Swing In Bliss Mess Emotional States: Coronavirus/3D Matrix Switch Over Energy UPdate March 18

By Jelelle Awen

I wanted to share this as it came up in a session today with a sweet soul and I think what she offered here so captures what many people are feeling as we go into deeper phases of the coronavirus death-rebirth ‘experience’.

She shared something like,”I get off the computer and go outside and I’m fine. Going to the store, seeing how people are reacting than I feel like I need to freak out or panic more than I am. This virus is triggering up remnants of what we need to clear, survival things, and our bodies want more food and more safe. It is a strange time. I’m caught in between….out in the garden, I feel blissful. There is a quiet there that has not been there before and it feels so peaceful. I just feel so happy. And then I come inside, get online, and part of me is just like, ‘Oh my god, I’m dying.’ How did I go from bliss to suddenly afraid I’m going to starve to death?”

I offered to her that I felt this swing in emotional states is totally understandable considering the potential triggering and need for digestion that is going on here for the collective and for each of us on a personal basis too. There are many awakening souls/empaths/sensitive types that would feel a bliss about the quietness that this social ‘quarantine’ is offering many and inviting them into. As the world quiets and slows down as it has never really done in our lifetimes, then so does the collective energy grid that usually vibrates so strongly with doing and busy 3D frequencies. And also there is a bliss rush from the sense of renewed soul purpose and reason for being HERE as we feel an intuitive sense of significant switch over from the 3D Matrix to lay the grounds for more New Earth systems.

And, as she offered, the virus can also trigger our collective/personal survival fears and concerns at a very core level, the ‘mess’ inside essentially. If food and security has been a source of ‘love’ in your birth family (sometimes the ONLY real ones), then going without either of those can bring up another layer of insecurity and even terror/panic for parts of you. If people around you are triggered in this way at usually a deeply unconscious level, then it is ‘catching’ to that degree as your empathic heart (usually your Inner Child) feels them and tries to transmute their fear.

Where we went in the session is what I would recommend for all as well…connecting to the parts of you that are on guard right now, those that are feeling fear and panic in moments, offering them love, communication, reassurance, and connection. This is not about providing promises or guarantees, as so much is unknown right now. Yet, rather, the space and invitation to feel whatever is real without judgement.

There is also an opportunity to bring in and bridge to the parts of you and soul aspects that hold the deep abiding trust frequencies in you, ones that are anchored in 5D already, in the Divine and in love. For women, it is the stillness inside, the peacefulness, the surrender and sense of goodness toward ALL of life. There is a Unity Consciousness frequency that is above the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix One Mind fear frequency that provides a deep sense of belonging and community support while we go through this together. We connected to it yesterday during the meditation during the last 15 minutes of this Q & A livestream I did: https://youtu.be/XxhCJcAAaEk

As we connect to the parts in fear (and not resist them, deny them, medicate them, transcend them), they actually become bridges to these higher dimensional aspects of us. As we hold space in this way for ourselves, we can offer the same to others in pain, fear, and trauma in a NEW way. In a more authentic way that isn’t caretaking them to deny something inside ourselves.

This is a time of vast unknowns and infinite possibilities. I can see quite a few timeline potentials rolling out right now. I am choosing to place my energy and put my magic toward the one that feels the highest and best for me and for ALL. Some would call this ‘wishful thinking’ or ‘creating my own narrative’, yet, to me, that is exactly what we have the power to do!

As we embody our emotions and ALL aspects of ourselves, we connect back to the magic that we are capable of without denying the shadows within and no longer needing to go to battle with any aspects of ourselves or others.

Here is more about our parts work and Metasoul aspect integration process here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

I have a whole heap of guided meditations to facilitate the inner journeying process to meet and connect and deepen with these parts of the inner family and soul aspects that are just waiting for love: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Feels like the time to allow and accept the full range of our reactions. Becoming curious rather than condemning. Moving into self discovery rather than self judgement. Finding our places of resonance within and with others rather than vibrating in contention.

