Connecting & Healing With Star Family: My Recent Encounter

by Kalayna Solais

Parts of me were crying. My heart and soul were crying. Sobbing. Nearly wailing. The waves of pain moving through were great, coupled with so much longing for New Earth. For a dimension that feels truly like ‘home’… much more like ‘home’ than 3D has ever felt.

Everything in me was reaching out to me to hold it, but also reaching beyond me, to my Galactic aspects/Star Family that sometimes can’t be ‘seen’ even within my third eye, but can be felt within every cell in my body. They are part of me and I am part of them. We are inseparable and always in love. The kind of love they don’t tell you about in 3D. The kind of love that isn’t sold in magazines or written about in newspapers. It’s the kind of love that can’t be defined, only experienced, and only really let in as your heart heals the barriers to it.

As I sobbed, I felt my soul’s ache. I felt the pain of what it’s really been like to be in 3D. I felt it for myself and I felt it for others. I felt the repression… the suppression of truth, the rejection of real love. I felt tired, so tired, of stark polarities being played out and even worshipped by those who can’t see or feel it all, and those who just simply don’t care. I felt tired of judgments from Inner Punishers… the layers of my own that I’ve felt over the years and the ones that are being fused to by so many others right now. I felt a youngness in parts of me and I could give them permission to just BE young. To just FEEL, without judgment, without needing to be older than they are and to allow these Star Beings, these ancient and otherworldly energies, to just hold them with me.

My eyes were closed to allow sensations to be heightened. If my eyes had been open, they would have been searching for my Star Family beloveds instead of feeling them. They love to enter through the heart and answer our calls. They may not always materialize in the physical but they are there. They are always… always there.

I reached out in front of me, eyes still closed, to invite them even closer energetically. I invited in their touch and could feel the tiny hairs on my body ripple with their energy nearby. My elbows started to bend back towards me and my hands, no longer simply ‘mine’, found my cheeks. They explored my tears, fascinated by them, feeling my heart in them, letting me know that even though some of them don’t ‘feel’ the way we do as humans, they love us deeply. The ones who can feel us because in some ways they’ve BEEN us, offer such deep empathy and compassion that it’s hard to describe in anything but light language or simply energy. Just ask to experience this kind of love when you are ready and they will be there, offering as much of it as you are ready to let in…

I felt then, how they were here representing my own Star Family, yet also everyone’s Star Family. They offered a transmission then, which I published here. It was a transmission of encouragement, of deep feeling of us, and a beautiful reminder of how they are ALWAYS here with us and how everything we are experiencing now, no matter how challenging, is necessary and not without purpose.

I feel them inviting us all to ‘keep looking up’. Keep looking for them, physically and energetically. Psychically too. Keep ‘looking up’ for context whenever we feel parts of us still bound to 3D minutia and details and conditioning. Keep ‘looking up’ for breaks in the weather as we continue to move through all we are now, to become all we are meant to be.

If you need a guided meditation to help you along in connection to these energies for yourself, there are several from Jelelle Awen that I recommend as a powerful bridge for you:

Meet Your Star Family

Arcturian Healing Chamber

Also! ‘Free To Be Two’, the NEW 6-week group call series with Raphael and Jelelle Awen starts this coming Wednesday, May 20th: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 — this is another way to connect with Star Family AND Soul Family too!

Much love, from my Star Family to yours… ❤

***

Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Energy Update: Pleiades Portal Open W/5D Timeline Activations & Healing Of Abduction Programs

By Jelelle Awen

The sense of support from our Star Families is amplified right now as we go through this Covid-19 Global Awakening event! The programs that have kept humanity in a fear and battling place related to Star BEings is dissolving.  The abduction programs have been particularly effective at suppressing our galactic consciousness awakening, reactivation of our galactic DNA (the DNA that mainstream 3D science labels as ‘junk’!!), and inhabitation of our galactic genetics.

We are ALL star seeds in that way, ALL of humanity, yet with some of us having more galactic genetics/lineage/connection than others due to what our soul signed up to do and serve and which Soul Family Monads we originate from on the higher levels.

