Category: Aliens / Star Beings

Energy Update: Lion’s Gate ‘Roar’ Of Clearing & Truth Moving Through

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by Kasha Rokshana

The ‘Roar’ energy of Lion’s Gate is here and deepening too. It’s clearing the way for so much truth. In the wake of that clearing is the process we’re in now, of feeling the suffering cries of the children who have been trafficked who reflect to us a lost innocence INside too. It’s a process too of feeling the suffering of the perpetual ‘battle’ energy that has been necessary to energize for a phase yet we are always invited to move BEYOND it, especially within where the battles are often the most challenging to face, own, and heal. The ‘Roar’ is not a declaration of war but a declaration of the end of war and heralds the deepening of that process.

As more information comes out about child-trafficking and the horrors of it, it reflects to us humanity’s lost innocence that is in recovery. These children and their precious souls, hearts, bodies, have been subjected to unspeakable acts, yes, yet, to only be outraged by this doesn’t take into account the whole picture of what their souls signed up to be a part of and doesn’t encourage us to be accountable for our own reactions to it either.

Humanity cannot change at its core through outrage, shaming, blaming, chaos. Only once these frequencies have come home to our hearts through the tears and remorse of how in some ways we’ve all been a part of this unfolding narrative, can we start to feel what this has all really been about… reclaiming our own innocence and discovering the layers within us that have pushed away or suppressed it for the sake of ‘survival’ in 3D and even 4D; supporting the parts of us that have been victims to different life circumstances to move more into healing and genuine, vulnerable empowerment and even forgiveness/amnesty. It’s a VERY sobering time to be on this planet and we are all being invited into deep humility where we can admit we do not have all the answers but are doing the inner work necessary to feel and heal in many unfolding steps and layers with LOVE.

The ‘Roar’ energy of Lion’s Gate invites us to see and feel the deeper truths and process the reactions not just become them.

The ‘Roar’ is about the illumination and possible completion (if we truly choose it in our sovereignty) of suffering cycles inside and out.

The ‘Roar’ blows off any masks you’ve held in place, that have represented a fear of revealing the real you beyond any over-identification in parts of you with the trauma they’ve experienced.

The ‘Roar’ is here to ultimately support YOU and your ‘Divine Self’ that is waiting for you to ask for it to come in more, to find the context you need in order to process the ‘content’ moving within and in your life.

Your sacred process around all of this is yours to be in and hold. You are the Lion/Lioness ‘King/Queen’ of your inner Queen/Kingdom and all of our Sirian-Lyran counterparts, our humanoid lion(ess) members of our Star Family, are here and accessible especially through this Lion’s Gate passage. Their energies are available as a support for finding and embodying your own ‘Roar’ right now. They’ve been where we are now in their own Ascension process and have so much to offer, I’ve found.

There’s a lot to feel and process at this time… yet there’s even more to fall in deep love with, especially within you, with each sobering yet alive revelation.

Love,

Kasha

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Crop Circles Update: Bridge To Your Galactic & Soul Activations During Sirius Gateway, July 5-17, 2020

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By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdates: Been floating/activated/expanded in my own inner cosmic spaces lately so I haven’t been keeping up with the crop circle formations coming through the last couple of weeks….yet, felt like a nudge or tap today from Binkh (Arcturian aspect) to share them. I am sharing the ones that I got the stronger vibrational frequency from and there is a certain perfection to the ones from our star family as well that is distinctive.

Always, they offer a bridge to your inner cosmos and your Star Family, as personal as your DNA and genetics. Whatever you feel and see and receive from each one of them is UNIQUE to you and MEANT for you. There is no right or wrong interpretation of them….just what arises from your heart and soul space (beyond the mind).

As we deepen into this Sirius gateway with the peaking of energies at Lion’s Gate 8/8, you may be experiencing some deeper soul initiations going on. Maybe they are galactic. Maybe they are soul lineages coming through such as the Essenes, the Himalayan Sages (that is mine right now coming through VERY strongly), the Egyptians…so many possibilities and so unique to each soul. Being as OPEN as possible to receive the inspirations, resources (all kinds in all forms) to make the inner connections is really bringing in lots of goodness right now.

Just as these formations are so much more than just bent over or twisted grasses, you are so much more than your body, your name, your identity, your mind. These formations offer us a reminder of the mystical and cosmic and just plain magical nature of our BEINGNESS.

