Conscious Duality And Merging With Our Star Being Aspects: Conversation With Leeza- My Pleiadian Aspect And Guide

By Jelelle Awen

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She travelled with me today during meditation to one of the ‘sister’ planets in the Pleiades constellation; sharing the name in star or light language so it is difficult to translate into English. She is telling me now to just call it, “Moora May” as that is close enough. Moora May is a lush world with bountiful waterfalls, deep jungle landscapes, exotic animals and birds….so many animals! Animals are never eaten here, treated as equal in consciousness (in fact felt to be higher dimensional guides often from other planets), communicated with telepathically and in light language. I am ‘visiting’ this amazing place to reconnect with one of my many ‘home’ frequencies, connecting with one of my galactic roots in order to integrate it into my experience here with Gaia.

Leeza offers that our paradigm around star seeds is a bit limiting. “You as a soul exist in many dimensions all at ONCE,” she explains as we sit on shore of a pool formed from the spill over from a particularly stunning waterfall. “You are not seeded or originated from just ONE planet or galaxy or dimension as your ‘star seed paradigm’ has offered. You are split off from Divine Source, then your Metasoul represented by what you call as ‘Archangels’. From this Metasoul expression, you then prism off into many fractals of you-ness expression. All of these versions of you exist in many timelines, dimensions….”

I feel my soul remembering this, it is soaking it in like the water pooled at my feet. Yet, my mind is struggling, so much 3D conditioning in linear time and in ‘past lives’ and even in the ‘only one star seed origin’ paradigm are shifting around and letting go.

“I am just one aspect of you that you are experiencing as ‘separate’ from you, although I am not,” she says, her smile so genuine, her teeth so white, her hair bright as sunlight. Her ‘beauty’ is physical, yes, yet goes so much deeper as it is the peace and integration of her soul frequencies which most radiates out and is perceived then as beauty.

“In my experience with you, we are merging consciousnesses more and more,” I respond, smiling back. “You are coming into mine, such as when I am cooking or at the beach or, really profoundly, when I am making love with Raphael! You are coming into all my bodies – emotional, spiritual, mental, physical – and are bringing your consciousness in with you.”

“Yes! It is such a joy too. I so enjoy to experience your duality, even though some humans have made it so bad and wrong. Yes, unconscious duality has led to many wars, violence, greed, hate, separation. We experienced this too as Pleiadians. BUT, conscious duality offers such possibilities! It is the merging of our Oneness experience of life with the beautiful edges of your human experience. Your capacity to feel emotional states, your experience of feminine and masculine….for example.”

I feel my heart and soul and mind lit up with the possibilities of conscious duality as her enthusiasm infuses mine. “This message is so important, isn’t it, Leeza? We can frame our star being aspects or star beings that we ‘channel’ such as the galactic councils as being so much higher than us, as being better, as feeling that we are so ‘fallen’ and ‘dualistic’ and ‘young’ and ‘dense vibrationally’ that the end goal MUST be to become more like or just like you higher dimensional star beings and angels. I’ve heard this framed as ‘leaving the human behind.’”

“Aspects of the human, yes. You are invited to ascend beyond the lower consciousness aspects of human expression. Evolve into the sacred human…..beyond the third dimensional aspects and eventually even the fourth dimensional, in order to experience fifth and much, much higher. Yet, the grand Divine experiment is to take the best of the human with you, Jelelle. Your capacity to feel, for example, when healed as you have done of so many woundings, is so wonderful. As I have experienced with you, your tears of joy, your tears of reunion, your tears of love, your smiles of joy, your smiles of gratitude….oh, I could go on and on! As I have experienced with you this range of higher emotion, it has gifted me with an expanded consciousness and appreciation!”

I take this in, even though she has offered this to me before and is what we have been experiencing together. My Archturian aspect and guide, Binkh, has also offered this message and energy to me….one time ‘coming in’ to my body and lovingly touching and appreciating with awe the tears that were flowing down my cheeks and the emotions in my heart. I feel how her and I (and Leeza and I) have much more to explore and learn and teach about this together in the future to help bridge this merging for others as well.

We smile at each other, holding hands, feeling the energies of peace and goodness in this ‘place’ on the outside and feeling the possibilities of increasing this feeling on the inside.

