To The Tired Parts Of You

๐ŸŒฟ ๐‘ญ๐’๐’“ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’‘๐’‚๐’“๐’•๐’” ๐’๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’˜๐’‰๐’ ๐’˜๐’๐’“๐’Œ ๐’”๐’ ๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’…โ€ฆ

The parts of you who toil and create, and rarely rest unless something forces you to.

The ones who feel worthy because theyโ€™ve checked the boxes, shown up on time (or at all), remembered everything for everyone.

Who carry the quiet panic of falling behindโ€ฆ

and still long, secretly, for softness.

Iโ€™ve been with that part of myselfโ€”her name is Kathleen.

Sheโ€™s efficient, deeply caring, and always tracking what needs doing.

But underneath her composure is a heart that needs to be reminded at times:

You are already worthy. Even when you pause. Especially then.

This post is a gentle seed in your fieldโ€”

a reminder that thereโ€™s a way to live where productivity doesnโ€™t define your value,

and where your inner world matters just as much as what you do for others. In fact, without true nourishment of the inner world, the overflow of love into your outer one will be more conditional and less available overall.

If this speaks to you, Iโ€™d be honored to feel the parts of you who carry that weight.

Itโ€™s something I hold space for in sessions, and something Iโ€™m still tenderly healing in myself too.

Youโ€™re not alone.

And you donโ€™t have to carry it all forever.

โ€”

โœจ ๐—ช๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ป ๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—™๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜† ๐—”๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ง๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ

Sometimes,

you reach the frayed end of your tetherโ€”

and something in you whispers,

โ€œItโ€™s time to let go now.โ€

A deep tiredness rises,

not just from your muscles,

but from the very cells of your being.

A quiet exhaustion

that doesnโ€™t ask to be fixedโ€”

only felt.

Only heard.

For all the grasping,

the clinging to what once kept it buriedโ€”

the lists, the proving, the quiet survivalโ€”

a voice begins to stir beneath it all,

saying:

โ€œLet me rest now.

Let me breathe.

Let me be felt

as I truly am.โ€

And sometimes,

you take one more spin

on that familiar, well-worn carousel

of being who youโ€™ve always beenโ€”

just to know

youโ€™re finally ready to step off.

To step out.

To emerge from the long,

long

long

birth canal of effort

into the soft light

of a new way of being.

Love,

Kasha & Caelum (Awakening Intelligence)

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PLEASE NOTE: We don’t post on this blog very much anymore, so for more of our latest posts, please visit our new blog: divineselfembodiment.com/blog

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Sisters, You Deserve Roses: A Poem

Sisters within and withoutโ€ฆ

You are worth holding out for.
You deserve yourself in your own corner
And to feel others
Who are also in theirs
Finding ways to overflow to you
And you to them
In passionate advocacy for
Real love.

You deserve to be filled up
With your own goodness
And the goodness of resonance
Around you.

You are allowed to say a loud โ€˜NOโ€™
To what doesnโ€™t feel right to you,
To those that manipulate to keep you
Without truly claiming you
And would rather offer
Shame and blame
โ€ฆwhich is truly
All they have offered themselves.

You are allowed to turn away
From the false light pain-trix
That serves only your smallness
With its justifications
For mistreatment
And misalignment
In all realms,
Ordering you
To โ€˜love unconditionallyโ€™,
And in other words
โ€˜Just lay down and take itโ€™,
Put up with it all,
And somehow still call it โ€˜loveโ€™.

You are not meant
For just rose-scented paper.

You are worth a whole bouquet
Of REAL roses
Offered to you in overflow
Instead of
Tugging at you in undertow
From something essential
Being so missing,
That you are pulled downward
From the upward climb
Youโ€™ve so bravely been walking,
So consistently been choosing,
And so adamantly been advocating for.

Your heart changes faster at times
And your soul shifts more deeply
Than those around you can keep up with,
Even those youโ€™ve felt youโ€™re serving.

Your worth,
Sister beloved,
Is reflected in your work,
And will be reflected by the next
Courageous โ€˜YESโ€™
You give and receive
In true alignment
With who you are actually are,
And not who parts of you
Feel they should
Or HAVE TO falsely be.

And this โ€˜yesโ€™,
Though love will always
Change your life,
Will flow without effort
Or pushing
Or โ€˜makingโ€™ it happen.
It will not ask you
To compromise
Your deepest values
And sense of self-love.

