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Energy Update: Ripe Time For Awakenings, Deeper Connection With The Divine And Within

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by Kalayna Solais

Yesterday, I paused to feel the panic moving through the collective, how it could easily echo something that needs me inside of me, yet doesn’t seem to at this time…. At least not in the same way as it seems to be for others.

It rippled and ripped around where I stood. It told me, asked me, to keep being as still as I can, to keep holding space for it, to keep being a beacon of love and surrender during a dark time.

Having been through dark times in this life and many others, I know I can do this. I can be the lighthouse on the dark and stormy waters, whether the ships can see me or not.

My soul knows the solace, the solitude, the loneliness too, of being a ‘healer’ in the midst of chaos. My soul also knows the beauty of the beaconing, the beckoning towards brighter shores of possibility and deeper connection within and with the Divine during such times as these when the death knoll (literal and figurative) sounds and there is an added poignancy and consciousness/awareness in our daily interactions and activities that we couldn’t get to otherwise.

My heart knows that this is all leading us to deeper connections to each other and ourselves as well as our beloved Gaia, as what is rebooting completes its reset cycle, bringing the collective into many different strands and strata of awakening.

All lenses are valid, all viewpoints need acknowledging. None are ‘wrong’ and none are absolutely ’right’, for this world is not now nor could ever be black and white.

I think the deepest gift we can offer ourselves if we choose to isolate, to pull back and out from ‘work’ or from ‘social’ as a precaution is to go inward and feel. The world is on a sort of ‘pause until further notice’ which is extremely rare. This is an opportunity to see what’s been brewing and moving on the inside of each of us. Where is the stagnancy and stubbornness toward love and surrender? Where is there a poignant fear of death or loss or both? These are existential questions, I know. Not everyone will be able to ask themselves or parts of themselves these just yet, but the invitation is there as always. And, as always, the Divine is here holding us all in whatever explorations we’re having inside and out and in whatever it is we are discovering about ourselves and our worlds, both inner and outer.

We are being invited to see our capacity to create the life we actually DO want and how this all comes from inside of each of us… from these places of panic and worry that are rooted far deeper than simply just being what ‘is’ and therefore accepted as only what ‘is’. There is SO much that needs our LOVE in these places. There are so many parts feeling their beloved 3D world being shaken up and so many Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes feeling a recapitulation of what they’re going through as well. Indeed, there are MANY layers all happening at once, so the need to pull it all back inward and make space for feeling it all is very, very real.

In all of this… there is nothing to ‘vanquish’ but there is a lot to be with and love UP.

It’s from this inward place that it can all change for the better, starting with the chaotic INNER world, the one that tends to get brushed aside or buried far too often.

Much love to you all and everything inside of you that may be in deep reaction at this time….

Kalayna ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Coronavirus As A Portal

Published on by Jelelle Awen6 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

I haven’t watched or taken in much mainstream news about the spread of the coronavirus, interestingly named considering it is the sun’s energies being offered through coronal holes in its surface providing us with much sacred masculine activation during this phase of Ascension. Even choosing not to take in the 3D news perspective and energy, I can feel the growing fear, panic, and sense of powerlessness growing around it within the collective. I can feel it, yet I am not of it.

Whenever there are reactions of fear, there is an opportunity to discover what it is actually about within your own soul and consciousness. One of the deepest fears we can have as humans when we still consciously feel separated from the Divine is of physical body death. Physical body death brings up a recapitulation of the original separation wound that is so painful. Anything that threatens our ‘lives’ in our physical body can then push up this fear. If we haven’t conceived of our spirit and soul beyond our physical bodies, then we are totally attached in consciousness to our physical experience and bodies. This is a good way of understanding what 3D consciousness offers….little beyond the physical experience.

From this place of 3D reality, something like the coronavirus feels very threatening and pushes up an extreme fear of body death and therefore Divine separation. There isn’t much sense of trust and Divine surrender in this perspective. There isn’t much connection and trust to the light body, subtle energy systems, and prana/chi/life force frequencies that can be brought in to respond to something like a stronger virus. Because mainstream medicine is reactive rather than preventative, there are so many in 3D consciousness living in extremely poor health and vitality, for which this virus can greatly impact and harm them.

