Oh, Divine: A Love Poem To The Divine

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My love letter to the Divine…within me, within you, with the beloved ascended guides/teachers that show us the way~

Oh Divine,
I am lost in all this maya
only real again
In your arms, in your gaze, in your attention
And in your claim.
Then I arise out of a smaller i
And into a bigger I
That finds a home only in your name.

Oh Divine,
Your love melts away my mind,
My thoughts, my scattered ideas
And purifies them ALL into a
Rarified reflection of your Consciousness.
Your love dissolves motives
Based in greed, based in fear,
Based in need or lesser desire
And reveals the only true motive
to serve your love
In all ways, in all moments,
And in all expressions of my BEing.

Oh Divine,
I had been lost in a fog
Of illusions, amnesia, and false memories
That led to so much suffering….
And you are always my truth serum, my cure,
And my wake up call…
To remember our union,
To remember that I belong to you,
To remember that you can never leave me,
To remember that as
the false me dies away,
I am reborn into my Divine Self
As a reflection of YOU again.

Love,
your daughter
Jelelle Awen

More information about becoming your Divine Self with INspiration in writing, videos, sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, group events at soulfullheart.org.

Crop Circles Update: Bridge To Your Galactic & Soul Activations During Sirius Gateway, July 5-17, 2020

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By Jelelle Awen

Crop Circle UPdates: Been floating/activated/expanded in my own inner cosmic spaces lately so I haven’t been keeping up with the crop circle formations coming through the last couple of weeks….yet, felt like a nudge or tap today from Binkh (Arcturian aspect) to share them. I am sharing the ones that I got the stronger vibrational frequency from and there is a certain perfection to the ones from our star family as well that is distinctive.

Always, they offer a bridge to your inner cosmos and your Star Family, as personal as your DNA and genetics. Whatever you feel and see and receive from each one of them is UNIQUE to you and MEANT for you. There is no right or wrong interpretation of them….just what arises from your heart and soul space (beyond the mind).

As we deepen into this Sirius gateway with the peaking of energies at Lion’s Gate 8/8, you may be experiencing some deeper soul initiations going on. Maybe they are galactic. Maybe they are soul lineages coming through such as the Essenes, the Himalayan Sages (that is mine right now coming through VERY strongly), the Egyptians…so many possibilities and so unique to each soul. Being as OPEN as possible to receive the inspirations, resources (all kinds in all forms) to make the inner connections is really bringing in lots of goodness right now.

Just as these formations are so much more than just bent over or twisted grasses, you are so much more than your body, your name, your identity, your mind. These formations offer us a reminder of the mystical and cosmic and just plain magical nature of our BEINGNESS.

And, it is all held with Divine Love through your Divine Self…that fragment of your BEing that still resides in and abides in the Divine Infinite Love…whatever form and shape it chooses to show up in.

You can see all my previous crop circle UPdates at soulfullheartblog.com.

Love,
Jelelle (and Binkh)

You can see more photos and aerial footage of these and others at http://cropcircleconnector.com/2020/July2020.html

Healing From Fear/Reactivity Into Love & Genuine Compassion

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“Raised by fear, you’ve forgotten about love… until your soul is ready to remember in its own sacred timing.” – the Divine

I felt this move through my heart just now with a mix of hope and heaviness. There’s a sobriety I feel about the world and everything that’s shaking out and coming to light. I feel the tensions and the ecstasy of rebirth. I feel the sadness of mourning and the love that wants to offer a balm for it all. I feel the bittersweetness of much-needed awakening experiences happening alongside deep and painful realizations of what’s been kept hidden from mainstream consciousness.

Fear is more familiar and reactivity more known. Acting outward in outrage is impulsively considered the ‘best course of action’ whereas bringing your reactions back inward, feeling them with the parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes who are experiencing them, is somehow not considered at all as something even more necessary.

When I feel my compassionate heart towards this, I feel my own journey that’s unfolded around it… the impact of self-righteousness on myself and others and the parts of me that really needed ME that whole time but were sending so much energy and defensiveness outward, actually creating a push-away and resistance to love in the process.

You may have empathy and sensitivity, yet the journey into deep compassion for others is very real and always starts within. And, these times we’re living in that are challenging this deeply right now, are meant to birth us all as Sacred Humans with great humility and yet self-worth too while we feel our sensitivity AND the blocks to genuine, full-hearted compassion. Chaos doesn’t have to be the only reality that we live in, inside or outside of us. The process of “out of chaos comes order” no longer needs to be true, for you can choose something different, especially within.