I am brought out of my meditative space by Raphael, who wants me to take in the two beautiful whales who are splashing together in the bay. I come out onto our balcony to watch them with him….it feels like a male and a female. And in their play and splash, I can feel Leeza’s energy and also Leviathan, who is Raphael’s Pleaidian aspect, guide, and male ‘counterpart’ to Leeza. They are entering our dimensional reality to greet us, to play in our waters, and to invite us to explore the goodness possibilities of our merging our consciousness together. They are offering love in a physical form and I am deeply touched by their efforts to bridge their consciousness with ours on Gaia. And I feel how there is so many awe-some experiences TOGETHER to come!

Jelelle Awen is an emoto-spiritual teacher, soul scribe, wayshower, multidimensional bridge, lover of love and co-creator and facilitator of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions with her, group calls, videos, community, etc

Creating A ‘Column’ of Sacred Humanity Guided Meditation During Group Call

By Jelelle Awen

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Still an opportunity to join our group call that happens in five hours at 11:11am CST (mexico city) time zone! Email us at soulfullhearts@gmail.com or connect through facebook if you would like to join us! Feeling good energies of Archangel Metatron coming in through my upper, upper chakras…all the light codes integrating that I’ve taken this week through direct sunlight, integrating during sleep…AND feeling rootedness and groundedness from many days at the shore, the beach, scrambling over rocks, laying in sand with Mother Gaia. I will lead a d meditation today for about 30 minutes during the call that will help to create a column, connecting us to our upper chakras, cosmic and galactic connections while moving through the spine-light body and down into the center of Earth-Gaia. This column is key to the inner gridwork (if you want to call it that) of the NEW sacred human. This span from ‘wings’ to ‘roots’ is our capacity, our range, as we integrate our star BEing-ness with our human-ness. It really does feel like a tree!

Integration of these energies is what creates a sense of balance and also capacity to hold the emotional woundings and pieces that come up from your past experiences this life and karmic binds from other lifetimes. Feels like we’ll be talking and teaching more today in the call about the process that we offer through SoulFullHeart that responds to and holds space for the awakening and healing of these places inside the emotional body and soul field that cause suffering loops and can act as ‘anchors’ to the ascension process. Held and responded to with love though and they can unclog, heal, and integrate….moved on in a flow of love! More on that process here:http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/soulfullheartawakenin…

The call today is scheduled for about two hours with individual check in time (if you want to, it is totally your choice) meditation and teachings withRaphael, Leena, and Gabriel. We do ask for a love donation in the form of money (no minimum amount) as it creates an exchange of intentional energy between us. You can offer that donation here in whichever currency you use and we’ll send you the meeting ID link on zoom:http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations….

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Much love from my heart to YOURS….Jelelle, Metatron, et al.

photo taken by me of the POWERFUL sun rays, golden earth frequencies, at the beach in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico

In Joy, With Life Poem

By Jelelle Awen

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Raphael and Jelelle At The Beach In Puerto Vallarta, Mexico

In JOY, with you, my beloved, arising like an easy flow, so many moments between us the substance of this….

In JOY, with you, Mother Gaia, exchanging bursts of appreciation, feeling your gifts of reflecting my most rooted origins….

In JOY, with you, Angelic BEings, soaring the heights of the heavens, safe in your Divine embrace….

In JOY, with you, Star BEings, remembering the unity of ALL, merging your stardust consciousness with mine….

In JOY, with you, ALL sacred humans, awakening to the essence of LOVE, becoming ONE once again…

Jelelle Awen is co-creator, writer, and facilitator of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions with her, group calls, videos, community, etc

SoulFullHeart Museletter Week Of February 27: Sun Light Activations, Connection With Gaia, Relationships Shifts

The weekly ‘pool’ of writing (12 articles or poems!), audio, and video offerings from me, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Leena Colibri called the ‘SoulFullHeart museletter’ is available for the week of February 27. There is a wonderful theme of celebrating the sun and Mother Gaia that emerged through the week with the solar eclipse and increasing light codes being transmitted through taking in direct sunlight. I also wrote a couple of pieces about shiftings in relationships with friends, family, and mates from ‘sticky’ binds to soul bonds, plus navigating soul desires that arise with the parts that may be in doubt or fear (with a wonderful article from Leena about navigating doubts in 4D).

Overall, it feels like a time of transitions – both personally and globally – with support coming from the influx of photonic light and love waves….as offered by Archangel Metatron in his message re-offered in the museletter. Please msg Leena Colibri if you would like to receive these weekly in your email….