As we feel from a higher perspective the soul’s choices here, we can start to tune into the bigger choice point and transition that is happening collectively. As I’ve mentioned in other writings, it is a time of ‘stay or go’ on the soul’s level as we move into a deeper phase and stage of Ascension. Those souls who want and need more 3D experience (as it does offer so much growth opportunity if you can emerge and awaken out of it!) would choose to leave the Earth plane now as it transitions to more 4D and then 5D Gaia experience. In this way, these souls may choose the coronavirus as the means to exit now.

Something like a virus is a portal for us to feel into our soul’s history and experience of viruses in previous lifetimes and timelines. From the black plague to other epidemic experiences, the reactions of fear and panic can sometimes stem from another timeline when these viruses were truly and deeply devastating to us and this wasn’t processed on an emotional body level. If you are finding yourself in strong reaction to it, this may be a place to go exploring to see if there is a connection for you in your soul’s experience.

I have been asked if it feels like this virus has been planted by the Cabal, Illuminati, etc. as a population control means or by the alliance to be able to collapse the world’s economy and bring in alternative currency, etc. Both of these feel possible and yet the interesting piece there is what reactions that brings up in you if either of those are the case. Feelings of outrage are also a portal to feel the parts of you in activist and protest modes that could, again, be from another lifetime. The invitation is to return to the Ambassador’s sense that we are ALL players in this Divine play and whatever ‘roles’ we are choosing benefit this experience. Offering forgiveness and compassion to others and self can help navigate this.

I’ve been mentioning the 3D/Lower 4D Matrix rumbles and reboots and this virus feels like an aspect of that. Viruses reboot and disrupt programs, such as the Lower 4D Artificial Intelligence Program running from the Reptilian 4D Dimension. Love is a good kind of virus that leads to mutual liberation for all of us. If we are trusting that ALL energies ultimately come from the Divine than even this coronavirus serves a purpose of love that comes from the Divine. The loss of human life, when seen from a soul’s choice level, becomes a sometimes necessary aspect of that.

I’ve also been asked if I feel tension or anxiety about my own future plans to relocate and travel in Europe starting in May due to the possible travel restrictions, quarantine, etc. When I feel into that, I get this sense of Divine trust and surrender that moves through my heart. If I cannot travel at that time, as much as I desire and want to, I do feel a sense of surrender inside me around that. Trusting the reboot process that is needed and that I am just a piece within that, I am in flow with whatever happens. I can serve love from wherever I am in the world.

My deeper sense is that the Divine desires for me to be in Europe for my own process and for the service opportunities of love that can be seeded there once Raphael and I are there. I really can only be in Now about that and will respond to whatever comes up in reaction inside of me if/when it does. Projecting worst case scenarios is so often what causes anxiety. If you are feeling anxiety about your future travel plans, you may feel into the part of you that is worrying about it and why they are. What are they not trusting? What can you feel with them that will help them move into more Divine surrender?

Connecting to Divine trust and surrender allows for a sense of flow through the sometimes turbulent times ahead. Detoxing from 3D energies within your body, bringing in more light, healing traumas at the self and soul levels can help to boost your immune system as needed. Here is a recent video to activate your light body: https://youtu.be/L_nbhQJ9uSw

Remaining anchored in a higher consciousness frequency while bridging with love to all parts of you that need support and love can help ride the waves. As you find that sense of trust inside yourself, you can extend it out towards others as as beacon of peace, of love, and of possibility.

love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador and Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group calls, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

02-02-2020 Palindrome Energy Offers Union Codes Of Balance & Healing Polarities

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By Jelelle Awen

Today is 02-02-2020, a palindrome day…the same backwards as forwards. This doesn’t occur again for awhile! Two has an energy of partnership and of union. It invites us into exploration of duality and where the growth dance of exploring opposites and polarities can take us.

Where opposites attract, they can also oppose. 2020 invites us, and especially this day, to feel where opposition exists in our lives…on the outside in relationships and on the inside from one part of us to another. We can heal these oppositions inside by feeling ‘each side’ with genuine compassion, negotiating to find the resolution, setting loving boundaries, bringing the truth of all parts of us (especially the ones that have been suppressed!)

