Month: August 2019

Four Day SoulFullHeart Gathering Event Coming In September: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Aug 19, 2019)

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

SoulFullHeart Healing as a process and community has been taking in the Higher Timeline downloads that started really pouring in during Lion’s Gate, which just concluded recently. It’s exciting to see and feel the shifts and changes happening that move us into a timeline of letting in an expansion of our community through our new event offerings! One such event is taking place in September. The leading piece this week, penned by SoulFullHeart Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher/Ambassador, Jelelle Awen, invites you to feel into if this gathering for the Fall Equinox is something you might feel resonant with:

“We are inviting you to immerse with us as a community, just as we are in everyday living, for these four days as a celebration of the EQUInox, life, love, and ongoing healing that leads to deeper experience of passion and joy and realness in every moment.”

We will be having another four-day community gathering this December 2019 for the Winter Solstice. The gathering starts at 10:00am on Wednesday the 18th of December and goes through 5pm on Saturday the 21st (each day’s events are from 10:00am until 5:00pm).

The next virtual Group Transmission with Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be on September 14th at 10:00am PDT. The focus of this group is to learn more about karmic healing through unplugging through the lower 4D matrix, which is the control matrix created by the collective unconscious’ unprocessed and undigested karmic soul woundings, trauma playouts, good vs. evil battles, and archetypal projections. Unplugging from the Lower 4D Matrix is the ‘next step’ in awakening as you consciously life your veil of amnesia with the help of your Gatekeeper, an aspect of your Metasoul that guards and protects all the timelines/lifetimes that your soul has fragmented into.

Join us in Victoria, BC in person for a FREE guided meditation and sharing afterwards! We will lead you in a powerful, high vibrational guided meditation. Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be leading the guided meditation, as they have for people around the world in session space and through video sharings on metaphysical websites and on the SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube channel.

For more information on these events, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

We have a brand NEW guided meditation video from Jelelle this week. It is a powerful Light Body activation meditation. Light Body activation is going next level with the recent codes and upgrades that have been coming in this year and into 2020, as we move into more embodied ascension as a collective. Jelelle felt to offer this video with teachings about the process of light body activation and what she has noticed about it in herself and in others through sessions, along with a guided meditation to activate the Light Body. This could be especially helpful if you’ve been experiencing body symptoms such as neck/head/shoulder pain, lightheadedness/dizziness, shifting sleep patterns, indigestion, etc.

We have several new articles and audio blogs this week, including energy updates from Jelelle, along with digestions of love and the love of humanity from Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Solais. Jelelle also offers a very helpful article on feeding the Light Body through superfoods and shifting away from heavy eating altogether into possible phases of fasting/living on light and ‘Prana’.

Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities.

More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Our online shop is NOW OPEN! You can visit it to pay for individual sessions or to attend any of our gatherings, purchase the recording of past group transmissions or pay to attend an upcoming one, or to purchase books. Keep an eye out and your heart open for other offerings in the near future! https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop

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Thank you so much for your interest in and support of SoulFullHeart Way of Life! If you’d like to receive these Museletters directly and automatically in your email every week, you can subscribe on our website at: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/writingmuseletters

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Energy Update: Intense Post Lion’s Gate Offering Need For Body Detox

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By Jelelle Awen

Sometimes it is in the post period after a major gateway opening like Lion’s Gate that you really start to feel the effects of it. You hear about it; you read about it; maybe you experience some of it. And then…..there it is. The ACTUAL experience of it. This experience can vary depending on each soul and what they are ready/wanting to upgrade. The actual experience downloading into your field can take months. Yet, also, there is a collective impact to these alignments of light that is also felt by those sensitively plugged into collective consciousness.

This post-Lion’s Gate period is offering intense and, even, unsettling energies to ‘wade through’ and experience. I’ve heard from people that they are experiencing much of this energy shift inside of their bodies with symptoms such as fever, feeling ‘flu-like’, tiredness, desire/need to fast or greatly reduce calories, etc. The body, being the densest aspect of our BEing, is always trying to catch up with the more porous aspects of our BEing, our emotional bodies, our energy field/chakras, and our spirit.

