Avalon Activations: Sunrise At The Tor

 By Jelelle Awen

I am still letting in the energies from our early sunrise processional up to the Tor, the sacred hill in Glastonbury, this morning! We filmed our walk in silence up there and will also record a guided meditation soon with it to bring the Tor’s amazing energies of feminine from the Mary line and masculine from the Michael line into your physical/energy/emotional bodies.

There are some 3D overlays to move through as you connect to the Tor energies now, compared to the timelines where it was actively cultivated and supported as a spiritual activation and sacred ceremonial site by the Celts/Pagans, Essenes/Early christianity, Avalon/Druids, etc. There is traffic to navigate on the way, other less reverential souls taking it in as more a tourist attraction and photo op, lots of sheep poop, and deforestation/removal of the once lush forests.

Yet, still, your heart and soul can locate and tune into these energies if they are part of your soul’s journey here. You can ‘see’ with your third eye what once was and there are small sections of the walk up that offer reminders of the once gently spiralling, processional way up through the Oaks that would take hours and created trancelike states of altered consciousness by the time you got to the top.

Today, the wind whipped strongly through what remains of St. Michael’s tower on the top, which feels haunted honestly. I was reminded how the standing stone circle that were once stood proudly on the top of the Tor provided welcome wind protection, not to mention a big amplification of the energies. You can see that stone circle too still if you tune in.

I felt blessed to have even some taste of these energies with this beautiful soul family group along with me. The energies became even more magical and palatable as the masculine sun seemed to be wrapped in soft feminine tones of pink, coral, and peach as it rose up into the hazy horizon.

We’ll be sharing the Tor sunrise walk and guided meditation video soon on our SoulFullHeart portal on Patreon, which will have exclusive videos, group call recordings, writings, and a community forum. You can become a member now if you are drawn for $15 USD a month (you can cancel at any time) here: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart. These pictures offer a preview of it!

Love from Avalon,
Jelelle Awen

Join Kasha and I for an Avalon Activation women’s group call on Sunday, September 20 at 5:00pm BST (9:00am PDT) with teachings, meditation, and personal sharings by donation. We will share these Avalon energies that invite the inner masculine/feminine flow. More information at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 soul initiation/emotional-Karma Trauma healing sessions with me for women over Zoom and here in-person in Glastonbury and with other Facilitators at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Welcome Home To Sacred You: A Transmission From Avalon

by Kasha Rokshana

It flows through the heart and into the fingers, this energy of new magic and profound feelings.

It strums on the strings of the heart-bass and moves into the throat to be sung.

It rings in the resonance of a thousand inner bells, calling homeward the soul dying to the life it once knew and coming home to itself, renewed.

It brings around again another sense of you, a sense of who you are and are going to be.

It reminds you that all you need is within you and that the rest is window-dressing, perhaps needed for a time but not for always since the falsely attained can never be woven into the fabrics of the real.

The fyres of the flights of angelic beings singing in the hollowness of inner space, a void yet filled too, to the brim, like that of a chalice holding the waters of new life.

You are that new life…

The renewal tydes are here.

Will you come home to them and let them change you from deep within, or will you turn and face the day that’s known yet no longer bringing with it the purest sunshine of your fyres alight with newness?

Your own savvy moves inward and breathes outward. It’s service and it’s beyond the beyond.

It’s a tap turned on that flows in old canals. You’re being, you’re learning to be, you’re remembering to breathe and look within.

Know, understand, behold that you are loved in this transition.

When the ground feels vacant beneath your tired feet, remember you are held in those clouds of the unknown. The clearing is already underway. Feel it, know it… live into it.

You’re bringing all that’s known and unknown to the surface and you’re changing before your very heart eyes.

Bring yourself back home to that house built within.

You’re finding your way in a path long carved out by your soul.

Welcome home.

Love,

Avalon 🌹

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Bridging The Masculine & Feminine In Avalon

In the Heart of Avalon the energy of the sacred feminine runs deep. As a man it can bring up many different feelings and reactions. For me it has been a toggle between feeling at home and feeling amiss, like I don’t quite fit in.

