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The Challenges Of Moving Into A Higher Timeline

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By Jelelle Awen

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It is NOT easy to move into a higher timeline. To extract from 3D life, from so much conditioning and expectation, from well worn habits and patterns and reactions……It is NOT easy and, at times, it can be very painful and hugely challenging. It can be very often saying more ‘NO’s’ to what isn’t your higher timeline than it is saying, ‘YES.’ It can feel like all you are saying is, ‘no’ as you help parts of you separate from what is no longer what you want as you embody your higher self into your body. It can be saying No to relationships that were once beloved yet are no longer supporting your highest expression and intimacy desires. It can be saying No to previously beloved habits that you now realize are self harming or destructive. This no saying is held with increasingly trust that it will open up more ‘yes’ and more possibilities of love as you are willing to claim and advocate for what you really want and most serves the love that you ARE.

It can be so challenging not to fall into victim, finger pointing AND yet to feel the harm that has occurred for parts of you AS you hold that you chose it all as a soul. This, for us, is where parts work comes in as you identify the parts of you that feel victimized and WHY they do and help them move into more mature adulthood. You set higher standards for yourself, with your parts, and raise your maturity level through this process and THIS moves you into your higher timeline taking your emotional body along with you. Without this self propulsion, it is easier to stagnant, ceiling out, remain flat and attached to 3D life and relationships.

Yes, the current love and light energy influxes are here to help us out in this very challenging ascension process. But, the degree that we can actually let them in is up to each of us and the self negotiation with the parts of us that block, stall, and are anchored in fear. Letting IN these love and light high frequencies is where our self sovereignty and choice comes in, either deflecting or receiving….either changing or resisting. The universe lets us choose and THIS is what makes the process both very magical and also seemingly very challenging at times.

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Jelelle Awen
More about our parts work process to navigate ascension and a free intro session here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Post-Eclipse Activations Of Our Highest Timelines Continuing To Integrate Into Our Emotional And Physical Bodies

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Photo of the eclipse was taken by Ted Hesser Photography

So much collective attention being focused on the recent total solar eclipse INcreased the energies that were available during it. All souls were offered the codes/information/memories of their highest timelines, highest expression lives in their human body that are ALREADY happening. Your highest timeline is your service of love life for which you are aligned to your Divine self expressing as a human. For some, this highest timeline reality would just β€˜bounce’ off their unawakened 3D self, yet WOULD go into their 4D transitional self and their higher self…..even if not consciously being connected to yet.

This β€˜seed’ of higher dimensional consciousness experience is within all human BEings and is receiving a BIG flush of love light water (especially during this mega month of August energies) to help it sprout, grow, and bloom. This might have led to sudden upswells of emotional sensitivity or feelings of acute frustration or unhappiness in some 3D selves. AND rare joy and bliss as the eclipse β€˜event’ penetrated their usual defensive filtering which normalizes and flatlines experience of experience. The 3D self might put these sensations into a five sense reality β€˜box’ and file them away as connected somehow to the eclipse but not sure how.

The 4D self, however, would be staying up at night, reliving the event, searching on the internet for meaning and explanations beyond the obvious, beyond the 5 senses, beyond the mind. The 4D self would be continuing to move out of numbness, their emotional body coming to LIFE and their soul beginning to remember. The 4D astral self expression may be activating with more intense and meaningful dreams too. This could bring up feelings of depression at how life has been and more acute awareness of how the daily routine impacts you. It’s like you are looking around AT your life and can suddenly β€˜see’ it much more clearly, more objectively, and also with an increasing sense of what you REALLY want more acutely. The 4D self is looking for resources to help support their choices of their highest timeline and trusting their intuitions and resonance that guides them to these resources.

The eclipse energies have also activated NEW surges of creative expression and passion connected to the bigger picture. As the new timeline comes into focus for us as individuals AND as a collective, opportunities to make choices (both small and BIG) toward manifestation are offered to us on an increasing basis. Moment by moment, you become more aware of what you are choosing and why. What are you putting your energy toward and why? What is your choice and what is it based on? Is it based in fear and clinging to the 3D, previous, β€˜lower’ timeline? Is it connected to love, service of love and the 4D and higher timeline?

Post eclipse integration of these higher timeline realities has been intense and can be felt on ALL the bodies: physical, emotional, social, astral, chakral/energetic, mental. The physical body is the vibrationally densest expression of our BEing and is often β€˜catching up’ with the high frequency surges. Amplification of WHATEVER physical stuff you might have going on is happening now. Activation of hormones turned UP, increasing PMS and menstrual symptoms for some of us women. I’ve certainly been experiencing that myself since the eclipse and been just surrendering into it as I feel MORE feminine frequencies being offered to me in all areas of my life, including moving into more co-leadership of SoulFullHeart with Raphael and more balance of feminine and masculine expression related to it.

