Lion’s Gate Invitation To Emerge Into Infinite Possibilities & Infinite Love

by Kasha Rokshana

To move out of tight-feeling places, smallness, feelings of being stuck and stagnant, takes oomph and even a ROAR at times. I feel this Lion’s Gate is inspiring this movement in myself and others, this desire to launch off a springboard and leap into the air of infinite possibilities and infinite love.

Something becomes so normalized in our Matrix connection around feeling small and the layers of this take so long sometimes, so many years, so much processing, so much deep feeling to move through. We’re conditioned to believe that ‘this is as good as it gets’ and then parts of us can become very afraid to imagine anything more is possible. Scarcity is God. Abundance is something you can only wait and work for and it may not even come to you. Unworthiness is the foundation upon which your ‘house of life’ has been built.

I’ve been feeling my Queen aspect quite a lot lately and feeling a new sense of my inner masculine King as well. They’re showing me their stuck and fearful places and where they haven’t connected deeply together, along with what they both desire to become. They are heading toward a reconciliation within themselves, with each other, and with me, plus also with the Divine which is a connection they both want to embody more. They want new levels of collaboration together without pushing or prodding, just mutual evolution and dance with their own wishes and desires. My Queen dreams and my King makes it happen. And well, maybe sometimes it’s meant to go the other way too where my King is the dreamer/visionary and my Queen can help birth it into being. I feel how they want to have a new level of maturity around this together and truly stay in the room now without suppression or fear… and I humbly feel how that’s in process for them both and not yet mastered.

This Lion’s Gate seems to really be supporting us all to move out of the Matrix at a new level, yet with honouring of the sacredness of the smallness-settling/settling for suffering too. Feeling our inner dynamics between parts/aspects is a way to do this that really brings it all inward, takes responsibility for what’s been created in the outer world, and begins to turn the ship around. There’s nothing to leap over or to make wrong in the process of feeling it all and feeling why parts of us have been ok with that being their only possible reality. Yet, maybe now it’s time to feel into the steps that can be taken to move out of it more.

Your own patterns, if you’re anything like me, may have to do with money earning and a huge mountain to climb around stability being accessible yet also using your own creativity to keep that moving along even if you do need to lean into being an ‘employee’ of some kind for a while. They may also have to do with wanting to feel more centred in the infinite possibilities of life and of love, to feel like no matter what, you’re drawing to you what you need to experience to keep you moving beyond even the most subtle suffering loops about anything… relationships, work, soul purpose expression, geography, etc.

I feel humbly like I’m learning about this all over again in a way, and I welcome that because to me it’s always interesting where these layers take me and what I learn about myself through feeling them. Without suppressing my shadow and my own parts’/Metasoul aspects’ resistances to Divine surrender and timing, I get to feel what else I and they want, desire, need. I’m afforded the opportunity to dream anew, even when there’s mourning that’s needed too…

There’s so much for us all to launch into now, to see about our soul patterns and this-lifetime patterns too. The wounded visionary is just as real as the elevated one. The wounded healer is just as real as the centred one. Your parts are just as real as your integrated wholeness. There’s so much we’re invited to just drop-in and feel, to fall in love with even in the tightest moments and the most tearful waves of grief. I feel so much desire to move beyond any settling for suffering… and I truly hope, that on whatever level you need to right now, you feel that for yourself too.

Love,
Kasha

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Black Moon Lilith Amplifying Polarities, Inviting Soul Healing

by Kasha Rokshana

🌑Black Moon Lilith Energy Update: Lilith is a powerful energy of Dark Mother and one that is up right now, stirring pots and amplifying what needs to be felt and exposed, both within you and in the collective. Dark Mother in general is a huge part of our Ascension, yet feeling a specific face of Her is often a supportive way to feel ourselves and feel Mother’s heart holding us all.