This definitely seems to be a ‘catching up’ phase for our more 3D-anchored bodies to transition into the next level of light body. The energies from the star Sirius during Lion’s Gate are activating our bodies on a cellular level, inviting them to begin a more intense detoxification process than before. There is so much to detox from in 3D culture, the chemicals, the drugs, the ‘non’ food processed food, even the dependency on food that is reflected in our three meals a day culture.

It is crucial that we surrender to this detox process as sacredly as we may the activation process. We may be more coveting the activations and upgrades than we are patient with the detox process that must go on. Detoxing is what allows the next level activations to come in, to integrate into EVERY level cell, what allows us to actually become 5D Sacred humans within our bodies.

Detox acknowledges the toll and harm that 3D living has taken on our bodies and puts them FIRST with much, much self love and care.

This can be challenging to do when parts of you may have judged your body harshly for many years, for its appearance, for its weight. This is another legacy of 3D culture, where we are taught not to love our bodies, but to compare them to others and to ultimately disdain them.

Detox is actually not just a physical process yet also a very FEELING one. It is about feeling your body very deeply and very consciously. Feeling what it has been through….every injury, every illness, every abuse, every lifestyle choice, every eating choice, and how that has impacted it. All of these things need to be released on a cellular level which is a huge process. Even things you experienced or did to your body many years ago will come up to be released.

It is feeling how these un-self-loving choices have collected in the cells, stored there, and are essentially in the way of letting in more light. Not to shame or blame yourself, yet rather to feel remorse and compassion for your body. To feel what it has had to hold and how now you want to be there to support it, love it, and FEEL it in the most nourishing way possible.

The detox process seems to be going on and through us, even if we aren’t consciously choosing it. This is what ‘getting sick’ is all about and even women’s monthly menstrual cycles are a form of detoxing (what some say is one of the reasons women live longer actually). The body sort of forces us to do it. Yet, what works much better and is more self loving is to hold space for the process. To listen and tune into your body, feeling what it most wants as fuel, as exercise, as sexual activity, as frequency…..and especially what it needs while it is detoxing.

I have been guided to begin a water fast, now on day four after significantly reducing my caloric intact to just smoothie for days before that. I’ve had major soul clarities come in and also felt even more connected to my Metasoul family, especially those aspects who have experience with fasting, living on light, and especially my Arcturian aspect Binkh. I’m discovering so many gifts from this process, which isn’t just about fasting or even detoxing, but about really feeling my body in an even more conscious way. I feel this is also a transition for me to a more prana/light based diet with some liquids included, commonly called Breatharian lifestyle. I will be sharing more about that as it unfolds.

I do recommend fasting right now, even if it is intermittent, or to reduce your caloric intake. I also feel eating mostly fruits and vegetables right now provides a supportive frequency to your body, a higher frequency, that allows it to really go into the detox process. And, as always, I recommend no longer eating animals in any form as a major detox place from so many years of consuming killing frequencies that densify rather than enliven. If you go into some form of fasting, it is actually easier to give up these things as your body reverts into its more natural cravings and appetites, which are for MORE prana, not necessarily food and usually not meat either.

This is a phase that can be challenging for all of us yet feels so worth it for the gifts that it offers during the process and on the other side of it. This is the process of becoming sacred human in our bodies and whatever detox/unplugging/unanchoring from 3D frequencies that is necessary feels VERY worth it.

I offered a guided meditation and teaching the other day for activating light body and I see offering one soon for the detoxing body. You can view the detoxing one here: https://youtu.be/-OhIwSUYTN8

I also wrote this recent writing about superfoods and the ones that I love, ones that can make the detox transition easier as they provide more light codes to the body through their digestion: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2019/08/20/superfoods-for-detoxing-activating-your-light-body/

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

The Aliveness And Love In Feeling It ALL

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by Kalayna Solais

As I look out at the horizon, the abundance of natural gifts around me, I feel the vastness of my own future and the potential for all in this human family.

I feel the realness of our struggles. The ways in which we try to bypass but not feel. The feelings that we’d rather not have to experience or relive in order to grow. The past which we would rather forget about than realize parts of us are still living in.

