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Energy Update: Moon Codes Offer Sacred Feminine & Masculine Activations And Healings

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By Jelelle Awen with Magdalena & Christiel

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The moon is moving from super full to waning to New in the night sky. Yet, inside of OUR inner skies, the moon codes continue to vibe out frequencies of Divine Feminine softness WITH Divine Masculine activations. Activated softness is VERY interesting to integrate! Are you feeling this too?

The activating (and often intense) upgrades and downloads/messages/information streaming in from the Great Cosmic Sun (Masculine) source are filtered by the feminine Moon, then grounded through Her Gaia expression. She receives these codes from the Masculine and gestates them in Her womb. In this birthing process, they seem to INtegrate more easily and more powerfully, even though it may feel like ‘less’ is going on for you in terms of Ascension symptoms or altered consciousness states. I feel that this feminine INtegration and gestation is a KEY aspect to the Ascension process being experienced by us with less pain and discomfort. This is why rest and space holding for feelings becomes so important.

These energies bring this hum of desire to create, to put together, to put out, and to passion-ate. The New Sacred Masculine does this and IS this with an open heart. This is Christiel Consciousness, the higher vibrational frequency of New Earth, that is also being activated from the collective focus on Christmas and on His energies (in whatever forms, ways, and frequencies that is being engaged with.) The masculine energies inside of us, such as our Inner Protectors, feel more support now for their kingly sides to express. The Inner Protector is invited not to just guard the feminine with overprotectiveness, yet to trust HER power and desires are safe to express and to BE. To become her partner and guide both.

These energies also bring in the hum of need to bake, to BE still, to receive, to feel. The New Sacred Feminine does this and IS this with an open heart. Magdalena Consciousness is the Counterpart Mate to the Christiel energies, even if She is ‘left out’ of so much of religion’s pictures or is distorted by them. Magdalena is the Sacred Bride within us ALL, the Sacred, Passionate Lover too. She also offers healing to the Inner Feminine that lives in parts of us such as our Inner Teenager and Inner Child.

I’m seeing these Christiel-Magdalena Moon energies in rays of Golden pinkish-red. They are showing up in my own personal meditation journeys and check-ins. And also with facilitants/clients when we engage in meditation together at the beginning of sessions to bring in purifying energies, set an intentional healing space, call in Guides and parts, and connect our Heart Chords together. These Golden pinkish-red rays fortify and support the forming of HEALTHY Heart Chords in which to transact love together.

Heart Chords are needed right now to let in and receive ALL that is coming in for us and between us. They remind us of sacred union intimacy frequencies, the WARM side of Unity Consciousness. Unity Consciousness can feel more like a concept held by our mind rather than something we can viscerally touch, feel, and experience. Intimacy is Unity Consciousness experienced by our every living cell, by our orgasms, by our passions, by our Higher Hearts.

Heart Chords can engage when the previous binds and cords with others have been released and let go. This ‘cutting of the cords’ is not just on the energetic level, yet also very important to occur on the emotional body level. This happens when previous hook-up between parts of people have been let go and moved through SELF healing and connection with them. As you connect and heal with your Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, Inner Teenager, Inner Mother/Father….so, these energies begin to rest in their codependent hooking into others without consciousness. These parts come to YOU as the growing, heart open, compassionate, sensitive parental energy that can HOLD their fears, feel their tears, and allow them to transmute into their true essence. This is the process we support you in during SoulFullHeart sessions and it’s truly magical!soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

With the disclosures of so many shadow frequencies between the masculine and feminine in the collective right now, I feel these SACRED UNION codes are being offered to accelerate the consciousness expansion (which starts in the heart) of the masculine and the softening of the feminine. OUTrage at these sexual abuse revelations is an understandable phase, yet, in its expression, is still coming from wounded masculine. Outrage is the outward expression of an inner rage, truth telling, advocacy, and passions that have been suppressed on the inside from one part to another. Expression of outrage is ultimately a distraction from what is going on from within and has frequencies of powerlessness and victimhood at its roots.

The sacred human feminine heart feels with compassion WHY these actions happened while requiring TRUE remorse from those who have harmed her to be in continuing relationship. She IS healthy boundary setting as she no longer draw abuses and harm and violence from others. She is consciously healing these frequencies as they occur inside of her from one part of her to another. She is feeling how 3D parts of her and some Metasoul Aspects may have been perpetuators too and in what shapes and forms. She is feeling how, on a soul level, she choose to experience all that she does and WHY she would make these choices.