The dance of the masculine and feminine within comes to the surface to be felt and called into union. I feel these aspects inside of me vying for attention and healing. A priestess energy that has been with me for some time yet is ripe for more relationship in this geography.

Then there is the architecture of the wounded masculine exemplified by the church tower on top of the Tor. It activates a priest and Roman aspect that feel the uneasy feeling of walking these lands remembering the ways in which the dominating culture created a veil to the magic of the time.

The beauty of it all is that I get to bridge those two together into my heart rather than be caught in the space between. I can bring them together in sacred ceremony as I sit here wide awake in the middle of the night. I am on a different clock now and that is the timepiece of the soul

I am here to feel. Here to heal myself as well as the collective masculine so that I may serve those knights of heart that feel the same calling within despite all the din and distraction. The sacred masculine is rising and has a journey toward and with the feminine. It is here and cannot be stopped, only resisted.

I am blessed to be here. I want to share my journey and serve the wisdom and love that arises from it. I have a purpose and the Divine has a plan of which I am only partially privy to. My masculine is acclimating to that while my feminine is revelling.

In the middle is the flow of Life.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

You’re As Sacred As You’ll Ever Be

by Raphael Awen

Consciousness is a great and vast ocean, in which by birthright, you are not only given license to swim in these vast waters, you are also the water; you are also the license grantor; you are the ocean and consciousness itself.

Your reverence and curiosity for all you are and for all you’ve been given is the portal into navigating the changes and the desires for whatever form of more that you seek.

The divine is divining through you, regardless of whether your present state feels like lack or abundance.

The present configuration of what your life looks and feels like is not any more or less sacred than what it might look and feel like when vastly changed from its present state into a new state that you feel a desire for. The present state, the desire and the future state all have role and process for you to feel inside of, to learn from, to grow within.

You’ll never become any more sacred than you already are.

Knowing that should help alleviate the stress of attaining higher states of consciousness, as your consciousness transmutes into more and more remembrance of what you always were, always and in all ways ARE and never actually lost.

These are the messages and reminders coming to me as I acclimate to being re-membered with the energies here in Avalon – what is called Glastonbury in this present timeline.

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of SoulFullHeart. VisitΒ soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.Β 

Masculine & Feminine Interdependence

by Raphael Awen

An impulse to do something, to express something is a masculine kind of outbound energy. This energy needs and requires a feminine inbound energy of being and letting-in to sustain and validate its need to do and express.

The masculine doing and expressing by itself runs out of gas, and must vulnerably return to the feminine to get its needs met.

Likewise, the feminine inbound energy of letting in love and ability to BE in being wants to express and do as a natural extension of itself. The feminine however can’t disconnectedly express and do just for the sake of feeling powerful, or worthy, or right. It wants and needs a higher frequency.

In this way, the masculine and the feminine are interdependent, and in that, we see the basis for Sacred Union, within each of us, for we all possess both masculine and feminine aspects/polarities of being – each of which longs for union, for a higher way.

The incompleteness of one is the portal to the other.

Vulnerability (the ability to admit need) is the grace that permits the masculine and feminine to find Sacred Union dance.

This is true inside and outside.

Maybe the most powerful common denominator between the masculine and feminine is this shared mutual need – this wound state one remains in without the other.

This energy feels so palpable to me since arriving here in Glastonbury in the UK, a place of deep feminine energies and converging soul aspect timelines. One can feel the still unresolved lingering between the feminine and the masculine wanting to find its reunion in actual transactional grounds of real people expressions and relationships.

We are this coming together. We are the cast and crew of this production being put on by consciousness itself.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of SoulFullHeart. VisitΒ soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc.Β 

Meeting Gog And Magog: Ancient Oak Trees Of Avalon

by Kasha Rokshana

Today I met the two ancient oak trees of Avalon that remain, named β€˜Gog’ and β€˜Magog’, and it was one of my most touching Avalon reunions yet…

Walking along, meeting and connecting with local trees and even getting lost a bit on our way there with a new soul friend, James (a fellow SoulFullHeart) was all part of the sacred adventure. All of that alone brought up much glee in my heart and peace too. The memories of these sacred trees who all have held and continue to hold so much space… digesting this venture today, I still feel a bit teary and like these trees are now inside me. Maybe they always were and this is simply another awakening.

