Energy Update: Strong, Five-Day Planetary Wave Moved Through

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The year-end, decade-end energies are amplifying along as we move closer to the 12/12 portal, winter SOULstice passage and upcoming solar eclipse on December 26. The Schumann/Gaia resonance has been relatively quiet recently and solar wind speeds have been normal with no geomagnetic storms, although some are forecasted for December 8th or 9th.
 
However, I felt there was something going on in the cosmic energies and discovered that a five day planetary wave moved through recently creating some noctilucent clouds in New Zealand. Noctilucent clouds or night shining clouds, are tenuous cloud-like in the upper atmosphere of Gaia. They consist of ice crystals and are only visible during astronomical twilight.
 
“Planetary waves are enormous ripples of temperature and pressure that form in Earth’s atmosphere in response to Coriolis forces. In this case, a 5-day planetary wave is boosting noctilucent clouds over Antarctica and causing them to spin outward to latitudes where NLCs are rarely seen,” according to spaceweather.com. There is more about the wave here: https://spaceweatherarchive.com/2019/12/04/a-planetary-wave-is-supercharging-noctilucent-clouds/
 
A planetary wave feels to me, on an intuitive level, to be a response to the intense light that has been streaming into Gaia’s atmosphere from the Great Cosmic Sun to support Her Ascension and ours as we move into a new decade and higher timeline. We have been receiving strong amounts of cosmic rays to activate our DNA, even as the occurrences of Solar flares/flashes is low right now during this current solar minimum phase.
 
A planetary wave feels like Gaia is shuddering, moving the energy through and around Her atmosphere. Similar to how Kundalini energy feels as it moves up and down your spine. With this shudder, we also have the opportunity to receive this energy into our auric fields, into every chakra, and to receive a boost of cosmic and galactic consciousness energies.
 
You may be feeling the impacts of this planetary wave on your body, along with the other energies that are moving through as we complete this year and decade. Light-headedness, dizzy, difficulty focusing are some of them, along with interrupted sleep patterns and head/neck/shoulder pain.
 
I created this meditation to help with bringing the codes into every chakra (including the Ascension chakras) and into your body as well, which can help with Ascension body symptoms: https://youtu.be/2IlAAdIvLuU
 
I also described the grand finale on 3D energies that you may be experiencing now along with timeline collapses, life shiftings, and relationship completions in this energy update: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/12/05/energy-update-grand-finale-experiences-of-3d-energies/
 
Much love to you as we move through these waves of light and allow them to bring us to our next places of Ascension and awakening!!
Jelelle Awen
 
1:1 sessions available with me for women and with women/men with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman for year end/decade end digestions! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
 
Join Raphael Awen and I for our monthly group transmission call on Saturday, December 14 at 10:00am PDT where we will offer teachings and a guided meditation to digest the decade and prep for 2020. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/
 
Photo taken by Mirko Harnisch on December 1, 2019 @ Dunedin, New Zealand

 

In The Beginning Was A Story

By Raphael Awen

If a big part of your life feels boring, disengaged, blah, and nothing to write home about, then that’s what’s true to a part of you, but it’s so far from what’s true about you and your life.

Fused to this part of you, there isn’t any other truth. End of story.

However, in relationship with this part of you, where there is an emerging you differentiating from this beloved part of you, there is magical quest and journey to get to know and feel why a part of you would be closed down. Beginning of story.

This part of you has been off your conscious radar and has, in your absence, effectively taken your consciousness hostage. The words of your mouth are a dead give away. ‘I’m so bored…’ ‘I can’t figure out what’s going on.’ ‘I need some excitement’. Here, there’s no movement. There’s no space for movement. ‘It is what it is’, as parts of us like to say in resignation, furthering the spell they hold over our waking consciousness.

These parts of us know and have seen a whole lot more than our conscious mind can access. They have their own very valid reasons for setting up a non eventful and tamed existence inside of us. They’ve seen and experienced things that they prefer ‘you’ remain asleep to. The boredom or shutdown has self loving reasons for being.

Awakening to this spell you’ve been held under having been lured so deeply into the cult of Single Personality Disorder, you now begin a subtle, but very profound shift and rumble through your consciousness, and consciousness itself, by changing the waveform frequency broadcast coming from your mouth.

