Transmuting Trauma To Love: Final Group Call Of The Free To Be 5D Series

By Jelelle Awen

Thank you SO much to those who joined Raphael and I today for the final group call of our six week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on my book Free To Be 5D, which you can get links to purchase at soulfullheart.org/books. It was a heart warming and soul/mind expanding conversation about healing sacred wounds from this life and other lifetimes on emotional/physical/spiritual levels and the trauma that is sourced from them. We also led you on a guided meditation to connect with a scene of trauma to invite it into transmutation with love.

Thank you especially to Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana for joining us in the room today. And, for all of your contributions to EVERY group call discussion and follow-up Saturday process group call as well. The way this paradigm and process is embodied by both of you in such deepening ways is such a gift to us and those you serve and teach as well.

Thank you to Raianna for your picture taking before every call and to her and Jasper for attending every Wednesday group call and nearly every Saturday follow up call as well! You are definitely the MVPS for all of the group call series!

It has been quite a journey over the last 18 calls since the first one began on April 1st with our first series Free To Be 5D: Matrix to New Earth Transition. I felt there was a bridge to New Earth needed, starting from within, in response to the Covid event and the shut down that was going on and collapse in the 3D Matrix. There was a void and vacancy there and we felt to fill it.

We’ve been so pleased to have had more than a hundred people offer a donation to attend and/or receive the recording of one to 18 of the calls. We’ve learned so much along the way, been given the opportunity to serve love and teach a paradigm and process that we are so passionate about….and been gifted clarity about next offerings for SoulFullHeart as well!

Thank you so much to those of you who have contributed your thoughts, comments, and questions on the chat during the calls as you helped to form a resonant community and brought aliveness and relevancy to the calls.

If you’d like to take in the recordings of any or all of the three group call series, please offer an individual donation for each at soulfullheart.org/shop or via paypal at paypal.me/jelelleawen. There is more information about each of them at soulfullheart.org.

A NEW offering from us is coming soon as we begin to create a SoulFullHeart Portal on patreon with membership access to exclusive content such as writings/inspirational thoughts/personal sharings, energy updates, a community forum and more! Stay tuned as we share about that soon!

Much love and blessings of love to you during this Bliss Mess transition into sacred humanity,
Jelelle

Saying Goodbye To Tree Friends

The trees here in BC/Vancouver Island are just stunning. This is just a smaller park here in the city of Victoria compared to the monoliths further inland.

This park has been a sanctuary and a space-holder for many processes and openings. Kasha and I went back one last time to say goodbye to these friends we have made in the last two years back here in Canada.

They permeate and penetrate the soul in the most profound way. They leave you feeling supported and held in the next going on places. The wisdom and grace of their being speak volumes without words. I am bringing a little pinecone with me as a reminder of their majesty.

I feel new tree friends and guides calling to me in Glastonbury, but these particular ones will always have a place in my heart, just as the California trees have in my deeper past.

Collecting tree friends is a good practice for us all. They bring us back to our stillness and strength. Our Gaian roots. I feel them wishing me well on the next leg of my journey and just have to transport myself here anytime to take in their love at any time.

Thanks for all the memories, Victoria. You have a special place in my heart. ❤️

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Soaking Up Tree Codes To Ground Into The New

by Kasha Rokshana

Ah, tree love! ❤️🌲

It’s always a deep soak in grounded energies and magic too, being amongst the trees here in beautiful BC, Canada. You feel quite altered at times as the trees go INto you and you immerse in their wonderful energies. I could feel them saying ‘goodbye’ as I felt my onward journey happening in less than two weeks to the Isle of Avalon, but they also offered portals into the new tree-friend connections that will arise there as well.

I swear, I always feel trees hug me back when I embrace them!

My beloved soul friend, Gabriel was with me on this day. We always have high-level conversations mixed with inner child whimsy and humour. That’s the wonder of truly connecting to soul family!