Before I even realized that we’re currently in a powerful Lilith Dark Moon phase, I had been connecting to my own polarities inside of me that still live in my Metasoul in other lifetimes, especially in priestess timelines and also in my Gatekeeper (a soul aspect that it seems we all have, who is the keeper of our veils and Akashic Records access, you could say). A recent Metasoul aspect that I met asked me to call her ‘Lilith’ and at the time I didn’t know why. Now it feels like she was drawing my attention to these current energies and how they played out in her lifetime as well.

I’ve felt how in recent sharings I’ve gone a bit more into edgy energies that aren’t really me as ‘Kasha’ and now that I’m starting to take them back inward and feel what these reactions have been about, I can feel not only my own personal Lilith influence in my soul, but also a precious and tender aspect of me that is my Inner Orphan. This is still a deepening and unfolding process for me that I don’t have total clarity on at the moment, but it’s a big one with pain coming up to be felt that I thought maybe had been resolved, which is also an aspect of what’s moving with the Lilith influence right now.

Lilith is significant for women because she represents sovereignty and autonomy. She encourages us to say ‘no’ to patriarchal energies and influences, yet when she’s taken in solely in this way, it can become hijacked by pain in our Metasouls that then comes out with anti-masculine energies or even anti-feminine energies too. That may seem a bit backward, yet there is often quite a bit of sisterhood karma-drama between women who feel like kindred souls and this can definitely become amplified with reactivity and even a longing for a depth of female connection we once knew in our Metasouls until it was hijacked by Cabal energies and other dark influences.

As I took in information others have shared about the Lilith Dark Moon, I realized that the Cabal chose this time specifically to bring up the recent Roe v Wade issue that’s come up, which has absolutely brought out more polarity during what has already been an amped-up month in some ways energetically. Taking a step back from my own reactions to so many things lately, I can feel how my soul is still learning to trust in these revelations and movements, to see what’s being exposed with as little judgement as possible, and to move beyond needing to be polarized and reactive in order to start not only seeing the bigger picture, but letting it in and living in it. 

The pain of the feminine womb has been real and we all feel it. We all feel our sisters both inside ourselves and outside too, rumbling and shaking with desire for their empowerment, for the feminine to arise and be revered as truly sacred. This is tricky ground to walk at times, as the feminine arising means she needs to also find out what she is not or no longer wishes to be. This is a sacred and personal process for all women and also for the feminine in men and for those men who have chosen to be in deep mateships with women. There is no ‘one size fits all’ way to feel and live into this process, but rather we are invited to feel and experience our uniqueness, address the messes we make inside and out, feel our impact on those around us with an open(ing) heart, and lean back into the dynamically flowing love of Divine Mother who holds our whole process of re-discovery with deep love and compassion.

I feel even in the necessary ferocity from a face of Mother like Lilith, so much love and care. I also feel how She has been projected onto and even used as a reason to be in a near-constant battling energy rather than moving into more Love Ambassadorship. I feel grateful for what she has helped stir and amplify within me so that I can see it and become intimate with it, what she has stirred between my beloved Gabriel and I for us to look at and feel together, and what she invites us into for our own empowerment. 

I feel how much power there is available to all of us at this time, as we become clearer about who we truly are as the layers continue to burn and fall away. I actually feel how there’s more power available when we embody our feminine as women without concern or attachment to the outward expression of it. Lilith just IS feminine empowerment and love, and even though the lore around her has her showing up as an angry and fighter-like energy, I can feel how much more depth of feeling and wisdom there is to tap into that can take us beyond being polarized and instead into immense love, and forgiveness, for ALL.

Love,

Kasha

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Solstice 2022 & Crop Circle Update: Full Body/Ascension Chakra Activations

By Jelelle Awen

Solstice Energy Update: Blessings to you on Solstice, celebrating both the first day of summer and the longest day/shortest night of the year in the Northern Hemisphere! There is always something magical about the summer solstice as all of the sunlight/photonic light codes flood into us on this day.

