Sending Much Love To Our American Connections On ‘Thanksgiving’

by Kasha Rokshana

I’m not American, but I have many sweet American connections on here, so I wanted to say that I hope you have a blessed Thanksgiving… 

I know that this year has been intense for you, to say the least. It’s been extremely catalytic as so much is rumbling and shaking and the USA seems to be at the epicenter of so much of that. It’s a time of recognizing and reconciling the rebellion within, feeling all of the pain that’s come up (some which may not even be YOURS), and likely parts of you have been feeling quite powerless and confused in many moments.

I feel like my heart just wants to simply say, you’re felt. You’re landing, even in the messiness of it all. You’re held, even when it feels like everything is coming apart at the seams. What’s coming undone is meant to… what’s coming together, even without you knowing it consciously, is meant to. What’s being illuminated needs to be, on all sides of everything. Nothing was ever black and white to begin with, and now even more so. Sometimes the grey areas, the uncertainty, the inner conflicts and awakenings, are the most uncomfortable to be with, yet you do have the tools you need inside of your heart to navigate through it ALL.

Also, I want to thank you for the courage of your souls to choose to live where you are, in the midst of all of this! So many of you are shining lights for others and for yourselves. So many of you are coming to terms with what has always been true and not often believing or wanting to believe it, perhaps. Yet, here you are, setting your sail for fairer waters still and trusting, somewhere in your soul, in the process of EVERYTHING that is and has been unfolding. 

So today… and every day… I wish you love. I wish you a sense of a balm, a shelter in the storm. I wish you realness. And, I wish you fulfillment beyond Thanksgiving dinner, beyond any placid or placated connections with others or within yourself, and beyond what you can or cannot see happening as a result of the deepest love imaginable moving through your reality.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Connecting With Bird Love In Wells, UK

by Kasha Rokshana

This pigeon 😍

I’d not ever bonded with a singular pigeon before in this lifetime… Until yesterday!

So many wonderful bird magic energies in Wells, near Glastonbury. I could feel my priestess and my inner child too, in joy to be connecting with these creatures. Pigeons are so often looked down on, yet they’re just as beautiful in energy as swans if you look deeper. They sure have a rep for being ‘vermin’ when you live in the city… Yet, this is such a surface level reaction to Gaian creatures that have messages of love for us if we can just take a moment to tune in. ❀️

This pigeon in particular stayed with me for a while, even when the food I had been feeding her from my hand was gone. I’m still awakening my animal communication gifts in this lifetime, yet what I could feel from her (felt female, could just be a more feminine-feeling male for all I know!) was that she was curious about our energy as a group (she visited several of us, not just me) and she was fascinated by my third eye when she stared into it (can see that in this photo).

I could feel some sense of peace and love emanating from her. I felt that she understood in her birdy-way, the tumult rolling through humanity right now, though not necessarily why. She enjoys the visits with humans and feels she offers love to them. A messenger of the Divine Mother in her unique and simple way! πŸ˜„

Her energy and mine interacting in this photo may offer a transmission of love and connection with the Divine, with Gaia, and inspire you to connect with nature too!

From the heart of my Gaian-heart-priestess to yours…

Love,
Kasha (and bird friend) ❀️❀️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

The Sacred Timing Of Your Personal Shadow/Light Explorations

by Kasha Rokshana

We can choose to lump our experiences in with what’s moving cosmically or the energies coming in through special occasions like Samhain for example, yet the real experiences you’re having are moving within you and are deeply personal to you. What you’re feeling has a timing all its own.

I felt yesterday some beautiful frequencies moving into and through me that were activating and also planted seeds in me that I’ll keep watering as I go. No doubt that Samhain energies helped move these activations through, but without the soul readiness and challenges of inner work, I wouldn’t have been ready to receive them. And, even still, I’m digesting them today and going β€˜Wow, I have a lot more to feel through as I go forward’ even while I feel a celebration too!

