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From Filters to Wings: How Our Pictures Hold Love Back

Published on May 18, 2017 by Gabriel HeartmanLeave a comment

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So much goodness. So many possibilities of love finding its way into and through our hearts. An endless mosaic of dreamscapes that we can inhabit and experience. As the depths of this ‘reality` begin to show itself more and more, I can feel the parts of me that can resist that somehow with old conditioned responses that served to block all of this out of our fear and lack of worth.

This is an epic time in my personal life as well as SoulFullHeart. A new possibility of sacred romance has lapped upon my shores and that has stirred up all sorts of reactions that serve only to squelch desire. One thing that has come so clear is how a part of us can use a picture of how things will feel or look like when we desire something. I can feel an openness to All Things but when there is a shadow piece that still lies inside of my heart, Love WILL expose it to lovingly test that openness.

This is what the process of ascension feels like to me. Yes, the vibration of Gaia is raising, our collective consciousness is doing the same, but not without exposing that which still needs to be felt and addressed that hold us in a state of rigidness or fear. To be open to letting IN and BEing Love, we have to let some pictures go of what that means to a part of us. Love has no plan or objective other than to love. How that expresses is up to our willingness to surrender these pictures at the door. We may not even be aware of these pictures until it just hits us.

This is also happening in regards to my healing and growth. I could tell you that 5 years ago I had no idea that I would be co-leading a men’s healing offering. It just became a clarion call that I have responded to one step at a time. I am learning to let go of what it will look like or BE like and who will respond. All I can do is feel the desire, passion, and call and respond to that. Listen to my inner guidance system and see what unfolds. It WILL take me to challenging places and need to be with the parts of me that may have some resistance or doubts.

The Call to BE, Enjoy, and Serve Love is a truly blessed offering. It comes with its ‘requirements’ of feeling and making conscious all the ways in which we filter and block that invitation. Unless we are able to see outside of ourselves, we can be fused to this filter and need others to reflect back to us this energy of resistance. This can even block or filter messages from our guides. This is where being in conscious healing community offers so much to our growth and support with our ascension. It doesn’t have to be done in isolation but in compassionate sacred space with someone who has been working their own process for years.
I am grateful to be a part of this beautifully unknown experiment of Love. I am being given another opportunity to feel and heal what keeps Love from sending me to the heights of Joy and Service. I get to be felt, feel, and give love. The filters and blocks are all sacred and honored as portals into my next timeline of letting in MORE love. How could I not want THAT?! Well, that is why I need to feel these parts and turn them into wings and open arms.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual teacher, men’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Exploring Men’s Inner Protector

Published on May 16, 2017May 16, 2017 by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

There is a lot of beautiful writing happening around the feminine protector among women. A sometimes fierce energy that has found its duty in protecting the supple beauty and divine creative power of the inner feminine. It has arisen out of the need to keep this jewel safe in the invulnerable and aggressive world of the unhealed masculine energy that the feminine has found itself residing in. But this was until such time when it was no longer needed and the more authentic and powerful BEing could emerge from its sheltered perch to relieve this sentry from his post and become more of an advisor and loyal inner guide, as well as a mate template.

This picture feels so alive and clear to me. But what of our male protection? What has kept us in the more invulnerable state of truly letting our hearts be felt and expressed in a way that takes us into our hidden and not so pretty places? Our fear and small places? I feel how our inner feminine has been protected as well, along with our inner child in order to “survive” in a very outbound 3D reality. Get to the heart of any man and you will find a pain of loneliness, disempowerment, and uncertainty of what the hell masculinity even is! There is a rage of not being shown the “way” by a father who hadn’t the faintest clue himself in many ways.

For most men, the protection arose as either `fight or flight´. A more aggressive warrior technician scientist that could fear or control his way into a false sense of power and safety. This protection is meant to satiate the fear that lies in the inner boy or to even quell it as ‘boys don’t cry’. This is a check against any outside force that would use this vulnerability against him as a ‘weakness’. The fear of truly feeling what lies in our hearts is a difficult one for many men to bear. This happens at varying degrees for each one of us.