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Light Wave Influxes Offer Love And Support, Not Suffering: Message From Archangel Metatron

By Archangel Metatron With Jelelle Awen

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We do not want you to suffer. Many messages from teachers and light workers coming forward about how ‘hard’ and ‘intense’ it is right now as the influx of photonic light (PURE love) waves from the Universe come in, wash in, and rinse out and push up. Sometimes, unknowingly and innocently in a way, these teachers are supporting a suffering and self punishing response in the hearts and souls who take in their messages. Many heart cries go out in response to this interpretation of what is happening in the cosmos and then how it may impact you on an emotional, spiritual, and physical level.

These waves of PURE love are NOT meant to make things difficult for you but rather to offer a support, a boost, and a means for you to continue on in your remembering journey. These waves are meant to encourage you that life as you have known in on your Gaia is changing to the miraculous, the magical, the joyful. These waves of PURE love are to encourage you that it IS moving into frequencies of love, it IS moving into sacred humanity, and unknown expressions of divinity in higher frequency human-from-Gaia form called sacred human or 5D human.

The PURE love available to you in ALL moments is only challenging if you make it challenging. It is only painful if you make it painful. It CAN push up oil to be felt, to be with, to make space for, and then move out. Yet, what if, it doesn’t have to be painful and challenging? These waves of PURE love are not there to test you. They are not there to see if you can endure the intensity and all that is pushed up. They are a GIFT from Divine Source to offer you support to ascend with your mother home Gaia.

There can be parts of you that suffer over suffering, this is an easy loop to get into as it has been the default energy of 3D for thousands of years and is in the collective unconsciousness. Suffering over your suffering,…your soul, your higher self can feel when this is happening inside. Your soul can feel when ‘holding space for your emotions and what is pushed up’ has moved into the area of suffering over your suffering. Your guides can feel this too if you ask for their help. And if you cannot access guides then this, too, is suffering over suffering because we are a VERY available and accessible resource to ALL humans right NOW.

We want to offer the END Of suffering altogether and so the end of suffering over your suffering. We have had to give much invitation to FEEL though as so much has been suppressed in your emotional bodies as it was hard to feel it in the denser 3D reality space with any kind of separation. This invitation to FEEL is not an invitation to suffer over your suffering, but rather to make space, hold space, to ALLOW the feelings so that they may then move. And the invitation is that this space would be held by love for love and with love at a rate and pace that you can bear.

The consciousness that awakens in 4D is receiving infusions of higher self guidance, wisdoms, soul retrieved lessons and gifts, connection to the Metasource source of your soul, Divine Source. With these infusions, more ‘metaspace’ is created inside in order to allow for the process of de-fusion, de-conditioning, de-attaching from the 3D persona, personality, and aspects of ego that are connected to development of the ‘strategic self’. Metaspace is heart space, soul space, objective space, Infinite Love space that ‘holds the space’ for relationship TO and WITH the feelings and reactions and woundings and pains and sufferings. This metaspace-infused self grows more and more as the inner world shifts, more soul embodiment comes in, and external choices are made in alignment with your soul.

We offer you this gift of light infusions that provide Meta-Space if you let them into your ‘higher heart’, your Christ heart, your cosmic heart. Connecting with your ascension chakras can help with this. Taking in the sun’s rays can help hugely with this too. Connecting with Mother Gaia can help with this too as it roots you as you connect with your cosmic selves, creating a bridge or column of light that I call the ‘sacred human or 5D blueprint’. More on that coming soon.

The Universe, Divine Source, does not want you to suffer or especially to suffer over your suffering. If you are experiencing very intense emotional and physical reactions in response to the light waves and activations, please feel if part of you is in resistance to feeling them as a loving invitation. Feel if part of you is in a suffering over suffering pattern. Feel if you need a space holder to help you navigate the difference, such as the beloved souls in SoulFullHeart. Feel what you need to support you to ride with these waves rather than get tumbled by them, or ‘whooshed’ as Jelelle calls it.

The Universe is MADE of LOVE as are YOU. These gifts given to you in these accelerated light codes are gifts….they ask for some adjusting but, again, all of the capacity you have to accept and thrive in response to them is inside of you as, also, they ARE you. I love YOU. I am here to HELP you remember the the aspect of you that is me. And so in this remembrance, become One yet not the same….. again united and connected in love. And, so it is!