I feel this in me and in my beloveds too. We all have our unique versions of this experience and process and it’s in our intimacy and resonance together that we support each other to be grounded and real yet also grow our wings (uncomfortable in moments, that process is) and fly.I felt us all getting a sense yesterday that we’re being supported by the Divine to move into and through some more shadow pieces and integrate that as we go. Doing this in relationship with each other is a gift and also alchemically moves more of this ongoing process through our fields. There are gifts in the exploration of your inner darkness and revealing what’s been hidden. It’s important not only for our own sakes but for the world we wish to serve love into and with.

We are also anchoring our inner light and bigness through and alongside this process and in some ways, it’s a bit of a twist to realize that what your light REALLY is, is actually what has been hidden in β€˜shadow’. Woah. That’s a lot to let in and integrate right there.

In other words, what I want to offer, is that Samhain or not, we are ALL in a deep exploration of our shadows and light too in whatever ways and at whatever levels we are ready for that. Layers and layers are becoming ripe for this journey. None are exempt. It extends well beyond being a β€˜civic duty’ to choose this process. It’s an invitation from our Sacred Humanity to make room for it to truly birth into this world and something we get to consciously choose to do, in the full breadth and depth of our empowerment from deep within.

Sharing a few photos of us all from yesterday where you can feel the soul activations and deepenings happening in our own unique ways! ❀️

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I’ll share more about my ongoing process with this on our Mighty Networks site, where all of my beloveds will be sharing ongoingly as well through more writings, videos, etc. It’s our offering of a high-vibe β€˜shelter in the storm’ and our personal β€˜ministry’ calling to support your healing and ascension process. More here: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Ascension Update: 4D Matrix Is A Shell While The 3D Matrix Runs On Fumes

By Jelelle Awen

After checking in this morning with the Matrix reality at the 4D level of False Light/False God (the source of the ‘broadcast’ of mainstream 3D reality), I wanted to share what it felt and looked like as it might be helpful during this time. Appearances in 3D are that there is an intense battle going on between one side and another….political and spiritual warfare, it is being called. And, yes, there is a collective and individual choice point going on for many souls that is pressing and very real. It is a heightened time of choosing whether to remain anchored to the Matrix reality (as it is always actually a soul’s choice and never a prison) or to move into the New Reality that is being seeded first in our consciousness and then into physical reality here on Gaia.

Physical reality will always seem to lag behind what we can access in our higher consciousness states while going within. Physical reality ‘looks’ and ‘feels’ like things are much more polarized than they actually are. The narratives feel more real than they actually are.

The Matrix at the 4D level has been basically abandoned by the original programmers of it. These programmers had been like a television production crew in the control room….watching, taking notes, tweaking and adjusting. They had been there since the formation of the AI Matrix at the final fall of Atlantis to try to control the humans that were left and keep their consciousness capped in order to try to prevent our rise into our sacred humanity again and our galactic consciousness DNA activating.

Yet, they seem to have left that control room now…off to reconcile with the Divine and their soul most likely. And the plugged in humans and Reptilian self entwinements are also much less fused together then they were. They are many ’empty’ plug in sites now as the Reptilians who were innocent victims in their own ways are guided to a new planetary home. As the human wakes up to the Matrix reality (as is happening worldwide!), the Reptilian ‘twin’ can wake up in their dimension as well. I saw this entwinement during sessions many times and in my own process and the mutual liberation has been key to unplugging from the Matrix.

Here is a guided meditation to meet your Reptilian Self: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

The 4D Matrix therefore doesn’t have the beacon it used to and is a ‘shell’ of what it once was. What you are seeing in 3D is downstream from the echo of its broadcast. “There is no there there”, I have been offering now for awhile. So much of the opposition now posing as the Cabal are former ghostly versions of themselves, perhaps even clones of the original humans, already stripped of power and in reconciliation mode.

There are still, of course, many souls who are choosing to remain plugged into the 3D matrix and, therefore, the divisions and polarities are being illuminated and highlighted right now. Yet, ultimately, I share the same sense I have from the beginning….that all of this is in Divine hands, the tides have indeed turned to love, and what you are mostly experiencing here is in the inertia and habit and pattern from so many years lived in the Matrix.

