Author: Gabriel Heartman

I am a facilitator with the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. I am called to serve love by sharing my emotional process and lessons I have learned, to help others see and feel a different way of relating to the reality that we currently subscribe to. I hope you feel my heart and soul in all I express. Thank you for joining me on my journey and desire for you to come with me.

The Road To Lion’s Gate: Of Love & Power

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by Gabriel Heartman

The power of Love heals the love of Power.

It doesn’t fight against Power. Love invites it into a feeling space. Into deeper understanding beyond the one that it currently subscribes to. This Power that I am referring to shows itself as force and/or control. It wants to win and be feared. To be seen as bigger than it actually feels itself to be. This Power has been equated to Ego. What has been deemed our ‘nemesis’ to any form of spiritual enlightenment in many circles.

This Power comes out in so many traumatic ways from abuse to war. It is the collective and individual ‘elephant in the room’. The One that lies deeply embedded in our DNA from eons of galactic existence. Our star-story is plagued with power struggle both external and internal. We can choose to continue its epochal journey throughout out time/space or we can choose Love. The only thing that has the power to transmute Power Itself.

But with so much energy in this Power struggle it can be hard to escape its gravitational pull. This is where you embark on your own inner mission of Love. The one that employs you as the ambassador of your own healing. Going into the dark matter of what matters the most. The parts of you that have been stuck in pain, trauma, disempowerment, and existential crisis. Yeah, doesn’t sound like much fun on paper but the journey is not about going into the dark without a tether to the Light.

I feel my Sirian aspect Kathula, alongside my other galactic guides such as Reptilian, Arcturian, Pleiadian, and other Metasouls wanting us to feel this inside of our emotional body as that is our doorway into this struggle. We are given the gift of emotion to find the gateways to other dimensions and timelines that need our attention, our remembrance. Our egos are actually the barometer of the healing of this struggle and fusion to Power. It is not about eliminating our Egos (other Power struggle), but rather healing it into a healthy and properly placed Ego within the scope of our sacred humanity.

This is another message received in my personal digestion on the path toward the Lion’s Gate. This Lyran/Sirian consciousness has seen its own struggle with Power and is here to guide us and you to the other side if we are ready, willing, and open to feeling all that resides within our own stories to bring more of their Love to Humanity and Gaia.

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I am available for bridging sessions this week to hold space and feel the conflict and struggle within that can be held by polarized parts of you. Becoming an ambassador between the two creates space and context that leads to growth, healing, and understanding. Click on the link above for more information.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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The Road To Lion’s Gate: Enlightening The Metasoul, Embodying Humanity

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Enlightenment is not an achievement.

It is a process of a series of profound and sacred realizations none of which is meant to be an ending place. It is an unfolding of remembrance. A story that we are reading backward and at times you reach the beginning of a chapter. Then there is the space between the beginning and the end of the next one.

You are a process of being, not a state of being. Each state is merely a stepping stone to the next. Whether the state you find yourself in is bliss or despair. The over-attachment to bliss is very similar to an over-attachment to despair. There is a fear of what lies beyond or underneath each. How could an over-attachment to bliss possibly be a ‘bad’ thing?

Any state of bliss is really a deep experience of Self beyond the plot of our karma. This is a state where we are outside the story and if there is a lot of trauma it feels oh so damn good. Why would we ever go back into the story?! We go back because we have a free-willed destiny to bring that very bliss into the story. To recreate the pages with the love that we experience in those bliss moments.

Right now we are walking among the ‘dead’ and unborn. What we have previously thought of as the ‘past’ and ‘future’ is always ever Now. Our story lines, our Time Lines, are converging and merging. This is what we call our Metasoul. Our special story, both individually and collectively. We are in a time of Divine Opportunity to reconcile and bring love to the karma we created as a result of our forgetting. These timelines effect all of our parts whether 3D, 4D, or 5D. Your ‘this life’ wounding is intimately connected to ‘other life’ wounding and vice versa.

This healing is meant to bring more bliss and joy back into our grounded humanity as a fuel to lead us to the next unfolding and deepening. Love is on a joy ride and that doesn’t always mean things are in constant bliss or despair. It is just constantly real and sacred. There is a lot happening underneath our created veils, the protection we needed until it was time to let go, move on, and go IN.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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The Road To Lion’s Gate: Feeling The Rumbles Of The Eclipse

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Here we are on the other side of the eclipse. Picking up pieces, coming out of the ash, and/or integrating all that was downloaded into our hearts and souls. It was an intense time for many. The deep feeling and shedding of all that has been not serving, not allowing love to enter its domain. But the desire for us to heal is strong among Gaia and Her galactic fans. This road to wholeness that passes through many trials and tribulations, is an ongoing, yet lightening, journey.

