Category: Ascension

Energy Update: Personal Experiences Of Blissful Unification From Within And With Others

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By Jelelle Awen

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We’ve been receiving such powerful light activations and codes through various portals and openings since the Lion’s Gate opening in August. These energies are continuing to be offered through mid-December as a boost to usher us into the New Year. There can be a calibration to these energies that needs to happen on the physical, emotional, and chakra levels. This calibration can ignite a sometimes intense detoxification, purging, clearing, and cleansing for you as ‘every living cell’ and your emotional body (AND your chakras) prepare to receive these upgrades. Depending on where you are in your ascension process, emotional body/3D healing, and your Metasoul access/capacity, the experience of this calibration can be quite intense and, often, lead to Dark Nights, death and rebirth, moving into a void space of isolation. In general, it can feel very MESSY at times, dark and bleak to parts of you.

I’ve had two beautiful, blissful awakening experiences in the last week that I wanted to share with you. I feel that sharing THESE aspects of ascension can support the drive in you (and for parts of you) to keep going, keep trusting, keep growing through the sometimes necessary mess phases and the letting go and the death and rebirths. I need these bliss experiences myself as a beacon to remind me of what really is possible in our ongoing ascension into 5D sacred human in our bodies. I need them to continue to feel in overflow to share love and these possibilities for you and with you.

This week, after a particular amazing love making experience with my BEloved Raphael, I felt as if my ‘every living cell’ was having an orgasm. It was beyond the body bliss that I could associate as orgasm though. It was IN the body for sure, every living cell, yet also, I felt as if my whole consciousness was expanded out into the Universe and BEyond. I had loose mind and I couldn’t really track or put thoughts together. We went to the beach afterwards and the sun codes seemed to amplify the effects, which I felt for several hours. This was like afterglow times a thousand!

I’ve come to recognize this as Kundalini driplines, an infusion of Kundalini to lighten, to expand, to help me feel BEyond the mind. They are wonderful and not frightening, although when the energy of Kundalini is flooded in it can be very intense for the body/emotional body/chakras to absorb. I believe then the Inner Protector comes in to shut down the energies, even as much as the conscious personality wants to experience such states of consciousness.

Raphael and I had a very connected and beautiful process together this week, with him connecting with his Gatekeeper in a deeper way and feeling more how we are Counterpart Soulmates to each other, opening up to going into journeys together to meet more of our pair bonds in other timelines, lifetimes. The Gatekeeper is a very important energy from our Metasoul that guards and protects (keeps the veil up to our remembering) our Metasoul until we awaken, connect with them, and gain fluid access to it. This experience brought an even deeper ground of unity between Raphael and I as partners and to our USness, offering a wonderful sense of conscious duality, as another layer of defensiveness dropped between us. More about Gatekeepers in this writing, which we’ve been working with since 2008 and have recently gotten much more clear about due to the veils being lifted on seeing and remembering them: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/gatekeepers

The other blissfully expansive experience I had this week was yesterday during meditation. I connected with my Metasoul Aspects in Avalon, a fourth dimensional timeline overlaying Glastonbury, England. I was standing in a circle on the top of a sacred hill called the Tor. All of the Metasoul Aspects that I have connected with were there with me, about 15 in all! Each of these aspects has been revealed to me in the last few years in an organic way. This is beyond ‘past life recall’. This is a deeply visceral and meaningful experience of relationship with these aspects as alive, existing in the now, energies and personalities. Connection with our Metasoul aspects provides many gifts in the exchange, including the quantum clearing of karmic patterns and wounds. I am noticing that it is becoming more efficient to engage in this clearing as more Metasoul aspects are woken up, as they then help each other.

In this circle were Metasoul aspects I have written about many times on my Soulfullheartblog.com, plus in my book Keep Waking Up! Morgaine from Avalon was leading the circle, along with Ealanthra, who is the Faerie Queen. My most recently awakened Metasoul aspect named Priscilla from the Ancient Greece timeline was also there, now undergoing studies in Avalon with Morgaine to become a Priestess. When I first connected with her, Priscilla was suicidal and very hopeless. It is amazing to feel her transformation in just a ‘couple of weeks’! The feelings of unity amongst my Metasoul and these fractals of it, really my BEloved sisters, was so strong and comforting.