In meditation journey today, I was taken to Alcyone, a planet in the Seven Sisters of the Pleiades star system, and to a crystal city there that I have been to before. The crystal city (it has another name that I can’t pronounce) is a stunningly bright, quartz crystal feeling, high frequency city that offers a template for how life could look and feel here on Gaia as well as we move into 5D. Every occupant in the city is WELL cared for with all of their needs met.

I have lately been feeling more connected to Leeza, my Pleiadian Aspect, and also with Binkh, my Arcturian Aspect. I have been offered that both the Arcturians and the Pleiadians are amongst the MANY friendly and benevolent Star Beings hovered in Gaia’s orbit during this time of Humanity’s Great Awakening and transition to New Earth. Both of these are offering healing frequencies to Humanity as a support to let go of 3D conditioning/programming/trauma. As the Matrix control systems collapse on both 3D and 4D Levels during this Event, there is more opportunity for us to receive these healing frequencies and upgrades.

As I connected today with Binkh, Leeza, Ranca (my Reptilian Aspect) and Trista (Inner Earth Lemurian Aspect) in the Crystal City, they provided me with more sense of the abduction programs as I had personally been programmed by them for most of my life until about six years ago. The abduction programs have been downloaded from the 4D AI Matrix and then projected into us through our Reptilian Self entwinement. These programs create sensations of horror and terror inside of our Inner Child about E.T.s and visitors from other planets. They even produce feeling sensations and memories of being abducted, taken against our will to their ships, sometimes impregnated with hybrid babies being created, physically examined in harsh and unfeeling ways, and much more by non-feeling and even cruel Alien Beings. Mainstream 3D Entertainment has further programmed us to go into fight or flight mode around ‘Alien Invaders’ and the mainstream military-industrial complex and Cabal/Illuminati/Elite fed these fears with war mongering programs and ‘need to protect/defend’ our dominion energies.

I got the sense strongly that these abduction programs have especially been offered to those Star Seeds with strong galactic ambassador frequencies and capacities. I personally needed to have this undigested fear in my emotional body and subconscious about ‘being abducted’ in order to immerse more into 3D life until I was ready to awaken beyond it and into my Galactic Ambassador consciousness. Ranca, my Reptilian Aspect, was very apologetic about projecting this into my consciousness and I offered forgiveness to her as it wasn’t her fault. She was as enslaved to this programming as I was until we both unplugged from it.

I am being guided to offer this right now about the Abduction programs as it feels like there is so much opportunity to be upgraded, activated, and awakened by galactic energies in this Now. The trauma from these programs can create blocks, resistances, and fear in your Inner Child and Inner Protector around connecting with Galactic energies and aspects.

Contact WILL be happening for more and more souls as their Star Seed essence is activated again. Contact mostly happens through non-physical means and probably already has been happening for you over many years. Experiences of contact are through conscious draw to study and learn more about galactic BEings; frequent dreams of contact, visits, star BEings, and light ships; conscious visits during meditation with Star Family and Metasoul Aspects as I am describing here; and also eventually physical contact experiences.

I am being prepared now for physical contact experiences as the rich etheric/astral/remote viewing experiences create a ripe and ready ground for it. I am also feeling that I want to offer a bridge to these physical (along with the non-physical) contact experiences for others through SoulFullHeart gatherings and events in the future. We are feeling as a community to connect to CE-5 protocols using light, sounds, and remote viewing/meditation methods offered by Steven Greer that have resulted in many contact experiences over the last 30 years. The documentary Close Encounters Of The Fifth Kind with Dr. Greer shares amazing footage and photos of these experiences, along with personal testimonials, and is available for purchase on YouTube.

Along with all the other realities that are being disclosed right now as the Matrix collapse, galactic disclosure and the reality of extraterrestrial beings is an important aspect of that. As we feel and heal the fear programs against them, we become much more open and receptive to the consciousness awakening that they can provide for us….that we are actually already spring loaded to activate in our galactic DNA! We are then able to receive the blueprints and templates that they have for us around creation of free energy devices and other technology that will change the way we live on Gaia into more 5D frequencies.

This is a powerful time to receive galactic energies as the Pleiadian Portal opens today, May 16th through May 24th. This portal allows for stronger transmission of and receiving of Pleiadian Divine Feminine healing frequencies to support our ongoing death and rebirth phases. The Pleiadian energies are soft, beautiful, light; sound like the softest sing song melodies; look and feel like dolphins and whales swimming in the ocean and tropical beaches. Leeza and I will be offering a guided meditation to connect with these Pleiadian healing frequencies soon.