Connecting with Gaia reminds us of the catalytic nature of death and rebirth cycles that She is always and forever in surrender to. Gaia provides us with Ascension codes that support our ongoing growth pains and gains too. Sun codes also offer a wonderful infusion of sacred masculine trust and necessary action. Getting a balance of feminine/masculine energies right now as we move into the EQUInox tomorrow supports more balance inside between doing and being, which helps to navigate ALL this change going on!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Do ask for support if you need/want it and also if you feel like you’d like to experience the full spectrum of your expression without making ANY of it wrong or bad! More info on 1:1 sessions over Zoom here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Coronavirus & 3D Matrix Reboot Q&A, Unity Consciousness Guided Meditation Video | Jelelle Awen

SoulFullHeart Divine Feminine Teacher/Facilitator and Ascension Guide Jelelle Awen hosted this live Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired March 17th, 2020. She answers questions, responds to comments and digests the coronavirus/COVID-19 outbreak and the 3D Matrix dismantling that she feels is going on behind-the-scenes of it for which the virus is being used as a smokescreen.

The questions asked during the livestream were about the time frame of the ‘shut down’ and switch over from dark-based systems into New Earth systems, preparation steps to take during it, how to relate with those who are not quite yet awakening, how the coronavirus connects to the 5G rollout, and more. Jelelle shares her personal collapse experiences and offers an invitation for ALL to step into more service of love and sharing in whatever ways they are called to do. She also offers how to take care of and feel yourself, your parts, your Metasoul Aspects in other timelines/lifetimes (especially those experiencing collapse such as in Atlantis, Lemuria) in the midst of so much intensity.

The guided meditation during the last fifteen minutes offers a unifying energy that brings us all together, even while in ‘isolation’, and helps us open our hearts to the world and each other, in service of love and in heart and soul connection together. Divine Mother and Divine Father emit their loving energies into the group circle and parts of you (including your Inner Child and Inner Protector) are invited to join us!

You can see the comments and questions that Jelelle was responding to here on her FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

Here are all of Jelelle’s and other SoulFullHearts writings about the coronavirus: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

There are many guided meditations on this playlist with Jelelle and others in SoulFullHeart that are a helpful bridge into connecting with different aspects and parts of you: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvL3_HIusq0GwJO4ziwlmioz

Sessions with Raphael or Jelelle are helpful and immense resources for healing deeply. To feel more into if a 1:1 session could be right for you, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support me and SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as this video series. You can donate through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen or become a one-time or regular patreon donor: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

Coronavirus SmokeScreen For 3D Switch Over/Collapse Update March 16

By Jelelle Awen

I’m feeling to post an update nearly every day during this time of accelerating transition and quickly shifting circumstances in the 3D world. These updates are really to serve as a reminder to your Higher Self about the MUCH bigger picture that is going on here. It can be challenging to feel that with so much fear energy, literalness, accepting anything that is offered consciousness of 3D.


It is this literalness (that seemingly almost defies logical reasoning) and unconditional acceptance of mainstream media and government organizations in 3D that is helping with the ongoing process that is ACTUALLY happening here. As I’ve shared about already, all this activity is not about a virus at all….yet being used as a smokescreen to cover up and divert from mega shake ups and reboots going on in the disclosure process.


I am calling this the ‘switch over’. This switch over is about moving from fear-based, dark energies and beings (usually called the Cabal, Illuminati, Deep State) controlling and holding the power over the collective….to more and more light, liberation, love, and New Earth realities taking ‘back’ the planet and the governmental/social/financial/medical systems. The switch over by an alliance of benevolent humans and Star BEings has been hinted at for many years, yet the actual implementation of it is happening now.


The switch over requires some collapses, as all death and rebirth processes do. Yet, I am increasingly being guided that these are ‘mini-collapses’ that are meant to be temporary in impact to all of us…yet huge to the bigger implementation of New Earth systems. As nations’ borders close and travel is limited, and as businesses close down, we are sequestered in our homes and, therefore, safe from crowd retaliation/false flag actions by the Cabal.