The sacred masculine heart feels with TRUE remorse the impact of his actions and energies on the feminine…both outside and inside of him. He engages in a deep dive inside himself to feel the parts of him that act out in these ways and why. He searches with true passion to find and heal the karmic binds in his Metasoul that perpetuate these abusive cycles. He feels the parts of him that actually feel VERY powerless and unworthy, for which outward, wounded expressions of unwanted sexual advances ultimately come from.

I feel both Christiel and Magdalena very available in this Now for the holding and healing of these wounded gender frequencies and for the transition of them into healthy, into the New. They are offering their hearts in union with yours whenever you would like to connect with them! They are here to bring us into deeper Sacred Union frequencies from within us. To meditate the process of healing our masculine and our feminine in relationship to each other…to then possibly draw our Sacred Union Counterpart Soulmate in response to this self love overflow from within us to be in Unity Consciousness frequencies together!

This is music I’ve been listening to the last two days that seems to help for letting them in:

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A big warm invite again to join us for this coming Saturday’s Group Call with Raphael and me, offering a deeper intro into this brave new inner world of sacred masculine and feminine. Details here: https://www.facebook.com/events/813881412132524/

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Jelelle Awen is a Soul Scribe, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

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Patreon Doubled Last Month – New Money Timelines Arising!

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By Raphael Awen

Wow.

We just received our monthly payment from Patreon. We currently only have 2 monthly supporters totaling around $50 usd, but they feel so HUGE to us! Last month our support (and supporters) DOUBLED.

We so can feel our money timelines shifting into a new place after a few years of deconstruction and a huge shift in our relationship to money that I wouldn’t trade for all the money in the world.

We feel ready to invite your support if you are looking for a place to plant love on a monthly basis in any amount that works for you. We will treasure those dollars and use them up big time in the service of love and planting a new paradigm deeper, wider, further into human hearts who will then exponentialize them further still.

Thank you and Thank you-niverse!

 

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

 

In The Beginning Was A Story

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By Raphael Awen

If a big part of your life feels boring, disengaged, blah, and nothing to write home about, then that’s what’s true to a part of you, but it’s so far from what’s true about you and your life.

Fused to this part of you, there isn’t any other truth. End of story.

However, in relationship with this part of you, where there is an emerging you differentiating from this beloved part of you, there is magical quest and journey to get to know and feel why a part of you would be closed down. Beginning of story.

This part of you has been off your conscious radar and has, in your absence, effectively taken your consciousness hostage. The words of your mouth are a dead give away. ‘I’m so bored…’ ‘I can’t figure out what’s going on.’ ‘I need some excitement’. Here, there’s no movement. There’s no space for movement. ‘It is what it is’, as parts of us like to say in resignation, furthering the spell they hold over our waking consciousness.

These parts of us know and have seen a whole lot more than our conscious mind can access. They have their own very valid reasons for setting up a non eventful and tamed existence inside of us. They’ve seen and experienced things that they prefer ‘you’ remain asleep to. The boredom or shutdown has self loving reasons for being.

Awakening to this spell you’ve been held under having been lured so deeply into the cult of Single Personality Disorder, you now begin a subtle, but very profound shift and rumble through your consciousness, and consciousness itself, by changing the waveform frequency broadcast coming from your mouth.

Instead of ‘I feel…’, it’s ‘a part of me feels…’. Now, with curiosity as our personal redemption, we’re getting to the plot of unfolding and eventful story.

Right here and now, you’ve altered the course of your history and herstory into an alternative dimension.

Word is palabra in Spanish, and parabol in Latin from which we get parable, or story. In the beginning was the word, the logos, the story, and the story was god.

Your life is a creator story, that you create, and to change your story, it will involve something so simple as a choice of words, a choice of parable, new script and scriptures, a new parable that is the spark that ignites fires that consume entire domains.

Even if you’re wanting to light your fire in the dead of a sleepy long cold wet winter, this alteration to the articulation of the frequency broadcast system of your BEing will lead to the opening out of the space for you make a great leap in your waking consciousness to begin to bridge to this wider and larger self version of you. You may not be ready to burn down an entire world when what’s needed first is a fire sufficient to warm hands and heart, leading to one self loving and felt step at a time.