Our true sense of presence is not from obscuring or falsifying our memories of life experiences from this or any lifetime, but from feeling the parts of us and Metasoul aspects still resonating and literally living in these timelines and stories, that still feel the pain we thought we’d healed by now, that still bring all of these feelings of living in these situations into where and who we are now.

As I breathe in and out, feeling my body fill up with prana and light energies, feeling my parts and Metasouls who are vibrating in this and any moment, I feel how alive FEELING makes me. How distinctive this love for myself that grows with each process is from any ‘love’ I’ve been taught or talked at about. I feel this love expanding into the horizon I take in and breathe in. Echoed back by nature, shared with my beloveds, offered to anyone who is ready to take it in and let it support their own journeys.

The love of this world far outweighs the severity of the turmoil… Holds space for it… And IS bringing it into something new, with all of the permission we can give it to do so starting from deep within each of us.

Much love! ❤️

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Four Day SoulFullHeart Gathering Event Coming September 20-23rd!

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By Jelelle Awen

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One month from today (hard to believe!) is our first four day gathering here in Victoria, BC with a few people coming from around the world to join us! It will be FOUR days of soul family community, DEEP emotional and spiritual processing and healing, 5D activation, ascension energy healing/light body activation, and MORE.

We’ll also be taking a day trip to Salt Spring Island, with its vortex energy and quartz crystal base, strong ley lines there to connect with the trees, the sea, and the energy there.

This gathering is casual, yet intentional. Meaning, it won’t be super structured yet more responsive and flowing to whomever is there and whatever is needed in the moment. Raphael and I will hold (as we have many times in previous groups) a safe space for processing whatever parts of you need to bring out, especially connected to a social environment, being triggered by others, being ‘yourself’, etc.

We are inviting you to immerse with us as a community, just as we are in every day living, for these four days as a celebration of the EQUInox, life, love, and ongoing healing that leads to deeper experience of passion and joy and realness in every moment.

There is more information here about the Gathering, which is $250 CAD (not including travel, lodging, food) to attend from September 20th-23rd. There is a prerequisite of having two sessions with one of us SoulFullHeart Facilitators prior to attending to give you a sense of resonance or not with the process and our way of life: https://www.facebook.com/events/595200351002134/

or here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/gatherings

AND we are holding a four day gathering on the Winter SOULstice December 18th through the 24th as well, a pre-christmas celebration here in a temperate winter climate! More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1654802484653131/

You can also join us for our next group transmission over zoom to access 4D Karmic Healing on Saturday, September 14th for a $15 CAD donation to attend live or receive the recording! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/gathering

More info about 1:1 sessions over zoom here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Love,
Jelelle Awen

Pics are us gathered around our ‘fire bowl of truth’ last night, a place we like to share, connect, and BE with each other. The fire bowl will def. be an aspect of the four day gathering. 

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

SUPERfoods For Detoxing & Activating Your Light Body

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By Jelelle Awen

In response to my video sharing yesterday about detoxification of our 3D bodies and activation of our 4D/5D light bodies, I was asked what kinds of superfoods I am eating to support that transition. I thought I would answer that in a writing as I’ve been asked often about that.

I also shared a guided meditation to clean/activate your Ascension chakras and bring light codes and prana into your field, which helps with the readiness to receive the nourishment in superfoods and let go of others here: https://youtu.be/-OhIwSUYTN8

The guidance around superfoods has mostly come from the Inner Earth Lemurians, who have provided these superfoods to us as seeds from the same plants they eat (when they eat, as they mostly live on light/prana). These foods are a gift for ‘surface’ humanity as we move into our Ascension and light body inhabitation. The Lemurians have bluntly said to me, “The food that most of you are eating is actually killing you rather than keeping you alive.” THAT is a wake up call!

These superfoods are needed to counteract and help us detox from the toxic, unhealthy, and processed ‘foods’ that are provided to us by 3D culture/matrix. Most of these 3D foods are not really ‘foods’ at all, in the sense of being truly nourishing foods for our bodies. The digestion required of these dense foods (and the detox) usually takes way MORE energy than is actually provided by them. The level of light in 3D foods is often very low or even non-existent.

Superfoods give BACK so much energy, are packed with light codes, and require so little digestion. They can be consumed in smoothies in small quantities. They can be a bit of a financial investment initially, yet the return offered to the body is SO worth it for the nourishment they provide. The codes contained in these superfoods are activating for our sleepy DNA, our galactic genes, and our light cells.