I feel today also offers an opportunity to feel what your intentions toward union in your life are and what that looks and feels like for you. Sacred union within is the coming into balance of your inner masculine and inner feminine, who are so often living in templated polarity and discord. This is a big aspect of the deeper, ongoing work I do with women in sessions…to feel and heal the relationship between their inner masculine (usually a combo of Inner Protector, Gatekeeper, Inner Punisher) and their inner feminine (inner child, inner teenager, etc.)

As this inner sacred union comes into more flow, goodness, gift exchange and cooperation….then you can experience this in sacred union relationships on the outside. So often your inner masculine or other suppressed parts in shadow are represented by mate, friend, birth family. And if there is conflict and discord and suffering in these relationships, this is a mirror to show you how this is going on INSIDE between one part of you to another.

This can be easy to conceptualize (makes so much sense!), yet it is quite another challenge to identify and feel these energies AS distinct parts of yourself AND offer a neutral yet compassionate third energy of ambassador to meditate them. It is def worth it though as I have seen miracles happen in sessions and in my own process of deeper self love, connection and worth, capacity to manifest our higher timeline, deeper experience of nourishing sacred union relationships, etc. in doing this inner work.

This also feels like a passage for us to feel our humanity coming into balance and flow again with our galactic nature, including our Reptilian selves (which has been a big activation lately.) Rather than ‘going against’, it is about mutual liberation. Connecting with your Reptilian Self can create and heal that bridge from within. Here is a guided meditation to do that: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M 

02-02-2020 reminds of the reality of union that we are being invited to experience in ALL moments and in ALL ways with ourselves, with others and with the Divine…..as we continue to heal from the fragmentation and separation of 3D life.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

1:1 sessions are available with me for women and with Raphael Awen for women and men. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Feeling Held By Divine Mother During Intense Life Transitions

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by Kalayna Solais

As usual, when the world on the outside feels intense and hard to be a part of, I feel the arms of Divine Mother enfolding us all… encouraging every one of us to go back inward and start there before we try and ‘do’ anything on the outside, for if we can come from love (especially of self) and not despair or disdain in our action-taking, we are miles, leaps, infinite bounds ahead of the intensity of collapsing timelines and the pain of what’s burning up still in 3D life and conditioning.

It occurred to me yesterday that often when my own life is shifting, I end up making choices that are somehow rooted in wanting to dismiss what ‘isn’t working’ anymore or to have an energy of disdain or even despair and disappointment leading the charge. I began to feel into this as the way that parts of me have ‘had to’ lead decision making oftentimes in the past. But, what if that doesn’t ‘have to’ be true anymore? What if now I can come from a heart that is FULL of trust and love, understanding that sometimes things don’t work out the way parts of me were picturing they would, but that ultimately my soul is leading something GOOD?

And, what if this is an invitation not only for me but for others too? Because if I’m feeling it for myself, it’s definitely something that is rumbling through the Oneness that connects us all…

I know for myself that making space to go back inward and collect the parts that are feeling upset, distraught, unsure, uneasy, etc, helps to settle the energies, remind them that I am here, that they are supported, that they can trust me and trust the Divine. If I don’t feel like I can hold a candle for easing the distress they might be feeling, then I’m not taking enough space to feel myself and to create that Haven/Heaven they need to lean into inside of me.

This is the template that Divine Mother provides us through absolutely everything we face and walk out. She offers too, much much context to lean into if we can be still long enough to hear and feel Her when things feel overwhelming and hard and when life is in upheaval. Patiently she waits by our side as we pick up the pieces of our breaking hearts. Openheartedly she holds compassionate space for what we are learning to hold space for in ourselves and what we are learning to create with Her, with love, in our outer worlds.

So often, even when I’m in the middle of a deep fog and A LOT of pain is coming up from whatever part/soul aspects I’m working with, I hear her say to me, “You are finding your way…” and even when it feels as if I’m not, I know and trust that I am.

“You are finding your way” can sometimes mean we are fumbling in the dark for a while trying to figure out how to turn on the light. It can sometimes mean stumbling upon ‘roadblocks’ on our way to realizing our desires. I’ve never felt Her say to me that I shouldn’t want what I feel I want. I have only ever felt Her encourage me (and especially my masculine aspect who is used to finding ways to just ‘get it done’) to keep surrendering to the timing and the overall unfolding, but not to dismiss the dream altogether, for the ‘how’ is far less important than the dreams of the heart and the overall journey of the soul that we really cannot help but be on.

