Feeling The Love Even In The Difficult Experiences

By Jelelle Awen

ALL that we experience in life is given in love, held by love, for love…..a powerful mantra to take in and live by. Feel the parts of you that feel life is against them and you could offer these messages to them from your Higher Self/5D sacred human self:

Life is not ‘doing anything’ to you, yet rather is WITH you in this experience of growth. You are not cursed. You have not been abandoned by the Divine. You are not being ‘tested’ to earn the Divine’s graces and love.

ALL of it that you’ve experienced is a gift for your growth. Your Higher Self (the source of your individuated soul or also what we call the Metasoul) has orchestrated and planned with MUCH love what you will experience here in 3D. Choosing to be here now, during this time of transition and shiftings, to 4D and beyond IN the human body is a brave choice. To contribute to the ascension movement is not a sentence, yet rather a sign of the strength of your soul and proof of your BIGNESS.

Gaia is not a prison planet, in the sense that you have no choice in being here and no escape……in the sense that other fear-based BEings have captured you and you are ‘stuck’. This has ALL been in collaboration on the higher levels. Higher vibrational frequencies of love and Oneness have been purposely suppressed; contrary feeling senses have been amped up and polarized. This was chosen not to enslave you, yet rather so that you may come to remember again that you have ALWAYS been free.

Your Higher Self has given you much support to be here in this challenging experiment and experience. This support is WITHIN you and becomes accessible as you awaken to your Metasoul expressions and many timelines for which your Higher Self has projected out. Meeting with, reconciling karma, sharing gifts together with these other lifetime selves (not ‘past lives’ as they are in the Now)…this brings you into MORE sense of wholeness again and unification. This grows your 5D sacred human self that is embodying and integrating these higher frequencies as you are unanchoring from 3D realities by healing the woundings and traumas parts of your fragmented 3D self have experienced during it. As you heal these traumas, you no longer draw traumatic life situations to push up and trigger your undigested feelings.

There can be the end of experiencing spiritual battles going on for your soul or ‘good against evil’ or ‘light against the dark’ or vice versa. All such battles cease to be in your reality when you LOVE the energies inside yourself and your Metasoul that are polarized to each other. When you love the dark, the Reptilian, the whatever is seen and been in shadow, then it can transmute to light and its TRUE essence as love. Battling anything on the outside stems from unreconciled violence inside and a lack of trust that it ALL comes from love ultimately and will return there.

You can invite the dark to transmute to love with love….this invitation leads to reconciliation, to integration, to transformation. Battling (inside or out) doesn’t transmute back to love as someone always loses in some form…..even as they ‘gain’ in a higher sense from the experience, yet there is a cost of harm being done or experienced.

ALL that we experience in life is given in love, held by love, for love….and so it can be as parts of you experience this more and more from within you!

Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to bridge with MUCH love to the places/parts/energies inside where polarities and inner wars exist. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy Update: Powerful Gaia Frequency Wave Just Moved Through

By Jelelle Awen

Wow! What a ride in the Schumann/Gaia resonance frequency the last 48 hours! Spiked up to 80 HZ and ‘hovered’ in the 40 to 60 HZ range for hours! Looks like in the last couple of hours it has finally settled down again.

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Many of you have been sharing about physical symptoms in connection to these energies. Head and neck pain as the pineal gland and the causal chakra activate and upgrade is common. These energies can definitely push up a sense of being ‘rebooted’ with the sleepiness that brings up….intense dream states too. My dreams have been rich, full, and very active.

There is an emotional purging element with these energies too, supported by the recent full moon energies. You might find yourself bursting into tears, sensitive, emotionally reactive…at a higher pace and rate than is usual for you. This is GOOD too as that which was previously anchored to fear/tension/anxiety/resistance can be released. If you can feel directly the part of that is feeling emotionally (whether Inner Protector, Inner Child/Teenager, etc.) that can be so helpful. More about parts here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

I have the sense from my guides that this burst of energy is like when you jumpstart a car with jumper cables. It’s a support/boost to those of us already awakened and on the ascension path consciously. And it’s a ‘wake up’ possibility for those about to tip over into awakening. It may be difficult not to be triggered by those souls not awakened that are around you….especially birth family and friends…..yet this is a time for which they may be more open than ever before. You can become a bridge for them if you lead with an open heart, yet still good boundaries of self love. I think we’ll be seeing more spiking energies during Christmas as well as more souls tune into Christ consciousness.