The flight response, which tended to be mine most of my life is the protection of hiding. In this form, the protector could be male, and it could also be female as in a very protective mother. For those of us that were ‘mama’s boys’ with doting mothers, this would feel familiar. Here our fight response has been muted and even castrated to some point. An inner punisher voice can intensify the hiding if the father energy had similar tones as well. Here the inner sensitive boy/feminine is much more aware and the protector will do anything possible to keep the boy from being put in situations where it would be vulnerable to attack.

For men, this protector is also found in the soul domain as a soul guardian and can serve this role very aptly. Using spiritual gifts as a way to transcend or hide from very real emotional human pain and trauma that lies dormant in the emotional body. This relationship holds many keys to our arising sacred humanity and access to even deeper embodiment of our soul purpose and gifts.

You can feel your protector when you feel pressed to produce, express, or manage in a very controlled or outbound way. Or when you feel tight, distrustful, or anxious. If you feel like you want to avoid something or just can’t find the will to even get out of bed. Or maybe you just want to leave this dimension all together and find yourself back ‘home’. The way we relate to the females in our life can show our protector if we find ourselves care-taking or pushing them away. There are so many ways he, or she, can show up.

The main question to ask yourself is if you are fully BEing and living a life full of Joy and Possibility in any given moment. To the 3D mind and suffering heart, constant Joy is an unknown yet this IS what is real in our essence as Infinite Love. If we aren’t feeling a connection to this love frequency frequently, then there is a protection in between it and us. I am continuing to unfold this for myself everyday.

The protector of our male hearts is as valuable and tender as its feminine counterpart. With a relationship to it, we can find ourselves softer and less aggressive, as well as more bold, provocative, and assertive with an open heart. I feel so much more in my own power and masculinity than I did just 4 short years ago with this negotiation and relationship to that which has kept me hidden instead of outed. Suffering instead of in Joy.

Raphael Awen and I want to call out to all men who are looking to further and deepen their individual power and self-love as well as draw or deepen a romance you may already be in. You can find the details to the next Men’s Group call here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1529253583760067/

For a recording of a group call and meditation that Raphael and I did to meet your inner protector you can check that out here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sfhman

We also offer personal healing sessions via Zoom to help you feel through whatever is blocking you from living and BEing the most authentic version of Love you can BE and ARE. We also are inviting others to join us in community of heart and soul brotherhood if that were to appeal to your soul’s journey. We are calling the knights back to the Round Table of Love and Goodness! You can read more about that here: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sfhman

My protector’s heart to yours,

Gabriel Heartman

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Feeling What Is Real On Mother’s Day

Published on May 14, 2017May 13, 2018 by Jelelle Awen5 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

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Mother’s day….this one can be sticky, as relationships with mothers are. Sticky as in connecting into a sense of duty and obligation, a 3D conditioning picture that activates the 3D self inside you to ‘show up for mom’, often at the expense of what you authentically want. And even if you want to celebrate your birth mother today, the questions you could ask are, “What is my emotional truth about my relationship with my mother?” “What do I (and parts of me) really FEEL about being with her?” “Is it a part of me which is ‘doing’ the role of son or daughter?” “Does my spirituality and my truths about reality get put aside when I spend time with my mom and how does this make me feel?”

Even if you consciously feel that your relationship with your mother is a good and healthy one, I offer that unless you BOTH have done personal healing work plus awakening soul frequencies to connect around, healing the karmic frequencies of your soul legacy together…..it is a bond that is mostly based on lower frequencies, codependence, usually buried deep in the subconscious and emotional body. To be REAL about this relationship and how it has impacted you is the start of awakening beyond it.