You can trust your becoming light body on which superfoods it most wants, yet these are my ‘standards’ and the ones I’ve been most guided to take, either in my smoothies or as supplements. You can read more about them online by googling them as there are many great resources out there. All of these can be purchased at Whole Foods or a natural health food store – I like Organic traditions brand as it is always best to buy these superfoods organic:

Moringa – we actually had moringa trees at the ranch in Mexico where we lived, so it was an every day part of our diet. I LOVE it for the taste and also the mega health benefits, including cancer prevention.

Spirulina/Cholera- super potent, a little goes a LONG way and your body initially finds it strong tasting so you may try capsules

Cacao – daily around here for many years, so yummy in teas, baking, and high in magnesium (good for menstrual/hormonal balance)

Maca – same as cacao, good for hormonal balance

Goji berry/acai berries- yummy and can be eaten dried, but also in powder form

Ashwaganda – reduces anxiety and stress, is a mood balancer, so good for the emotional body in that way

Matcha/Mate – these are both great transitions off of coffee if you are feeling guided to do that. Matcha is ‘super’ anti-oxidant green tea and gives you a buzz but it is a grounded one. Yerba Mate also provides a buzz and a metabolism boost

Turmeric/curcumin – just amazing health benefits! Super, super food and it tastes yummy as a curry, as a hot milk drink, and you can take it in capsules form, anti-inflammatory

Lucuma – I put this in my smoothie and also drink it in a drink mix called “elevate”, which makes a yummy tea!

Coconut Oil/MCT Oil – Virgin, organic (not refined) coconut oil is THE oil to cook in that is the healthiest and taking MCT Oil increases metabolism and is a natural detoxifier as well.

Apple Cider Vinegar – the health benefits of ACV are very well documented and just a tablespoon a day does wonders for the digestive system!

Kale, quinoa, wheat grass, cinnamon, almonds, hemp seeds, chia seeds, spinach, blue berries are also considered superfoods and part of my diet too.

I also take B12 as a supplement/boost due to my vegan diet, a probiotic, and magnesium supplement around my menstrual cycle.

This is another article I’ve written about superfoods here:

https://soulfullheartblog.com/2018/07/12/ten-superfoods-for-ascension-2/

These superfoods provide a big dose of LOVE that can be a lot to let in at first. What our ALL of our bodies most want (physical, emotional, energy, etc.) IS love….so the higher the frequency of love, the more that the food will nourish us!

We offer 1:1 sessions to feel into your 3D body and what it needs for its detox/activation process, along with your emotional body and soul/energy body. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Exploring ‘Dissonance’ To Land In More ‘Resonance’ From The Inside Out

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By Kalayna Solais

‘Dimensional Dissonance’ is a very real thing… it’s the feeling of not being able to quite be who you are in your heart and soul when you’re on an awakening journey and you’ve found yourself surrounded by others who aren’t there yet. It’s quite the opposite of being in ‘Dimensional Resonance’ which you can experience with soul family/tribe as you’re all working within in similar ways and with processes that are are connected and parallel.

The intimacy that’s possible with resonance is simply not as possible with dissonance… the sense of knowing and being known, seeing and being seen, and the give and take of deep relationships where in one moment you are taking the space because you need to be felt and in others you are offering the space to feel your beloveds, are all pieces that can happen with resonant soul and heart relationships. The sense of having to ‘work’ to make things ‘ok’ isn’t there any longer because it doesn’t need to be.

You and your closest beloveds live in the same ‘dimension’, let alone reality. While with those who you don’t share this with, it can feel like you’re coming from another country, speaking a foreign language, and the efforts to bridge across these dimensional border lines may be fluid in moments and challenging in others to the point where it stops being self-loving and your authentic compassionDiss for others is more difficult to access too.

I’ve been in a sort of 3D ‘experiment’ for a few weeks now. This has meant inhabiting other sorts of 3D jobs more ‘in-person’ based than online based. I’ve been teaching ESL online for several years now and that was fine while living abroad but now that I’m back in my home country and feeling a new solidity within my heart and soul and personal process, I’ve felt the call and guidance to reach out and see what connections can be made with others through more ‘social’ work experiences. It’s been a journey of feeling what my own personal ‘bridge-builder’ inside of me can look and feel like.