The virus is an excuse to implement these travel restrictions and even marshal law, to motivate us to self quarantine and be socially distant. It also then motivates us to ‘stock up’ on essentials to ride out the storm, which, again, is not actually the virus outbreak but the operations that are going on to arrest/detain/collect the many power players in the Cabal that are needing to be captured for the false systems to fall.


The switch over feels like it will occur in stages and phases, with a drip line of ‘real’ information being supplied to the public when it is felt they can handle the processing of it emotionally. Some of the darkest aspects of the Cabal activities may not ever be fully disclosed or the players involved in them. Some of these key Cabal members of government, celebrity/show business, business leaders, and religion are supposedly getting the virus, going into self quarantine or stepping down in order to cover their detainment.


I noticed in my last sharing about this that many of you seemed to resonate with what I am offering here about this. So, I feel it is not about convincing anyone about this, yet rather validate the resonance that is already there. And invite you to move into more heart-based action as you feel guided to go there. https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/14/coronavirus-as-a-smokescreen-for-major-reboots-mini-collapses-in-the-3d-4d-matrix/


Continue to feel yourself and when parts of you have reactions from previous lifetimes to collapse (especially Atlantis and Lemuria) and other experiences of plagues and diseases. As you feel and heal this, you become more available to those who need you during this time to lead the way through the storm.


Prepare in whatever ways feel right to you for this switch over, such as taking your money out of the bank (in case the banking systems go out temporarily) and having extra food/water supplies. I still feel like this phase will be largely resolved in the next few weeks.


And tuning in to remember: THIS is the time we’ve been waiting and preparing for our entire lives. This is WHY we are here at this time of humanity’s great transition!!


Here is a museletter with all of our writings and videos about the coronavirus/switch over: https://mailchi.mp/eb071ab214c1/soulfullheart-museletter-coronavirus-as-a-smokescreen-for-major-reboots


Much love to you as we continue to tune into becoming a beacon of truth in the chaos of the unreal,

Jelelle Awen
Do ask for support if you need it right now! 1:1 healing sessions available with me for women and with Raphael Awen for men. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Coronavirus As A Smokescreen For Major Reboots

This week we decided to release another issue of our Museletter, featuring all of our digestions of the Coronavirus/COVID-19 ‘outbreak’, having placed our hearts on the pulse of what seems to be happening on multiple levels, both individually and collectively.

You can read this latest Museletter here.

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Featured this week is a major energy update from Jelelle Awen, digesting what could very well be happening ‘behind the scenes’ of the ‘outbreak’:

“What I’ve been offered about this virus and what feels true to me is that it is actually a smokescreen. Its purpose is to create diversion so that the next phase and stages of collapse of the 3D Matrix can be implemented without creating even MORE fear and mass panic in the 3D collective. China has an important role in the next phases of rebirth, especially to lead the emerging out of the old money systems (debt based to a new world currency to eventually service-based exchange).”

Jelelle also talks about how this is such a vital time for all of us who have been doing much inner work to bridge from our more centered heart and soul spaces to others who need us and who are just now going through some major waves of awakening. She shares a link to recent guided meditation video she created as well, where you can feel your parts and start to move into your own personal bridge to 5D consciousness reality, which is very apt for the bigger picture transition going on at this time.

Our next virtual event is a women’s call with Jelelle.

The focus of this group on Sunday, March 29, 2020 at 10:00am PDT (Vancouver Canada) over Zoom will be on healing the mother wound that lives in our this-life and other lifetime experiences with women. Jelelle will talk in the call about what our relationships with our birth mothers (and other female caregivers) may be mirroring and reflecting to us.

For more info on this and other SoulFullHeart events, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

We also decided this week to share Jelelle’s guided meditation for connecting with your Light Body, which could be very helpful and comforting to you at this time.

We have new articles and audio blogs for you this week. There is a new poem from Kalayna Solais as well as an energy update, a personal process digestion from Deva Yasmin that encompasses what has emerged for her to feel in her Metasoul regarding the times we are now in, as well as energy updates from Jelelle and a digestion from Raphael.

We have begun to share some ‘Quotes Of The Week’ that have recently been posted on our Instagram! These quotes can be shared by you as well, and they are intended to clarify, uplift, and inspire.