Taking the sacred space YOU need to feel YOUR parts that are in reaction and fear is the invitation and the one thing that really can change the world as we know it and bring in new perspectives that hold compassion for yourself and others. It is a process in which you’ll find your heart opening without (much) hesitation anymore, layer by layer, with parts of you now feeling held by you in their overwhelm and reactions. This then leaves so much more room for discernment of what’s real beyond the mainstream digestion and so much more room as well for the healing of fear layers inside of you that so want to return to Divine trust and surrender.

I offer free 45min consultation calls for women who are curious about going deeper into a process with SoulFullHeart and have many openings this coming week! More info here: soulfullheart.org/sessions ❤

Much love!

Kalayna

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Neowise As A Harbinger Of New Earth Wisdom

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Photo by Liron Gertsman Photography

What a stunning cosmic display and harbinger of things to come this Neowise comet is. These ‘once-in-a-lifetime’ events are happening more and more in this lifetime! That feels eerily and beautifully significant.

When I saw the name of the comet I interpreted is as ‘New Wisdom’. Maybe new to our current consciousness, but not new to our Essence and Star Family lineage. This cosmic messenger feels like it wants to impart and inseminate New Earth possibilities. Almost like galactic sperm. A little crude maybe but feels true!

With these possibilities come responsitivities. I felt not to say ‘responsibilities’ because that can have this punishing edge to it. We are being invited to respond. To make choices that are in alignment with our Highest Calling and Being in the world. This invitation asks each of us to feel how we are responding to the energy around us. What are we choosing to allow into our temple of Light and cause static to the Love that is inherent in us all?

This comet raises our heads, hearts, and souls to the skies so that we can look into the mirror we have forgotten was a mirror. The Universe! The Infinite Expansiveness that is Consciousness itself. It is like a timely reminder for each of us to do the work necessary to clear and upgrade our physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies.

We are part of that process. We do not just receive the upgrade. We must consciously work with it to integrate all that comes up in the process. Ascension is not a passive process. It is contingent upon us to show up to the very things that are in the Shadow and Fear Body so that we can make room for the expansion and the Love that is at our door step. Literally!

As a path or a means to this work, I encourage anyone to join the current SoulFullHeart six-week group call series, Free To Be 5D with Raphael and Jelelle Awen. You can join live every Wednesday or via recording for a donation of your choice. For more info visit:
soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

The first call was a great overview of the context of the work. The remaining calls will focus on the ‘nuts and bolts’ of the process and how it is connected to the greater context of Ascension.

I also offer a free consultation call for those that feel they want to know more on an individual level and how the process may resonate and support you in your next steps. You can visit soulfullheart.org/sessions for more info as well.

This is a time for bold choices and self-loving action. Neowise is meant to deliver each of us a message of our own ‘things to come’. Closing the eyes, opening the heart, and tapping into the soul is the portal to all of it.

Much love to you on this epic ride towards the Lion’s Gate.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Matrix Collapse, Ascension Energies & Process, Light Body Activation Free To Be 5D Group Call July 15 W/Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

I can feel the deeper layers of collapse happening in the 3D Matrix now, in the collective consciousness, as a result of the Covid-19 outbreak, which actually caused an ‘inbreak’ as so many souls finally paused from their usual eat-work-sleep-repeat routines. In this pause, there was more time and space for re-evaluation, for going inward, for asking questions/researching, for awakening to next stages and phases…whatever that meant for each soul.

When tuning into the collective consciousness with my third eye now, I can see many more soul lights consciously turned ‘on’ as the 3D layers of dimming/masking/blocking are shed. There are also continuous waves of high frequency light from the Divine, the Great Cosmic Sun, Star Family, and Ascended BEings flooding in violet/rainbow waves to support/encourage this individual illumination.

These deeper layers of Matrix collapse allow for shadow revelation, what had been a ‘hidden agenda’ is now being exposed. This exposure is a painful process, yet just like a wound needs air and sunlight to heal…this shadow wound in the collective needs to be seen and felt in order to heal to light again. We are at the collective ‘ripping off the band-aid’ phase of our awakening and healing. Painful, yet temporary, and necessary.

In the bigger sense of the ongoing Ascension process, this event has been a much welcome phase, even if it has caused temporary difficulties, inconveniences, suffering, contention, and exposure of dissonance. Those of us connecting to our higher timelines, ultimately surrendered to the support and the activations that came as a result of it and moved into our Lighthouse/Beacon of Love frequency to help stir ourselves and others through it.

