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Leaving Credibility Behind

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By Raphael Awen

Come with me for a moment, leave the world of the so called ‘credible’ behind to feel the world of the ‘IN-credible’…

Imagine for a moment that planet earth is likened to a single grain of sand, and then imagine that, for each and every of the other grains of sand on planet earth, that there exists another earth-like planet in the cosmos…watery, inhabited and abounding in life. One for every grain of sand!

Start with a pinch of sand…that’s countable, right?… bit of a challenge, but doable. Then try a tablespoon. Jump to a wheelbarrow of sand, and then to a sandbox full. One earth like planet for every single grain…. No wild way any of that’s possible, let alone one for every grain of sand in the earth!

But who’s to say?

Our minds are quick to point out that we don’t have any ‘credible’ science to back up such a notion (which actually isn’t accurate as new science is in fact emerging to strongly support this), but I invite you to FEEL this idea first with your heart and let your mind follow. Does it FEEL possible? Does it FEEL desirable? What about the opposite; that we on planet earth are the only ones ‘here’ in the cosmos…does that FEEL desirable or even possible to you?

Credibility is so far from all that it’s sized up to be. Something that’s ‘credible’ simply means that it is a ‘truth’ that has been given its stamp of approval by someone or some group, outside of yourself, who took it upon themselves to grant such accreditation, as a correct truth or a right truth for you to believe in. ‘Credibility’ is the world of mutual agreement where you are offered a false sense of belonging in exchange for suppressing your own truth. That if you believe what you are told is true, you won’t be frowned upon by the group or by these self declared gods of ‘Thee Truth’.

The truly IN-credible is the world where what you believe and see and feel as YOUR TRUTH is authorized from withIN you, from your own heart. Where you are the author. Where you are the creator….where the seeing that leads to believing is the seeing that YOU see through your third eye of true sight. The world of the INcredible is the world where you assume full power and full responsibility for what you believe and why.

You are free to believe whatever you want to. You are free to believe whatever you feel to. You no longer have any need for being ‘right’. You get to be wrong in fact, and change your mind and heart as often as you wish or need to. You get to invite others who are ready to explore their own truth to feel you as you explore yours. You get to live from your curiosity, rather than what you think you know as any kind of final truth. You get to let the world of not-knowing lead you to a truer and deeper ever unfolding kind of knowing, where even that ‘truth’ is again surrendered into deeper still realms of knowing what you never actually knew.

The only thing stopping you from taking this power of yours AS YOURS is the degree of your own unmet need to belong to something outside of yourself. What will ‘they’ think and what will ‘they’ say about me if I don’t agree or sign on with their deal? Are you ready instead to entertain the feeling of belonging entirely to yourself? Only as you belong to yourself are you able to truly share yourself with others. You cannot share what you do not own. Conforming in order to belong can’t actually provide any lasting sense of belonging, as you have not actually entered yourself into the circle, but instead only a caricature of you that pretends to believe and see the world in a certain conformist way. As they say in football, ‘you have no skin in the game’.

If the picture of our single planet earth that we were taught to believe is everything, as far as inhabited planets are concerned, is actually only the tiniest piece of a much greater thing, then we are brought to an awe; a surrender; and a curiosity of truly staggering proportions as we stand before that greater thing.

Then we also see that that ‘greater thing’ is also what WE ARE, as we share in the essence of that awe-filled reality regardless of the size comparison of our ‘known’ world to the unknown cosmos. Essence and ‘The All’ permeates all and vice versa.

We are brought to reverence.

We are brought to child-like wonder.

We are brought to LOVE.

Raphel Awen
www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Want some help with living into your truth? I offer personal spaceholding to men and women along with a magical process of transformation through getting to know and feel parts of yourselves at a price and a pace and rate that works! You can read more about that here:www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions and here:www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sfhprocess

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. You can make a one time donation to SoulFullHeart at https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

We Get To Be Wrong

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By Raphael Awen

We get to be wrong.