Choosing to connect to your 5D, Heaven Within, Golden Earth frequencies brings them into your consciousness. Golden Earth becomes the filter for which you experience physical reality. You radiate love and new possibilities rather than absorb the fear created by the ghosts of what used to be. It really has always been about making a conscious choice…and now it is even more freed up to make the choice of LOVE.

Love from Avalon and Golden Earth within!

Jelelle Awen

Join Raphael and I for our next group call transmission on Saturday, November 14th at 5:00pm BST by donation where we will connect to Golden Earth/5D energies to create a bridge for you to your inner Heaven and Divine Self. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/357124312188561

Join us at our SoulFullHeart Portal online space for exclusive writings and videos plus community connection to discuss this writing in a private setting at a deeper level with others: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

More information about the 3D and 4D Matrix and the ongoing Ascension process in my book Free To Be 5D, with links to purchase at soulfullheart.org/books.

We Are Scattered, Yet Reuniting… And Never Really Separate

by Kasha Rokshana

We are seeds that were scattered and sown.

We are leaves blown off the branches of the sacred Soul Family tree.

We feel cast-off at times and parts of us claw at the ground beneath them, trying to return to what they’ve forgotten but know they long for deep inside.

Reunion.

It was a deep and brave soul choice to come here, to experience being scattered, to let go as we let in, to let it be when we don’t come together as deep and resonant soul family just yet, yet to be in the alchemical ache of that experience.

I do get the sense that with all of the truths of the β€˜ugly’ coming up now, there’s a beauty inside the beast. There’s a reunion in the humility and vulnerability that is waiting in the wings.

For now, we are still a bit scattered, tattered, torn… weather-worn from experiences and changing inner seasons. Yet, coming back together we are, first inside, then outside.

This is the power and depth of inner work, why it’s important. It’s a reunion inside so we can experience it on the outside and be ready to let it in.

Healing of separation is not only coming, but already here.

We have only to keep saying β€˜yes’ to the journey, to keep moving into it rather than letting the fears lead that would rather we move out of it…

I’m in this for the long haul.

For a sacred humanity within and outside of me that I cannot give up on, won’t give up on, and know in my heart it’s finding its way.

Reunion is inevitable! Yet the timing, the path, the process of landing this reality onto Gaia’s plane, is both up to us and not. And no matter how β€˜long’ it takes, the journey is so worth it.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Modified Soul Family Prayer W/The Magdalenes & Jelelle

By Jelelle Awen

Modified family prayer with the Divine that came through this morning during meditation for our soul family lineage of Essenes/Magdalenes to heal the great disbursement between us and to Humanity as a sacred family moving out of polarities into Oneness.

You are invited to repeat this prayer as a mantra and see where it takes your heart and soul.

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The Divine made us a family,

We need one another,

We love one another,

We forgive one another,

We work together,

We play together,

We worship together.

Together is the Divine’s love,

Together we grow in that love,

Together we love all souls,

Together we serve love with the Divine,

Together we connect to the Heaven Within us.

These are our hopes and ideals…Help us to become them,

O Divine,

Through Your sacred template

of Our Infinite Love essence…

Amen and So it is!

Love, Jelelle Awen with the Magdalenes

I highly recommend the Anna books by Claire Heartsong with Catherine Ann Clemett for connection to this soul family lineage

More information about 1:1 sessions, group events, writing/books and more at soulfullheart.org.

For Our Worlds, Inner And Outer, In Their Deaths And Rebirths: 10/10 Transmission

by Kasha Rokshana

Feeling without compassion satisfies not the heart.
It sparks analysis over feeling,
Intuition without empathy,
Fears of going deeper into intimacy
With self and others.

Learning of truths globally and personally
Heals in time,
With space for digestion
And integration
Of all that surfaces in the interim
Between what once felt true and what you learn IS true.

The captivated audience
Yet stares into the abyss of endless polarity
Until the β€˜fun’ of the show ceases
No longer warranting the self-righteous their mantle
Of unfeeling judgements and β€˜Crucify him-her-them!’ cries.

We are all finding our way Home.
And none of us can go alone.