Beyond my personal connection to the trees on this day, I felt how much peace and calm they offer the chaotic world. I often notice the trees that hang out on busy streets and bus stops. They’re taken for granted in a way, yet their energies really offer a way to ground back into your heart, into what’s truly important, and into whatever is real for you and your parts in any given moment. They are amazing space holders and they are bridges to so many timelines and lifetimes! 🌳

As the collective rumbles and shakes and our inner worlds react in response to that, let’s all give ourselves some tree medicine/codes to help anchor the sense of the love holding ALL… 🍃❤️☀️

Love,

Kasha ❤️

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter:Polarization To Unity During Covid Awakening Event

If it’s Monday, this must be…Museletter Day!

This week the focus has been on the collective peaking polarizing energies as well as our digestions of our upcoming journey to Glastonbury. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kasha Rokshana share about this and more, in writings and videos from the week all gathered together in one place below in our weekly museletter.

We also share about upcoming events, including our ongoing six-week group call series Free To Be 5D, based on Jelelle’s new book of the same title that you can purchase at soulfullheart.org/books.

You can subscribe to receive this weekly Museletter automatically every Monday via email at soulfullheart.org/writingmuseletters.

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart!
You can offer a donation to SoulFullHeart via PayPal here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Check out the latest Museletter below:

https://mailchi.mp/1c960aa0505a/soulfullheart-muselettertemporarily-peaking-polarization-to-move-into-unity

Beginning Our Nomadic Phase Of Service Of Love

by Jelelle Awen

We fly to Glastonbury/Avalon in two weeks from today! Finally, we seem to be in Divine alignment around it after being delayed for four months and needing to reschedule our flights and travel arrangements due to Covid. We’ll be landing at wonderful Rie’s Place in the center of Glastonbury for six weeks and staying in Glastonbury longer beyond that as well…..the beginning of our nomadic phase of service!

It is always an interesting process of detachment to reduce everything you own down to two suitcases and a carry-on! I actually quite enjoy it and the liberation/freedom it brings. Two years ago, we arrived here in Victoria, Canada after four years in Mexico with only two suitcases each and manifested a whole house full of wonderful stuff (usually free or very cheap) that is now mostly going to my daughter Raianna and her boyfriend Jasper to begin their exciting new life together here in Victoria in a beautiful house with the two dogs. We are sad to be away from them yet also already planning visits back and forth to stay connected.

The priorities for me in packing negotiated with my Inner Child/Star Seed….my most favourite clothes, stuffies and crystals/stones! ♥️🙂🙏

I highly recommend a purge of stuff if you haven’t done it recently or if you’ve been in the same house for awhile and collected things that may not reflect who you are anymore. You quickly feel what things you actually care about and truly love. It actually feels so good also to gift and give things away. We have had wonderful experiences and connections doing that over the years when we’ve reduced down several times now, donating almost everything each time.

Arising and dissipating….owning and then letting go. A good practice in tuning into the impermanence of our reality!

love,
Jelelle

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For information about a free consultation call and 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen/Gabriel Heartman/Kasha Rokshana, virtual group call events, writings/books (including Jelelle’s latest Free To Be 5D), and videos, visit soulfullheart.org.

Saying Goodbye To Victoria, BC

by Raphael Awen

Time to feel and say goodbye to a sooo beautiful geography here near Sooke, BC, where you can feel the underlay of New Lemuria and the overlay of the present timeline!

The forest has been so dear to me all my life, and so missed during the recent years in Mexico, and always will hold a deep life digestion upon each return.

In 13 days, we (Gabriel, Kasha, Jelelle and I) depart on a nomadic journey with a first stop for a couple months or so in Glastonbury in the UK.

I let tears come up a few times today already and it feels sooo good. I was feeling how love itself is looking for a landing pad in each of us, and so available at any moment, how it is embraced by the simple vulnerable admission of need, how amazingly stunning it is that such a thing as a perceived vacancy of love could ever be, given the potency of the love that is, that we are and that we share.

Thank you to Victoria, BC, for holding us and me this past two years. 💚

~

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

The Onward Inward Journey Into Magic And Surrender

With only two weeks away from leaving Canada to embark on a new journey with my soul fam to the Isle of Avalon and beyond, this is more than just physical travel, but transdimensional travel within the physical plane.