This has been quite humbling, to say the least. I am not doing this to be evangelistic in any way about the work I do and offer, but instead to be invitational through the vulnerability of sharing pieces of what my own process is right now and seeing in which ways it feels ok to be ‘me’ even with those I’m just meeting for the first time. This is essentially how I would be with anyone I’m close to, so why compartmentalize, especially when I would rather that others get to know the real me and that I might get to know them in a real way too.

Sometimes the ‘dimensional dissonance’ level is more intense than at other times, yet the opportunities I’m getting to ultimately feel myself, my parts, and my own process through this whole phase are what make it all worth it. This, it feels like, is the gift of it all… that even though trying to bridge into the thickness and density of 3D consciousness can be so very challenging and in some ways deeply tiring too, it’s another mirror to look into and another opportunity to open my heart as much as possible, expanding into the compassion I’m capable of, even though parts of me also feel frustrated at times.

As real as the dissonance around us sometimes is, the more of that we can feel lives inside of us between parts of us, the more inner resonance there will eventually be and the more resonance we inevitably draw and appreciate too on the outside. Inner resonance cannot be taken away from us, yet we do need it to be supported by our relationships and living situation too. Being able to come home to myself, to digest my experiences with those I’m closest to, has become even more critical for me and I feel it’s becoming more critical for others too. Why settle for dissonance when the resonance you want even MORE is available to you at any time, especially as you make space for it within. ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Light Body Activation Teaching & Guided Meditation W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

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By Jelelle Awen

 

Light Body Activation Guided Meditation – Light Body activation is going next level with the recent codes and upgrades that have been coming in this year and into 2020, as we move into more embodied ascension as a collective. I felt to offer this video with teachings about the process of light body activation and what I have noticed about it in myself and in others through sessions, along with a guided meditation to activate light body. This could be especially helpful if you‘ve been experiencing body symptoms such as neck/head/shoulder pain, light headedness/dizziness, shifting sleep patterns, indigestion, etc.

Light Body activation is also about an equally important phase of detoxification – of 3D energies that have been digested through foods/drinks/chemicals, and into the emotional body and chakras. This detoxing happens on the cellular level and comes in cycles with Light Body activation, which happens through the receiving and integrating of photonic light codes and life force prana. In the video, I talk about what encourages and supports both detoxification (which is critical) and activation.

At eleven minutes into the video, I take us on a guided meditation journey to tune into, connect, and activate your Ascension Chakras (the Personal Sun, Soul Star, and Causal.) These three chakras being activated and cleaned allows MORE light codes to come into your field, physical body and connect you to your light body. We bring white light through all of your chakras (including the main seven plus root system chakra) and also get prana flow going through all of them.

This is another guided meditation and teaching I’ve done on integrating ascension energies into the body: https://youtu.be/jM3_zPm1XAY

INjoy this video and I hope it helps with the ongoing digestion and integration of ALL these activating light codes! Please do share what you experienced during this meditation in the comments below!

Love,
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to activate light body, detoxify emotional body/soul field, etc. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

Energy Update: Energies Support Feeling & Healing Entanglements/3D Anchors In Relationships

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By Jelelle Awen

There is a lot to digest from the energies coming out of the intense energy portal that we just experienced from 5/5 to the recent Lion’s Gate portal. These energies were offering next level codes and tastes/experiences of our 5D and higher selves and higher timeline. They also provided illumination and revelation of anchors to 3D and plugs into the Lower 4D karmic matrix.

Anchors to 3D are being tugged on and invited to dislodge now in an ever accelerating way. This can be very painful and challenging, especially when they express in long-term relationships from this life with roots of karmic soul binds in other lifetimes/timelines too. It can be overly simplifying and invalidating to just offer to ‘let go’ of the relationships and ‘move on’. The parts of you that are deeply attached and bonded to the relationship feel this as judgement, as harsh, as not sensitive to their commitment, not feeling the fear that lies underneath the attachment.