For women who are desiring to embody their sacred femininity, deconditioning from the templating of their birth mothers is KEY to the process. Deconditioning looks like feeling inside yourself how her templating around what it means to be a woman (which she inherited from HER mother and so on) LIVES inside of you and influences you. Also, feeling the ‘ideas’ that she has modeled to you or said to you or energized to you about femininity. Connecting to your inner mother as a part of you can be VERY illuminating as well, as you separate her frequencies so your more authentic essence can arise.

For men, the way that they currently relate to women and within relationships can hugely be connected to their relationships with their birth mother. This can play out in parts that are pushing away from ‘the source that they came out of’ and esp. if they have an overly dominating or invasive mother. OR a part playing the role of ‘good son’ or ‘dutiful son’.

On Mother’s Day, I feel appreciation for the crucible of growth and reflection of my shadow side (and some leading edge sides although not much) that my birth mother offered to me. It has been my healthiest and highest choice not to be in relationship with her for several years as we went on different paths around emotional body healing and soul awakening (which I chose deeply, following my soul purpose here.) I feel love for her on the soul level and can connect there with her higher self in moments even as we are not in relationship here.

I feel appreciation mostly though for myself and my commitment to HEAL what was wounded and harmed (all my choice on a soul level) by the dysfunction and toxicity represented in this relationship. I became mother to all parts of me who so needed nurturing and support and comfort and so was able to hold space for my own healing. I held my inner child especially around this, until her wounded and hurt frequencies transmuted into magical 4D and eventually 5D crystal light energies.

My gratitude and appreciation also goes toward the Divine Mother and all the frequencies for which She offers Her heart and comfort to heal these woundings within us around these relationships. It has been the Divine Feminine that has provided and templated for me what it means to be a sacred feminine woman here during this intense time of transition and invitation into our sacred humanity. And it is to Her for which my deepest sense of daughter extends.

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Your Own Love Shack Seeds Sacred Exploration

Published on May 11, 2017May 11, 2017 by Gabriel HeartmanLeave a comment

Walking the tender ground of exploring sacred union is ultimately a journey to Self. It is opening the inner vaults of our deepest and most fragile places. Seeing and feeling things that we have hidden both in our bigness and our not-so-bigness. It is taking responsibility for our own personal vulnerabilities and landing them within ourselves first and then to our partner in this dance.

The gift of our inner work assists this ebb and flow of excitement and fear. We have a container that we have etched out for ourselves to be with all the energies and emotions that arise in each moment. But no matter the amount of previous inner processing, the grist of one-to-one romantic relationality accentuates things about ourselves we may have known, and new ones that pop there heads out when divine timing helps it along.

Beyond ourselves though also lies an experience of other that reflects so much about who and what we are. That is awesome and scary shit! What does love what us to see about ourselves through the heart eyes of another? There is a treasure of trove of goodies to unearth and experience. The only ‘success’ that is to be found in this exploration is how much were you willing to feel, be real, and let IN.

This is where our own personal Love Shack comes in. This is created by meeting and feeling all the parts of ourselves that hold fears, resistances, and despair around love itself. We go into that Love Shack with the intention of healing our blocks to experiencing the kind of love we were all meant to experience from withIN, to be overflowed and then received back again in ecstatic communion. As long as the fire in your Love Shack continues to burn and shine, the outcome of any exploration into union is all a part of the path back to Self that never really started and never ends.

I look forward to digesting more of my exploration as the time feels right. For now it resides in my own personal space of digestion and experience. There is a journey to this mate ache that occurs prior to this emerging exploration and I offer my heart to those men that are feeling the rumblings of wanting to come out of romantic hibernation and set the sails toward claiming their own desire for union, or reunion, with their Queen. It is a very sacred process and one that is held with reverence and compassion.
Please join us for a group call this saturday, May 13th at 11:11amCST with Raphael and I exploring this ground of sacred union through teachings, a guided meditation (to connect with your sacred feminine and masculine frequencies within and with the higher self of your sacred union mate), and individual sharings: https://www.facebook.com/events/1320873934656373/orsoulfullheartwayoflife.com/groupcalls

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BEing Called Into Sacred Marriage Union From Within

Published on May 11, 2017May 11, 2017 by Jelelle Awen3 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

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You are called into the sacred marriage. You are called into the union from within.