The challenge we face when considering the popular idea that ‘we create our own reality’ is feeling, if this idea is true, how undesirable aspects of our present reality are our own creation, which in turn makes us wrong.

Parts of us may be ready to admit that they need and are willing to change, but often can’t get beyond what they feel is ‘taking the blame’ for the way things are now.

To accept blame is to admit wrong. To be wrong is to be unworthy of love, as only the right are worthy of love, as love is given to those who earn it by ‘right’ of their own righteousness…right?

Wrong!

We’ve had it all wrong. You were actually right all along, but became convinced you were wrong. So then, you were wrong about being wrong, when you were right all along.

It actually doesn’t matter any longer who is right and who is wrong, except to those, whom just like we did, must yet live their lives like forensic accountants avoiding blame at any cost, and must continuously lay the blame at someone else’s door. We all needed our time in the wrong to move us to where it did.

To those of us now awakening to this new reality that we are all-right; that we are love; and that we are worthy of this love that we are; there is a celebration of arising deep self-worth based in true self-love where we can now ‘afford’ to be wrong, where we simply couldn’t before.

Now we come to see and feel the very empowering feeling that only the one doing it wrong gets to take responsibility for doing it right, where the rightness and wrongness doesn’t actually mean anything anymore, in terms of blame, but now instead points to huge opportunity.

You created your own reality on the outside that perfectly matched how you felt about yourself on the inside. You come to see that this ‘create your own reality’ idea is something you’ve had down pat for a long time, but just didn’t know it, as you had it working in reverse to where you choose to move it now.

So, if you can now freely be wrong, what would being freely RIGHT look and feel like to you? What picture of new creations can you see and feel in your imagination as your new arising reality?

Raphel Awen
www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Want some help with living into a new reality? I offer personal spaceholding and a magical process of transformation through getting to know and feel parts of yourselves at a price and a pace and rate that works! You can read more about that here: www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. You can make a one time donation to SoulFullHeart at https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

You Are Anything But Separate – with Archangel Metatron

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by Kalayna Colibri

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Feeling this incoming message with Archangel Metatron has been a sweet way for me to step into my latest crucible(s). I’m finding myself in the thick of simultaneously going in deeper with SoulFullHeart and also going in deeper to another online teaching job that is more challenging and requires more planning and presence than the one I’ve had for over 2 years now. He reminded me the other day, that even though this is taking up a lot of energy right now, that it is STILL connected to the Divine and ultimately to SoulFullHeart and my soul and heart calling too… he offers that it’s important to let in that no matter what we’re doing or being in any sort of role or job, we are still connected, somehow, to our hearts, souls and the Divine.

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Even if you tried, you couldn’t separate from your Divinity and your built-in drive to ascend higher and higher.

Even though you’re working at a ‘job’ that feels unfulfilling, undesirable, you ARE connected to your heart and soul purpose and your soul IS working it all out in every moment. You can’t help but move on when it is time to. You may even opt to leave soon. No matter the choice made, you are held, you are connected, you are moving forward.

So much angst, so much anxiety, so much depression, it all comes from the walls you’ve built against feeling connected, and the walls you’ve inherited from cultural and birth family conditioning. You are NOT these walls, these strong reactions, this intense pain. You are here and now because somehow you need to be, though that can be hard to really let in and feel. You need to be here until you don’t, until you decide it’s time to move on, until your parts are ready to lean into you enough that you can lead them into something NEW.

The love that you are draws experiences you need like a magnet. It wants to experience MORE of itself, letting in MORE love flow to and from others and to and from self. It wants to hold you in and to that self-made (soul-made) promise that this would be your ultimate and highest quest, leading you to genuine service of love with others. It is inevitable… love can ONLY return to love, for the umbilical cord is always connected to that ever-unfolding life force and ultimate source of soul and heart nutrition.