You may be feeling an increase in β€˜ascension symptoms’ such as headaches, neck pain, ringing in the ears, dizziness, interrupted sleep patterns. I do recommend connecting with these β€˜symptoms’ directly to ask them what they are trying to tell you about your ongoing ascension process as connected to your physical and emotional bodies, as I wrote about here:https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/discovering-what-your-emot…/

Your emotional body may be engaging in an ongoing purging out process with what has been previously suppressed and put in shadow coming UP and out now to be felt. The collective shadow is being illuminated and seen by many more souls….and the inner shadow too. The 3D self may be grasping at anything it can to numb this purging process and you may find yourself engaging in β€˜lower frequency’ activities that feel comforting for the moment. Urges to eat β€˜comfort foods’ can accompany this too and in some cases you’ll want to follow these urges and other times to feel what emotional need is β€˜underneath’ the craving.

There seem to be energetic shifts connected to the eclipse energies too, with the continual sense growing in me of activation of our personal sacred geometric gridlines, 5D violentprint chakral grid. This makes β€˜energy work’ a much more fluid experience, more multidimensional and not so rigidly connected to the old systems of chakra healing, such as reiki and others. They have been and are effective at activation of the 4D self’s awareness of the chakras and their soul’s essence AS energy. To remain β€˜parked’ in the reiki system, however, is to remain in a limiting comfort zone…rather than to see that our energy bodies are actually infinite, fluid, and complex. I don’t feel β€˜answers’ around this, just a door opening of exploration into these new grounds that I am excited as an energy healer of many years to continue going through with those souls engaged in the SoulFullHeart process.

The eclipse energies activated Unity consciousness too, in a big way, as the event itself brought together so many in witness of it. Ongoing unity consciousness remembrance and activation/integration of our Metasoul/other lifetime aspects continues with stronger urges toward soul family connection and resonance. Relationships based on 3D frequencies of separation, lack, comfort are continuing to be strained, with some just running out of ground in sudden ways. The social body (as we could call it) is being activated to discover the β€˜me within the we’, to go through a letting go phase of the old identity hookups, a lone wolf phase, and to move eventually into healthy We-ness of New Earth commUNITY. Sacred union codes continue to be supplied to water the heart, soul, and body ache for counterpart soul mateship, whose ultimate purpose of coming together is to serve LOVE.

ALL of our bodies are being infused with our highest timeline realities. It’s like our dreams have been switched on yet are feeling ever more REAL. Our visions are becoming clearer. Our journeys and the choice points along the way toward those visions becoming illuminated. Our worthiness to receive and BE these visions being watered with self love and love with the Divine. As we come into Divine alignment INside, so does our outside reality reflect this more and more as the Infinite Love that we ARE continues to find its ultimate highest expression in our lives.

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about a FREE intro session with a SoulFullHeart facilitator, group calls, videos, retreats, etc.Β 

 

You Are Being Lifted UP Out Of Inner Violent Frequencies Inside And With Others

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β€œYou are being lifted,” the familiar, wise voice inside said to me. This familiar voice could belong to any number of guides/Metasoul aspects that have been revealing themselves over the last years. It is becoming more of a conglomerate these days…less definable as a specific energy and more like a council or alliance or β€˜board’ made up of frequencies of my Metasoul expressions that have come forward to support and help me during this intense transition time from 3D to NEW Earth.

