Category: Ascension

Divine Mother Message Of Support During This V. Bioweapon Narrative

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By Jelelle Awen

I am continuing to digest the ongoing V. reactions/injuries/deaths and the stories that are increasingly coming out as more people are impacted by them. I spent some time taking in the FB hashtags #protectmyfamily #protectyourfamilies, #stopthemandate which now have a flow of sharings that are deeply compelling and convincing as to the true story of what is going on during this V. narrative, especially from the nurses who are quitting their long-term beloved positions rather than give in to the pressure/mandate of getting a bioweapon shot that they are seeing first hand can be lethal.

I feel alarm at times with the mounting restrictions and mandates that are taking away basic human ‘rights’ and body sovereignty choices that we have so long assumed would always be respected. There is a sense of sadness at the seeming deeper separations happening between one ‘side’ and the other as people are divided in often polarizing ways.

My heart and womb so heavily feels the cries of the world in these moments. Sometimes all I can do is weep for the suffering of so many right now, both those who know what is going on and those who remain needing to be veiled. A sense of helplessness can move through my soul in those moments, triggered by so long choosing incarnations during this Matrix phase of humanity’s process.
I am leaning into my beloved SoulFullHeart process to access the soul aspects (including a wise woman/witch, priestess, Divine Orphan, etc.) and the karmic healing that is needing feeling, negotiating and BEing with in order to feel worthy to let in MORE Divine love and support. Not eating food/fasting for the last two weeks is deepening that access, lifting the veils, activating more light body, allowing for detox/unplugging from Matrix foods.

As I tune into what I call the ‘Graceland’ or the Frequency Field of Divine Mother Love, I can access a trust around the sorting through process that is happening for each soul during this grand drama. I can feel the soul choice that all of us have signed up for with this unique experience and the pressure cooker that it offers of growth.

I understand that we needed the false womb AI Matrix and this ‘fall from Grace’ to experience another aspect of ourselves…only to return inevitably back to the Divine womb again. I feel support on ALL levels from the Divine and my soul/higher self to be here during this time, to continue to find an inner sanctuary within, and keep surrendering to Divine Trust around it ALL.


I AM a beacon of hope, possibility, and light on the other side of this darkness for all of humanity, yet, also, that is available in any moment from within. And, so Divine Mother would offer, so are YOU.

I feel then the TRUTH of our unity and infinity, both of which are being temporarily obscured by division and limitation.

Divine Mother has repeatedly offered to me this message and I share it with you now,

“Be the light.

Be the love.

Be the infinite source of the Divine that you ARE.

This is your greatest service to humanity in this moment.

This is your greatest service WITH me during this temporary darkness and death/rebirth process.

Return to me whenever you need to…..into my womb and into my unconditional embrace. Return to regroup and re-energize. Return to cry and mourn. Return to FEEL whatever you need to feel within your soul.

Remember that you are NEVER truly alone as I am always with you and I have NEVER abandoned you even when you choose to turn away from me.

Remember that separation is always a temporary illusion CHOSEN by the soul to experience.

Remember that you ARE a powerful creator of a higher timeline reality that is not victim to the current external circumstances.

And in this remembering, may you embody your essence of the Divine within you. I love you always and in ALL ways,

Your Divine Mother

Please join us this Sunday, December 12th at 5:00pm Portugal time/12:00pm EST for a two hour group call transmission for community support, Divine love, and inner access to whatever is needed for you in this Now. You can join us live and receive the recording for whatever donation you can give.

More info at soulfullheart.org/grouptransmissions

And more information about supportive 1:1 sessions over zoom with me and other Facilitators at soulfullheart.org/sessions

SoulFullHeart Museletter: Dec 3, 2021

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Since the potent portal of 11:11 we’ve been experiencing many upgrades and having realizations too of what’s been rumbling in our inner and outer worlds and why. The continued peak of the Matrix is intensifying daily now and so have the opportunities for our growth.