The more rumbly and often difficult to process collapse is the one occurring on the 4D levels, beyond the veil. This one brings up intensity of soul bleed-throughs from other lifetimes/timelines. Many karmic soul themes as connected to the Matrix are coming up to be felt and explored. I have offered for a while now that the original programmers/architects of this Matrix have abandoned it. This allows the Reptilian Self to be freed at whatever level they have been enslaved/conditioned and for us at the human level as well. This releases a lot of karma to be healed and completed at the Quantum Level.

Next level soul activations, consciousness states, and integrations are becoming possible NOW with this 3D/4D Matrix collapse, especially as the Sirian Stargate is open and peaks on Lion’s Gate 8/8.

We have always been free and are now able to feel more deeply in whatever ways the ‘prison’ remains within us even as the prison door is NOW wide open!

~

Raphael and I will share MUCH more about the ongoing Ascension process, the cycle of Fragmentation/original split off from the Divine, the 3D/4D Matrixes, Ascension Energies, light body activation and more in our group call tomorrow Wednesday July 15th at 10:00am PDT. We will also provide a guided meditation to connect to these energies in a personal way for you and create a bridge to your Divine Self.

It is the first call in our Free To Be 5D series that runs every Wednesday until August 19th. You can join us live and/or receive the recordings of ALL calls for whatever donation/energy exchange you feel to give at soulfullheart.org/shop or paypal.me/jelelleawen. More information about the group call series at soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries

I also go into much more detail and explanation about the Ascension process and the 3D/4D Matrix, the Reptilian Self and other 3D/4D/5D parts and trauma/sacred wound healing in my new book Free To Be 5D which you get as a PDF, ebook or print edition with links at soulfullheart.org/books.

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Lighthouse During The Storm Guided Meditation, Energy Update, Q & A with Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators and Ascension Guides Raphael and Jelelle Awen hosted this live Q&A, energy update, and guided meditation that originally aired July 13, 2020. They answer questions, respond to comments and digest the current ‘storm’ of disclosure going on in 3D/4D timelines, along with talking about the Sirius Gateway that is open now and peaking on Lion’s Gate August 8th. They share about cultivating and maintaining a stillness within and connection to your Divine Self that can hold the space for reactions/traumas from parts of you or aspects from other lifetimes who are caught in the ‘storm’.

The guided meditation offers a connection to your inner ‘lighthouse’ higher frequency space that is your shelter in the storm where you can connect to your Divine Self, Sirian Aspects/Star Family, Ascended Teachers/Guides, etc. You send out a beacon of love to any parts/soul aspects who need you who are caught in the storm.

You can see the comments and questions that they were responding to on Jelelle’s FB feed: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen

This livestream is a good preview and taste of what our six week group call series is like with teachings, guided meditation and sharings over Zoom called Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out. The series is based on Jelelle’s new book Free To Be 5D. It runs every Wednesday for six weeks from July 15th until August 19th. You can join us live or receive the recordings via whatever donation amount you can afford at any time. More info here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries.

Links to purchase and info about Jelelle’s new book here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/books

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

We offer a free consultation call for 30-45 minutes with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael Awen or Kalayna Solais for you to learn more about the SoulFullHeart Process, what happens in sessions, mutually determine if the process is a fit for you at this time, and if so, which Facilitator to meet with in sessions. More info at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Money donations are so appreciated and received with gratitude as an energy exchange to support SoulFullHeart to continue providing free offerings such as those on this channel. You can donate through our shop at soulfullheart.org/shop or via PayPal: paypal.me/jelelleawen.

The EnLIGHTENment Of The Heart

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This morning I was feeling what Enlightenment means to me. In the past, I felt it as a goal or achievement. A state free from the suffering I was in. I focused on the Mind as the causation of my depression and anxiety. I meditated daily, went for long hikes in nature, and read many books.

Yet, in the formidable background, there was a voice that wouldn’t go away. An ache that made me feel everything I was ‘doing’ was a cover-up. A smoke-screen from really doing the one thing I was avoiding, and that was ‘feeling’. All the books, hikes, and words could not subvert the feeling.

After going into the emotional body for the past 8 years (not everyday, mind you), I have realized Enlightenment to mean something else at the moment. For me the key word is ‘Lighten’. To make, or be, less heavy. That is rooted in the Heart.

The Heart holds the Akashic Record of our wounded and sacred humanity. We can use the Mind to take us to the places we got hurt, got rejected, experienced the trauma of ‘not-love’. It is there we can offer the salve of Love to help heal, release, and transmute the pain, the experience of separation back into the Lightness of Being.

