Life After 11/11/11: Time To Fall And Flow In Love

Falling in Love is probably one of the most triggering experiences we can have. The feeling is not just related to two individuals but it can also be related to a geography, a vocation, a craft, a community, or a perspective. It also doesn’t have to be outbound. It can also about falling in love with yourself. That one feels like it takes a bit of healing to get to as we are so conditioned to loving Other rather than Self.

I feel as if these current codes coming at, in, and through us are advocating for us to fall in love. Just fall. Surrender. Risk, Explore. When we truly “fall”, we are letting go of all that we have been conditioned and taught what Love is supposed to be. We are also confronting all that we have experienced love to be or not be and how we have been hurt by it.

But this fall is not just a reckless abandon. It is a moment-by-moment feeling through. Not so much managed but rather lived into with an open and transparent heart. Connecting with all parts of you that are in fear and joy both. Or fear of joy for that matter. The deepest fear can be of losing it all, being rejected, or losing yourself altogether in oblivion.

I write this as I continue to check in with myself and my emotional body. Doing a spiral scan that is seeking deeper ground with my heart and soul. I can feel the edges of my next steps both in regards to outer leadership, romantic relationship, and deep self-love. I feel the part of me, my Gatekeeper/Protector, that is so very much confused and uncertain about this “falling”. It feels existential and alive at the same moment. Like standing at the edge of a giant orgasm that could swallow you whole. Fear and ecstasy both. What does it truly mean to “fall in love”, especially with yourself that gets to overflow into and for others?

This is beyond egotistical selfish vanity. This is a deep meeting of yourself in a way that is like meeting your favorite star, heartthrob, soulmate, and guru all in one package…and its YOU! What the hell? It is also surrounding yourself with those that see that very thing and honor it deeply as they honor themselves. You are doing “work” that can only be described as “Love In Action”. This feels like daily life in 5D. It is moving from Falling In Love to Flowing With Love. Yum….

But it takes some deep healing and inner work to get there. It is why we are here. It is part of our DNA to do this work (more on that later). What does falling/flowing in love look and feel like to you? Where does it get constricted by fear and doubt? How can we get to a place where the greatest love of all is truly inside of us? Feel all the parts of you that need love and that is a good place to start.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Your Heaven Within Can Hold And Respond To The Inner Hells

By Jelelle Awen

Heaven is Now. Heaven is within you. It lives in the capacity of your every moment to experience it AS heaven. It lives in the potential to experience yourself AS heaven. It lives in the choice points of love over fear which bring this heaven frequency into your consciousness with your every loving choice.

Feeling what is your heaven and what is NOT and making choices toward your heaven is the process of ascension. The current heavenly energies are inviting you to this feeling ground place in all your bodies (emotional, spiritual, energy, social, physical). As you let these heavenly energies IN, you are moved into visceral experience of what lives inside you that doesn’t resonate to this heaven. You are face to face and heart to heart with what has been necessarily lower, denser, and needed to put on to fit in with the ‘less than’ heavens all around you.

I live in heaven as Now for ALL of my moments. Even those that are painful or difficult are not less than heaven because I bring them into the heaven of my heart and LOVE them as such…..and they move eventually into heaven frequency with that love. My painful or raw feelings (and aspects and parts) don’t ‘bring me into hell’ because I choose to hold space for them and feel them and BE with them as my heavenly self.

Because I embrace these energies as beloved parts of myself and honor my emotional body AS deeply as all my other bodies, there is no resistance to BEing with these frequencies. There is no fear in me toward them and so no push away toward them.

Resistance, push away, fear, shut down, numbing, diverting, edgy or angsty without feeling the true vulnerable source underneath of the PAIN is a version of human hell. You create this hell when you don’t bring your heaven essence into feeling it ALL. When parts of you disconnect and block you from being with your own feelings, this is a kind of hell too as you are disconnected from your own heaven source. It doesn’t matter what is going on outside of you related to this heaven or hell sense as it ALL originates from within and is filtered from within.

As you find and BE in your heaven within more first, you find that can take that anywhere with you and in any situation that you are in. You draw more heavenly situations and outside reality as you live this more inside and as you make choices related to relationships, geography, soul purpose expression that reflects this heaven inside. If you experience hell or frustration or unhappiness or lack in your outer world, so this is a reflection of this going on in your inner world and esp. sourced in your emotional body.

These heaven energies coming in through this current Lion/Lioness Portal and eclipses is inviting you into your inner heaven. They offer a taste and experience of heaven frequencies and heaven on earth NOW! They really do…even as they invite you to feel the hell inside in response to them.

This is the aspect of the journey that just IS and what you signed up for as a soul here. Your higher self coming into your body more and more trusts this and kNOWs that it can only come in more as you surrender to this process as you let in more and more of the heavenly love that you already ARE!

Jelelle Awen

Soulfullheartwayoflife.com

We can support you to access your inner heaven and inner hell in order to transform, heal, BEcome…through bridging sessions, retreats (one is here November 8 thru 12) soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Photo is of our new heavenly apartment sunset view in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico ❤

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing sessions virtually over zoom and in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Energy Update: INtegration Of Inner Polar Shifts

By Jelelle Awen

(WONDERFUL golden honey art is by Alexa Allen)

There is MUCH to digest since the 5/5 gateway/star gate 5D experience frequencies OPENED out wide (like an open house to connect with your 5D Self, Guides, Higher Consciousness aspects.) We are invited to walk through our own version of the golden arches, to experience our own versions of Heaven in THIS Now, and to connect with Angelic/Heavenly frequencies of our Metasoul. This is pure golden honey love experience when allowed INto your heart and soul!

Being in the direct stream of SOULar energies flowing from a large coronal hole since a 5/5 gateway opening has amplified the magnetics of Gaia and our own magnetics TOO. There is a reverberation going through Gaia’s orbit, through our own orbits too in response to this. We are moving out of the direct flow of these energies now on May 11th as Gaia continues to rotate around….until mid-June when we are in direct line again with the coronal hole, according to spaceweather.com.

I offered yesterday though the importance of INtegrating these energies…..rest, BEing, connecting with Gaia (both physically and etherically). These are STRONG energies meant to change your inner and outer worlds.

Kundalini activation (Divine Feminine), non-dual awakenings (loose mind and less mental grid filter over reality), popping ascension chakras to another level is ALL possible during these kind of frequencies. This is the flushes and rushes of energy; the cluttered and clouded thinking (can’t find words sometimes!); the neck/head pain; the sore throats (finally through THAT one, I can sing again!!) If you’ve already experienced some of these things in your awakening, you might feel this as a ‘recharge’ or ‘boost’ to them.

These are the ‘polar shifts’ that are happening with Ascension…..shifting the polarities inside of you too that may exist from one part of you to another. Push-pulls and mixed feelings are just not able to be represented in one ‘I’ voice as the truth of 3D experience is to be fragmented in response to the density. This especially seems to be true connected to relationships where there can be SO many parts active in the bond and connection that want different things.

To heal polarities is to identify and connect with the diverging energies inside, the contrasting voices that argue against each other….this could be happening hugely unconscious to you in many moments even! These current energies are SUPPORTING the truth of your soul and what it most wants and needs and is meant to do here. This can be way uncomfortable though for parts of you still attached and anchored to 3D through relationships, geographies, careers, etc.

Many people have commented this week, “I’m so glad that I’m not alone in this,” appreciating the feeling sense of community connection, seeing/feeling others who are experiencing these energies in the same sensitive way. You are NOT alone in this…..you are ahead of the curve and maybe many of those in your life and immediate surroundings. This TOO will shift though as your desire to be in community and in resonance grows, as it is eventually meant to. As you create an inner commUNITY, so you draw the outer commUNITY.

I’ll be connecting the current Ascension cosmic energies and frequencies to the ongoing awakening, healing, and transforming process during a live stream broadcast here on FB tomorrow, Saturday, May 12th at 12:00pm. Just come to my feed here at that time to join in, ask questions, and leave comments.

Here is a guided meditation with me to connect with, activate, and start acknowledging your Ascension Chakra Vortexes, which I feel are the ‘next level’ UP from the seven main ones and can help with the integration of these energies: https://youtu.be/qBb3eBzv70A

Here is a link to all of my energy updates: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/energy-updates-with-jelell…/

MUCH love to you as we ride, glide, and find our hearts/souls/bigness again!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-sessions

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Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation with women and with Raphael for men…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

Drawing Your Soul Tribe Reunions

By Jelelle Awen

What was once lonely….what was once isolated…..what was once feeling abandoned feeling inside of you finds communion again in resonant hearts and souls. You start drawing these souls as you awaken, as your Higher Self frequencies start coming into your consciousness, as you remember who and what you really ARE. As you activate more of your Unity consciousness from within and experience it with others.