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β€œYou are being lifted.” I heard this when I was woken up in the middle of the night by my beloved mate Raphael Awen suddenly gasping out loud and sitting upright in bed. He fell back down immediately and went back to sleep. I knew intuitively that he wasn’t fully conscious, yet in that β€˜in between’ place of floating and drifting consciousness where the astral self likes to travel and much downloading is going on.
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I was awake, lying in bed, then, feeling how something had activated for Raphael that was strong enough to jolt him out of deeper slumber and almost awake. We are deeply connected to each other, especially lately as more of our old timeline experience and past relationship moved out during the recent Lion’s Gate opening…….more of the old flushing out and we are inhabiting more of our NEW together as co-leaders and counter part sacred union mates. I didn’t feel a need to wake him up to digest as I felt trust that we already were connected in the higher realms where verbal communication isn’t really necessary.
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Being lifted. Yes, that seems like a good way to describe what is happening to ALL of us on some level with these continual influxes and waves of HIGH frequency love light. We are experiencing all these life altering cosmic and celestial β€˜events’ that are providing concentrated doses of the sensational stuff of which our sacred humanity is seeding and birthing from. How much we can consciously let in these love manifestation energies depends on what we signed up for here as souls; what our 3D conditioning has been and how deep our wounding goes and how deeply we have healed it; what our Metasoul is experiencing and what karmic patterns it is moving through for the collective.
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β€œI want you to remember this,” said the voice again, which felt like Archangel Metatron, as he is the angelic aspect that is most invested in soul scribing communication and bridging to the ascension process. Plus, he can also be quite bossy….in a good way. β€œLifting is important to communicate. It helps for more surrender, more trust, and less fear as this lifting process continues on.”
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Fear can live in our bones, in our emotional bodies, in our DNA, in parts of us connected to our emotional bodies, in our Metasoul. And it comes out in ALL kinds of ways and expressions. It brings our frequencies lower. Parts of us shiver and quiver with it, sinking to a place where things seem untrustworthy, hurtful and harmful, non-vulnerable, dark and shadowy. We are ancient with it, beyond time ingrained and trained. We are gestating embryos in our mother’s womb swimming in fear fluids. The 3D matrix has been built and run on fear fuel, fed and maintained by violence – both within and outward – the lowest vibrational frequency of fear. Violence has become entertainment, so many souls on an IV drip of violence coming in, numbing them or eliciting outrage at the INjustice, which is just more violence in a shifted form.
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Lifting UP beyond violence begins from withIN. It starts with becoming aware of the battles within, the harm done from one part of you to another, one punisher/critical energy beating up until shame floods your BEing with the suffering patterns and loops this creates. Loving the Inner Punisher energy and learning WHY it is like this….you weep, then, at how this punishing-shame frequency is just learned and necessary and NOT really who you ARE. You feel how it has served to make you small, to help you fit in, to keep you β€˜capped’ and plugged in to 3D life. You are ready to be lifted out of it to transmute the punishment to discernment and intuition WITH love. To heal the shame into innocence again.
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As this inner violence heals, you can come, more and more, from non-violent frequencies in response to others. You become less tolerant to violence in any form…..even sensitive to the subtle frequencies found in comparison, contention, judgement. You lift UP, then, as you stop eating, watching, BEing violence and become MORE love. You shift your focus from violence outside of you and discover, find, and feel where it lives inside. I am surprised where this message went today, yet, this is a repeating point that I’ve felt many times inside myself and in session space with others too.
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BEcoming a beacon of peace is the openness to feel the violence, the battles, the clashes inside. Trusting that the lifting UP from the Divine will come in the process of this as more space clears in your emotional body to make room for your higher heart, Christ Consciousness heart….made of Infinite Kindness, Infinite Peace, and no fear.
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Raphael and I will be offering lifting UP energies related to sacred union within and with a mate during a group call this Sunday, August 27th at 11:11amPST, for which we’d love for you to join us: facebook.com/events/254241058395276
Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Declaring Your “I AM”, Letting Go Of The Past To Let In The New: Ceremonies During The Eclipse Energies And BEyond

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We are gathered together at 1:11pm in our small circle while others come together in private and public circles all over the world during the height of the solar eclipse energies yesterday. We create a grid on the floor of our most BEloved crystal and stone friends, plus sacred geometric shapes that ‘speak’ to us without words. Letting our intuitions guide us, we open our hearts and souls to whatever moves through us as we tap into the growing collective desire for illumination, awakening, disclosure, peace, abundance, and unity. The growing manifestation of NEW Gaia…..
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Our hearts and souls aligned in tones and frequencies that go beyond words and five sensing reality……we feel our individual desires and BEings even as we connect as ONE…the ‘me’ in the ‘we’, we come together in this now to declare, to advocate, to tap into our highest timeline as individuals AND as a commUNITY. Light language pours from our mouths and we understand each other beyond reason…..our bodies move in unison…we taste in these moments the unity consciousness of which we already ARE.
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The pasts we’ve shared together…the couplings and the pairings, are fading away as we arise into the NEW. BEloved histories we honor…….all the shared moments that form bonds, ties, and connections between us. We say out loud what we want to let go of in order to let in the New and what the New means for us and as a community too. We feel the hearts and souls of others ‘in the room’ with us even if they are not physically present….their passions and desires to join us aligning to create a brand new alchemy and possibilities.
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Powerful “I AM” statements move from our lips into the frequencies of All That Is and so they BEcome in the naming. Eventually, we complete our ‘formal’ circle to go into our days again, feeling the sacredness in ALL moments where we get to share life together with so much love holding every interaction. ~
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This was our ‘ceremony’ yesterday during the eclipse energies. I feel honored to have been part of it, to lead in whatever ways felt right, and to lean into the group energy too! This is New Earth leadership….to take responsibility for the vision, for care and harm, to energize the NEW and honor the old WHILE supporting, empowering, sharing, inviting, responding, and collaborating WITH every soul joining WITH yours.
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The eclipse energies continue today and for awhile it feels like….creating a sense that ANYTHING is possible if claimed, named, energized, and choice points followed through. Clarities gained through self discovery and going in feel like they are now leading to more sense of next steps and action toward manifestation of your highest timelines…..maybe not action until September but things are bubbling up more.
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What has felt overwhelming starts to feel possible…one step at a time, feeling the fears of parts of you and the desires too. You can feel the support of the Universe, your galactic aspects, the BIGGER picture that puts into perspective the choices that can feel daunting otherwise. You can feel too the letting go that leads to the letting IN….this helps with the mourning, the deep feelings of loss….so trust can come in, surrender and love too!
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Now is a wonderful and powerful time to declare your “I AM” statements of bigger personal embodiment. Name what you want to continue letting go of in order to let in the NEW. Claim what the NEW is so the Universe can hear you, feel you, and respond to you…..and so IT IS and will BEcome!
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We are now offering a 30 minute free intro session with SoulFullHeart Facilitators who are working with new people (both men and women)…with my BEloveds Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman. You can read more about sessions here and contact them via the website or on FB if you’d like to find out more! soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Eclipse Accelerates Ascension Process And Activates Highest Timelines: Conversation With My Arcturian Guide/Aspect