This new world already exists, just maybe not in your present waking consciousness yet. This is good news. Your words don’t actually need to make up something that doesn’t already exist. They only need to dial in a different frequency, that creates a very different spell, a different story, a different reality. It’s still ‘a’ reality. None of us get to exit the realm of story itself, we only get to choose our story and change our story when and if we are ready to.

Part of me, once bored, now is really excited to get on with the journey before ‘us’, as in the story before all the parts of me, as well as the story before all the parts of us in the collective. These parts of me have been
bridged to and related to and negotiated with. These parts of me once bored and shutdown are now eager and ready to return to full adventure and let in the events that want to eventualize and actualize our deeper and onward journey into the more that awaits me, and us, and You.

There’s a story twist script option available for you if you’re ready for it coming up in our Group Call this Saturday, December 9th. You are wholeheartedly invited to join in. Details here: https://www.facebook.com/events/813881412132524/

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sfhprocess

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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The Isles Of Your Consciousness

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The Isles Of Your Consciousness

By Raphael Awen

In the murky depths of our emotional bodies lie the super intelligent reasons for the way our lives look and feel the way they do.

Consciously we may feel so overdone with an imprisoned like feeling towards a circumstance or relationship in our lives, but subconsciously, a part of us is deeply attached to keeping that life configuration intact.

From our unawareness of this reality, seeking a fix and relief, we have created some of the most barbaric ‘treatments’ imaginable, yet well intentioned given the level of awareness we were operating from.

We are waking now. What once contained some answers and movement for us no longer does. We’ve changed. The world has changed.

Something new is real now that wasn’t real before. And in it all, we are realizing that we profoundly create our own reality.

Now, we are being invited to get deeply honest with both our desires and our frustrations, as they both are access portals to the emotional body, from which flow all of our life configurations.

Immediately, if we are honest, we see and feel a polarity of realities inside of us. One part of us so wanting one thing and another part of us paralyzed to take the next step towards that thing.

Given this arising awareness of these individuated and polarized beings living inside of you, through you, as you, a higher level of consciousness is invited to feel and get to know as well as take responsibility for every aspect of your being that has formed and deformed in your psyche.

Forget the mission to convert the heathen in Borneo.

Go inside your own unexplored jungles to find the living loving beings living in your subconscious that often live under a quite tyrannical rule of a one world type government – the single personality disorder, led by your Inner Protector, that is understandably bent on perpetuating this reality – albeit for its own loving reasons.

If you are really ready to see why your life looks and feels the way it does, then go within, with a maniacal love and Ambassadorship that won’t stop until the farthest reaches of your being have filled up every cell in their being with all the love they are able to drink in, then get up the next day, and do it all over again.

Short of this, a part of you is choosing to stay stuck and there isn’t an other you there who wants to get to know why. The Isles of your consciousness are waiting for your ship to arrive on their shores, bringing a new culture that on one hand, they long for, yet on the other hand, they need to know that you can really continue to deliver.

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sfhprocess

A big warm invite again to join us for this coming Saturday’s Group Call with Jelelle Awen and myself, offering a deeper intro into this brave new inner world. Details here: https://www.facebook.com/events/813881412132524/

 

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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We Are A Quantum Reality

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By Raphael Awen

We are quantum reality.

What that means is quantum in itself, in that the linear mind struggles to grok or describe that.

It may even be a bit foolish to try, but allow me if you would to play the fool…:)

You desiring a higher timeline of your awakening consciousness is the attainment of that. Desire alone is movement.

But not just desire, so is despair. They are both propulsion, if you will, when you are ready to feel them.

We know from emerging quantum science that when the observed thing is viewed and measured, it CHANGES, making linear measurement in our current paradigm of measurement silly and even a bit prehistoric feeling, not to mention frustrating to those clinging to outdated science.

So then, you feeling despair or desire changes it, moves it. Your attention is love, a grace, an ease in motion. You ignoring, resisting, battling with your ‘negative’ emotions is also an interface with your BEing that intensifies a dis-ease that radiates through your entire BEing.

This was such a huge awakening for me back in 1999 when I allowed myself for the first time in decades to feel my inner depression wanting me to get to know it and feel it. Intuitively, I was able to feel that this was a gift that wanted to take me somewhere. That was all I knew, but, wow, take me somewhere it did.

Embracing these kinds of awarenesses are like stepping on a fast moving escalator that increase the pace of change and adaptation in our lives. The synchronicities that mirror the inner in the outer are magical as you get attuned more and more to living out the story that you are writing and that your soul came here to feel every bit of.