At times love needs you to express it and YOU through your 3D jobs, your 3D focusses…. it is a gift to help show you how you can still inhabit this density without losing touch with your heart in the process. With enough practice, you bring in the higher frequencies of 4D and 5D and beyond, integrating them, not leaving them or separating from them, no matter how hard it all feels to let in (and understandably so!)

WE believe in you and we are here with you. We are cheering you on, we are buying tickets for the front row seat to watch how it all unfolds for you. We reach out and touch your heart in every single moment and maybe you feel it in some moments and not others. This is okay. This is still an expression of what you need. And sooner or later these moments of letting in become far more frequent, no matter what you are doing, thinking, saying or BEing!

There is much love here for you, always and in ALL WAYS.

With the deepest, widest, most profound love,

Archangel Metatron (and co.)

 

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

An Invitation To A Beloved Part Of Me

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by Kalayna Colibri

 

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Be that beacon of love…. for yourself. ~

Today I am in process with a part of me that I have worked with before, but not for a long time now. She has been resurfacing lately and today has been a big day for her. On a wave of love for her and for our process together, this is the writing that came out. It feels like it offers a bridge and a picture of what it’s like to reach into your heart to be with a part of you, no matter how unworthy of your love and attention that part may feel. ❤

Hello, you… you in my heart. You who have been hiding and waiting and feeling cautious about coming out. Yes, you! I have been feeling you. I have been feeling your reactions, your triggers, your need for more love. I have been feeling your self-assumed ‘wrong’-ness, ugliness, ‘hard-to-be-with’-ness. I feel that you’re scared, that you feel separate, that you feel abandoned. I feel it all as I feel your tears. Even though, as a part of me that I met long ago, I have felt you before… your reality has shifted since then. You have seen more, witnessed more, sponged more. Now you’re ready to come out again, showing me the same patterns of reactions you’ve always had, but now you’re ready to be felt more, to be honest about things maybe you weren’t honest about before, to ask for me to help you, be with you, love you up. It’s time now. It’s time to start coming up and out to sit next to me, to lean into me, to not feel you have to do it all alone as you’ve done before. You aren’t alone, you never were alone, and you will never really be alone either. It’s not your destiny if you and I can be together now without you BEING me. That’s really the only time you might be ‘alone’ – when you can’t let me in and let me be separate from you so I can hold you and be that best friend you ache for.

I feel you, sweet inner princess, with so many gifts and dreams and hopes. I feel the pain you’re feeling about wanting to just be these things again, to not feel the weight of life that you’ve taken on anymore. You’re ready to ask for me now, and for you, sweet one, that is a big step.

Welcome home, beloved part of me… together we’ll feel it all and together we’ll heal even more…

❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

The Gifts And Challenges Of Life-Changing Energies Coming In

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by Kalayna Colibri

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It’s okay to let go of your handrails…

In fact, it may be time to do so. The love you have waiting for you is what you’re letting go into now. The unfamiliar will become familiar, will become more known to you as you move forward. The fall is not long once you’ve let go. Parts of you anticipate and think it will be, but that’s not the plan at all. There is so much more to let in once what parts of you grip hard to is let go of. It may be a process of moving one single finger at a time as the grasp loosens and the next step forward into the changes coming in is stepped into. This may be what’s needed and that’s fine… charging through change can create more chaos than you may need right now, but in another way, that may be just what you need too.

These foggy changing times bring momentum but invite us to stay in the moment… these energies coming in now are supporting us to feel our next choice points and to feel all there is to feel in the process of making these choices, inhabiting these changes, and finding our way into this newly emerging life phase and overall timeline. It seems these shifts can be subtle at first, but then once that first step is taken, it can feel suddenly like you’re riding a roller coaster or even a speeding car. I should qualify that and say that parts of us feel it this way, while our soul actually has a deep trust that is leading us. There can be a difficulty in the surrender to it all… there are attachments on different levels of our being and in different parts of us, to how things have been up ’til now, whether or not our life’s circumstances are ideal in many (or any) ways.

