Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Category: Aliens / Star Beings
Your Heart Is An Ambassador: My First Experience In An Arcturian Healing Circle Three Years Ago
By Jelelle Awen
Three years ago is when writing really starting pouring out of me to share publicly. I wrote nearly daily writings as clarities about and experiences of the Ascension and galactic awakening process flowed through at a constant rate. I can definitely feel how I was being upgraded to move into teacher/healer mode that has been steady in spaceholding and sharing since then.
The writing below is a tender one for me…an experience within an Arcturian Healing Circle (which I highly recommend.) And again the realization that our human hearts are the ambassadors to the other realms and dimensions, both inside and out. And the healing of which, along with our emotional body trauma from this-life and other lifetimes, is so important to our ongoing Ascension!
All of my writings during the next year of prolific sharing are available complied in my two books Sacred Human, Arising Wonder and Bliss Mess, which you can purchase here as PDF, ebook and in print: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/books
I also talk about the powerful 12/12 through SOULstice gateway that we also currently in now….opportunities for big galactic and Christ Consciousness (and Magdalene) upgrades!
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(originally written on December 19, 2016)
I am in a circle with them, these tall beings from the stars with bluish-white tinted skin that reminds me somehow of my Dolphin spirit animal friends. I am in that floating space of in-between physical body, astral body, and crystalline/light body. I cannot any longer call them “alien” as they are not, as I can feel now how I am from them.
My emotional body contained tender wounds of hurt and fear from remembering that I had been abducted many times during my childhood. I have been healing these fears through experiencing the LOVE that exists in our connection and that these were visits to help me be on Gaia and in denser frequencies. These visits also were led by another species of star beings called Grays, who are polarized to denser frequencies of fear and without much compassion.
These are Arcturians, a benevolent and loving species, who feel like they are my star family. I am sinking into their experience of the absolute peace that comes from no sense of separation between one being to the next, even as they are still individual sparks of Divine consciousness. Having led and participated in many human healing circles, I understand the flow of energy that moves when given a circular structure.
Yet, with them, these beings from the stars, it is amplified by thousands. The energy is not from outside of us, not outside of them, yet IS them. They have physical form and long flowing gowns, yet, do not at the same time. Their vibrational frequency is so high that every cell of their ‘bodies’ seems to dance in light, be in light, and IS light.
Tears are leaking from my eyes as the Love comes to me in light waves and IS me and IS them. Tears without running noses, just leaking, tears without pain. These are tears of joy, of reunion, of the soul, of Remembering what I AM and what we all ARE and that there is no THEY, only WE. We are merging, me in my enlightening human form and them in their Arcturian ones.
Binkh stands to my right and, yet, also in the same moment I feel her merge with me. She is my star being guide yet, also, she is a fragment of the same soul (which I call Metasoul). We are more than sisters, we are the SAME. As WE become one, I feel the muscles in my mouth try to form smiles as she plays with my mouth from the inside. It is awkward as she is not used to smiling and being expressive like we are. I feel her tenderly touch and BE the tears running down my face.
As much as I ache to BE like them again, to BE in such PEACE as they are, to be in such Oneness feelings as they just ARE…I can also feel their delight and reverence in me, in my humanness, in my tears. I feel Binkh’s desire to smile, to laugh with joy, to cry tears of wonder, to be overcome with emotion, to be swept away. Emotions have been our blessing and curse, both.
I understand at an even deeper level in this moment why so much of my focus of the last ten ‘years’ has been to heal my emotional body and allow the spiritual growth to flow from that. Spiritual growth is inevitable as the soul signs up for it, yet emotional body growth, emotional ego maturation, emotional healing is our new ground as a species….a crucial ground that without being tended to can leave our hearts out of the picture. The wounded aspects of us hold our heart frequencies hostage and we have to free them up by deep feeling led by self care and LOVE. And, in my sense of it, we need others to hold a loving space at times and in phases for us to go into the heart healing inside of us.
My heart is what they are drawn to as I am drawn to the expansiveness of their consciousness. As we are merging and becoming ONE, a new energy is being created. Perhaps a new consciousness or a new species, a new expression of the Divine. They are showing me that it is our heart, our emotionality, that is arising and desired by species in many other worlds and galaxies. Our HEART is a beacon.
