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Happy 2022 New Year From The SoulFullHeart Community

Published on January 1, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

Happy NEW EARTH REBIRTH Year 2022….in whatever ways that can seed and be watered from within you! We are on day two of our nourishing and touching monthly group circle with a range of deep tears to hearty laughter! The six of us are now blessed to be joined by Bey’s dear friend Isabell, who drove all the way from Germany to be with us here in Portugal after several months of virtual sessions with Kasha!

During the sound bowl/meditation time to start the day before individual sharing time, we have been feeling into and declaring what we want to let go of/complete as 2021 ends and what our higher timelines individually and as a community look like for 2022. We are saying outloud an ‘I am’ statements to represent this new arising Divine Self.

Please join us on our private online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for free to share and connect with us! https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

The first video in our Deepen 2022 31 day video series is now released and I shared it here on the blog and on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel. It is a guided meditation to connect to your INtentions for 2022… provides a bridge for you to really center into this New Year!

This is the playlist btw for the series where ALL the videos will be posted: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvJPnLzbEKl4OsQBXBYw2XwI&t=0s

Below are messages from our hearts to yours….thank YOU all for being here in the SoulFullHeart Portal with us, where we hope to see many more resonant souls joining us for 2022!

“I completed 2021 and started 2022 just as I most wanted…in service during a nourishing community group gathering here in Portugal, feeling connected to the Oneness field of Sacred Humanity beyond what occurred in our small circle! MUCH more service of love to come from me and us in SoulFullHeart in this coming year, which feels like such a pivotal one in the Ascension out of the darkness and into the embodiment of the Divine light within us all. May you FEEL all that you need to this year to BEcome free within and in ALL areas of your life!” Love, Jelelle Awen

“I truly hope this year arises for each of us into more love, more goodness, more trust in the Divine even as the present darkness has its necessary role in light and love’s unfolding. Thank you for being connected with me and us this past year.” Love, Raphael

“As much as we have all moved through, perhaps especially this past year, there’s still so much goodness to trust in our worlds both inner and outer. I wish you a happy and real New Year and all the Divine love that you and your parts/soul aspects feel ready to let in.” Love, Kasha

“Sending lots of New Earth New Year love to you all. May you find the ongoing courage to keep aligning to your soul’s purpose, family, fire, and gifts.” Love, Gabriel

“Sending deep, happy and realness vibes from the SoulFullHeart womb here in Portugal! I wish you the courage to follow your heart’s and soul’s guidance in these trying times and to make decisions that support your bigness and are based in self-love.” Love, Bey

“I celebrate this new year in hopes that we all find our soul purpose and find the courage and love to follow its path. It hasn’t been easy the last two years so let’s be as real, honest and in the present as possible for this one. Cheers to 2022 and all the possibilities it holds!” Love, Raianna

Here’s us being silly celebrating fresh mandarins from our tree and 20 degree C weather here in Portugal!

A Love Story: Part Two (Falling In Love)

Published on December 29, 2021January 2, 2022 by Raianna ShaiLeave a comment

By Raianna Shai

The next part of this story is the part that we tend to spend our lives looking for: falling in love. The new and exciting rush of meeting someone that has an equal interest in us as we do in them. A new pair of eyes to see you, new ears to hear your passions and desires, new hands to touch the lonely and unloved parts of you inside and out. It sparks a hope in us that nothing like love can. We hope that this person will be the one we can grow with, who will understand us and treat us the way we’ve always dreamed of being treated.

More importantly than this outside love is what it sparks inside of us. It can allow us to love ourselves more than ever before while also bringing up our deepest insecurities. We begin by showing the brightest and shiniest parts of ourselves, hoping that will win them over. The way we enter a relationship is so telling of where we are at on the inside.