The pain of the world,
Reaching its zenith of illumination,
Shall light up hearts
With readied nests of deep compassion,
Desire to forgive,
And desire to heal what has been
To birth what CAN be.
Individually mid-wived
Through opening and sovereign Higher Hearts
Is the new Golden Earth returned to purity
With experience, learning, and growth in tow.

And so it is in every soul
And every inner world
Which the outer continues to reflect,
Offering mirrors hard to take in
With scarlet-colours pills of awakening and mourning
From deep, deep within.

In this rumbling, rumbling, humbling world
The shaken need not fall to die
Yet to arise again
To greet the coloured sunrise of the new day’s sky
Satisfying now
Because collapsed and rebuilt inner world
With pure love and humble worthiness
Is ready to let IN
And is ready to love and be loved anew.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

NEW Guided Meditation To Soothe Ascension Energies/Chakras W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

Oh, it’s always a joy to create and share one of these meditations to music. It has been a while since I have shared one! I really felt the soothing energies coming through as I was doing this supported by the Michael and Mary energies here in Glastonbury. I almost fell asleep myself!

I feel this meditation could be of service to those especially who feel quite sensitive to the heightened energies going on right now on so many levels. And those souls who may have struggles to feel relaxed, feel anxiety or tension, and have challenges to get a deeper sleep too.

INjoy and do share your experiences with this here or on the SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel!

Description below:

The ongoing Ascension process that we are going through from 3D consciousness to higher states is accelerating with a currently intense phase of detoxing, upgrading, and activations. These are happening to the physical body as it transitions from 3D/Carbon-based to Crystalline Light….and also to our energy/chakral body as well. Our emotional bodies are also being invited to ascend from trauma-ridden and hugely suppressed/subconscious into healed, healthy, and conscious.

This guided meditation with SoulFullHeart Teacher/Co-Creator/Facilitator Jelelle Awen offers a bridge to soothing energies during a time when they are very much needed. Jelelle offers these frequencies from her heart and soul to yours as you journey through the Ascension Chakras offering love and light to each of them. You are also joined by Divine Mother and Divine Father energies, which invite you (and whatever part of you that would like to join) into a comforting and soothing pool of water to float and let in. The music then continues for some more time to allow a deeper immersion into the experience.

You may get quite sleepy, relaxed, drifty and even fall asleep during this meditation so it is best to be in a comfortable position with your eyes closed while listening to it. Whatever happens during it within you is perfect.

The music gratefully used in this video is from a channel with the best sleep music that we have found on You Tube, the Nu Meditation Music Channel. This music has supportive delta waves and binaural beats as well: https://youtu.be/ec0ZOE38ggU

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

Information about 1:1 sessions over Zoom or in-person in Glastonbury, UK with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen or Kasha Rokshana for women and with Raphael Awen for men or Gabriel Heartman for men and women at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessionshttps://youtu.be/PnfHIkziOo4

10/10 Group Transmission Call: Sacred Union Within & With Other | With Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Sacred union is such a blessed experience…for the gifts, the challenges, the MIRROR, it continually offers us! If we have drawn and signed up to experience it with a deep soul/counterpart mate, then the gifts seem to be exponentially revealed over time. The experience of relationships CAN be a bliss mess, though, of highs and lows. And they push up so much to feel and see about yourself and parts of you.

Exploring the grounds of inner sacred union, feeling/connecting with your inner masculine aspect and your inner feminine aspect (however they show up in the moment), DOES help to navigate outer sacred unions/relationships. As you heal the polarities within you between your masculine and feminine (as so often templated by birth parents), a sense of union is experienced between them. It is truly a beautiful experience that has its own self sustaining nourishment factor.

And then, add on a sacred union mate to experience this blooming and overflowing inner sacred union WITH you…and it truly provides growth and love experience like no other. I feel that you are more likely to draw this kind of mate experience when you are connected to your sacred union within in a deep way. The inner overflows to the outer.

In one week from today, my beloved mate Raphael and I would like to share a transmission of this sacred union within and outer energies with you that we have cultivated together over the last 12 years. This will be our first group call from Avalon/Glastonbury and these lands of such potent Divine masculine and feminine energies!