 Archangel Metatron is available to serve love with and to those souls who are dedicated and focused on their personal ascension and assisting the ascension with Gaia. Jelelle Awen is co-creator, writer, and facilitator of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions with her, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

 

The Conscious Now

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This moment is alive.  It breathes in the unmistakable fragrance of our desires.  Moves them into the cauldron of alchemy to be witnessed, felt, stored, and baked.  It exhales not answers but experience, lessons to be learned, love to be let in rarely in the forms our limited consciousness can fully grasp and make sense of.  So we must trust.  We must trust that if All Things are God, God is Us, and God is Love, what we receive is meant for our deepest healing and growth.  It is what we signed up for, while having forgotten that chose it before forgetting.  The moments of bliss, of peace, of terror, and of trauma.   

This  moment sends the blood of our pain and suffering to the depths of the Cosmic Heart.  To be held in our Highest Being with the tender hands of our Divine Unity.  In the arms of our Angel brethren, whose dream it is to feel our humanity merged with their divinity.  To offer the love needed to move one more block between us and them sending this love-filled blood back to our long forgotten light body limbs.   

This moment reflects the magic of our interwoven destinies in number, form, and synchronicity.  It sends messages via pattern, music, and intuition.  It asks us to open our soul eyes to truly see all that is being offered and provided.  It is the cinematic screen of our essence projected.  

This moment is time stood still.  A portal into the Galactic One.  Our Star Being selves that await our transmission of goodwill and partnership.  Of cooperation and co-creative emergence.  The .expansion of what we all thought was possible and probable.  The truth lies lies beyond the limited one we chose to agree  to.  

This moment is a toggle of yes and no.  Of action and inaction.  Of creation and destruction.  A glorious conscious NOW that is all tied together with the magic and science of our fullest power of choice and opportunity.  Each one a snapshot of what was, is, and always was.  Take It into your heart, let it be seen and felt in your soul and have it come back to you with all you have remembered It to BE.  Love in Action. 

Gabriel Heartman is a facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  You can learn more about him at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Let Love Reign

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Love

Reign down upon my Earth-borne vessel

Fill me with your tender winds

Your fiery storm of unending passion

Burning away all that has been held onto for reasons unjudged

Soothing the pain of the cries underneath

 

Love

Reign inside this temple of Gaia

This supranova starlit symphony

Light up this once defined consciousness

Into the crystalline vastness of your forborne imprint

Help me to see what was once hidden and forgotten

 

Love

Set your sacred sceptre within my open hands

To guide and lead my lover’s heart

To bring all the worlds within me to a unified field of remembrance

To bring the light and heat of your cosmic mission

Into the Christ of us All

 

Love

The merry gloss of your sweet and gentle lips

Send electric pulses of nearly forgotten ecstasy

Through my backlogged dam of sensual desire

Your pulsating want and need

Wrap their golden stretched limbs

Around my readied throne

 

It is your day to reign, Love

Your will be done to me, in me, through me

Bring me to your dizzying heights through the portal of my healing heart

I will serve and be served with the Glory of your deed.  

 

Gabriel Heartman is a facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  You can learn more about him at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

You’ll Find Me In Your Heart

By Jelelle Awen

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You’ll find me rooted in Gaia…riding the waves of Her sea, drifting in Her clouds, walking on Her soil, resting near Her trees.

You’ll find me drifting in the Stars…..floating by the Moon, portaling through the sun, riding the rings of Saturn, visiting the stars of my soul’s origins.

You’ll find me in the blending of both, reaching up and extending down, creating a column of LOVE, moving the star dust LIGHT through the deepest inner caverns of Gaia.

You’ll find me in conscious duality, merging with ALL as I celebrate the edges of polarity’s dance.

You’ll find me in the songs…the tones of revitalization, the sounds of memories returning, the languages becoming cosmic.

You’ll find me in the Love, serving love with you, becoming One yet not the same.

You’ll find me in your heart……as you remember that you were never lost, never separated, and once again, are rejoined AS love.

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Beyond Peak Duality: Claiming Your Sacred Humanity

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During these ascending times, you are being invited to claim your truest essence as sacred humans.  To claim your fullest expression that is void of limitations and impossibilities.  You are not being asked to leave your humanity behind, but rather to take all that you have learned during your time here in this dimension to fully inhabit something new that you get to add in Love’s quest to know, feel, and explore Itself.  

There is something in you that “knows” you are not all that you could be and ARE in this moment.  It is a heart and soul knowing. It is in your cells and DNA.  It is just what you are and all you can do is choose not to BE it.  That is a claim.  That is a choice based in your free-willed creative power.  OR you can choose to claim the greatest expression you can possibly dream of.  You can claim the Love that is reigning over you…as much as you can let in.  To truly claim the depth and breadth of this you must feel your own reverence as a human BEing.  