Instead of ‘I feel…’, it’s ‘a part of me feels…’. Now, with curiosity as our personal redemption, we’re getting to the plot of unfolding and eventful story.

Right here and now, you’ve altered the course of your history and herstory into an alternative dimension.

Word is ‘palabra’ in Spanish, and ‘parabol’ in Latin from which we get parable, or story. In the beginning was the word, the logos, the story, and the story was god.

Your life is a creator story, that you create, and to change your story, it will involve something so simple as a choice of words, a choice of parable, new script and scriptures, a new parable that is the spark that ignites fires that consume entire domains.

Even if you’re wanting to light your fire in the dead of a sleepy long cold wet winter, this alteration to the articulation of the frequency broadcast system of your BEing will lead to the opening out of the space for you make a great leap in your waking consciousness to begin to bridge to this wider and larger self version of you. You may not be ready to burn down an entire world when what’s needed first is a fire sufficient to warm hands and heart, leading to one self loving and felt step at a time.

This new world already exists, just maybe not in your present waking consciousness yet. This is good news. Your words don’t actually need to make up something that doesn’t already exist. They only need to dial in a different frequency, that creates a very different spell, a different story, a different reality. It’s still ‘a’ reality. None of us get to exit the realm of story itself, we only get to choose our story and change our story when and if we are ready to.

Part of me, once bored, now is really excited to get on with the journey before ‘us’, as in the story before all the parts of me, as well as the story before all the parts of us in the collective. These parts of me have been bridged to and related to and negotiated with. These parts of me once bored and shutdown are now eager and ready to return to full adventure and let in the events that want to eventualize and actualize our deeper and onward journey into the more that awaits me, and us, and You.

Much love,

Raphael Awen
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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: Grand Finale Experiences Of 3D Energies

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: The completion of a year AND a decade and an important seven year cycle that started in 2012 offers a significant marker for us all. So many of us awakened at initial and then deeper levels during these last ten years. This decade has offered us the waking up to 3D reality, to really coming to understand it and feel it on the outside in what we have known as reality and from within as embodied in the parts of our 3D Self.

We have become intimate with the survival frequencies of 3D that are about conforming, fitting in, doing work to live, obligation and duty in relationships, keeping up appearances and maintaining self image through material gains, medicating and bypassing emotions, staying guarded and defended, etc. And, hugely, underneath it all, we have discovered the previously unfelt fear that flows like a river beneath the 3D Matrix that all of us have been born and bred into.

The energies now, in this final month of the decade, have a ‘grand finale’ feeling to them expression of those 3D frequencies. Wherever these 3D energies live inside of you and in whatever ways they show up in relationships, you may be feeling that acutely right now. You are being shown by your Higher Self where fear still lives in your life, where the attachments are that are based in fear, where fear is more dominant than love.

This showing you can be intense as relationships complete, geographies shift, jobs end, timelines collapse…sometimes suddenly in a feverish moment of crisis and sometimes gradually and quietly over time. There is a peaking sense to this exposure. Peak fear, some have called it. The experience of this can seem unbearable at times and overwhelming. It can bring up hopelessness and despair that nothing is actually changing. It can bring up anxiety and even panic attacks as the distrust (fear of love) is invited to move into trust and surrender.

Sadness and mourning, even depression, hold funeral services to honor and let go of what has been experienced and invested in 3D consciousness during this decade. The versions of you that have existed in these 3D timelines are getting ready to let go, ready to die, ready to ascend, ready to integrate into the growing authentic expression of your essence. There is space to be made for the grieving so that nothing is bypassed that would allow for the simmering of more distrust and more protective layers over your heart.

The walls really do want to dissolve with love as we move into 2020. The revelation of these walls is the phase you may be in now. You can become aware of and connected to your Inner Protector, a masculine energy that has constructed these walls, that guards your heart and keeps younger parts of you and your feminine essence ‘safe’. The Protectors/Gatekeepers (protectors on the soul level) are invited to shift from guard to guide, to drop the weapons of defense to become ambassadors of love. First is the revealing and the seeing and the showing of them that is happening now. Then is the loving of these protections and understanding that they have HAD to be here and have been absolutely necessary to survive.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Protector: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

2020 is inviting us to move beyond survival and into thrival, as a collective and individually. The grand finale of surviving on fear fumes is the energies moving through now.

