All Current ‘Death/Rebirth’ Cycles Are Necessary For Awakening, Disclosure, Ascension

by Kalayna Solais

So many souls are exiting the planet at this time. They’re leaving legacies as they go and inviting investigations into deeper and deeper truths as well, especially when their deaths are suspicious. They’re choosing (even if it looks like they didn’t choose because their lives were ‘taken’) to leave during this time especially when more of the underbelly of our culture and the underground machinations of our human world are coming to light. They’re not coming along for the ride on this plane for the rest of our current phase, and are choosing instead to assist through another. I really get this sense of how it’s all about strong soul choices and being drawn to transition into an energy that is able to assist with disclosure, which is a huge part of our global awakening and ascension, and the process of digesting it as well.

To me, this is what ‘death’ is meant to offer, whether it’s a death and rebirth cycle in your own life and healing process, or a transition into another phase as a soul without a physical body. Both shed a consciousness that isn’t needed in the same way anymore. Both require space for mourning and grief for those impacted by our soul’s choice, and in the case of a life phase change, our parts need this same space to mourn and grieve what was lost so they could truly be found, felt, and healed. 

What we’re experiencing globally right now is death and rebirth and the awakening that affords us all. It’s both beautiful and terrifying as our parts digest it all and our Metasouls ping around the unfolding because it’s so similar to what they’ve experienced in other lifetimes of war and collapse. 

I feel that some souls right now are awakening into polarities and it’s just as sacred as awakening out of them. Energizing what you are and are not, even if it’s not taking into account the whole picture, is a play out of your individuality journey and sometimes you’ll find yourself in contention over this and maybe this is new. Maybe it’s good that parts of you are advocating for something they feel is righteous or a Metasoul sister or brother of yours in another lifetime is walking out and trying to resolve some karma through YOUR lifetime. This is necessary for a phase and IS an essential part of awakening and ascension for many. This is what then leads to more desire for peace inside and out, but a peace that doesn’t cost you anything and instead is authentic and organic and so deeply rooted it can’t really be shaken.

Awakening beyond the polarity picture is NOT often easy, especially with how much contention there is around and inside of you, until you can find the genuine desire for this to shift in your inner world. There are numerous parts to work with if you want peace and deep inner love flow that overflows to others. There are numerous Metasoul aspects to work with too, who also need this experience of something new, without the same cycles of recapitulation of endless battles and war over differences that aren’t even real at the end of the day.

This is the gift that death in the physical and in our healing and ascension phases offers… illumination that leads to awakening. This phase on our planet in this ‘year’ called ‘2020’ has offered us all so much to feel into when and as we choose to. It’s a sacred time of messiness and chaos leading us to whole new ways of being if the steps can be taken from within.

Love,

Kalayna 

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: The Divine Self And The Death Of Fear

“When the fear of death moves to the death of fear, one can fully feel alive, free, and in Love.” ~Gabriel Heartman

This week the Divine Self takes center stage. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais share about those energies and more in writings and videos from the week all gathered together in one place below in our weekly museletter.

We also share about upcoming events, including our ongoing six-week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on Jelelle’s new book of the same title that you can purchase at soulfullheart.org/books.

We also have information on the Autumn Equinox Gathering in Glastonbury coming in September! Check out the Museletter for more. 🙂

You can subscribe to receive this weekly Museletter automatically every Monday via email at soulfullheart.org/writingmuseletters.

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart!

You can offer a donation to SoulFullHeart via PayPal here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Check out the latest Museletter below:

https://mailchi.mp/548bc4425a8f/soulfullheart-museletter-the-divine-self-the-death-of-fear

The End Of Money And The Exchange Of Gifts

The great thing about the game of Monopoly (as well as the general paradigm of Monopolizing) is that when the winner does take all, it truly is game over for that game in our collective consciousness.
For when one man or women is in possession of ‘all the money in the world’, it’s value as a ‘means of transaction’ or even ‘a store of value’ become worthless. Exchange via money wouldn’t be possible when only one person had any would it?

Then we get to get on with creating exchange from a new place in our consciousness evolution, creating a new game, truly one worth playing, one that’s a whole lot more fun and alive for everyone – true lively-hood.

What would creating and sharing your greatest gifts with the world look and feel like?

What do you feel your deeper gifts are about?

How could you gravitate towards these gifts now in preparation and development for this approaching game changer?

