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Energy update: Another Schumann Spike Today October 4th

Published on October 4, 2018October 4, 2018 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

Another surge and spike up in Gaia’s frequency today, October 4th! A stretch of four hours as shown in the graph below, the bands of white stretching beyond 40 hz! There were some spikes yesterday too that you can see in the thinner bands below. I am feeling the impact on our energy bodies with these spikes…..and nervous systems, and even brain waves/activity. There can definitely be fatigue and tiredness yet, also, jolts and blots of increased focus, clarity, and passion!

There is a sense of leveling UP ongoingly in this now with these shifts and a universal offering sense of them. Similar to the SOULar winds that come flowing in from the ever growing coronal canyon in the sun’s surface with more geomagnetics coming from that on October 7-9.

Although I had not been tracking the Schumann resonance so closely before, it is now on my heart radar as another measurable to show the progressing Ascension process. And it can be useful to track your own experiences of energy ups and downs and ascension body symptoms connected to the waves.

I definitely get a nonlinear sense of these energies too, so you may not feel much of anything during them yet rather a delayed sensation in the days after. You may feel total bliss, openings, and goodness….or anxiety, low energy, out of it, and ungrounded. To each their own with these energies, I am fond of saying now as it leaves an opening for the sacredness of everyone’s journey and experience!

Respect and respond to what your body needs, what your energy body and chakras need, your emotional body too during these NEW calibrations to frequencies of energy we haven’t experienced before now!

Much love to you and whatever your experience of this dynamic shift IS…..

Here is a link to all of my energy updates shared on my blog and on FB: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-jelelle-awen/energy-updates-with-jelelle-awen/

Jelelle Awen
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1:1 sessions for support and empowerment available with info above!

Keep Serving Love & Everything You Want Will Flow From There

Published on October 4, 2018October 4, 2018 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

Keep serving love and everything you want/need will flow from there….

This was the message this morning when I connected with my Star and Metasoul family….just in the beginning stages of consciousness and these words felt like the day greeting me with LOVE. This is an answer to the sometimes near constant question that we ask ourselves about receiving and living the higher timeline life that we SO want and need.

Keep serving love…..whatever that means for and to you. It seems so clear that serving love isn’t just about holding space for others in some capacity as a facilitator/teacher/healer/wayshower, etc and getting recognition and paid for it. Some souls who have been leading the way for awhile and holding space for others may need to actually pause on this kind of service in order to BE with the parts of them that are now coming up to be felt in their traumas/pain/karma from this life and other lifetimes.

Serving love is possible in whatever more 3D-based work you find yourself in right now. It is possible in every exchange with another person…whether those you meet casually in one-time encounters or online…..or much more intimately in relationships. It is possible in the loving energy for which you even THINK about other people and certainly in what you say or energize about them. It is possible even in completions of relationships for which love can’t be served as the exchange is based in toxic, abusive, and codependent frequencies.

Serving love is possible TOO and most importantly for and with yourself. As you receive all these ascension upgrades/activations/gifts, you can serve love with the parts of you that may be feeling resistant and fearful about the next level places your soul wants you to go. Serving love to your body to keep it grounded in love as you feel the ups/downs in physical energy levels plus sometimes intense aches/pains of as it transforms from carbon to light.

As Ascension continues to go next level and more and more souls are awakening, serving love to yourself that allows for an overflow WITH others becomes SO important. You can become a bridge to them then….serving them AND serving you in the same moments that love can flow from one heart/soul to the other!

This becomes your New identity then to replace the 3D self one that you’ve deconstructed from and awakened out of. You BEcome (more & more) the service of love in ALL moments…

Jelelle Awen
Empowering, effective, and transformational 1:1 bridging sessions available with women w/me and for men/women with Gabriel Heartman and Raphael Awen. More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

More about parts/Metasoul aspect connection here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

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Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

Moving Out Of The Warrior And Into Ambassador Of Love Phase

Published on October 1, 2018October 20, 2018 by Jelelle Awen3 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

We are being invited to move out of the warrior phase and into being an ambassador of Love for all aspects of self and toward others –

So many timelines of fighting, battling, and BEing the warrior. Not just men, yet ALL of us on a Metasoul level choosing this expression in different forms and shapes. A sword, gun, whatever weapons in our hands…..or using words as the weapon….or energy thrown about and at whomever we have deemed to be the ‘enemy.’

This battling is in our DNA. It is also a galactic consciousness inheritance from our Star Family in the timelines where galactic wars have been and are a reality. Our 3D culture/current timeline is ALL about battling….good ‘vs’ evil, light ‘vs’ dark. All of the biggest blockbuster movies are based on this premise with ‘battle scenes’ being the climax of all of them.

Battles lead to more battles with always a cost of some kind of both sides. The biggest cost is the energy that it takes and that has to move through us in order to engage this way. The desire to battle comes from mostly unhealed wounding/traumas in which we have been both victim and perpetuator. These unhealed woundings have a vibration/energetic frequency that expresses then as rage (passionate truth telling that has been suppressed to protect the more vulnerable feelings of hurt underneath.)

The parts of us that can BE a warrior and have had to BE are becoming more weary, tired, and just DONE with all this battling. They are wanting to move into a new phase of ambassador where trust and forgiveness lead over mistrust and grudges. You can feel this part of you as your Inner Protector and connecting with them can help to transition them into this new phase WITH you. As this part of you shifts their focus from fighting, they can put their energies toward opening up Metasoul timelines/lifetimes, your soul awakening, and becoming a channel for Divine love.

Here is a guided meditation and teaching with me to connect with your Protector/Warrior: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ciJIvrn0xA&t=1170s

New Earth invites us to find and discover resolutions that come from finding common ground….ambassadorship…..being able to feel and be compassionate with someone else’s perspective. Not wanting to DO HARM even if the means of harming could be justified by a temporary resolution of the conflict. The Divine Mother invites us to move into our compassionate heart of neutrality toward ALL aspects of ourselves and toward others as the next ‘phase’ of our conscious evolution as a species here.

Getting Into Position To Serve Love: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Sept 24, 2018)

Published on September 28, 2018October 5, 2018 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

To start off this week’s Museletter, Jelelle Awen shares about her experience of the upgrades coming in this past week and the physical symptoms they’ve come along with. She invites you to feel how this is all a part of your ongoing process on an emotional and spiritual level too, as you re-anchor into higher frequencies and get into a ready position to serve love. She also offers,

“Getting into position is also about being in an even deeper place of self communion and understanding, self love….to feel and love the parts of you that are doubtful, skeptical, questioning, and still anchored to 3D thinking/conditioning about the ‘truth’ of your awakening and ascension. Feeling their position and offering them a much more expansive place within your heart space invites these aspects to come along WITH you….easing inner polarities.”

There are many new writings and audio recordings this week, offered by Raphael and Jelelle Awen, Gabriel Heartman, and Kalayna Colibri. They are energy updates, personal process sharings and celebrations too, while we all navigate incoming and ongoing shifts and changes just as the world is!

Raphael, Jelelle and Gabriel offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $77 USD min. donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Unanchoring Your 3D Self To Fly The Skies Of Your Highest Timeline

Published on September 28, 2018 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

In two weeks from today, I will be flying with my BEloved Raphael Awen and daughter Raianna Shai on an airplane from here in Puerto Vallarta to Victoria, Canada. Honestly, it has been YEARS since I’ve flown and I’m so curious how it will feel now with more multidimensional and galactic perspective. We are flying at night, so the stars will be close…the higher elevational frequencies just outside the window. I can already feel my star seed child so excited to be in the air again in the physical (even with many journeys to visit light ships through meditation recently)!!

While there is a TRUE sense of excitement about this life shift (which is about following Divine guidance to be in a geography that supports more in person service through sessions, retreats, and groups) there have also been rumblings in moments of tensions inside me…mostly brief and calmed with an inner connection to whichever part or Metasoul aspect is feeling them. Then, service of love calls again to write, share, sessions and I am elevated to the bigger picture sense of reason around it ALL.

Letting go of the comfortable and the known to step into more leadership/service/outedness of our soul gift expression always causes some tension for the parts of us that have become comfortable/safe in the familiar. It’s like we have to unroot these parts of us…….unanchor them with MUCH love and be open to feel their anxieties too without judgement in order for more joy and surrender and bigness to open up and become accessible.

In a session this week, a 3D self of a facilitant came through and this part of her was SO clear about what 3D consciousness thinks about all this awakening/ascension/spiritual ‘stuff’ as represented by her ‘science-minded’ and practical birth father. The 3D self has been conditioned to ‘maintain the status quo’, to ‘do what everyone else does’, to ‘climb the ladders’ and ‘fit in the boxes’ just like others. To be different is to risk being called crazy…..to reveal your awakening consciousness is to risk being totally alone. There are VERY real fears in these parts of us about being abused, becoming a ‘moving target’ and (in our metasouls) even being killed or persecuted if we step up and out into our gifts. We felt much love for this part of her together (who she really has known herself to BE most of her life) and she began the process of differentiating from this energy in order to continue her process of BEcoming more of her service of love self in ALL areas of her life without compartments and bubbles.

The versions/parts of you still anchored to 3D consciousness have good reason for being so. They’ve been supported most likely by your birth family, by schooling, by society/cultural standards. They may still be connected to relationships that are more resonant in 3D frequencies.

These parts of you are waiting to be ‘freed’ from the prison of expectation and conformity. They are waiting for your open heart to invite them out of the prisons and into the free fields of the awakening soul and the expanding heart. To directly connect with these parts of you allows you to separate from them….to become more of your 4D/5D self in that moment that you feel more compassion than judgement toward these energies inside yourself.

You are being invited to step up and step out. To become a bridge to those who are newly awakening through (firstly and primarily) becoming a bridge to all parts of you that are still clinging to 3D consciousness out of fear and familiarity. This inner differentiation work is critical right now and ongoingly. Gaia/cosmic/SOULar/lunar frequencies support this shifting to higher consciousness and can provide upgrades on ALL levels to ease this shift into flying your highest skies with all parts of you coming along for the ride!

Jelelle Awen

soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

1:1 sessions over zoom for women with me and for men/women with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman are available now. See link above!

I talk more here in this video about the 3D self and the 5D self:

https://youtu.be/1gxm_7A_a4k

Intense Wave Of Energy Moved Through 9/25-9/26

Published on September 27, 2018October 4, 2018 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

What an intense wave of energy that came through the last couple of days!! Gaia’s resonance showed big spikes during this period with some elevated SOULar winds (but not too high and no geostorms, probably a blessing in that!). THIS wave was meant to be felt, to pause us from ‘normal’ activity, and allow us to orient ourselves AS energy again and with our ever becoming light bodies. These kinds of waves serve to remind us of our increasing sensitivities to electromagnectics and plasmas and photonic light and how they serve our consciousness awakening and expansion.

As I shared about yesterday in my post, I experienced head/neck tension and pain (plus ALL over body soreness) for about 24 hours. I could FEEL the upgrades going on even at the bone level…my cranium itself and the densest of bone receiving the energetic stuff to transform. The pineal gland as well was impacted (feeling pain at the center of the brain), as the central operating system of the light body continues to decalcify and come back on line. Some of you described feeling these energies like being ‘drilled’ inside your head, which seems like a good way to describe it too.

On a chakra level, we really seem to be moving out of delineated chakras and into wide, sweeping vortexes that include a few of them in one. I have called these the Personal Sun, Higher Heart, and Earth Chakra vortexes. Even these are not in so much set and clear boundaries, yet more like very fluid sweeps of energy. I felt particularly the Personal Sun chakra vortex being upgraded as we awaken our galactic consciousness and tap more into the chakras above the seventh or crown.

I offer a guided meditation here to connect, clear, and activate these chakra vortexes (introducing new chakras here beyond the main seven): https://youtu.be/qBb3eBzv70A

The main thing I was reminded while I sat in discomfort was to see/feel/know these pains as temporary…so similar to birthing and labor pains before the arrival of new life. Bringing in the New us, New Earth, New galactic awareness, and New consciousness experience possibilities in every moment!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
1:1 sessions with me for women (and with men with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman) to connect with your chakras, digest your awakening journey, connect to your galactic consciousness and MUCH more!

You can see the wave (white lines) on the Schumann resonance graph from yesterday!!

Upgrades! Getting Into Position To Serve Love

Published on September 26, 2018September 28, 2018 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

Tightness and even pain in the top of my head, forehead, and neck for the last 12 hours….spent mostly sleeping and drifting while sound bathing to ASMR tracks from Lokos Youtube Channel. When I could move into consciousness, thoughts seemed to ‘hurt’ my head even more to have them or think them. There was no space for them there, even as my dreams were active and lively.

This is what UPgrading can feel like. I could sense my crown, third eye, pineal gland, causal chakra (back of the head) and throat ALL going next level. This personal upgrading process right now is supporting the moving of my leadership/teaching expression and service of love from almost exclusively virtual and remote these last two years into the physical. This is why we are moving back to the Vancouver, Canada area in a little over two weeks. To offer SoulFullHeart sessions, retreats, groups IN person feels like the greatest gift of opportunity to serve love and for me to grow personally as parts of me have tended to be more comfortable in the virtual spaces….as feels true for many hybrid human/star BEings here.

It can be challenging to see and feel upgrades in this way of connecting them to your bigger picture AND the grander process going on here of Ascension. Being in physical pain is distracting, it is densifying, and even spacious thought can be difficult. Surrendering to the discomfort, going/withdrawing within, and riding it out (which usually means going unconscious) allows the process to unfold with less resistance from other parts of us.

I could hear and see Star Family in some moments, sitting as usual around the big round table on our light ship. The message they offered me and others was to ‘get into position.’ I took this to mean that we are being invited to find the physical geography that suits us, supports us, and allows us to go into our next level of service here. This was also about WHO is around us as our most intimate beloveds and connections. Soul family resonance inspires us to ‘get into position’ to serve love as they mirror our highest self back to us through loving support.

Getting into position is also about being in an even deeper place of self communion and understanding, self love….to feel and love the parts of you that are doubtful, skeptical, questioning, and still anchored to 3D thinking/conditioning about the ‘truth’ of your awakening and ascension. Feeling their position and offering them a much more expansive place within your heart space invites these aspects to come along WITH you….easing inner polarities.

An exciting time/phase of next level UPgrading is available to us….each of us able to activate ourselves in this as we ‘get in position’ to receive…..and to serve.

More about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayolife.com/parts

Jelelle Awen

soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

1:1 sessions with me for women available to empower YOU, bridge within, and go next level. Info above….

Image is Dream Digital Art By Android Jones 14

Full Moon Energies Bring Comfort In The Darkness

Published on September 24, 2018 by Jelelle AwenLeave a comment

By Jelelle Awen

The full moon….She offers illuminating grace to hold the shifts and transitions in the world and in your inner worlds too. She allows us a comfort in the darkness, a coming to ease in our own shadows. The light will be there even in the thickest of darkness…..She seems to say/offer to us.

This is the balance energies of the EQUInox….needing this feminine, this softness that can be fierce if called to be. This feminine that can SEE the necessary pain and labor pains as temporary…in order to birth what is coming forward of the New. This feminine can hold space for the transition, the passing and death, of what is NO LONGER vital.

The moon offers the BEcoming comfortable in your own shadowlands, learning how to navigate through them with love in your heart rather than fear. Shining your light of love on ALL the previously shrouded landscapes of your heart/soul/psyche.

Now is a phase of confronting with much compassion the prejudices that live inside toward the dark/shadow and the forms it has taken in your inner world and life. The resistances and aversions too are ready to be reconciled into the heart of increasing self love and self acceptance.

This moon is one of harvest….feeling the bounties that you are ready to collect and receive. Experiencing the final blooming of all those seeds you planted through the inner work, shadow work, and light work too.

You are ready now to let Her in…as She is you and what She has to show you offers a reflection that bridges something within that has been just waiting for your love once again.