…The Lightness Of Being. Yeah. That is what Enlightenment means to me at the moment. The freedom to Be. To Express. To Create. To Partake and Enjoy. It is from this enLIGHTENed place that I can best feel and serve the ‘cries of the world’. The Darkness that needs us to be grounded in this Lightness of Being so we don’t go down with it, but lift it up and out of the Shadow, both individually and collectively.

I am now more free to explore more of my mental and spiritual enlightenment without it bypassing the emotional body. As long as I am human there is more ‘work’ to do, but now it is rooted in more joy and essence. That is what I have really been seeking this life. Maybe that is what you have been really seeking as well.

If so, please feel into a free Consultation Call to see how this process may resonate with you. I would be honored to serve and explore this emotional and spiritual enlightenment process with you. Visit soulfullheart.org/sessions for more info.

There is also the next Free To Be Group Call Series beginning this Wednesday, July 15 with Raphael and Jelelle Awen. Check out soulfullheart.org/freetobe5dgroupcallseries for more info as well.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter: Sirius Gateway Soul Activations & Initiations Through Going Within Rather Than Outward

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Are you Sirius? Yep! The SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter is ready.

This week we continue to let in all the codes and activations that this Sirian Gateway is inviting each of us to partake in. SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle and Raphael Awen, Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais share about those energies and more in writings and videos from the week all gathered together in one place below in our weekly museletter.

We also share about upcoming events, including a NEW six week group call series Free To Be 5D starting on July 15th, based on Jelelle’s new book of the same title that you can purchase at soulfullheart.org/books

We also have information on the next Women’s Group Call and the Autumn Equinox Gathering in Glastonbury coming in September! Check out the Museletter for more. 🙂

You can subscribe to receive this weekly Museletter automatically every Monday via email at soulfullheart.org/writingmuseletters.

Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart!

You can offer a donation to SoulFullHeart via PayPal here: paypal.me/jelelleawen

Check out the latest Museletter below:

https://mailchi.mp/00390b0b1fcd/soulfullheart-museletter-soul-activationsinitiations-through-going-within-rather-than-outward

Be Still And Be Love

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by Kalayna Solais

Be still for a moment. Just a moment. Just this next space of breath.

Empty out for a min. For 30sec, even, if you can. Your mind can count the seconds if it needs to, there’s no harm there.

There’s an offer in your heart that is waiting for you to hear it, see it, feel it.

There’s a stillness in your core of your being. In that same vessel that carries you daily. In the essence of your essence. And it doesn’t have to be ‘hard’ to feel it. Letting it in is letting yourself in.

The love you are is the love you transact.

And the love you are is waiting for you to remember that no other labels or identifiers other than being it, being this LOVE, are important or even necessary…

At least for this next moment of stillness.

You are the bright, bright love and light of the Divine. And the Divine is you. And the Divine is all of us, with nobody and no part of you excluded.

Love,

Kalayna

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Kalayna Solais is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator & collaborator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

The Light Side Of The Moon

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Letting a new vibration of Joy inside of me today. For the past 8 years I have been doing deep inner work as well as resisting it on many occasions. This ebb and flow has brought me to new shores of my emotional and spiritual landscape.

I remember taking pictures like these in Mexico but there was still pain and suffering in my heart and Metasoul. I feel like I have entered the Light Side of the Moon, sort of speak. I know that there is still Shadow to attend to, but now I feel I am more rooted in the Light, in the Joy, and in the passion of purpose.

I owe this to the work I have been a part of these past years. My soul has made a pivot toward more goodness and Love. It feels lasting. I welcome the challenges to it so that I can feel how deeply rooted it is in me. I am inviting more initiations and guidance from my space-holders and mentors, Raphael and Jelelle, my soul friend Kalayna Solais, as well as Yeshua/Magdalene for my deepening sacred masculine and feminine integration.

I know now who I AM more than I ever have. Why I am here is more embodied and understood the more I have healed and integrated all that I have been through, with the help and support of my community. I wish more than anything to share that with others who are deeply drawn to this path of deep self-transmutation. I am not just a facilitator but facilitant. A teacher and a student. Always a student. Always humbled to let go and let in all that leads to my I AM.

My heart is full, open, and ready to serve when the time is right for those I am meant to. So blessed to be Here…Now with those that I am serving and learning from.

Sending Sirian Sun codes to all the parts of you that still feel lost in the dark.

*****

Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartorg.com for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.