This makes me feel that it is not about us becoming them or us needing to leave behind all that makes us human in order to become star beings, as some people offer related to ascension. Most of us have spent most of our existences as star beings. It feels like it might be about truly claiming the sacredness of our humanity, our capacity to feel, and to bring that so preciously ‘along with us’ as we ascend and experience higher and higher dimensions of consciousness.
Our hearts can get us in ‘trouble’, yes, especially when they are troubled and weighed down with past hurts and wounds. As they are cleared and healed of these frequencies that block our love flow, our expansive heart-based consciousness can lead the way.
The heart is our ambassador to other realms and dimensions – both inside and outside. It is the gateway to other Universes – both within and with-out. Healing our hearts is the first focus, and the spirit and soul follow. It is this that they honored in me and that which I honor in you and together WE can dance in heart frequencies and soar into love’s limitless skies together.
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her for women and with other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC (next one is March 20-23), writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Energy Update: Star Seed Activations As We Move Into 10/10 Gateway
By Jelelle Awen
Energy Update: Star Seed activations and upgrades are happening in response to these increasing surges of energy that we experienced especially in September and now ongoingly into October. We had some strong SOULar storms in September which can increase polarities in Gaia’s atmosphere and ours too….allowing us to see, feel, and heal the polarizations that have played out from being in 3D reality versus the more porous frequencies our soul is used to as a Star Seed. 10/10 through 11/11 offers a gateway/portal opening to these galactic frequencies too.
The upgrades recently are connected to our upper or Ascension chakras, specifically the Stellar Gateway or Personal Sun (as I call it), Soul Star, and Causal (back of head). These are chakras that fewer souls are aware of beyond the main seven. These chakras are like the branches of our energetic tree, with the seven main ones forming the trunk, and the root base chakra system extending down to Gaia.
This upgrading causes the head and neck pains as the Causal Chakra (which is where our Reptilian Brain Stem dissolves to be upgraded into our galactic/sacred human one). These are similar to sleepy DNA strands that are now coming awake and into our awareness. Connecting with these consciously, cleaning and activating them, allows for light languages access, communion with your star family, and very importantly healing of Star Seed abandonment wounding so that you can receive the supportive gifts of your star family. Connecting with them allows for a lifting of the veil so you can remember your galactic nature.
Here is a guided meditation that I did to activate these chakra vortexes: https://youtu.be/6cv-bzIAY8E
I feel that we are ALL Star Seeds as humans here on Gaia….our DNA is a galactic soup of genes from many species from many planets formed together over millions of years. Revealing this mainstream will be an aspect of disclosure once it is felt ‘safe’ in terms of collective reaction. We are ALL hybrids in this way with some of us having more distinctive star being DNA/genes from others. Those of us with more star BEing DNA are being woken up ‘early’ to lead the way and help others adjust to the galactic awakening that NEEDS to happen as an important aspect of the Ascension process.
I am working a lot with the Star Seed child aspect within me and in sessions over the last year, which is the more porous expression of the more 3D-based Inner Child. I have identified this part as holding the energy of feeling abandoned by star family, like they don’t ‘belong’ here on Gaia and with their birth families. They very often struggle to fit in with others at school and don’t like the constraints of 3D school systems. They can draw bullying from others, more 3D-based children as a reflection of their abandonment wounding, which just amplifies their feelings of not belonging.
The Star Seed child aspect can range in ages in every moment….from very young to older. The amount of visitations with Star BEings that you signed up for (especially as a child and if you are a Galactic Ambassador) can lead sometimes to more trauma and even terror for the inner child related to connecting with star family.
If you have experienced unexplainable fear of the dark, full blown panic attacks/acute anxiety in your life, etc. this is most likely connected to visitation experiences during a child that you didn’t know how to digest afterwards. Connecting with your Star Seed child aspect can help them to digest these traumas (esp the abandonment one) and hugely help to transform the panic and anxiety into trust, and depression and even suicidal thoughts/feelings into creative flow/soul gift expression and genuine joy in being alive. Feeling and healing your Star Seed child can also activate their Crystal Child frequency, which steers and powers your Merkabah or light body vehicle.