From within, you can feel the aspects of you that are masculine energies of activation and pursuit, guarded at times and defended. These aspects created out of the void of birth father, as he can only give what he has healed from within himself. Without this healthy father, the void of a lovingly protective father to lean into, parts of you BECOME the father you need even as they grip too tight, protect too much, guard too fiercely, becoming overly critical of self and others. And, if you are a woman, these masculine aspects too much BECOME your expression in the world which then is leading with this masculine energy even if you ‘seem’ feminine.

From within, you feel too the aspects of you that are feminine energies of stillness and receptivity…often covered over and layered over with matriarchal frequencies which are, again, masculine in feeling tones. These aspects created out of the void of birth mother, the void of a nurturing responsive mother to hold you, so parts of you BECOME the mother you need even as they control too much, are overly protective, go on the ‘side’ of others too often. The authentic inner feminine is uncovered and revealed through negotiation with all these aspects that have been protecting her…in both women and men.

You are called to connect with Divine masculine and feminine guides and energies that offer a higher vibrational frequency of sacred gender expression. The Divine Feminine frequencies – such as with Mother Mary/Mother God, Magdalena, Kali, Kuan Yin, and others – provides templating and modeling as She emerges out from the patriarchal shroud. The Divine Masculine frequencies – such as with Christiel/Yeshua, Metatron/Father God, St. Germain, Merlin, Buddha and others – provides templating and modeling as He arises from the claiming of his inner feminine and healing of the wounded masculine.

ALL this inner work, this inner marriage that occurs as you re-unionize the gender frequencies from within you and connect with Divine Masculine and Feminine guides…..this overflow of self LOVE then can draw a sacred union with your sacred union mate to your experience and into your world. As you separate and differentiate from the wounded frequencies and expressions of gender inside, so you can BE with the polarity dance with a partner in a very NEW way.

You are called to go within, as ANY shift in your external experience originates from this inner ground. Focusing outward, fixating outward on ‘drawing a mate’ can serve as a distraction and diversion from this inner work. ALL relationships that you have experienced are a reflection of you anyway, often the aspects of you that have been in shadow and that you have suppressed…..both your bigness AND your trailing edges of being.

SO MUCH LOVE is needed for this inner work sacred union dance. Love to hold the exploration from within, to not resist what seems to persist about your previous relationships. Love to allow the healing that is needed at the emotional body level and in the aspects of you that had the experiences that were intense and often traumatic too. Love to have you see YOURSELF in your current or previous mates and re-own, re-claim, re-lieve the aspects of you that have been previously disowned. Love, if you choose, in the form of a spaceholder to help guide you through the inner terrain (such as what we offer in our SoulFullHeart sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions)

You are called into the sacred marriage. You are called into the union from within and then, to experience the union WITH OTHER that comes as a result. It is this inner union for which the sacred human can arise in a beautiful, high vibrational twining of masculine and feminine expression in gender form.

Raphael Awen and I now offer sacred union sessions for couples! Read more here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sacredunion

Please join us for a group call this saturday, May 13th at 11:11amCST with Raphael and I exploring this ground of sacred union through teachings, a guided meditation (to connect with your sacred feminine and masculine frequencies within and with the higher self of your sacred union mate), and individual sharings: https://www.facebook.com/events/1320873934656373/orsoulfullheartwayoflife.com/groupcalls

Jelelle Awen is an emoto-spiritual teacher, sacred feminine and union facilitator, soul scribe, waySHOWer, galactic love ambassador, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond and an upcoming book,Sacred Human, Arising Wonder. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Come WITH Me, My Love

Published on May 9, 2017May 9, 2017 by Gabriel HeartmanLeave a comment

Come with me, my love

Down the spiral staircase of my heart

Into the garden of my humanity

Bear witness to it succulence

It´s uniqueness

It´s burned and broken places

Come with me, my queen

Along the paths of weathered words

And the trails of new beginnings

Water the wilted with your loving care

Ignite the growth with your fiery passion

Will you follow me into the unknown?