The Divine Mother then emerged from the center of the circle, energizing toward all of my Metasoul Aspects that we are projections from Her as our source. She was supporting our re-unification with Her in a conscious way through our individuated expression. I cried as I was so touched to be reminded (rehearted) how unification begins and originates from WITHIN us. It was amazing to feel this connection feeling from inside of myself, not dependent on any other person, inviting me to ‘come together’ as a team. I am experiencing more and more my Metasoul as a ‘collective’ energy and this collective has now become the gatekeeper of it. Not a specific energy as described in the Gatekeeper writing I linked to above, yet rather, a choice from the Metasoul about which Aspect to awaken next.

It is these blissful experiences of unification from within AND with others that makes the ascension and awakening journey worth it. All the process. All the spaceholding for self. All the letting go of relationships that no longer serve and fit. All the peeling away of distractions of the 3D self. All the choices that others didn’t understand or judged. All of the going within. ALL of these things become worth it as you experience your Infinite Love essence arising from within, overflowing to others, and BEcoming whole again in its expression within your sacred human body!

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

 

Work As Play

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By Raphael Awen

‘Sorry, but we’re all out of jobs now. There’s lots of play to choose from, but the jobs are all gone…’

If you are still seeking ‘work’ that can be exchanged for money, that isn’t coming from your deepest heart in the world, you are busy trying to fill a bathtub with a big ol’ drain and no stopper.

This used to work to some semblance of functionality, but the wheels are falling off this cart now. Where did we ever get the idea that doing something you didn’t love, that wasn’t coming from your heart, that you had to be in a big pretentious lie to endure, but that you could exchange money for, would actually contain any real value long term?

Money is only what we make it to be. It isn’t ‘real’, according to any laws of nature, other than it is what we energize it to be. When you make money doing something you don’t love, you are devaluing the value of the money you earn, and anything you buy with that money, is in turn filled with that energy, snowballing into deeper and deeper dissatisfaction.

We’ve collectively gone on to monetize everything and anything we could get our hands on, but that is changing fast. What I see happening now is a big demonetization scheme that the universe is supporting big time. The way personally into this energy is to feel more and more about who you are and what you are at a deeper level and begin to make choices deeper and deeper in alignment with this more authentic you. It won’t change overnight because it’s not meant to. You actually need to feel every step along the way, even if it feels like 1 step forward and 2 back at times.

Consider how the digital world collapsed the monetization of the music and publication industries. Huge mammoths that most took as a given would be with us till the end of time, are now considered dinosaurs. What we are on the verge now of having similarly dawn on our consciousness is the uselessness and the anxiety of the entire idea of ‘private’ ‘property’. Something very different, from different core assumptions of what the universe IS, as well as new technologies, will be at both the roots as well as the tallest branches of this new expression. You can feel this reality here now coming from higher dimensions filtering down into the more familiar 3D.

Want to start a revolution, with some web skills? Start a website called free.com or something similar that resembles Craig’s List, but conditions everything on being free. Maybe it’s already out there. Sounds crazy to our current conditioning, I know, but watch how many people need and want to clear their souls of the monetization trap they find themselves in?

It feels like we are about to do away with money completely as we know it. This opens out a whole lot of questions of what exchange will look and feel like and how things like motive and security will play out, but these are the very things that are changing under our feet.

If you are still sailing on the ship built squarely in old paradigm values, and you are wondering about how secure your future is, that’s because your future isn’t very secure in the old paradigm, and the holes in your ship are getting larger. Your anxiety, along with your waning energy for it is proof of the crumbling foundation. Time now to ask new QUESTions as you self lovingly, one step at a time embrace a new quest.

I can tell you what your future will look and feel like whether you chose this path or not, as we eventually will ALL get this…. Your future will be about having the fullest of security and enjoyment and pleasure from doing what you love, that comes from your heart. We are heading into a world where in the not too distant future, it will be openly frowned upon and be very self evident when anyone is pretending a role play in a ‘job’ for money alone. It will be seen as harm to self and others, not from a moral place, but from a place of being counter to love, counter to joy, and counter to freedom. How could anything outside of love possibly create and hold any true value?