We can honor what 3D offered us in experience and all that we learned and how much we grew. We can let it complete and continue to move into something beyond it. We can increasingly experience life AS love and ourselves as well and offer that, beacon that out, to all those who can now receive it. We can connect to the bigger picture, so that it becomes easier to experience the current difficulties and revelations.
We CAN trust that ALL of these are necessary revelations and completions that move us into more and more embodiment of ourselves as Infinite Love in sacred human form!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael Awen and I for our monthly group transmission call on Saturday, December 14 at 10:00am PDT where we will offer teachings and a guided meditation to digest the decade and prep for 2020. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/ or soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Secret Worlds Colliding: The Reunion Of The Inner Masculine and Feminine

Seeing things that were not there
On a wing on a prayer
In this state of disrepair
Down by the railway siding
In our secret world, we were colliding
All the places we were hiding love
What was it we were thinking of?

-Peter Gabriel, Secret World

The past 2 weeks I have been in mourning. Continuing to let go of my relationship to my former wife, healing companion, and soul-growth partner. This has brought me to many tears and awarenesses of who I was and have been in relationship to intimacy and romance. I have felt a closing off of my heart and a difficulty going into the core of my fear. This was a merging and fusion to my wounded inner masculine that has been on guard for most of my life.

He has been a wall builder and a camouflage artist. I do not say that with judgement, but with compassion and gratitude as I understand why. So much coming to light about how much he had to create a Secret World in order to protect my inner feminine, my sensitive heart. Fortunately it never became so hardened that I couldn’t fall in love, but it was the eventual shut-downs and push-aways that extinguished any fire that once burned hot.

I was guided in session to connect with this guarded inner masculine (i.e. Inner Protector) to feel what the walls were hiding and protecting. The walls were initially very formidable, yet were covered with foliage which suggested life. Underneath there was moisture which suggested a porosity. I found a doorway that led to another set of walls, only this time thinner and more shrub-like. It appeared as a maze or labyrinth.

As I continued, I heard a sweet song being sung with a feminine voice. I was lead to a river bank where a beautiful woman stood washing clothes. I was immediately taken to a timeline of a military man returning home from a long tour of duty, ashamed of how long he had been away and a fear that the woman he once loved may never forgive him because he had never forgiven himself.

While this felt specific, it was also symbolic. The inner masculine having been doing its ‘duty’ for so long that he had created a Secret World to protect Her. His beloved counterpart that he had almost forgotten about in the day to day fear of being seen and witnessed as lonely, tired, and unforgivable. He could feel alone, but not his loneliness.

That feels like the crux of the wounded masculine. Feeling his genuine and vulnerable loneliness. His missing of the feminine. His forgotten aspect hidden in the depth of the psyche and heart. A man’s true journey, I am realizing, is this journey back to Her and the transparency of the Secret World he has created. The walls burn down and the Emperor wears no clothes.

It is in this space that new connection arises. She takes her space next to him. She sparks the fire and warms the hearth. Helps him to thaw from the journey of the cold and the hiding. He shakes and quivers, but is held by her. He releases and dies from what was, reimagining what could be. He may still build walls, for it was all he has known to do, but She will be there to help bring them down with love in her heart. To remind him again of the journey he took to find her once again. No longer a secret world, but an open world where only real love and truth reign.

I wanted to share this as an example of what this work can lead us to inside of ourselves. As a facilitator, I am in need of healing too. I am not perfect. Just human. A man that has chosen a path of confronting the very thing parts of him fear the most. Real Love. No matter how hardened or disconnected we become, we are always in reaction this force within us that will not be denied for it is our essence and destiny to let it reign. It is the very power that we seek as humans, only to have misinterpreted what that power really is. It is my desire and calling to serve and share that with the world.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

About Our SoulFullHeart Free Intro Calls

By Raphael Awen

Interested in learning more about the healing process called SoulFullHeart? SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Teacher Raphael Awen shares in this video about the free 30-45 minute intro call that he offers, as does SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Heartman. Raphael shares what is involved in preparing for the intro call and what happens in ongoing 1:1 sessions as well.