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Raphael Awen is SoulFullHeart co-creator, teacher, and facilitator. Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Free To Be 5D Group Call Excerpt (VIDEO): 3D Consciousness, 3D Self, & Parts

In this video, SoulFullHeart Co-creators and Teachers, Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about 3D Consciousness, the 3D Self, and the process of differentiating from 3D Self parts of us (such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child, etc.) that feel reaction, depression, hurt, pain, fear, etc.

This video features excerpts from a two-hour long group call on July 22, 2020 that was part of the Free To Be 5D series.This series is based on Chapter Three of the Free To Be 5D book by Jelelle Awen, which provides a summary about the 3D Self, how and why it forms, and deeper descriptions of the parts that make it up, such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Teenager, etc.

SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais also share in the video about their parts process and experience of the meditation.

You can purchase the FULL recording of this group call recorded on July 22 (which includes 40 MORE minutes of teachings, two guided meditations and full sharing from Gabriel and Kalayna) and receive the recordings of all remaining calls (or zoom link to attend them live) in the series through offering a donation at: https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or http://paypal.me/jelelleawen

Here is information about joining live and/or receiving the recordings for our group call series Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside
https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.org/freeetobe5dgroupcallseries

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Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings. You can donate through PayPal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or soulfullheart.org/shop.

Inviting Your 3D Self Into Healing

by Kalayna Solais

In order to be in, live in, navigate 3D, parts of you have had to form. They’ve also formed in reaction to traumas you’ve experienced in the density of 3D. These traumas sometimes have slipped under the radar, actually, and not necessarily been experiences of overt abuse. Sometimes even just not being heard or seen is traumatic. Not feeling loved is traumatic. Not feeling like you belong on this planet is traumatic.

The 3D Self is pretty complex yet when you meet your own with love and open-hearted curiosity, the parts that make it up respond to that, come forward, and a bond with them is created. This is not about ‘eliminating the ego’ as some other offerings may teach, yet rather, loving the ‘3D ego’, if you want to call it that, and appreciating WHY it’s had to form. This helps you find your way through the pain and into the harvest of deep inner gifts and soul bigness that have been buried underneath it out of necessity.

Without loving the 3D Self deeply, your life cannot shift on deeper levels. What needs to be let go of in order to let in MORE love in Divine/multi-dimensional ways becomes more challenging to walk out than it necessarily has to be. There’s a necessary burning away of the masks that have kept you in fused states to your 3D Self and its many ways of expressing in your relationship to others and yourself in general, and your relationship to the Divine, to love, to spirituality.

If this resonates and sparks some interest in you to go deeper, Raphael and Jelelle Awen offered a by-donation group call yesterday about this very topic that you can still donate to receive the recording of. It’s part of the 6-week Free To Be 5D Series so your donation will get you access to all recordings from this series so far and the Zoom link for the other 4 calls coming up. You’ll hear teachings from them on and also engage in a powerful guided meditation. Gabriel Heartman and I also share a bit about our own experiences with this process.

More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupseries

Much love to you and your precious 3D Self! ❤
Kalayna

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

The Divine Self And The Death Of Fear

Fear is a deeply sacred energy. It feels almost encoded into our being to act as veil AND and portal into our essence as Love.

Recently, I had a beautiful experience of feeling an arising, embodied relationship to The Beloved and my Divine Self. A spark of Light and Love that is increasing within. As that expands and brightens, it acts as a poultice for all that is needing attention and transmutation into that very spark.

Pockets of anxiety, doubt, and fear come bubbling to the surface, like a moth that is drawn to a flame. It recognizes the growth, the warmth, and thus the ability to hold and receive love. At the root, Fear seems to be the change agent, not the anchor it once was.

Fear can be expressed in so many ways, both inbound and outbound. We live among a highly energized fear bubble. It is highly compressed and dynamic. With that energy afloat in the collective it can be hard to not pick up on it in our own emotional body.

This is where connecting with what we call the Divine Self comes into service. As I call to mine and connect with it/him, I can feel what my personal fear is about and how, or if, it is connected to the collective in any way. A sorting out process. I can feel how much the fear is centered around Death itself.

And by that I just don’t mean physical death, but that is a big one right now. It is also the death of a system of beliefs, assurances, and patterns that parts of us have grown attached to. They almost feel like us and so the death of them feels existential.

As we continue to be invited to more inner Utopia and less outer Dystopia, we need something to ‘hang our hats’ on while the collapse and shift is underway. The Divine Self is the enduring self. It is the Alpha and Omega. It is the net by which we collect all of the things that are essential and release those that are not.