Talk about a climate where most business models go south! ‘Business owners’ are going to have to come up with carrots a whole lot grander than money, and fast, if they wish to survive and transition.

What’s your deeper play, that your heart is on board with?

If you don’t know, what steps could you take to find out?

What adjustments could you make, or get ready to make, to your current trajectory and circumstances that would support this unfolding?

What stresses on your physical body and relationships do you need bring into your honest awareness as part of the funding of this shift of consciousness?

These are some of the beginning questions that we are being invited into. The universe has an unlimited infinite journey ahead for all of us, and life as we currently know it, that seems unchanging at times, is only one tiny chapter in a much grander story. This present chapter of lack and control, and ‘take it or leave it’ bosses, was just needed to set up the next chapter!

If you personally are done with that chapter, then you get to go on ahead as an early adopter to assist these pieces into the larger collective.

It’s the funnest fun! And it’s all play.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Love The Gap

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By Raphael Awen

The gap between where you are and where you desire to be is only something that you can really experience here in the 3rd dimension.

This gap is where you find your propulsion system to take you to the more you came here to discover. Activating this propulsion system is about being willing to feel what up till now, you have been disinclined to feel. The so called ‘negative emotions’ like anxiety and depression are the lids on the jars that contain the feelings of deeper traumas, that a part of you canned and preserved away for a time like this when a new you could show up that was both willing and able to feel.

The desires you feel for other and better circumstances and relationships to be in your life are very connected to these traumas as well as to your essence. Feeling them all, with the very real parts of you who hold these feelings, will sort them out and lead you where they were meant to even if your linear mind can’t always track completely what is going on.

Of course you have these backed up feelings, held by parts of you, that are now calling for your love and attention. How could you not given the density of this dimension and the culture of suppressed feeling that you came into as a total feeling being?

Your emotional body and all that it contains is your path into this gap, this gap that contains all your personal meaning, this gap between where you feel yourself to be right now and where you long to be…

Love this gap, because it’s the gap you chose; the gap you as a soul created; and it’s this gap that is your map to finding your way home to yourself.

There’s no gift more powerful than this gift you give to yourself.

 

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Spiritual Leftovers

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By Raphael Awen

There’s a ton of good ideas and good advice out there to be had, and if you have a few good resources, you’ve probably got more than you know what to do with.

If you’ve been around for a while in spiritual circles, you may well be tired from reading all the good stuff a long time ago.

So how does that energy of good advice and insight into deeper awareness translate into the movement you desire in your life, instead of a kind of a no-response, or worse, a jaded cynicism?

Been there, done that.

How is what I’m offering you right now, not just more stuff to try and store in your overstuffed spiritual closet, that really could use a sorting and a flush, rather than more stuff?

While we could all toss around yet more valid insights to this question, we come back to the same dilemma of more than we have the appetite for; more than we actually can use.

You don’t actually need any more insights.

You are drowning in insights. God forbid that I would try and fit one more insight into your bloated belly. You need something more like a crash detox diet of getting off the sugary highs of more insights.

You have inside of you a guidance system that is so full of its own wisdom and insight, that you don’t actually need any more from any outside of you source.

I get the picture that too many of us are like a guy who set out to build his own house, and we’ve got the foundation poured, and some walls in process, and then we are taking delivery on bathroom fixtures, and hardwood flooring because they were too good to pass up, but there’s no place for them…not yet. We’ve got more work to do before those things don’t simply go to waste, given where we are at in the process.

Deep inside, there is a clear next step, ringing loud and clear for you. Follow that and It will take you everywhere, right on time. Ignore that, while gathering yet more insights, and it will take you nowhere.

Your Higher Self acts through you.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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The Healing Of The Family Shaman

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Even though this particular Thanksgiving doesn’t have the same meaning for me as it once did, I find myself dialing back to my former self and consciousness. It is an tender exercise that helps me to feel the part of me that was so invested in the social particulars of this day. To even be feeling it again means there is something that is wanting to be felt.