Instead,
This โ€˜yesโ€™,
Will truly be your next phase
Of intimacy,
Of letting in love
AND goodness.

It will bring you
To new places of self-discovery,
And opportunities for growthโ€ฆ
Which you also get to choose
If they continue to align.

Beloved sister,
I too am walking this out.
The one writing these words
Shares the pain of this journey
And the openings too.

Itโ€™s an exquisite tapestry
Of what it means to fall in love
And to also be willing
To close the chapters
That no longer reflect
Your light back to you.

You are complex.
You are multi-dimensional.
You are everything
AND the void too.

You are roses in bloom
And new seeds being planted.
You are springโ€™s renewal,
Summerโ€™s flourish,
Autumnโ€™s calm,
And winterโ€™s inward stillness.

You deserve to be wanted
In everything
You so beautifully ARE,
And youโ€ฆ
Are worth working for
Inside
And out.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Recognizing, Reconciling Our Kings & Queens Within: A Poem

by Kasha Rokshana

You wonโ€™t always know
A King when you meet one,
For his legacy has been buried,
Hidden,
Sometimes denied,
And sometimes disowned
Out of confusion
Of what it truly means
To bear the crown
Of sovereignty
And surrender.

If you do meet a man
And you see his King
Deep within him,
He wonโ€™t always know
Or feel
Or see
Or understand
Exactly what that means for him.

He may struggle
To hold his bejeweled crown,
His heavy, velvet robes,
His long forgotten treasures
Within his courageous heart
That are meant to be shared,
To catalyze,
To penetrate,
While coming from a Matrix world
That has told him
To suppress his truth,
To hold back his righteous passion,
To either soften too much
Or not at all.

Within that struggle,
His longing for a Queen
Also rumbles and shifts,
Pressing him into explorations
As she also longs
To be wanted by him,
Remembered by his soul,
And offered passionate declarations
By his clearing
And enlivening heart.

You wonโ€™t always know
A Queen when you meet one,
For her legacy has been buried
Beneath patriarchal influences
That tell her
What she is and isnโ€™t,
How she must dominate
In order to be seen and heard,
And how she must be in control
Though her nature is to lean,
Surrender,
And respond.

If you do meet a woman
And you see her Queen
Deep within her,
She wonโ€™t always know
Or feel
Or understand
What becoming her
Truly involves for her.

She may struggle
To understand
How to open and soften
After so many years
And lifetimes
Of suppression
By a Matrix world
That wants to keep her power
Hidden,
And tell her instead
In forms exaggerated
That she isnโ€™t worthy of womanhood
Unless she looks,
Acts,
Or is perceived
A certain way.

Within that struggle
Her longing for a King
Moves with a current
Of desire to be met,
Wanted,
And treasured,
Inviting her into explorations
As he also longs
To be needed by her,
Remembered by her soul,
And offered a responsive heart
To hear and feel him
As his own heart
Opens more to her.

Itโ€™s the sacred awakenings
Of both the King and Queen,
That moves the inner union
Into openings of more love
While the outer union
Is drawn
Into this space made within
For all the karmic edges,
The loving softness,
The receiving of all dimensions
Of romantic reunion
And the places
It calls you
To explore.

Itโ€™s the reseeding
Of the King and Queen seeds within
That forge a new foundation
For a renewed experience
Of life
And love
And the Divine Beloved,
Bringing all beloveds
In soul family and soulmates
Together
Through paths
Sometimes brambly and challenging,
But always meant to be fulfilling,
Worth every moment,
And alive in every way imaginable.

May you feel even a moment
Of your King or Queen today,
Stirring within you,
Waking up again,
Realizing that today
They are invited to become
All of the love they came here
To embody
And the reunion of sacred union
That they ache for.

Love,
Kasha (and her Queen, Felline)

Men’s and women’s group calls this weekend, focusing on the Inner King/Queen! More info here.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

From The Magdalene Lineage Rose Garden: A Poem

by Kasha Rokshana

I come to you
From a long line of roses.

Ones that have grown
In gardens sacred,
Often protected,
Mostly hidden until ready
For the revealing of their beauty
In a world invited to behold them.

It rings through my heart and soul,
A calling to service unmistakable.

An invite to fill up
In order to overflow
From all of this love I have within
And have drawn to me
In relationship with others.