Good to ground these energies into your soul field….starting with your ascension chakras….personal sun about two feet above your head…and all the way down your chakra column into Mother Gaia Herself. Feeling your personal root system with Her. She is shifting every time I connect with Her….more vibrant, more crystalline….just like us!

Here is a guided meditation with me to activate and integrate ascension energies and I may release a new one today as connected to these energies if I get a chance to: https://youtu.be/TPs95U0T5Mw

Also, I have some availability this week if you are drawn to have a 1:1 session with me….powerful energies for galactic activation, digestion of awakenings, clarities about next steps, etc. You can PM me if interested! More information here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

I also wrote about this wave here:

MUCH love to you as we take in love and light from the most rooted aspects of our BEings through our connection to Mother Gaia!

Jelelle Awen
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Energy Update: Schumann Spikes For November 24

By Jelelle Awen

Checked in with Gaia’s resonance and WOW….okie, we’ve had some pretty mega spikes and waves for that last 14 hours….including all the way UP to 80 HZ at one point. They are going to need to expand these graphs to represent higher frequencies as they are occurring so much more regularly these days. And to think that 7.83 HZ used to be considered normal!

As usual with higher Schumann/Gaia resonance, you may be feeling dizzy, lightheadedness, sleepiness, head/neck/back pains and aches….on the physical body level. And irritability, anger, excitement mixed with some anxiety, clarity, joy…there is a range here on the emotional body level depending on where you are at right now. These energies can amplify hormonal levels too!

These higher frequency patterns are GOOD news as they represent the ascension of Gaia and of our collective consciousness too. The more souls who awaken and move into higher vibrational frequencies, the more we will see an elevated Schumann as the ‘new’ normal.

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Jelelle Awen
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Energy Update: Full Moon, Spiking Schumann And Black Friday Intensities

By Jelelle Awen
Energy Update: It’s one of THOSE days….energy wise. There are many cosmic influences inviting you into NEW frequencies of feeling, releasing, and moving into next level places of your consciousness expansion.
 
The full moon energies tonight (as always it seems) offer an illumination of the inner spaces and sometimes the darker places too. That which has been suppressed emotionally can find some release as Divine Mother holds the accepting and forgiving space for its expression. This full moon is interesting timing with what is called, ‘Black Friday’ in so many parts of the world. Black Friday is a frenetic and massive shopping day running on the fuel of anxiety and expectations already connecting to the holiday season.
 
This would be a good day to go inward to ground in the lunar frequencies…rather than going to the mall and joining the throngs there. 3D shopping requires a pretty high vibe bubble around you in order to enjoy it, especially during this time of year. I am noticing this as I’ve been doing a lot of shopping since arriving back in Canada. We are preparing to furnish and decorate creatively and with much joy a new house and had to furnish our bodies too in order to adjust to the colder weather here after leaving Mexico. I feel much joy in my heart as I take in the objects that have so often been creatively made and displayed. Yet most of the people I feel shopping are in a numbed out and flat state for which they are looking for the temporary high of buying something to relieve.
 
You may still be recovering from family gatherings on Thanksgiving too if you are in the U.S…..especially if it was with birth family members that you aren’t resonant with on the soul level. I’m not sure if the Schumann/Gaia frequency resonance is helping much to sooth out the edges and tensions from relationships that just don’t have much common ground anymore.
 
The Schumann has been spiking lately…up and down over the last few days and today (11/23) already quite a bit. There have been two hour and even a four hour long stretch of high waves, spiking up past 60 Hz (‘normal’ used to be 7.83 HZ, but I don’t think anyone considers that baseline anymore). These higher frequencies offer an expansion in consciousness and NEW ways of seeing/feeling/digesting reality…IF the soul is ready for them. If not, it could just be irritating and amp up unhappiness and despair, for which so many parts of people feel and walk around with that are anchored to 3D consciousness.
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SOULar winds were blowing in somewhat the last couple of days too yet are settling now….to return with some possible geomagnetic storms on November 26th. This November has been a powerful energy month with the 11/11/11 portal providing a bridge to physical manifestation of your highest timeline life.
 
Remain anchored into your multidimensional frequencies, connect with Divine guides and your higher timeline Metasoul aspects to help navigate this phase of transition. Be open to hold space for the parts of you that are still anchored to 3D fear/resistance/tension….just FEELing their reality and why it exists (especially triggered by the holidays and birth family.) Many opportunities for deeper integration into your higher timeline are available right Now if you can let them IN!
 