I remember the moment I wrote this poem, sitting under a tree staring out at the water. I felt elated and overcome by pure hope and love. I looked up at the leaves and they looked brighter than usual, almost as if they were glowing. In that moment I remembered feeling this way before. And then I remembered it fading and eventually leaving me completely. But it didn’t matter. Feeling it again reminded me of why we continue to search for this feeling over and over again even when it leads to pain or heartbreak.

This feeling is a reminder of what we are capable of feeling, with or without another person. All someone else can do is illuminate what’s possible in our own hearts and souls. Each relationship gets us closer and closer to this feeling of ecstasy and love inside of ourselves and without another person. We can feel this way with the divine, with our own inner parts, with our inner sacred union.

Without heartbreak, shadow and pain we cannot understand what it truly feels like to be in love and peace from the inside out. 💛

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A Love Story: Part Two
Falling In Love

This feeling of falling in love
With you and
With every part of me
Is like coming home

This is what my soul knows
What it’s been waiting to come back to
To feeling nourished
To feeling loved from the inside out
To loving the outside in

I see your face and smile
And even if it doesn’t work out
This feeling right here, right now
Is worth it all
This is what it’s all about

Freezing this moment and remembering
This is what we work so hard to get back to
This is why we dive deep
This is why we feel our shadow

Love,
Raianna Shai
SoulFullHeart Way Of Life

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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and website designer for SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free consultations and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

A Love Story: Part One (Heartbreak & Healing)

Published on December 29, 2021 by Raianna ShaiLeave a comment

By Raianna Shai

I woke up this morning with the urge to create through writing but couldn’t quite figure out what I wanted to write about. I started scrolling through the notes in my phone and found several writings I wrote over the past two years that really brought me back to the moment and phase they were written. Interestingly, I found 6 pieces that seemed to represent a cycle from beginning to end and back to the beginning again.

This cycle in particular represented the phase of the ending of a relationship, to the beginning of a new one, to the end once again. It felt like a really beautiful arc of letting in and letting go and everything that goes on in between. I felt myself recognizing the patterns of relationships and realizing that even when things come to an end, they are so worth the journey in and out.

This isn’t just true for romantic relationships but for careers, geographical moves, finding your soul purpose, healing a trauma and moving into your next phase of growth. As humans, we continually go through cycles in every part of our lives and the only thing we can do is become conscious of them. After a death of a phase you may wonder, what’s the point? But looking back you may notice how much has changed from beginning to end.

Falling in love is beautiful, messy, painful, exhilarating and everything in between but just like any other death and rebirth, it’s so important in facilitating our growth. Each layer brings new realizations and understanding of what it means to find love and purpose in these human and divine lives of ours. We cannot exist without cycles, for without them we cannot understand the gift of being human.

To show what I mean I thought I would share these 6 writings as a marker of each layer that these cycles can illuminate and provide. Particularly in the context of relationships. The first one I felt to share is both the ending of one relationship and the beginning of another. Marking the phase of overlapping death and rebirth ❤️

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A Love Story: Part One
Heartbreak & Healing

I sit here
Gathering the pieces of my heart
Trying to glue them back together
The mismatched edges
And sharp corners
Almost fitting perfectly
And then not at all

You wait there
Patiently watching my broken pieces
That long for that perfect edge’s embrace
Slowly come together
All the while knowing
That one day I will come

I will come with just enough pieces
To hold together the contents of my love
When I am still chipped, but no longer broken

You are there
With your chipped pieces
Already glued together
With as much accuracy as truth can allow

And we come together
Look at that!
Our broken pieces create a mosaic of lost loves and tearful goodbyes
Not perfect, but beautiful all the same

Love,
Raianna Shai
SoulFullHeart Way Of Life

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Solstice Offers Digestion Of The Dark Night Phase Into Light That We Are In During The V. Narrative

Published on December 22, 2021January 2, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

The day after Solstice and I still feel the VERY catalytic energies of the shortest day/longest night moving through. I was deep in a painful period cycle yesterday, which sometimes can be a gift of access to other dimensions. I felt myself and my womb naturally tuning into the death and rebirth process going on right now.