And for those of you in the southern hemisphere, there is the beginning of winter and the shortest day of the year to usher in a phase of more self reflection, going inward, and grounding from within.

When I connected to the solstice energies in meditation today, I was taken to the Stonehenge circle in the UK at sunrise to join the souls gathering there in the Now. You can join in this gathering at ANY time and don’t need to go in the physical, which offers an even more pure experience of the energies to experience it etherically. We drove by Stonehenge many times when we lived in the UK last year and even from the freeway, you can feel the transmissions from it.

This Solstice has an energy of WIDE, OPEN skies seeming to represent the great awakening of expanded consciousness going on for so many souls. This great awakening has had many dark night moments along with intense soul activations; contentions and polarizations within and with others to feel and heal as separations open out into powerful reunions.

I could see streams of light from the Great Cosmic Sun anchoring into the stones, which always appear as an intact circle when connected to in a higher dimension as they still are there. The streams of light are then anchored into Inner Earth (for which there is a strong portal at Stonehenge). The Inner Earth Lemurians receive these streams of light codes and ground them into the heart of Gaia, who beams them out for ALL souls/beings/animals on Gaia to experience.

All souls connected to this Stonehenge portal today are able to receive these light activations that offer a full body, auric/Ascension Chakra/DNA activation. This is a reminder of both our galactic/cosmic/higher dimensional essence AND our Lemurian/Inner Earth roots as well.

As we receive these codes, our hearts expand open, our souls’ veils of amnesia lift and we move into MORE remembering of our bigness, our light, our Divine essence. There is also a unification frequency to these Solstice codes as we come into soul family community and twin/pair bond reunion.

The recent (and now rare) crop circle that appeared on June 19th above the White Horse at Hackpen Hill, Wiltshire, UK (a favored spot) also feels connected to the Solstice energies. There is a sense of movement with this formation and also of opening cycles even as they are closing as well.

What do you feel/sense with one?

Here is the video footage of it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyVhkeJY8A4&t=54s

As you connect to the Solstice energies in whatever ways you are guided to, allow your whole being to receive them….letting in the love that is available as a reminder of the Divine love that YOU ARE.

Love,

Jelelle Awen

All images are taken by Nick Bull’s Stonehenge dronescapes.

For more information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, online community portal and books/writings, visit soulfullheart.org.

SoulFullHeart Museletter: May 16, 2022

Big lunar eclipse love to you! Some powerful Supermoon eclipse energies are moving through now and with them some new alchemy is being sparked within our community as we lead and offer from our embody of our beloved process and way of life.

Featured this week is an announcement and the first episode of a brand NEW podcast led by Gabriel and Kasha, called the SoulFullHeart Current! They are both very excited about this new venture and to be bringing in other community members and leaders to talk about a variety of different topics, share their personal processes, etc. This first episode is about giving a lay of land in terms of where Gabriel and Kasha would like to take this podcast and what they hope to offer through it.

We have two new videos for you this week. One is the recording of yesterday’s livestream/energy update with Raphael and Jelelle where they digested the lunar eclipse energies and led a powerful guided meditation to support you to connect in with those energies personally. The second video is from Kasha, who felt in her heart to digest the main causes of spiritual/inner work/ascension ‘burnout’ which many people have been feeling about lately and in the last few years, especially.

Many new writings in this issue as well, including very current energy updates, personal process updates, digestions of the process of living on light, and invitations to bridge your humanity with your divinity in deepening ways.

Next Sunday, May 22, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading guided meditation group call for members of the SoulFullHeart Portal. If you’d like to join the Portal, click here. Monthly membership is $22 USD/mo.

You can find our current Museletter here.

If you’d like to subscribe to receive our Museletters and other announcements in your own inbox, you can do so on our website or you can scroll to the bottom of this issue and click “subscribe”.

Much love from all of us!