You can email Raphael or Gabriel at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information or to schedule an intro call.

For more information about free intro calls and 1:1 sessions with Jelelle, Gabriel, or Raphael, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Become a one-time or monthly donor and patron to support SoulFullHeart and our expression through videos, writings, and more! https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

1:1 Healing Sessions For Women With Jelelle For Year-End Support

By Jelelle Awen

I was asked today if I am offering 1:1 sessions with new clients, so it felt like a good time to post that I AM with more information about sessions with me for women. It’s been a joy to work with new clients/faciltants in bridging sessions again recently, to meet with those new to the SoulFullHeart process and the magical journey of working with parts of yourself and your soul. It’s like a honeymoon moment to first connect with these beloved aspects of yourself, to realize they have just been waiting there for you, so eager to be loved and so wanting to heal their fear.

As the year ends and a new decade begins, there can be quite a lot coming up to sort through and feel/digest (I will be sharing an energy update on this later). NOW is a powerful time to go into these deeper waters, beyond the conscious mind and the veil of amnesia to receive clarities from your soul/Higher Self/Higher vibrational soul aspects and your Inner Protector too.

You’ll be guided in a loving and gentle way by me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman meet with women and men in 1:1 sessions, plus offer a 30-45 minute free intro call if you’d like to find out more about the process.) 1:1 sessions are 90 full and rich minutes over Zoom for $100 CAD (about $75 USD). Contact me via this blog if interested or soulfullhearts@gmail.com and here is more information here about questions to answer prior to the session: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

You can purchase a session here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/1bridging-session-w-jelelle-awen or via paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

I have session availabilities even THIS week if you are feeling more urgent too!

Here is a touching recent testimonial from a lovely and brave soul I’ve been working with for year now…….with more on our website!

“I’ve been having 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for almost a year now. When I started I was struggling badly with severe depression and intermittent suicidal feelings. I’ve been working with and through my issues in therapy for 20 odd years, and whilst I have tried a wide range of healing modalities, often my emotions were ‘too much’ for the facilitators I worked with. This reinforced the feelings I had experienced with my birth family, and others, of being too sensitive, too emotional and too difficult to deal with.

The difference I have experienced in working with Jelelle, has been her openness, willingness and deep dedication to her own process. She has herself moved through deep, dark shadow spaces and traumas, without judgement, and with ever deepening love for her inner parts and Metasoul. SoulFullHeart itself has been an organic evolution from her own process. Through this opening and deepening in love, she has transmuted and transformed her own life and experience, and offers that through the SoulFullHeart Process.

From this space, she has met me. With no judgment. Just deep soul understanding and an open and loving heart. And by doing that, through little steps, she is helping me to learn to meet myself, in all my aspects, from my inner parts to my Metasoul.

I don’t feel depressed any longer. I understand that a big part of my soul’s gift is learning to be with my own darkness and shadow, finding deep love and appreciation for it, as I then transmute the traumas that led to it, both in my inner landscape, and in my Metasoul. In this way, I have learned to appreciate the gift of my depression as a portal to my soul’s wisdom!”

Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Bursting Out Of Your Cocoon During Awakening

By Jelelle Awen

Awakening……..you are outgrowing that previously necessary cocoon. That safety place to bake, to ache, to create. That place removed, sometimes isolated, sometimes feeling dark void space. The void, though, is alive with your death and your rebirths.

You have been surrendering to the process of BEing the transforming caterpillar until now. Tucked into the birthing space, sometimes gestating, sometimes thrashing, sometimes searching for a deeper and wider understanding. Sometimes missing your previous forms, shapes, and ways that were in the known.

You are becoming more comfortable in the unknown. In the space where Infinite Possibilities pose no obvious limits.

You are BEing created as you are creating the life and the higher timeline life that you most want and desire. The timeline shimmers like a mirage in the distance, yet it comes ever closer with every choice of love. With every choice to love even fear, even darkness, even densities, even differences.