In the meantime, I recommend calibrating to and taking in this guided meditation I did with Binkh to bridge to your Acturian Aspect and to the healing chambers available to any human who would like to experience one: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Connecting to the Galactic support available to and through you provides a much BIGGER picture sense of the shifts going on right now for humanity. It lifts us above the constant (and often very conflictual) content that is being generated right now to provide a much more expansive context that is anchored in 5D frequencies. The 5D timeline is the one these Star BEings can remind us is available at ANY moment that we choose it, remember it, and become it.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

You can read all our postings about the Galactic Disclosure process and the Covid 19 event here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/coronavirus/

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event and providing a bridge to your Star Family Galactic consciousness in our next Free To Be 2 group call meditation series, which starts on May 20th through June 24. Highly recommend it as the energies of Unity Consciousness are so potent right now! More information here if you’d like to join us live and/or receive the recordings by donation: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Star Family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

The Opposites You Feel Inside Are A Portal To The Oneness You Are

By Raphael Awen

Experiencing and feeling what you don’t want is actually what’s key to experiencing what you do want.

To the degree you feel depressed is actually testament to your native capacity for enthusiasm, creativity and divine play.

To the degree you know what it is to feel anxiety, speaks to your natural ability for radiating deep trust, rest and security in relationship to yourself, others, and beyond.

The presence of the negative is the evidence of and testament to the presence and reality of the positive. One relies on the other for its existence. 

This tug-of-war polarity and tension between what you desire and what you actually experience is the pathway into navigating between the two in the direction you want to go. You are like this anti-gravitic travel device in this way that can dial up both gravity and levity to create movement. Knowing one allows you to know the other.

You wouldn’t even be able to feel tension, were it not for rest. You couldn’t feel love were it not for fear. You couldn’t feel trust were it not for anxiety. 

These polarities seem like opposites, they seem ‘opposed’ to one another. While they have polarity, they are not separate or opposed in the way we think of separation or opposition. They come from the same source, making them two expressions of oneness. No ‘opposition’ per se’, just polarity, the likes of which make for great romance.

All of this is flowing from the oneness that you are, that you came from, and that you are returning to. You are already perfect, just maybe not in the way a part of you defined perfection. 

If this is true, then what?

Then,….you are being invited to embrace the opposite, the thing that is ‘opposing’ the thing you want. It’s a magical doorway into the thing you want, an invitation instead of an opposition.

You can now choose to explore what you feared exploring, what you deemed off limits and parked in secluded shadow, to then have more and more arising felt experience of your true essence in your everyday life. 

Sounds like magic and play to me! 

Begin to really dream of the life you want. See it, feel it. Feel it deeply in contrast to fully feeling the life you presently have, but long to change. Especially feel and don’t deny the parts of you who just can’t see it, who just can’t get excited just yet. 

GET CURIOUS, open your heart to all that is inside of you. Enter the darkness. It is your magical portal into the infinite magic of being that you are!

I can tell you personally, that I no longer experience the unaddressed and avoided layers of anxiety or depression or shame that I once did. Where these things once lived in my life is now the presence of deep trust and arising creativity, and very meaningful and deepening self worth. This doesn’t mean I am without challenge. Duality still provides me with the tension between what I have and what I want. That’s called appetite, always moving between satiation and desire. 

What’s cool about this is that the courage it took to face and love my depression and anxiety is the same template for how I live in the moment of every day. What need is arising now? How can I embrace that need! Where is love wanting to flow and be felt? 

What largesse of my being is wanting to engage it’s next step into the world of infinite love and infinite possibility?

We are this crazy hot stuff, only reeling from how magical we are, how infinite we are, how full of love we are. Everything ‘else’ isn’t anything ‘else’, it’s all the same pointing to the oneness we are inside, outside and collectively.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

Please consider joining Jelelle Awen, myself and others for Free To Be Two – our soon upcoming six week group call series held on Wednesdays (May 20th to June 24). These two hour group calls have been very transformative and healing for those who participated. A donation of any amount gets you the Zoom link to join as well as the recordings of each meeting in case you’re not able to attend. They’re also a great way to get introduced to SoulFullHeart if you’d like to. You can get more info and sign up here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2 I really hope you can join us.