~ the SoulFullHeart Community

Energy Update: Blood Supermoon Eclipse Window Offering Opportunities For Integration

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: There is a DEEP integration happening during this eclipse window, this space between the two eclipses with the second happening on Sunday. This is my most favorite of eclipses where the big old full moon (hijacked feminine) enters Gaia’s shadow (sacred feminine) in totality and for a long time…a blood supermoon total lunar eclipse that is going to be 84 minutes long. The hijacked lunar energies get to slip into Gaia’s sacred feminine shadow and ‘bleed out’ what is needed. I’ve also felt that these eclipses provide a space from the moon matrix frequencies broadcast for a little while to allow more soul integration.

It’s been two years since the last one, which is an interesting marker as well…a connection to what/where/who you were two years ago. There are resources online to watch it live or take in the recording which I highly recommend with your favorite meditation music.

Raphael and I are going to offer a livestream on FB to connect to these Supermoon eclipse energies and a guided meditation/transmission as well at 5:00pm GMT (london)/12:00pm EDT/9:00am PDT. You can catch us live to ask questions/leave comments or watch the recording later. https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

The integration process occurring is the response to ALL that was pushed up and activated during the last few weeks of powerful solar activations, planetary alignment, the solar eclipse, and the 5/5 gateway. These were energies that everyone (us sensitives anyway) seemed to be feeling, especially on the physical and emotional body levels.

Many were experiencing physical purges and clearings with head aches, body pains, indigestion, massive fatigue/sleepiness, brain fog, and more. And on the emotional body level I experienced (and others too) that the reaction/response cycle was greatly accelerating. Reactions would come up in myself and what I could witness in others as intense, peaking, charged and deep. Reactions that may not have happened even in quite a while.

Yet the response to those reactions was immediate, loving, deep, and nourishing so that the reaction could land in a place of love and awareness. For me, that is in a specific way of feeling the part/soul aspect who MOST needs me in that moment and is actually having the reaction. Rather than relating as just an “I” experiencing everything (which is SUCH a soup and so hard to sort out), I have for many years now seen and felt that so often it is either a part of myself (esp the 3D self/ego structure) or a soul aspect from another lifetime that is having the reaction.

Just in the last couple of weeks alone, I connected to my 3D self/Birth named part named Jillian around renewed service and some trauma from the past; a new inner mother part named Hera about aging with grace rather than fighting it; and my priestess aspect Lorna around going into deeper collaboration/union with Raphael. I shared about some of these experiences on my feed. Each of these processes was about moving into a deep feeling space with each of them as needed, bringing in Divine Mother and my primary guide/Divine self Anna, and experiencing a transmutation through that in which the heavy despair/pain/trauma is gone.

This eclipse window is offering the opportunity to experience the integration of responding to the reactions in this loving and pin-pointed way to the energies that ACTUALLY need them most. The integration has an elated feeling to it, a renewed passion, clarity about next steps, soul purpose reactivation.

Something heavy and deep is lifted and your heart is freed up. Your soul is freed up. Life and love can enter and flood your field in new ways.

I feel a renewed honor in holding space for others to discover just how specific their reactions/suffering loops etc. can be and how to BE and FEEL the parts/aspects that are having them. It is in the vagueness of the ‘fusion’ to these reactions were there can be a lot of stuckness, a thicker veil, feelings of looping, and hitting a ceiling.

This is a powerful opportunity for healing during and after the eclipse window. I keep seeing some souls in my field that are ‘waiting’ for the right timing to meet with me and perhaps it is now. I have some openings for those women drawn to meet with me for a free intro or who just want to dive in for a 1:1 session for 90 minutes for $77 USD. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions and you can PM/DM me as well.