Raphael and Jelelle Awen are available for 1:1 sessions to support you and your ongoing process. Raphael works with men and women and Jelelle works with women only. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Healing!

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Check out the latest Museletter here.

 

 

 

What We Are Experiencing Now Is Not New To The Soul

By Deva Yasmin

It has been impossible, it feels this week, to not have been touched or affected by all the talk of the virus. Being sensitive I am aware of and feeling the rumbles of fear and panic in the collective. I have felt confused at times as people begin to go into lockdown. Going to the local supermarket and walking the streets in my local town a few days ago felt eerie and very strange with less people around and so many bare shelves.

Having the anchor of feeling my parts really is supporting me to navigate what is going on within me in response to the events that are happening. Feeling the reactions in my parts also bridges me to feeling what my soul knows, has experienced and may still be experiencing of health epidemics/pandemics and civilization collapse in other timelines.

In times like this in the collective, I have felt many times an aspect of myself that feels anxiety and helplessness. Connecting in and feeling this today, I met a new part called Cayalisia, who is currently in an Atlantis timeline. I could feel with her, how her experience of Atlantis is bleeding through into what I am experiencing in my timeline. Both of us watching and feeling people scared and in panic, as life as we have known it, rumbles, crumbles and shifts throwing us ALL into the unknown.

I could feel how her inner work had given her a greater capacity to be in the unknown, although she needed support to deeply feel her own reactions to it all. She felt sad for people and how they were being affected, helplessness too as she inquired into how she could serve people opening and hearing the message to support the possibility of moving into the New. This is something I too feel often, but especially in times like these. This is the gift of feeling these aspects of our soul, they help us feel into our deeper responses, reactions, emotions and knowings, as our timelines all happen in the NOW, serving, merging and impacting one another.

It feels like timelines such as Atlantis, Ancient Egypt, etc. can be reminisced about, painted in a kind of Utopian way. As I kept feeling I could feel how any world especially on Earth has shadow. How aspects of our Metasoul have experienced in many timelines, many times, transitions through collapse, disaster, disease and destruction, and what we are experiencing now is not new to the Soul.

I feel in my Soul and in many other Souls, a longing to return to more simple ways of life, feeling this as an answer for how we can change the world, or for some parts, hide from it. The more simple life feels true and very much a part of my higher timeline vision and yet, as I checked in with Anna (grandmother of Jesus) she was open and honest about how the shadow aspects cannot be run away from anywhere, that the shadows of being human in a body on Earth, were very much alive in the Magdalenes and in their timelines of communal, nature-based living. They lived very simply and this DID support a more balanced, healthier way of life in alignment with our Earth Mother but that they struggled to bridge that to a larger portion of Humanity, which is what has always been needed if we are to truly transition into NEW Earth reality.

She offered that we are in a unique moment in time on Earth, a time that other civilizations have evolved to but have not succeeded in transitioning to yet. A time where it feels very possible for us to bridge and connect the sacred and the mundane, the heart and the mind, the conscious and unconscious, the scientific and spiritual. To create harmony and restore balance between our inner and outer worlds. We have the tools, the technologies, the opportunities to share our wisdom with one another. Through the internet, more people can bridge the new to MORE souls than ever before. This did not feel possible in Atlantis, a timeline that feels to me like it was more about individual Awakening, as I am sure there are many more timelines in our Souls of this theme.

This is a time of Awakening, Serving, Co-Creating the NEW, Together. We have only ever gotten so far trying to change alone. I could feel this anxiety, helplessness, and sadness connected to so many beings who are desiring to know and live into their purpose. Not yet realizing we are stepping into a time of joint purpose, of remembering our Interconnectedness and showing up for the healing inside that it takes in order to truly let others in.

That NOW is a time of letting go of considering only what is good for me, what I can get for me and how I can keep me safe. This is a hard place to feel and navigate, as I feel how many times what I have thought of as working and being with others has actually been about what I can get from others and what best serves my interests, coming from a Fear of being alone. Through parts work, I feel the new way of being with others being bridged, as it is inevitable that my inner experience of Union flows into the outer layers of my life. An experience our Soul knows and feels deeply, that can be remembered through the excavation of our healing hearts.