The term “family shaman” came to me once when speaking to someone that was in the SoulFullHeart Process. It was the dynamic created when one member of a family was awakening and a healer, even if unconsciously, and wanted to assist in transmuting energies and offering light to raise awareness and frequency.

I recall taking on this role with my family especially during large gatherings such as today. When you have come into this life as a healer and a way-shower, it can be hard to be in social circumstances without feeling the energies and wanting them to find health. If those that are around us are not in the space to take in the healing, then you, the one who is trying to heal, are often left with parts of you in frustration and rejection, even if they are not felt consciously.

There can be feeling of purpose and duty as the family shaman. I felt it was something that I was called to do to help heal the collective family unit. However, I soon realized that unless others are actively engaging in their own healing, any efforts may fall at the door of their protector and inner defenses. The need to transmute others may be a reflection of something that is needed to be transmuted inside ourselves. And that is when I began to feel myself more and go outward less.

Though we are born healers it doesn’t mean we don’t need our own healing. In fact we need more healing. More inner work. More self-love to be ready for all that is being asked of us to serve in a greater context that is beyond our intimate familial and social circles. These are our training and awaken grounds but not our ultimate theater.

Drawing our boundaries and making more self-loving choices will assist in our own personal ascension and thus paving the way for others to join us should they be personally called. No one needs saving. They need our courage to be an example of what true health and self-compassion are all about. They need our inner light to shine from within and be invited to into their own journey of discovery. This is turning the shaman inwards and upwards where it was always meant to be.

Many blessings and gratitude to all that are serving love each and every day, especially from you to you.

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Kalayna Colibri and I will be talking about our own personal experiences with the SoulFullHeart Process and how it can help serve your healing, growth, and deepening service with Love. We will be hosting a Livestream event this Saturday at 11:11am CST on Facebook and YouTube. More info here: https://www.facebook.com/events/1508742299214244/

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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BEing Thanks On This Day Of Thanks-Giving: Invitation From Archangel Metatron & Jelelle

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By Jelelle Awen

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On this thanks-giving day, you can give thanks….yet, too, you are invited to BE thanks.

BEing thanks arises as your authenticity comes through. Warmed under the sunshine of your self acceptance and self love, you can BEcome a BEacon of truth and realness. Your daring to be authentic, bravery to be real, willingness to be vulnerable invites others to BE the same.

Rather than change your frequency to fit, settle, or shrink to those around you, you can sit in the seat of your authentic YOU. You can be the calm in the middle of the family storm. You can be the heart in the sometimes coldness. You can be the pulse of life in the deadness. You can be the lift in the heaviness.

BEing thanks arises as you can see and feel beyond this ‘day’ of thanksgiving as it is celebrated in the 3D ways, yet connect to the Web Of Life that connects everything and everyone. Filled up with this sense of unified soulfulness, you feel your connection to All the Me’s and to all the We’s on Gaia, coming together during this great transition from 3D to 4D to 5D and beyond. You can feel the deeper and bigger and wider context that this offers to any moments that could feel ordinary.

BEing thanks arises as compassion for your own inner family moves you to feel genuine gratitude for all the parts inside of you and how they have served your growth and well being…even your capacity to be ALIVE. You can BE gratitude for your Inner Protector and their vigilance, guarding, loyalty, complete FOCUS on keeping you safe. You can BE appreciation for your Inner Teenager and Inner Child and their innocence, purity, passions, aliveness that are preserved INside. You can BE thankful for the performances of your Inner Punisher, Inner Mother, Inner Father, and all the other frequencies that have stepped in to perform the characters in your 3D play of life out of necessity.

BEing thanks arises as you breathe in this moment how much support surrounds you and holds you. You can connect to the Angels eager to ‘meet you halfway’ as you raise your frequency UP to theirs. You can speak with, communion with, talk light language with your Star Family as you heal the blocks of fear in reaching out to them. You can open up to experience the merging and overlapping timelines from these BEings that want to fill you up with light and sense of your BIGGEST self within your human body.

BEing thanks arises as you let in the MORE than enough goodness that is available in this moment. When you feel deep reverence for the sovereignty and choices of living BEings and understand them on a soul level. When you get can let in the LOVE for which you already ARE. When you can feel the abundant and Infinite Gratitude FOR life as it is right now in this now and is available in ALL nows.