Our featured article from Jelelle Awen speaks to the different ways you may have been experiencing the upgrades and invitations from the Divine into higher consciousness and higher timeline embodiment, asking you to truly and deeply feel what is real for you and parts of you and make choices from there. The outside world has been grinding through its own collective version of this process. Jelelle offers some powerful yet gentle ways in which to feel through this process and be with each step that arises for you.

On Dec 12, Raphael and Jelelle will be leading an online group meditation call focused on transmitting and embodying the incoming 12:12 codes. You can find out more about this group call here.

They also created a brand new video where they share more about their own healing journeys that led them to each other and into their Sacred Union/Twin Flame bond from which they co-created SoulFullHeart as a healing process and way of life. They share about the types of souls they feel most drawn to serve as well and the overall journey this process takes you on.

There are several new articles from these last two weeks, which include some digestions of epic world events and reminders of what it means to come from love and inhabit your own ‘Love Ambassador’ energy both within and without.

You can read the latest Museletter here. If you’d like to receive these in your own email, you can subscribe on our website: soulfullheart.org, or click the ‘subscribe’ button at the bottom of this or any issue of our Museletter.

Lots of love from all of us!

~ The SoulFullHeart Community

Energy Update: Solar Eclipse & Passage Offers Light Body Upgrades and Inner Sacred Union Reconciliation

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By Jelelle Awen

This has been a transformational passage we’ve been in between the lunar eclipse two weeks ago and the total solar eclipse tomorrow as eclipse passages ALWAYS are! The churny and intense, sometimes uncomfortable and painful, energies of the lunar eclipse offered a pause/unplugging from the Matrix that worked at clearing out our wombs/haras/power centers. Clarities about our soul purpose, what to let go of in our lives that would serve them, and what possible next steps to take arose during this cycle.

As I’ve been connecting with the solar codes during the last couple of days of blessed winter sunshine, I’m experiencing them as more supportive, empowering, and overall easier to integrate and BE with. These sacred masculine codes offer important activations that allow you to take the next steps/make choices toward your higher timeline, perhaps revealed to you during the 11:11 portal.

The solar energies can’t be and have never been hijacked. The purity of the higher consciousness frequencies that stream in from our Physical Sun to the Cosmic/Quantum Great Central Sun and then into our Personal Sun/Stellar Gateway chakra (about two feet above our crown chakra) are undiluted, potent, and raw.

This is powerful FOOD for our soul, reminding us of our connection to the Divine, the TRUE Source of ALL life. As we receive this solar food, you may need less physical food in order to more deeply let it in. You may be finding that your appetite is just falling away and foods you previously wanted are falling away and a craving for more whole, real, pure plants/fruits is coming in. You may be feeling guided towards transitioning to vegetarian/vegan if you haven’t already as the killing frequencies are less tolerable to your system now.

I’ve been liquid fasting for the last week and I feel my consciousness rise as my cells empty out of any toxicities they’ve taken in during the last year of eating solid food (and some processed foods) to make more room for the good love food. I’ve done extended fasts before, up to 30 days last year, yet this current one has had the most ease to it and the most grace in terms of feeling into each moment what my body truly wants as nourishment. Supported by the beautiful nature, stillness, Mother Mary codes here in the mountains in Central Portugal, by my beloved community, by increasing service/sessions with beautiful souls, and deeply, so deeply, held by the Divine….I am finding that ANY hungers are quickly, readily answered by love.

There aren’t any feelings of deprivation or missing anything or not being allowed to have something. There is a deeper sense of infinite abundance being available to be ‘fed’ from whenever I want to access and digest it. This is supported by a few hours a day of doing yoga, deep pranayama/breathing, meditation/drop in with aspects/parts, prayer with the Divine.

I’ve mentioned before that I have been guided to eventually transition this life to living on love/prana/light and off physical food. I’ve remembered and connected in my Metasoul to soul aspects who lived like this for many years in bliss and ease. There have also been other aspects who died of starvation so this has been important to feel and heal as well. This feels like another phase of that transition to living on light for which I get to experience an alternative to the plugged in/programmed in way we have been enslaved by meal cycles, manufactured food buying/preparing, and all that.