Wherever you are at in your activation/integration process, the celestial bodies are supporting it. And Divine love too!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

I also highly recommend taking in whichever of our 31 Deepen 2022 videos you are drawn to with teachings and guided meditation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y…

5/5 Portal Inviting Higher Perspectives, Compassionate Self-Love, Care Towards Others

by Kasha Rokshana

This 5/5 portal day feels like a brand new day and also a BIG digestion opportunity for whatever got shaken up for you during the recent eclipse, solar flares, Beltane passage, etc. It’s been a huge wake-up call on all levels, feeling passion being ignited/re-ignited toward deeper self-care, moving out of dissonance and into more resonance, inside and out.

More truths have been popping out and yet also even more manipulations that disguise themselves as ‘truths’ have too. The solar activity has really been intended on some level to help us SEE clearer, especially through heart-based eyes, what it is that’s true for all of us personally and what needs to be let go of (or let go into).

I feel the invitation to all of us today, to enter into the bigger, broader, more 5D-based perspective on everything that we’re all moving through right now, and that perspective always reminds me of Divine love and the encouragement to feel all there is to feel.

I’m personally digesting my own desired shift to a higher gear, not only in really letting the Divine’s perspective on everything in more, yet also in my own ways of inhabiting my sacred human body-vessel and feeling even more landed in my own heart for others. Genuine care feels so good, even when it hurts to do so. It’s vulnerable yet powerful to go here, and even more vulnerable and powerful to feel where care hasn’t been felt or offered towards myself or towards others in deeper ways.

This 5/5 feels like a point of celebration, sobriety, clearing, and empowerment, all at once somehow… new perspectives are so possible and the shifts we’ve all been craving are imminent if we’re ready to stand in our truths and honour our inner work by making consciously held changes on the outside… even if/when they are very challenging at times to feel into, let alone follow through with!

As always, I feel there is SO much support that today represents and amplifies for each of us on our individual yet shared journeys… and we are invited to keep asking for the guidance, digesting it inside of ourselves, and make those choices that we could only make if we felt Divinely supported and loved.

MUCH love to you today on this powerful 5/5 day!
Kasha

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Masculine Energy Update: April 24, 2022

By  Raphael Awen

‘What can be shaken will be shaken’ and that’s pretty much everything.

If you thought you could create an unshakeable life, I imagine that you are either humbly and willingly reconsidering that presupposition or you are simply being forced to reconsider it.

Every electron that makes up every atom in every cell is in an oscillating push and pull kind movement. It is energy in motion and it’s trillions of times over just inside of your body alone. The solar rumblings that are going on are a macrocosm of the microcosm. You have your own ‘coronal mass ejections’ and solar flares happening inside of you on the quantum scale trillions of times over. You are not only affected by the sun, but you are affecting the sun as you are in quantum entanglement with all consciousness.

Every consensus reality that we’ve created in relationship to purpose, meaning, identity, money (exchanging ourselves in the world), romance, all of it is rumbling like never before. And it is crazymaking for our conscious minds to attempt to sort out as our conscious minds are not trained to handle this degree of shaking.

There is often nothing to do but surrender to the ride in the unknown and trust as best you can. Something from beyond our normal waking consciousness is going to have to meet you to sustain you in order to not overly suffer through this legitimate and inescapable suffering.

Take the practice of ghosting for example, that’s becoming so the norm in dating and in the workplace where recruiting is concerned. These are Titanic like behaviors of people who intuitively know that the ship is sinking, that there really is no tomorrow worth trusting in and that the default agenda is to get the most pleasure out of the immediate moment because that’s all there is. Do it at anyone else’s expense because me and my pleasure is all that matters. As nasty as that behavior is, it’s also part of the rebirth. These old masculine structures are emitting a heart cry for a death doula to assist them in completing the arc of their usefulness in our consciousness evolution, and so even the densest of hearts and souls respond to this heartcry.

Love never has allowed unanswered suffering to sustain, but love has not been afraid of allowing suffering to spike. We are in a spike like never before that is connected to, amplifying as well as answering all previous spikes.

