of the Divine Mother, he is and has always been forgiven. Receiving this love allows the masculine to remember who they are in their bigness, their strength, and, most especially, in their kindness.

The Divine Feminine within us can arise as we connect lovingly and compassionately to our own wounded masculine within….in the form of our Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, even our Inner Mothers can hold this energy of wounded masculine as a legacy and family line passed down to them. This rebooting highlights and illuminates the polarization between your INNER masculine and feminine and their relationship to each other. Here are guided meditations with me to meet these parts of yourself: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Resting and holding space for parts of you can help in the transition during these reboots. Minimizing taking in 3D density if possible such as choosing high frequency foods as fuel or even fasting; limiting social interactions; not pushing work or to-dos; spending time alone in meditation and in nature. I’ll be releasing a guided meditation soon as part of my Deepen 2020 series for alleviation of Ascension body symptoms during these reboots with the Divine Mother.

These reboots in the Matrix are opening up new opportunities to lift your own veil, discover the programming that exists in your own soul, and connect to the Divine Feminine within you again! She waits for you in these cosmic and collective openings….eager to respond to your need, soothe your fear, and alight your Cosmic Christ-Magdalene consciousness within your human body!

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1:1 powerful, quantum healing sessions to open access to your own soul’s guidance, wisdom, and code activations just waiting for you are available with me for women and for men and women with Raphael. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.