Whatever phase you are in your transition to the embodiment of your Divine Self, the solar eclipse offers an opportunity to receive whatever you need in the Now. Your inner masculine may especially want/need support to take next steps, be felt in their stress and their overprotection, relieve any tensions, answer any distrust. Our inner sacred unions are being illuminated with this eclipse passage as the false feminine hijack (which we call the “Ursula Consciousness”) heals to reveal the sacred feminine. The sacred masculine is roused by her arising, wanting to show up for her, claim her, and care for her. The polarities within you come up as you feel what has been more scared relating than sacred between these energies within.

This is a guided meditation to connect with your inner masculine/feminine:

Here is also a guided meditation that I did last summer during the solstice solar eclipse in which I talk more about transitioning to living on prana/light (I was undergoing an extended fast at the time of filming this video) and a bridge to the solstice eclipse energies, which could even be helpful in this now:

How are you experiencing this eclipse passage?

Much LOVE to you during this eclipse passage and wishes for you to receive ALL that you most need in the form of the deepest heart and soul nourishment,Jelelle AwenDo reach out if you would like a bridge to whatever in your emotional body/souls wants to connect with you! Info about 1:1 sessions with me & other facilitators, writings/books, group call events (including one on 12:12) and more about soulfullheart.org.

About SoulFullHeart Process & Sessions (Video) | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

Feels like this video has been 12 years in the making! In it, Raphael and Jelelle share about what inspired us to co-create the SoulFullHeart process that we offer through 1:1 sessions, group calls, books/writings, videos, and community living/immersion. We talk about how our life together and as a community, plus our own processes of soul awakening and parts integrating, and what is happening in the world, lead to an embodied and practical way of integrating this process.

We also share about our awakening journeys prior to SoulFullHeart with Raphael talking about being in and eventually leaving Christianity, and about the parts work/spiritual healing process group where we first met each other in 2005. Jelelle talks about how she was always drawn to being a healer and working with people and on herself in some form and how self conscious and self judgemental she used to be before the parts work helped her open up her healer’s heart even more.

We discuss what happens in a 90 minute session over Zoom in which we ‘drop into’ a relaxing and mild hypnotic/meditative state with you to feel whatever part/aspect comes forward. It is always an unknown journey held with an open hand that draws out your Divine Self to respond and lead with your deepest defenses (your Inner Protector/Gatekeepers) able to open up the space in a way that feels safe to them!

There is more information about a free intro with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Gabriel Amara or Kasha Rokshana and about 1:1 sessions with Raphael (for men and women), with Jelelle (for women over 35), with Kasha (for women), and with Gabriel (for women and men) https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions 1:1 sessions for 90 minutes are $130 CAD or about $100 USD.

For more information about the process, we recommend reading/listening to Jelelle’s latest book, Free To Be 5D which provides an in-depth overview of it based on her own process and years of sessions with others. Links to purchase ebook, audio, print and audio here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/books

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

Upcoming 12:12 Transmission Guided Meditation Group Call | Raphael & Jelelle Awen

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By Jelelle Awen

This will be a powerful group call ON 12:12 as we will be coming out of the Lunar and SOULar eclipse passage too! December 12 (12:12) is a powerful number sequence that offers an upgrade experience into your higher consciousness of growth, abundance, and joy!

The 12:12 portal allows for the manifestation/alchemy of our desires/dreams (symbolized by the 1) coming into harmony with our intuition (symbolized by 2). 12:12 opens up an intuitive bridge for us to really FEEL what our deepest desires are as connected to our soul purpose here and expression of our Divine Self. It allows you to feel what parts of you or your soul aspects are stuck in suffering loops from undigested this-life trauma or karma from other lifetimes. You can then invite these parts/aspects into the light of your love and heart space.

12:12 also provides a strong influx of Christ and Magdalene Consciousness codes throughout all of December (which also includes a total solar eclipse on December 4th), the Winter Solstice and Christmas. Christ Magdalene codes offer sacred union, Divine embodiment, peace/love ambassador activations and more at a phase in humanity’s ascension when they are very needed! The seeding of our 5D New Earth timeline occurred during the Christ/Magdalene lifetime and we can water these seeds from within in a more powerful way during this time.

SoulFullHeart Teachers/Facilitators/Ascension Bridges, Raphael and Jelelle Awen, will co-host a 12:12 group call over Zoom to provide a transmission during this powerful portal.
The focus of this group on Sunday, December 12th, 2021 at 5:00pm/17:00pm WET Lisbon, Portugal timezone/12:00pm EST/9:00am PST) will be opening up your access to receive Divine codes through the transmission of these frequencies on the magical 12:12 day. SoulFullHeart Teachers Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana also join us to share their experience of the meditation, along with their own personal deepenings with Christ Consciousness Embodiment.

We will talk about the transition we are going through collectively as we move through this Dark Night and into the Light of New Earth and how the 12:12 codes can support this transition. We’ll share our personal spiritual journeys and recent tender experiences with experiencing Divine Mother’s Grace and Divine Father’s supportive frequencies during this time.

During this group call, we will provide a guided meditation journey to the 12:12 portal and you can feel what your deeper desires are as connected to your intuition. You may feel a specific soul aspect from another lifetime or a part such as an Inner Child, Inner Teenager, etc. that is in resistance or fear. Magdalene and Yeshua will join us to hold the space and provide an infusion of Christ Consciousness. We will also repeat ‘recoding’ affirmations as mantras, together as a group, that assist in this healing.~


You can receive these frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.This group is open to the public and to anyone over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy/money exchange of whatever donation you feel to give ($15 CAD is the usual amount). You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shopOr you can purchase it here through PayPal: paypal.me/jelelleawen
and we will send you the Zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the December 12th group and check that your email associated with PayPal is current.


The group call will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions.Here is a timezone converter (call is at 5:00pm Lisbon, Portugal time): https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html

Being a part of this call would also help you decide if you feel drawn to be a deeper part of SoulFullHeart in experiencing ongoing deeper transformation through regular sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, or Kasha.

Matrix Unplugging During Recent Eclipse & Control Peaking With Recent V. Mandates

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By Jelelle Awen

Mass protests are happening in Vienna to the most recent highly discriminatory V. Mandates against those who are choosing sovereignty over conformity and not getting jabbed with gene altering bioweapons. As these mandates (a wounded masculine hijack!) becoming increasingly and sneakily common, it is also becoming more and more clear that this is NOT about controlling a virus, yet about controlling humanity.

The ancient Matrix agenda seeded during the fall of Atlantis is peaking now with the C. narrative. The dark polarized star beings who first created it have shared that they have abandoned it and Earth as She ascends into 5D. They cannot ascend with her consciousness and are not meant to….yet we as sacred humans and children of Gaia ARE meant to rise with her.

The polarizing programs and conditionings continue to run on the steam of inertia and all the humans who are still plugged into them. That is the play out we are seeing now. This great bifurcation, as painful as it is, allows humanity the opportunity to choose what timeline we will manifest next.

With the recent lunar eclipse, which was the longest in centuries, we were given a pause from the hijacked moon matrix broadcast. During this pause, we were offered the opportunity to unplug to another degree our womb or hara (power center for men) from the Matrix and to feel our umbilical cord to the Divine. Many of us experienced this process in heightened period cycles, digestion issues, dizziness, headaches, crazy dreams, and other symptoms. These are all signs of clearing and upgrading.

The unplugging process is truly a sovereign one…every soul must choose if they undergo it and how. Some of us are going through it in a very conscious and peaceful way over many years in order to show others the way. Others are needing to protest loudly and advocate for themselves and humanity. Others are stuck between the two sides in an uncomfortable tornness. And others will remain plugged in until they leave their bodies, choosing to awaken outside the body. All options are sacred for that soul. All are chosen for the most growth and healing opportunity.

Tuning into your light body, you can see/feel if there are any plugs into the Matrix that are ready to come undone. It is a lengthy process that works on emotional, spiritual, physical, energy, and mental levels. If you’d like space holding and support in the Matrix unplugging process, please do contact us for a 1:1 session over Zoom with more info at Soulfullheart.org.

This is a guided meditation with me to facilitate matrix unplugging through meeting your Reptilian Self with more coming in January when we launch a 30 day video series Deepen 2022:

Now is the time for humanity to arise! Now is the time for humanity to become Infinite Love as a reflection of the Divine once again!

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Energy Update: Intense Womb/Sacral Clearings During November Lunar Eclipse

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By Jelelle Awen

Powerful lunar eclipse codes coming IN the last couple of days and now peaking as this celestial event begins in which the moon, the sun, and Gaia are in alignment. This blood moon eclipse is the longest in 100 years, over three hours from start to finish. Taking in a livestream of the lunar eclipse as it is happening creates a bridge to these codes and whatever they offer you.

Link to view broadcast here:

Intense clearings of the sacral chakra going on with impacted period cycles (delayed, early, intensified). And indigestion/stomach issues as well…..This feels like an important clearing after all that was activated and amplified in the 11:11 portal so that desire, sexual creative life force and womb/hara empowerment can come through.

I feel that there is quite an activation of the universal and personal womb space going on…the hijack of the lunar connection to our wombs gets both amplified during full moons yet also gets a ‘pause/reboot’ during lunar eclipses. It can be a confusing energy! The ongoing V. battleground/narrative and Matrix peaking are an intense timeline to be aware of and living through as well.

You may indeed be feeling an intensity of your period cycles or disruption/pause in them..as I am experiencing PMS about 10 days earlier than usual and going through a synching womb process with my daughter who lives with us again. The synching of wombs is definitely REAL, even if mainstream medicine doesn’t acknowledge it. And the mother/daughter bond that lives in the cellular memory of my womb is being reactivated as well.

Veils are thinning too in a visceral way causing sometimes intense bleed through from other lifetimes. If you are having unexplained reactions/triggers/ emotions that don’t really connect to your life circumstances, it could be a lifetime/soul aspect coming through. The wise woman/witch lifetimes are esp coming up for feeling and healing, as I’ve been connecting with for the last week myself.

I am in a rehab/healing process with a beautiful black cat that we have come to call Raven who essentially ‘came with’ the house we are renting here in Central Portugal. Raven is basically a stray cat (although she may have owners, they are not bonded with her in a significant way) who came around at first at mealtime to be fed and now stays the night, sleeps on my bed, and is allowing me increasingly to pet and cuddle with her.

We have a soul history together (as seems to be the case with any animals that are drawn to us and us to them!)….a lifetime where my Metasoul aspect Ingrit was a wise woman/medicine woman in medieval Ireland and was ostracized socially and feared by the townspeople she was serving even as she was ‘used’ for her medicines/herbals/energy healing. Raven was cast out too for being a bad omen/bad luck as a black cat and they bonded through the feelings of being different from others, being outcast, being vilified, etc. This is a soul theme that MANY of us can relate to and I feel we came here this life to heal and ascend beyond this victimized experience of being a persecuted healer.

In this life, Raven and I have reunited to heal this experience together and it is requiring a deep patience yet is very worth it. Healing with animals is not all that different from space holding with people actually…building trust by showing up consistently in a non-judgemental way that invites more love to flow.

There is great opportunity here during the lunar eclipse passage to digest what came through as your higher timeline during the 11:11 portal. This is particularly a powerful time for karmic healing, such as what I am remembering and healing with the wise woman/black cat as familiar bond.