Consciousness is reinventing itself, and it’s doing that through you and me, in your life and mine as we know it. Naturally, we feel it first as it affects how we feel as individuals, our personal life as we know it, how we feel today, but we are invited to feel it in the collective and here is where we find some answer for a balm to soothe the craziness we feel inside.

For me, in times like this, it often arises in an out of nowhere kind of feeling, of feelings of loss of wellbeing, meaning, purpose, rest and trust. I will consciously be able to feel how I have so much to be grateful for, but in these moments, I’ve lost all conscious feeling tones of that expanded gratitude. Instead, it feels gross, contracted, fearful, anxious, and hopeless. All is falling apart. There is a me there who can hold it with some self love around the experience, but the experience in moments can and does feel like it is almost all there is.

I’d love to take a poll here at this point and ask if you know of other spiritual teachers who’d be willing to admit this kind of reality inside. How many students and teachers are still busy in their ghosting worlds creating and cocreating these crumbling structures? Their purpose is just as sacred as mine, but theirs is stuck in a hell of a suffering loop if they are still busy selling wares on Titanic’s shifting deck; bullshit like how to turn your spiritual offering into a six figure or seven figure income. Six or seven figures of crumbling shit I might add!

My point is that everything is being transparented. By that I mean that everything that has been hidden is in process of being revealed. The big darknesses and the little ones. It’s not a morality police kind of revealing though. It is rather a revealing of finding and seeing how we are all one. What we do to an other, we do to ourselves. What ‘the one’ goes through, we can’t escape feeling it. Your unshakeable reality will be shaken to the place where the only salvation will be in getting real.

Getting real with yourself, with the divine, and with others. It’s the only mirror in which you will be afforded a picture of yourself that will be of any help. And incidentally, YOU do matter and how YOU fare does matter. It’s not about getting over yourself. It’s about getting into yourself and coming alive and feeling how your thrival is inextricably connected with mine and everyone else’s. If you want to survive this shaking, let alone thrive in it, you’re going to have to figure out a way to give your deepest gifts, and those gifts are about getting real first.

And herein shall also be your greatest service. Even the darkest darkness like the current holocaust injection agenda and dominations over humanity are all a part of love’s unfolding story. Love has cooked up some cliffhanger plots that outdo anything we’ve ever seen written before, but this is the level of meltdown that is currently going on.

You see, your soul, your higher self, doesn’t see your comfort and survival in this 3D domain through the lens of your conditioned 3D self parts of you. These beautiful beings helped and help you do 3D as you’ve needed to, but now their vessel has been breached, they are at fatal threat until you can answer and reconcile what it is that you really want, and THEN, move towards it in some way.

I’d like to invite you to take such a step in joining our online free portal at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/. I’m being called to gather like hearts and souls into a resonance space to support one another, get to know and interact with one another and move forward through the craziness together. It feels like it’s either that or lay down and die. I want the former. How about you? I’d like to invite you not just to join me in this portal, but to invite others as well.

Lots more to come from life, from love, from this crazy ride. Let’s plan accordingly.

Raphael

(Photo taken by Tosi Philippe on April 22, 2022 )

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

Now Free: We are now offering for free our SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, a virtual gathering place for sharing exclusive content from us such as energy update writings and guided meditation videos, plus community forum threads with topics and groups that you can read, join, and contribute to as you want. You can join us at the SoulFullHeart Portal here: soulfullheartportal.mn.co/

Solar Flare Ascension Energy Update & Video | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

By Jelelle Awen

“In the last 24 hours alone, the sun has produced more than 19 solar flares. The tally includes five M-class explosions and a powerful X2.2-class flare. The fusillade is likely to continue as colossal sunspot complex AR2993-94 turns toward Earth in the days ahead,” according to spaceweather.com.

19 flares in the last day, including the most powerful type of X class……..and more are expected from this very active sunspot region, including CMEs triggering auroras! There is a definite acceleration now in the sun’s activity since the Equinox and as we move into a more active solar cycle.