The draw and pull to meet and connect with your Star Family is most likely increasing for you lately, as it is meant to. They will meet you ‘in the middle’ in whatever ways they can….showing up as animal guides and Angels is a common way. They will visit you most often in dreams and in meditative states as there is no real need for visits in the physical anymore as our and Gaia’s frequency rises. Most of them vibrate too high for our density here anyway to appear in the physical.
We SO need the support of our star families as we move forward in this Ascension process. They provide the bigger picture for us, Divine love frequencies of trust and surrender, and connect us to our roots and coming home feelings. They can merge with us and give us tastes of Unity Consciousness. They actually help us BE HERE MORE in embodiment too as we accept ALL aspects of our multidimensional consciousness rather than reject any of it!
Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star seed: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ
Love,
Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Join Raphael Awen and I for our monthly group transmission live or to receive the recording on Saturday, October 12th at 10:00am PDT for $15 CAD donation. We will be offering teachings, meditation, and a sound healing with crystal sound healing bowls to help activate your light body, bring in any galactic/ascension codes in your ‘field’ and raise your frequency. More information here: https://www.facebook.com/events/467546737430726/
Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Group Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
Why We ‘Roar’: An Activation From Our Sirian Star Family
by Kalayna Solais (and “Ineerah”/Sirian aspect)
“Together we join
through ourselves
in unison of voice.
Each call moves forth
from the heart
as we link together
to feel the creation of the next magic moments.
We ‘roar’
and our ‘roars’ have great impact.
We ‘roar’ to call in the New
We ‘roar’ to clear the old…
We ‘roar’ not to frighten
but to embolden ourselves,
to call on the sacred strength
for boundaries
for growth choices
for remembering our worth.
We ‘roar’
feeling the love of the higher dimensions
and the grief of what is let go
to move ever higher.
We ‘roar’ to remember
to learn,
to teach.
In this phase,
we offer our ‘roar’ to you…
We join our sacred voices
with yours
as you declare ‘no more’
inside
and with your world
you’ve co-created.
We join
offering our peaceful hearts
that had great pain like yours…
that also learned to let go
of fear
of war
of a need to be hidden…
of a need to be arrogant
of a need to do more
than just BE
and connect…
We join
and we cry out in ‘roars’
greater
yet softer
than those you’ve known,
and this memory
of your power
as sacred humans,
is the one we hold for you
reminding you
that you will return here
and the process is Now.
You are loved…
you ARE LOVE…
and you cannot avoid
the gift of this rediscovery…”
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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.
Digesting Disclosure: Love, Shadow, & Disclosure
In this episode of Digesting Disclosure, Raphael and Gabriel talk about the deeper shadow that lurks in the disclosure world and how we are meant to feel how our reactions to it reflect our own relationship to exploring the Shadow within ourselves. If Love is the source of All then how does that reconcile with all the evil practices that are waiting to be exposed on a greater scale?
This is meant to get to a wider context of deeper feeling and exploration for each of us individually and as a collective. An upcoming meditation in our next episode will help to begin this connection within to help bridge to this suppressed and hidden part of each of us. With Love by our side, we can offer something new into the space in our rage and/or despair.
Here is a past guided mediation to meet your shadow self previously created by Jelelle Awen. https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE
For more information on SoulFullHeart Bridging Sessions visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com
Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Energy Update: Big Gaia/Schumann Spikes, Earthquakes Connection To Fall Of Lemuria, 7/7 Codes

Crop Circle Message: We Are Here To Align With You
By Jelelle Awen
Images are from Nick Bull: http://www.cropcircleconnector.com/…/NorridgeWood2019a.html…

Crop Circle UPdate: The FIRST one of the 2019 season of galactic transmission and Next Level conscious connection with Star Mu family! My Star Family wanted to be sure that I shared about this one as it has significance to them as a bridge to us.
I’m going to ‘channel’ the crop circle itself in these updates, yet you are of course invited to feel into it for yourself and receive whatever message from it that speaks to you. I’ve been offered that these crop circles are an effort of the galactic alliance – a benevolent group of star beings, inner earth beings and some awakened humans. The technology to create them is based on sound waves projected at the vegetation in the fields from above in a light ship. The crop then lays down in the pattern that is wanted. This is done at the ‘perfect’ phase of their life cycle. The perfect phase is determined from inside the Earth as there is an active city underneath this area of the UK where most of them appear.
