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Bridge To The Beloved: Guided Meditation From The Bridal Chamber | Raphael & Jelelle Awen (Video)

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Divine Union guides, Counterpart/Twin Flame Mates and SoulFullHeart Teachers Raphael and Jelelle Awen invite you on an initiatory journey into your sacred humanity through a video series called Meditations From The Bridal Chamber. We are recently in a renewed marriage and reunion place after a brief separation and death/rebirth together. We are feeling to share from the high frequency energies of our ‘bridal chamber’, where we are experiencing deeper frequencies of reunion with each other, within, and with the Divine.

Divine Sacred Union guides Yeshua and Mary Magdalene join us in this video series, offering initiations and activations as we channel their energies through our sacred masculine and sacred feminine hearts. Yeshua and Magdalene provide a template from the fifth dimension of a twin counterpart pair bond for your inner masculine and inner feminine to receive as a source of support, activation, and guidance. They have been beloved guides to us personally, in our union, and in service for many years.

In this first video of the series, we share a brief introduction of the Bridal Chamber energies and about the fears/resistances/testing that parts of us can do as we move out of separation and into more union within, with a mate, and with the Divine. As we have done during many group calls over the years, we then move into a collaborative meditative space to guide you in bridging to your ‘Bridal Chamber’ within while offering transmissions from Yeshua and Mary. The bridal chamber is offered to both women and men as a higher dimensional space to experience the embodied frequency of their Divine Self as beloved to the Divine.

Whether you are currently in a relationship or mateship; exploring your inner sacred union in singleness; or want to deepen your connection with the Divine AS beloved; this series will activate for you what it is meant to in order to help you move out of fear, resistance, and lack realities and into abundance, love, joy, and bliss!

We would love to receive your donations and energy exchange in the form of money for this series as it supports us to keep offering them and creates an intentional energy for you in which to receive them. You can offer a donation through a general donation via our shop at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop​ or via paypal at https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen​.

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org​.

Information about 1:1 sessions over Zoom or in-person in Glastonbury, UK with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen or Kasha Rokshana for women and with Raphael Awen or Aurius Amara for men and women at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions​

Become a monthly donor member of our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks and gain access to exclusive content, share your experiences of the meditation with us, read longer writings w/personal digestions, experience a community connection with beautiful resonant souls, and MORE at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co​

1:1 Sacred Feminine Embodiment Activation & Trauma Releasing Sessions | Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

I honestly forget most of the time to share on social media about the 1:1 sessions that I do on most days. They are so meaningful and important to me as a way to serve love with the Divine, yet, I also don’t relate with my spaceholding or SoulFullHeart as a business to be promoted regularly in the usual sense. Rather, it is a vocation, a Divine calling, for which I ask for fair monetary exchange (while that is still needed in daily living reality) in return. Sessions are really a dedicated space to transmit the love flow that I am gifted to access within and share with others.

I have been blessed to draw a regular flow of women to have sessions with me over the last four years since I first started sharing more regularly on social media. Some of them have only wanted/needed one session with me….while others are now going into their second and third year of sessions with me, into deeper community living with us, and are on their way to becoming Facilitators themselves some day.

I have had a couple of breaks from offering sessions in order to reboot, rest, and focus on my own process, my relationship with Raphael, the bigger picture offerings, writing, and the community. Yet, since I arrived here in Avalon in September, I have felt a renewed sense of purpose and passion that comes through being in the sessions now. I’m not sure how long I will be offering sessions to those new to the SoulFullHeart process as more of my schedule is filling up with those who have been involved for a longer period of time. So, if you feel drawn, now would be the time to claim one.

It is truly my joy and my honor to spend 90 minutes (often feels much shorter and yet also longer too) with the deep, porous, sensitive, and just plain GIFTED women who are drawn to meet with me. The sessions are a collaborative union between us, between my Divine Self and theirs, and I so enjoy drawing out their insights, their gifts, their realizations, helping them to lift the veils that have covered their access. I hear all the time how amazed they are at what is uncovered and put together and that ‘it makes so much sense’ what we discover.