Yes, the latter feels true… and so much that I’ve discovered in my Metasoul connections to this land lately is turning over now into these touching moments that aren’t full of deep and intense emotional processing but instead are just unshakeable memories and experiences of communication with the natural world that I’ve tasted but hadn’t fully been initiated into in this lifetime.

Coming from BC, Canada, where the trees are deeply magical as well, I often had profound experiences, yet these two ancient ones and the ones nearby of other species that hold the Avalon lineage in their rugged roots, are a storybook to uncover unto themselves and the true holders of the sacredness that can never be squelched from these lands.

In fact, even in the highly damaged β€˜Gog’, one of these 2000-year-old oak trees that were part of a massive procession of oaks once upon a time that presided over the path to Avalon, shared with me that he himself and all of the trees who were cut down, are still alive and well in their own dimension and will return to the visible world when we reach the Golden Earth frequencies we’re now working towards and learning to let in from within.

Gog… burned from inside by a lit candle in 2017

This soothed the mourning I felt when touching his ghostly, fire-ravaged bark, as did his clear message to touch the smaller, younger tree growing next to him to show a unification between them… a reminder of how even what may feel β€˜dead’ or β€˜lost’ is still supporting the β€˜newer’ generations. He also wanted me very much to see how life was continuing to grow on his hide. So even in the stillness of β€˜death’, he was fulfilling a purpose. Purpose, he offered to me energetically, can truly be that simple and elegant.

Connecting with β€˜Magog’, his healthier brother, I climbed slightly up on his side and leaned in closely, placing my hands in one place and then another, whispering light language as I went. James and I both went silent, taking in the energies of love, stillness, comfort being offered and entering into our own processes of connection with this incredible being.

Magog

I asked with my energy, because part of me so wanted to know, β€˜how is it that you can somehow stay so still, over so many thousands of years, and be as contented and alive as you are?’

The response came in a moving picture of how his roots rustle beneath him with every season and how different creatures come to live inside of his openings and plants grow over and above his bark. He showed me a dance of how the sun changes position, how he shifts perhaps very slightly in position to soak up all he needs. How he’s simply a part of the symbiosis of natural life, which somehow is effortless in its timing and unfolding, yet unfold it does. He remains still in one way, yet shifts in certain ways as needed.

I felt every cell in my being respond to this and become so calm… teary, yet still, and full in heart. I felt renewed somehow in my sense of myself, which has also been a deep personal process and longing in recent days. I felt my love exchange with this tree spirit go deeply into both of us as β€˜Gaians’ and as souls too. We remembered each other like old friends. And it was the sweetest reunion.

With both of these friendly giants, I felt this flow of connection run through that is still flowing as I share this. I felt connected more than I have yet to the Ancient roots of Avalon. I felt their invitation that wanted to come through me to the world, to any other human being who also wants to connect with them and remember, and to exchange love with them. They love to be loved, to be beheld in reverence as they revere and love us too.

They are a reminder of our own infinity and of our oneness with all things, and anchor that distinctive frequency of soul wisdom that can never be truly forgotten, only put aside for a while.

With so much love, from the deepest roots of Avalon,
Kasha β€οΈπŸƒ

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Jelelle Awen and I are hosting a women’s call where we will be transmitting everything we’ve been downloading and integrating since arriving here in Avalon/Glastonbury. More info here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Avalon Activations: Visit To The Glastonbury Abbey

By Jelelle Awen

Onward journey now in Avalon as yesterday we went into the ruins of what was once the most powerful and rich Catholic Abbey in the UK…the Glastonbury Abbey grounds right off of bustling High Street. The monastic teleportation started immediately once you enter the sacred and quiet grounds surrounded by the original stone walls. The earliest and most tender roots of Christianity are here…with Joseph of Arimathea’s simple sacred worship structure built here and two Holy Thorn trees.