I get the sense that our Higher Self knows so much more bliss and goodness than our conscious self is aware of, that on one hand, it doesn’t feel suffering is as tragic as we do, given it’s big picture awareness, while at the same time, so intensely empathizes with the suffering we endure to BE and exist here for the reasons we do.

You can dial in this Higher Self support through any free style approach you can imagine. What makes it alive is the intention and the desire. You feeling want and desire, and despair is alchemical, quantumly so…

Then when you take this another notch into the fractal reality that we are, where each part contains the whole, you get to a grounded ground of walking this out.

Like you are to your Higher Self, so are you to the parts of you that make up your psyche or personality. You are magically more than one, even many. Each part of you that was born in trauma holds access to your truer more authentic self, awaiting your awakening to get to know and feel them.

This in my experience has provided a dimension that is beyond religion, beyond therapy, beyond self help, beyond anything I previously knew as spirituality. I believe it to be the dimension that we are presently being given access to in spades, that changes everything!

As the beautiful song goes ‘everything waits to be noticed’, so the parts of you await your noticing of them, and so the parts of you and you are changed in the noticing.

Like Jesus said, ‘we shall not all sleep, but shall be changed in the twinkle of an eye.’ Who and what is the twinkle of your eye beholding?

Blessed Sun-day All.

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sfhprocess

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Re-creation

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By Raphael Awen

Feeling the feeling that your life as you currently know it is a perfect mirror of the larger totality of your being, in both its local (conscious) and nonlocal (subconscious) aspects is the portal to accelerated growth and inhabitation of the largesse of your being.

The word mirror in its root meaning speaks of the ability to see what can’t be seen, or to see what is in the shadow.

The lives we are currently living with all the feelings, experiences, disappointments, fulfillments, aches, disease and health are all perfect projections projected out onto this mirror called your life. Often times, others around us can see more of what’s in our mirror, as we all tend to possess less courage to look at our own mirror.

Seeing this is not so much a philosophical realization, as much as it is a courageous willingness to be ready to admit full responsibility for our lives.

Reality is as real as real can be, AND it is 100%, totally and completely simply made up. Both are true. AND, the creator is this magical god-being called you, and me. We are to each other synchronistic characters in each other’s play, upon the mirrored stages of each other’s lives.

Anything I say or declare to be ‘true’ can never be anything more than my truth, as the mere act of looking at my declared truth changes it and queues it up for further revision. Everything I say can never be more than ‘near as I can tell’. If I arm twist anyone into seeing it as more than that, I am out to control you, out of my own insecurities, yes, but deeper than that, I am out to deny my own reality-creation reality and I’m needing your cosignature of that as a reinforcement. In other words, I’m hiding. And I’m creating culture as a hiding place, because that is something else we cannot not-do as the creators that we are.

Hanging on rigidly to declarations of absolute truth is also a reality creating projection option that we all have. I personally went through a long phase this life as a Christian where I ‘knew that I knew’ that the Bible was ‘the inerrant, infallible, God-breathed word of God’. The reality felt very blissfully watertight, until the glitches in this matrix of my own creation (and collective archetypal co-creation) began to become apparent to me, inviting me to investigate my paradigm, and then later to see this paradigm being generated from my own reality creating generator.

This then awakens us to the fact that we are unable to turn our reality creating mechanism to any ‘off’ position. But what we can do is take responsibility for what we are creating and seek to alter the reality of what we are creating. How we do that is up for creation and continual re-creation (divine play).

In SoulFullHeart, our truth is that parts of ourselves hold the deeper textures of this reality generating mechanism and only through relationally getting to know and feel them is any substantive and quantum change able to occur in our lives. Short of getting to know our sub-personalities, we are left with a part of us holding our consciousness hostage and embarking on yet another self help trip.

Your Higher Self can very much interrupt this pattern through your awakening choice and intention to get to know and feel these aspects of yourself. We find it truly is magical.

We get to make up our own reality, and admit that we are, and recreate it as often as we need to, evolving from one truth to another, to another.

That’s crazy hot stuff man, and I don’t think anything you are smoking compares! 

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/sfhprocess

Hey: Our next Group Call with Jelelle Awen and I on the 9th would be a great calibration point to our energy if you are feeling to feel us out deeper. We would love to have you as we are actively wanting to expand our community of SoulFullHearts. More here:https://www.facebook.com/events/813881412132524??ti=ia

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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SoulFullHeart’s Monthly Money UPdate for November 2017

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By Raphael Awen

The 5 of us lived comfortably this month on $740 USD per person!