Into the cauldron of our being?

Will you dance with me among the golden lilies

As well as the prickly cactus and forest ablaze?

Will you join with me in the exploration of our sacred sexuality?

The slow caress of my hands

Upon your beautifully sculpted, divinely feminine curves

The electric sparks that leap off our tongues

Setting fire to our chakras one by one.

When we reach the gateway of our heavenly union

Will you come with me?

May I come into you?

Into your atmosphere where you shine and fly?

Into your hidden and protected caverns?

The places where few have been allowed to tread

Into your luscious and sacred garden?

I will not pluck your flowers

Or step on your sprawling vines

I will sit patiently for you to join me.

To share with me you tales

Your stories of adventure

….of agony

….of strength

….and weakness

I will etch them into my heart

Weave them into the tapestry of us

Though they belong to you and you alone

They share a sacred place in between you and me

Come with me, by beloved

As far as we both were meant to go

To unravel the mystery of who we were meant to be

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Sacred Unions Vs. Scared Unions W/ Raphael and Jelelle Awen (Video)

Published on May 9, 2017May 9, 2017 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

In this one hour introductory talk to Sacred Union given during the Divine Masculine and Feminine Rising Summit, emoto-spiritual teachers and soul mates Raphael & Jelelle Awen look at, and more importantly, FEEL, the specifics that define and contrast a ‘Sacred Union’ from a ‘scared’ union. The actual current ‘transactability’ of the relationship in heart, soul, mind, and body grounds providing nourishment to both partners is key over what the ‘potential’ or ‘capacity’ of the bond may be. This transactability in the ‘Usness Ground’ rumbles through with wave after wave of transformation within the bond that reflects the ‘Sacred Union with self’ that is happening for both partners.

They will be teaching about this LIVE, offering a guided meditation to connect with the sacred feminine and masculine energies INSIDE of you and the higher self of your sacred union mate, and facilitating individual sharings during a group call on Saturday, May 13th at 11:11amCST. More information here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1320873934656373/ or here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/groupcalls

Below are some more notes from this one hour session at the Divine Masculine and Feminine Summit from April 30, 2017:

Looking at Sacred Union through the SoulFullHeart lens offers a huge difference between a ‘SCARED’ union and a ‘SACRED’ Union. A couple being invited into a Sacred Union will experience a rumble of a death of the old, while being offered a rebirth of the new if they are willing to choose it mutually. The false/3D self and its present attachments to geography, career, income, and self-image are all challenged in this catalytic invitation into new ground.

A Sacred Union continually deepens in TRANSACTABILITY in the relationship in body, heart, mind, and soul domains. Many in ‘scared’ unions by contrast relate to the potential or capacity of the bond or their partner as a hope for one day, which leaves them suffering unhealthily in the present, as is often the case in what is called ‘Twin Flame’ relationships.

The ‘Usness Ground’ is the 3rd entity of the relationship that explodes in nourishment for the individuals when both partners are deepening in love with self that is then naturally mirrored in the bond. The couple don’t actually ‘work on the relationship’ in this way as the relationship arises naturally and effortlessly as a byproduct of each person’s work with self.

This work with self is done through accessing the subpersonalities in the emotional body that we all have that hold our defenses and blocks to love. A ‘scared’ union is one where the parts of the couple are in lock-step agreement around mutual defendedness that keeps the bond within certain bandwidths of flatness and deadness.