We do NEED change. It offers us grist for more self-discovery and healing process and celebration of how far we’ve come too. It offers us more ground for growth, especially if we seem to have ‘mastered’ the old ground, to the degree that we can feel how maybe we’re outgrowing it now – it has become too comfortable and kNOwn, perhaps. You may feel consciously that you are a big fish in a little pond too. Change presses what’s uncomfortable, wounded, in distrust, in pain, in separation, up to the surface to be felt and held. It has a way of creating a chaotic windstorm at times, that can be made much more intense by parts of you that are in a panic and either don’t want to be felt or cannot be felt by you for some reason. Change is really the best catalyst to encourage us to feel ourselves. The smoothest transitions in life usually come when there is a whole lot of surrender to a lack of ultimate control, while still paying attention to and moving along your own chess pieces in each step, though even doing this very thing can still bring up surprises and more to feel.

Trusting the rumbles that love wants to send through our life and our current relationship to people, geography, ourselves, the Divine, and even life and love itself, is the biggest invitation and the hardest to inhabit for parts of us. This is when a process becomes so valuable, as we allow in these energies that want to move us into our next places and phases of growth and expanding LOVE consciousness… we cannot always control the depth of change that is being invited into our lives, but we can control the degree to which we are willing to look at the whole picture, to feel all elements of it, to be with the challenges and the bonuses, and to find our way through by allowing ourselves to be IN ourselves and our hearts around it all.

These times of feeling like a whirlwind has picked you up and it’s hard to tell where you’ll land, are some of the toughest phases and also the biggest opportunities for expansion of our consciousness and our overall scope too, it challenges how we see and inhabit life and also how we see and inhabit and love ourselves. There are many gifts here, though the reality of the challenge needs to be felt deeply too. In fact, one feeds the other and when they are allowed to dance inside of us in this way, that is when we pop out the other side, feeling so sacredly different than we ever could have before. We’re on our way, no matter what, to a higher dimension in every way.

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

‘How Much Love Are You Ready To Let In?’

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By Raphael Awen

‘How much love are you ready to let in?’

This question came to me last night as I was out walking the dog in the evening cool and quiet. I tune the question back in now and ask Metatron for some more around this question. He responds with a ‘we’ voice evidencing that he has already been where we are and feels where we are wanting to go, and that he is also going with us as we do….

‘It’s not a question of how much love can you find, but rather how much love can you let in? The setting of the love story that we ARE is set in a setting of an evident lack of love and a competition for that limited and scarce love, but the essence that we ARE is the fullness of love. The real challenge is not to find love, but rather to let in the superabundance of love that surrounds you.

‘We chose the setting of apparent lack to contrast with the love that we are in order to see the love that we are and in turn expand our being with this infinite love. In other words, we needed a finite setting in which to see and contrast the infinite love that we are.

‘We are the story being written to ourselves, for us to see and feel, and in turn be moved by. Though the story is made up of many characters, a big piece of the discovery in understanding the meaning of the story is coming to see that every single character is actually me and you. There is actually only one of us. We are already one, though we’re just awakening to that, and letting this reality sink in. The appearance of an apparent individuality, of there being a separate me and a separate you isn’t true in the way we’ve perceived it. We are one being having an experience of individuation as part of our awakening and learning to realize the deeper one that we are.

‘More for you can’t actually be less for me if we are already one.

‘Because this is the deeper reality, any love that you take into your being, any wounding that you feel and heal inside of yourself IS healing the all. The gift you give yourself can’t be distinguished from the gifts you give to others. Self-love is the same as love for the all.

‘Love is the source and sustenance of every material and non-material thing there is, even hatred and fear are given their lease by and through love. Love is all there is. Hearts and circumstances that lack love are only opportunities and places to let love into.

‘All that is required is your choice and willingness to be vulnerable to love…to admit that you want more love, to admit you have parts of you that can’t yet digest love and need your help. This is all there is to letting in love, though for most, this can still be incredibly difficult. This is why most would rather maintain and be committed to their lack of love picture, wherein they can continue to resist love for a while longer under the illusion that love is lacking.