There is an importance during this death and rebirth phase of Ascension to let the darkness ‘do its work’ in a surrendered way. This includes not resisting feelings of grief and mourning especially, which can be powerful teachers as we embrace them rather than resist.Humanity and many awakening souls have been going through a ‘Dark Night’ process in order to emerge in even more embodied ways out of the false light of the Matrix and into the TRUE light of our Divine Self essence. Others are choosing to leave their bodies and Gaia as she ascends. This is always a choice on the soul level, even as it can seem like a forced one in 3D reality.

The Dark Night process has been expressed in the C. and V. narrative over the last almost two years. The experience of ongoing restriction of personal sovereignty and choices; the ‘dark medicine’ being offered as cure; the ‘scariants’ being using to amp up fear through mainstream media propaganda; the censorship of free expression; and the division this is all illuminating in many relationships/families and from within.

It feels as if the next group of souls to awaken and unplug are those who reluctantly took the V. with serious doubts and under extreme pressure from others. They may now be in remorse and regret about getting the V. as they realize that the control restrictions to daily life continue and more people become seriously ill/perish from it.

As each soul is confronted with this Dark Night reality, they are invited to move out of the false light of the Matrix mainstream culture and False Light Spirituality/False God through a self forgiveness process offered by the Divine. They are invited into the Dark Night of the real/waking up/taking the red pill and then into the embodiment of their Divine Self and 5D reality from within. This is a painful process to be sure, yet a necessary one to emerge into New Earth reality with the Divine Self sovereignly seated in our expression and experience of daily life.

I feel that what the Winter Solstice especially offers is an invitation into the inner spaces to feel this process of Dark Night transformational process into the True Light. Sometimes those spaces are in shadow that can only be explored when outside life is more quiet and the being goes still. There are always gifts in the shadow when we no longer resist it and instead move through it, embracing with love whatever we experience.

Raphael and I will be offering many inner journeys into the depths of your emotional body, soul field, shadow, Gatekeeper/Metasoul realms, Star Being, and I Am Divine Presence during our upcoming Deepen 2022 video series. It will start on January 1st with a free daily video release each day and two group calls by donation on the 16th and 30th.

We are feeling that engaging in this Deepen 2022 series and where it takes you will assist with your ongoing unplugging process from the False Matrix into embodiment of your essence as the Divine in human form. This feels like the most valuable gift we can offer at this time. There is more info about the series and group calls at soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.

The darkness has long reigned in the shadows of the control matrix and NOW it is becoming visible and obvious to more and more souls. This revelation allows for the light to come in, for love to transmute, and each soul to be freed if ready.

Much love to you from the Winter Solstice gateway as we move into Christ-Mas,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions with me and other Facilitators, group call events, writings/books, joining our free online community Portal…..at soulfullheart.org.

“Come As You Are” This Solstice/Holiday Season

Published on December 19, 2021January 2, 2022 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kasha Rokshana

Deep beneath the Matrix-fuelled busyness, expenses, and stresses of the ‘holiday season’, lay the pure energies of this time of year; un-hijacked and sprouting up from underneath what feels like frozen ground at times. These energies can be difficult to access, as this ground is the rather hardened layer of social/familial obligations that no longer arise for you in joy, but arise instead in tension and frustration.

It’s a confusing time of year in that way, isn’t it? So many inner buttons are being pressed, some of which you can track and others which you can’t because they have so long simply been ‘tolerated’ or buried. The parts of you that want to scream, others that want to cry, and still others who want to be numb, are all being pushed on and perhaps this year, with the intensity of our different realities and consciousnesses surfacing in ways that can’t be ignored or put aside any longer, it’s all feeling much, much worse.

Yet, there’s also the purity of the inner child’s joy that feels the Christ/Magdalene frequencies of this time and wants to jump into that love pool more than anything. There’s the deep love of the Divine that lives in your soul, and the desire to align ever-deeper with that love, to truly live from it, that also can become inspired to surface this time of year, when the ‘permission’ to be more joyful can come through and reach you, however it can.

My own inner child (who has a Christmas Elf side!) has had a mixed experience of Christmas and the holidays, even in her enthusiasm for them. This time of year has been more challenging for her and many other energies within me too as things keep ramping up in the outer world and it’s all just so sad and hard to feel. It’s also been challenging as this year my personal income has been tighter and thus I can’t shower my beloveds with many bought gifts. This has been surprisingly hard as gift-giving has been a deep love language for parts of me, yet it’s been of course a huge out-breath to remember that with my beloveds and my mate, Gabriel, physical gifts have only ever been one small way to show our love for each other and generosity towards each other too.

So while the physical gifts have had to be let go of in some ways this year (though not totally), I actually feel the deeper gift of our shared resonance and love flow which have been so much more nourishing and fulfilling than any ‘bought gift’ could possibly be… also, I feel how much I’m letting in that the man I’ve had many rounds of relationship with and who I’m in love with yet again though now in an even deeper way, is at my side. If I could give this gift to everyone in the world… that would be more satisfying than buying anything at all.

Of all the many messages we can receive this Solstice and holiday season, perhaps the most consistent one is the invitation to ‘come as you are’ as you reach inside of you and move your heart and soul back into the room of your own innate Divine connection, for its never about adornments, baubles or tokens, but always about love flow and choosing love over anything else. This is what I think of when I hear the song ‘Little Drummer Boy’’, for he had no ‘gifts’ to bring, but he brought his song, played on his precious drum, and somehow that brought him closer in frequency to the Divine child before (and within) him. He expressed his love, honoured his resonance, and showed up in the only way he knew how. How precious this invitation is for us all!

Sending you lots of love this Solstice and holiday season. May Divine love surround and move through you, even in ways that surprise you!

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Choosing The Path Of Love And Growth

Published on December 16, 2021 by Raianna ShaiLeave a comment

by Raianna Shai

I’ve been in Portugal for over a month now and with so much changing for me in this transition, I felt like it was time to digest it all through writing. We’re currently in a timeline that has caused so many of us to rethink where we are in our lives. Life as we’ve known it is coming to a close and it has come time to reevaluate what is truly and deeply important to each of us as unique souls.

For those who don’t know, I left Canada last month to be with my soul family and community, SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. I spent a year physically away from them exploring my own independent journey of relationship, growth, maturation and self discovery. I had gotten to the point where doing emotional healing work was so hard for me to do alone and remain consistent with. Parts of me wanted the easy way out – to just live life and use various mediums to distract and medicate any sadness or loss of purpose I felt inside of myself.

I’m more than grateful for this phase of my life though as it taught me how to deeply love another, advocate for my needs, re-sparked my desire for independence and also led me to discovering what was really most important for me and my soul.

Healing with the soulfullheart process is not easy, healing trauma and pain never is. It’s so much easier to stay in what’s comfortable and already well known. But what brought me back to it stronger than ever is the idea that any ounce of love that I am able to give to myself is another ounce of love that exists in the world. Every time we heal something deep inside of ourselves it affects the collective in a big way. The way my community can really see and feel me is something that I wish everyone on the planet could experience. And it’s something that everyone deserves.

So as hard as it is for parts of me to feel like I deserve this love or that I’m big enough to show up for this process, I remind myself of the bigger purpose here. We aren’t just healing for ourselves, we’re healing for the world.

Love,

Raianna Shai

Divine Mother Message Of Support During This V. Bioweapon Narrative

Published on December 9, 2021October 27, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

I am continuing to digest the ongoing V. reactions/injuries/deaths and the stories that are increasingly coming out as more people are impacted by them. I spent some time taking in the FB hashtags #protectmyfamily #protectyourfamilies, #stopthemandate which now have a flow of sharings that are deeply compelling and convincing as to the true story of what is going on during this V. narrative, especially from the nurses who are quitting their long-term beloved positions rather than give in to the pressure/mandate of getting a bioweapon shot that they are seeing first hand can be lethal.