Bridging to and feeling parts of them such as the Inner Child, Inner Teenager, Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, Gatekeeper and then also soul aspects in other lifetimes is such a fascinating process that always surprises me. I do feel this work that I offer with women is a deeper initiatory process into the embodied grounds of the sacred feminine in a truly unique way that offers true and lasting transmutation or I really couldn’t in integrity continue to offer it.

This process is not for the faint of heart nor does it support bypassing or just being in ‘love and light’ energies. This process and my energy invite you into the hidden places, the rejected places, the places and parts that MOST need your love to truly complete suffering loops and patterns of resistance/fear….it is gentle yet confrontative as is the energy of the Divine Mother when we are ready to truly receive and embrace Her.

If you feel drawn and ready to meet with me, I have a few availabilities in my schedule from Wednesday to Saturdays. You can PM me on FB at https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen or email/contact via soulfullheart.org. Above is a precious testimonial and there are others at soulfullheart.org/testimonials with more information about sessions with me and with my other beloveds and facilitators Raphael Awen and Aurius Amara (for men and women) and with Kasha Rokshana with women at soulfullheart.org/sessions. Aurius and Kasha are also offering free 45 minute intro calls over zoom to those who would like more information about the process and sessions.

Here is a video where I share more about sessions and what happens during them:

Love from Avalon which provides its own heart chakra activations to support the process too!

Jelelle Awen

Moving Your Tensions Into Love & Trust Again

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Anxiety, worry, and the tensions inside offer a communication to you about what is going on in your heart. The tensions are a broadcast signal pinging and ringing inside to get your attention. The tensions are energy that is stuck and fixated at a certain place of distrust.


The tensions are a sacred thing as it sometimes in the contrasts that you get the most data about what is going on within you…..until you no longer need the tensions to ‘alert’ you to anything. The tensions so often are about desires, about frustrations, about things and ways that cannot BE in the moment. The tensions are about fears of change or going into the unknown that parts of you may hold and feel. The tensions are about unexpressed or suppressed feelings that didn’t come out in the moment when they needed to. The tensions are perhaps about the gap between the current you and the current circumstances and the current relationships with what your dream self, dream live, and dream relationships are wanting to arise into.

When you feel the tensions and anxieties, when you look to them for information, when you respond to them with LOVE, then you can get to the heart of where they are coming from. You can give them a voice, give them a tone, give them a tuning in, give them somewhere to land. You can give them a hug, a helping hand, a soft container for which to express.

Part of you can try to cover them over with things and activities and busyness, yet still underneath the tensions simmer and bubble. The substance of them, the root of them, does not heal, does not ‘go away’ until you feel and face, until you cry or scream or sleep or just go within or share with those you need to. The things that numb them for the moment eventually don’t work anymore as you become more conscious and self aware and tracking with your heart in every moment what you are feeling and being.

Your guides, angels, star being selves, all want to help you move these tensions as they can block their higher dimensional frequencies from coming into your field. The Divine Mother especially offers trusting frequencies, Infinite Love tones and energies that make all the tensions OK, permission to go to the heart of them, even as they dissolve in the loving energies. Divine Feminine energies from Mother Mary wrap the tensions in a loving pink container of support and compassion that allows you and invites you to release.

As you do this and as you ARE this space holder for the tensions, then more and more does the root cause of them (the heart wounding causes, the soul wounding causes) heal and integrate into your loving and spacious Divine Self who has NO tensions about existence in response to the moment. More and more the contrast of tension versus trusting is not needed and you live in the trust. You ARE and BECOME more and more the trust in the moment and that whatever happens is perfect just as it is.

In the meantime, embrace the tensions rather than resist them. As you do, the possibility arises then for something NEW to transmute from them, something moves, and then your heart is open again, you are trusting again, you are spacious again. You are love again as you have responded to ANYTHING inside of yourself with love and so it becomes.

Here is a soothing guided meditation with me to music and the Divine to move tensions into more relaxation and trust with your Divine Self:

Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions to feel the tensions and the parts/soul aspects that feel them and WHY at soulfullheart.org/sessions….and information about group call events, our online community portal, and books/writings at soulfullheart.org

Coming Out Of Separation and Into Twin Flame/Counterpart Union

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I am emerging from my Honeymoon bubble with Raphael with a bit of wobbly legs, palpitating heart, fuzzy/altered mind, and hugely renewed sense of life/love/service! We’ve gone in deep together in the way that is unique to our bond in these last days….exploring physical body nuances and pleasures….I could share so much about the shared consciousness altering portal that is Yoni kissing, for example, and will someday!

We’ve also been diving into emotional areas that need to be felt and loved as well. Bringing realizations that arose during our separation and dropping in together into the parts of us that need to be felt in their fears, tensions, and doubts as well so that they can be bonded.

Rather than deny these parts of us or put them in shadow now that we are together again, we bring them forward to heard and felt by each other. We feel remorse as needed, advocate as desired, and LET GO of resentments/grudges and the past as guided. In this letting in and then letting go process, the past resentments literally dissolve between us as they’ve been felt so deeply by us as individuals. The new then arises out of this compassion for ourselves and each other.

Trying to transact EVERYTHING and resolve it just in the bond in a horizontal way doesn’t move it. It isn’t just about more conscious communication together or ‘staying in the room’ with each other or whatever a marriage counselor might advise as ‘saving the relationship’ type strategies. Sometimes a deep inner reboot is necessary where only YOU can hold the safe space that parts of you need to let go into, especially when you are connecting to archetypal energies and deep soul pieces that are many lifetimes in the making.

This was what Raphael and I were invited to go into by our Magdalene/Christ soul family recently. An intense initiation in which we couldn’t feel the hope for a future between us, where we truly needed to let go and lean into ourselves fully. We were gifted so much support during this arduous journey with our soul family here in the physical and in etheric connection with Anna, Yeshua, etc., as our soul family hardly ever went through these initiations alone. Avalon held the space for us with necessary activations and even the quietness of the winter season served us.

I felt during our vow renewal ceremony the Magdalenes celebrating our successful navigation of these grounds and endowing us with the gift of holding the mantle for pair bond reunion and soul family reunion for those drawn to us. Anna shared words with us of support and admiration and we all felt tears as she reassured us that she would ‘never ever leave us.’ And now lately has been the necessary celebration and feasting that comes after the initiation has been ‘passed’. The recovery and reaping the rewards that come from loved freed up from fear by truly GOING INTO that fear and transmuting it.

This is the process I feel Ascension is inviting us into in every moment, whether in a twin pair bond reunion or not….to move into our fears, even the ones at the collective level, and trust that love and the Divine will hold us through them. The bliss and joy I have felt these last days now surpasses the darkest hours of sadness and hurt and pain I felt during our separation. The grief is fading now….replaced by the pure ecstasy of rebooted appreciation and gratitude that flow out of a heart rapturously falling in love with the Beloved.

I can only experience the Divine AS Beloved most deeply and truly when I am with Raphael in deep union as he holds the Divine Masculine expression of it. This is how my soul ‘wired it up’ at the soul family monad level before individuating.

I have surrendered more deeply into this now as my purpose for being here to experience this reunion and am wanting to teach/serve from this awareness more deeply as well, even as I am constantly learning from it.

If you feel drawn to experience the clearing of the pathway to experience the Beloved through deep inner connection and through a pair bond supported by soul family, do feel into a 1:1 session with one of us and/or attending a group call event (like the one we are doing on Valentine’s Day February 14th) and to join our online community Portal. More information at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

So many of you on our social media accounts, especially facebook, have expressed your support and resonance withur separation and reunion so you very well may be feeling a call and draw to come closer. There IS a reason you are drawn to our story and that you feel deep resonance with it. Exploring that reason could open up a whole new timeline life of goodness and love!

The home of the love with the Beloved is waiting for you. Claim it and all the love you can possibly let in can be yours….love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community portal, and writings/books at soulfullheart.org

Pair Bonds/Twin Flames/Counterpart Reunions As A Bridge To The Beloved

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Love is IN the air leading up to Valentine’s Day! Reunions of pair bonds/counterparts are happening at increasingly accelerated rates as the previous veils are lifted and you can see/feel and CLAIM each other again. What once felt like very real and valid reasons to not be together; to be together yet not fully and completely; to not ‘find’ or draw each other in the physical; to have push/pull patterns with each other….these barriers are now being dissolved by the Divine’s all consuming desire to experience reunion again.