These are resonant others that don’t feel so separate, yet more like BELONG with you somehow. They feel like fingers from the same hand as you. Pages from the same book. Rays from the same rainbow. Tones from the same song. They just ‘get you’ without being told much or offered explanations or needing justifications.

Even the conflicts feel like a sorting out in order to go back in, in order to find even MORE connection and relational ground together. The ceiling of good will doesn’t collapse during these probably rare disagreements…no insults, nothing said that leaves a permanent mark, no purposefully harmful attacks. Hurting in this way feels like hurting yourself.

Yet, you are able to be REAL with each other about what you are feeling. There isn’t any emotional hiding, or at least, not for long. You are transparent with each other because you feel soul safe together…..connected in many timeline realities through Metasoul aspects bonds that unify rather than divide.

Your tribe. Your soul family. Your counterpart sacred union mate. Your common vibrations are already in the blueprint of your DNA. Waiting for activation to move into synchronization. Waiting to find each other again. Waiting to experience reunion again.

To clear out room in your life to experience these soul family reunions is to say NO to what ISN’T this frequency. To let go of relationships that are less than this and based in old agreements of who you used to be rather than who you are becoming. To create love within your inner family and create a soul tribe feeling inside in order to draw it on the outside.

I am SO blessed to experience these kinds of soul family and sacred union mate connections on a daily basis and for several years now. This is not just being lucky though…I have drawn this to myself as I have made choices in relationships that reflect and deepen this frequency. I have let go of relationships that were less than this, as truly painful as that was at times. I have focused on my inner family and inner soul tribe above ALL too…and this has drawn this experience on the outside.

These soul family reunions are happening more and more in these times of accelerated and powerful ascension energies. The synchs and connections are moving into place as those with common soul missions find each other and move into service of love energies together. THIS coming together in bigness after so long being conditioned to be alone and to settle and to shrink in our relationships is a BIG piece of how New Golden Earth Gaia reality is coming into BEing in the Now. We NEED each other in order to create this reality together!!

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Is it time to move out of your lone wolf phase? Join us tomorrow for an experience of soul family, community, sharing, and UNITY of resonant values and tones during our FREE Unity Meditation Activation call on April 4th (4:4!) at 2:00pm CDT. The energies in our last one on the Equinox in March were quite powerful and unifying!!

RSVP on Eventbrite and you will be sent the Zoom Link automatically:https://www.eventbrite.com/…/april-4th-new-earth-now
– PM us on Facebook at SoulFullHeart Way Of Life’s page or Raphael Awen, Jelelle Awen, Kalayna Colibri, or Gabriel Heartman
– Email us at soulfullhearts@gmail.com. We will send you the zoom link when we get your email.

We also offer group sessions and online group community connection along with individual sessions as part of our DEEP program offering! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is a Soul Scribe and author of three books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Jelelle offers a 90 minute one on one bridging session with her over zoom for $55 USD min. donation…more information here. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about our NEW SoulFullHeart process programs, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Join Us For A Free March Equinox NEW Earth Activations Unity Meditation Call

By Jelelle Awen

March Equinox Space (2) (1)

I keep getting over the last year this sense of a column, like a tree’s trunk, that feels like the framing of the 5D Sacred Human. It’s been called our ‘violetprint’…higher frequency than a blueprint. It runs along our spinal column…..with roots extending down deep into Mother Gaia….a primordial connection, a grounded foundation, an anchoring of comforting solidity. And then with branches extending, reaching out, into the stars, into the cosmos, into the Infinite possibilities of galaxies, wormholes, stargates, so many Star BEings….up into the angelic realms. In this reaching out we feel the VASTness of our BEing AND how we are part of this vast network of liveforms in so many interesting forms. In the going down, we ground into our home with Gaia, who offers ascension frequencies to us in a frequency we can most let in.