Take the time to meditate on the lunar eclipse and invite the codes into your field, plus any soul aspects that want to reveal themselves to you. ❤️

This is a guided meditation that I did during a past lunar eclipse to connect with the codes:

Please do reach out if you’d like support during a 1:1 session with me or my beloveds offering a bridge to access these other lifetimes/soul aspects and/or parts of yourself that need you….and to deep dive into your womb space as well. More info at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Jelelle Awen

More info about 1:1 sessions, group call events and books/writings at soulfullheart.org.

Meeting Your Divine Self – Our Journey From & Back To Source

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By  Raphael Awen

The farther we journey from source, the greater is our return to source where we are enabled to experience it for the first time.

This is the homecoming that you and I are now in, even as parts of us feel like the separation is growing.

It’s no longer the separation that’s growing, but rather your awareness of it that is increasing.

This week has been marked for me with another reunion with my Divine Orphan self that was triggered by some arising life circumstances, inviting the conditioned-to-this-life parts of me to feel and see this divine orphan self. I’m finding the beholding of this part again to be so moving and deeply rewarding, that answers the deeper questions at hand about the feelings of separation.

We were all initiated out of divine source into experience itself, and this experience needed to begin with what was not source. All of the fears, anxieties and depression we carry hearken back to our being birthed out of our divine bliss/oneness/source essence.

In this, we all were implanted with a great core wound, a wound that would underlie everything we would come to label as neurosis, things wrong with us. All of our attachments and quarrels within and without stem from this wound. But this pain and burden we carry is not only a wound that hurts, it is also an opening, a portal back, back to our true essence.

Your true essence is not conditioned by the conditionings of fear and lack that were needful for the experience journey. Your essence hasn’t participated here in the hijacked, 3D, matrixed, realm. Your essence remained untouched and protected from all of that.

The godhood you long for, you actually still possess and never lost. You just took on the experience of forgetting and of losing. In experience, you did lose divine connection and it hurts like the hell that it is. In essence though, you never lost a single thing. You are both experience and essence. More correctly, you are essence that took on experience.

You set out not to discover faraway lands, but to leave the land of your origin, so that you could return to it and discover it for the first time. As essence, you couldn’t know or feel or appreciate that essence and bliss. Bliss was left wanting to be known and felt and experienced. It was a risky endeavor, but your soul and the divine’s decided to fund this great discovery journey into reverence, awe and wonder.

As the increasing awareness of this separation rumbles in your life, you feel a fever pitch of everything coming apart at the seams. Everything you’ve worked so hard for to make experiential life bearable or even good comes now at this stage to be found to be not enough. In reaction, you may work harder as I have on gratitude and whatever other host of self-prescriptions to attempt to right your relation-ship with life, only to find they are not at all effective like they were before.

What the hell is happening?

You are beginning the return part of your journey home. You are sailing in the opposite direction. You are returning from where you came and the way you came. The return voyage has been negotiated through many lifetimes and so many experiences and you are ready now, equipped and prepared for the return.

The conditioning of lack and scarcity that you onboarded in your journey into experience is still here, and at times feels strangely and troublingly magnified. But this is all to be expected as you are called to feel and reconcile all the parts of you that are adjusting to returning to source – such a different experience than journeying away from source.

Now, you begin to get a sense of how sacred this forgotten core wound opening is. It is the one thing that would guarantee your return to divine source experientially. Your messed-up-ness is actually your perfection expressing and calling out to you. Each arising pain and ache is an intrinsic part of  the ongoing guidance as you restore to each part of you the pieces of their birthright that they are ready to feel.

Your preferences for pleasure over pain are a key part of your being human and of restoring your humanity with your divinity. You are invited not to bypass them any longer in the name of some kind of medicative spiritual practice. You chose to experience. You chose to want and to need. Those wants and those needs will need to be courageously owned and embraced if this voyage is to be completed successfully and on time (and in time).

As you witness the great fever pitch of insanity unfolding around you, ask yourself if you can think of any greater contribution to such a distress call than that of saving yourself, deeply choosing and embracing your own return journey home.