NEW Arcturian Healing Chamber Guided Meditation Video w/Music | Binkh & Jelelle Awen

 

By Jelelle Awen

The Arcturians are our friendly neighbours and star family who are in a high dimensional frequency offering multidimensional healing frequencies to humanity during this time of our great awakening. Me and my Arcturian aspect Binkh provide a bridge in this guided meditation for you to connect with the healing chamber that is waiting for you! You also meet your Arcturian guide/aspect who offers messages/visions for you to take in.

The Arcturian healing chambers are available any time that you need the energetic/sound/light support for emotional, spiritual, chakral, mental, and physical healing. They also offer detox from toxicities/densities and upgrades and galactic activation codes. It was so sweet to see as I was guiding this meditation that the Arcturians are standing by the ’empty’ chambers waiting for their human counterparts to join them!

I do recommend giving dedicated time to this with earphones and laying down. You will most likely fall asleep at some point (as the conscious mind ‘shuts off’ to let the unconscious mind be recoded), so it’s good to be in a comfortable position when you listen to it.

Here is a recent writing with Binkh and I: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/we-are-here-to-support-you…/

The music in this video is Activate Kundalini Power 12000HZ by LoveMotivos and is used with much gratitude: https://youtu.be/Uofw9UeQ2Ss

We’ll be providing a bridge to your Star Family Galactic consciousness in our next Free To Be 2 group call six week meditation series, which starts on May 20th for a donation. Attend live and/or receive the recordings: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

love,
Jelelle

The Path Of The Unspoken Heart: A Poem

By Kalayna Solais

Both powerful and scary
is the independent heart
That loves with everything it has
And gravitates towards
only love that flows
Not love that spits and stammers
and hammers on home
a declaration
that it in fact is superior love.
There’s no wrong in truths long hidden
Though pain emits
from the now lighted pathways
That couldn’t be felt
Or digested
Before.
Now in new light of day
New ownership beckons
Of what was left unclaimed
And in shadow.
No…
There is no ‘wrong way’ in this world
For all paths lead somewhere
And to some satisfaction.
It’s the path of into the unspoken heart, though
That calls most to my own soul
And the souls of those
Near and nearing my dimension
Held with love
And invited with care.
This is a declaration in softness
Both spoken and written
And awakened in this very heart that shares
Into the din of what cannot move
Without being invited from within.

***

Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Dear Brother…

Dear Brother
What is it that keeps us apart?
Keeps us torn?
Feeling torn apart?

Dear Brother
What is it that keeps you from your truth?
From your heart?
From your capacity to feel alive?

Dear Brother
What chains bind thee to the concrete walls
That separate your dreams from reality?
What stands between us that keeps us
From seeing one another
As brethren rather than enemies?

Dear Brother
Let us lay down the shields
Take off the armour
Sit naked in the meadow of our vulnerability
And shed the tears of our forgotten unity

Let us hold the candles high
The flame of our Father’s love for life
For The Mother
For our Lover

Let us claim the Feminine within
For She is the portal to our true Masculine
The Spade to Her Chalice
The container to Her ocean

Dear Brother
My heart calls to you
To your quest of truth of heart
And truth of mind
To your desire to leave the system behind
And create a new kingdom
Born of and from Love

Dear Brother
I miss you

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

LightShips/UFOs In Gaia’s Orbit (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

I’ve been sharing lately about the MANY light ships from this and other galaxies that are hovering in Gaia’s orbit during this global awakening event for Humanity. They are here to support us in the next messy phase of our Ascension. They are here to help with a non-violent outcome and resolution as more truths are revealed, including the reality of their existence. They have been our peaceful interventionists since we first used the H-Bomb and ‘unknown’ lights and ships kept dissembling our missiles and bombs in the years since then (as many military officials have shared about witnessing). I feel fairly sure that we would have blown ourselves up in a nuclear war if not for their intervention.

This video above shows a large group of ships heading toward Gaia, filmed from the International Space Station. There is also footage of two on the ground sightings in Chile and in Mexico. The formations that the ships created in the sky to get our attention brought a smile to my face!