It does not matter who you are, where you are or what your beliefs are, all that matters is if there is a burning desire in your heart and Soul for change, and a distant knowing of something More. If you feel reactions and fear arising in response to current events, You are NOT alone, all your parts are waiting and willing to connect with you, feel with you, heal with you and serve with you.

And, there are so many others here with you too, ready to walk hand in hand. A huge gift of our time is the internet, which can bridge time and space for those of us who have felt responsible for holding the torch into the NEW alone, in this life and for so many lifetimes.

Jelelle and Raphael Awen offer one-to-one sessions in the SoulFullHeart process. These sessions bridge to feeling how your parts are experiencing life, how they are navigating relationships and letting in what you deeply desire for your life and humanity.

SoulFullHeart is also a bridge to navigating and co-creating a NEW Earth Together. I feel so many of our Souls waiting for and wanting to BE with each other. I feel aspects of our Metasouls needing to know they no longer have to walk these death/rebirth cycles out alone, as they may be experiencing. Offering them the healing heart space to feel what they feel, opens an exchanging of gifts that can support both of us as we transition in and through the Unknown.

Much Love to you and your parts as we continue to navigate all there is to feel in response to Coronavirus.

Deva x

Deva Yasmin is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc

Feeling What You REALLY Want And Need During These Turbulent Times

by Raphael Awen

When the rumble of the collective fear of death goes viral through the collective by the aid of a media-hyped and created event, we do well to feel each and every part of us that resonates with that rumble.

Trying instead to stay ‘high-vibe and positive’ invariably proves to be an exercise in denial and lying to oneself and others if we are not willing to be honest about the parts of us that actually are freaked out if they in fact are. You can’t stay high-vibe if you aren’t there already, and you can’t get to high-vibe if you’ve denied yourself a way to feel the parts of you who are low-vibe at the moment.

You were given a range of vibes for a divine creator reason and as a divine creator. That reason becomes very obscured and flattened when you are only permitting one polarity to live in you. What good is a piano with only the high notes?

What this Coronavirus actually is in terms of any real threat and in what scale is something that will only be known in hindsight. What is real is the fear that you feel that is kicked up by the story that is being spread far and wide. Our collective is so long overdue for a collective bowel movement and this one may well be one big dump, one that relieves so much. We’ve all had a hand in creating this need.

Because we are all one in a higher level of reality, we also do well to feel what this collective shift in consciousness is opportuning us to feel personally.

When I feel parts of myself, I feel aspects of me that want the future to be safe and bright and exciting and alive. I feel the parts of me that want purpose and engagement, as well as creature comforts. All of these goodies are threatened by the looming Coronavirus story – asking me to pare down my desires and settle for the story of the goal of survival. I feel the parts of me that aren’t yet assured of a bright and exciting future and wonder if we shouldn’t just settle for an outlook of mitigating disaster rather than full-on thrival.
Now grounded in what’s real in the inside, I get to actually process and create movement inside of myself from fear to love. I couldn’t actually get to the love were it not for the fear as my starting place.

And I also can’t get to the love I’m needing when I’m spending all my time staying up on the agenda of the Dark Illuminati/Cabal/Black Hats versus the Alliance/Q-anon picture of things as a way to distract myself from what’s really going on inside of me to me.

And when I don’t actually get to the love I’m needing and wanting, my vibe is invariably lower, I’m broadcasting that vibe as a reality generator to those around me before I utter a word or take an action. In other words, your and my greatest service to others begins and ends with the greatest service to self. ‘Selfishness’ isn’t a bad word at all in 5D.

Whoever gave us the ‘service to self’ versus ‘service to other’ dichotomy was still living in the reality that there is actually any separation between self and other. This is the old picture of separation of spirit and matter, the separation of good and evil, the battle for supremacy that is being found more and more to be the root of all conflict inside and outside. There isn’t actually a ‘whoever’ to blame here; we gave that picture to ourselves as a way to live our way to and through a movement of our reality.

We are this big, and our lessons are this epic! We get to do this and we get to do it as a collective and as individuals at the same time.

Allow what you really want, feel, and need, without denial, to guide you through these waters.

I’d be delighted to help you through your personal rumbles if what I’m sharing resonates for you. More here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo courtesy of https://unsplash.com/@renebbernal

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.

Coronavirus As A Smokescreen For Major Reboots & Mini-Collapses In The 3D/4D Matrix

By Jelelle Awen

When feeling into this current supposed ‘pandemic’ of the Covid-19 strain of coronavirus, there has often to me felt like ‘there is no there there.’ Meaning, I couldn’t sense the substance of it, the heat of it. It felt like air or, rather, a billow of smoke rather than the actual fire. The more tuned in you are to your own authentic reality and your emotional body, the more you can feel when something is ‘real’ versus a fear projection triggered by outside sources.

As I checked in with my guides and some alternative/disclosure/awakened news sources, I could feel the smoke of body death fear start to clear and the trigger in humanity’s collective experience of plagues in other timelines began to dissipate. It is at a peak triggered fear in the moment and so it can be challenging, especially for empaths, to move through this layer in the collective emotional body (and in their own souls) to feel their truths, their hearts, and their purpose to serve love.

Even with the strength of the collective fear energies that are needing to be cleared right now, many awakened souls seem to be remaining in their centers around the truth of love and the bigger picture of Ascension that is going on. This is where the ‘inner work’ foundations really start to become embodied in response to what is needed on the outside.

What I’ve been offered about this virus and what feels true to me is that it is actually a smokescreen. Its purpose is to create diversion so that the next phase and stages of collapse of the 3D Matrix can be implemented without creating even MORE fear and mass panic in the 3D collective. China has an important role in the next phases of rebirth, especially to lead the emerging out of the old money systems (debt based to a new world currency to eventually service-based exchange).

Supposedly there was an attack on China in the Wuhan region from the Cabal, Illuminati that was then needing to be covered up (because of how difficult that would be for 3D mainstream to accept) for which the virus provided the means of doing that and also reason to shut down the entire country to ‘reboot’ the system as it was cleaned up.

Italy was also needing this mass smokescreen as many elite and powerful members of the Vatican are being arrested/detained following the issuing of hundreds and thousands of sealed indictments that have been recorded now for many months. Italy has been a ‘hotbed’ of much of the 3D Matrix beginnings, going ‘back’ to the Roman Empire. The country itself shutting down is a way to cloak these happenings from people while this offers a brand new rebirth for it to emerge out of the ashes. Some of others who are deeply involved in the Cabal (including some celebrities, business leaders, etc.) are apparently also being publicly ‘self quarantined’, which is actually being used to cover their detainment for now.

Other countries now following and falling like dominoes to restrict travel at their borders, declare national emergencies, encourage people to stay at home and ‘self quarantine’ are all aspects of the overall reboot process. When I feel into this, I can feel the actual love for all of us that is going on here even as it can bring up feelings of being controlled, limited, and helpless for parts of us.

It is really up to each of us in terms of what feels right related to going out and even travel at this time as the energies may continue to peak into a necessary fear place in order to purge it (exactly what a virus does.) Being out in public may be uncomfortable for those of us who are very sensitive to energy and remaining in safe places/shelters, doing inner work to feel and clear fear, sending love to the collective as ambassadors, etc. may be how we can best serve as this wave moves through. I am getting the sense that much of this will be cleared in the next few weeks.

This is the time we’ve been waiting and preparing for our entire lives. This is WHY we are here at this time of humanity’s great transition. For those of us who have spent YEARS awakening to these realities, it is time for us to truly step forward to lead and serve love.

The phase of needing much support from and with other resonant souls feels like it is passing now even as it remains an always available life line. It is time to trust your own soul’s bigness and step into the light to guide others in whatever ways you are called to do that.