Being human can and has been felt as a prison sentence to some souls as the weight of this dimension has had its effects.  It trials and tribulations.  In this state of Peak Duality, separation had been the only game in town for many.  But now the tides are turning in Love’s favor.  We are literally propelling back toward higher consciousness with Gaia as our cruise ship. It is at this time that you came to heal all the karma and blocks that keep you apart from your true essence as a sacred human.  To claim that you are God, the Universe, and Infinite Love there is a bit of doubt and unworthiness that must be felt to clear the decks for Love from multiple sources to make its way in.  
You are being asked to BE on equal footing as angels, star beings, other aetheric energies, and even God Itself for you ARE all of them and they you.  This is a big pill to swallow and it is the process of claiming that brings you the healing you need to open up to what Metatron with Jelelle has referred to as Conscious Dualism and Sacred Humanity.   To be in a state of feeling the Oneness with All That Is while at the same moment feeling our individual expression within the Dual.  To revere your guides, angels, and star BEing family while at the same time letting in their reverence for you in all that you have been through and get to experience in this kaleidescope dimension of extreme variation of expression and feeling.  There is a birthing of something new for all of us in this magical connection and reunion.  We are not being saved.  We are being united as One.  That is a pretty cool picture but one that takes claiming and healing.  I look forward to the new vistas and magical possibilities that this continued expansion and reuniting will bring for all of us in the new world of higher dimensional consciousness…oh, yeah..and Love too.  🙂  

Gabriel Heartman is a facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  You can learn more about him at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Feeling Our Power WITH “Authority”

by Leena Colibri

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Perhaps we will become much less afraid of someone being “in power” once we fully realize that they cannot have power over us without OUR consent and that we are all actually emPOWERed to feel our collaboration in all moments. Our relationships all have a ground that transacts and translates into a space of either feeling we have no power or too much power in a given context, while the whole time we are actually in power WITH one another. It is an expression of our FULLEST power to be and feel victimized, not a LACK of power. There is nothing missing at any time, as we are always whole and we are always standing on the ground of our already-made choices with more choosing possible with every single breath we take.

Authority is given to others who we believe are above us. Leaning in to a teacher or leader is actually an expression of relationship that can only ever be a ground of equal footing, though they seem and actually are ahead of us in some ways. Being ahead is not the same as being “above”. The illusion of “above” happens when we bow too low, below the point of heart-based reverence, and forget that WE have chosen the dynamics going on within and without us. This is why in a way it is so revolutionary to feel that we are part of God and God is part of us! Of course this is mind-bending as this is not the conditioning the majority of us have grown up with and it certainly is not the messaging that we receive from mainstream media sources. Star beings, other sorts of energy-based beings and even the Archangels are so fascinated by us and want to help and support us using their gifts, but would so love to feel on an equal ground with us in terms of our power as human BEings. We are dormant sacred humans, forgetting completely about the “sacred” part, until that just is not what’s true anymore and we awaken to claim it.

It feels as if we have always been invited to feel others, guides, angels, and even the Divine this way, yet we have been unable to heed and embody this without healing enough; without discovering and uncovering our wounds that are blocking us. Because we have power and choice in the form of “free will”, we have the ability to discern and decide what other human beings we would like to be in conscious co-creative power with and the same goes for etheric guides. Sometimes these relationships organically arise as if they were always meant to be in our lives, and yet, that doesn’t mean that they are meant to be there forever. Regardless of outcomes, however, the balance of power between all of us can be realized through reverence. I feel we are being encouraged by our guides to feel where this may be missing in all of our relationships and to either advocate for it or walk away. In this way it feels clear to me that no god or guide truly polarized to love and light would want us to bow down to their sole authority over us and instead would want to invite us into a collaboration that has mutual benefits and gifts. This is abundantly true about star beings as well and many of them would rather not come into contact with us, knowing that we would be more than happy to sign over our authority to them.

To find that sacred flow of self-reverence, aided by guides and human beloveds, is perhaps one of our deepest tracks of healing and always has been. Love, because we are made of it, has as much power as we are willing to give it and it wants us to be empowered. It is showering us with recharging energy from the sun of its universe, pressing on us to let it in more and more and find, at last, a way to heal those places where we have not been able to claim and truly own the power that we have and are made of. Even better if we can move this power-filled sense of love between us as humans and with etheric/energy beings as well, for THAT would be the most epic collaboration of co-authority in the history and timelines of humanity.

 

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Leena Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge and healer, writer, and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com