The Divine Self is the aspect of us that can hold the parts that are fused to fear and create a bridge back to Itself. A feedback loop that doesn’t judge when the fear returns. Just offers more compassion and celebration, as that is just another opportunity to open to more Grace and closer to The Beloved.

Fear is no longer resisted or covered over. It is honored, felt deeply, and transmuted back to Love through the Divine Self. This is the ultimate alchemy of the sacred human. Let’s expand that together and see where it takes us, as one and as all.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Crop Circle Update: Abundance of Five-Pointed Stars In Beautiful New Formation – July 23, 2020

By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdate: This stunning new crop circle formation was reported today, July 23rd, at The Ridgeway, Hackpen Hill, Wiltshire, UK. It appeared near the white horse/dragon formation. I was struck by how detailed, intricate and precise this formation is and was once again reminded that something BIGGER beyond our known technologies and human means created this art! An instant bridge to the galactic and cosmic energies supporting us!

There are so many five pointed stars in this formation or pentagrams. Ten points on the two overlapping stars and ten five-pointed stars supporting the center one is a powerful activation! 12 stars in total…

The pentagram’s use, which commonly represents the five elements of earth, water, fire, air, and spirit, has been distorted and misused in some ways by the 3D Matrix control system and 4D Matrix False Light/Satanic programs. Yet in its pure essence, this shape connects us to our ‘ancient’ roots and Metasoul lifetimes/timelines of balanced elementals within, with others, and with Gaia. Many use this shape to manifest beauty, protection, balance and connect to the Divine Feminine.

I feel there is a reclaiming of this symbol and its powerfully high frequency activations in this formation from the darker energies and their agenda that is now being disclosed and revealed during this necessary shadow illumination phase of our Ascension.

Here is the aerial view to take this beauty in: https://youtu.be/5kWApsdarHc

What do you feel/see from this one?

Read all my crop circles updates from the 2020 season at: https://soulfullheartblog.com/categ…/ascension/crop-circles/

love,
Jelelle Awen

More information about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls and events, writings and books, at soulfullheart.org.

The Pursuit Of The Divine, The Great Beloved

by Kalayna Solais

So much energy and focus has been placed on drawing THE mate… THE soul purpose… THE, well, anything you can think of that you’ve longed for your whole life or at least since you began to awaken.
But the pursuit of the Divine itself has been at the heart of it all… or perhaps, better to say, the pursuit of letting IN the Divine in a deep and unending love affair that lives deep inside of you.


This has been true for me. And only in these last few days have I really come to deeper realizations about this.

Parts of me have sought out an experience of a bond with the Divine through so much focus on drawing my next Sacred Union experience as well as a much deeper validation, you could say, of my reason for being here, for living, for serving love. I’ve visited and hung out with these darker edges of searching on the outside for what has been needed from me to me and from the Divine to me and back again.


I’ve shrunk, or parts of me have, in order to fit in with different ideas and ideals, social and romantic bonds, forgetting in moments the Divinity within and the unseverable cord to the Divine, to the Great Beloved, to Love itself, that sees everything I AM even when parts of me aren’t quite ready to yet. And… to let in that I too can have this love affair in an ever-deepening way with myself.


It doesn’t matter what I ‘know’. It never matters if I’m ‘right’. It doesn’t matter if I gain or lose 20lbs or if my hair is straight or curly. It doesn’t matter if my yoga poses are in full power, if I’m a ‘perfect’ SoulFullHeart Facilitator or a perfect spiritual student. It doesn’t matter… but my soul and heart’s relationship to the Divine within does. And this is what permeates all other things that I do, that I am, and that I am becoming.


The Divine really feels like the greatest lover we could ever conjure up in our romantic fantasies… the infinite love that sees everything we simply ARE beyond any facades, any fears, any window-dressing of self-image, and loves every inch of our bodies, every thought in our minds. It brings to us bouquets of compassionate flowers, leaving them at our heart’s doorstep every day. It’s the energy of being pursued with so much grounded and deeply loving gusto, that wants and persists in this wanting and claiming and pursuit.


This is so often sought through the false gods of relationships with false teachers, mates who cannot see us for they cannot see themselves, and even some spiritual or religious practices. This is so often not templated to us as something that is our birthright to have inside of us, from us to ourselves and our parts and back again.


We forget devotional practices so often, it seems… or what is at the core of them. We forget that in these practices of prayer, dancing, singing, meditation, we are also being responded to. We are not only worshipping and offering gratitude, we are being worshipped back. We are being loved deeply, no matter what we do or say. We are being met with equal desire for connection and alchemy. We take in nature and it takes us in. We take in love and love opens its heart to us.