The separations ARE as sacred as the reunions. The separations offer a full landing in self. What is learned and accessed within during this alone time is so precious and important to the transactability of the bond on heart/body/soul/mind levels once you do come together. The deepening of the sacred union within you; the cultivation of connection between your inner masculine and inner feminine; this union within as a temporary experience of an internal ‘opposite’ provides a template for your beloved when they return to you.

If you are currently single, you can trust that the process you are undergoing to heal yourself on all levels, be with the Beloved within, and connect to the Divine AS your Beloved is the most important ground you can navigate in readiness for sacred union with your counterpart. Surrendering the timing of that reunion to the Divine allows for an experience of joy, goodness, and even bliss in that singleness rather than suffering, angst, and pain.

This is the ongoing journey of sacred union…..being invited to LET GO of fear, distrust, wounding, and separation-based relationship templates from 3D. To feel and heal the deep pain of separation within you that we ALL have……the shock that reverberates within our very DNA and at a collective level from that original separation moment from your pair bond, your ‘twin’ and counterpart. The reeling feeling of being ‘cast out’ away from your Beloved at the soul family monad level before you individuate into your Metasoul and the veil of amnesia comes down so that you can truly be an individuated consciousness.

The masculine torn away from his beloved feminine and she from him….seemingly severed in an abrupt way that was so unnatural in the moment…..shocking……and yet completely necessary to the ongoing unfolding of the Divine duality experiment. And then, always seeming to be reaching again for each other with an active ache to BE in that union again….Reeling and reaching in repeated patterns, over and over, lifetime after lifetime….until the ONE lifetime where you choose to truly be together in full conscious commitment and finally complete the cycle of reeling and reaching.

THIS lifetime is the one that many pair bonds are choosing to come back together in the physical again. The ultimate reason is always for the service of love and to/with the Divine. It is not for ego reasons at the 3D level or even for the gratification of the individuals, although it is very nourishing to both. It is during this time of Humanity’s Ascension, during this Dark Night moving into the Light of Day, during this time of Matrix collapse to finally be free again…..this is the NOW for which pair bonds are most needed to be again in union.

If you have chosen for this reunion experience as deeply connected to your service of love here and the primary WAY for which you will serve the Divine, you have probably felt the call to sacred union reunion for most of your life and felt your counterpart ‘with’ you in a deep way, even if you have not met yet in this life. You may experience this as a deep sense of missing something and that you are not quite ‘complete’ even as you may experience great fulfillment and self love/worth in being by yourself.

Please join us for a special group call event in one week on Valentine’s Day to explore these sacred union grounds, counterpart reunion, and provide a Bridge to The Beloved. Raphael/Taliesin and I will offer teachings and sharings about our recent necessary separation from each other and what we are discovering about our own counterpart bond in coming back together. Gabriel and Kasha will also share from their newly reunited union, which Gabriel shares about today on his FB feed.During the call, we will provide a sacred union transmission to you with support from Yeshua and Mary Magdalene’s Divine union template.

We will guide you in a meditation to bridge to the Beloved (in whatever ways you are currently meant to experience that whether to support the inner sacred union, the reunion with your counterpart, or deepening with the Divine AS Beloved). There will then be space for personal sharings for whomever would like to.The two hour group call is by whatever donation you feel to give (average is $15 CAD) via soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will email you the zoom link. The call is at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST. If you can’t attend live, you will also receive the recording. More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/1061373757681405/ and https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

Love from Avalon…..where the Divine Masculine Michael and Divine Feminine Mary ley lines entwine in ever abundant union,
Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

Bridge To The Beloved: Sacred Union Transmission Group Call On Valentine’s Day February 14th | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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The Beloved is the energy of the Divine in a specific frequency as lover and mate that brings you into personal states of gratitude, rapture, and forgiveness as you receive this grace. The Beloved activates your longing for reunion with your counterpart soulmate, which also happens within you between your inner masculine and feminine if you are currently single. And it is all yours freely by birthright, something you never actually lost, only reawaken to as your soul is ready!