Much love to you during these ‘Imbolc’ energies that feel like they are inviting transitions into new timelines, all held by Divine love and support…

Support is here in SoulFullHeart should you feel drawn to a session with Raphael or Jelelle Awen and there are many guided meditations that may help you as well on our Youtube channel: SoulFullHeart Experience.

Love,
Kalayna Solais

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart facilitant, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

 

2020 Higher Timeline Year Is HERE!

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By Jelelle Awen

So much to celebrate as we let go of what we called 2019….to let in the waveform of higher timeline reality envisioning and embodying called 2020. I feel this year was one where much was activated and illuminated and seeded of both our higher selves and the parts of us that most need our attention and love. The gifts of both these Sacred Masculine activations and Divine Feminine integrations IN THE PHYSICAL in all areas of life are ready for harvesting in 2020.

2020 offers to be a year of CLARITY on all levels….heart/body/soul/social/collective/personal. And with this clarity comes the courage and Divine support to make life changes and the inner shifts that lead to them.

2019 seemed to invite even more inner explorations on heart and soul levels and adjustments to align us more with our higher timeline service of love. 2020 is where that service of love expresses AS you and AS your life in a deepening way.

Thank YOU for supporting us at SoulFullHeart, taking in, and BEing with us during this catalytic year of 2019 in whatever ways and means you have been. We look forward to what is next, what is UP, what is love in 2020! ~

I have been guided to offer a NEW video series called Deepen 2020 on an ongoing basis (rather than daily) starting tomorrow, January 1. These videos will be released on a regular basis and combine teaching and my popular and powerful guided meditations! I’ll be sharing them here on FB and on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel. The first one will be Intentions for 2020! My previous Deepen 33 Days Video series is available here: https://www.youtube.com/playlist…

LOVE to you on this NEW year!
Jelelle Awen
1:1 healing sessions available even THIS week with me for women to start off this New Year in catalytic fashion! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

Change Happens As You Respond To The New, Not From Fighting The Old ~

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By Jelelle Awen

Change is on our hearts and minds right now as we head into the New Year of 2020 and a New Decade as well. This is change for ourselves personally and for the collective too as the Ascension process moves into another year and up a higher gear. The ‘marker’ of a New Year invites us to assess and locate ourselves related to the year that has passed and the one that is coming UP.

INtentions are becoming clearer. INtentions are less coming from a sense of self improvement or fixing (as declaring ‘resolutions’ can be) and more about what you really WANT TO BE and already ARE authentically as connected to your soul purpose expression here. INtentions are the focus of the sense you’ve been receiving of your highest timeline and what it looks and feels like through the upgrading and integration process of ongoing Ascension energies.

INtentions vibe into the energy of YOUR personal Ascension process. They are the claim of more New energies in your life, from inside of you, and in relationship with others. INtentions reflect the understanding that external changes only come from internal shifts. This is a powerful year-end passageway to feel into and explore and set INtentions for 2020, to connect to your higher timeline around that and feel what that is.

Fighting the old is probably running out of ground for you. There is sometimes a necessary phase of it as your 3D Self awakens and your 4D transitional Self is being infused with soul energies. The fight ultimately comes from inside, from one part of you to another, from polarization and mixed feelings that stem from your emotional body. These parts form as often divergent energies as you receive this template from 3D consciousness.

The pushing away, the advocating, the contending, the boundary setting, the claiming of who you REALLY are and what you need with others may have been and still is a very necessary phase for parts of you. The degree of ‘fight’ in these relationships relates to the degree of fear there is still inside.

Fear from inside of you and your soul leads to the fighting energy….often from unhealed unworthiness, rage, shame, distrust, and disconnection. Fighting stems from wounded masculine frequencies too that condition us to fight, which we have all baked in and been bred in during this 3D experiment, such as those that can live in your Inner Protector and Gatekeeper.

Responding to the New invites a Divine Feminine energy to relate with change, from both inside of you and with others. The Divine Mother offers a template of compassion response to change that holds desire and patience in equal measure.

Responding to the New with Divine and self love transforms the unworthiness into sense of goodness; rage into truth telling with compassion; shame into innocence; distrust into trust; and disconnection into connection.