We will share about our personal journeys around experiencing sacred union within with our inner masculine and feminine parts, along with their experience together over the years of a sustaining, deepening, and resonant love together due to this process.

We will lead you on a powerful and deep meditative journey to connect with your inner masculine and feminine. Yeshua Christ and Mary Magdalene will join us as Divine Feminine and Masculine energies of support and ambassadorship and transmission as we bring in the Michael and Mary energy line energies here at the heart chakra of Gaia. We will provide a bridge to your inner sacred union consciousness, call in your potential sacred union mate, and within the circle of Oneness that is created during the call as well.

The call will be on October 10 at 5:00pm BST/9:00am PDT/12:00pm EST over Zoom and you can join us by whatever donation you feel to give. You can donate at soulfullheart.org/shop or by paypal.me/jelelleawenMore info at https://www.facebook.com/events/268214177559942 and at https://www.soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

love from Avalon!

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about 1:1 sessions with her for women and with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

The Inner Sacred Union Dance That Draws The Outer

by Kasha Rokshana

Mate ache is real. The desire to be with someone romantically on the outside can’t really be subdued, especially when you have a strong sense that he or she is β€˜out there’ – the Sacred Union mate you’ve longed for, worked for, and want so much to serve love alongside.

I have such an ache. I’ve been in a Sacred Union before, not all that long ago. I’ve tasted the sweet nectar of deepening soul and heart resonance. The ease and the sacred triggers too of being with a man who is doing his inner β€˜work’ as you do yours. A man who is coming to love and treasure himself deeply, acknowledging and embracing every part of himself and every metasoul aspect too. A man who, because of his gentleness of heart, makes you cry out in tears of bliss and purging of emotional pain on a soul and this-life level too as you make love.

I ache because I’ve experienced what it can be and the healing that’s offered through the experience of it. I also have an ongoing template for what a long-lasting, consistently deepening Sacred Union looks and feels like from being in close community with Raphael and Jelelle Awen. It’s like exquisite torture in moments, witnessing their beautiful bond in all its ups and downs, ebbs and flows, processes inner and outer, and waiting for my own experience of this to come around again in a whole new way.

This depth of sacred romance isn’t an achievement. It’s not a mark of success or failure (as parts of me have felt before), or anything that can be accomplished with some kind of magic spell or silver bullet that suddenly brings in THE mate you’ve felt a longing for. It’s a crucible, actually. It’s something to bear while you bare all in the depths of this intimacy.

And this intimacy starts within.

Your inner masculine and feminine need to start relating with one another… they need to see each other. They need to find a way back into a union, a romance, between them. This inner Sacred Union is the seed for the flower of outer Sacred Union. It’s the honey that attracts the bee. And sometimes it takes a while for the bees buzzing in harmony with your growing frequency to tune into your fragrance.

Whenever I feel my longing for all of my inner work to bear this fruit, I’m reminded to look to my inner masculine and feminine. I’m reminded that any validation that’s wanted on the outside, needs to solidify inside. I’m reminded that my inner Sacred Union needs to β€˜buzz’ and hum in its own frequency or romantic satisfaction. I’m reminded that this is what brings some soothing energies to the void of missing and wanting β€˜him’ on the outside and keeps any parts of me from grabbing at a man and instead letting us come together and discover each other when it’s truly time for that to happen.

This is an ongoing process. There’s not really a final place of arrival where the Sacred Union inside is perfectly set up now. It’s got its own ebbs and flows, ups and downs, ins and outs. It has its own phases of tension and conflict. It’s just as sacred to behold as anything that manifests on the outside. And, it’s the love that you will always return to, even if romantic love on the outside collapses or completes.

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Raphael and Jelelle are hosting a Zoom group transmission on Oct 10th for Sacred Union Within & With Other. Their transmission of Sacred Union inside and out is palpable and profound! They’ll teach and lead us all in a guided meditation as well. You can donate anything you like to be a part of this call live or receive the recording. More info here: soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions
and here: https://www.facebook.com/events/268214177559942

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.