The torso or main ‘trunk’ of our sacred human tree is the bridge between these two and where we are living out day to day life, moving through this invitation to expand and stretch from roots to wings in every moment, moment by moment. The torso is our chakras vibrating higher and higher, merging together now into vortexes that eventually won’t be differentiated from each other. The root, the sacral, the naval, the heart, the throat, and the crown blending together in a swirl of crystalline frequencies of love and light.

Anchoring it ALL is the cosmic heart, Higher Heart, the Christ/Mary Consciousness heart, the beating pulse of connection to ONE and ALL with pulsing compassion for self and others. The Higher Heart forms the pulsing center for which our Merkabahs launch and vibrate. We are sitting in the ‘driver’s seat’ as our 5D Self and our Star Seed/Healed Inner Child is in our laps, powering our Merkabahs with frequencies of wonder, magic, innocence, and JOY.

During our group calls over the last year, as I have been co-leading the guided meditations, I can feel this circle forming between all of us in the ‘room’….linking us within the circle is the activation of our sacred human column in which we all ‘look’ like pure white shining, glistening trees with our cosmic hearts pulsing pink and green energies. Rays of light are coming from this pulsing energy and they join together between us, creating a ring moving in a clockwise direction. It is beautiful!! Each of us an individual soul spark of consciousness while connecting in a ring of Oneness through the Higher Heart center. A sense experience of sacred humanity!

It is this UNITY feeling, yet recognition of our individual soul uniqueness that is created during Unity Meditations where intentions align. The recent ascension energies seem to greatly support this kind of coming together. I am honored to co-host this experience of YOUR sacred humanity within community during the March Equinox corridor on March 21st. Please join us for a FREE unity meditation to experience these frequencies within AND with others. Description is below:

The March Equinox occurring March 19th through 21st, 2018 celebrates the balancing of masculine and feminine, spirit and matter, Earth and Higher Dimensions, the previously polarized coming together, and the NEW birthing into the Now. Ascension energies offering both masculine and feminine activations have been coming in steadily and more strongly since the first of the year. This equinox passage allows for both activation AND integration as we continue on into 2018, a ‘2’ year offering strong transitionary energies into experience of New Earth Now.

SoulFullHeart Teachers and Facilitators Raphael and Jelelle Awen felt guided to offer an Activations Unity Meditation call on the March 21st at 2:22pm MST (Mexico City- we don’t change our clocks here in Mexico until April 1st, so currently we are MST) celebrating the Equinox. This call is FREE to the public and will last about an hour (or may go longer depending on what arises) and offered over Zoom virtual service. They will offer some teachings about the current Ascension process, how it connects to your emotional body healing, and the overall purpose of embracing your humanity while embodying your Divinity. Raphael and Jelelle will also co-lead a Unity Meditation with Divine Feminine guides (such as Mother Gaia and/or Divine Sophia) and Divine Masculine guides (such as Metatron and others) to calibrate, activate, and help you integrate the codes/energies/messages that are available during this Equinox passage.

Raphael and Jelelle offer a grounded, wonderful blend of sacred union frequencies from a decade of being in life and deep love bond together……a template of masculine-feminine balance between them and inside of them from years of integrative parts work process, plus experience in offering guided meditations together to groups. Their SoulFullHeart process allows for both integration of 3D parts of self, along with unification of higher frequency aspects, which you can receive a sense of during this call.

You may fall asleep during the meditation; you may feel emotions arise to be felt; you may sense strong energies coming in; you may feel very peaceful and serene; you may have a strong altered sense of your usual reality filtering. What you experience is UP to you and where you are in your Ascension process and connected to Divine timing.

To attend:
– PM us on Facebook at SoulFullHeart Way Of Life’s page or Raphael Awen, Jelelle Awen, Kalayna Colibri, or Gabriel Heartman
– Email us at soulfullhearts@gmail.com. We will send you the link over zoom when we get your email.
– RSVP on Eventbrite and you will be sent the Zoom Link automatically:https://www.eventbrite.com/e/march-equinox-new-earth-now-activations-and-unity-meditation-tickets-44082248191

We will be using zoom service for this call, which is very easy to download to use on your cell phone through an app, tablet, or computer or through your landline phone too. Please go here for instructions on how to use zoom if you haven’t before: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/zoominstructions

Here is a time zone converter to figure out what time it would be for you. The call is at 2:22pm MST/Mexico City time. http://www.thetimezoneconverter.com/

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