As you continue your return journey home as one being, you are reminding the oneness that we all are and share of this remembrance journey. Those around you in the forgetting phase will need your example when the time of their remembering comes, just as you needed it from others.

May we each embrace the perfection that we are amidst all that seems and feels so imperfect. May we set up a heart home with a great hearth of the warmth that will allow the fullest remembering.

Raphael Awen

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Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. 

Energy Update: Blood Moon Eclipse Impacting All Wombs/Haras, Stirring Awakenings & Action-taking

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by Kasha Rokshana

The collective womb throbs and hums, expands and contracts. It is working to help us through our death and rebirth. It is co-creating with us the world we want to live in, while helping us collapse the one we don’t. It is moving and swaying in time with the music of the waves of collective awakening. It is clearing itself out and making room for what wants to come through…

This week’s Blood Moon Eclipse connects us to this collective womb in an intense way. It’s a harbinger of what’s already happening and the intensity of what’s to come too. The moon, I feel, is not a pure connection, but a hijacked one. Meaning, it has its role in broadcasting the Matrix that is peaking now, which impacts us all, and to the awakening soul that is shaking off what’s left of its slumber, this particular broadcast from the moon this week could be felt in very uncomfortable ways.

The continued push of the v. bioweapon agenda is a scary one. In many ways it’s a direct attack on the womb, on the human heart, on our children, on the physical body vessel and the soul it houses. It’s getting worse and continues to peak. This creates a lot of stirring and shifting in every womb/hara space in every individual, for we are all connected and no matter what is happening and where, we ARE going through it together. 

Within your womb, you may be experiencing cramping, bloating, fatigue, and a feeling of overall physical discomfort. Emotional edges may be peaking, especially anxiety and a feeling of hopelessness or even restlessness. Whether or not it’s directly related to your own cycle, there is a frequency connecting all of our wombs at this time. The hara in men may also be feeling impacted with its own symptoms. 

My own womb has been humming in deep response to everything that’s moving… as I feel her, I feel what she’s been holding. I feel the tension of getting ready for the next phase of her cycle, but also the tension of what’s breaking down and breaking open in the world. I feel my own process of feeling into how to respond to that and also feeling how it connects to some pieces in my soul and my this-life parts too. 

Connecting in with my womb, I feel all of this and the discomfort of the confused collective that is trying to break through the ceilings of a consciousness that has long been held as ‘normal’. I feel my own personal ceilings I’m breaking through as well and how challenging that can be at times. Overall, I feel my connection to Divine Mother through the portal of my womb, which offers me all of this context I’m sharing with you now, even through the physical discomfort and emotional peaks I’m feeling inside of myself. 

It all feels like the energy of death, but laced with hope. It feels like a deep reboot of our sense of what’s true and how to respond to it with love, care, compassion, and when necessary, urgency.

As the collective Dark Night experience intensifies at this time, you may be feeling stirred to take urgent action and make swift life changes that have a huge impact on how your next phase unfolds. It feels important to not over-process or analyze this urgency right now and the intensity you may be feeling about it all, instead offering it plenty of air and giving space to the reactions parts of you are very reasonably having.

As women, sometimes we need our inner masculines to ‘kick it into high gear’ and help us move on and into more personal safety, choosing to follow the flow of the resonance that calls us, even if soul family feels physically far away. With more lockdowns, more shunning of those who choose love over fear, more risk of becoming ‘stuck’ in situations or geographies that are so clearly dissonant to your own values and what your heart and soul believes to be the truth underlying everything that’s happening, it’s paramount to listen to that voice within that encourages and empowers you to find a way out. 

Jelelle and I have led several women’s calls with guided meditations to help you access and feel your womb and also your inner masculine in a deeper way. You can donate whatever you feel to or go to our shop to purchase: soulfullheart.org/shop

Our wombs/haras carry many codes for us of our personal awakening journeys and alchemy. There’s so much we can receive from them when we connect consciously to them and feel how whatever is moving through us is also moving through the All. The Divine womb that holds us all is expressed in each of us and it’s so vital to our wellbeing to embrace and understand that. 