This is a product of an ongoing deep reboot with our relationship to money and career.

I know how crazy $700 a person sounds for a comfortable enough living arrangement to Western ears, as we used to live in Canada on much more.

We are very much looking to increase our income to enter some new timelines, and even return soon to Canada, and that will take some new money flow for sure, but I can’t tell you how great it has been to pull the plug on an old relationship to money. Some years ago, Jelelle and I (2 of us as opposed to 5) used to live on 10 times that amount while longing to put our deeper sense of calling first in our lives.

We very much can feel this new money timeline arising, and we wanted to document it and share it as we go, on a monthly basis with these Patreon posts as a way of transparentizing our own ongoing shifts in our relationship to money out to those we serve to help foster people’s own similar shifts.

Here’s a look at our money flow for this month: November, 2017.

(all figures in US Dollars)

$3,701 – Total Revenue for November (which was just over the recent 7 month average of 3,543).

Revenue breakdown as follows:

$2,271 – Gabriel and Kalayna’s English Teaching through VIPkid.

$202 – This month there was a bit of money from some online work gigs through UPwork that Kalayna and Raianna did with a little help from Gabriel and I.

$1,032 – Sessions Donations are back on the way up as a new wave of people are responding. We ask for a minimum donation of 55 USD per weekly session.

$140 – Group Call Donations for our one Group Call this month. Minimum donation is 11 usd to participate.

$42 – General Donations through Patreon and Paypal. We received one new monthly supporter this month for $25 usd.

$14 – Book Sales of Jelelle’s Books

On the Expenses side of things, we have:

$685 – Total Rent for 3 living spaces

$30 – 2 Zoom accounts for Sessions and Group Calls

$91 – Bank Service Fees and Payment transfer fees

$8 – Netflix

$75 – Internet – Total for 5 modems (where else can you get internet for $15.00?)

$97 – Monthly payments on 2 new laptops

$10 – Website Hosting

$996 – Total fixed expenses!

The rest ($541 per person) goes to food, clothes, a tiny bit on fuel, a bit at Starbucks and our wish list for home and recreation, etc..

We would be so delighted to receive your monthly support on Patreon at: https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart

or you can make a one time donation (as often as you’d like) through our Paypal here: https://www.paypal.me/supportsoulfullheart

Thank you for feeling this with us and thank you for your support!

 

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit  www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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11/11 Portals Open Now To Receive Upgrades: Conversation With My Arcturian Aspect, Binkh

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By Jelelle Awen

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“The portals are open now, not just tomorrow on the date you know as ‘November 11th’. There are many of them, as many as needed for all souls who need them. We felt this was an especially important phase to provide as much boost as we could to those who want it and for those who are being called and stirred by their soul to serve and to lead during the transition.” This is what Binkh, my Arcturian Metasoul aspect/guide, tells me as I sit inside of her light ship in Gaia’s orbit. I am connecting with her through a meditation visit that is particularly clear and visceral because of the current portal openings available to us.

“I appreciate this message, Binkh. As I feel how time is not actually linear from a soul level…and, yet, it is still how our consciousness in 3D orients and tracks life. I get the sense you are providing us with these codes, downloads, upgrades on 11/11 because it will have meaning for us? Just like with the total solar eclipse and Lion’s Gate in August?”

“Yes, these repeating number dates have meaning for you as a species, so we align with them in order to maximize our efforts to reach as many ready souls as possible. And, from a sacred geometric perspective, they do have meaning as well. Most of this is beyond your current consciousness to understand nor do you need to track it. The main thing is to understand that you all are being given an opportunity in this now to accelerate your growth and your awakening if you choose it. This is important right now as the disclosure process of the 3D matrix reality is advancing and more souls are needing to be awakened to help those who will be in deep adjustment and shock.”

I feel Binkh’s love for us as a species, that comes through in our heart chord with each other. This has taken a couple of years to deepen and grow. Two years ago, parts of me were terrified to be around her and on her ship (even ethereally). I still had undigested trauma in my emotional body from experiencing ‘abductions’ from the ages of 8 to 17. Through deepening connection and healing with Binkh, I came to realize that these experiences weren’t against my higher self/soul’s will at all and were actually prearranged visits to calibrate me to Earth 3D life.