‘Even this resistance though is also contained in love. We all needed our illusions for as long as we did as part of our awakening. Nothing can be outside of love. It’s all sacred and it’s all love. All that’s left is to let it in.

Thank you Metatron, Wow, okay, this leaves me in a deep heightened awareness and QUESTions of ‘how much am I in this moment resisting love or letting it in?’ and ‘What are my next places to gift myself (and the one being that we all are) more of the infinite love that I already am?’

Raphael Awen
www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

I offer spaceholding sessions to others in their awakening to love process and you can read more about that here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. You can make a one time donation to SoulFullHeart at https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

‘You Can Have Whatever You Want’

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By Raphael Awen

‘You can have whatever you want’.

These words come to me as I stare into the setting bright orange sun last night as it dips slowly below the ocean horizon and lights up the underside of the cloud cover in a stunning display of color. I feel the voice is from Metatron who is a favoured guide. I awake the next morning and the words are still fresh and here, still lingering audibly in my space.

Do I really believe that? Could this be true? I can have whatever I want. My mind takes it on first. If my friend owns a bakery and I drop by and he generously says ‘have whatever you want’, that’s easy and linear to grasp. He owns the bakery and I’m welcome to simply take a handful or two of whatever I want.

But it’s not that straightforward to apply when my higher self or a spiritual guide tells me to ‘have whatever I want’ and to feel how that translates to, say, a trip to the auto dealership for a desired new car.

It doesn’t compute. There’s obviously some missing pieces here, some more to the story, or, I’m just off into some nonsense and need to return to reality.

I chose to return to what I heard in the sunset. ‘I can have whatever I want.’ I ask ‘Metatron, can you help we with the missing pieces that my mind will need to be able to feel this with you and what you are trying to get over to me?’

Metatron waxes metaphysical and my heart and ears open:

‘Your desires and your ‘wanter’ is something that is tied to the center of your being and the center of the universe. There isn’t actually any difference between the two. They are one and the same. When you really own a desire and purify that desire inside of yourself to where it is really true, that pure desire is all you need to manifest that desire into the dimension you wish to experience that in. In fact, this is already true, you just find it difficult to see. Your life as you presently know it is a manifestation of your desires. Desire has created your present reality.’

My mind begins to reel with his expansive words and energy that he is juicing me with. Questions arise in a whole bunch of directions. I’m hesitant to focus on a single question when there are so many. I sit in the juice he is vibing and silently invite him to continue when he feels I’m ready. We sit together in the expansive silence and then he continues where he left off.

‘What you really want is the most sacred thing about you. It’s the secret that’s been manifesting your life as you know it. You just haven’t been as conscious of it up till now. As you find the courage to accept this truth, this secret becomes a normal everyday working practical knowledge that you can apply to your life. Now, you can begin to see where your wants have been in conflict, and what you have manifested is something between the two. This is still however a perfect manifestation, providing you with a sacred learning ground of coming to terms with what it is that you really want, especially in the presence of conflicting desires.

If this resonates for you and feels true for you, then the mind’s resistances of ‘that’s just not possible’ change to ‘I don’t quite understand it yet, but I feel it to be true.’ This is you accepting responsibility for the present creation of your life. This is you maturing into your next phase of consciousness awakening.

As you feel this as your reality more and more, your mind will come to track it all plainly, but the mind is only a tracker of reality, not the creator of reality. The mind’s refusal to accept a new reality is a barrier to that new reality arising, but the mind is here only resistively acting as the agent and protector of the heart. It is from the heart that courage flows to let in a new reality, to live into a new culture of reality. It is your heart that is your center of being, your center of reality, powerfully shaping your experience of life. Let the heart take the lead and the mind will follow’.