You can read all of my energy updates as I publish them (usually at least one a week) here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-jelelle-awen/energy-updates-with-jelelle-awen/
 
Jelelle Awen
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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Being In Response To Your Path

By Kalayna Colibri

We cannot know what will call us next. We can only arise and respond.

We cannot attach to the outcome of that calling, or even how the path will look. We can only trust that it serves, somehow, from within us to us and to others.

Love moves us in ways we cannot predict, though parts of us want to and try! It does not tend to be easy to be with the kickback that sometimes happens inside of us from these parts who are afraid of what your next level of leadership and service mean. They may be afraid of going inward to heal or going outward to lead from the healing inside. Yet they too want more than they’ve experienced of love. They too want to dive in, they just need you to come be with them and show them that the way through the forest is not unknown, just unexplored.

I feel the Divine Mother offering today, “the way is designed yet untried. The path is aligned but untrodden. This is the first experience you’ve had of being in this consciousness, this cultivated Self. You are born and reborn many times in this lifetime alone, to continue to gather up all pieces and parts and find that pure expression of love you’ve always been and always will be. From this you serve. For this you are here. With this, you heal and you ascend, and you intimately join with others in this same dance relationally.

Your being here is enough. Your choice to continue is a miracle. And your heart and soul know the way… always”. ❤️

Much love!

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Catching Up With The 11:11:11 Codes

By Jelelle Awen

Is your body finally ‘catching up’ with ALL the codes that are coming in and the surge of energies that seems to have occurred around the 11:11:11 portal? It is challenging for the physical body, being necessarily such a dense vehicle needed all your life for 3D navigation here.

You could think about it like an outdated (but beloved) computer that is ‘in the shop’ receiving a NEW operating system and exterior too. Being in the shop is all that sleeping and sleepiness; all that feeling of drowsy and groggy; and, in some cases, ‘illness’ and physical pains too.

This ascension process is a MEGA upheaval of all our 3D aspects have known of reality IN the body and in our emotional bodies too. This is a MAJOR renovation projection happening on all levels with Gaia leading the way here. Being able to be with the parts of us that are in resistance to fear of this process allows for a more trusting and surrendered navigation of it. And, more capacity to let go of what needs to be during this time of transition.

The next ‘body’ you may notice getting cleansed, detoxing, and purification is your emotional body, which is also happening on the collective level too. This may come out in sudden emotional ‘outbursts’ (which are really INbursts, meant to take you withIN); being really quite ‘triggered’ by others (which, again, represent YOU and parts of you); conflicts and clashes; and just swells of emotions that seem to come from ‘deep down.’

I feel that the capacity to digest these emotional body purges is usually at a more immature level in many souls. We just aren’t educated, prepared, templated, or trained in how to BE emotionally mature with our feelings. The role modeling we received from our caregivers around how to BE (or not BE) with emotions sets a big template here inside of each of us. How emotionally mature were they with their feelings? Did they allow them to be with vulnerable and transparent expression (and healing) of them?

This isn’t to shame or blame caregivers; it is to understand what and why 3D-based parts of you developed as they did in relationship to your feelings. Maybe you are actually more your Inner Teenager frequencies when it comes to emotional processing that leads to choice points and decision making? Or maybe your Inner Protector, whose main ‘goal’ is to protect and guard and keep safe?

More about various parts and Metasoul aspects Here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

I’ve been offered much loving compassion from guides and Star BEings toward this emotional immaturity in us as a human collective. They admire our hearts and our capacity to FEEL. They admire our tears and our spontaneous expression of them. And, they have offered (over and over) that the cutting edge of our next consciousness evolution is around the maturation of our emotional bodies WITH the integration of our spiritual and soul frequencies. This is an important aspect of what these current codes/information/downloads in the 11:11:11 portal (through 12/12 feels like as the main surge) are offering us.

I feel so much LOVE holding this process with us and, as I said, so much admiration for us too. So much support as well in our Metasouls and with Guides and with the Divine for what we are going through, feeling, and healing in this now on ALL body levels!