And so it IS always and in ALL ways,

Blessings and love to YOU in BEing thanks together. We are BEing thanks WITH you,

Archangel Metatron and Jelelle

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Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of  Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and  Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Integration Authorization

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By Raphael Awen

Why do men tend to shy away from spirituality and emotionality in comparison to women?

Pardon the generalization as it’s of course not true in all cases, but it is true enough for it to be a recognizable pattern.

I’m feeling a desire to rile men, to stir their deeper heart passion for what they really want. I feel a reaching out for a deeper inhabitation of my own sacred masculinity. I feel a deeper wanting of men to come out and really play! I too, have a desire inside of me somewhere to conform, I just want to conform to a new standard of being as the old ones are dying fast.

What is it about the needs in a man vs a woman that naturally dispose them towards these differences?

Are men afraid of inadequacy in the arena of heart and soul?

Are men afraid to feel? And if so, why?

Can a man sustain a hardon and a hearton at the same time?

Are men afraid that there won’t be enough of a ground for a worthy fight, for a contention, for a passionate claiming and pursuit of what they want in the arena of heart and soul?

Is spirituality and emotionality too wimpy feeling for them? Why and how so?

Why is vulnerability (the ability to be hurt) mistaken for weakness in men?

Jelelle Awen and I were talking yesterday about the daily flow of new names of men in the news lately being charged with sexual harassment, and how it is almost unheard of to hear about women being aggressors in this way? Add to that the rarity of a woman rapist? Add to that men’s draw to porn over women’s? (I wrote a piece about that here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/…/why-men-are-drawn-to-porns…/ ) It’s evident the archetypal ground underneath us is rumbling big time. The mighty are falling and we are feeling it.

We are in the middle of a huge collective birth canal that is tied to our personal birth canals. Thank god for the decks being cleared of the pretense, making room for something so much more real, but where is it all leading?

I don’t know the surface answers to these questions, as I so prefer the quest of the questions, but I do smell fear of some kind. Why else would men energize their fearlessness in other (ie. money and career, and in my opinion, lesser) arenas, while avoiding the spiritual and the emotional?

Isn’t this simply a pretense of power; a compensation to keep a deeper fear off their radar?

How could the more male passion to achieve, or to provide, be an integrous blend of deep heart and soul that doesn’t need a safe compartmentalization in order to express powerfully?

Parts of us have understandably adapted by grabbing at the collective ideas of womanhood and manhood as a map to know where the landmines are, to avoid rejection and gain love, often in the form of just some sniff of love of a cultural pat on the back.

Where this whole dialogue becomes more than a dialogue, and finds a deep traction of movement is when you as a man get to know and love the part of you stumbling around in this other hand-me-down man’s arena, that isn’t really yours. A part of you is nearing exhaustion, or may even be totally checked out, just putting in time, afraid of the more overt forms of suicide.

Will you recognize this? Will you cast off other men’s comparison games that aren’t you at all? Will you fight for who and what you really are?

‘You’ may well feel like you don’t know who you are; as a man, or as a human. But this is clearly the feelings of a part of you, not YOU, that has become disillusioned.

Can you begin to make this critical differentiation inside of yourself? I ask you this because I feel it to be the ongoingly mission critical point of my entire journey here. I needed to adapt parts of myself, to fuse them to a ‘lower’ reality, in order to gain what I came here to gain. Now though, it is time to reconcile all these parts of myself into the new emerging ‘higher’ timeline or reconciliation. We were dis-membered in order to be re-membered, and we chose it. We know this on a soul level, as a soul being and we know this on a personal level, as a human being. Both need space and time to be felt. Hence, here we are, still in the domain of space and time.

YOU as a Higher Self will need to enter this place of differentiation, and then negotiation and ambassadorship between these parts of you, then choice, intention and declaration if there is to be any growth or change. Were you actually looking for something easier? I don’t think so, or you wouldn’t have been going about it the harder way that you have up till now?

None of this can effectively be bullied into place by a punishing part of you, or it’s just another compensation approach to covering over a deeper fear. YOU can instead get to know the checked out part of you, get to know the bully inside that wants to order and mandate it all, get to know the part of you who simply doesn’t give a fuck; and then from there, lead a true declaration of heart that stems from this arising you-to-you Ambassadorship.