And, it is all held with Divine Love through your Divine Self…that fragment of your BEing that still resides in and abides in the Divine Infinite Love…whatever form and shape it chooses to show up in.

You can see all my previous crop circle UPdates at soulfullheartblog.com.

Love,
Jelelle (and Binkh)

You can see more photos and aerial footage of these and others at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2020/July2020.html

Energy Update: Sirius Gateway Soul Activations & Initiations Through Going Within Rather Than Outward

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By Jelelle Awen

Β It’s an interesting challenge to find words to describe the energies that have been coming with the Sirius Gateway and passage opening that started around the beginning of July and extends through Lion’s Gate 8/8. You have probably been FEELING and noticing these energies on physical/mental/energetic/emotional levels. The potential that these energies offer are the receiving of more guidance and clarity coming through, thinning veils on remembering/accessing other lifetimes, deep quantum healing of karmic binds and sacred wounds, and light body cellular clearing/activation.

My own activations have been around deeper initiations into Non-dual/Samadhi and mind stillness frequencies within my Metasoul and connecting to India/Hindu lineages through connection with Metasoul Aspects (from other lifetimes), Beloved Guides/Ascended Teachers, and my own Divine Self/Inner Guru. The space within the mind expands beyond the mind, filling up with your awareness of awareness…and empties out of content, random thoughts, orientations to the past or the present, and energies of other people. In this place, you open up into the NOW with only awareness of your own awareness. It brings up quite strong frequencies of bliss, joy, and utter peace within. It has been wonderful to feel this process, to surrender to it, and just allow time to go by within it without a ‘schedule’ to follow.

I feel as if this process of going within, the NEED for it, is very heightened right now for all of us. With the peaking of fear and disclosure happening in the 3D/4D timelines, there is so much intensity to wade through β€˜out there’. So much content and information that is highly charged with an agenda behind it… propaganda with an ulterior motive. So much β€˜truth’ being shared that is actually from a false place of fear and control with strong sides being taken and cases being argued.

If you are taking something in on social media or in the ‘news’ and it greatly lowers your frequency without offering personally new insight/clarity/process for you, then it is most likely toxic to your energy field and not worth it. Often it can take you longer to clear out the energy of what you have read or watched then actually offer any benefit. Mindlessly scrolling online can come with a cost to emotional/physical/energy well being these days especially. Being very conscious of what you are taking in and WHY you are is an aspect of orienting to life from the INSIDE OUT rather than the OUTSIDE IN.

These 3D energies are very dense, conflictual, heavy with fear, polarized, and yet very necessary to come up and out, be revealed in order to be healed. You would only choose to take them in, to absorb them in any way, if it calls to you on a soul level for your own healing. Otherwise, finding your place of peace, stillness, quiet, even joy and bliss can offer a true shelter during this ‘storm’ for both you and those that you may choose to share with.

This is not using transcendence to avoid feeling or bypassing to tune into these places within rather than overly focus outward right now. BEing in this stillness allows you to feel whatever is needed in your own emotional body and parts of you, whatever reactions and triggers are coming up from within due to the HUGE collective purging/disclosing/detaching process that is going on. You are able to truly feel then how what you experience of the outside energies is truly a conscious choice. Being in this stillness also opens you up to receive whatever soul initiations are waiting for you and that your Divine Self wants to provide you.

The Sirius energies remind us of this still place within as their planet comes closer to Gaia…your Sirius Aspect becomes more readily available to connect with and receive guidance from. They often appear as Lion and Lioness-human hybrids. Feeling regal, wise, and strong, it can be empowering to take in their frequencies. They offer a frequency of empowerment that is not about outside manifestation or achievement (which is being heightened right now as well in 3D even as it is collapsing), yet about becoming more in alignment with and embodying your Divine Self.

The priorities of your life and where you put your energy and focus become clearer during this passageway. Relationships fall away and let go that are no longer resonant and can no longer transact even those with strong soul capacities on their ‘leading edge’. There can be quite a lot to grieve in this process of letting go. This is particularly happening in romances and friendships during this passage and coming out of this Matrix collapse/Covid Event, which is revealing areas of resonance and dissonance quite strongly. Service of love and soul purpose expression becomes more purified and false expressions fall away and collapse.