Raphael and I are excited to share from the overflow of a deeper embodiment experience of the Beloved within, with each other and with the Divine during this group call over Zoom on Valentine’s Day Sunday, February 14th at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone….9:00am PST/10:00am MST/11:00am CST/12:00pm EST)!

During the call, we will share about our recent personal experience of death and rebirth within our long-term union that brought us to a place of renewed awareness of the Beloved as the third energy in a coupleship into which we can lean, from which we can draw all the support we need, and unto which the relationship is in service to. We will share about healing the False God projections that block experience of the Divine in this very personal and embodied Beloved frequency, along with feeling and healing the trauma from this life and karma from other lifetimes related to your capacity to let in and embody this frequency.

During this call, we will co-lead a meditation with Yeshua and Mary Magdalene/Magda to bridge to and energize the Beloved through devotional frequencies that come from the heart and soul of our renewed bond and twin pair soul connection (we’ll share more about that too.) and our soul family.Whether you are connecting primarily to your inner sacred union, have a partnership or ache for one, and/or just want to deepen your experience of the Divine AS your beloved, this transmission offers a needed bridge in the moment to support that exploration and invites you into visceral experience of the Beloved!
More info at https://www.facebook.com/events/1061373757681405 or https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

This group is open to the public and to all women and men over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. The average amount is $15 CAD. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawenand we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the February 14th group call and check that your email is current.

This group call is also available free to those who are members of our SoulFullHeart Portal, an online community for personal sharings, community connection, and receiving guidance/asking questions with us….I feel it may be the warmest place on the Internet!

You can join the Portal for $14.99 USD exchange per month: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

Love,
Raphael and Jelelle Awen

Imbolc Codes Offering A Bridge To Inner Realms & Womb Space

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Blessings during this sacred passage of Imbolc!

We are honoring today the beginnings of Spring and also of being in the halfway, which can feel like a void space to many of us….like a pregnant pause before the next is revealed. We are between the Winter Solstice and Spring Equinox….with the Divine Feminine face and form known as Brigid holding the space to feel this with us.

The energies of Brigid to me when I connect to Her are always about bridging…..the higher realms to the inner ones; the shifting seasons to each other; the deaths to the rebirths; the passages of the past to the ones upcoming. She offers this in ever transmuting ways, yet her fire element is honored on this day as a powerful alchemical force of transformation as you surrender to it.

I also feel Brigid offering a bridge to our wombs and second/third chakras on this day as Imbolc means, “In the belly”. Connecting with our womb space for women offers so much…..a transmission of stillness, depth, power, creativity, and aliveness. We can connect here to future birthings and water the seeds of them.

I experienced these transforming and bridging energies last night during our AMAZING monthly women’s group call in which we journeyed into the tender realm of the inner masculine and inner feminine dance within us. Twenty women joined Kasha and I live for this experience, with others signing up to receive the recording later on. Kasha and I shared about our personal journeys into this exploration through the SoulFullHeart process and also offered teachings around how we have seen and experienced the inner masculine and inner feminine show up for this often very polarized relationship within (due in large part to the templating we received on the outside of relationships.)

We also went into a meditative journey to invite your inner masculine and inner feminine to attend a Ball with Yeshua and Mary Magdalene in which they were the honored guests….bridging a unity consciousness frequency to them to whatever degree they could experience that. There were then many beautiful and vulnerable sharings from four women on the call for us all to learn from and take in!

We also have a lively conversation going on as follow up in our private women’s group on our SoulFullHeart Portal if you’d like to join us there: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

You can purchase the recording of the call for women by offering a donation at paypal.me/jelelleawen or via the shop at soulfullheart.org/shop and we will email it to you.

Our next group call will be on Sunday, February 14th, Valentine’s Day at 5:00pm GMT….a transmission of Sacred Union codes with me and my newly reconciled beloved Taliesin! More info on that coming soon….

Love and blessings on Imbolc from Avalon!
We are getting together as a community to honor this day, whatever wants to be shared of our inner processes, and to move into the New!

More information about 1:1 sessions, future group call events, writings/books at soulfullheart.org.