I feel alarm at times with the mounting restrictions and mandates that are taking away basic human ‘rights’ and body sovereignty choices that we have so long assumed would always be respected. There is a sense of sadness at the seeming deeper separations happening between one ‘side’ and the other as people are divided in often polarizing ways.

My heart and womb so heavily feels the cries of the world in these moments. Sometimes all I can do is weep for the suffering of so many right now, both those who know what is going on and those who remain needing to be veiled. A sense of helplessness can move through my soul in those moments, triggered by so long choosing incarnations during this Matrix phase of humanity’s process.
I am leaning into my beloved SoulFullHeart process to access the soul aspects (including a wise woman/witch, priestess, Divine Orphan, etc.) and the karmic healing that is needing feeling, negotiating and BEing with in order to feel worthy to let in MORE Divine love and support. Not eating food/fasting for the last two weeks is deepening that access, lifting the veils, activating more light body, allowing for detox/unplugging from Matrix foods.

As I tune into what I call the ‘Graceland’ or the Frequency Field of Divine Mother Love, I can access a trust around the sorting through process that is happening for each soul during this grand drama. I can feel the soul choice that all of us have signed up for with this unique experience and the pressure cooker that it offers of growth.

I understand that we needed the false womb AI Matrix and this ‘fall from Grace’ to experience another aspect of ourselves…only to return inevitably back to the Divine womb again. I feel support on ALL levels from the Divine and my soul/higher self to be here during this time, to continue to find an inner sanctuary within, and keep surrendering to Divine Trust around it ALL.

I AM a beacon of hope, possibility, and light on the other side of this darkness for all of humanity, yet, also, that is available in any moment from within. And, so Divine Mother would offer, so are YOU.

I feel then the TRUTH of our unity and infinity, both of which are being temporarily obscured by division and limitation.

Divine Mother has repeatedly offered to me this message and I share it with you now,

“Be the light.

Be the love.

Be the infinite source of the Divine that you ARE.

This is your greatest service to humanity in this moment.

This is your greatest service WITH me during this temporary darkness and death/rebirth process.

Return to me whenever you need to…..into my womb and into my unconditional embrace. Return to regroup and re-energize. Return to cry and mourn. Return to FEEL whatever you need to feel within your soul.

Remember that you are NEVER truly alone as I am always with you and I have NEVER abandoned you even when you choose to turn away from me.

Remember that separation is always a temporary illusion CHOSEN by the soul to experience.

Remember that you ARE a powerful creator of a higher timeline reality that is not victim to the current external circumstances.

And in this remembering, may you embody your essence of the Divine within you. I love you always and in ALL ways,

Your Divine Mother

Please join us this Sunday, December 12th at 5:00pm Portugal time/12:00pm EST for a two hour group call transmission for community support, Divine love, and inner access to whatever is needed for you in this Now. You can join us live and receive the recording for whatever donation you can give.

More info at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

And more information about supportive 1:1 sessions over zoom with me and other Facilitators at soulfullheart.org/sessions

The Bliss-Mess You Came Here To Be

Published on December 1, 2021 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kasha Rokshana

You came here to be…

A mess.

Sometimes a mother, sister, father, or brother.

Sometimes a son or daughter.

Sometimes a Queen or King.

Sometimes feeling connected to the Divine, sometimes not.

Sometimes feeling whole, sometimes feeling fractured.

Sometimes feeling happy, sometimes feeling depressed.

You came here to experience your humanity as you embody your divinity.

You came here to be fully human and somehow, as you feel more worthy of it, fully divine too.

You came here to sometimes be the trigger and the triggered.

You came here to realize that even in all your lostness, you will always be found…

Even when parts of you would rather hide from the impact of life, love, and growth for the rest of their lives…

To embrace the ups, downs, and everything in-between

Is the ongoing journey of learning and discovering.