The timeline of your highest purpose to serve love comes closer with every shift of heart from comparison to inspiration; from judgment to compassion; from taking to sharing; from polarization to unification.

You are BEing created as your Butterfly Self….to eventually emerge, to burst out of any kind of safety or limits, to always be growing.

You are BEing the metamorphosis into your arising Sacred Human in fleshy form. You are ready to be born. You are ready to spread your wings.

Now…..you are ready to FLY!

 

~

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions for emotional digestion, deepening of inner connections with parts/Metasoul aspects/your butterfly self, empowerment…more info below
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Navigating Relationship Completions, Timeline Collapses & Shifts Podcast (Video & Audio

Here it is…the fourth episode of our weekly SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast! In this one, Gabriel Heartman and I could have talked for awhile about this topic as we are living through it right now…..navigating relationship completions, timeline collapses, and life shifts. This is such a big and deep crucible of growth for so many of us right now as we move into 2020…as we learn how to surrender to the necessary death/rebirth phases that the Divine offers us WHILE feeling the parts of us in mourning and the full range of emotions too!

Here is the description:

In this fourth episode of our weekly SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast, SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen and Gabriel Heartman talk about navigating life transitions, relationship completions, timeline collapses and other shifts.

This period of time leading up to the New Year of 2020 (especially during and after the 11/11 portal) is sorting out what vibrational is ‘coming with you’ and what doesn’t fit or match your higher timeline reality. This sorting out process can be experienced as something you are in cooperation with or that it is happening ‘to you’ depending on your level of conscious choice in the process.

We recommend connecting to the parts of you that been involved with and attached to the previous timeline experience or relationship. To feel the mourning and grief of letting go, along with the other feelings such as frustration and hurt that come up during completions. We also talk about the benefits of having a higher level context about the shifts and changes, what karmic clearing may be going on and necessary in your Metasoul. This allows you to be able to feel Divine trust and surrender to it rather than feeling like life is ‘doing something against you.’

Gabriel and Jelelle also share about a recent process we’ve been digesting in our community around this with Kalayna, a deep intimate friend and former SoulFullHeart Facilitator, choosing to take space from the community and facilitating to support her own process and how we have navigated and experienced that shift. We write more about that here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/11…

This SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast is offered as a bridge to those of you who may not be familiar with the SoulFullHeart process or us as Facilitators of it. Those of you who are aware of our work and even connected to us through sessions, may find value in the way that we present the navigation of life shifts from the SoulFullHeart perspective. These Podcasts are offered on a weekly basis on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel, our Facebook pages, our Soulfullheartblog.com and as an audio file on our Soundcloud channel and iTunes channel:https://soundcloud.com/soulfullheart https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast…

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart events (including our monthly group transmissions), visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

For more information about 1:1 sessions with Jelelle for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, visit http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Become a one-time or monthly donor and patron to support SoulFullHeart and our expression through videos, writings, and more! https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

A Decade Later, A Decade To Come: Healing, Integration, and Embodiment Of Your ‘Future’ Self: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Nov. 25, 2019)

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

Go here to subscribe to receive these in your email inbox EVERY Friday!

In this week’s Museletter, we feature an article from SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Heartman offers a process of connecting with yourself from ten years ago, feeling into who you were then and who have become a decade later.

“I do not want to be the same person tomorrow I was yesterday. This is a path laid with passionate self-love and not desperate self-improvement.”

There are some new audio blogs and writings this week from Jelelle Awen, Gabriel and Raianna Shai. The writings include sharings of digesting a personal shift in our SoulFullHeart Community, energy updates from Jelelle, digestion from a SoulFullHeart perspective of the movie “It’s A Beautiful Day In The Neighborhood” and more.

The third episode of our SoulFullHeart Experience Podcast with Raphael Awen about your personal disclosure process as collective disclosure happens is available. You can watch all podcast episodes on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel or listen to the audio on the SoulFullHeart Soundcloud channel or iTunes channel.