I feel the seat of my Being in a state of active surrender. Letting go of some deeper layers of conditioning and relationship to alchemy and the unknown. I feel I am changing the channel of my soul dial and there is some of that void static in the space between the channels. A pregnant poignancy.

I was watching the movie Cocoon a few nights ago and had this feeling that although I am not leaving the planet, per se, I am leaving an old frequency of relating to this dimension without leaving my humanity behind. All the parts that hold fears, doubts, curiosities, and joys get to come with me along the way and I get to use them as portals in a brand new world of magic and divine creation.

I feel an emergence and birth of a more upgraded version of myself that I have not been previously privy to until the right conditions and healing had crossed paths. This is a sacred time of saying good-bye not only to geography, but a shedding of an old skin to make room for the new.

The only known we truly have access to is what we are feeling and relating to in each moment. The rest is speculative. There are intentions and desires, and then there is Life and Love with their own agendas and timings. In those waters I lay my heart in trust.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc. 

Your Discernment, Truth, & Sovereignty: A Poem

by Kasha Rokshana

Choose the rational and careful path
if you wish.
Yet vulnerability isn’t packaged
or planned
And your realness
can’t be smudged out
By an eraser made of sage.

Grease those wheels of thought
if you desire
Yet discernment
is of the heart
and not up to the mind.

Download others’ truths and read-outs
if you will
Yet remember that all remembering
of who you truly are
is yours and only yours
and the claiming of that authority
by another
is only ever authorized
by your discernment
and reclaimed,
integrated by you
through the vulnerable feeling
of your own sovereign heart.

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

The Challenge To Feel (VIDEO): Conversations With Men

“Feeling is really hard! It is really challenging!”

These were words I spoke in the third video of the Conversations With Men series with Raphael Awen. In it we talk about the challenges for many of us, especially men, to get down to deep and vulnerable feeling. To actually feel our feelings.

Raphael mentions in the beginning that we are all emotive beings in constant feeling. The question is are we really feeling the feelings and being honest and vulnerable with them? What is feeling as opposed to reactions and/or states of being?

As boys (and girls, too!) we are conditioned to suppress our more sensitive emotions, our true heart reality. This suppression tends to result in anger or depression (numbness), or both! Rage becomes an emotion that is normalized in men rather than hurt.

The inner boy’s feelings are not welcome and sequestered to the shadow where hurt foments into rage. A protection forms that pushes away or shuts down in a myriad of ways. For the more spiritually inclined man, the activation of the upper chakras in cahoots with the lower chakras can create a bypassing of the most human heart chakra.

This may form as an abusive teacher/healer/mate. A narcissism is formed as a protection against feeling the pain of the inner boy’s trauma. There may be a self-destructive path that leads to addictions, self/other-harm, or possible suicide (one of the leading causes of death among younger men).

If we could create an environment where it is safe for men to feel what they are feeling as they are feeling it, with the ability to process those feelings as parts of themselves rather than being fused to them, I believe we would see a new calvary of men that have the wear-with-all to co-create a new world with the feminine in sacred collaboration.

A tall order? Maybe. A deep desire and need? Yes. I feel the challenges, I am challenged, yet with the support of like-hearted men and women in community, I am finding my way. I believe that other men too could find their way when the desire to truly heal the heart becomes the single most important thing they feel they can offer the world.

Please check out our video for more conversation and please share with other men that you feel would be interested in this mission of deep soul and heart transformation. Comments and questions are deeply invited.

Thank you for being on this journey with us. 🙂

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Temporarily Peaking Polarization To Move Into Unity Consciousness During This Ongoing Covid/Awakening Event

By Jelelle Awen

These last six months since March have offered ALL souls on Gaia at this time an opportunity to awaken to our next levels and places…whatever those may be. NO ONE has remained exactly the same as our lives and our consciousness has been impacted in some way by these global events since Covid/pandemic began. For the first time in the modern age and in our lifetimes, we are ALL being changed by events happening in collective consciousness IN a conscious way all over the world.