Sacred Union ‘Codes’ are now coming in through the sun and the Divine giving us a huge boost to stimulate our DNA with the desire for, and access to Sacred Union. These codes support our self-to-self work in the goal of healthy mateship. You can find our blog article here on Sacred Union Codes: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2017/04/27/sacred-union-codes-coming-in-invitation-into-sacred-unions-with-self-and-a-true-mate/

And here is a related awesome recording of the group call we did together on Sacred Union that included a guided meditation to meet your Inner Protector: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4y4XjZAfjw8&t=1988s

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The Inner Dance of Sacred Romance

Published on May 8, 2017May 8, 2017 by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

INside every MAN lies a Queen to his King. A Goddess to his God. For any MAN who seeks sacred romance the journey begins in his own heart. An active engagement to find Her among the settled ashes of the old relationship to WOMAN. For she is not of that mold. She has no cage yet is the container for the arising King to shine. This is new kind of hunt, one that doesn’t seek to dominate, but rather to integrate. One that experiences the union first INside in order to set the ground for what can transact on the outside.

This has been referred to as Heiros Gamos, or the Sacred Marriage. More an external ceremony that represents what happens internally. This inner mating gives birth to your Self. Your inner belonging and self-love that cannot be taken away, unless by your authority. This union fills you with your own worth, power, and desire as a MAN. You feel your own goodness, vulnerability, and sensuality. It courses through you like electric pulses and flowing water. This sends out ripples that cannot go unnoticed by the one it is intended for.

Feel Her come in and out of your field like a dancing flame and a wind swept leaf. Let Her command your attention to that which is unattainable. Unknowable. Smell the sweet scent of lavender and jasmine. Sense the grace of her movement and the softness of her touch. Let it enter you and enliven you. Taking away the edges and straight lines that can get too rigid and tight. Take flight into Her grounded chaos and stellar flight. Beauty is elucidated and never held static. She is always arising, shifting, dying, and birthing, She is alive with the passion of presence.

Bring to Her your desire for MORE. Your passion to feel your own core masculinity shine by the reflection of Her vibration. Your need for growth and Self-knowing. The awakening of your soul gifts and to feel the glorious ecstasy of Her portal to heights unknown. Build your castle within to honor Her presence INside you… as YOU and for YOU. She is a gift to your evolving Self, your sacred emerging MANhood. She is always there but you must woo her and pursue her. She will make it all worth it.

As you do unto Her, you do unto WOMANkind. This shifts the old dynamic collectively and She can’t help but to notice. You are a light of tender heart, brave soul, and passionate lover. You seek Her NOW for you are filled in your own BEing for it can’t help but to want to MANifest itself in this physical dimension. Like a reservoir ready to tear down the dam. It cannot, will not, nor does not wish to be held back any longer. It is ready to find its counterpart other to enter into the unknown dance of Sacred Romance.

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The Awakening Of The Sacred Masculine Heart

Published on May 5, 2017May 5, 2017 by Gabriel Heartman5 Comments

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Awakening. That word elicits so many different responses from so many people. We know it is becoming aware of what we have been conditioned to believe as True. We have chosen to fall asleep to our infinite power. We squirreled it away somewhere so we can learn new experiences while on the way to remembering. For some that path has been laid out with some pretty intense crucibles and circumstances. All that were chosen by us to serve something in us that we just can’t seem to see yet. But then one day that just changes and life as you once knew it, no longer holds the storyline that was attached to it. YOU just popped a stitch and the pants no longer fit or even make sense to wear anymore.

You are now seeing and feeling life differently. Maybe you have been on a journey already and all of a sudden there is another moment of awareness that presences itself and you find yourself in need of something more still. No matter where we are on this evolution of consciousness, there is always MORE to live into. We are not static beings. We need to keep growing, keep deepening, and keep widening our field and experience of love. There are so many energies that we have available to us, withIN us, that can lend us the support necessary to guide us to our next places. But sometimes those voices can be muted or even blocked by an energy inside of us that is protecting us from that MORE. We cannot see that ourselves because we are not able to. Maybe even not meant to. We are drawn to circumstances and people that can mirror this to us. Our Higher Self is working overtime with patient persistence.