Jelelle Awen is leading her next monthly virtual women’s group called Sacred Arising Feminine Exploration (SAFE) on Sunday, December 1 2019 at 10:00am PDT over Zoom This group focuses on deeper connection and surrogacy experience with the faces of the Divine Mother, such as Mother Mary, Kuan Yin, Mary Magdalene, Sophia, Isis, and Dark Mother/Kali. More information here: https://www.facebook.com/events/474843500044699/

Raphael and Jelelle will be co-leading their next monthly group transmission over Zoom on Saturday, December 14th PDT. This group explores and offers sacred union codes within and with a mate and activations from Yeshua and Magdalene. More information here to join them or receive the recording: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/

For more information on these events, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

Raphael and Gabriel, SoulFullHeart Facilitators for men and women, are now offering FREE 30-45 minute intro calls over Zoom to see how the SFH process and ongoing 1:1 sessions may support you on your healing and Ascension journey. Jelelle Awen is now working with women new to the SoulFullHeart process in 1:1 bridging sessions. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life! You can become a patron of SoulFullHeart through a one-time or monthly donation via our patreon page. 

Check out the latest Museletter here

 

Energy Update: Mixed Feeling Energies With Digestion Of Post-Thanksgiving Experiences

Energy Update: In these post-thanks-giving energies for many of you who celebrated yesterday, there is perhaps a digesting going on…..and not just of whatever food you consumed. Whatever you experienced yesterday during your thanks-giving day is now UP in your emotional body to be processed, especially if you are still in the experience.

Maybe you were overflowing in gratitude. Maybe you were in the middle of intense family dynamics or friend situations that were difficult to be in. Maybe you were somewhere in-between or flowing between the two in moments. 

The energies definitely felt ‘mixed’ yesterday, as they do on all major ‘holidays’ it seems. As the collective energies come together and unify to celebrate something (even if only in one country where not all participated), there is a heightening of the collective experience. What was amplified felt like energies of push/pull….both the desire for connection and resistance that sets in from the actual experience of what can be dissonance. 

It shows what could be possible if we ALL focused our attention and desire on a New Earth experience of Unity and resonance. It shows what could be possible if we ALL let go of 3D frequencies of fear, competition, black/white, etc. and moved into our higher hearts of love and compassion. It shows how connected we ALL actually are in the quantum field of Oneness.

There was a spiky energy feeling to yesterday that seems more settled in today, which has more of a hangover feeling to it. There was a sense that others were on a trigger edge and could push or kick out at you if provoked. Even as there was the sometimes efforting of feeling grateful, the resentments from previous experiences of suppressed truth telling and even current suppressions may be bubbling and roiling beneath the surface, especially for awakening souls. 

There is often a triggering and flushing out in the emotional body of all the previous holiday experiences and the parts of you who are sometimes still in them. Memories can flood your space as parts of you remind you of them.

Laying low and to yourself may feel like the most self loving thing, connecting with the neutrality in nature and with Gaia, coming back into YOU where the grounds are known and safe. Catching up with yourself and what you are feeling, coming back inside.

Your experience yesterday may have brought new clarities about boundaries and even completions, especially within relationship grounds. Timelines with others are rumbling BIG time right now and being immersed to feel into what you want or don’t want with someone, where you resonate or don’t is the opportunity these holiday immersions can bring. They offer a ‘marker’ for you to feel who you were (even perhaps before awakening) and who you are becoming.

Gabriel Heartman and I released our fourth SoulFullHeart Experience podcast yesterday in which we talked about navigating timeline collapses, relationship completions, and life transitions. We shared about our recent personal process with this and how feeling the parts of you who need to mourn and feel their feelings is so important to the navigation of it. You can watch that video here: https://youtu.be/l9za3JorTqU

You can listen to the audio here (soon it will be posted) here: https://soundcloud.com/soulfullheart and here: https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/soulfullheart-experience/id1299364686

I am also offering a women’s group call over Zoom on Sunday at 10:00am PDT to bring in much needed and comforting (even if catalytic) energies with Divine Mother. More info on joining us for a $15 CAD donation here: https://www.facebook.com/events/474843500044699/

Much love to you as we navigate the bliss mess of this transition together in ways that are authentic for each of us,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions available with Jelelle for women and free intro calls/1:1 sessions available with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman for men and women. More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.