Connecting to your Divine Self Within…the bigger space holder and compassionate witness of your life provides a powerful support right now. Your Divine Self can help you with discernment and what to fill your heart/mind/body UP with right now that will most serve you and LOVE.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Raphael and I will be co-hosting a livestream on Facebook on Sunday, July 12th at 10:00am PDT offering an expanding energy update, answering/responding to questions, talking about the Matrix collapse/disclosure process, providing a brief guided meditation, etc. You can watch it live on https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen and we will share the recording on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience.

Raphael and I will also be starting a NEW six week group call series on July 15 called Free To Be 5D that is an accompaniment to my new book called Free To Be 5D as well offering teachings, personal sharings and guided meditations to create a deeper experience of the content in the book, with links to purchase as PDF, ebook, and print edition here: soulfullheart.org/books.
More info about joining us for the group call series by donation at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

Energy Update: Eclipses, Solstice, and Gaia Waves Provide Unity During 3D/4D Polarity Passage

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By Jelelle Awen

In a way, there is so much going on with the energies, on collective levels especially, that it is interesting to sum it all up in one energy update. Yet, I feel the support to try from an elevated perspective above the fray and intensity going on at 3D/4D levels right now, just to get some ‘air’ above it. Moving into a 5D perspective, we can witness without judgement, feel compassion for ALL involved, and connect to a Divine trust and surrender around it all.

Let’s go to the orbit of Gaia, shall we? From there, we can look down at our big blue beautiful planet and feel surrounded by stars, the Moon, the vastness of space. Its infinite nature reminds us of OUR infinite nature. There are many lightships in the orbit of Gaia that have been there through these recent global awakening events and long before that. Can you see them with your third eye? Or sense them there?

These are friendly skies with ships from the Pleiades, Arcturus, Andromeda, and more. They’ve been reminding us of their presence lately with a series of crop circle formations with messages of Unity, completion, moving in flow, and more. I share about each of the formations here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/ascension/crop-circles/

There is quite a lot of energy beaming from these ships; energies that are supportive, higher frequency, and meant to aid in our awakening. These energies are received within our bodies, energy fields, and minds as we are ready for them. We can receive them into our 12 Ascension Chakras as well. These are the main seven, plus the Stellar Gateway, the Soul Star, the Causal, the earth chakra, and I felt one above the Stellar Gateway this morning, calling it the Higher Self/I AM Chakra for now.

These galactic energies make ‘contact’ with us in dreams, in meditation, in visions, in synchronicities and sometimes in the physical. These energies are the codes to awaken our sleepy DNA, activate our glands to only life sustaining frequencies, support our light bodies to transition, heal our emotional bodies from traumas, and more.

As you connect to these energies in a personal way through your inner Star Seed as a bridge to your Star Family, you receive these activations and upgrades directly into your BEing. This personal way allows you to feel whatever blocks of fear, abduction programs, resistances due to 3D conditioning exist inside parts of you and in your soul aspects as well. This allows for more open access and integration into your body, the densest aspect of your BEing.

The cosmic energies, such as the ones offered in the upcoming eclipses and Solstice, are meant to be received in a personal way, as well as being collective activations too. Eclipses and Solstices/Equinoxes are Unity Consciousness events, sparking our soul’s lineage. They offer moments that unite rather than divide. There is so much division, contention, and polarity peaking right now in the 3D/4D narrative timelines as the Matrix collapses that these cosmic events can help to remind us of the ultimate reality of our essence as One.

Recent Schumann/Gaia resonance waves have been moving through the last few days to reflect ongoing planetary and humanity consciousness shifts. You may feel these waves (along with the energies leading up to the upcoming Solar Eclipse on June 20 and the Solstice on June 21) within your body and auric field. Deeper levels of meditation, eating light/more on prana, being in JOY with those you love, serving love as your passion expression, connecting in nature can all be supportive during this time.

There can be quite a lot of reaction coming up in the emotional body to all these events (both cosmic and in 3D/4D), yet it can be helpful to feel into what is actually yours and to land back in your own consciousness and heart space. It may feel like a messy time, even a frustrating time for parts of you as polarity is revealed, yet MASS awakening is happening….at whatever level and means for each soul.

Awakening looks and feels different for every soul, as uniquely orchestrated by each of us and our soul family before incarnation. We follow on the soul level a special ‘recipe’ of events, experiences, and circumstances to move the soul from asleep to awake; from forgetting to remembering; from enslavement to liberation. Even though many souls may appear to be deeply entrenched in whatever current narrative in whatever timeline they are following, there is still much movement happening within their own bandwidth frequency.