Jelelle Awen
soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
photo of full moon taken last night here in Puerto Vallarta, Mexico

Here is a guided meditation to connect to your shadow selves w/me, Mother Mary, and Archangel Metatron: https://youtu.be/4VnfgzhzzjE

Equinox Energies: Finding Balance During Transition

Published on September 22, 2018September 22, 2018 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

The EQUInox passage happening ongoingly and peaking today….an invitation for balance in a phase of seemingly extreme upheaval in Gaia’s weather manifestations, SOULar storms, disclosure revelations, and some personal inner chaos too to push up the most tender and core wound levels to be felt and healed. How do you find balance in the midst of such a collective and personal time of transition and shifting consciousness?

Coming into balance has a changing definition during this phase of the Ascension process then it did before. It isn’t about just finding calm, peacefulness, centeredness, not being reactive, suppressing all ‘negative’ emotions. It isn’t about just meditating away your tensions and anxieties and fears. It is about integrating what got downloaded to you during the total eclipses and Lion’s Gate and all these recent SOULar activations that offered your highest timeline service of love here…integrating this download WITH the reactions that come up in response to this from your emotional body.

You are being given tastes, glimpses, dreams, senses, synchs, new connections, resources, transitions, death AND rebirth opportunities to embody this new timeline choice point by choice point. You are being offered external shifts that are ‘happening to you’ and yet really are happening WITH you on the soul level IF you hadn’t proactively made some of these changes yourself. Experiencing seemingly random ‘weather events’, for example, can offer this opportunity in a catalytic and powerful way (in collaboration with your soul/higher self) that parts of you may not allow you to make otherwise.

Balance in the Now comes from the return to a sense of trust and surrender even when (and ESPECIALLY WHEN) your life is in upheaval. Even when loss is much more common than gains; even when you are saying ‘no’ more than ‘yes’. Even when material things have been taken from you; even when what you previously thought was your soul purpose work has fallen away; even when your most beloved animal companions have left you (which seems to be happening quite a lot right now!); even when your previously comfortable relationships no longer work for you and need to complete.

When it seems as if the highest timeline dream is farther away than ever AS the old collapses around you, and yet somehow you return to trust that it is ALL right in the bigger picture. You feel how what is being lost is only making room for the new to come in. You are experiencing the necessary void before the new manifests.

Balance is discovered in holding space for the process of feeling it all, reliving it with the 3D parts of you that are experiencing it.

Balance sometimes looks like trusting that you ARE being guided even as you are more lost than found…..somehow feeling secure even in the jumping off of cliffs into the unknown rather than clinging to what has been known. Turning away from consciousness states that feel good and high in order to ‘go down’ to be with what most needs your attention.

We are being invited to TRUST what is happening to us as we align with what we are here to BEcome and live out as we continue to move into the new together……finding a NEW kind of balance from within as connected to Divine Source while going through sometimes extreme transition!

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

Photo by Johannes Plenio on Unsplash

Healing The Feelings Of Abandonment: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Sept 17, 2018)

Published on September 21, 2018September 28, 2018 by Kasha Rosa1 Comment

It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

This week’s Museletter features a piece by Jelelle Awen, where she shares about her personal connection with Star Family and the healing this has offered her. She invites you to feel the textures of your precious Star Seed aspect that has been needing this connection with Star Family and has many gifts to offer you with regard to your Ascension process:

“Our Star Seed aspect is an awakening inner child that can unanchor from 3D as their traumas are processed and a galactic awakening occurs….an innocence and purity lives in the heart of this part of us. They are so often in deep longing and loneliness to feel their star siblings again, to feel the wonder and magic of multidimensional and porous relationship to life that this galactic union offers. Processing undigested trauma/terror from what they felt as ‘abductions’, which were actually visits with star family, they can arise into becoming the magical fuel for our Merkabahs or light body vehicles.”

There is a new live stream event coming up tomorrow, September 22, with Raphael and Jelelle Awen. They will be digesting the Autumnal Equinox and the energies incoming through this event. They will also be offering a guided meditation for you to tune into as you tune into yourself. You can check out this live stream on Jelelle Awen’s Facebook feed at 11am CDT.

There are many writings and audio blog offerings this week from Jelelle, Raphael, Kalayna, Gabriel, and Raianna. They include energy updates, personal process sharings and realizations, and ways in which to see, feel and celebrate your personal process right now, as challenging as it may be lately.

Check out the latest Museletter here.

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