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Unplugging Your Reptilian Self Guided Meditation: Video 11 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Published on January 11, 2022January 14, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

In this eleventh video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about your Reptilian Self, a 4D aspect of your Metasoul that is ‘entwined’ with you at the Matrix level. Your Reptilian Self has served a projector of the Matrix and been enslaved/trapped themselves to serve this function by the AI Beings calling themselves the “Architects” or “Programmers.

We offer an invitation to heal the polarity and judgement against Reptilian that can occur as you awaken to the Matrix reality by becoming an ambassador to your Reptilian self in a loving and curious way. These previously entrapped Reptilians are now awakening and unplugging as their ‘human counterpart’ is as well, being invited to relocate to a higher dimensional planet and being free from the entwinement.

In the meditation, Divine Mother and Divine Father wrap you in a protective white light bubble as you ask your Gatekeeper to bridge you to your Reptilian Self. We describe the different settings that we have seen them in, including a Red Planet, Mars-like environment. You connect with your Reptilian Self, perhaps receive a nap, and also are invited to help them unplug from their AI One Mind Matrix as much as is possible through the dissolving offered by love.

Here is a video to Meet Your Reptilian Self From Jelelle’s Deepen 2020 video series: https://youtu.be/pA7ZjZj2K8M

As we mentioned in this video, you can order pre-made and custom beautiful macrame creations infused with light and love codes by Raianna Shai of Enchanted Well Designs here at her ETSY shop: https://etsy.me/3tnNWdS

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeB…

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

We also invite you to join us for free membership on our private, online community SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks for sharing, asking questions, and connecting with others engaged in the series: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co/feed

For more information about a free consultation call to find out more about 1:1 sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen, Raphael Awen, Gabriel Amara, and Kasha Rokshana, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

We are offering this series for free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Navigating The Matrix Narrative Guided Meditation: Video 10 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Published on January 10, 2022January 13, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

In this tenth video of our 31 day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about navigating the current Matrix narrative as it has been playing out for the last two years with C and the V (not including full names due to censorship, which is part of this narrative!) We talk about our journey the last two years travelling and being mostly nomadic during this time as connected to our soul guidance, be in the unknown, trusting around money abundance, and Divine surrender.

It can be challenging to connect to soul guidance with the Matrix activation peaking of body death fear, survival triggers, traumas from collapse lifetimes, self image preservation, social entanglements and ‘peer pressure’, and more, etc. It is through connecting with your Gatekeeper as a bridge to soul aspects that can provide guidance plus access to heal from previous lifetime trauma….and allow you to continue unplugging from the Matrix. We offer that ultimately the Matrix narrative is a key aspect of Ascension as 3D ‘dies’ to move into a lower 4D timeline arising into the higher manifestation of 5D New Earth.

In the meditation, Divine Mother and Divine Father once again join you to journey to the Gatekeeper’s Realm, usually represented by a large Cavern with many tunnels leading off of the main room representing the many lifetimes/incarnations of your Metasoul. You connect with your Gatekeeper to get a sense and perhaps a visual representation of how they are navigating these often life/death choices during this Matrix narrative while offering them a bridge of support from the Divine.

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeB…

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

Connecting W/Your Gatekeeper Guided Meditation: Video 7 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Published on January 7, 2022January 11, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

In this seventh video of our 31-day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen share about an extremely important aspect of your soul called the Gatekeeper. The Gatekeeper is an aspect that Jelelle initially became aware of about ten years ago during a Dark Night of the Soul experience. Since then, she has connected with many of them and shares about their mission, woundings, gifts and the challenges of connecting with them.

The Gatekeeper is the keeper of the veil of amnesia and watches over all the timeline portals/lifetime incarnations of your Metasoul, which is the individuated expression of your soul that fragments out of your Soul Family Monad. Gatekeepers are often very lonely and isolated in this job/role and feel disconnected from Divine Source.