From Gaia’s orbit, we receive the sense of how much bigger the FULL picture is of our ongoing Ascension than what current events would reflect. We can feel the multidimensional support that is there for us from all these Star BEings and yet, also, from the realms of the Ascended Masters, the Angels, and the Divine. We can feel then that this is a temporary (and, yes, at times painful) passage that ultimately accelerates our movement toward a new world based on love, unity, and peace. A passage that ultimately serves to birth us into the New.

love,

Jelelle Awen

I share much more about the ongoing Ascension process, Ascension energies, and even writings on this current global awakening process in my new book Free To Be 5D. More info here: soulfullheart.org/books

Here is a recent meditation I did to heal the inner/outer cries of the world with St. Germain and Kuan Yin: https://youtu.be/EsKv4XwV7ME

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Star Family Reunion Message & Invitation

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by Kalayna Solais

I’ve been remembering more, putting more together, about my Star Seed essence and how it’s come to express in this lifetime, or be buried too in phases just as sacred as the remembering.

I wanted to write and share more about that, and I likely will in a future writing, but for now, this message wanted to come through. It’s from my Star Family, your Star Family… OUR Star Family, to your ever-awakening and integrating Star Seed essence (and mine!). ❀

~

Beloved Star Seed YOU,

Are you starting to see, beginning to understand, why you’ve been invited to inhabit this planet at this time? Are you putting together the pieces of what has been at the heart of humanity’s suffering, feeling the pain of the world move through your sacred heart space with more and more compassion every day? Are you feeling your place in that suffering, as an unconscious contributor to it and the pain YOU hold as well?

This density you’ve lived in, been a part of co-creating and perpetuating, has felt sometimes to parts of you like a game of β€˜seek and find’ to locate your next portal of awakening. It has felt sometimes as if we, your Star Family, are far away, waiting for your worthiness to catch up to you in order to BE with us again. Yet, instead of seeking and never really finding, or not finding what can truly last and integrate inside of your being and your life, we want to invite you into the energy of β€˜arise and remember’. Not a game, but an opportunity. An invitation that remains for the rest of your days on this planet, this arising and ascending Gaia. 

We are only ever as β€˜far away’ as your next quest inward. You’ve often related to us as being β€˜outside’ of you, yet this is also 3rd-dimensional conditioning that tells you we are β€˜other than’ you. Yet, inside of you, inside of the beacon and portal of your Star Seed essence, there is where we live, for in our dimension(s), we are able to reside inside of you.

We ARE you and you ARE us. Your neighbour, your friend, the person in the next room or next home, the homeless man or woman you pass on the street, the addicts who are also trying to find their way back to the dimension they came from, they are all you too as you are them. Yet, the separation energy, the duality of your 3D life, tells you that you must remain in a consciousness that tells you that they are NOT you. That we are not you. But Star Seed… we ARE. 

You’ve been given choices, to continue to venture inward and find us through finding your essence, through healing deeply, through choosing to look into life’s mirrors even and especially when that feels hardest to do. You’ve been given reminders of your power, manifesting so often in shadow, in things that parts of you would rather not see until they are ready to see them.

These choices to heal instead of cope are what open the doors back up to US again. To feeling, truly feeling, the depths of your precious Sacred Human potential, the compassion you must learn to have for yourself just as we have for you. Choosing you, choosing inward, choosing stillness and quiet, choosing action when needed, choosing love, bring you back to the truth of your Star Seed essence and story in this lifetime and others. You can begin to put together the pieces that build your pathway back to us from within you. 

We LOVE you… and every step of your journey, no matter how it looks or feels or manifests. We understand the messy process you’ve undertaken, to ascend not only as one being, but as all beings at once. We offer our support, our love, our compassion, as a human parent would to their child learning, nay, remembering, to walk… again.

In some ways, this message is simple. Yet for some of you, it will feel complex. You are complicated beings with much pain to feel through, yet feeling through it you are, healing through it you are, with an array of many more choices to make as to what unfolds next, with how much consideration of you, yourselves, and how much healing of your inner worlds you feel to commit to in each sacred moment.

With so much love, beloved Star Seed…

Remember who you are.

Remember why you came here.