This morning, Raphael and I were talking together about the many ancient prophecies about solar flares leading to mass transition/death of the old and change for Humanity as we move out of the Kali Yuga phase (dark ages since Atlantis fell along with humanity’s consciousness into 3D.) It does feel as if the sun’s transmissions as downloaded from the Great Cosmic sun directly support our awakening, even as the magnetics and photonic light can impact our auric/soul/physical/emotional/bodies in sometimes intense ways.

In this video recorded live on April 20th on FB, we share about the recent increase in solar flares, how they connect to the bigger picture of Ascension and how you might be experiencing them. We also talk about how solar flares and solar activity relates to healing the patriarchal wounded masculine control matrix through transmission of sacred masculine potency combined with care.

We share ways that you can bring these sun codes into your field consciously negiotated with parts of you (including your soul guardian aspect that we call the Gatekeeper) that allows for more upgrades and less negative/challenging impact. And we will offer our bigger picture sense of Divine trust and surrender around these solar activations.

The sun is helping humanity to awaken and rise!!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Image is of the X2 flare as it burst out of the sun (lower right corner)

More info about 1:1 healing/activation sessions, writings/books and online community at Soulfullheart.org

Energy Update: Easter Solar Flare & Sacred Masculine Energies Upgrading/Activating Chakras

By Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: A major X1 class solar flare came out of a very active sunspot yesterday, Easter Sunday April 17th. There is another potentially very active sunspot forming just behind it with more sunspots emerging over the sun’s northeastern surface later today (4/18) or tomorrow (4/19) and now the Sun is facing Gaia, so def. we are expecting more activity to reach us, according to spaceweather.com.

It was interesting to have a significant solar flare on Easter, as we all have been tuning into and feeling the Resurrection/rebirth portal energies. In our group call yesterday, we all visited as a group the ‘scene’ of Yeshua’s crucifixion and felt the higher energies holding the space there with soul family and Divine support. We could feel the sacredness of both the death/dying to the current form (even via ‘persecution’) and the rebirth that was going on at the same time!

It feels appropriate to receive some sacred masculine energies on this day, which can be challenging to the body/auric/soul fields even as they offer upgrades and activations. There is so much POWER in these frequencies! They are intimidating even as they are compelling, attractive, and interesting!

It feels like we need these powerful sacred masculine solar energies to offset the hijacking of the masculine since the fall of Atlantis. I particularly feel these solar energies impacting our crown chakras, throat, solar plexus (gut/belly) chakra, and root chakra…which are the more ‘masculine feeling’ chakras if we want to feel into it that way…these chakras are more outbound than the inbound and receptive ones such as the third eye, heart, and second/sacral/womb chakras.

With the solar energies comes more activations/upgrades of these chakras and also some of the symptoms of these activations:

For the crown chakra, you may experience non-dual bleed throughs, headaches, brain fog, inspired thinking/visions, restless sleeping, and intense dreams/lucid dreaming.

For the throat chakra, you may experience sore throats, difficulty speaking, need to clear your throat a lot, sudden need to share your ‘truth, and activation of light language/toning.

For the solar plexus/gut, you may experience nausea, decreased appetite/need to fast, weight retention in your stomach area, ‘butterflies’ in the stomach, increased appetite, punch in the gut feelings.

And, for the root chakra, you may feel ungrounded, waves of survival fear, anxiety, feeling need to be in nature, disconnected from humanity.

It’s a good time during all these solar activities to check in with, clean, and clear your chakras and auric field on a regular basis through however you are drawn to do that. This is a teaching and guided meditation to do this with your Ascension chakras:

How are you experiencing these energies?

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 energy/emotional/soul healing sessions, online community, writings/books at soulfullheart.org.