These crop circles are transmissions – that when taken in as broadcasts – offer next level upgrades and activations of your galactic DNA, star family conscious connection, emotional healing of any fear/unworthiness/anxiety about galactic frequencies, and activation of your causal chakra (back of the head) and soul star chakra (one feet above your crown chakra.)
This is the message I am receiving from this crop circle that appeared on May 22 in Norridge Wood, Nr Warminster, Wiltshire, UK:
“ALL will come into alignment. As it does in your inner worlds, so it will in your outer ones too. The triad energy of the three circles offers an experience of alignment to help you through these next phases of Ascension and Disclosure. One aspect of the triad represented by these three orbs/planet shapes is the balancing of the mind, the soul, and the heart. To move out of dualistic thinking of the 3D mind, out of amnesia of the unawakened and veiled soul, and out of protective layers of the closed heart…..into open mind, open soul, and open heart.
Another aspect of the triad represents us, star family, and our loving and supportive presence in your skies, seas, and inner earth. We are HERE. We are rotating around you like your moon. You are not alone. We are sending as much love as you can receive to support you during this transition.
Another alignment is represented in the eventual alliance of humans, galactics, and Inner Earth Beings (especially Lemurians.) Conscious and collaborative reunion with you is our greatest desire.
Thank you for taking in the gift of our circle in the crops today. We have many more to share that we hope you receive with open heart and curious soul.”
Love,
Jelelle and her Star Mu Family
soulfullheartwayoflife.com
You can still receive the recording of the 5/22 transmission and teachings that I offered for galactic awakening through the bridge of your Star Seed….it was powerful! You can offer the $11 USD/$15 CAD donation here: paypal.me/jelelleawen and I’ll send you the recording via the email on your paypal account
Galactic Activation Group Transmission 5/22 Over Zoom Or Receive Recording
By Jelelle Awen
SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator and Galactic Love Ambassador Jelelle Awen hosts this virtual group over zoom to provide a transmission of galactic awakened frequencies to you. You can receive these frequencies live with her (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with Jelelle what you experienced during the transmission and receive feedback/next steps of integration from her.
The focus of this group on May 22, 2019 at 10:00am PDT is to assist you in the ongoing integration of galactic activation codes. Jelelle will guide you in a meditative space in which you can connect to your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper, energy field and ascension chakras and download whatever codes are ‘waiting’ for you there. She will transmit light language frequencies to connect you to whatever star family energies are ripe for activation.
This one will be focused on tuning in whatever ‘galactic activation’ looks and feels like for you at the phase of your awakening. It could be very specific connection with a star BEing guide or Lemurian aspect….or an overall deeper sense of star family connection in general. Or activation/practice of light language OR all of these things. Most important to these connection is your Star Seed aspect…..or healing inner child, to provide a bridge of curiousity and exploration.
Many galactic awakening codes are coming in through cosmic energies such as SOULar winds, CMEs, eclipses, lunar phases, and also through increasing vibrational frequencies of Gaia’s resonance. These codes can be challenging to integrate if unfelt fear and undigested traumas are still in your emotional/physical/energy bodies.
This transmission allows for an illumination of those codes and expanded heart space esp. to receive and integrate them. You receive from Jelelle a template for a 5D sacred human with a more fluid receptivity to these activations and galactic upgrades, while being grounded in her body and emotional body. The group transmission is a wonderful bridge if you are interested in a 1:1 bridging session with Jelelle or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
We recommend watching and engaging in this ascension body meditation with Jelelle prior to the transmission:
Also recommended is this guided meditation to meet your Star Seed Child and your star family: https://youtu.be/p3_E642aYyQ
This group transmission is open to the public. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of $11 USD/$15 CAD minimum donation. You can offer your donation here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/donations or here: paypal.me/jelelleawen (please choose USD in the drop down box.)
We will send you the zoom link to join us when we receive your payment. Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.
You can also still offer a donation of $11 USD/$15 CAD to receive the recording of Jelelle’s first group transmission to unplug from the 3D/Lower 4D matrix. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/grouptransmissions
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