In this video, Divine Mother and Divine Father join you to go to the Gatekeeper Realm, which is in the lower fourth dimension. You visit the portal cavern where your Gatekeeper usually lives. You connect with your Gatekeeper, open up to receive any messages/images from them, discover their name, see how they ‘show up’, and get an overall sense of how they manage your Metasoul timelines. This is a beginning point to a deepening journey with them leading to collaboration, exploration of your Metasoul timelines, and lifting of your veil of amnesia.

Video to Meet Your Gatekeeper from Jelelle’s Deepen 2019 series: https://youtu.be/-IZQYBoE6Cg

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvJPnLzbEKl4OsQBXBYw2XwI

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, videos, and events, visit https://www.soulfullheart.org.

We are offering this series free of charge, yet we would be so grateful if you offered an energy exchange/donation to us for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Inner Protector Awakening Guided Meditation: Video 3 – Deepen 2022 (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Published on January 3, 2022January 5, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

In this third video of our 31-day video series called Deepen 2022, SoulFullHeart Teachers/Co-Creators Raphael and Jelelle Awen talk about the process of working with, connecting with, and recognizing different aspects of self or parts or subpersonalities that we offer in SoulFullHeart. We introduce you to the Inner Protector, a usually masculine feeling energy, warrior-like, guarded, vigilant, and loyal. In our 1:1 sessions, we begin with this aspect as it is the Inner Protector who opens up access to all the other parts/soul aspects and has often been bypassed in other modalities. We guide you in a meditation to meet/deepen with this part of yourself through a visualization of visiting your ‘castle’, which represents your essence right now. We receive help and support from Divine Father and Divine Mother with their high frequencies of Divine wisdom, Divine Masculine and Feminine, Love, and help with the Ascension process that opens up your heart space and supports your Divine Self.

We guide you to connect with, visualize, feel, and talk with your Protector in this meditation. Opening out this connection with them leads to more negotiation and navigation of life and more open-hearted experience of it.

Thank you for joining us in this video….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeB…

To watch another video with Jelelle Awen about the Inner Protector from her Deepen 2019 series, go here: https://youtu.be/2FzBzK5vgck

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D with more writings about the Inner Protector, videos, and events, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

A Love Story: Part Three (In The Midst Of Love)

Published on January 2, 2022January 14, 2022 by Raianna ShaiLeave a comment

By Raianna Shai

The following writing is one very close to my heart. These are actually lyrics to a song I wrote in that phase of a relationship when it’s been long enough that you know each other inside and out. Your friendship is formed and the romance is alive. I’m not exactly a lyrical genius but it came from my heart and I don’t often write songs!

A relationship based on mutual growth and healing requires a sharing of the innermost tender and vulnerable parts of you. You begin to understand when and why walls come up or what triggers stress and anxiety in them. You notice the little things that you love about them and what makes their heart truly glow. The bond deepens from physical infatuation to deep and growing trust and respect.

This is the time when comfort begins to sink in. You no longer have to work hard to try and win them over, you don’t feel so self conscious about yourself or your habits, you feel a sense of calm and hope that your feelings for them can last. This is the phase that we long for! The fire still burns yet you feel at home within the bond.

We work hard inside and out to get to this place but ultimately, getting here is the easy part. The next part is trickier. Retaining your mutual growth, passion, respect and love for each other is the truly difficult part. Choosing everyday to understand yourself so that you can continue to be vulnerable, honest and real together. I’ll talk more about this on my next post 💞

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A Love Story: Part Three
In The Midst Of Love

You make me and my
Whole heart smile when you
Look at me that way

You make me wanna be a
Better person, each and
Every single day

I know that It’s not
Easy being here
But I’m glad that you are

I wanna make you
Happy dear because you
Shine just like the stars

~ Chorus ~
I’ll hold your inner child’s hand
As we run under the moon
I’ll soothe your guard’s worried looks
And soon he’ll make me swoon

Your punisher is next
And him I’ll love the most
Your feminine will help me show
How our hearts can be so close

~~~

The moment you feel
Lost and lonely know that
You are not alone

Even when the
Earth starts shakin look
Inside to find you’ve grown

I know that it’s not
Easy being here
But it’s worth a try

I wanna make me
Happy dear because our
Love can reach the sky

~ Chorus ~

And when we start to touch the soul
Our bond will deepen evermore
My dream is to get close to you
Be intimate and break right through

~ Chorus ~

Love,
Raianna Shai

~~~

Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and website designer for SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free consultations and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

2022 Intentions Guided Meditation: Video 1 – Deepen 2022 Series (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

Published on December 31, 2021January 3, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

Here it is! The first video in our 31 Day Video Series Deepen 2022 to connect you to your INtentions for the New Year!