Although it can seem as if divisiveness, polarization, and separation are the TRUTH of humanity’s essence, this is a temporary and necessary phase that we need to journey through in order to move into more Unity. Revelation of the dualities NEEDS to happen in order for each of us, individually and sovereignly, to CHOOSE a new way, a balanced way, a Unified way….Love’s way.

Guides/Ascended Teachers, my higher dimensional soul aspects, Star BEings and elders, Divine Mother and Father faces and forms have ALL validated the necessity of this process for humanity’s awakening to move into more Unity and the temporary nature of this death/rebirth passage. For those souls who can connect to your Divine Self, you immediately receive this sense of reassurance, trust, and surrender that allows for a bigger context beyond all of the contentious content.

I have been sharing for the last few years about the choice points that are occurring for every soul to either choose love or fear as their prevailing consciousness. This choice point process seems to often begin at the 4D level (with the Reptilian Self especially while they are deciding to unplug from the 4D AI Matrix or not) and then gets ‘passed down consciously to the 3D human. This has been accelerating during 2020 and will continue to do so in the next few years. For those who need to choose the ‘fusion to fear’ and remaining plugged into the Matrix for their own soul’s growth, Gaia will eventually NOT provide that opportunity to immerse into those polarized 3D, fear-based frequencies.

You are seeing more souls and animal companions choosing to leave now and ‘reboot’ at the higher levels outside of the body. Revelations are most likely coming soon that will reveal more souls, even very famous ones involved with the Cabal/Global Elites, who have already been executed/left their bodies and were replaced with clones to keep up ‘appearances’ until more of humanity could accept and digest these events. So much of what is going on and presented right now in mainstream reality is a ‘show’ or about keeping up optics. This is to allow a slower drip of revelations in order so that more of humanity can start to accept the previously hidden control matrix/dark agenda. Much of it, including what presents as polarized politics on so many levels, is actually just the inertia of so many years of Matrix reality….much more of it has collapsed than what is being shown.

As you connect to and heal your fears of physical body death, you are no longer tied to humanity’s unhealed fear of it on the 4D levels that motivates so much of the control and contractions you are seeing in response to the virus. This allows you to remain in a place of trust that if you do leave your body, you know that it was only a temporary vessel anyway, and that you will now be reunited with the Divine, your Higher Self, and your non-incarnated Soul Family. Fear of physical body death (which is actually a manifestation of the Divine separation/abandonment wound) is a strong motivating energy that has kept the Matrix running.

Those souls who have represented the dark/fear polarity face of the Divine on Gaia are being exposed, losing power, facing consequences, and ultimately will be invited to reconcile their actions and the harm done. However, because there is NO energy or BEing outside of the Divine, these souls are still and always supported and loved by the Divine. As far as they have traveled away from Divine love and into very dark waters actually SHOWS how much they trust on a higher soul level that they WILL ultimately be forgiven.

The victim/perpetuator dynamic is arising out of the shadows to be revealed, as it needs to be in order to resolve. For humanity to continue to ascend, the hurt and harm of ANY sentient beings on Gaia needs to cease. Those souls who have chosen to represent the face of the Divine as victims will be able to move into empowerment as they receive love and compassion…and are invited ultimately to forgive their abusers. Their abusers will, again, move into reconciliation, representing the need to move out of harming others for ALL of us to learn from. ALL will eventually return to their essence as Infinite Love as a fragment of the Divine.

It is challenging not to get caught up in the polarities and dualities right now. The narratives are so strong in the moment as they come out of hiding. Returning to your Divine Self, feeling and loving the parts of you who are reactive to the current life circumstances, healing the deeper sacred wounds within your emotional body, and connecting to the higher timeline of New Earth can help to navigate this transitional time. As you tune into the love that you are, the charged narratives become revealed and you return back to love and trust again.

love,

Jelelle Awen

Free consult calls leading to powerful 1:1 sessions with amazing SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman and Kasha Rokshana are available now! Go to soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

Read more about the 3D/4D Matrix with Covid event updates as well in my new book Free To Be 5D with links to purchase here: soulfullheart.org/books

Guided meditations and teaching videos to support your Divine Self at https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience