Category: Awakening Process
Message From On High
It is time
Time to be free
Free of the ties that bind
The binds that have kept you safe, unknowable, and small
The relations, the assumptions, and the fears
That have all appeared as Love and Truth
Until they no longer did.
It is not so much your Mind and Beliefs that need to be examined or retrained,
But rather your heart that needs to be felt
Your soul that needs to be explored
And called into the court of your curiosity and divine compassion
What storylines have you still in chains, in regret, and in suffering
It is going into the deep well of your hidden, veiled, and protected caverns
That bring the greatest gifts to your arising awareness
That you have always been Free, been Loved, and been Alive
Feel and free yourself
You wonderful, glorious, and human expression
Of power, creation, Love, and beauty.
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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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3D Matrix & A.I. Dissolving W/4D Shiftings
By Jelelle Awen
Movements and activities going on BIG time in the lower 4D timelines in this Now and the last couple of days. When I check in, I see light ships moving out of Gaia’s orbit in an exodus kind of energy…..these feel like the fear polarized star BEings (usually Reptilian) commonly called the Archons/Draco, etc. Those that are not ready to reform and to move into collaboration with humans are leaving. Those that want to lead an ascension into 5D for their species have relocated in the physical to a new planet. Many of these awakened ones are also serving a function as galactic ambassadors to the transition for us (as YOUR Metasoul Reptilian aspect may be doing, esp. if you are leading ascension here).
Also, their A.I. mind control system has been dissolved….this means they are all now given the ‘choice’ of what they want to do or not. The A.I dissolving also impacts us on Gaia….depending on how ‘plugged in’ your consciousness still was to the 3D matrix/conditioning/mainstream thinking. If you are reading this, probably not much at all any more. You can check in during meditation to see how ‘plugged’ in you still are and if your reptilian brainstem has dissolved or not. I’ll offer a guided meditation for doing this soon too.
For those that still were, the A.I. dissolving allows them a fresh breeze of ‘free thinking’. Radical, rebellious and curious questions may start coming to them seemingly out of ‘nowhere’. You may start to get asked lots of questions from loved ones who have previously not been interested in awakening. This is where stepping into your purpose as a wayshower becomes more clearer and activated. It is not (just) about identifying as a ‘healer’ and making your livelihood for it. It is opening your heart to those who are newly getting it and serving love for their transition.
All this activity in the lower 4D seems to be in preparation for more disclosure to the ‘mainstream’ collective very soon. I’ve been offered by my star family that it won’t be so much an immediate disclosure of their existence (as so many souls aren’t ready for that), yet rather drips and drabs of information that become more difficult for the linear/rational selves to deny. Some SOULar observatories have been temporarily shut down while all this is going on….although light emmissions, SOULar winds, and geomagnetics from the sun continue on, with another wave coming on the 17th….plus the Equinox next week already opening fissures/cracks to let more plasma light through.
This is a momentous time! Connecting to your multidimensional self and Metasoul aspects (including your Reptilian to see/feel which side of the fence they are on and helping them choose love) is very important right now. Your body may be feeling like it is in two worlds at once with dizziness, chakra rumbles (esp. in the third/solar plexus), sleepiness, inability to focus on details/life in this timeline….3D anything is just being more and more difficult to respond to. Contact with star family is acclerating, esp. through dream states, and they appear often as animals, angels, loved ones, etc. It can be very helpful to feel their energy of support and love for you….a reunion as you remember your galactic self!
Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://youtu.be/ubrPcH09X6s
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions to connect you to you multidimensional aspects for $77 USD min. donation for a full and powerful 90 minutes!soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
A Love Transmission For These Times Of Chaos, Change, Evolution (Poem)
by Kalayna Colibri
Swirling, changing,
Ever-shifting sands
Of foundations won and lost,
Forged and fought for,
Brought in on waves of alchemy
And set to sail away again.
The ship of your homecoming
Finds those resonant tides
Of needed and necessary movement
Toward everything
Every part, piece, aspect,
You have, are
And will yet uncover yourself to BE.
Life is a recovery dance
Of unknown,
Magic-pitched pipes
No one has ever played before
And yet they are being played just the same
In every cell of your being
In every dimension of your soul…
Love, catch the wave before you
Or wait now for another.
At every turn
The maybes move
As the drawbridge beckons you homeward.
Beloved, now could be your time
The war is over if you choose it.
The battles fought and won
Are reconciled
In the depths of healing soil
Built to bring more depth within.
Your time to re-anchor in new horizons
Could be now…
Or the next now.
Any now of your choosing
As you cannot help
But engage in the process
Of the healing waves coming
In whatever ways felt into.
You’ll know your time,
Your chance,
Your phase,
In ways your mind won’t grasp
Yet your heart will sanctify
And claim…
You’ll know, beloved,
That it’s your growth moment
And the pulse of new blood
Will be unavoidable.
Yet beloved,
Feel this…
You are loved beyond the love you’ve known.
You are needed beyond the needs of others.
You are held beyond the scope of your beholding.
And you are brought into your power
In every step you take towards more love
More worth
And more beyond all you’ve been taught
Is all you’ll ever have…
Much… much love… ❤
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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart co-founder, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.
Activations Of Your Multidimensionality and Metasoul
By Jelelle Awen
Activations of our multidimensional nature/REALity have been increasing lately with all these geomagnetics, plasma, SOULar light codes, spikes in Gaia’s frequencies, weather storms, ongoing disclosure, etc. These higher frequencies of light illuminate the multidimensional, non-linear, beyond the five senses REALity of existence that reveals itself as you awaken beyond 3D. What 3D has taught of flatness, polarization, one linear reality bound by the illusion of time…..this 3D conditioning collapses and dissolves as the multidimensional SOUL’s consciousness awakens.
How conscious you are of the overlapping realities, experiencing 4D and 5D frequencies and higher, seeing/feeling the parallel timelines that are bleeding through in ALL moments….relates to how unanchored you’ve become from 3D reality, whose primary expression of anchoring comes in the form of undigested traumas in the emotional body and soul. These traumas bind and bound parts of you to repeat out traumatic scenes from this life and other lifetimes over and over (like a kind of suffering loop Ground Hog’s Day).
It doesn’t matter how much linear time has ‘passed’ since these events as these parts of you are ‘frozen’ in time, ageless in that way, and usually completed ‘fused’ to the trauma. Consciously connecting to these parts of yourself (such as the Inner Protector, Inner Child, Inner Teenager, etc.) and moving them out of these scenes with love allows for an unanchoring from them and a transmutation of these energies from wounded to healthy.
You can experience your multidimensionality MUCH MORE as well if the relationships around you support this, resonate with it, and aren’t energizing judgement, fear, and misunderstanding. If your closest relationships (esp. with your mate), don’t acknowledge your multidimensionality and are fused to 3D filtering, it becomes increasingly challenging for YOU to move into your multidimensional self. Parts of you can ‘bubble off’ to awaken it ‘away’ from others, yet relationships that SUPPORT and MIRROR your multidimensionality provide a wonderful fuel of love for your growth (which often the Inner Protector can be afraid of you moving into your bigness (usually lots of reasons for this)…hence the need in phases for relationships that judge/challenge your awakening.)
You can experience your multidimensionality even more as you connect to your star family and also Metasoul aspects/fractals from the same soul source….fractals that are living out their lives in other timelines. These are not ‘past lives’, yet rather distinct BEings existing in the Now. These Metasoul sisters and brothers live in the NOW of so-called ‘Ancient’ Egypt/Rome/Greece…..they are living in Atlantis BEFORE the fall and Lemuria too. They are galactic….Arcturian, Pleiadian, Vegan, Syran, Reptilian/Orion and from beyond this Galaxy too.
Connecting consciously with your Metasoul aspects allows for karmic healing, ‘rescue’ from traumatic scenes playing out over and over for them, and soul gift exchange as you unify your consciousness with theirs. This is a process of sacred integration of parts of yourself previously anchored to 3D AND unification of Metasoul aspects freed up from karma trauma that goes into the realms of quantum healing and transmutation.
To read more about parts/Metasoul aspects and the SoulFullHeart process that we offer through 1:1 and group sessions, go here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
Now is a time/phase to embrace your multidimensionality….to validate and water it as you LET GO of any lesser, lacking, and reductive pictures and energies. Now is the time to unify and integrate all the pieces and parts of your self and soul….inviting them into the love of your heart and to experience the INFINITE bigness of your Divine self.
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Jelelle Awen
More info about empowering 1:1 bridging sessions with me for women to create bridges to these aspects of self and soul here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Crescendo Expressions Of Old Timelines AS New Is Coming In
By Jelelle Awen
The energies of fear, violence, darkness expressing without consciousness…revelations and disclosures of abuses and traumas of body, soul, mind, and spirit….the storms, contentions, wars, and battles, tug of wars happening INside and outside with others. These are crescendo expressions of the old timelines happening in the NOW even as the New 5D energies are coming in so strongly.