Many unawakened souls are still in a deep fog about this, believing whatever is told to them, disconnected from the Divine (just temporarily), and in a genuine panic and fear state. Even those who have been awakening can get caught up in the peak fear to whatever degree they are still plugged into the Matrix at the soul, unconscious levels.

Fear is a portal offering a way to self and soul discovery and is not ‘bad’ in that way. It has been a necessary result of this separation experiment from the Divine in order to return back to source again. If you are understandably feeling fear over these changes and the unknown that they bring, becoming compassionately curious about it and going within to feel what parts of you are feeling and what timelines also may be triggered and bleeding through can be very helpful. I wrote more about this here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/03/02/coronavirus-as-a-portal/

Immunity arises from serving love, from moving into your soul’s purpose here, from healing fear from this-life and soul levels too. As you share from this immune place, you are actually offering a vaccine to others who are ready to receive it. This is then the ‘spread’ of a love virus, rather than a fear-based one.

Here is a recent guided meditation and Q & A I did about the coronavirus and the 3D Matrix switch over: https://youtu.be/XxhCJcAAaEk

Much love to you as we move into this next level of Ascension…..as we are called to rise and shine!

 Jelelle Awen

Please do ask for support if you need it as this time to be the light that you ARE and digest the trauma at the emotional body and soul field level that may still be blocking that light from being offered. 1:1 powerful healing sessions with me for women and with Raphael Awen for men/women over Zoom are available NOW for $100 CAD/$77 USD! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Seeing How Quickly Fear Can Spread, Imagine If It Was Love Instead

By Jelelle Awen

Seeing how quickly fear can spread, Imagine if it was love instead.

Still digesting the IMMENSE (for me) response to this status update yesterday on my facebook feed….563 likes and 786 shares at this moment and climbing! 11 words that seemed to hit home for so many during this transition time. This is ‘going viral’ I believe, in a good way. I’m sharing about this as it really shows that people WANT to feel love as the answer and can see what humanity can generate as a whole when focused on something. So, yes, imagining love motivating ALL this action and response offers us a template of how New Earth can form out of the ashes of the previous forms.

I will be sharing an energy update soon in the next couple of days with my sense of what is occurring with this virus from the 3D/4D Matrix level and in terms of ongoing Ascension as I tune into it more with the Magdalenes and other guides/Metasoul aspects. The virus seems to be mostly being used as a smokescreen to cover for some pretty big and ultimately good shakeups in the 3D matrix systems. And also seeming to allow a very necessary financial reboot to occur in phases and stages. The virus itself is of the Divine (as all of them are) and serves its purpose in that way. Ultimately it feels like the sign of collapse into rebirth that so many of us have been waiting for to go to the ‘next level’.

Kalayna Solais wrote a beautiful writing this morning about her digestions too and invitation to use this ‘world pause time’ to go inward and to also offer your light to others. “My heart knows that this is all leading us to deeper connections to each other and ourselves as well as our beloved Gaia, as what is rebooting completes its reset cycle, bringing the collective into many different strands and strata of awakening.” https://www.facebook.com/kalaynasolais/posts/1340972592778041

We are feeling a personal impact of course in the sense of how our travel plans to Europe to leave at the end of April may be impacted. Yet we are also landing in trust and flow around it, riding the wave, and also trusting Divine timing around moving there. This collapse is important (the financial collapse occurring is even more important) so we are surrendered to waiting it out in whatever ways are needed and serving love in the meantime.

There is an opportunity during this time to be a beacon of light to others, to step into what you have learned and cultivated and remembered from your soul….to BECOME a way forward for those in fear and panic into love.

Much love to you all,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions for support and healing available during this time over Zoom with me for women and for men/women with Raphael Awen. More info at soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Ripe Time For Awakenings, Deeper Connection With The Divine And Within

by Kalayna Solais

Yesterday, I paused to feel the panic moving through the collective, how it could easily echo something that needs me inside of me, yet doesn’t seem to at this time…. At least not in the same way as it seems to be for others.

It rippled and ripped around where I stood. It told me, asked me, to keep being as still as I can, to keep holding space for it, to keep being a beacon of love and surrender during a dark time.