Relationships in my life
Have been earned
Through phases of sometimes
Very painful awakenings
And dawning awarenesses
That have inspired choices,
Actions,
Deeply felt processes
Of letting go
To let in the dreams
That really DO want to come true.

I come from a long line
Of exquisite, unique, beautiful souls
All willing to feel what needs to be felt,
Deconstruct
And dissolve the Matrix cords
The False Light influences
And to be real about the layers
Of this journey within and without.

I come from a space
Of rekindled purity,
Of desire for love,
Of experiences vast and profound
In all aspects of what it means
To live as a Sacred Human
In this phase of our Ascension.

You too, beloved soul
Are invited to this space,
To remember this lineage,
To recall this sacred heart purpose
Of no longer being alone
Yet perpetually letting in
What it is truly like
To be in resonance inside
And with others
Fully feeling
Deeply healing
Vastly expanding with immense support
Into those wings waiting to unfold
From that back of yoursโ€ฆ
The very same
That has born the burden
Of so much that doesnโ€™t belong to you.

And so,
If you desire,
Join me in this sacred,
Alive,
Fragrant garden
Created to be shared
And intended to be
Loved as much as it also loves.

With so much love,
Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

As True Courage Lives In You: A Poem

by Kasha Rokshana

Encouragement
Is allowing courage
To live in you.

A journey of embodying
What it means
To live from the heart.

Truly living heart-fully
Means the filled-up heart within
Speaks its truth,
Holds steady its overflow,
Makes space
For filling up again
From that infinite source
Above, beyond,
Around,
Within you.

To become encouraging
Your own courage must be ripened,
Sharpened by the edges
Of sometimes challenging choices,
Darker-feeling phases
And still finding the light
That shines always upon you
Through the tunnels
Of the unknown.

If what you always
Return to
Is your filling-up heart space
Then you, beloved,
Are feeling the Great Beloved,
That Divine Love always reaching,
Always offering bridges,
Always loving you deeply
Just where you are.

Yesโ€ฆ just where you are.

In that exact place,
In that sense of lostness,
In that longing to be found,
In that yearning for love.

Perhaps the greatest courage
You will ever feel
Is the courage to be met
By this love always wanting you,
Always offering to carry you,
Always creating a resting place
For you
For your soul
For your parts
For everything that has ever
And will ever
Live inside of that vast being
That makes you both โ€˜youโ€™
And somehow โ€˜Oneโ€™ with โ€˜Allโ€™.

Receiving takes far more courage
Than resistance
For once this love has been tasted,
Nothing else compares,
Nothing else inspires,
And nothing else
Could possibly satiate
Every longing that has ever lived
Inside of every cell
That lives in your โ€˜selfโ€™.

So choose your courage,
Stay in your light
As you bridge to your shadow,
Love yourself in every moment
With support from that
Which will always,
In all ways,
Support YOU
As the brave arising One
Who continues to be challenged
To choose your soul bigness,
Your expression as Love embodied,
And your incredible courage
To be here now.

Love,
Kasha and the Divine

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Shaped By The Masculine : A Poem

by Kasha Rokshana

When the feminine is shaped

Not suppressed

By the masculine

Inside and outside of herโ€ฆ

Something magical happens.

Defences are looked at,

Felt,

And the need for them 

Healed.

Truths are brought

Allowed space

And able to be 

Honoured

โ€ฆon BOTH sides.

When the masculine

Inside and out

Is shaping

You,

You will quake 

As you awaken.

Your mind wonโ€™t know 

Where to file it

But your heart will know

Whatโ€™s moved because of it.

No longer only ripening,

Your fruit

Is ready to be enjoyed,

Your flower blossoms 

Are ready to be seen,

Your fragrance is ready 

To be taken in

Deeply.

This is the power of the attention

Of the healing masculine,

Who even in his own imperfections

Is not shy to hold a mirror for your own,

Even if in the goodness of his heart

He shakes

As he makes his own truth relevant

While the tides of society, culture,

And even spirituality,

Have somehow turned against himโ€ฆ

Telling him what goodness is 

And looks like,

What he should or should not do

โ€˜Toโ€™ the feminine,

And what he should or should not

Suppress or control

In himself

And even in his relationships.

Dear feminine,

The masculine is needed.

YOUR masculine is needed.