Responding to the New is offering love to the Old so that it can transmute. Infinite Possibilities open UP from responding to the New versus fighting the Old. This starts from within, as you hold space with lots of love and curiosity for all the ‘old’ energies from within and respond to the New in all areas of your life too. Your transmutation this way, in such a personal way, DOES impact the collective….and it invites the old (WITH love) to BEcome the New.

 

Love,

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Join me for my last women’s call of the decade this Sunday, December 29th at 10:00am PDT! We’ll be exploring Divine Mother energies of support as we transition into this new year and decade. You can join us for $15 CAD to attend or receive the recording! More information here: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/product-page/4-sacred-feminine-exploration-women-s-group-call-jelelle-awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Merry Christmas From The SoulFullHeart Family To Yours!

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Merry Christmas from OUR hearts to YOURs to our extended soul family……however you are celebrating this day and in whatever ways….may love flow into and through you to reach all the parts of you that need it and out to others too.

Thank you so much for taking in and resonating with our sharings this year..it feels so good to connect in commUNITY with resonant souls and awakening hearts!

Blessed Christ Consciousness Codes to you!

We love you!
Jelelle Awen and Community

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Thank you to all who shared love with us and me in whatever ways! I love you and I’m so grateful for the expansion of my heart and soul that was afforded me in our connection. 💚xo Raphael Awen

Sending many Christ blessings and codes your way on this day. I too appreciate all that have been a part of this ride with me and all of us. May this be the beginning of more peace on Earth for us all.🙏❤️ Gabriel Heartman

I’m feeling so much love this morning for everyone’s exchange of love with us this year! I wish wonder-filled holiday to all of you and to each part of you! I hope they all have moments of joy, love and peace ✨🎄Raianna Shai

Christ Consciousness Wisdoms To Share On Christ-Mas

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By Jelelle Awen

The following are teachings and wisdoms that I’ve received while connecting with Christ Consciousness in form of Yeshua (his more embodied form), which I experience as a fifth dimensional energy within me, within you, available to ALL. This is the energy that I feel alive in the most nourishing aspects of Christ-mas celebrations, inviting us beyond material gift giving and into the frequencies of giving and receiving love with ourselves and others, above all. This is the energy that we are birthing into BE-ing as we embrace our sacred humanity and our Christ Within – both the best of what makes us human and that which makes us a transcendent, multi-dimensional soul.

This energy transcends religions, belief systems, and shadow projections. This is the energy of Golden Earth, New Earth, and what we are moving collectively into as we ascend into higher dimensions of consciousness where we experience more sense of Oneness, peace, self love, and reverence for all life.

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An empty vessel cannot give love.
Heal your heart and its pain by feeling them.
Heal your soul and its painful legacy by feeling them.
Purify through your tears and your openness to feel it ALL.
Then, as you are this, will you be able to transact real love, human frequencies with others who are in the same process….
you will be able to let in Universal love frequencies that light up your Infinite Love essence…
and you will be able to give with a healthy heart and soul. ~ Yeshua

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Be in the world, not of the world…..yet care for the world.

You are in the world, bring your heart with you, feel your surroundings and those who call you into connection. You are in a human body, bring your health to it, feel your embodiment as sacred and the desires that flow from it. You are in a culture, bring your celebration of it, feel how it impacts you and forms you.

You are not of the world, it is not a reflection of that which you are really made and ARE. Participate in the world even while remembering that you are not just it…not your name, your occupation, your body, your income, your home, your history, your culture. Remain with some separation from it so that you can retain the essence of what you ARE as Infinite Love.

You are care for the world, bring your compassion with you, feel the tears of the world and those cries that call you to respond. Serve love as the greatest gift for yourself, others, and with the Divine God in all Its glorious forms, including YOU. Remember to respond to fear with love, not more fear, and you offer a new possibility to each moment. ~ Yeshua

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I am still digesting my connection time with Yeshua this morning during meditation. I experience him as an ascended teacher energy, a loving and provocative presence available to anyone. For me, connection with him transcends religions and belief systems into a space where just love matters.

We were floating on a golden white fluffy cloud together, sitting Indian style. It felt like we were in a higher vibration frequency, a higher dimension. I was taking in his energy, feeling the warmth and love of it moving up and down my chakras like a cascading flow.

We sat in silence for a bit and then he asked me, “What do you see?”