We felt a mixture of energies as we explored the structures that have survived the fires, the dissolution and destruction of Catholic monasteries during King Henry VIII’s reign, and much more. We prayed in St. Patrick’s Chapel with its recreated paintings of Yeshua, Magdalene, Bridgit, and Mother Mary and felt the 500 years of Christian worship held there.

Exploring the remains of the Lady Chapel offered us some bridge to the Divine Feminine amongst the Patriarchal energies of dominance and grandeur. The Mary energy line hummed beneath us here in the Lady Chapel and we could tune into it in moments. We started calibrating with honoring to the graves of King Arthur and Queen Guinevere, with more personal Metasoul connection to open out in the future feels like.

I felt the most connection to my Essene/Magdalene lineage when touching the Holy Thorn tree. A wave of homesickness moved through my heart and sudden sense of missing being with my soul family group of pure devotees of the Divine and Yeshua….before Christianity became a exoteric religion and lost so much of the mystical sanctity and esoteric frequency of its origins. As a soul family group, we Essenes are finding each other in this life and especially in these lands of soul’s memory.

The ruins of the Abbey themselves offer a hint of how massive and grand it really was at the height of its stature. You can ‘see’ this with your third eye if you tune in. I found a lack of resonance with this outwardly bold and BIG expression of God devotion and could much more take in and feel the Divine frequencies offered by the large Yew, Ash, and Willow trees. The trees connected us through their roots to the purity of these Mary and Michael energy lines, more accessible through bare feet and outstretched hands on bark rather than in worshipping False Gods within vast stone structures.

The most potent moment of familiarity came when I sat on the Omphalos stone, a large egg-shaped rock with a divot carved on the top of it. It was unmarked and even seemed ‘abandoned’ outside the walls of the Abbot’s Hall. I could feel the times of my soul aspects/High Priestesses/Oracles sitting on this stone, during menstruation, and sharing the visions that would come forward with others.

The herb and plant gardens, apple orchards, fish ponds, and more wild spaces within the Abbey grounds offered an Earth-bound grounding in contrast to man’s lofty reach to the Heavens. Right there, in these natural landscapes as connected to Gaia’s energy frequencies, is available a potent sense of the Divine. And, going within, as always, offering the most sacred and profound grounds of God communion.

Lady Chapel at Glastonbury Abbey
prayer at St. Patrick’s Church
Sitting on the Omphalos Stone
Connecting with the Holy Thorn Tree

Love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

Join Kasha and I for an Avalon Activation women’s group call on Sunday, September 20 at 5:00pm BST (9:00am PDT) with teachings, meditation, and personal sharings by donation. More information at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 soul initiation/emotional-Karma Trauma healing sessions with me for women over Zoom and here in-person in Glastonbury at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Avalon Activations: Sacred Union Experiences in Avalon

By Jelelle Awen

Oh, these Avalon energies stir up sacred union within and with other as the Michael and Mary energy lines vibrate all around you! These ley lines of masculine and feminine energies are entwining and overlapping…..and then flowing away from each other again….only to return back into each other’s embrace again like lovers do.

These energy serpents spiral around the Tor together in a steady procession and then climax, bursting out on the top of the Holy Hill’s crown chakra…again, like lovers do! Once, powerful standing stones stood in a circle to capture this outward flow and redirect it within, connect it within the circle of souls gathered, and network it to the Stars and beyond.

We can bring these energies from the Tor now into our bodies and receive a template for a balanced flow there again of masculine and feminine. That which was once polarized can find union…and Mother Gaia shows us the way.

In this moment, I am in lovemaking afterglow with my beloved and feeling the energies of our sacred union dance move into new terrains and places of discovery from being here in these Avalon energies over a week now. Raphael and I had some tension and friction move through in the first days here….as many couples experience coming here.

Yet, we came into balance again, as we always eventually do, by going within and feeling our ‘sides’ of it. The parts of us and soul aspects (so triggered up here!) that need our attention and love receive it through the process of openness, curiosity and space from reaction.

And, so we return to Raphael and Jelelle again and to the steady transaction of love that is both brand new and many lifetimes long. I am so grateful for this soul, this man, this BEing who has journeyed with me through so many phases and stages this life. We’ve built up and let go of so many worlds together now. I am grateful to this king who brings out my queen with his devotion, with his kindness, with his directness, with his integrity, and with the HUGENESS of his heart.