I have been digesting the difference between women and men when it comes to recognizing when a certain timeline is just done with them. It is not that more women are awakening, as it is they are just making choices that support that awakening. They reach a tipping point sooner and seem to search for those that they feel can trust to begin this diffusion from the suffering. This doesn’t mean they don’t have resistances, they are just more willing to make that first step.

The spirituality side of awakening feels lushly inhabited by both genders with all kinds of access points to our Divine and Cosmic energy. Knowledge of ancient teachings, scientific discoveries, and powerful intuitions and downloads. I have such a hunger and curiosity for it all. It is all a part of our human experience. But then there is the emotional side of awakening. The one that is inextricably tied to our human heart. It is the center of what it means to be alive and human. Not just spirit only. There are so many examples of spiritual leaders that have deeply painful emotional existences. This has a huge affect on those they are leading and serving. There is an integrity of heart and soul bigness that qualifies our Sacred Humanity.

The human heart is a grand frontier too! So much of our ability to experience a rich celestial life is found in our ability to experience a rich emotional life. This is found with a YOU to YOU phase of independence and watering your own self-worth. But as that fills up it naturally wants to find its way to others through service and sacred romance. Those that have been serving may need a time of going in to feel their human heart again. A time in which the only service is to YOU and you alone. Or there is a time when a need for community and growth relationship is next on your spiritual docket. It is all evident in where you feel stuck, paused, or ready to rock and roll.

To get back to the gender aspect, I feel that it is the domain of the vulnerable heart where men have found themselves in a status or frozen state. A lot happening in the soul domain but his heart has been sequestered for the fear of feeling all there is to feel. This holds true for all of us, but again more women are taking that first step into integrate BOTH the heart AND the soul into one clear expression of sacred human femininity. The reality is, is that they are more spring-loaded for it. They are more adept at the terrain of the winding winds of emotion. And this feels like what will spark the heart of Man to go into what he needs to to match the growing tide of awakening women.

This does not make Man less than. There is a LOT in our collective that we are working through in our own personal hearts. As one man begins the journey toward emotional healing, it paves the way for others. It affects the collective archetype and it begins to shift into a new arena of what sacred masculinity might look and feel like. But it takes the desire to want something different and MORE. To acknowledge that there are parts of us that are not in health and need healing because we can just feel it. I believe men have been hugely affected by the journey into 3D but it IS what we signed up for. Our next Hero’s quest is that of the heart. To stand in our own power and self-worth. To arise again into our Kingly stature and call to our counterpart Queen who is waiting for our arrival. Together we take our bodies and souls with us into the New Golden Earth that is awaiting our full return and remembrance.

I am on that journey within myself and others. Together we call to other men who feel that something is not being fully expressed in their lives. That they know there is more to life than just being aware. It is to be fully alive in ALL areas of your expression. It is a cavalry of vulnerable and impassioned leaders of Self and Consciousness. To claim all that he wants from livelihood to brotherhood. From wisdom to courage. From romantic to ecstatic. It doesn’t have to be done alone. It was never meant to be.

Gabriel Heartman is a teacher, men’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter, Week of May 1, 2017: REALLY Showing Up For What You Want

Published on May 5, 2017 by Gabriel HeartmanLeave a comment

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This week’s Museletter has made itself MANifest once more from our alchemical love-soaked dissertations. It is a chalice of our deepest gifts being offered on the altar of your deepest gifts. In that exchange we literally make magic happen in the co-mingling of our Higher Selves. This was written by YOU for YOU.

This week the theme is our dedication to and honor of the Sacred Masculine. A majestic call to awaken to what it is you REALLY want from life itself. How does the heart and soul of MAN truly want to express itself in the world? What stands in the way of that glorious Kingdom within?

There is a video by Gabriel Heartman exploring the Emotionality of Masculinty, along with hearticles, recordings, and meditations that will spark your inner romantic and lover around the passionate theme of Sacred Romance with Jelelle and Raphael. Hot and romantic poetry by Kalayna and Gabriel to send their hearts calling to the mates that reside withIN and out.

Information on future group calls are included so you can start to mark your calendars.

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