Choice, desire and intention are huge here, but these cannot be faked into place from a few pages from a book plucked from the self-help section. Not anymore. We’re collectively coming to the end of something and awaiting the arising of the beginning of something that will take its place. That something is already in you and available to you now. You just won’t find it on the street corner yet.

There has never been a time like this time for you as a man to go for what you really want. There are ripe and key choice points staring you down right now that are directly tied to your choosing of this more. You have the guidance. You have the courage. But it goes nowhere until you make the choice.

Courage and guidance are gifts to you from the universe. Choice is the gift you exchange with the universe in return as the sovereign that you are. The universe can not and will not make these changes for you. Expecting the universe to make changes that only you can make is only a way to obscure your response-ability, and leaves you in a child’s relationship to authority. You are the author now.

What action is the universe calling you to? That’s your full manhood right there calling to you for embrace. I promise you that this ride truly has everything you are looking for, so much so, that choosing this ride will be the most adventurous choice you’ve ever made.

SoulFullHeart is one process that unfolds this journey for men. I am one who serves that process. If you are one who wants to trade in this currency and in this arena, I’d love to serve you.

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. Visit www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about Weekly Sessions, Live Streams, Videos, and Community.

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Focusing On Self Love As The Solution

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By Jelelle Awen

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Love……focusing on the solution. Fixating on the outward manifestations of love’s lack or blocking brings in more suffering loops and repeating fear-based patterns. It takes you out of self responsibility into a place where you react from disempowered fear rather than responding from self empowered love.

Focusing on the inward embracement of love, love to and with ALL parts of you and aspects creates a NEW reality inside. Your tunnel vision of self love lights a light into the darkest, deepest places of layered over feelings and energies. Your love shows the scenes of your soul’s lifetimes living. Becoming compassionate teller of your own story. Bearing self witness, feeling the tears and fears of ALL these places and parts.

This self love, deep and becoming pure ‘Me’, can then flow toward others too and the collective, the Universal, the exponential and ever growing, unifying ‘We’.

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Join Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Colibri in a livestream on Sunday at 11:11am CST here on FB where they will SHOW and BE love as it lives in their me’s and their we’s. Raphael and I will be there too, responding to questions off camera through FB and our YouTube Channel: https://www.facebook.com/events/1508742299214244/

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Ambidextrous Ambassadorship

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By Raphael Awen

The veil has been necessary for your inhabitation in a phase of a limited 3D consciousness.

That veil is rapidly thinning, and you are even much more multidimensionally aware and functioning than your conscious mind has caught up with.

The tension you feel between what your conscious mind knows and has ‘proof’ for, and what your subconscious mind knows to be true is a tension that wants to be felt and loved by you. The conscious and the subconscious are not actually in opposition to each other, but it can be perceived that way, from the 3D mind, due to a phase of necessary compartmentalization that was needed in order to fully ground in this third dimension.

You as an essence were actually vibrating at way too high a frequency to be able to exist at this lower density, so you needed to forget. Now, however, you are needing to remember, as you move from a phase of descension into a phase of ascension. Both are equally sacred and to be loved and honored.

Your conscious mind and personality is largely an adapted part of you form fitted to this reality at hand. It was created by your Higher Self (Your larger you) as a vehicle to inhabit this phase of your journey in this specific climate and terrain. This 3D part of you and the related parts of you need to be felt and related with. The reactions that ‘you’ feel about this time of ascension are almost all coming from these 3D form fitted parts of you.

It would help greatly in your process of awakening, reintegrating consciousness to say instead of ‘I feel…’, to say ‘a part of me feels…’. When you do this, you are speaking from a higher dimensional frequency of your being, moving towards your Higher Self. You are also differentiating between the part of you who feels this tension of Ascension, giving it recognition and love.

There are other ‘things’ you can do to facilitate your awakening process, and I will share them with you now.

(I tune in Metatron’s voice here as I’ve been asking for more on this)

The universe functions on intention and permission. And these 2 both are a frequency waveform that are articulated by the tongue. As a tiny rudder guides a great ship, so the tongue guides your life. Your voice needs to declare to the universe and to these parts of you what your wishes and desires are.