I pause to refill my tea, and to let in more of Metatron’s heart and energy. The questions are still here, but they don’t feel as clamorous for attention somehow. There is a trust that the questions are sacred and they will all be answered in time, a necessary part of this process of incubating a new reality. I consider how I am being offered a process over some kind of instant transformation into a new reality, yet the new reality is already here at the same time. Wow. Lots of ‘wow’ actually. I turn my attention back to Metatron knowing that I’m near full, but that he usually has one more thing to say to help containerize all the goodies he’s just given me.

‘Raphael, share this with others. Find others who are ready and wanting to shift their reality into new and arising places. Beacon it out. This isn’t a Lone Ranger deal. You will make this your reality more and more as you give it away while you embrace it. These new realities don’t belong to any one person, other than the one person that you all are. It’s held and arises and shines IN commUNITY. Plant the seeds you have, and then you’ll get the next batch of seeds to plant and live into’.

Okay, wow, thank you Metatron. I’ve got my heartwork cut out for me again. I can have whatever I want… I want more of this!

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. You can make a one time donation to SoulFullHeart at https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Letting In The Magic Of Life

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By Raphael Awen

There is a strange thing we all do with life… and that is how we normalize our reality. Whether our reality is really good or really bad, or somewhere in between, we have a way of normalizing it in order to BE in it, and to BE with it.

Yesterday at midday, I was on our local resort town beach, with a beautiful woman in a bikini (Jelelle Awen) at my side, with the sun’s temperature and angle just right, with lots of bird and pelican activity, with tea and good eats and I felt in that moment how I felt it all as ‘normal’. This is strange because I can look back to a time where such a setting and opportunity would be pure heaven to me, and here I was, yesterday, in pure heaven, only to find that I had ‘normalized’ it. As I felt into this, I could feel the magic of the moment too, and the stunning reverence for the moment, but I could also feel how I was ‘muting’ the experience at the same time.

We all do this and we don’t just do it when the beauty is more than we can handle. We do it with the routine and the mundane of our lives. More accurately, the routine and the mundane feelings are the result of taking the magical and making it the normal. We find it difficult to stop ourselves from normalizing experience. Experience is the magic of us as essence having awareness. This simple awareness is so much magic that we need to normalize any and all experience as a part of us is afraid we simply can’t handle it.

But I’d like it if I could bear more of the simple magic, and not normalize it so much… How about you? Isn’t this the reason we seek spiritual and emotional experiences? We know there is more to feel and experience than we are currently letting in, more than we are currently able to feel.

Why would part of us work so hard to limit our experience when we consciously want to remove the limits? My truth is that parts of us don’t trust that we can bear the magic and these parts of us have worked hard to energetically seal us off from knowing and feeling simple wonder and magic. Many times the only way for people to get past these defenses is to use a drug or alcohol, or any of the millions of things we can turn into a go-to, feel-good medication. The reason all of these can be so addictive is that they give us experience of what we are really meant to feel. But the ‘side effects’ of these lifestyle medications is that we are not attaining these states of joy in a healthy way, but are instead suppressing parts of ourselves in order to get to a place of feeling good. Not all of us then is actually present to the good time.

I have experienced that when a part of me is normalizing my experience, and thus limiting my experience of the magic of all experience, I can feel and negotiate with that part of me. This healthy process in turn allows a defensive part of me to rest into my deeper trust and immediately a natural ‘high’ of life becomes my experience more in that moment. This is the process we offer to others in SoulFullHeart work and community. As others around us feel and process their own parts of themselves who normalize the magic of life and let in more love, more life, more wonder, this in turn offers all in the community another real life story to live deeper into the same ongoing process for ourselves.

This doesn’t actually feel like any kind of one time ‘enlightenment’ process. We are infinite beings experiencing the infinite love that we are. No wonder then that parts of us reel from all this magic. No wonder then too, that as we experience more love and goodness, that we need to renegotiate with parts of ourselves to in turn let in more love.