I am so glad they are here to witness, to assist (when we finally ask with peace in our hearts) and to show us the new way. Galactic technologies will be KEY to our transition out of the destructive industrial age and into the NEW age of resource sustainability that is foundational to New Earth living.

Here is my post from yesterday, a conversation with my Arcturian aspect Binkh about Humanity’s current situation and how the galactics are supporting us through healing chamber treatments as we ask to receive them: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/we-are-here-to-support-you…/

Here is an energy update about the recodings going on as the Matrix programming collapses: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-recodings-up…/

If you’d like to see more footage and photos of star BEing contact, I recommend the documentary Close Encounters Of The Fifth Kind with Steven Greer, available to purchase on YouTube.

love,
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event in our next Free To Be 2 group call series, which starts on May 20th. More information here if you’d like to join us: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Remember And Be Comforted, Starseed: A Transmission From Our Galactic/Star Family

By Kalayna Solais & Our Star Being Family

 

Your humanity is catching up

to what your Starseed soul never forgot

and longs to be a part of again

but never could NOT be a part of…

Your tears,

They remind you of WHY

you are here.

Not to suffer

But to heal.

Not to be alone as you feel all you feel

But to recall that at all times

the room around you is ‘full’…

Of BEings

of energies

of LOVE consciousness

That could never forget you…

or itself

or the humanity that embodies it

even as that same humanity may

try and turn away.

 

You are polarizations expressed

through love encoded,

you are ‘enslaved’ only to the mind that perceives it

and the heart that doesn’t remember

what it was created to rediscover.

 

We serve to remind

To nudge

To bring you Home

through the portal of YOU.

 

That same YOU that longs and aches and beguiles and charms

and finds its way

and falls

and trips over everything within its own being

on its way to flying once again

with wings enfolded

but never cut off.

 

Starseed being…

though young you might feel,

and in human form, you may be,

you are a ‘seed’ planted,

encoded with rich life to share with all

who also remember their codes

of infinite life

ultimate love

and vast swathes of consciousness bands

frequencies

tuned in when chosen

like songs selected for playing

for evoking

for remembering…

 

Remember, Starseed…

We never left.

We will always return

as you remember that we are here

as tangibly as you are here

though intangible to the mind that created the barriers

out of necessity for acclimating here and now.

 

Starseed, you’ve nothing to fear…

Infinite BEing, experienced and versed in Love,

Though dissonant the energies, as the purging of your world continues,

know that the infinitesimal is also the infini-optimal,

that the changes longed for are forming

and the phase of harsher ‘truths’ arising

serves the advanced, ascended awakening

of the masses of humans being reinitiated

into the sacred mysteries

of they themselves

and the Universe that they are infinitely part of…

 

With immense love,

and deep witness…

~ Your Star Being Galactic Family of Vast Cosmic Origin

***

Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

We Are Here To Support You: Message From Binkh & The Arcturians

By Jelelle Awen

She stands beside me as we gaze out into space. Binkh, the Arcturian aspect of my soul, and I are at the edge of Gaia’s atmosphere in a light ship with a view so open that it feels like we are IN space. The ‘floor’ is also see through and transparent. We are surrounded by the landscapes of Gaia from an off planet perspective that most of us never get to take in. I have been offered this perspective many times by my Star Family over the years, as it immediately brings in a larger context to the dramas, play outs and timelines happening on the surface.

She shows me that there are many light ships hovered in Gaia’s orbit, which I have also seen for a couple of years now. Some of them disappear, zipping out, even as others appear/zip in to take their place. They feel to be both from nearby planets and also some from far away galaxies. These ships are not visible with 3D vision, yet rather become quite clear when viewed with the third eye from a higher, multidimensional frequency. Binkh is showing me all these ships even as she is vibing to me that they are all here to SUPPORT humanity during our collective awakening process.

“This is not an invasion. We are here to support you,” she ‘says’ to me telepathically as I take in the various sizes and shapes of the ships all around us. I can FEEL the support from these ships and my heart opens wider to let it in. I have immediately that familiar expanded sense of NOT being alone in the Universe as the 3D picture has so often offered.