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Hustle and bustle ‘behind the scenes’, in the stars, in the skies, as preparations are ‘being made’ for the total solar eclipse today….this is what I am seeing as I connect to galactic energies in this now. There are many Star BEings AND the human alliance gathering together, an alliance formed of humans who have ‘been in the know’ for very many years, conscious of contact, and collaborating with benevolent Star BEings to bring about the disclosure process to the collective at a rate and pace that we can digest and handle.

Binkh, my Arcturian guide/aspect, comes forward to me and she presses her three, long fingered hand against my fleshy human one. She then draws me in to touch third eyes together and I am transported to the ‘heart’ of the eclipse activity from above. It still stuns me how full of star ships the orbit of Gaia is and how we have been cloaked from seeing this with our ‘eyes’. The orbit is is packed today in witness of the ‘show’, just as it is getting packed with humans below, coming together in pilgrimage to so many grassy and green places along the belt of visibility in the U.S. to view the complete eclipse.

“What is really happening today, Binkh? On a galactic level and how does it relate to our ascension process?” I ask her as we float in the orbit together, not sure that she’ll give me a ‘straight’ answer to my questions, but feeling, as always, her deep love for humanity’s process and progress.

“This is an ordinary event from a cosmic or celestial perspective. Not rare at all in the bigger perspective of multiverses. Yet, to humans, you are giving it much meaning AND you are looking for meaning too in it,” she says. “The ‘fact’ of it is uniting you together as ONE to share the common experience of it. It is THIS unification and coming together that is offering us an opportunity to accelerate your ascension process, for those souls who are ready to let it in.”

“What is this acceleration about? Continual waking up of our DNA? Activations? Light Body Upgrades? Emotional body purgings and healings? Easier Metasoul access with less veil?”

She nods, with a gentle smile on her face. “Yes, all of that. Your connection with this sun is very profound. You have a relationship with it. You all ‘believe’ in it because you can ‘see’ it. That opens up your minds to it. That opens up your hearts to it. Your bodies too. You open up to it. So, in the moments of the eclipse, you become more receptive to the codes and information….the LOVE that we are actually always and in all ways offering you. You are turning the frequency UP of this love and light because you are turning your attention to it. Since you are all very powerful conductors of energy and ARE energy, you each become portals, channels, receivers and transmitters.”

“Parts of us can relax and let in. It’s like we are watching a movie, entertained by the cosmos, a receptive audience, yet I get what you are saying too about us becoming transmitters too.”

“Yes, Jelelle. Some more receptive than others. Some more ready to be transmitters than others. However, ALL higher selves/soul selves will be rejuvenated and supported by these codes. All those consciously awakening will receive support for the manifestation of their highest timeline and purpose on your Gaia at this ‘time’. They will be transmitted the experience of this timeline as it is already happening. They will ‘see’ the movie ahead of time, you could say, of what their life is meant to be. You have been experiencing this process these last couple of weeks. Feeling and seeing your ‘highest future’ and receiving clarities and intuitions about next steps toward it…..from the small steps to the large ones.”

“Oh, yes, I so have been! Just this week we have received clarity as a community about which geography we need to be in for our highest timeline to manifest. Along with mourning, intense emotional body processing at times to purge out and let go of the old timelines. This brings up for me how it is our free will choice as individuals if we will choose love over fear, if we will choose our highest timelines or not. If we will bravely claim what we are here to do and BE. If we will unite with others in commUNITY or continue to feel separate, isolated, and alone. If we will feel our emotional bodies and our hurting hearts or suppress them.”

“There is a timeline where you are all already free. You are already ascended. You are already sacred human. You are already living out your highest timelines. Yet, like a recently released prisoner, you may still remain attached to the bars, comforted by the cell, familiar with the confinement. We offer you the energies to see and feel that you are already free and how and what level you digest that is up to each of you.”

I feel a wave of admiration and gratitude move through me as I feel how many advanced and beautiful star BEings are connected, concerned, and patiently witnessing and helping with humanity’s process of collective awakening. They are so genuinely and deeply ‘rooting FOR us’ and connected WITH us…it is very inspiring. I feel again how Binkh is an aspect of me….not an ‘outward’ guide outside of me, yet an aspect of my Metasoul. In my connection with her this way, I am able to feel how the Arcturian consciousness is available to me in this now.