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Yummy digestion and ‘food’ for the ascending bodies in sun codes, especially during sun rise and sunset…these were from early this morning while waking around the gorge waterway here in a geography connected to New Lemuria…..Victoria, British Columbia

Jelelle Awen
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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: 11:11:11 Codes Still Pouring In, Along With High SOULar Winds

By Jelelle Awen

Still IN the 11:11:11 portal…..opportunities for deeper and realer and MORE touching experiences of higher dimensional energies are continuing strong right now. We’ve also been in a high speed SOULar wind stream for the last two days with wind speeds close to 600 km/sec (‘normal is around 250). This can create a mix of being SUPER sleepy and not here feeling as the higher dimensions tug on your consciousness…..while feeling excited, blissful, and expectant. At the same time….an interesting combination!

Photographer Adrien Mauduit in Senja Norway captured this image of auroras forming into the shape of a phoenix!! Amazing! And we are like this right now through this 11:11:11 portal…..rising from the ashes, bursting into flight. This is a powerful time to rise into your sacred human form in a visceral way that bridges to your 3D self and all parts of you still anchored to 3D realities, still burning in the self created fires of awakening.

Raphael Awen and I hosted a livestream yesterday and spoke a lot about what ‘moving into your highest timeline service of love’ may look and feel like for you. Also, about how to let in and receive as the gifts of doing and becoming this begin manifesting for you.

We also co-led a powerful meditation (at about 23 minutes in) to connect to the 11:11:11 codes of higher timeline manifestation….creating a bridge to have you feel where you are NOW, what may ‘hold you down or back’, connect to your Inner Protector, and also dropping you into what your higher timeline feels and looks like. Seemed to be quite touching for those who took it in. This is it:

Continuing love, bliss, and possibilities of next level mastery of your higher self IN your body!! ~

Jelelle Awen
A powerful week to go within with a bridge provided to you from my heart/soul to yours! I have some openings left for this week! Information about 1:1 sessions with me here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Being Prepared To Receive For 11:11:11 Portal

By Jelelle Awen

We are being prepared to receive on a galactic level, to let in the UPgrades/downloads coming through even now, yet especially on the ‘marker’ of this Sunday 11/11/11. This ‘being prepared’ feels like it is happening BEyond what can really tracked by our minds. This portal is about bringing MORE of our higher timeline self energies INTO our bodies and everyday experience of reality. The main ground of preparation is of the body itself, as it is the densest expression of our BEing. Also, the SOULar winds have been high in the last day, along with a G-1 class geostorm, according to spaceweather.com.

Headaches, neck and back pain, infections/flus/colds (that feel that way but aren’t actually about bacteria as 3D relates to it,) extreme sleepiness and drowsiness, lightheadedness are all possible right now as we flow into the 11:11 energies. You may be feeling some of these and trying to push through it to do ‘normal’ activities…..this could be pretty challenging and just not possible right now.

Even if you have to take this time ‘off’ from doing during this portal opening, it will be worth it for what you can potentially connect with and receive in the resting. This is an aspect of surrender to the process, to trust that something special is going on here, and that you are being held through it with Divine love on ALL levels, even and especially on the physical.

I have had quite a high energy level since landing here in Victoria, Canada a month ago, yet felt a dip in energy the last two days and much sleepiness and need to rest and go within. I connected this to the 11:11 portal and rested into it, letting in guidance and clarities from my Lemurian/First Nations Metasoul aspect/sister named Atta that has been activated by moving here. Yoga with Adriene (available on Youtube), salt baths, and walks around the water have been helping with the integration.

I’ve been experiencing (and our community too) much manifestation in an outward way this last month as my higher timeline BECOMES reality now after energizing and visualizing it for the last two years especially. This feels like a harvest time for those of us needed to serve and to lead the next phases of ascension and awakening. The gifts and harvest we receive are connected to the service of love, always, not personal or self image gratification…although the two are entwined and connected as you move into higher vibrational consciousness.

This process of receiving is accelerating in this now. Real movement INside and as a collective is possible and occurring. ALL the support you need is available if you ask for it and open UP to receive….especially during this powerful and special portal opening of 11:11:11!

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Raphael Awen and I will be hosting a livestream tomorrow on FB on 11:11 at 11:11am PST (Vancouver, Canada time). We’ll respond to your comments, questions, and also co-lead a guided meditation to connect to the 11:11 codes. If you can’t make it live, the recording will be available on my FB feed and also on our SoulFullHeart Experience Youtube Channel.

Jelelle Awen
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Energy Update: Geomagnetic Storms W/Schumann Rise Prep For 11:11 Portal

By Jelelle Awen

Featured Image: Kevin Palmer took this picture from Parkman, Wyoming of auroras last night and a meteor

You may have felt the SOULar energies ‘blow in’ overnight bringing geomagnetic storms….and the intensity of them in dream time…..or found it difficult to sleep. Also feelings of irritation, miscommunications in relationships, sadness and sorrow can be triggered from these energies.