I looked around and the first answer that came to me was, “Nothing.” This felt strange to me because, after all, I was surrounded by beautiful clouds and sitting next to HIM.

He seemed to take that answer inside of his heart though and then asked me, “What do you feel?”

“Everything,” was my first response.

Again he seemed to take this answer in deeply.

“How can that be though?” I asked him, confused. “How can I see nothing and feel everything?”

He smiled at me in the way that sends golden waves of love straight into my heart and replied, “That’s actually the purest way for which to feel.”

As I sit here now, digesting this message, I feel that what He is offering is that we can ‘see’ so much with our minds, filtering everything, ‘busy mind’ in addition to so many people with ‘busy life’. In this state, it is so difficult to really feel anything, we are numb from over stimulus.

When we open up ourselves to seeing ‘nothing’, to just being, then we can start to feel everything in a more pure way. Our hearts can open up and feel the All That Is for which we are made. And tastes of Infinite Love too.

This is my explanation anyway….Yeshua would probably just smile and offer for me not to think about it so much, just feel it.

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Embrace that which you ARE in this moment.

Feel that which you desire to BE.

Understand that the gap between these two is an invitation.

An invitation from the Divine God, from the Divine Mother Aspect, from the Universe…..to experience your essence as Infinite Love through the form of your sacred humanity.

This invitation is open, it waits, it doesn’t push, but it does call…and it is always your sovereign choice if you will answer and how you will answer.

And if you choose not to respond to this invitation, the Divine God will go on loving you just the same and just as much. ~ Yeshua

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To look in the mirror, to really look, is to be open to seeing that which is hard to accept, difficult to love, and most in need of attention. That which lurks in the shadows of your soul, the tight corners of your heart, and the darkest regions of your mind.

Going into this darkness with full consciousness is what illuminates the soul spark that you are and reveals the Infinite Love that you are. Going into this darkness with willingness to feel it ALL reveals the Divine light that you are.

Sometimes life will bring you to this darkness and sometimes you will choose it…..whatever way you find yourself there, feel how it is the beginning of the true lifting of the veil that falseness has placed over you.

If you have not had this experience of the crucible of darkness, seek that which will guide you in it and through it rather than letting your false self cling to a light that is but an echo of the real thing. When what is false has been repeatedly burned away in a conscious process which includes the dark, you can trust the light that emerges from it as being real and a reflection of the Divine spark that you ARE. ~ Yeshua

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Everything is made of love energy. Everything. Yet, also, there is the fear of love that can have equal or greater power at times when it becomes more real than love. This fear of love manifests in many ways and expressions.

The only way that fear of love heals is with more love. It cannot be ignored, suppressed, or made to ‘go away’ because you do not want to look at it. Fear grows if it is related to with more fear. Only love has the bravery to look at the dark, to feel the fear, to be with what is real about it.

Calling it ‘love’ and not acknowledging the existence of the fear of love that is often underneath it is NOT real love. ~ Yeshua

Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Solar Wind Stream & Christ Consciousness Codes As Prep For The SOULstice

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Energy Update: We’ve been in a SOULar wind stream for the last three days…streaming from a hole on the sun’s surface causing increasing wind speeds and pretty amazing auroras in the Northern regions.

There haven’t been any geomagnetic storms this time but the overall flow and stream has been steady during these days, which you may have felt in your physical and energy/chakra bodies. This can cause lots of need to rest and sleepiness…and sometimes light headedness/dizziness too.

As we enter now the SOULstice passage and the longest night of the year tomorrow and shortest day, the energies feel to me like they are moving into a steady flow through 12/26, in which they are amplified and supported by a solar eclipse. SOULstice energies are often soul stirring, veils lift, timelines/lifetimes bleed through, and connection to Divine guides and Divine Mother/Father frequencies are more accessible. Communications and clarities come through more clearly and contact with people’s higher selves and those who have passed on is more pronounced as well.

Christ Consciousness codes are streaming in too, in a steady flow like the solar winds and the geomagnetics. To me, I see them as gold bands in the cosmos and available in our inner cosmos too. Every Christmas carol and hymn celebrating Jesus’s birth is transmitting these codes. This energy transcends the religious filters containing it. This is why people who never go to church go during this time of year…..to sit in and bake in and take in these Christ energies.