You are essentially seeking to integrate, or we could say ‘de-compartmentalize’ a tension and polarity inside of your being. This is achieved by becoming an Ambassador to both realities, to both parties, to let each party get to know and feel the reality of the other party inside of you. Your 5D self wants to really get to know and feel your 3D self, and vice versa. They no longer want to live separate existences in separate compartments. As this Ambassadorship unfolds, your life structures and relationships will naturally and quite effortlessly shift to reflect these internal changes in your reality.

As you get to ‘know and love’, embodying this ambassadorship more and more to the fuller regions of your being, you will know when it is time to speak new declarations and treaties that are founded on this knowledge and love.

Speaking words aloud like;

‘I am a multidimensional being’

‘I am infinite love’

‘I am the bright, bright, bright, light of God’…

are all waveform frequency portals to this deepening reality. You can feel this as you speak these words. In the beginning was the word (logos). This is the beginning of your unfolding logos. The logos is your new multidimensional reality of the non-compartmentalized variety. The tension is only meant to be a part of the birth canal from one to another rather than a static state. Your 3D mind and your 5D mind want to be fluid and functional. Learning to walk in 3D was considered quite something, and it was! Learning to walk in 5D is cooler still, but what really tops them all is being able to fluidly walk between them both. Let’s call it ‘ambidextrous’ – the ability to walk between the worlds.

We all have some more work to do to even know what that looks and feels like. It’s like sex. Regardless of how many books and movies depict it, one’s own experience of sex is so infinite in its possibilities, that what one is experiencing can be so very different than what even a partner is experiencing. So don’t expect a government bureau to declare you ‘multidimensional’, and issue you a license or threaten to take it away if you don’t observe the rules. There are no rules, largely, other than the rules of Karma, which boil down simply to Love.

All is returning to love.

This is your return to full multidimensionality, where each step and phase is sacred.

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Serving Love From Your Human Heart

Published on by Kasha Rosa2 Comments

by Kalayna Colibri

Theif of Hearts by Diana Maus

Mosaic: Thief Of Hearts by Diana Maus

You cannot serve love with the back of your hand.

And the palm facing upward must be full yet open, strong yet loose.

You cannot serve love with clouded lungs.

And the breath opening wide must come from the heart.

You cannot serve love with an uncurious heart.

And the curious heart must first be curious about itself.

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It’s important to remember that in all there is a reflection. There is a reflection from the collective to the self, and back again. There is a backless window of seeing that is possible, if the threads are pulled back inside. To be able to vibe in with your own parts and soul aspects, 3D and well beyond, there is much information that can be gleaned, and much courage that can be mustered for the next steps… of letting go, letting in, or letting be.

The mutli-dimensional gifts within, are the ones belonging and springing from your human heart too. Your ability to feel is like none other yet witnessed in this galaxy and perhaps beyond too. Your ability to take in, even unconsciously, and have life flow through you is awe-inspiring for those in the ethers and the stars. It is time to be in wonder about yourself too, as they wonder at you. They template much for how to be in multiple dimensions at once, yet not from a human form, that offers more than it takes away. We have needed this dimension, this springboard so we can build all of the strength of heart necessary to continue moving upward, bringing it all with us, integrating all we have learned, all we have been given through growth phases and edges. Our consciousness is one of forgetfulness perhaps more so than remembering at this point… yet remembering we are, and through our hearts not our minds. Experiences offer us this in many ways, and all of the fires and healing waters we walk through are part of the great mosaic of all we are taking with us in this great circle of the service of love that IS us as much as it is offered by us.

There’s more here for us now than parts of us have been willing to believe, for the pain of not having it consciously can be too much for them to bear. Every bit of feeling that we don’t or won’t is the ticket to letting in that MORE and feeling it as a sacred human being arising… with curiosity, wonder, and awe.

 

 ❤ Gabriel Heartman and I will be talking about this healing path and way of life called SoulFullHeart and answering your questions, LIVE on Facebook and Youtube this Saturday: https://www.facebook.com/events/1508742299214244/ 

 

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