It’s the ongoing unplugging from the Matrix you’ve grown up in, happening in ways sometimes unknown.

For me,

The way has often been messy. The forest cannot always be seen for the trees surrounding me. Sometimes the hills have seemed much harder to climb than the experience of actually climbing them turns out to be. Sometimes I’ve felt crucified by others, but more so by soul aches and pains and inner punishment. I’ve felt with parts of me the desire to push away at love rather than let in and so many of the forms that’s taken. I’ve felt the pressure of an entire generation of healers and creatives, who feel they have to be, look, or seem one way when they are really in deep need of being held and felt.

The way of letting in Divine love is always unique,

Will always move YOU into the situations you most need in order to feel where to go next within you,

To make room for more of the Divinity waiting for your humbled embodiment.

It won’t look the way parts of you have imagined it would,

And it won’t be an easy path,

But it will be fraught with grace,

Laden with love,

And held by the Divinity of a world that is both dying and being reborn at the same time… within and without.

Lots of love,

Kasha

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About SoulFullHeart Process & Sessions (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Published on December 1, 2021December 18, 2021 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

Feels like this video has been 12 years in the making! In it, Raphael and Jelelle share about what inspired us to co-create the SoulFullHeart process that we offer through 1:1 sessions, group calls, books/writings, videos, and community living/immersion. We talk about how our life together and as a community, plus our own processes of soul awakening and parts integrating, and what is happening in the world, lead to an embodied and practical way of integrating this process.

We also share about our awakening journeys prior to SoulFullHeart with Raphael talking about being in and eventually leaving Christianity, and about the parts work/spiritual healing process group where we first met each other in 2005. Jelelle talks about how she was always drawn to being a healer and working with people and on herself in some form and how self conscious and self judgemental she used to be before the parts work helped her open up her healer’s heart even more.

We discuss what happens in a 90 minute session over Zoom in which we ‘drop into’ a relaxing and mild hypnotic/meditative state with you to feel whatever part/aspect comes forward. It is always an unknown journey held with an open hand that draws out your Divine Self to respond and lead with your deepest defenses (your Inner Protector/Gatekeepers) able to open up the space in a way that feels safe to them!

There is more information about a free intro with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Amara or Kasha Rokshana and about 1:1 sessions with Raphael (for men and women), with Jelelle (for women over 35), with Kasha (for women), and with Gabriel (for women and men) https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions 1:1 sessions for 90 minutes are $130 CAD or about $100 USD.

For more information about the process, we recommend reading/listening to Jelelle’s latest book, Free To Be 5D which provides an in-depth overview of it based on her own process and years of sessions with others. Links to purchase ebook, audio, print and audio here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/books

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

11:11 Portal Activation Guided Meditation (W/528 HZ Music) | Jelelle Awen

Published on November 10, 2021November 20, 2021 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

I’m guided to share this guided meditation for activation of the 11:11 portal now as access to the powerful manifestation and higher timeline it offers is available at ALL times in the Now.

https://youtu.be/0M25K3FUL3o

I felt a teleportation as I was recording it this morning……to the space before, during and after a timeline shift, a jump UPwards and onwards that can more readily occur during these magical repeating number portals. Sometimes they provide a very clear marker of major life shifts and sometimes it is more subtle…more inward than outward.

The music used during this meditation is tuned to 528 HZ which I find provides a heaven frequency that supports tuning into these higher realms. During the meditation, you travel to the 11:11 portal and feel what can come ‘with you’ through it into your higher timeline…and what needs to be let go of in order to move forward. This may be an emotional process for sure with grief and mourning too, esp if it involves relationships…even as the joyful bliss of remembering your Divine Love essence is becoming more real to you.

I hope you enjoy this one and fully leverage this 11:11 portal in whatever ways best serve you and your Divine Self!

Much love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, group calls, books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

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