Whatever ways you choose to let in the LOVE codes being offered today through the eclipse, open your heart and soul to let in the vision, sense, feeling tones of your highest timelines. Feel the tastes of your sacred humanity in manifest form in service of love AS Infinite Love. Feel the textures of galactic and angelic support that are there in the now AND inside of you, accessible in all moments and offered in always and in ALL ways as you remember you are already ascended. You are already free.

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

The Solar Eclipse Offers Illumination Of Emotional Body Shadow, Unification

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The shadow of the moon crossing the sun and blocking the light…..for brief moments, day becomes night and alters our experience of reality. The total solar eclipse on Monday August 21st, 2017 offers this opportunity from the cosmos to feel and see life differently within our INNER cosmos and emotional bodies. The eclipse energies project the sense of specialness, of a grand event that can unite us ALL in our common experience and sharing of it. Souls at all different phases of awakening and consciousness are moved to witness this event for the chance to feel into these energies, whether subconscious or conscious.

In the U.S., which has struggled in the transition from 3D to 4D with ‘race wars’ as the seemingly primary outward expression of the wounded separation from within, the eclipse is bringing people together regardless of race or nationality. That it is visible as a total eclipse across the U.S. is an invitation of unification in a ‘country’ that is hurting, lashing, growing, rebirthing, and, in this struggle, actually leading the healing of the false self/ego moving into 5D sacred humanity. The U.S., on an emotional body level, has felt most like a teenager to me…rebellious, curious, finding its leadership and power, struggling, thriving, feeling unworthy, feeling arrogant, WANTing. This teenager wants to mature ultimately, to ‘grow up’, and to unify without devaluing individual expression as ‘one nation with the Divine.’ This is a tall order and an example of the challenges that we face inside too as we bridge the gap from our divinity/soul expression to our emotional body/maturity.

In those brief moments of the eclipse, many ‘American’ eyes and hearts will be fixed UPward in curiosity and wonder. In those moments, a specialness will pervade and invade all who are witnesses to the galactic show in the sky. ‘Ordinary’ 3D life will suspend and alter and perhaps something in the soul will want to turn inward too. Perhaps SOMETHING in the soul will be inspired to feel the magic that is within and the possibilities of NEW in every moment and let go of the angsts and rage that project outward and harm.

During a total solar eclipse like this, shadows within are given ‘permission’ to BE as they momentarily obscure our light and are then integrated back in again. The shadow becomes as beautiful and illuminating as the brightness. In many ways, the shadow brings relief, especially if the light has been used to avoid or bypass deeper feeling realities. These August energies seem to be inviting us to feel and BE with the shadows within…the versions of our 3D self that we may have put aside to bring our soul energies in or the parts of us that we might try to suppress such as the Inner Child or Inner Teenager or Inner Punisher…….as I described in this writing where I share my personal experience of this process: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2017/08/18/being-with-and-integrating-lower-and-shadow-aspects-of-yourself-during-ascension/

With the lunar eclipse earlier this month, there was a sense of a ‘pause with an edge’ as the edginess was an invitation for new clarities to come in around service of love and purpose here. In the emotional body, this may have brought up frustrations for you and more sense of what doesn’t work for you anymore as you move into the NEW. This seems to especially be true within relationships, where the grounds of connection are rumbled and shifted so you can feel what is real and deepen…..or complete and move on. I wrote about this lunar eclipse energies here:Β https://soulfullheartblog.com/2017/08/07/tempering-august-eclipse-energies-a-pause-with-an-edge/

The Lion/Lioness/Sirian gateway and portal openings also occurring this month provide renewed frequencies of abundance and unity, especially related to self healing and within sacred union. These energies and ultimately conscious connection with our Sirian Metasoul soul aspects offer expanded perspectives and clearer commitment to service of love missions. They provide infusions of heart open courage to take the next necessary steps….feeling your needs and desires in a deeper way. I wrote about the codes that became available here, along with a message from Archangel Metatron about them: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2017/08/08/lions-gate-offering-unity-abundance-activation-with-archangel-metatron/

ALL of this cosmic energetic activity in ONE month offers that the process of ascension is being accelerated and fast tracked. This also includes the process of more intense push up of shadow energies to be felt and healed from the collective emotional body. Stronger personal boundaries may be necessary to navigate these shifts as parts of people that are in fear lash out in discomfort, need to stay small, and project unfelt rage and hurt onto others. This is a ‘messy’ time of bittersweet feelings, where the NEW is palatable in so many moments from within us with sometimes seemingly little evidence of it in the mainstream world or ‘out there’.

BEing real about how parts of us are feeling as we navigate this transition of collective awakening is so important, staying connected to our own emotional bodies and allowing what has been suppressed to come out allows more self love to flow within us. This self love flow brings us back home to ourselves, to places of trust and surrender within us, to our ‘home’ from within. Connection with our guides/aspects and especially Star BEings can bring in the bigger picture and sense of the larger movements that are going on to support this shift into 5D New Gaia. Feeling this galactic support can help hold the personal process and the shifting/sorting that it is and continues to BE!

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Hope, Light Language Communication, OpportUNITIES In The UPComing Eclipse: Messages From The Latest Crop Circle

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So much hope, possibility, communication of galactic messages in light language, balance of masculine and feminine, shadow and light…wonderFULL energy from this latest crop circle!! The solar eclipse coming UP on Monday seems to be offering a broadcast opportUNITY as it unifies us all with its energy and invitation to feel the shadow temporarily pass over our usually consistently shining source of light and warmth.

An opportUNITY to go within and, therefore, to bridge from the youngest aspects of our self and emotional body WITH the most galactic, ‘ancient’ aspects and frequencies. Where there has previously been split, amnesia, veil and fog is becoming more illuminated and revealed. What has been forgotten is being remembered. This is not always easy and can be very painful even as we let in, let go of who we thought we WERE (even in what was felt to be our highest expression) to integrate more of our soul’s legacy and our heart’s reality and then arise anew from there.

I still get the strongest feeling that these works of heart and soul art are created by an alliance of Star BEings and humans, coming together to choose the symbolic representation of the most urgent and pressing messages and sense of what it will BE like when we are consciously and collectively united again through the disclosure process. These circles open portals and create bridges too…… physically grounding into Gaia’s very soil and connecting with the highest realms of cosmic energies while opening our hearts on the most personal levels too…
Feel inspired to share this light language meditation/activation I did….listen, feel, ‘babble along’….

Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

The Importance Of BEing With And Integrating ‘Lower’ And Shadow Aspects Of Yourself During Ascension

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By Jelelle Awen

 

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β€œI’m not sure that I fit in your world. I am too β€˜low’. I am at times too β€˜negative’. I still have pains from the past and wounds too. I still ache in deep places. I struggle to forgive at times. I struggle to feel compassion for myself and for others. I chase ghosts and shadows too. How can I find a place in your bright world? It feels like sunshine after so much darkness to me. I really need the love but I don’t know if I am worthy of it. I don’t know if I fit in.” These words are from the aching hearts of the parts of us that suffer, live in shadow, have journeyed so far and so long in this 3D experiment. They are wanting to be in the β€˜world’ of our growing and awakening 4D/5D self, yet feel a deep unworthiness around how they can possibly fit into this high vibration. Inner Punisher energies inside just β€˜reinforce’ this message and waves of shame shut down and suppress the desires for love.

I heard and felt this in myself the last couple of days as I am BEing with a part of me that has taken in much, been through much, many death and rebirths as my soul/higher self continues to come into my body through the awakening process. Many tears came up as I felt this energy inside myself. This part has textures of my 4D self…..this part of me is named Jillian, which is my birth name and the name I choose to go by when I began my awakening journey through parts work in earnest about 15 years ago. I was called Jill before then, who I now feel was more my 3D self. These distinctions of 3D from 4D matter much less than just BEing open to feeling all there is to feel with these aspects of ourselves.

Jillian β€˜came up’ strongly yesterday in response to conflict energies flushing out between Raphael and I as we move into a deeper co-leadership phase together offering our service of love through SoulFullHeart and as we are also feeling a geographic shift from Mexico to the United States as a community. We are being called to deeper, wider, bigger service together and this new ground and call is bringing up β€˜older’ frequencies in our relationship for us to feel. Raphael and I have been together for nine years…..years marked by much change, transition, letting go, healing of gender wounding, and awakening. Our process together (held by a deep love and respect for each other) is to feel where parts of us have fixed into β€˜work arounds’ with each other rather than arising into the new. This is can be challenging to navigate together and parts work is a huge heart line, life line for us, along with the loving support of our community and our Metasoul aspects/guides.

We feel a part often comes up as it is β€˜triggered’ or β€˜constellated’ (as Carl Jung called it) by an outside source or mirror (especially in romantic relationship.) When I felt β€˜old’ reactivity come up in me with Raphael, I went in and felt Jillian, who I had not connected with consciously in a while. The frequencies of Jelelle/soul self coming into my body have been the strongest energy over the last year and I have made much space for this integration of them into my BEing in order to step more fully into my service of love here. Inviting Jillian back into my space did not mean that I was β€˜going backwards’ or suddenly β€˜falling behind’, yet rather that there was enough love and light in my heart and soul to hold her and make space for her now.

In my experience, no aspects of us can really be suppressed or avoided. If they need us, their energies will flood our field when our emotional bodies are triggered to release them and push them up. If we are open to feeling and BEing with these energies and NOT suppress them or transcend them with bliss/higher frequencies (which is very tempting to do), then we get the gift of integration. THIS integration is what I feel is the ultimate reason and purpose of ascension…to become sacred human, to bring our humanity and the most trailing edge expressions of it into the love light of our Divinity.

In SoulFullHeart, we support you in this up and down integration/bridging through sessions, group calls, retreats, community, and a process that we have spent many years living out as our daily reality. This integration process is very challenging at times and it feels to me nearly impossible to do by yourself. More information here about what we offer if you are drawn to go on this journey with us at your side and you at ours:soulfullheartwayoflife.com/services

Ascension is not just about upward movements…..not about a grand sweeping β€˜moment’ of deliverance where ALL we experience from then on is bliss. It is an integration of the tough and the painful with the healed…… the difficult and the barely recovered from with the moved beyond. It is the going down in order to let in more UP. The loving of what we have been with ALL of our hearts in order to invite it into something new and beyond. Bridging to our emotional body WITH our soul frequencies and receiving of the gifts of our heart in the process of this. Making room for these parts of ourselves in our β€˜higher’ world brings us in touch with the core of our humanity, which is what we came here with Gaia to experience in this now of ascension where we experience more and more our essence as Infinite Love in sacred human form!

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Raphael and I are hosting a group call on Sunday, August 27th about sacred union where we will share more about our experience together of parts work/differentiation inside and with each other:https://www.facebook.com/events/254241058395276/

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Repeating Number Sequences Offer Messages From Your Higher Self

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By Jelelle Awen

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I reached 2,222 friends today on my facebook account! Repeating number sequences…..our Divine/Angelic aspects winking at us, saying ‘hello’, reminding us that nothing is random or coincidental, yet ALL connected. To feel surrounded by this support on a metaphysical level as it grounds in your heart in every moment is the MAGIC being offered to us in this now of ascension and even descension to bridge what has been ‘lower’ with what is ‘higher’, what has been in our trailing edges with what has been in our leading edges…

2222, when I feel into its meaning for us, feels like it invites us to bring the non-physical INTO the physical and into manifestation. What has felt like dream or what has been experienced in meditative states as bliss, Oneness, PURE love…..to bring that into our daily REALity more and more through choice points and following the urges and ‘pings’ of our highest timelines. Our highest timeline is connected with our service of love passion purpose…the WHY we are actually here in the bigger picture. As you connect to your specific service of love it ignites you, infuses you with passion, lights up your capacity to envision beyond the now….allows you to actually FEEL how it will express and play out. Aligning with this highest timeline more provides you the capacity to make the difficult (sometimes very painful) choices of letting go of the old timelines to bring in the new.

2222 feels like balance too…of masculine and feminine, of activation AND stillness, of moving forward while responding, of dark and light as the dark is not feared but loved into integration withIN. This connects to the Lion/Lioness energies downloaded and activated for us during the recent (and ongoing) Sirian connection gateway/portal. Connection to all the aspects within us (from Inner Child to Star BEing) brings in these frequencies into our physical bodies, into our emotional bodies and we become a more centered BEing as this happens. The 3D self is more one dimensional, five sense based, this life and externally focused, it wears a suit of many layered protection to interface with life and many masks too. Whereas our rising 4D and 5D self is multidimensional, in multiple timelines at ONCE, experiences life much beyond the five senses, wears no suits or armor or masks and is connected consciously to Divine Source as an expression of it.

I know many of you are seeing number sequences right now as they are such a universal way to connect you in the moment to your higher aspects. When you see one, take a moment to feel into what it MEANS for you and what you are meant to feel from it….what is it inviting you into? Write down what you receive…you might be amazed what information, mirror, message, direction you can download as you connect to your higher self coming into your consciousness this way. Rather than looking outside for authority or information on this, your ‘answers’ are within and lead to all sorts of interesting NEW places and the ultimate manifestation of your highest timeline service of love here!

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We can support you through sessions, group calls, retreats to discover YOUR highest timeline service of love and to negotiate and navigate your emotional body and Metasoul to LIVE this out in the now!Β soulfullheartwayoflife.com/services

Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Re-Anchoring Out Of The 3D Matrix And Into Your Awakening, Divine Self

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By Jelelle Awen

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Re-anchoring is going on huge it feels like right now, especially during this mega time of energy shifts and influxes. Re-anchoring into higher vibrational frequencies and higher consciousness states of New Earth into 4D transitional consciousness and away from the 3D matrix which anchored us into its projected and collaborated reality. The 3D matrix dissolving as it is in the now WITH love ‘drops’ people then into their own native soul expressing body frequency and into the discovery of what that actually IS outside of the collective vibe.

The matrix has created a sense of unity consciousness, yet it has the lower vibrational agenda of modulation, conforming, control, following the ‘rules’, and has run on fear-based frequencies of avoiding rejection, unfelt abandonment and unworthiness woundings, power over others, and codependence. As souls, we all agreed to the collaborative creation of this matrix as it helped with the 3D experiment that we all felt was an important one on a soul level and to purge out the shadow in our collective unconsciousness. And so, it has been as we have learned MUCH during it and are continuing to learn so much as it is dissolving.