And remember, as often as you can, that we have never left you. We will always be here for you and with you. And someday, when you’re ready, you’ll feel us expressing AS you. Your β€˜homecoming’ is imminent and is really a coming home to yourself… and with each step you take, we offer fathomless love and invite you to call on us, to remember us through the depths and challenges of coming to remember yourself.

Love,

Your Star Family

***

Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Crop Circle Update: Incomplete Circles Mirror Humanity’s Transition – June 11, 2020

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By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdate: The first formation of June appeared today, June 11th, in a field in Wiltshire, UK! The most interesting thing about this one to me are the two broken circles in the main formation. I don’t believe I’ve seen incomplete circles before in a formation over the last few years.

The sense I get from this is that the circle is not quite formed or complete yet. There is room for exit; there is an opening for entry. There is a flow in and out. This creates a feeling sense of movement and yet, also, some instability, which is exactly what we are experiencing right now in the fiery and conflicting narratives running in 3D/4D.

This is a key transition point for humanity in which many choices are being made at the soul level and filtering down to the human consciousness level. As Gaia moves out of 3D frequency, the gap is closing on Her availability to offer the 3D density and duality/polarity experience any longer. Those souls who still need and want that 3D experience for growth are being moved into death/rebirth frequencies of choice.

I get the sense that this formation is an acknowledgment of the process that we are undergoing and that it is a temporary yet necessary one. Eventually, the circles will complete, balance will be found, and love will flow.

What do you feel/see from this one?

Here is a video of it from the air: 

love,
Jelelle Awen

Information about group call events, 1:1 sessions with Facilitators, Jelelle’s latest book Free To Be 5D and more at soulfullheart.org.

Remembering Our Starseed Essence

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By Deya Shekinah

Every week the parts and themes we are feeling and connecting with through the ‘Free To Be Two’ group calls seem to be naturally interconnected, offering me a much bigger picture of myself, the world, and the Universe. 

My Inner Teenager, Yasmin, feels so connected to the collapse of the 3D Matrix. Feeling her is helping me collapse the matrices inside at the same time as I’m witnessing them collapse on the outside. Feeling where she was ‘plugged in’ through the school systems and birth family templating is helping me unravel all the beliefs and ideas she holds about who she is meant to be. 

Last week I could feel her in the school corridors, overwhelmed and unprepared for the huge transition that it was. I could feel her innocence, as she carried my Inner Child in her arms wearing PJ’s and holding a teddy bear. She quickly learnt to ‘grow up’ and hide her Inner Child and innocence so she could ‘fit in’ and ‘survive’. This created so much depression which I can still feel here now, as hidden with her childhood innocence was also her curiosity, her creativity, her sense of purpose, and her multi-dimensional connections.

Something that feels so rich within my Inner Child is this connection to the magic, to the mysterious, and to the stars. As life got denser through living in 3D, I forgot about the magical essence of my Inner Child as she seemed to get further and further away. I am now remembering her and feeling how she has been there all along as the one who was questioning everything and longing for Home. 

She feels like my Starseed, who is revealing herself organically as Yasmin is deeply digesting her experiences this life. She feels expansive, curious, and open to all the possibilities in this Universe. She restores the magic in this existence and reminds me of the bigger picture of all that is happening in our world right now. 

Connecting with my Starseed brings me into a deep peace within, as she helps me remember I have never been alone and that those who I have longed to go home to were always here with me, inside me, every step of the way.

You can join Raphael & Jelelle Awen today for the fourth call in our Free To Be 2 series, Navigating The Matrix Collapse to New Earth Transition, at 10:00am PDT with teachings and a guided meditation to connect to your Star Seed within, Star Family, and galactic consciousness. You can join live and/or receive the recordings for a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Much Love, 

Deya x

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Collaborator & Facilitant. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc

Remember, Star Seed, Where You Come From, Who You Are, and Your Star Family | Message W/Binkh

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By Jelelle Awen

Remember, Star Seed, where you come from. This is not an ‘outside of you’ place, somewhere in the Cosmos or another planet or another Galaxy. Yet, rather this is a place that dwells from within you.

THIS place is your cosmic consciousness, where your humanity meets the stars in an embodied way. Your cosmic consciousness can feel and move beyond the 3D programming and conditioning that you have received all your life from the Matrix system. Your cosmic consciousness can extend beyond five sense reality filtering into multidimensional access.