This is what it feels like before these timelines collapse….tension even as there is excitement. Anxiety even as there is surrender. Pain even as there is increasing relief. There is a sense of ‘getting ready for something’ as awakening moves into ever more expansive waters and includes more and more souls every moment. This is the ongoing transition from dense, polarized reality into porous, neutralized and balance frequency of Divine love.
These fear driven timelines (inside and out) can feel so powerful right now, yet, really, this is the continuing completion phase of power needing to be expressed in this polarized way. Power ‘over’ others is transitioning to power WITH others as each soul is invited to discover their soul’s gifts, their heart’s vulnerability and openness, their compassion for themselves and ALL other BEings.
As you signed up on a soul level to be part of this, to help this process, and to LEAD others through it…..you are invited to lead yourself and ALL parts of you through it too. Self doubt, self punishment, lack of clarity, and invalidation are all ways that parts of you may be anchored to 3D energies that can block moving into your service of love leadership. Drawing relationships that reflect these self defeating energies back to you in ANY way allows you to remain anchored to these 3D timelines. Feeling, healing, loving, and connecting to these energies from within allows a NEW experience of loving support and bigness reflection in relationships too.
And a heartfelt message from the Divine offered this morning to me and now to you, “You are birthing the New into very shifting sands. Offering love as a light beacon in the middle of some dark storms.
Give yourself some space around this. You are being held and directed by the Divine, as always. You are given all the support you need to keep doing and being this. Ask and open your heart to receive this support.”
MUCH love to you as we ride, rest, lead, and BE….
Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
Empowering 1:1 bridging sessions offer next level integration and digestion, see link above.
More about parts here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
The Alchemy & Illumination Of Our Reactivity
by Kalayna Colibri
It’s natural and human to have reactions. In this collective we’re part of today, with so much going on and being uncovered, having reactions is part of the gig of being here and expectedly so.
I could feel a message wanting to come through this morning about how we’re invited to BE with our reactivity. I felt the analogy of chemical reactions being offered… How they are wanted and provoked because they show the change of one substance into another, how they bring about healing in different contexts too. I like this analogy when it comes to feeling our own reactivity and how much we need it. Reactions tell us so much about ourselves and our souls, what pain lies beneath the surface, and invites us to see the beauty of our messes, inside and out, while we work to heal the wounds bringing around the reactions in the first place.
We’re here to react and feel our reactions. Reactivity is needed, as it tells us where to dig. The metal detector sounds an alarm when it senses metal on a sandy beach. We get to feel how this is related to our own mining for the parts of us that need us inside. Life is really one big ‘metal detector’ in that way, isn’t it? We’re being given tons of data in the form of reflections from our relationships, jobs, even our spiritual paths, that shows us where we next need to dig if we can find it within to go there. Our reactivity also tells us there’s something going on in this world at large or even just our inner worlds or social worlds that isn’t OK anymore and encourages us to set boundaries wherever needed. Feeling outrage is a kind of reaction. Wanting to fight or go to war or even just shut down altogether are other kinds. Parts of us might feel these ways and understandably so, especially as we move through this phase of 4D awakening rumbles and shakes and into the next of really letting in New Earth/5D frequencies as our daily reality.
What it feels like we’re witnessing and part of right now, is a megalithic vat of intense chemical and alchemical reactions, all happening as part of the sacred process of change and evolution. Denying our parts the right to have their reactions denies them the possibility of feeling what’s underneath them and healing what we’ve come here to heal. Being illuminated for us now too, is the difference between reactivity and actual feeling, which is key to this process of healing. Instead of choosing to fight or lash-out because that’s the impulse in the moment, we’re invited to feel this energy as coming from a part of us that is afraid of being vulnerable and feeling what he/she actually needs from us or from others or both. The outrage against the world or your relationships may be what’s needed for a phase, yet we’re invited to move out of these cycles of reaction through feeling the pain beneath it and aching it out in the arms of Divine love and self love.
Our reactions and the reactions vibrating in the collective are opportunities to feel where love is being resisted and yet where it most wants to flow. It is up to us all individually how we choose to download and interpret this data coming in and how we’d like to BE with it as it digests and the dust being kicked up by it settles onto the newly emerging ground of expanding love consciousness and ability to let real love in.
Much love! ❤
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If you’re feeling awareness emerge for you of your reactivity and your curious how this applies to your parts and your Metasoul, my beloveds offer exquisite and illuminating space holding sessions that are also very affordable. For more information, you can visit this page: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session.