In this first video, Raphael and I connect to the number ‘2’ with its feminine frequencies offering union and balance. We share with you about the difference we feel between tuning into intentions for the new year and the standard New Year Resolutions, which can have a self punishing and will power/forceful energy to them. Intentions arise from within and then manifest outwardly.

During the guided meditation, we offer some cleansing energies to your field and body. You then pull in memories from 2021 that come up in the moment for you to respond to and clear. You may have feelings come up as you digest 2021 and what you experienced during it as it was a challenging and catalytic year (unprecedented!) for so many souls. You are invited to feel and energize INtentions that you have for the next year 2022 in the areas of service of love, relationships, geography, and whatever else comes UP. Divine Mother and Divine Father join us as Divine Feminine/Masculine guides (in whatever forms you experience them in), offering frequencies of wisdom and clarity on the soul and heart levels.

INjoy the experience of just feeling whatever this new year means for you and to you as you move into it.

Thank you for joining us on this first day of 31….as we move into Deepening energies together…..one beloved part of us at a time! We’d love to have you share here in the comments the experience you have during this video and also any questions that come up during the video.

You can watch each video in the Deepen 2022 playlist on our SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZWeBviA18Y&list=PLNmrHdaQSAvJPnLzbEKl4OsQBXBYw2XwI&t=0s

For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over the 31 videos and information about our two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit http:/www.soulfullheart.org/Deepen2022.

For more information about the SoulFullHeart quantum healing process, Jelelle Awen’s latest book Free To Be 5D, writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

A Love Story: Part Two (Falling In Love)

Published on December 29, 2021January 2, 2022 by Raianna ShaiLeave a comment

By Raianna Shai

The next part of this story is the part that we tend to spend our lives looking for: falling in love. The new and exciting rush of meeting someone that has an equal interest in us as we do in them. A new pair of eyes to see you, new ears to hear your passions and desires, new hands to touch the lonely and unloved parts of you inside and out. It sparks a hope in us that nothing like love can. We hope that this person will be the one we can grow with, who will understand us and treat us the way we’ve always dreamed of being treated.

More importantly than this outside love is what it sparks inside of us. It can allow us to love ourselves more than ever before while also bringing up our deepest insecurities. We begin by showing the brightest and shiniest parts of ourselves, hoping that will win them over. The way we enter a relationship is so telling of where we are at on the inside.

I remember the moment I wrote this poem, sitting under a tree staring out at the water. I felt elated and overcome by pure hope and love. I looked up at the leaves and they looked brighter than usual, almost as if they were glowing. In that moment I remembered feeling this way before. And then I remembered it fading and eventually leaving me completely. But it didn’t matter. Feeling it again reminded me of why we continue to search for this feeling over and over again even when it leads to pain or heartbreak.

This feeling is a reminder of what we are capable of feeling, with or without another person. All someone else can do is illuminate what’s possible in our own hearts and souls. Each relationship gets us closer and closer to this feeling of ecstasy and love inside of ourselves and without another person. We can feel this way with the divine, with our own inner parts, with our inner sacred union.