Having been through dark times in this life and many others, I know I can do this. I can be the lighthouse on the dark and stormy waters, whether the ships can see me or not.

My soul knows the solace, the solitude, the loneliness too, of being a ‘healer’ in the midst of chaos. My soul also knows the beauty of the beaconing, the beckoning towards brighter shores of possibility and deeper connection within and with the Divine during such times as these when the death knoll (literal and figurative) sounds and there is an added poignancy and consciousness/awareness in our daily interactions and activities that we couldn’t get to otherwise.

My heart knows that this is all leading us to deeper connections to each other and ourselves as well as our beloved Gaia, as what is rebooting completes its reset cycle, bringing the collective into many different strands and strata of awakening.

All lenses are valid, all viewpoints need acknowledging. None are ‘wrong’ and none are absolutely ’right’, for this world is not now nor could ever be black and white.

I think the deepest gift we can offer ourselves if we choose to isolate, to pull back and out from ‘work’ or from ‘social’ as a precaution is to go inward and feel. The world is on a sort of ‘pause until further notice’ which is extremely rare. This is an opportunity to see what’s been brewing and moving on the inside of each of us. Where is the stagnancy and stubbornness toward love and surrender? Where is there a poignant fear of death or loss or both? These are existential questions, I know. Not everyone will be able to ask themselves or parts of themselves these just yet, but the invitation is there as always. And, as always, the Divine is here holding us all in whatever explorations we’re having inside and out and in whatever it is we are discovering about ourselves and our worlds, both inner and outer.

We are being invited to see our capacity to create the life we actually DO want and how this all comes from inside of each of us… from these places of panic and worry that are rooted far deeper than simply just being what ‘is’ and therefore accepted as only what ‘is’. There is SO much that needs our LOVE in these places. There are so many parts feeling their beloved 3D world being shaken up and so many Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes feeling a recapitulation of what they’re going through as well. Indeed, there are MANY layers all happening at once, so the need to pull it all back inward and make space for feeling it all is very, very real.

In all of this… there is nothing to ‘vanquish’ but there is a lot to be with and love UP.

It’s from this inward place that it can all change for the better, starting with the chaotic INNER world, the one that tends to get brushed aside or buried far too often.

Much love to you all and everything inside of you that may be in deep reaction at this time….

Kalayna ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Embracing Lillith: A Poem Of Feminine Self-Discovery

by Kalayna Solais

Easing in
To me
To Her…
The softness gathers ‘round
In flowing birthing waters
To hold and to move
To alter and to cleanse
What has been
To prepare for
What will be.

She waits in her garden
My garden within
Of inner workings
In billowing dresses
Of white satins
And lace.

She invites
And it lands deeper now
Than it ever could
When the stakes of feeling deeper
Needed more space to be felt.

With her hands
She takes mine

With her heart
She holds mine

And with Her
I stand now taller
With the grace of a thousand lifetimes
Cultivated
Both mine and never ‘mine’
Collective and personal
Feminine and Masculine.

By Her
I am supported
In all explorations
That remind me

I won’t EVER give up on love.

In the balance made
By the unknowns
Now becoming known
She awaits the phase
When our lifeblood’s
Heart muscle
Beats out the rhythm
Of new creations
From the very core
Of what has made us
Both souls and humans
With every bridge possible
In between.

Arising in Her midst
I arrive in ME
Maiden
Priestess
Magdalene
Sacred Feminine Bridge
Inviting others
Into Her dance
Of Oneness within
Extending without
Yet, always grounded
In the timelessness
Of the Higher Heart
And ever-expanding
Soul.

Embodied for now
In a dance of human-made
Female flesh
Flushed with goodness
Singing with Ascension
And breathing with the ecstasy
Of a heart healing and rediscovered
Within the softening bedrock
Of a countenance
Never really forgotten
Only set aside.

I sense the exquisite timing
Of Her rebirth
Bringing with tender lushness
The bourgeoning new Now
Of the age being born
Within the context of ever-deepening
Divinely human
Ever-galactic

Love.

A love I won’t EVER give up on.

…as if I ever even could.

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.