Today, we visit the ruins of the Glastonbury Abby and King Arthur’s remains as well. And something else gets revealed in this visit and something previously unknown can then be explored and integrated. That is the reason for coming in the physical to these sacred places with energies that have remained unchanged for so long and remain pure…to know ourselves in new ways, to remember what our soul wants us to recall…to become the Infinite Love that we ARE.

Love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

Join Kasha and I for an Avalon Activation women’s group call on Sunday, September 20 at 5:00pm BST (9:00am PDT) with teachings, meditation, and sharings by donation. More information at http://soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

More information about 1:1 soul initiation/emotional healing sessions with me for women over Zoom and here in-person in Glastonbury at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Avalon Activations: Women’s Group Call W/Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana – September 20

By Jelelle Awen

I am excited to offer my first women’s group call since July from the sacred lands of Avalon! Kasha will be joining me in this special two hour event over Zoom where we will bridge from, tap into and transmit from the powerful Mary ley line that runs through the house where we are staying and from the local sacred sites of the Tor, the Abbey, and more.

The magical energies of Avalon (Glastonbury, UK in the physical) stir the heart’s openings and soul longings of women, hugely supported and activated by the Divine Feminine frequencies long cultivated here in these lands. Activations from Avalon open up a bridge to your inner Priestess, Maiden, Essene/Magdalene, Celtic/Druid Healer, nun, and whatever else is within your soul to come forward as a part of you or from another lifetime.

We will talk about how the challenge and opportunity can be to feel these Avalon energies in a way that allows you to relate with them, integrate them with your Divine Self and your everyday life, and heal the karma trauma that may be within these lifetimes. Creating a bridge from the heart of your Divine Self to the parts/soul aspects who have connection to these energies allows for more activation AND more healing too.

During this call on Sunday, September 20 at 5:00pm BST, we will guide you in a meditative space into a healing sisterhood circle with all the souls on the call and with energies of the sisterhood of Avalon, a sisterhood consciousness lineage with Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Morra (Jelelle’s Avalon priestess soul aspect), and Flora (Kasha’s Avalon priestess soul aspect) to help bridge the healing energies of Avalon to you in a personal way. You will also connect with the part of you/soul aspect that comes through to receive these loving energies.

You can receive these Divine Feminine frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.

This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

More information at https://www.facebook.com/events/359646118400033/ and at soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

love from Avalon!
Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Remembering The Soft Feminine

by Kasha Rokshana

As soon as my feet are bare, my dancer comes out.

And they were bare on this day, in this place, because of stepping into a healing pool of precious waters. The sensations of which returned to me even more soul memories to integrate into my heart. And so the dancer energy coming forward reminded me of a gentle femininity that lives deep inside, that invites instead of tugs. That dances for herself in self-love first of all and can pull others in to join her when it’s time, when they’re ready, when she feels ready to embrace that sort of partnership, mateship, friendship that requires vulnerability in exchange with another.

Avalon’s legacies are sometimes used to bypass… to exit instead of enter. These feminine energies are misread, misused, taken over.

When you choose to enter Her sacred womb, Her healing waters, the embrace of Her sacred trees, you find yourself feeling more than ever before as your own femininity arises into deeper healing possibilities. This can feel scary and unknown in moments. Yet held in Her embrace you are, always…

Incredible journey. πŸ¦‹

This sense of the deep feminine is one that all are invited to feel into inside of themselves… all that it powerfully pushes up to feel and be with is important. When the need for ferocity alone is complete, you’ll feel the balm arise from within. To me, this is what makes the shadows worth visiting and getting to know, even when the edges are sharp and the cost seems great.

Much love to you and your own (re)discovery of your inner feminine, whether man or woman… ❀️

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Serving women in 1:1 sessions is a deep passion of mine. This process of healing the feminine within and experiencing her full range of expression is so profound and endless! For more info on what my beloveds and I offer in session space, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions πŸ•Š

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.