The entanglements in long-term relationships of all kinds can feel SO deep. Like layers and layers of stickiness that may feel difficult to even identify one strata from another. There can be a multitude of binds AND bonds formed from so many moments spent together in an agreement of shrinking, conforming, grasping, and….very often….abusing. The abuse can range from subtle to overt, yet any time love is withheld, there is some frequency of violence transacting instead….there is fear transacting instead of love.

This legacy of entanglement was passed down to you from 3D conditioning. You inherited this from your parents and their relationship with each other and other people too. Whether based in disconnect or outright conflict or brother-sister flatness or passive aggressive somewhere in between, your parent’s relationship most likely didn’t form from an authentic, consistent, and rich ground of self love and love for each other.

Their relationship (as the vast majority) most likely formed from undigested wounds and traumas, from safety and comforts, from Metasoul karmic playouts, and from the dysfunctional legacy about relationships that they received from THEIR parents too. This is a legacy of scared unions rather than sacred ones.

Parts of you so completely take in this templating of polarizing energy in relationship. Parts of you receive it and take in it in order to survive here. They take it in to provide protection for your vulnerable and innocent Inner Child. Your masculine learns how to be so from your father’s modeling….your feminine from your mother. Some of this templating is consciously rejected, some of it is consciously emulated. And, so much of their templating impacts you and then forms into cohesive personalities that may be unconscious to you even to this day, yet are often hugely interfacing in your current relationships.

Making conscious HOW relationship was modeled for you and how it then LIVES in parts of you can be very illuminating. Very liberating. Rather than the focus outward on your partners or on blaming your parents or on other people……you can pull your focus and your love inward. You can feel and learn about your Inner Teenager/Child, etc. and how they feel, how they hurt, how they express in magical tones. You can meet your Inner Mother/Feminine and feel how she operates and reacts to life situations.

You can connect with your Inner Father/Protector/Punisher, etc. and discover how he expresses in your life. You can come to understand how they relate with each other too and transform the scared unions inside you into sacred ones. You can embrace these energies inside of you with total love in your heart and MUCH compassion.

As you BEcome this loving energy toward the inner relationships within you, you can THEN draw less polarized relationships with those outside of you. You can remember then that the clashes and thrashes….the codependencies and attachments…..the struggles and conflicts…….originate always from within…..from one part of you to another.

The hooks to go ‘back in’ to toxic or mostly abusive or fear-based relationships is about what remains unhealed INSIDE of you that resonants still at these frequencies. The draw to stay in relationships that you are shrinking to fit in and are mostly 3D-based (with little to no soul resonance) is often about a conforming that is going on between one part of you and another (usually the Inner Punisher and the Inner Teenager.) It can also be about Metasoul aspects from other lifetimes/timelines who are caught up in traumas and dramas with very strong and influential energies.

The questions about relationships of all kinds can be the most troubling and confusing for people, leading to much suffering. It is probably the number one thing that people ask help and support for in sessions. This is mostly because parts of them get caught up in it being OUTSIDE of them and then feel disempowered and out of control (exactly what the Inner Child/Teenager feels in the parental relationship.) Also, this is so being pushed up by these recent Ascension energies and the awakening process, which invites you to move from fear-based relationships into love-based ones.

To bring the focus and attention to your inner relationships brings clarity, calm, purpose, AND empowerment. It brings in self love and healthy self management that then leads to advocacy and clear boundary setting with others as well. This is where your power IS as you experience increasingly self loving and nourishing relationships from within!

Here is a guided meditation to connect to the relationship between your Inner Masculine and Inner Feminine, an interesting place to explore! https://youtu.be/nPVo1iZTYng

Love,

Jelelle Awen

We offer the letting in of love through sessions, group calls, retreats/gatherings, community: soulfullheartwayoflife.com

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Jelelle Awen is Co-Creator/Teacher/Facilitator/Ambassador of SoulFullHeart Way Of Life, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about 1:1 individual sessions with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators, virtual group transmissions, four day gatherings in Victoria, BC, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.