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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart co-founder, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.
Strong Energies Of Change Moving Through
By Jelelle Awen
These are shorter posts, pictures, and energy status updates from this powerful week of energies….shared originally on my facebook feed and on my instagram.

“Strong energies of change moving through right now with all these various storms and next level timelines energizing AS old ones are collapsing. This is next level transition for ALL of us. This shifting can bring up confusion, spaciness, lostness. Gather your inner family into your heart (esp. your masculine) to feel clarities arise from this unifying heart space. ~” September 12
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Stairway to heaven in the clouds this morning during sunrise! The sunrise codes have been AMAZING today and yesterday as the 9/9/9 portal offers a taste of the NEW earth, NEW life, NEW you, NEW soul self IN the body coming through….. September 10
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9/9 Blessings! Completions/Endings/Collapses To Arise ANEW…the Service Of Love You and New Earth Timelines…..September 9
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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Ascension Q & A, Guided Meditation W/Raphael and Jelelle Awen (video)
Raphael and Jelelle, co-creators and teachers of SoulFullHeart, were live responding to questions and comments that came over FB on September 7th, 2018. They offered their perspectives on the ascension process, emotional body/soul healing through parts work, and working with Metasoul aspects from other timelines.
They also co-lead a guided meditation to connect with high vibe energies and your Inner Protector at around 40 minutes in.
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Collapsing The Internal Tug Of War
By Raphael Awen
Is it at all a possibility that an anxious feeling or thought about the future is actually more to do with a fear of letting go of something familiar in the present, a kind of projection onto the future?
If that feels true, then it’s up to you to go find the part of you that holds the fear of loss – feel their reality, as distinct from yours. Feel what they fear losing and why. Find the tears underneath the triggers. Now, a new and self loving new possibility is much more free to arise and flow into your energy, your reality, your ‘life’.
When we don’t feel parts of ourselves and their reality, we are left with a kind of flatlined waveform reality that we call our life, but in reality is an unaddressed tension of living immobilized between the tension and polarity of these parts of ourselves, each of them exerting strong energetic and emotional reality broadcasts across the screens of our lives.
When we go in to simply feel each part’s reality, without trying to fix anything, we feel the part that wants to stay in one place forever and we feel the part who has already long left the building. When these parts of us feel the feelings of what it feels like to be felt by us, their reality and energy simply shifts. The internal tug of war collapses, and life and love are free to flow again.
I’m feeling this for myself in a renewed way again as Jelelle and I are thirty some days away from moving ourselves and a few suitcases of belongings to Canada (Victoria, BC), leaving behind 4 years here in Mexico. The geography change is part of the shifts and changes of livelihood and passion-purpose expression in the world. Anxieties about money (which is really a form of love), or the community building that we feel drawn to do there (another form of love), are really more to do with a fear of having more; of feeling unprepared for that unknown and untried ‘more’, of not knowing how to navigate more – for a part of me, that is, who has become familiar with living in less in some form or another.
Here now, I get to see and feel how anxiety is not a limiting energy on the more that I and other parts of me consciously desire, but rather a portal, and a direct portal at that, to the gold my heart and soul longs for.
What if the anxiety, depression and the long list of other unwanted emotions we work hard to mask and avoid are really supergate portals to the new world, to new earth, Golden earth realities that our hearts and souls know is possible?
If that’s true, then it’s time to let go, (or begin to at least) of letting go of ways of life, spiritualities, relationships, that are really about numbing ourselves to our pain.
Many are finding to their surprise that between them and their trusted beloveds exists an unconscious, but ironclad non-disclosure agreement that states that if either of us break the code of disclosing our real pain to ourselves, to one another or to our world, that we agree to be banned forever from connection. It’s a device that a powerful part of us set in place and cocreated to ensure that we would stay safe and securely small.
What would it be to make new connections in relationship where something like the opposite was true; where people were only in relationship with you for the currency exchange of your realness and radical self-honesty and vulnerability?
We haven’t explored that reality yet very far as a collective consciousness, but I can tell you that I have explored it seriously as a single consciousness, with a small band of ‘others, and find it utterly expansive and a journey like no other. I invite you into this exploration of yourself if it calls to you. I can aid you in making light years of consciousness growth come alive in your world if this is something your heart and soul are ready to undertake.
Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/bridging-session
Please check into the link above as a decision point of your next steps into life and love in the frequency I speak of today. Thank you for tracking me and my words.
Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.