I wrote more about the Christ Consciousness Codes offering compassionate templating for our transition from warriors to peace/love ambassadors here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-update-christ-consc…/

These CC energies are soul expanding AND heart opening…the combination is irresistible to us because it is our sacred humanity in its highest capacity of embodiment expression. Our inner masculines need both the sacred masculine activations from the sun and the CC frequencies as the reboot/rewire/healing of the wounded masculine frequencies on our planet continue to transmute and transform.

Love to you on during this SOULstice passage and our ongoing transformation into sacred humanity!
Jelelle Awen

Hongming Zheng took this photo while flying 34,000ft above Anchorage, Alaska.

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about  1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Powerful & Amplified 12/12 Full Moon Intimacy Portal

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Energy Update: Blessings to you on this 12/12 Full Moon Portal Day! The 12/12 portal energies are being amplified by the longest full moon night of the year (which was at its peak at 12:12am EST) and our last full moon of this decade. This 12/12 portal offers easier access to 5D/Golden Earth frequencies of Infinite Love, abundance, and heart warmth goodness.

The 12/12 portal energies are also supported by the sacred Divine union Christ/Yeshua and Magdalene codes coming in for winter SOULstice and the Christmas season. There are even Santa Clause codes available now, offering a template of loving giving, compassion for all, Sacred Masculine and Unity Consciousness.

In the receiving and letting in of these heart warming codes (activation of the higher heart chakra big time with possible heart palpitations), you may feel a resistance and a ‘coldness’ response inside of you from parts of you. This coldness or push away or shut down is a deeper defense to false love that has needed to be there. It may be a layer of wall that your Inner Protector has created to keep false love out. This has been effective and necessary, yet also limits and blocks REAL love from coming in, such as the Infinite Love codes that are being offered by these 12/12 energies.

Real love is so often unknown to parts of us. They have received and settled for crumbs of love instead. These crumbs are received in relationships that operate on settling and shrinking, duty and obligation, narcissist/empath, codependence, etc. These relationships serve a purpose in revealing our shadows and showing us where our growth work is this life. All souls on each ‘side’ sign up for these relationships, so they can certainly be honored and appreciated on a soul level.

These crumb-based relationships are being invited into completion and closure, especially as we move into the higher timeline year of 2020. The crumbs of love can be difficult to let go of as parts of you may not trust that there is even MORE LOVE that is possible to experience. Yet, it is only in saying ‘no’ and declaring “I want more love!” that it can come into your field and heart space. This begins from within you….from every part of you to another as you create this warm and abundant and consistent field of love inside of your own BEing to eventually transact it with others in an intimate and relational way.

The 12/12 portal and ongoing Ascension offers a teleport to experience REAL love that makes your heart and all chakras feel very WARMED UP again. It offers the experience of intimacy with yourself, to truly know and feel yourself and ALL parts of you from this life and your soul fragments/aspects from other lifetimes/timelines too. It offers intimacy with others where you can be REAL, you can be authentic, you can be vulnerable, you can be transparent. THESE are intimacy grounds…..that offer an into-me-I-see reality.

With this exploration into intimacy grounds, you may be feeling many tears, emotions, and emotional clearings/purgings. Let them move through, yet also be lovingly curious about them. Which part of you is feeling it and why? This question can greatly change your experience of reality from a disconnected place to an intimate one.

There are many guided meditations with me in my Deepen series 2019 to explore and deepen these inner intimacy grounds: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

As you let in the love coming through today and ALL days, it is able to be shared, to be received, and to be experienced in the most intimate ways possible!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

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Join Raphael Awen and I on Saturday, December 14th at 10:00am PDT. The focus of this last group transmission of 2019 is to digest the decade and prepare for 2020! We will share about the process of digesting the past experiences of the last decade with parts of you…how to do that and what the benefits of it are for you. We will also share our personal experiences of our transformation and transition over the last decade and what we will feel 2020 is offering us and how we are preparing for that.

We will also guide you in a meditative space to connect with yourself from ten years ago and create a bridge to your current timeline and your future 2020 timeline as well. We will bring in Divine Father and Divine Mother guides to hold the space for this too.

This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $15 CAD (about $11 USD). You can purchase the zoom link here to join us live and to receive the recording through your email: https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/…/9-sacred-union…

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen

More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/465469127414714/