Reunion and Reconciliation in Our Sacred Union (Personal Update)

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Oh, the dance of sacred union with a beloved counterpart is not a known, set, or predictable thing! It is full of surprises, challenges, initiations, deaths, and renewals. It can continually reinvent itself yet often the old grounds have to be completely let go of…a painful death process for which what is no longer serving the love is completely burnt up.

I am so grateful in this moment and celebrating to be re-emerging into romantic exploration again with Taliesin/Raphael after almost two months of separation from each other! After connecting more together and as a group in the last week, our new ground began to reveal itself and desire to explore it as well…surprising us both and yet not at the same time!I had some places of fear and resistance to navigate in my own inner sacred union for which the space from the intensity of our bond and connection really served me in that.

I was able to see and feel patterns of defensive reactivity at times from my inner masculine and feminine sourced in a deep fear of rejection/hurt/abandonment wound that I feel originates in the original separation from masculine and feminine twin pair bonds at the soul family monad level…much more about that to come as I am still in so much learning mode in the moment!

The sister connection and space living with Kasha has been so nourishing as well to my feminine expression for which I can feel more able to come out with Taliesin now. I am so grateful for her support and ongoing processing with me, including holding space for me to drop into some places that I needed to go with parts of me and on the Metasoul level as well.

Gabriel has also been a key support to us both, and esp to Taliesin, as their brotherhood bond deepens and their alchemy together and desire to serve men sparks and ignites in a beautiful show of SoulFire. I am grateful to both of them and to Deya as well for the support, witnessing, and trust they have in our souls to find our way through this. It has not been easy at times for them to be involved in this initiation process with us yet I do feel it has offered its own gifts for them as well based on their sharings with us about it.

I am taking it one moment at a time in terms of responding to this new calling into union with Taliesin (who feels like a NEW being in many ways yet so familiar too)….with waves of emotions coming in….a cascade of relief from the grief, some fear or distrust, and deep desire for the next level connection we are feeling is possible as we move out of the karmic room and into the bridal chamber of the Beloved. I do feel this was the invitation offered to us the entire time, an upgrade into more embodiment of our twin flame consciousness connection at the soul family monad level to bring it into more real life and yet we had to go through some solo initiations first to get ready for it.

I truly do feel this kind of resurrection out of so deeply letting a previous ground die and let go is so much more possible through this SoulFullHeart process!

Thank you for your support and love to and with us during our blissy and messy phases both….I hope it has all been template and inspiration to activate your own desires for inner and outer sacred union. There is NOTHING like the experience of it to move your personal growth and embodiment of your Divine Self to the next level!

love from Avalon (whose energies greatly supported us to let go and to come back together again), Jelelle

Pic is of us giving rose offerings at the Chalice Well (a lifeline) and declaring our intentions as we move into our next phase together…which we will also be doing today in connection with Imbolc or the beginnings of Spring.

Shadow Work That Isn’t ‘Work’ Or A Battle

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So much is said in spiritual circles about ‘shadow work’ and ‘shadow integration’…there is even some offer of how to do that, yet most of it feels quite vague, insistent, urgent, and even critical if it isn’t done somehow. My sense is that shadow work is not ‘work’ at all….yet rather is naturally occurring as we surrender to the Ascension process. It just organically happens within us and in the collective as more love comes on the scene. The Ascension process itself and the cosmic/galactic/Divine energies that support it induce and invite whatever is in shadow previously to reveal itself.

There is also a sense sometimes that ‘shadow’ equals bad, evil, dark or monstrous. This can be a fear projection and also protection from parts of us to divert from going into what has ACTUALLY been placed in shadow or simply what has been veiled to us. I have found so many times in deeper explorations with people during sessions that what is in their shadow (or just ‘off their radar’) is often the most precious parts of themselves such as the Inner Child or the Divine Orphan or the Star Seed Child, who has been tucked away into ‘dungeons’ and other such 4D spaces for safe keeping.

Many times what is in shadow is actually your BIGNESS as well and your power, as it was deemed too scary or not supported or just downright dangerous or life threatening to come out for some usually very good reasons, such as causing harm to others in previous lifetimes or due to being persecuted for sharing it. Soul gifts are also placed in shadow, where they wait until the proper timing and initiation for them to be shared and expressed.