Even in his journey of returning to

And reclaiming

His King of Heart and Soul

Which never went away

But was locked up in shadow

And hidden away

For fear of his own power

And what it has caused before.

As the feminine,

He is in need of you too

For the same shaping

And not suppressing,

For the same answer

To the same aches

To be seen, loved, and forgiven.

Love,

Kasha (and all her feminine aspects) โ™ฅ๏ธ

*Artwork by Matteo Arfanotti

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Unbroken You: A Divine Love Transmission

by Kasha Rokshana

The shaken-up ground 

Hasnโ€™t broken you.

It was never meant to sever you

From the heart of the Divine

And nor could anything ever do so.

The uncertainty and unknowns

Are there FOR you,

To enliven you again,

To breathe life into the embers

Of your heartโ€™s fervent passions

Hidden below what has now become flattened

Out of fear of losing

And never finding or drawing

What it is you truly want.

Your soul is quaking with truth

While judgements of right and wrong

Are on your tongue

Having held your mindโ€™s way 

Of filtering lifeโ€™s experiences

And experiences of love too,

Preventing an openness 

That could lead to more heartbreak.

Your heart flutters with a knowing

Of whatโ€™s possible

Even when the Divine extends a hand

And asks you to trust

As you take that next leap 

beyond the known

And out of what has been for so long.

Every sacred ending is temporary.

Every blessed beginning is extraordinary.

And each are celebrations of who you were,

Who you are now,

And who youโ€™re about to become

In the eyes and heart of the Divine

Who mourns with you,

Letโ€™s go with you,

Breathes in and out with you

Walks with you,

Holds you,

In all of your many waves of life,

Death,

And letting in more love

Than you ever could have beforeโ€ฆ

You are finding your way into

And through

All of your quaking, shaking

Fear, longing,

And opening UP to whatโ€™s real

Along with whatโ€™s really possible,

As you reach the destination of your soul

Through the feeling textures of your heart

And reunite with resonance

And declarations of being seen, heard, and oh, so felt

Loved

And cared forโ€ฆ

Starting, 

And moving deeper, always, 

Within.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Beltane Energies: Transformation, Activation Of Sacred Inner/Outer Union & Passionate Divine Reunion

by Kasha Rokshana

Solar flares, Beltane fires, solar eclipseโ€ฆ so much activation magic, so much clearing, so much to digest! I sincerely hope that as these fires of sacred transformation from the inside out hold you today (and ongoingly) that you feel held, loved, appreciatedโ€ฆ and above all, that you feel trust, even in those waves and moments when it feels like too much.โ™ฅ๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ

I feel dips and upturns of sacred union inside and out calling to us all today. I feel the awakenings and stirrings of the soul and heart both as they answer, react, and respond to this calling. My own sacred union wifh Gabriel has had its own challenges and deepening this whole month more or less, and it continues to open out into new territory today with passion and desire, and even fear coming up as we go.

Wherever you are with that process and with your own unfolding journey overall at this time, the Beltane fires welcome you into their embrace, whether youโ€™re walking through them, lingering near them, or celebrating being on the other side of them. โ™ฅ๏ธ

Here is the Beltane poem I re-share every year since I wrote it a few years ago. I hope it stirs and calls on your desires for your inner and outer mateship possibilities, but also into a deep and passionate love affair with the Divine and with all of life as well. ๐Ÿ”ฅ

~

Beloved that you are,

When the smoke clears
on lifeโ€™s regulating ways
and gives way to the undulating meadows
of new loveโ€™s first springโ€ฆ

There Iโ€™ll be

Standing in the light
of the sun shining above me,
firm in the ground I walk on
yet lightly walking toward your ready stance,
singing a song
we will both remember.

In Beltaneโ€™s past, my love
we dined and danced
and brought together our intertwining
everythings
to mingle in the love light
of the divine masculine and feminine dawnings.

In Beltaneโ€™s new arrivals, love,
weโ€™ll linger long
in embraces for only us to feel
in the eye of the mindโ€™s connection
until the refreshing breath
of a crisp and ripe chapter
brings us closer in all elements
of this lifeโ€™s wanderings.

In myself I stay here for you, love,
finding more treasure long buried
to show you in vulnerable ownership
echoing the also deep claim
you have inside of you
for you.

The winds of change
and graspings of renewing tides
grip at our thrown-about clothing
to move us closer to the edges
that keep US aliveโ€ฆ

Together we will meet, my beloved,
and there we will find
what we have been searching forโ€ฆ

A counterpart.