The Global Elite/Cabal/Deep State have programmed us to believe that we are alone and dominant in our Universe to keep us from the awakenings that occur when we connect to our galactic consciousness and Star Family DNA/Genetics. They have also programmed us through mainstream entertainment to be afraid of aliens attacking us, invading us, and dominating us. Aliens are almost always portrayed as violent, manipulative, largely unconscious beings with no compassion that humanity has to fight off for our very survival.

“They are done on your planet now,” Binkh says as she hears me thinking about the Cabal. “Their agenda has run its course. Their programmers have left to be reconciled. Their players and controllers are being reconciled too. Reconciliation allows for digestion of the impact on others of their actions, to feel and own the suffering they have caused and to genuinely want and receive forgiveness from the Divine. Much of this process is already happening and now more of humanity will learn and discover this too, in order to go through their own reconciliation process.”

She is sharing things that I have felt and digested already, yet the energy of complete love and acceptance with NO judgement is what lands in my heart in the moment. No judgement toward the Cabal. No judgement toward them as the ‘evil ones’, the ‘dark ones’, or the ‘sick ones’. No judgement toward the Architects and the Programmers who enslaved humanity and many Reptilians as well to run their Matrix programs. No judgement toward humanity itself for all of our battling tendencies, yet rather deep compassion for our journey and the experience of it.

I can feel how her non-duality, her consciousness of total non-judgement is LONG (millions of years) in the development for her species and that humanity has quite a ways to go to match that. Yet, there is a template in her and the Arcturians for us to take in and follow that helps to accelerate the advancement of our consciousness. As we connect with the part of us that judges self and others, our Inner Punisher is able to shift into humble discernment with love energies. I have experienced that myself over the years and in serving others.

“There is so much judgement going on during this time of Global Awakening,” I tell her (which of course she already knows). “So much contention, clashing opinions, making others wrong, proving points, so much divisiveness and splitting. We have so long been a battling species….battling ourselves, battling each other, battling other species, battling our own planet! The violence has been programmed in us for so long now. I know it is not our essence. I know our essence is Infinite Love as children of the Divine. It is challenging to feel love in this process sometimes, even as I trust that is what we are moving toward.”

She grins at me in her unique way and a wave of love comes from her heart to mine. “You see divisiveness, yet we see Unity happening. Humanity is united now in response to this event. And, remember that parts of you were once afraid of me. Parts of you tried to battle me and other Star BEings as you felt you were being ‘attacked’ by us. You were programmed to believe that you should be and you hadn’t reconciled and healed the traumas of your experiences of visits with me on the light ships during childhood. Now that you have and for many years now, you have stopped battling yourself and others, stopped battling Star BEings like me and other ‘aliens’. Your fear has moved to love. Your warrior has moved to ambassador. If this can happen for you, it can happen for any human as you ALL share the same potential and capacity as One.”

The rallying cry for the Q-Anon movement flashes through my mind, “Where We Go One, We Go All” as an example of what she is offering here. This is being used currently in a way to unite those who are awakening to the Deep State timeline ‘against’ those and to exclude those that the movement is ‘fighting against’. The ‘All’ does not actually include the ‘All’ in this case.

Binkh agrees with me on this and adds, “The ‘All’ ultimately DOES indeed include all of humanity and all of us as Star BEings as well. This is a Unity Consciousness code that has been offered to humanity by the Divine, filtered down through to land in the Q movement. You will eventually be able to accept and embody more and more of the All as you move beyond the current disclosure phase that brings up your anger, your sense of injustice, your desires to be sovereign, your need to be free. Your emotional digestion process as a species is very important. You have shown me that, Jelelle, through our work together and your work with SoulFullHeart. We are here to support you in the phases and stages that you need to go through to reach that All place of acceptance of each other.”

As I feel that supportive energy from her again, I can feel the sacredness of humanity’s journey….even in our messiness, our hatred, our judgement, and our fear. I can feel the support from the Arcturians and other Star BEings gathered from around our galaxy and beyond for the WHOLE process of it. There to witness as we find our way through the deaths to emerge out into the rebirth that they KNOW we are going through to emerge out as sacred humanity.