I’m out looking for more love. That’s the real and only secret to life I feel. We are love out to experience love. Feeling how this is true for you is the magic you seek. Feeling where and how you can do this more and be this more is fulfilling your deepest life purpose and calling.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. You can make a one time donation to SoulFullHeart at https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

The Arising Journey Of Opening Your Heart

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by Kalayna Colibri

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When your heart first starts to open, you can feel the edges. You can feel the aperture widening, letting more light out and in, moving love to and fro in waves and perhaps in stops and starts. You can feel the emotions that come up as part of this sacred process, the protests inside from parts of you that may have fears about your heart opening and the ride this will take them on. You will begin to FEEL your parts, maybe for the first time, and all of the storms they’ve weathered in the name of ‘love’ as they’ve ‘known’ it to be or thought it to be, or assumed it to be based on their conditioning and experience. They may be unsure that love can be clean, can be pure, can be something that keeps flowing without end.

As your heart opens more, you feel the healing that allows it to do so. You feel a celebration of the work you’ve done to get here, though it may also feel as if you have pretty far to go, especially as more oil is brought up from parts of you to be felt deeper still. You begin to trust this process more and that this flushing out is important for you and your life yet also for the world too. Your higher/Cosmic heart, your Christ Consciousness starts to become activated in this way, though it may still remain somewhat out of your reach, especially as reactions bubble up not only in your heart but in your very soul. The sacredness of this can be felt, though maybe not strongly just yet, for so much of this pain you’re feeling through can keep the programming of ‘mess is NOT sacred’ alive thriving within your being, still. This is the hardest part in a way, because the mess is what you need and on some level you surrender to that, though consciously you feel as if your world is turning upside down and you’re questioning so much about who you’ve been so far in this life and how you’ve related to everything and everyone in it. This is your emotional awakening phase, even though spiritually you may have awakened long ago. The bridge between these two strata of being can start to be made conscious, yet the lines seem stark in contrast because you are having to FEEL so much in YOU that may have long been buried and even covered over BY the spiritual…

Then the aperture of your heart widens still more… you begin to notice that your ‘messes’ created by parts of you that are needing them in order to be felt more fully and deeply, make way for more joy and that the joy seems to last longer and longer before more oil comes up to be felt and moved through, if not healed. The sacredness in every millimeter of process is becoming more obvious to you and allowing yourself to be IN process feels like the best sort of ‘me’ time you can give yourself the space to have. You feel celebrations as your movements inside of you begin to shift the world outside of you. You draw relationships that are more aligned with who you are and are becoming, though maybe these relationships don’t feel totally like ‘soul family’ just yet… or maybe they do and you’re drawn to go in deeper with them in conscious community or at least sacred bonds. They’re likely doing the same work you’re doing, feeling parts of themselves, healing deeply, taking the time and space needed in order to breathe, be, become, and above all, feel, heal and grow. You could also be drawing potential romantic partners along the way, with more heart and soul resonance with you than you’ve experienced thus far.

These new relationships are the end to your ‘lone wolf’ phase, though you still need and want the time for YOU and your parts and soul aspects that have now become so beloved to you and you to them. As you say ‘yes’ to community and intimate bonds with others, you feel this begin to widen your heart even more, sometimes to the point where it feels about to burst with colour and light and LOVE. You feel oil come up still, yet this time it feels different, because you’re noticing it more consciously, being with it sooner, and you have these relationships around you with so much powerful love transaction between you that their reflections of you go into you and really help you see where to go next inside of you at a manageable rate and pace that before this time, may have been overwhelming in moments. Sometimes the hardest processes are actually about letting more love in from and with others in this space you’re in now. You’re connecting with yourself, with guides, with your beloveds regularly and your spirituality integrates more and more with your daily life, lighting you up with soul purpose and soul gifts that have come alive for you in a new way. This leads you to more oneness experiences, that you now get to feel through a greater sense too of Conscious Duality and why we need both the dual and non-dual as our awakenings open out and our growth keeps moving forward. Ascension becomes not a struggle, but an embraced and beloved process too, intertwined with all of this, this entire process and all you ARE.