Without heartbreak, shadow and pain we cannot understand what it truly feels like to be in love and peace from the inside out. 💛

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A Love Story: Part Two
Falling In Love

This feeling of falling in love
With you and
With every part of me
Is like coming home

This is what my soul knows
What it’s been waiting to come back to
To feeling nourished
To feeling loved from the inside out
To loving the outside in

I see your face and smile
And even if it doesn’t work out
This feeling right here, right now
Is worth it all
This is what it’s all about

Freezing this moment and remembering
This is what we work so hard to get back to
This is why we dive deep
This is why we feel our shadow

Love,
Raianna Shai
SoulFullHeart Way Of Life

~~~

A Love Story: Part One (Heartbreak & Healing)

Published on December 29, 2021 by Raianna ShaiLeave a comment

By Raianna Shai

I woke up this morning with the urge to create through writing but couldn’t quite figure out what I wanted to write about. I started scrolling through the notes in my phone and found several writings I wrote over the past two years that really brought me back to the moment and phase they were written. Interestingly, I found 6 pieces that seemed to represent a cycle from beginning to end and back to the beginning again.

This cycle in particular represented the phase of the ending of a relationship, to the beginning of a new one, to the end once again. It felt like a really beautiful arc of letting in and letting go and everything that goes on in between. I felt myself recognizing the patterns of relationships and realizing that even when things come to an end, they are so worth the journey in and out.

This isn’t just true for romantic relationships but for careers, geographical moves, finding your soul purpose, healing a trauma and moving into your next phase of growth. As humans, we continually go through cycles in every part of our lives and the only thing we can do is become conscious of them. After a death of a phase you may wonder, what’s the point? But looking back you may notice how much has changed from beginning to end.

Falling in love is beautiful, messy, painful, exhilarating and everything in between but just like any other death and rebirth, it’s so important in facilitating our growth. Each layer brings new realizations and understanding of what it means to find love and purpose in these human and divine lives of ours. We cannot exist without cycles, for without them we cannot understand the gift of being human.

To show what I mean I thought I would share these 6 writings as a marker of each layer that these cycles can illuminate and provide. Particularly in the context of relationships. The first one I felt to share is both the ending of one relationship and the beginning of another. Marking the phase of overlapping death and rebirth ❤️

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A Love Story: Part One
Heartbreak & Healing

I sit here
Gathering the pieces of my heart
Trying to glue them back together
The mismatched edges
And sharp corners
Almost fitting perfectly
And then not at all

You wait there
Patiently watching my broken pieces
That long for that perfect edge’s embrace
Slowly come together
All the while knowing
That one day I will come

I will come with just enough pieces
To hold together the contents of my love
When I am still chipped, but no longer broken

You are there
With your chipped pieces
Already glued together
With as much accuracy as truth can allow

And we come together
Look at that!
Our broken pieces create a mosaic of lost loves and tearful goodbyes
Not perfect, but beautiful all the same

Love,
Raianna Shai
SoulFullHeart Way Of Life

~~~

Video: FREE 45min SoulFullHeart Intro Calls | Gabriel Amara & Kasha Rokshana

Published on December 28, 2021January 5, 2022 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kasha Rokshana

A year ago on this day, Gabriel and I recorded this video on FREE 45min Intro Sessions for the SoulFullHeart process/way of life.

We were just getting back in the saddle and offering them again as a bridge into the process for those who have been interested but perhaps still on the fence. Meeting with one of us is an opportunity to learn more about how this process might apply to you at this time, and you’ll be able to ask any questions you might have about it all too! We really do enjoy being open books and honestly, sharing about this process which has been our passion for nearly a decade now is one of our most favourite things to do.

Here are the questions you would be answering if you wanted to have an intro call with one of us:

* What drew you to SoulFullHeart and to request a session/intro call and how do you feel the process could help you?

* What is your biggest pain/suffering about in your life?

* What is your biggest desire for yourself in your life?

* Tell me something about your awakening journey and how it has been for you.

You can message one of us with your answers or email soulfullhearts@gmail.com and we will respond to you!

For me, this process has been truly life-changing from the inside out. I sometimes try and imagine who I would be if I had chosen something else other than to follow the soul and heart call to this work and community. Even during my ‘breaks’ from it all, the work itself still held me and it helped to answer so many questions over time and with growing gentleness and compassion towards myself and my parts/soul aspects.