This matrix is becoming obsolete, no longer needed, and hugely limiting to our soul frequencies now coming into our bodies and emotional bodies. The human species in this current ‘modern era’ timeline is now ready to BE without this matrix on a collective level. The collective emotional body is ready to be healed through the receiving of love frequencies to transform the stuck and blocked places of fear into love. The Reptilian Star BEings who have collaborated and agreed to play the role of ‘suppressor’ and enforcers of this matrix have also now grown beyond it (on their leading edge) and this role. They are in a collective choice point of love over fear, letting in forgiveness from the Divine for all they have ‘done’, and seem to have been gifted a planet of their own to settle down in and continue their awakening journey as a species.

As we can no longer anchor into the matrix, there is this collective ‘floating’ feeling as each individual soul finds their new bearings inside of themselves rather than outside of themselves. For some souls, parts of them will be slower, stubborn, or even outright refuse to re-anchor into themselves in a higher vibrational frequency during this current timeline. They will continue to create a matrix from inside of themselves, pulling from their unhealed emotional bodies and undigested karma from their Metasoul lifetimes too. The ‘hellish’ frequencies of the matrix will still be reality for them as they are free will choosing it. They will remain ‘hooked in’ completely by their own free will choice on a 3D level and, of course, on a higher self level too. They will continue to manifest body illness, dis-ease, toxic relationship patterns, suffering loops…whatever they need to continue to grow and learn. Although it will become increasingly uncomfortable for them to be at this lower frequency and remain on Gaia, so they will most likely leave the body eventually with their Metasoul having sovereignly learned what it came here to learn.

For those of us who are re-anchoring already in a conscious way and maybe have been for many years and have been awakened to our Metasoul frequencies, we will flow along WITH the matrix-free Gaia as She moves UP in frequency. An important aspect of the process for you in this is the 4D transitional phase, the deaths and rebirths, the Dark Nights and the Light Day awakenings, the de-conditionings and the re-conditionings too, the shedding and molting off of so many layers. This re-anchoring into self is the discovery process of what ISN’T your authentic self and what IS. To say ‘no’ to very many previous beloved ways of being in the world in order to say ‘yes’ to the unknown NEW way that is based in love. It is the process of letting go of 3D anchors that are OUTSIDE of you in ALL areas of our life so that you can anchor INSIDE of you. In this phase, you discover and FEEL yourself as a fractal from Divine Source AND as the Divine, both, and let go of the ‘outside of self’ God picture as offered by 3D religious pictures.

One of the deepest sources of 3D anchoring can come in the form of relationships (both romantic and friendships) and especially those that are long term or from the ‘past’ or birth family. These long-term relationships have mostly been running on a momentum of subconscious and underground hook-ups between parts of you and an agreement between 3D selves to stay connected ‘no matter what’. These relationships may have served as a crucial anchor to 3D reality when it was most needed, especially those formed during childhood and as a teenager. Your inner child and inner teenagers aspects deeply NEEDED this anchoring to come from some where and found solace, relief, in the other providing it. The souls and higher selves agree to this anchoring together to support each other through the incarnation process of BEing in the vibrational denser 3D frequencies.

These relationship agreements based on 3D reality anchoring are now being shaken up by ascension energies and Gaia’s frequencies shifting into 4D and higher and the matrix dissolving. Β As your higher self frequencies come into your physical body and your emotional body, you begin to feel how these anchors (while necessary while they were) are now limiting your consciousness from expanding and growing. The transactional ground of the relationship gets narrower with less common values to share, unless both souls have agreed to awaken together and in similar ways. If you are the one awakening though, you begin to realize how sensitive you are to the lack of resonance in the relationship, missing curiosity from the other in awakening, and just lack of ‘common ground’ between you and them. It becomes quite painful for you to BE in the relationship as it just doesn’t offer the nourishment anymore of what your soul and heart most want and need.

The ascension energies are inviting us to shift from anchoring into another person, yet rather to begin the process of anchoring in OURSELVES and to the Divine as a source experienced from WITHIN us. As you drop these anchors to 3D life, your soul is freed UP, your heart is opened UP, your mind is expanded UP, and your body is lightened UP too. The NEW anchors do not weigh you down, yet rather invite you to let IN, grounding you in yet not limiting your consciousness or capping it in any way. As SoulFullHeart facilitant Seraphina said recently of this process, “The anchor is lost at sea but I am floating free!” And so it IS and so it becomes more and more as you let go in order to let in the NEW.

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author ofΒ Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your SpiritualityΒ andΒ Β Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And BeyondΒ .Β VisitΒ soulfullheartwayoflife.comΒ for more information about space holding sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings atΒ https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.