Your cosmic consciousness lives in your cells already…in your DNA, in your glands, in your auric field, in your chakras, in your heart, in your mind, in your soul. It is just WAITING for activation, for connection, for bridging, and for watering.

Remember, Star Seed, who your family is. This is not the birth family that has raised you in 3D reality. Yet, rather a Star Family that KNOWS your galactic nature intimately and personally.

THIS Star Family has been in contact with you for your entire life, in ways both subtle and obvious. There is not one moment of contact in the physical to wait for, yet rather, it is happening all of the time, to whatever degree you can see and feel it.

Your Star Family Unity Consciousness lives within you already and can be activated in a more conscious way whenever you are ready. Your Star Family has never really left you, been witness on your difficult journey on the 3D Earth Plane and they are here to support your Ascension into sacred humanity in a more conscious way to you Now.

Remember, Star Seed, WHERE you really come from, WHO you really ARE, and the Star Family that you belong to. As you remember, so you become a beacon to the rest of humanity to awaken and find their way home starting from within them once again.

Love,
Binkh (Arcturian Aspect) and Jelelle Awen

Listen to the recording of Raphael Awen and I of the fourth call in our Free To Be 2: Navigating The Matrix Collapse to New Earth Transition at 10:00am PDT for teachings and guided meditation to connect to your Star Seed within, Star Family, and galactic consciousness. You can join us live and/or receive the recordings for a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More info here: soulfullheart.org/freetobe

More writings on the activation of cosmic consciousness, connecting to your Star Seed, and descriptions of various Star BEings in my new book Free To Be 5D, available on ebook, print, and PDF versions: soulfullheart.org/books

3D Matrix Shaking Up To Wake Us Up

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By Deya Shekinah

There is an intensity in the world right now that seems to be in a constant ramping up and amping up. It feels like we are in a pressure cooker set at its highest temperature and cooking speed. I see this reflected in the current events happening in 3D right now, how it can feel to parts like it is β€˜one thing after another’.  I am also seeing this in my personal process. It feels like there are so many threads up for healing and completion, other timelines bleeding through, and past relationships coming up for deeper completion. Basically, anything that cannot come with us into the New is calling our attention inwards if we are choosing to go there.

In my own process I am feeling how overwhelming this can get for my parts, especially the Inner Masculine parts like the Inner Protector and the Gatekeeper. They feel like they are wanting to set a self-loving, discerning pace to our process and for us, even as they may use ways of protecting and suppressing us that do not feel that way. I feel them trying to navigate all of what is coming up through a very limited lens created in the 3D way of life, that teaches us to avoid rather than meet what we are feeling.

Inside myself when life sparks things to feel and digest, and with so much anger, injustice, fear, pain and confusion coming up to be felt, I feel an inner struggle at times. I feel a struggle between taking care of myself and my parts, and caring about the world and feeling what is moving within it as the 3D Matrix shakes up, breaks up, and is collapsing. 

For so long my parts approached healing and Awakening as something that needed to be done and quickly because they felt there was β€˜something wrong’ and that they needed to β€˜be fixed’. This created an intensity to how my parts would approach how they felt, a searching, a seeking which was not discerning or self loving. This has created more to heal and digest with them. I sense that happening for us as a collective now too, with Covid, the things happening in the US now, all that is being revealed to us. As we search for answers, deeper meaning and to fix it all, it feels like our parts can get caught up in it all without any space for digesting how they feel about it too. This creates more for us to digest around how we treat ourselves through this whole unravelling.

Through my own deepening with my parts through the SoulFullHeart process, and as higher frequency Aspects of my Metasoul are coming in as I digest the trauma of my 3D self/parts,I am feeling guided from within to take a more gentle approach, a more self-lovingly paced approach to what information I am letting in and how much my parts can actually feel and digest in one go. I am being offered and it feels like an invitation for us all, to move above these Matrices, to look from an overview perspective, which feels like it can happen more as we digest how we feel and the trauma our parts have experienced in 3D. 

This is not a bypassing of what is going on in the world or in our personal processes. I see the image of birds flying high and scanning the waters, which look like the 3D/4D matrix grids. As the bird we can choose where and when we need to go in and fish or be in the waters. I also feel the image of a mermaid, who can dive deep into the depths when she needs or wants to, yet can also enjoy being at the surface, being in/flowing with the ever-changing motion of the ocean with trust in the waves and the ones she is meant to catch. I feel how this picture allows us to go into feeling as and when we and our parts feel strong enough to do so, rather than them having to be led by expectation, guilt or shame. I am feeling these themes coming up at the moment to feel and it is not easy to digest. I feel more and more how much space and tenderness we need around us to feel all we are being called to feel.

A self-loving pace to feeling, healing and digesting feels so important, especially as it feels like the collapse of the 3D matrix will keep getting more intense for us all. I feel us knowing inside when and what we need to go into, to feel for ourselves and in the collective, that what we need in life finds a way to present itself to us. We do not have to keep digging for the healing or the answers anymore. It feels like everything is being revealed to us as needed, and like this is a time of great Illumination for us all now.

I am experiencing through digesting and healing the trauma of my parts and Metasoul how more and more of these higher frequencies aspects are coming in to support me and have always been here supporting me, even as I could not feel them. I feel the energies of Golden Earth, Lemuria, the Pleiades, all wanting to support us and help us through these intense transitions, offering that we do not need to suffer in our suffering if we choose not to. Even though we will be where we need to be until we no longer do, this is a very soothing and accepting perspective that I love in SoulFullHeart. The complete Love and acceptance of where we are at, the trust in our own Soul and its timing, that is validated and encouraged through this process.

I feel we can all bring more Love into the process at any time even if we find ourselves in the deepest, darkest, densest places within ourselves and within the collective, Now. Allowing ourselves to slow down, digest, and feel as we go, feels like it will truly help us all and offers a break for the higher frequencies of Love to come in. To go INside more and more often for our answers and support, rather than look outside as life in 3D has taught us, feels like where we need to go and where we find the torch to guide our way into the New, to illuminate what needs to be met and moved through for each individual. I feel this will be needed more and more as we transition through this 3D collapse and all that is being revealed through the process. 

Yesterday’s Free To Be Two series Group call theme was β€˜’3D Matrix/Cabal Collapse and unplugging w/ your 3D Self”’. The call was full of activating, inspiring and full of connection. These are powerful gatherings with Jelelle and& Raphael Awen offering much to feel, that supports the healing within, that does ripple out into the collective through our innate interconnectedness and oneness essence, it feels like. For more info you can head to soulfullheart.org/freetobe2two where you can purchase the recording for a donation.

So Much Love, 

Deya x

Deya Shekinah is a SoulFullHeart Collaborator & Facilitant. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc

Bigger Picture Of The Covid Global Awakening Event W/Diverging Timelines To Come Into Oneness

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By Jelelle Awen

There are three timelines (and maybe more) revealing themselves during this Covid-19 event. Even what you call this event and identify it as and how you relate to which timeline shows which timeline you are most anchored into. For the last two months, I have found myself floating into these various timelines, visiting them, dipping in to understand, feel, and share about what I see in order to digest it for myself and others.

I am mostly anchored (and have been for several years) in the New Earth timeline of 5D living supported by an awakening emotional body, soul, and galactic consciousness. From this vantage point (which is kind of like an eagle’s viewpoint as it soars from above), it is easier to feel, without personal charge, what is playing out below. You have probably felt this yourself in moments when the bigger picture context of your soul/Higher Self comes through for you, rising above the content and contention. There is a deep compassion from this perspective, yet also a detachment to the outcomes.

As Yeshua has offered me before, this consciousness state is ‘one of being IN the world, not OF the world, yet still caring FOR the world.”

In the 3D timeline, there is holding onto the programming and conditioning that has always been there, a comforting presence of False Parent/False God that provides/dictates guidelines about how to live, how to be, and how to think. The Matrix that has produced this consensus reality is collapsing on 3D and 4D levels, yet those who are still deeply plugged into it are not aware of this yet. There is still the automatic mode in their 3D Self of obedience, of conforming, of believing what is told to them by 3D sources. To move out of this place of limited consciousness is each individual’s sovereign choice. They cannot be forced, pushed, dragged, convinced, or fought with in order to leave it.

The soul choices when this crucible of 3D obedience to the Matrix system experience is complete and when to unplug from it. Gaia will no longer offer the opportunity of this 3D Matrix experience in the future (including the unique crucible of money) and is already moving more deeply into 4D. Souls are choosing whether to move into the next phase of awakening or whether to leave this Earth plane now.

All of us who came to Gaia at this time have chosen to experience a phase within this 3D Matrix consensus reality for the growth it offers to go through it and emerge out of it. Some of us became more bought into it than others and sometimes have been deeply plugged into it for multiple timelines. Before you would judge and condemn others who are still ‘asleep’ or label them as ‘sheep’, you can feel with compassion the parts of you that needed to go through that phase too and WHY they did. For many awakening souls, it is possible that they STILL have parts of them that are plugged into/corded into this 3D Matrix (for example in birth family relationships, mateships, and jobs). You can lovingly invite these parts of you to be felt and help them unplug through healing the emotional/soul traumas that may be keeping them stuck and plugged in.

The other timeline is one of 4D Death and Rebirth, awakening and questioning, battling tyranny vs. liberty, being imprisoned and finally getting free. There are the dawning realizations in this timeline that become quite exciting. There are rabbit hole searches that lead to more discoveries. There is the waking up and not able to ‘go back’ to not knowing. It is as if a mask is peeled away from your eyes, a veil lifted from your soul, and layers melted away from the 3D Self facade/self image.

This can also be quite a painful and difficult timeline to be in for many souls. There is rejection here, being socially ostracized by birth family and friends, and relationships moving into more dissonance than resonance. No longer accepting the 3D Matrix narrative provided by the Global Elite, your Inner Teenager may be activated now and wanting to rebel against it, sharing alternative and countering viewpoints that go against this narrative. This can draw scorn, kicking, and even accusations of being ‘crazy’, ‘insane’, and other insults from those still in the 3D Matrix. This is a painful process. It hurts parts of us to be labeled this way and it pushes up lifetimes of being persecuted for being different, being ‘witches’, being something other than what is acceptable.

You can feel the pain of this even in those who seem so clearly and squarely in their alternative truth telling with righteous and passion. The cost to many of these truth tellers on a personal level has been quite high and yet their soul compels them to keep offering a countering viewpoint to the norm. The ones who can move into compassion in their hearts for themselves and others experience less suffering than those who are constantly going to battle, within and with others. Yet, that is part of their journey too.

The areas of truth telling that are currently receiving disclosure from the 3D narrative are as follows: the Global Elite’s previously hidden agenda that reaches into many areas of our lives; the blatant programming by the 3D Mainstream media and entertainment; the dark underbelly reality of pedophilia, dark rituals, and sex trafficking; the greediness of 3D pharmaceuticals and suppression of natural remedies; the distortions of the Divine in mainstream religions, and MUCH more. There is SO MUCH that is being disclosed right now that had previously been in the shadows.

This Global Event is shining a very bright light into the dark. It is waking up masses of people out of the 3D timeline and moving them into the 4D death and birth of awakening. This is about much more than just a virus…or even about tampering with an upcoming election in the U.S…..or even about the Global Elite and their agenda. This IS increasingly feeling like the Global awakening event that we have been waiting for. It might not look or feel like we expected it to (or perhaps wished it to), yet with where collective consciousness AND unconsciousness is currently at…it seems to be exactly what we needed in order to go to the next level of our Ascension.

The higher timeline here, that soaring eagle viewpoint, offers the significance of the global awakening that is happening now. You feel then how momentous this so is, beyond the temporary inconveniences and restrictions it is causing. You can feel how love has ALREADY WON and the current reality is a play out of a messy necessity to getting there in more of our collective experience.

High frequency energies from the Great Cosmic Sun and our sun are flooding in right now to support those who need them with Schumann/Gaia resonance waves. Activations of the pineal gland, the causal chakra (back of the head), and the solar plexus/third chakra are especially happening now. I’ve been sharing about galactic activations and contact experiences (physical and non-physical) that are increasing in amount and intensity during this event.

Through this all, a sense of Divine support and holding is constantly here to be connected into and with. Whatever timeline a soul is sovereignly moving through, there is no judgement from the Divine about which is better or best. ALL will ultimately arise into their Infinite Love essence, having gone on a truly sacred journey to get there in the meantime.

love,

Jelelle Awen

Join us for our group meditation and teachings call series on Wednesdays until June 24th called Free To Be Two: Navigating The 3D Matrix Collapse To New Earth Transition. You can attend all five of the remaining calls and receive the recordings for ALL of them by offering a donation at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information at soulfullheart.org/freetobe2

Here is a guided meditation to experience an Arcturian Healing Chamber: https://youtu.be/vkbPpXNgPnI

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call, 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group call events, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.