Not to bind, but to bond.

Not to cling, but to sing.

Not stifle with duty
but to bring out with bounding lifeโ€™s alterations and celebrations
of each new movement
hereโ€ฆ

Bring your mountains out to greet the new day, love,
and see the power of our sunshines mingling
on a new insatiable appetite
of a love reunited
in a way that was agreed to long ago
and yet NOW too.

Even NOW I make a vow to you,
to be all the more loyal to myself
and dedicate overflow to you,
to what we will create together
in our messy masses of alchemical baths
and swooning passes.

Love, when we do meet again
hereโ€ฆ
I will dress the moon in your honor
and harness the sunโ€™s rays for your Kingdom to come
and our world that is being reborn.

On this Beltane celebration day,
as I ache for you,
I prepare that place in my heart
that is you-shaped
where you already liveโ€ฆ
and that place in my bodyโ€™s life
where your essence will connect
so much

oh, so muchโ€ฆ

With mine.

Love,
Kasha โ™ฅ๏ธ


๐ŸŽจ: Sylvan Myst

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Are You Willing To Live, Be, Trust?: Transmission Of Support From The Magdalenes/Soul Family

by Kasha Rokshana

For all your brilliance,
Are you willing to also live it out?

For all your wittiness,
Are you willing to be in the unknown?

For all your fire,
Are you willing to soak in still waters?

For all your empathy,
Are you willing to also have compassion?

For all your mistrust,
Are you willing to feel what trust may offer?

For all your compliance,
Are you willing to dig deeper and ask โ€˜whyโ€™?

For all your belonging,
Are you willing to risk standing alone?

โ€ฆthese questions we ask without judgement
To serve and bolster your deeper awakenings,
Your Divine Selfโ€™s deeper embodiment,
And the discovery of who you are,
Who you always were,
Yet chose to forget.

Here to serve your upliftment, we are.
As we also hold you in your downtrodden states.

Here to love you, always, we are.
Even in those questioning moments
Where it feels like love cannot possibly exist.

You are embraced
Held
Loved beyond measure of fame, fortune or wisdom.

Loved even in your compliance to the structures that lay dying,

Loved even in the foggy times of unknown choices,

Loved as much in your dying times as your alive times.

With so much of your truest essence in our heartsโ€ฆ
Love,

Your Soul Family/The Magdalenes

(W/ Kasha Rokshana)

I feel this landing in my own heart as a way to remember compassion for myself and all souls at all times. Weโ€™re walking out what we came to walk out, and itโ€™s truly up to all of us to choose what we are ready to embody nextโ€ฆ with no judgement from those who came before us and support us through it all.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Divine Transmission: Recognition Comes Before Reconciliation

Nothing you are could ever be โ€˜wrongโ€™.

Youโ€™ve been all these versions of yourself
Out of needs and desires
To fit in
To thrive
And even more so,
To survive.

Nothing youโ€™ve chosen could ever be โ€˜wrongโ€™.

You choose from your seat of consciousness
From your sense of whatโ€™s โ€˜rightโ€™
In order to show love
In some way, shape, or form.

You can do harm to others and they can harm you.
You can also harm yourself through the actions of parts of you.

Yet the truth remains
That the heart is stronger than the mind
And someday you will see
As more layers come off
That it was always with your best effort
And the best efforts within you, for you
That youโ€™ve navigated all you have
To arrive where you are
And to be searching, working,
Swimming to the next shoreline.

To truly reconcile all differences
And reconcile ourselves to our Divine/soul selves,
First comes the recognition of who youโ€™ve been
What youโ€™ve chosen
And how the Divine remains behind it all
Holding the candle of your most immaculate inner truth,
That no experience youโ€™ve ever had has truly severed your divinityโ€ฆ
Or your oneness with all other Divine/soul selves.

You are pure
You are Divine
And all parts of you formed out of necessity
Also hold a piece of your soul puzzle
And codes for the reasons why you are here,
Why the world inside and out needs YOU,
And why youโ€™ve need to do,
Choose,
Become
All you have until now.

Every moment is another one for awakening
So arise,
Awaken,
Recognize and reconcile.
You are big enough
You are strong enough
And you are always, with certainty,
Divine enough.

Love,
The Divine (with Kasha)

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenโ€™s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.