Easter Passage Energies Of Death, Grief, & Rebirth

by Kasha Rokshana

‘Easter’ Energy Update: The anxiety, the uncertainty, the doubts that surface at this time are as sacred as the moments of clarity, of surefooted-ness, and of deepening trust in the flow of what’s happening inside and out. Rebirth is sometimes glorious to be in, sometimes messy, and oftentimes not what parts of us expect.

To trust the ‘death’ processes and everything they come with is just as sacred as trusting the ‘rebirth’ that comes on the other side. We know in our souls that it’s inevitable that we WILL emerge from the darkness and the unknown and land somewhere necessary and even desirable, yet that doesn’t always help all parts of us or soul aspects to feel their trust in that in their own ways. They’ve witnessed too much of what they feel is the opposite experience and even timelines/lifetimes of persecution, of being condemned, of being alone, of being in an all-time low that seems to last forever.

The darkness has its work to do in all of this, especially as the times we’re in truly support us to feel how unsupported parts/aspects of us feel toward the Divine. The Divine doesn’t expect us to transcend any of this and instead offers us a place to land it all… every last worry, hope, doubt, fear, and desire.

I would love to say that we will absolutely land in the New/Golden Earth reality we all dream of in the next few years at least, yet the truth is, we can’t attach to that outcome and anything miraculous suddenly placing us there. Not while there are still parts within us and Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes struggling to let in the possibilities, struggling to let in even feeling their mistrust, fears, anxieties, and allowing it all to move and be answered. The Golden future we all desire is a resurrection that takes root within, that flowers in resonance shared in our inner and outer worlds. Only then does it really feel possible to experience it in deeper and deeper ways, while acknowledging and flowing with the birth pangs that come with that ongoing process.

What I feel from the Divine is support to not look for a magic, silver bullet solution, but instead to feel the grief of the ideals of what was once good in our lives to whatever degree it truly was good, and to let go into this Great Unknown as we move deeper into this phase of Great Death. The tears of this process water the seeds of what’s becoming possible, even though the death sometimes feel far more real.

The darkness around the world seems to be getting darker… yet I feel a trust that everything we endure is somehow necessary for all of our individual awakenings, let alone the global one that is also ongoing. Even in that trust, however, I have to make space for my own doubts to surface that we’ll ever be truly ready in my own lifetime to embrace what could be. When I feel this, I feel grief like a lump in my throat. I feel the need to keep letting go of any pictures of what’s possible and be with what IS… the death and pain needs a lot of space to be felt, with no agenda, with no pushing to move beyond it, and no need to be ahead of it, while also trusting desires for what could be like a beacon leading me homeward.

The answers are unknown as to how this all resolved itself, yet there is an answer in the path of crying with those who cry around us, feeling love for those who are also remembering how to love themselves and others, remembering that our souls have not chosen by accident to be here now. We all have a purpose, even if it’s just to feel these waves of grief and letting go, in order to surrender deeper to what is and let in what could be along the way.

As we head rapidly towards ‘Easter weekend’ now, it’s the perfect time to feel the Death and Rebirth of our selves, parts of us, and all of humanity. It’s a powerful time to feel the Divine with us, in the forms/faces that work for each of us individually, such as Yeshua and Magdalene, who I can feel in their union holding us all so deeply.

I feel them offering, as I conclude this writing today, “May your sense of personal and global arising feel as real as the death and grief you also feel.

May your alignment with your soul’s heart deepen in surrender to the Divine that holds it all.

May your desires ripen, your heart open, and your love expand and fill every cell of your being, only to overflow in concert and transaction with those around you who also care so much.

Feel how much you are loved, even when love feels scarce.

In all of this and your sacred doubts too, the Divine is with you, always.”

Love,
Kasha

P.S. I would so love to hold 1:1 space for you, if you’re a woman, in your inner explorations of what was once true for you, what’s true now, and what you desire to be true in the future. My beloveds hold space as well in 1:1 sessions, for women with Jelelle and for men and women with Raphael and Gabriel. For more info, visit: soulfullheart.org/sessions🕊

***

Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.