Supermoon Energy: Self-Acceptance/Love While Soberly Looking Within

by Kalayna Colibri

“With masks down, I walk, talking to the moon, to the neutral impersonal force that does not hear, but merely accepts my being.” – Sylvia Plath

The moon supports life on earth. She represents the Divine Mother while the Sun represents the Divine Father. They move in concert with each other, both bringing us into life, both very much with all of us as we walk through life. Both offer us codes, frequencies to integrate, vibrations of love that help us see ourselves and where we need to go next, as well as how far we’ve already come.

This Supermoon today brings us this message of love. Of a self-embracement and growing sense of self-love and appreciation for where and who we are right now, for this place, this being, is not where or who we’ll be forever. We all have more layers to see that need healing, that need our sober eye to look at them, but that need our love more than anything else. Loving others isn’t a mandate, it’s an opportunity that arises from the love we have within.

The Supermoon always feels intimate to me. It’s Mother giving us more illumination of our shadow, but the biggest piece that I think is always in our shadow, is the denial of love from ourselves to ourselves. The lens that tells us that love is scarce and that we have to do an awful lot to really earn the right to be loved and to feel loved. We are being invited to feel how love for ourselves has been conditional and to start feeling how destructive and harmful this is… not just because it harms parts of us that need us, but because it is does ultimately impact everyone around us too. The seeds of love have to be planted in the heart-garden within. Then we can show up with love for and with each other form the flourishing harvest that results.

“Can you start to love what has felt unlovable? Can you take care of all you’ve been given, all challenging situations, all parts of your heart and aspects of your soul, all areas of your sacred human body? Can you begin to see how you’ve withheld love and care for others because of insecurity, a feeling of lack of love within? Can you, will you, begin to look at what’s been neglected, even the harsh voices and parts within you, that need you more than anything else? More than more yoga, more than more food, more than more of anything material or physical or mental you could offer to help it feel temporarily better?” These are the questions I feel these energy waves offering today… these are the places I feel we are being invited to go within, to start the open-hearted investigation into who we all are in this now… and to begin to feel who and how we most want to be going forward, especially with ourselves.

This is going in very much on a personal level for me too in the moment, feeling appreciation for where my journey has led me and what is yet to open out. A new phase of Queen is arising as I move into ‘married life’ on a soul and heart level with Gabriel. I feel this Queen energy arising in relationship to my body, to service of love through SoulFullHeart, to Gabriel my beloved, to my other beloveds and most intimate relationships, to any crucibles that come my way in my own healing process. I feel how the Supermoon energies support King and Queenness to arise more through this process of deepening self-love for all who are ready to let that invitation in. It’s very much a time for deepening personal process yet the process of connection with others and service of love too in this collective we are all a part of.

Much love to you as you feel all of this with your own heart and parts!

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women age 25 and under, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

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Energy Update: Prep For Super Blood Moon Total Lunar Eclipse Invites Shadow Integration

Energy update: Preparation energies for the Supermoon total lunar eclipse on Sunday evening, January 20th into January 21st. These total lunar eclipses can be QUITE powerful….sometimes in subtle ways, working on the subconscious and emotional body more than in an overt way.
 
In a total lunar eclipse, Gaia blocks the sun’s light from reaching the moon. The sun casts the moon’s shadow onto the moon’s surface and this is what we see from Gaia as a total eclipse. This will be a supermoon, so the moon will be in its closest proximity to us and VERY visible for those in North and South America, Europe and western Africa. Central and eastern Africa and Asia will see a partial eclipse of the Moon.
 
The Divine Feminine energies during these days leading up to the eclipse are most like the Dark Mother – great catalyst, midwife of birth-death-rebirth cycles….helping us to rise like a phoenix from the ashes after a series of small, controlled burns. She holds the space for this with almost an unsentimental frequency to allow us to truly move into our OWN power as sacred humans.
 
This feels like the Divine Feminine energies coming in to create a womb space. The sacred masculine SOULar activations that we’ve been experiencing strongly in waves for the last two years especially ‘rest’ during this time. The womb space is for the birthing of whatever has previously been in shadow to come into illumination. It’s really an honoring of shadow and all of the gifts that come from the brave exploration of it and moving beyond fear into love.
 
On a body level, you may be feeling the rumblings and even pains in your sacral/womb space and solar plexus area for women, as if pregnant or preparing to give birth. Hormonal levels can be amplified with moon cycle symptoms increasing too. Men go through their own hormonal cycles too and may be feeling the impacts of this lunar cycle.
 
This is a powerful passage to connect with what feels like deeper places of trauma from this life and other timelines and the parts and Metasoul aspects that hold them. The veils are thin; the stage is ‘set’; the energies are supportive and Divine Mother is here to help in ALL Her forms.
 
My daily video series is over halfway through yet you can dip into and experience any of the videos/guided meditations that call to you. It’s a good time to go within and explore whatever needs your attention and love. Here is the playlist of them all so far: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3
 
I’m going to release a Supermoon Total Lunar Eclipse guided meditation on Sunday to connect with the eclipse codes and bring them into your body/soul field, chakras, etc.
 
MUCH love to you during this passage of self exploration and rebirth,
Jelelle Awen
 
1:1 bridging and ongoing sessions available with Jelelle for women over 25 and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators (Gabriel Heartman and Raphael Awen with women/men and Kalayna with woman 25 and under) to deepen this connection with your Protector, Inner Child, Lemurian, and other precious parts/Metasoul aspects! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Going Yin: The Arising Need For Masculine Healing And Leadership

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Yin energy is coming through this thinned out veil. It follows the initial penetration of the more masculine sun codes. The moon has been a symbol for the feminine and unconscious. It is connected to the shedding and release cycle of the female body. As it increases its presence, it presents invitation. Illumination. Choice points. Awakened feelings and intuitions. This can be felt by many women collectively. Men with their own connection to their inner feminine may be feeling the same.