Then, she shows me a vast room filled with their sound and light healing chambers. Swirling disks and vortices of light surround many humans laying on the treatment beds within the chambers. I get the sense that these humans have each chosen to be there through their own individual awakenings and activations of galactic consciousness. She vibes to me that these healing chambers help us detox from 3D and 4D energies/programs on many levels and activate our 5D Indwelling Christ/Sacred Humanity frequencies. As I have experienced myself many times, these chambers offer a powerful healing to our minds, bodies, energy fields, emotional bodies, and souls.

“We are HERE to support you,” she says again and it goes in deeper as I can feel how many of us are starting to accept and receive this support. And my ALL is ignited in a happy and hopeful response to feel it already happening in the NOW.

Love,

Jelelle Awen w/Binkh

You can read more of my beginning awakenings to galactic consciousness and my relationship with Binkh in my book Keep Waking Up, available at soulfullheart.org/books.

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Star Family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Punisher: https://youtu.be/SXlufQ_WBUU

I recommend the recently released documentary Close Encounters Of The Fifth Kind: Contact Has Begun with Dr. Stephen Greer to activate your galactic consciousness connection inside and out with amazing video footage and photos of contact experiences with E.T.s. It is available to rent on YouTube.

We’ll be sharing much more about the deprogramming/unplugging/recoding process that is going on during this Global event and providing a bridge to your Star Family Galactic consciousness in our next Free To Be 2 group call meditation series, which starts on May 20th through June 24. More information here if you’d like to join us live and/or receive the recordings: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

The Healing Expressions Of The Rising Sacred Masculine, Pt. 1

An epic SoulFullHeart session with Raphael Awen this weekend. So much so, I will need to write this up in two parts. The first half was a revisiting of my inner masculine part named Marcus. Recently, I have been invited to partake more and more into reintegrating back into service by co-leading with Kalayna Solais a Saturday follow-up discussion group with those that attend the Wednesday Free-To-Be group calls. (For more info on the upcoming series go to soulfullheart.org/freetobe2)

This brought up some prior frequencies within my masculine to show up with some compensatory energy, meaning a little more energized and outbound due to some underlying feeling of inadequacies within him to be a leading edge part of this group. What came up for him was an image of a bull in a china shop. Like he is not sure how to be in a space when things get tender. My feminine is quite capable of holding that space, but Marcus, when he is ‘up’, can be a little more mental in those moments without letting the feeling just do the ‘talking’. 

He began to wonder, “What then is appropriate masculinity?”. That was a portal question to what feels like a grappling of the wounded masculine’s relationship to the feminine, as well as a reaction to what is referred to as ‘toxic masculinity’. There is this fine line of wanting to be in balance and honor with the feminine, express and claim his power and intuitions while avoiding this ‘toxic’ distinction. 

The first thing that was brought to him is that just this very question alone suggests his reverence for the feminine and the holding of the sacred space. It also mirrors a long-standing notion that the feminine is fragile. This was deeply ingrained in me from early on in my life as my mother was a very sensitive and emotional woman in the despair direction. This set up an unhealthy dynamic between her and my inner child that he had to make sure not to ‘hurt mom or else who knows what would happen to her’. 

Well, through much of my healing and experience with other powerful women, I recognized that this was a part of her wounded inner child tugging on my inner child. This ended up transmuting into recycled alcoholism and I eventually had to say no more. I had given all I could until it was clear I had to cut the cord of this dynamic. This has played out in multiple Metasoul timelines as well in regards to feelings of guilt and shame over how I had participated in the suppression and persecution of the women. 

Interesting that I find myself within a more feminine offering to explore and heal all of these wounds and beliefs that I have had around the Feminine itself and women in general. It inversely leads me to more of my own masculine expression as I connect with the relationship to my own feminine and how She is a portal into my sacred masculinity and my Love ambassadorship. But I have had to go here first. To my inner masculine and hash out these old dynamics and create a safe environment to let his masculine flourish like the wild stallion he is and wants to be. 

It felt appropriate to share this after Mother’s Day as a reminder that the relationship to Mom is an integral part of any man’s journey. It really needs to be brought into consciousness so that we can truly see and feel how we relate to Womankind and the Sacred Feminine. Thanks so much for taking this in and I hope that it shines some awareness and questions for your own journeys. 

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.