As I let in the Beloved more and feel this energy live and breathe within me, I feel such a deeper sense of my authentic worth. This makes all else, all false gods parts of me have created out of a need and desire to experience God in an even more intimate way nearly fall away as I begin to truly feel how this is enough. I am enough. I AM. The Divine IS. My union with the Divine IS and always will BE.


And so it is, for you as well, for your preciousness as a heart and soul… And all beings on this planet.

❤️🙏🏻
Much love… Namaste.
Kalayna

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Glastonbury In-Person & Virtual Retreat With Raphael & Jelelle Awen – 19-23 September, 2020

By Jellele Awen

TWO months to go until we gather in Avalon for a five day healing retreat in the heart of Glastonbury, UK! Our flights are officially happening and we are all set to leave Canada for the UK at the end of August with the gathering retreat happening in September. Are you drawn to join us in the magical lands of Avalon for a LIFE CHANGING experience?

We’ll be offering both an in-person gathering and a virtual offering during the Equinox from Glastonbury! The in-person experience will extend over five days from September 19th through the 23rd with teachings from Raphael Awen and I about the parts/Metasoul connection process/paradigm that we offer, exploration into the Avalon/Camelot energies and activation, and personal sharing space for every participant for emotional/spiritual/energy/physical processing.

We will also be doing a walking day trip out to connect with the highly activating sites in Avalon such as the Chalice Well, White Spring, Abbey Ruins, and the Tor! Soul family reunion connection is another aspect of this experience that feels just priceless to me, as more soul family members are ‘finding themselves’ within our SoulFullHeart community.

The in-person experience is open to seven more souls to join the four of us (Raphael, Kalayna SolaisGabriel Heartman and I) in the heart of Glastonbury at a sweet retreat space that synchronistically became available to us to stay for six weeks and to host this Gathering there as well. You can read more about Rie’s Retreat here where the Gathering will be hosted: https://www.riesretreat.co.uk/ or here https://www.facebook.com/riesretreatbandb/

The in-person experience is $555 CAD (about $400 USD) for the full five days of teachings and space holding with us and FIVE yummy vegan meals catered by Rie, including a final completion dinner on the last night. This cost does not include travel expenses, lodging (which you would need to find nearby in town), and meals/food outside of what we provide. You reserve your spot by offering full payment or an installment (coordinated with us first into two or even three payments if that is needed for you.)

There is a prerequisite of having at least two sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator (Raphael, Gabriel or Kalayna) prior to attending the Gathering, which helps you and us feel more comfortable and connected prior to this deeper immersion. You can read more about sessions here: soulfullheart.org/sessions

The virtual experience is by whatever donation you feel to give and is four hours total of group calls that will be broadcast live from the Gathering on September 19th and 20th, offering our usual potent combination of teachings and guided meditations to connect you with the Glastonbury energies. We will also be sharing some exclusive content with you from our wonder journey around Glastonbury.

There is more information about the Glastonbury Gathering in-person and the virtual Gathering including daily schedule, benefits, and more at soulfullheart.org/glastonburygathering and the event is here on FB: https://www.facebook.com/events/297228348349681/

We so hope you can join us for this special experience in-person or virtually offering a bridge from the Avalon energies to you, bringing New Earth 5D frequencies into your Now!

Do you feel Her calling you home??

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Most of these photos are taken by James Elphick, who is also available as a local contact and valuable resource for those interested in coming!

Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about this Glastonbury Gathering, other upcoming events, sessions, writings and books, and more!

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Healing From Fear/Reactivity Into Love & Genuine Compassion

Comets, Compassion, and Crop Circles, oh my!

This week we gaze toward the stars, interpret the symbols, and open our hearts. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais share about those energies and more in writings and videos from the week all gathered together in one place below in our weekly museletter.

We also share about upcoming events, including our NEW six week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on Jelelle’s new book of the same title that you can purchase at soulfullheart.org/books.

We also have information on the next Women’s Group Call and the Autumn Equinox Gathering in Glastonbury coming in September! Check out the Museletter for more. 🙂

You can subscribe to receive this weekly Museletter automatically every Monday via email at soulfullheart.org/writingmuseletters.

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart!

You can offer a donation to SoulFullHeart via PayPal here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Check out the latest Museletter below:

https://mailchi.mp/d9b8b3b5d983/soulfullheart-museletterhealing-from-fearreactivity-into-love-genuine-compassion