They are started to subside more now, according to spaceweather.com, “Earth’s magnetic field is quieting again after a night of storming. G1- and G2-class storm conditions were observed on Nov. 4th and 5th when a high-speed stream of solar wind made contact with our planet’s magnetic field. The show’s not over. Although the storms are subsiding, intermittent Arctic auroras remain possible tonight as the solar wind continues to blow faster than 500 km/s.”

As usual with SOULar winds, there is great opportunity for activation if you can steady into the energies and ground them through your ascension chakras from top to bottom. I offer a guided meditation here for doing that: https://youtu.be/TPs95U0T5Mw

The Schumann/Gaia resonance frequency has been spiking in the last 24 hours as well. Sometimes the SOULar winds and the Gaia frequency seem to relate to each other and sometimes not. These spiking energy waves feel connected to the 11:11 gateway portal coming up soon. I feel there are powerful opportunities during these ‘magic number’ gateways and this one really does feel next level in our processes.

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Raphael and I will be offering a livestream on Facebook on Sunday, November 11th at 11:11am PST (Vancouver Canada timezone) to answer and respond to your questions and comments about the ascension process, emotional process and Metasoul karmic healing work, and co-leading a guided meditation as well to connect YOU to the codes available on this day! Hope you can join us! We will be posting it afterwards on our SoulFullHeart Experience Youtube Channel and you can join us live on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

LOTS of self love during these times of higher energy waves. Physically, emotionally and even mentally self aware of how parts of you are responding to them. Grounding WITH Gaia is SO good right now….find and walk near and sit near waterways of all kinds if you can. Or take a bath with Himalayan and epsom salts. Yoga and light stretching is also really good for grounding these energies INTO your body. Without that grounding in, this is where the most intense aches and pains can manifest!

Jelelle Awen
Do reach out if you need/want support, guidance, empowerment and next level clarities during these intense times! 1:1 sessions available with me and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Energy Update: SOULar Winds Rise As Veils Between Timelines Thin Out

By Jelelle Awen
SOULar winds are up close to 600 km/sec now…with normal around 250 to 300km/sec. These can cause tiredness and sleepiness…difficulty maintaining a steady energy flow. Sometimes too headaches and dizziness come up as well in response to them. Just needing more sleep or feeling like you haven’t slept as deeply either can accompany higher geomagnetics and this one is a G1 class storm potential, according to spaceweather.com.
 
Although, also, these sacred masculine activation energies from the great cosmic sun that are streaming through our sun can support veils thinning and more access to higher dimensional energies. Light language can flow free on these days and also a deeper feeling sense of connection to star family energies…even if experienced more in dream states than walking around and conscious.
 
I went on a walk around the gorge waterway here in Victoria, BC Canada this morning as the energies were increasing…with Lemurian language flowing freely, chanting softly, under my breath yet audible if someone wanted to come up close. I like to transmit in this way for those souls that seem busy walking dogs and jogging, yet maybe they receive it somehow too in a subconsious way. Something has drawn them to the edge of this spacious waterway and it is so often the soul, even if not conscious.
 
The communications and communion were personal for me from Atta, my Lemurian aspect who is living in a different timeline yet parallel location to mine here in Victoria, BC. This has happened to me before and it is an interesting experience. It is like this fractal from the same soul source as me (what I call Metasoul) is right there yet not visible to the 3D sensing. We are sharing the same physical space yet on different timelines. The mind cannot understand these things….. but the soul gets it and helps us to remember it as more soul frequencies come into our consciousness.
 
These times of heightened energies allow more of these multidimensional experiences as you open up to them. As you align with your higher timeline and unanchor from the lower ones that condition to see such experiences as ‘crazy’ or ‘delusional’, your consciousness rises to embrace and even amplify them.
 
Life becomes so much richer and more interesting when the veils of perception thin and the 3D conditioning loosens its TIGHT grip!
 
Enjoy the waves and see where they take you in soul discovery and journeys….it is an exciting time to be awakening!
 
Here is a quick guided meditation I did in the woods here sharing Lemurian energies and light language: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_yKWe2YtFNc&t=131s
 
Jelelle Awen
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First contact with the SOULar wind stream produced an outburst of lights over Dafjord, Norway, shown here in a photo taken by Michael P. Zawadzki
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.