It occurs to me that I am not remembering this deepening of our bond and healing of my own fears for no reason. “There is a connection with these downloads being offered around 11/11 with ongoing contact with you and other Star BEing species, yes? You are preparing us for more direct contact and disclosure?”

Binkh nods her purplish-blue head with broad forehead, huge eyes, and tiny nose and mouth. She was once scary looking to parts of me, yet, now, she is beautiful. “We cannot just drop one of our ships, or one from our allies, into your skies. Most people are not ready for that and it would cause too much upheaval, panic, and fear reactions. It could even cause war, which is the last thing we want. This process of contact with us is accelerating, but, it is also a carefully orchestrated and felt one. We are particular about it and who we choose based on how open their heart is and where their higher consciousness is related to embodiment.”

“Contact begins from inside, not outside,” I respond, based on my own experience. “It begins with healing the 3D self aspects that still anchor to that density and have so needed to. With negotiation with the protective part of us that has needed to guard so fiercely in order to literally survive here. Connection and negotiation eventually with the Gatekeeper of our Metasoul opens up access to ALL of the fractals off of our individual soul sources and eventually with our Star BEing aspects too.”

Binkh nods again, smiling lightly at me. “Yes, this is the way that you are here to offer, Jelelle, with your BEloveds too through SoulFullHeart. This kind of deep, inner preparation allows for grounds of self love and trust to grow. It helps to heal the pains from separation that you have experienced. For those drawn to this way, and there are other ways of course too, they will find that they are so much more ready to integrate and expand and take in physical contact with us without so much fear or resistance.”

I feel my heart and soul light up from this confirmation from her about what I am offering, co-leading, co-creating, and been personally (even in this moment of connection with her) living out. It is my why of being here on Gaia during this time of such intense transition and change.

“I want to add too that the human body can be helped in this portal opening process by going in to connect directly with the portals. To see what they have to offer you personally. That doesn’t have to be with visualizations or visits as you engage with, Jelelle. This can be just in listening to in high tonal, solfeggios that open you up to receive. This can be during nap or sleep time too. You will receive, though, if you ask.”

“Thank you, Binkh. That feels like an important point. If we resist these upgrades, then I feel how the body ‘acts out’ more in pain, sleepiness, nausea, etc. If we go in and open up to receive, then the body too can become the sponge that it wants to be and needs to be actually.”

“Exactly. And, as you’ve been sharing the last few days and we’ve been sharing through you, you can prepare the body by eating more light-filled foods and less dense ones. By sleeping when needed. Many of these codes can go in better and deeper when the mind is quiet and consciousness resting through sleep. And, by trusting that this overall process is being held by so much love for you and with you.”

As she says this last line, I feel the heart chord between us light up with a pink glow and rush of love. I inhale and exhale of this love, feeling tears start to fall as I get the sense again how we have never really been alone. Not me, as an individual person. And not ‘we’ as a species. We can feel so alone when we accept what we have been conditioned to in 3D life about our solitary place in the Universe. We can feel alone when we battle each other, when we compare to each other, when we resist each other.

I feel how we are being watched over, cared for, reached out to, and being prepared to embrace our sacred humanity. Through the integration of our galactic self with the healing of our 3D self, we will become what we are meant to be as human embodiments of Infinite Love!

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Loving And Healing Your Invulnerability: The Gateway To Your Sacred Humanity

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

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To a part of us, Love is scary as Hell. Our invulnerability, our protection from totally feeling what is churning inside of us, is the expression of that part. Or in-expression as the case may be. This feels especially true for men, yet women have their own version of it too. It can also come out in expressed rage, as there is something so very vulnerable underneath it…a deep feeling of hurt and rejection. Our outer defenses are both guarding something precious as well as preventing something precious at the very same time. It is Love seeking Itself inside of you.

What is scary is letting the guard down and exposing what has been hidden. It is the exposure of the hurt, the fear, the guilt, and the truth in all its edges and judgment. It is the fear of seeing something that feels “ugly”, which is only a judgement we carry in ourselves. It is the very real possibility that life will forever be changed and made unknown. The guard keeps the safe intact, while Hell itself reigns supreme inside the fortress walls.