The journey never ends from here, though it always deepens as new phases of BEing open up and move you through challenges. You have become the sacred human you’ve always wanted to become, somewhere inside of you. And you wouldn’t trade this journey for the world, for it has become so YOURS to claim and you do so with a love flow in your heart that couldn’t have come to you before. Feeling and claiming your sacred YOU space brings you back to you, your true home and the one place you can ever fully belong. The one place where it ALL can heal, and where your former sense of separation and abandonment wounds can be transformed, transmuted, healed. Welcome home…. ❤

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Owning Your Truth And The Changes That Brings

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By Raphael Awen

Try as we may, none of us can live long on someone else’s truth.

As the events of our lives unfold, the universe calls us to claim our own truth, to stand in that truth, and to accept and take responsibility for the consequences that come with holding and living out that truth.

Vulnerably and heart open, we can now say, ‘this I believe with all my heart’, or ‘this is what feels the MOST true to me and this is what feels the most true FOR me’, while we acknowledge that we could be ‘wrong’ or that we might change our truth on any subject at any time in the future. We are simply saying ‘This is near-as-I-can-tell for me, for now’.

I began my adult life holding to an ‘absolute truth’ picture. ‘My truth’, (though I wouldn’t have called it that then), was that ‘thee truth’ was all that mattered, and anything other was the evil of ‘relative truth’ or truth without an anchor in reality.

For many, this is a necessary phase of consciousness evolution. We begin by seeing the world as outside-of-us reality that is in need of concrete, correct and safe definition. We need the world, and some form of ‘God’, and ‘God’s truth’ to be bigger than us, so we can then safely and humbly surrender to this ‘God’ (that we are actually crafting in our own image, but can’t yet see that and take responsibility for that).

As a young man, I chose this absolute truth picture as my truth and lived into it deeply, I inevitably came to the place where my truth was forced to evolve. I came to know in my own truth that ‘God’ had no insecure emotional need to have ‘subjects’ in obedience and compliance to ‘himself’. This then led to call into question one belief after another that could no longer be contained in my absolute truth picture. My entire social world that was built upon this same foundation crumbled as I shared my truth which in turn brought me to entire new vistas of life.

In this way, life takes us to the heart of our chosen beliefs and faces us with a truth telling mirror and invites us to feel what we believe and why we believe what we do. We see in this mirror a reflection of our actual maturity level and next places that life and love is wanting to take us. We come to feel and see that underlying every single belief we hold dear is a reflection of what’s true in our emotional body. Then we see this truth reflected out perfectly in our relationship playouts as life then gives us the opportunity to courageously own our emerging truth and live into the changes this brings.

Beliefs are about a ‘contest’ of 2 or more opposing ideas; a ‘dual’ if you will, based in the ‘duality’ of more than one possibility. While our highest upstream soul reality is a ‘non-dual’ one, where there is only oneness and no need or basis for any duals and contests, we chose to enter this world and expression of duality for a profound reason. My truth is that all duality eventually leads us back to complete and total oneness. However the path to this naturally maturing oneness is through discovering and claiming our individual truths and taking the paths that our truth presents us with. Now, we come to the very enlarged place where we realize that all is love, that every difference is contained in love, and this enlarged place is somehow so very much more than even the oneness place we began this journey from.

What is your truth? What do you feel about life, and love and the universe that isn’t any kind of a convenient copy and paste of other people’s beliefs, or perspectives on life? Are there things you deeply believe, but feel to keep to yourself in a given relationship or situation? What would no longer hiding your truth self-lovingly look like?

This then brings the question too of ‘What opposing beliefs do parts of yourself hold inside of you?’ Can you feel each one of these parts of you and their reason for holding their truth as they do? What would ending this civil war inside look and feel like going forward?

How would your life change if you vulnerably ‘owned’ your truth and accepted the consequences and changes that brought to your life?

Your truth is wanting to move you into new places and relationships to life in many profound ways.

The way, the truth and the life is contained in you.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. You can make a one time donation to SoulFullHeart at https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart or visit our Patreon page to become a monthly supporter: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.