 

 

Healing The ‘Black Sheep’ Archetype: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Aug 12, 2019)

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

It’s quite common, especially for those on an awakening journey, to feel as if they are the ‘black sheep’ not only of their birth family but of the culture and consciousness they were born and raised in. Featured this week is a piece from SoulFullHeart Teacher/Facilitator, Kalayna Solais, who offers her experience with going into this archetype of the ‘black sheep’ recently with a part of her. She also offers a framing of the healing and inner unification that is possible as an outcome of this process:

“On the other side of this process, I could bring this part of me into a new form other than the ‘black sheep’. She was able to shake off the black and the sheep suit came off too. She turned into a young lioness, full of power and presence, yet with heart and vulnerability. She is finding a new home inside of me where she can truly belong and be seen and loved for who she is, even in those times where she is being shown something not-so-easy to see or feel about herself…

…The feelings of not-belonging can be healed as the parts of you begin to unify, one by one, with each other and with you.”

Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be hosting another online Group Transmission in September.

The focus of this group on Saturday, September 14, 2019, at 10:00am PDT is to learn more about karmic healing through unplugging through the lower 4D matrix, which is the control matrix created by the collective unconscious’ unprocessed and undigested karmic soul woundings, trauma playouts, good vs. evil battles, and archetypal projections. Unplugging from the Lower 4D Matrix is the ‘next step’ in awakening as you consciously lift your veil of amnesia with the help of your Gatekeeper, an aspect of your Metasoul that guards and protects all the timelines/lifetimes that your soul has fragmented into.

Come join us in the beautiful New Lemurian grids of Victoria, BC for a four-day SoulFullHeart community gathering this September, 2019 for the Autumnal Equinox. The gathering starts at 10:00am on Friday the 20th of September and goes through 5pm on Monday the 23rd. This four-day gathering offers the opportunity to immerse into your soul and heart realities in a deep, powerful, and transmutational way.

We will be having another four-day community gathering this December, 2019 for the Winter Solstice. The gathering starts at 10:00am on Wednesday the 18th of December and goes through 5pm on Saturday the 21st (each day’s events are from 10:00am until 5:00pm).

For more information on these events, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events

There is a brand new video from the Digesting Disclosure vlog series with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman. In this fourth installment of Digesting Disclosure, Raphael and Gabriel talk about how the reaction to what is happening externally is all reflected on what is occurring within. They introduce the idea of the Gatekeeper as the aspect of each of us that holds the veil in place between your awakened consciousness and that which is still in shadow, or the unconscious.

There are a few new articles this week from Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Solais. They bring in some energy updates and digestions of the Lion’s Gate energies that continued to move through for a while after the official portal day on 8/8. They also offer some digestions of current events and different ways to feel what could be coming up in your own personal process right now.

Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities.

Sessions with Jelelle are $100 CAD minimum donation while sessions with Raphael, Gabriel, and Kalayna are $77 CAD minimum donation. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Our online shop is NOW OPEN! You can visit it to pay for individual sessions or to attend any of our gatherings, purchase the recording of past group transmissions or pay to attend an upcoming one, or to purchase books. Keep an eye out and your heart open for other offerings in the near future! https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/shop

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Class Action Love Suit

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By Raphael Awen

Anxiety and depression coming up are at first seen to be related to how one feels about this life.

Looking deeper and feeling deeper, one can see how these feelings also stem from the Metasoul – Mirroring aspects of our wider self, in other timelines often holding karmic binds, an expectation of things going wrong.

Karma’s whole point was to bring us to remorse and reconciliation from this polarized extremity and duality of living as if one could harm an other and reframe from harming self.

Feeling the deeper soul’s sorry, one moves the karmic binds from a kind of class action law suit arrayed against you, to a kind of class action love suit, where victim and perpetrator recreate and rewrite the story to one of deep love through the inseparable bond of karma.

I felt this while feeling my Atlantean Metasoul aspect today, who I’ve come to know as Mordecai. At first, it was simply a heightened energy of fearing outcomes. I even had a moment of ‘for no reason’, fearing the car breaking down while driving yesterday, along with other feelings of circumstances turning negative. I was able to feel into this karmic expectation backlash that this was about the reality that Mordecai created for himself, and to feel this all with him and create a new unfolding timeline of deep remorse, asking forgiveness, receiving it and now allowing for the Karmic binds to be transformed into alchemical Karmic love binds.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.