But how does this translate for men? What are they asking of us? From my own meditations I feel the Deep Sacred Feminine inviting men to go into their hearts. Not to solve an outer ‘problem’, but to feel their inner world. The place that holds the keys to our true sovereignty and power. It is asking the masculine to trust and lean into the arising feminine heart and soul.

In human form, men are born of women. Part of man’s emotional maturity and self-actualization is to push against and separate from mom. This has been done violently absent true sacred masculinity. This has caused much pain and tragedy, for all of mankind. Now this wounded masculine expression is being pressed, with love, to heal and lean into the very thing he needed to push away from. We are being called back into the womb. Being called back into balance with Yin.

This has played out internally in a man’s emotional body as the suppression and protection of the inner feminine both. A polarity, and even a battle, has developed inside Man in relationship to the inner feminine. This is the ground by which I feel most men will be walking on in order to truly heal this split. Most men find themselves in Mind. Just one aspect of our God nature. But in our humanity we have struggled with the heart. The intuition. The vulnerability under the control and the rage. The deep fear of what lies beyond mind and in the heart.

These moon codes are a support and invitation for the masculine to go Yin. To feel the resistant and protective layers of his true essence. That which separates the flood of true passion and emotion from being expressed in the world. A world that is shifting in balance with the Feminine. These parts of us may feel besieged. I have been having my own awakening by being in sacred romance with a very powerful feminine heart and soul. It is a lot for my unhealed masculine parts to lean into at times. A need for sovereignty and control can still reign. Even feelings of inadequacy and unworth rise up as well.

If you are a man on a spiritual journey, you are on a journey toward your feminine. Toward feeling all the parts you in resistance and rage. In control and in love.  This inner union with the feminine will arise your true authentic sacred masculine. Your sexy and integrated power out into the world. You become a co-creator and a collaborator. The gifts that lie within your yin are the seeds of your leadership and soul’s expression. The wings that will set you free into the infinite with your sacred balls still intact.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Codes/Messages Offered By The Christ/Magdalena Super Moon Energies

By Jelelle Awen w/Christiel, Magdalena, and the moon

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Woken up at 3:33am today, December 3rd, by the SUPER moon energies beaming and illuminating the night skies. All those threes with the activation of Christ Consciousness energy! I am woken up and already feeling inspiration and words being dictated to me by Metasoul Aspects/Guides. No more sleep for me, then, time to get up and receive, share, serve. Such is the amazing life of a blessed soul scribe with the Divine (which I feel many of us are actually, just perhaps remaining unactivated until the Inner Protector/Gatekeeper is ready).

Yesterday and today have been offering intensifying Ascension energies again. You can feel them picking up speed, momentum in frequency as we move into ‘December’. You can feel the Christ Consciousness energy increasing; his lovely higher heart, sacred masculine frequencies of unification and brotherhood/sisterhood. You can feel Magdalena offering her comPASSIONate sacred feminine energies too. You can feel the trinity frequency of their USness and the activation of sacred unions, the balance of feminine and masculine from within and with a partner. I will be writing more about these energies and what they offer in the days to come feels like.

You may be feeling these energies in increasing sleepiness, drowsiness in the body, that ‘here but NOT here’ sense, skipped time as timelines reboot and reset. Or, in new surges of alertness, less sleep needed, a pouring out of creative energy. Or, maybe phases of both in the same ‘day’! Access and connection with our Galactic/Star BEing Metasoul Aspects (that is fractals from our individuated higher dimensional soul source or you could say, “Higher Self Source’) is more porous, easy, and accessible in this Now. I shared about the process for deepening contact with Star BEings from the inside with healing of the Inner Child and Star Seed in yesterday’s writing.

I was guided in this early morning to gaze at the super moon, to take in the codes/information/messages. You can gaze at/let in the moon too and see what you receive as messages, images, visions. These are the ‘codes’ that are meant then just for you! And, maybe you’ll see/hear/feel collective offerings too. You can also access this moon energy in meditation, which seems to offer extra nourishment and depth of inner connection right now.

The moon codes said to me…….a message for me, for us, for humanity:

You are BECOMING illumination. You are becoming capacity to receive this illumination in and about your life and your purpose of serving love here. You are becoming illumination for others about their purpose here too as you join together, collaborate, and unify to share and serve LOVE!

You are BECOMING disclosure. You are becoming the response to revelations about your soul, your emotional body, and your continuing transformation into your sacred humanity. You are becoming disclosure of that which is fear-based and needs to revealed in the collective shadow and is being invited to be reformed and transformed by LOVE!

You are BECOMING comPASSION. You are becoming the holding of a compassionate response to these illuminations and disclosures, both personally and collectively. You are becoming passion expressing in creativity, in desire, in heart/soul/mind clarities, inspired to feel so much more coming into the light of LOVE!

You are BECOMING sacred humanity. You are becoming the arising of what you’ve been meant to BE as your potential and capacity originating from Divine Source. You are becoming the crystallizing of your body, the awakening of your soul, the INlightenment of your mind, the enlovenment of your heart. You are becoming in this now….ever more….Infinite Love in human form!

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I’m already feeling how Raphael and I will be offering teachings and activations around integration of these codes with our emotional bodies during our next monthly Group Call on Saturday, December 9th! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/813881412132524??ti=ia

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Jelelle Awen is a Soul Scribe, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

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