I’ve found that this work truly offers the same to many other souls, whether or not you choose to keep going deeper with it and eventually in community/intimate relationship with all of us, or not. The seeds of your Divine Self keep growing, no matter how you choose to water them and it’s unmistakable what this process can offer you in terms of truly embracing your humanity and embodying your Divinity.

Visit soulfullheart.org/sessions for more info on what sessions involve. You can also take in a recent video from Raphael and Jelelle where they talk some more about sessions and their personal journeys (Gabriel and I will make one together soon too!):

Here is the link to the video on Intro Calls:

Also in this video, we mention our online community, The SoulFullHeart Portal. At the time of this video, the membership had a monthly fee yet now it is FREE. Visit soulfullheartportal.mn.co to answer a few questions and we will approve you as a member.

Exploring within in ways perhaps yet untried could be the greatest gift to yourself this New Year.

Looking forward to connecting with you!

Love,

Kasha & Gabriel

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Solstice Offers Digestion Of The Dark Night Phase Into Light That We Are In During The V. Narrative

Published on December 22, 2021January 2, 2022 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

The day after Solstice and I still feel the VERY catalytic energies of the shortest day/longest night moving through. I was deep in a painful period cycle yesterday, which sometimes can be a gift of access to other dimensions. I felt myself and my womb naturally tuning into the death and rebirth process going on right now.

There is an importance during this death and rebirth phase of Ascension to let the darkness ‘do its work’ in a surrendered way. This includes not resisting feelings of grief and mourning especially, which can be powerful teachers as we embrace them rather than resist.Humanity and many awakening souls have been going through a ‘Dark Night’ process in order to emerge in even more embodied ways out of the false light of the Matrix and into the TRUE light of our Divine Self essence. Others are choosing to leave their bodies and Gaia as she ascends. This is always a choice on the soul level, even as it can seem like a forced one in 3D reality.

The Dark Night process has been expressed in the C. and V. narrative over the last almost two years. The experience of ongoing restriction of personal sovereignty and choices; the ‘dark medicine’ being offered as cure; the ‘scariants’ being using to amp up fear through mainstream media propaganda; the censorship of free expression; and the division this is all illuminating in many relationships/families and from within.

It feels as if the next group of souls to awaken and unplug are those who reluctantly took the V. with serious doubts and under extreme pressure from others. They may now be in remorse and regret about getting the V. as they realize that the control restrictions to daily life continue and more people become seriously ill/perish from it.

As each soul is confronted with this Dark Night reality, they are invited to move out of the false light of the Matrix mainstream culture and False Light Spirituality/False God through a self forgiveness process offered by the Divine. They are invited into the Dark Night of the real/waking up/taking the red pill and then into the embodiment of their Divine Self and 5D reality from within. This is a painful process to be sure, yet a necessary one to emerge into New Earth reality with the Divine Self sovereignly seated in our expression and experience of daily life.

I feel that what the Winter Solstice especially offers is an invitation into the inner spaces to feel this process of Dark Night transformational process into the True Light. Sometimes those spaces are in shadow that can only be explored when outside life is more quiet and the being goes still. There are always gifts in the shadow when we no longer resist it and instead move through it, embracing with love whatever we experience.

Raphael and I will be offering many inner journeys into the depths of your emotional body, soul field, shadow, Gatekeeper/Metasoul realms, Star Being, and I Am Divine Presence during our upcoming Deepen 2022 video series. It will start on January 1st with a free daily video release each day and two group calls by donation on the 16th and 30th.

We are feeling that engaging in this Deepen 2022 series and where it takes you will assist with your ongoing unplugging process from the False Matrix into embodiment of your essence as the Divine in human form. This feels like the most valuable gift we can offer at this time. There is more info about the series and group calls at soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.

The darkness has long reigned in the shadows of the control matrix and NOW it is becoming visible and obvious to more and more souls. This revelation allows for the light to come in, for love to transmute, and each soul to be freed if ready.

Much love to you from the Winter Solstice gateway as we move into Christ-Mas,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions with me and other Facilitators, group call events, writings/books, joining our free online community Portal…..at soulfullheart.org.

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