There are aspects of us that have not seen the light of our own consciousness until we begin the deep work of inner healing. It is a journey into lands that are filled with creatures both of light and of dark. The shadow is a storage warehouse of sorts. An invisible doorway until we trip on the wire that is hooked up to it by our own experience. It holds all things unsightly and extremely sacred to us. All of our greatest power and potential resides in these lands for us to reclaim when we have decided the time is Now. Until then, the universe, in concert with our Higher Self, continues to send us what we need to continue this dance with Love, whether in resistance or unison.

As Gaia edges her way “forward” in her ascension and union with Love, we too experience the Light knocking at the door of our most guarded self. The guardian at the gates may feel an attack is brewing and will double down on protection by any means. Or it may just decide that it is done with the gig and look for help in the solace of your sacred human heart. We are key-holders, yet we must negotiate with our protector as we need their help in the reintegration of all that has been locked away.

Going IN, is ultimately the only way to go UP. Without fully seeing and feeling what is hidden will we ever truly feel what it means to be seen. To be altered and transmuted by Love. This is the ultimate invitation of sacred romance and intimacy. You can only go so far on your own as you need an other, in the deepest and scariest waters, to see what you couldn’t or weren’t willing to see or feel. Ascension is stillborn outside the gates of our shadow. Being vulnerable with your invulnerability is what takes you to the burning grounds of all that is not in your highest being.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Pedogate: Reconciling Our Deepest Darkness

Published on by Raphael Awen2 Comments

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By Raphael Awen

There’s no greater crime imaginable to us than the sexual abuse, rape and torture of innocent children, and then when you add in that it’s an interwoven part of governmental and religious power structures on top of all that, it’s completely insane.

It’s so off the charts that it elicits the strongest of our right/wrong reactions where we want justice, we want punishment. We want the ‘perpetrator’ to be ‘paid back’ and made to feel the horror they caused by their actions.

In all of this however, we are caught up in the same punisher-shame cycle that created the abhorrent behaviour. Pedophilia, along with the abuse of power, is not created in a vacuum, and it won’t be resolved in a vacuum. It’s going to take many more of us to open our hearts to really feel what’s going on here and why to shift this reality.

The behaviour is not okay and it needs to stop, but all the punishment and shaming energy that we project onto the perpetrators only serves to insure the underlying problem is left intact, leaving more children to suffer, while we rage at the insanity of it.

If a sinner can balance the scales through penitence and remorse, and paying society back, or paying God back, then the account is settled. …right? Wrong!

What the universe is now asking us to feel is how everything from swatting a fly, to ‘raising’ a pig in a meat factory, to grooming young children for sexual abuse and torture is all something we are being asked to raise our consciousness about. It is the taking of life without feeling is what is not okay. Feigning care when there is no care is what is not okay. Love is what is offended here.

But, the reason we are disinclined from feeling this, is that when you do open your heart to how much we crave and need love, we come to weep deep tears for not just the acts of the nastiest outright abuse, but for harsh words and edgy sarcasm, and missed opportunities that all are offenses to the reality of love, that we experienced and perpetrated. We come to see that any offense to the immensity of love cannot be graded, or even begun to be ‘paid back’.

There’s a deep penitence that we are all afraid of feeling, that it will somehow consume us and leave us no more and so we seek to escape this by finding a worse offender to project out onto.

We are being invited to feel what it feels like to be denied love and to feel what it feels like also to be the denier of love. There really isn’t a separation here. Love is equally offended.

This is the only place where any true change (I can’t bring myself to use that soiled word ‘rehabilitation’) happens.

What if all this 3D reality of this heightened duality is all something we set up to rediscover what love is and isn’t? We needed the backdrop of extremes, and of gradients, of things so horrible as pedophilia, a beautiful word meaning the love of children, turned on its head, to mean the opposite.

We created this reality and it is ours now to un-create and recreate, if we’ve gotten what we needed to get from it.

If we leave the domain of 3D perceived reality, we can feel parts of ourselves in other lifetimes who have played the perpetrator. The ones we are seeking the resolution for is ourselves, collectively and personally.

Now, we are about to dial up the public awareness of our greatest and most unimaginable sins thrown in our face as a society and what an opportunity this will be to truly shift the pain and horror to its intended purpose and awakening!

We are wanting to find a new ground based in real love for the society of self and the society of others, where we truly are all one. If one of us comes free, we all come free. If one of us suffers, we all suffer.

Only here will there be a true payback for the unimaginable suffering of innocent children offered up on the altar of us all discovering our essence in and of love, from the worst of us to the best of us.

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