There is ALWAYS a good reason that something has been placed in the shadows. To discover what that reason is requires negotiation directly with the part or soul aspect that put it there, WHY they did, and to feel the ‘shadow’ part/aspect directly as well with tons of love and compassion to digest their reality. This is the journey that we go on in SoulFullHeart…to access the Inner Protector or Gatekeeper or other aspect that has parked whatever it is and whoever it is in the shadows, under the veils, and often tightly under guard. We don’t just barrel ‘in there’ to retrieve or rescue or just do a one-time regression. Your Divine Self leads this relationship building exploration with patience and gentleness over time so that any parts of you that are afraid of what has been put in shadow or are protective or ‘fused to it’ are able to be held and supported.

Yes, it is organic for the shadow to be revealed during Ascension, yet how you ARE in that process makes all the difference to being integrated into your Divine Self expression in an empowered and embodied way. There is much support, especially from the Divine Feminine, for us to approach our own heart and souls healing this way instead of doing any kind of battling with it or to become some kind of shadow warrior. Battling always leads to more battling, with a cost on both sides. Courage to go into these previously veiled places now can come from our hearts rather from our swords.

We can become love ambassadors to ANYTHING within us and, as we do, true and last transmutation can happen from something being in the shadows to suddenly thriving in the light of our Divine Self love.

Love from Avalon (with its strong activations of heart chakra LOVE to transmute anything!)

Jelelle Awen

More information about shadow revelation and shadow integration 1:1 sessions and group calls (including a women’s call this Sunday to reveal your inner sacred union ‘in the shadows’!) at soulfullheart.org

And by far my most popular guided meditation to meet your shadow: https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

Energy Update: Kundalini Surges As Timelines Collapse & Arise

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By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: I have wanted to offer a full energy update sooner yet there is so much moving that it has been challenging to ‘find time’ to share even as there is lots of time and no such thing as time! lol Perhaps that best sums up all that is shifting right now as timelines collapse, veils thin, linear time dissolves…..WHILE, at the same ‘time’, new realities and possibilities on infinite levels are being born and arising!

There are surges of Kundalini energies available now to bring up the column of your spine….lighting up especially your heart, sacral, and solar plexus chakras. Empowerment. Kundalini is connected to the Divine Union frequencies of our I AM, especially to the powerful feminine as she rises out of suppression and darkness and hiding. Yet Kundalini is also sourced in and provided by the Reptilian Self aspect that vibrates in 4D and has often been ‘with us’ our whole lives as witness to our journeys. Once we become aware of that connection, we can access more of our alchemy, service, power, and more.

I share more about the Reptilian Self in this video and guided meditation to meet yours: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

I have seen in sessions that the Reptilian selves are being freed up from their enslavement in the Matrix system as well, which allows them to reunite with their families again. This is such a tender movement and really opens up an ambassadorship to them rather than the polarized ‘us against them’ reality. They are liberated with the Matrix AI signal collapse on the 4D level and more humans waking up. This collapse hasn’t fully shown itself in 3D yet as it seems like a dark night with the U.S. presidential inauguration tomorrow….yet as I’ve been sharing my sense for awhile, there is no ‘there there’ and it is mostly an empty show.

I have been guided so many times to just ‘be in the NOW and let in the NEW’….which is often only possible as we LET GO of the old, LET GO of attachments and expectations….. and let the mourning and grief move through us. I feel the collective going through this; our Reptilian selves going through this; our parts going through this; and our parallel selves in other timelines created by making different life choices going through this process too.

Connection within feels so important right now to navigate the shifts. With parts of yourself for which a rich inner family bond can develop. With soul family in the physical and in the higher realms for which reunion and support can deepen. With the Divine, especially Her feminine essence, for which guidance and clarity can flow.

We are at a tipping point into the New for which the kundalini energies serve to push us through, like the painful yet necessary contractions that happen during ANY birth. There are many BEings supporting us through this birth of sacred humanity and our RISE into New Earth and 5D in the physical.

We are rising!!

Much love to you from Avalon!!

Jelelle Awen

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