As the collective ‘womb’ we all share continues to move the energies of what’s burning UP through her, we’re not only being offered a dystopia but also hope… it was our co-creative power that brought in the reality we’re living out and allowed it to seed the way it has. That means we also have the power, which starts individually always, to move into another phase of co-creation now that we’ve learned so much from this one.

I feel how important awareness of these pieces is right now, to be able to digest and feel them. Fear and the parts of you that may feel it is never ‘bad’ or ‘wrong’. Yet, it’s the relationship to fear that is also important to feel and get real about… feeling and holding parts of you and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes who vibrate in it moves all fears into trust eventually, with dedication to them and to your womb, who helps to hold them all. For more information on 1:1 sessions with me or one of my beloveds, visit soulfullheart.org/sessions

Love,

Kasha

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Energy Update: Christ Codes Supporting Forgiveness, Karma Clearing, Deep Feeling

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by Kasha Rokshana

The codes that activate your inner Christ Light are coming in now and my sense is that they will intensify throughout this corridor of 11/11 to 12/12. They are tender, loving, yet bear an intensity in their illumination. 

They invite you, with so much care, into feeling and processing on deeper levels that will support you to clear karmic binds to other souls, arise more and more into your bigness/vastness, and truly experience unity within and outside of you. At the same time, the access to pure joy is also available and supportive, like bliss waves moving through every chakra, especially as you free up the access to them from deep inside of you.

You may feel these Christ Codes emotionally and spiritually especially, as if a portal is opening up within you and there’s an uptick in your porosity and sensitivity, yet you may also feel them on a physical level as love comes in to permeate and cleanse every cell. How you relate to and hold yourself on all of these levels is being illuminated and invited to shift into a new depth of self-love and acceptance.

Christ Codes are an opportunity for deep healing and reconciliation within, yet also with others. The process of forgiveness is potent and very real… one that happens in layers, with taking the space to feel all parts of you in their triggers, by feeling all Metasoul aspects who have been persecuted, harmed, or worse, in other lifetimes and helping them reconcile what has happened to them. True forgiveness is a high frequency not easily achieved or conjured, yet it can be felt into when you feel ready and guided by your Divine Self to go deeper.

Christ Codes are very much a “come as you are” invitation into the lap of the Divine, where everything you feel is welcome and every part of you is safe and held. They are here to help you feel whatever is REAL even when you feel waves of genuine rage, unhappiness, dissatisfaction, or even fear. They support you to fully inhabit, not diminish, the power of your depth of feeling, all the while guiding you toward those choices that will awaken and enliven you and everything within you that you’re here to do, become, and offer. 

Christ Codes activate and nourish the seeds planted in us by our experiences of being a part of the Magdalene/Essene lineage which you may resonate with deeply. They are constantly being watered, even through adversity, conflict, and the challenges of living in this day and age, through this messy phase of our Ascension. This time of year, especially around 12/12, you will likely feel them even more so, perhaps steering you in a new direction, opening your heart (especially to yourself), piquing your curiosity about yourself and others, and bringing you a new sense of context and the reasons WHY you are facing all you are.

Christ Codes remind us of our humanity AND our divinity and how they are not mutually exclusive or ever completely aligned, enlightened, and perfect. They are an invitation deeper into your own Christ lineage and unique Christ Light within. Your soul valiantly chose to be here, to experience all it has and bring that to the fore, and to find ways to express and inhabit your soul gifts.

Christ Codes are a reminder of the love you came here to embody, and the love that is supporting you always to embrace everything you are, feel, and desire too. 

May the love of these powerful Christ Codes be felt within you today and ongoingly… as you feel your unique process of letting them in, of allowing them to guide you inward and live into more soul-led, love-based choices during this next phase of your sacred journey.

Love,

Kasha ♥️🌹

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.