You are not in some spin cycle of turmoil, though parts and soul aspects of us may feel that way sometimes. This recent ‘event’ was meant to highlight and access that which has been hidden in the depths of your soul. The unworthiness, the shame, the guilt, and rejection. Those energies that have collected in your being as we have traveled and traversed the time/space dimension of experience. It is a time of unpacking so that your load is lightened and your vision and passion become clearer as we all approach the Lion’s Gate.

You and I all have an opportunity in front of us. A choice point. Which direction do we wish to progress? I do believe all directions lead us Home as part of a chosen path, but here is a moment when we can make that an even deeper conscious one. As you assess your life, feel the truths within you, and let them come to the surface of your Now, then you are given a gift to heal and create new timelines. To end cycles and determine new paths.

This is not some blissy affair at times, though on the other side of the pain is the horizon of Joy. It is a deep dive of Metasoul lives and this life trauma that is coming at us at an increasing rate as the veil that we have placed before us is thinning. The protection that was created in the form of Protector and Gatekeepers is beginning to reveal themselves and there is a lot to be with in that awakening.

Over the next week approaching the Lion’s Gate I feel to keep a finger on the pulse of what I feel is moving in our collective, yet also individual, journeys through this next phase of our ascension. We all have a choice to let this be something extraordinary. It is going into the depths that offer the air of expansion and profound new days. Join me in the healing, the discovery, and the creation of what we know to be true and real in our hearts and souls. The stewards of a New Earth that first begins with You.

 

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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What Lies Under Staring Above And Beyond

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What is this new world a part of you seems to be awaiting?

Does it sometimes feel like you are sitting at the edge of precipice or the shore of an expansive ocean just waiting for ‘It’ to arrive? The Exposure…The Contact…The Shift…For those around you to wake up to everything that you see, hear, and feel.

It may feel like It is coming for others. There can be so many reasons why parts of you feel like they are stuck in mud, spinning in circles, or constantly in pain. So many reasons why ‘It’ is not coming. Yet what is ‘It’ you are waiting for really?

Permission? You have it if you want it. You already have the authority. It is a part of you that feels unworthy or afraid of actually creating the world you see and feel deep inside of you.

External shifts? Those only shift when you do. When you make the choice to step out of the drama and heal the trauma, the fight, the rage.

Guarantees? The only thing you can control is your level of surrender and persistence. This is your power that does not take but has a steady compassionate march into the unknown, for the world you seek has been veiled into forgetfulness.

Underneath it all is your desire and need to be loved, to be seen, to be free of all that has limited your consciousness from experiencing life to it fullest and deepest potential. It is your (and my!) insatiable appetite for More. To go beyond this broken record of survival and secrecy, and transmute into abundant possibilities of thrival and romance, both inner and outer.

This is what I feel undergirds what the eclipse and Lion’s represent in the deepest recesses of our hearts and souls. It is the reason why we stare into heavens because we are ultimately staring into ourselves. This is the Great Healing that can only start inside of you.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Practical Ascension: Physical Area — Live Stream Q & A

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You can find the recording of this live stream at the bottom of this article. ❤

by Gabriel Heartman

As the Blood Moon eclipse and Lion’s Gate energies approach, many of those in contact with us have been feeling many physical symptoms. They are varied in their manifestations from headaches, body aches, dizziness, sleeplessness, tiredness, et al. The physical body is our tuning fork, our harbinger of internal dis-ease. It is one of the seven key areas of life that Kalayna and I set out on an adventure to explore in our Practical Ascension series a few months ago.

Just as with many celestial events, our bodies are inevitably tuned into the very thing that make up the cosmos. Da Vinci and others that influenced him, felt that the body symbolized the universe itself in total. A grand design of Divine purpose. INside each of us lie the codes and activations to a whole new way of BEing. A sacred being of great importance. However, in this galactic experiment we chose to forget that very thing in order to learn something new about ourselves.

In this forgetting, we have created a karma and a trauma that have been our “breadcrumbs” back home. This lies in the emotional body which invariably finds its way to our physical bodies. As we enter into each new energetic territory, we feel that all that trauma which comes to the surface in our physical bodies is seeking to be felt, given love, forgiveness, space to tear or rage in order to transmute, heal, and integrate.

Timelines may be bleeding through and those can cause physical reactions as the past/future is always with us Now. It is going into a relationship with the pain that can lead you to new understandings among the totality of your soul story. Gateways and portals to the places that you have had to hide, defend, and forget the Love that has always been with you for the sake of safety and preservation.

Join Kalayna and myself as we continue the Practical Ascension journey with the ‘physical’ area and connect it with the upcoming energies as we also respond to your comments and questions around a very popular topic.

Sending much love,

Gabriel Heartman & Kalayna Colibri ❤

Here is the recording of the live stream: 

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s Facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 35, emoto-spiritual teacher, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess. 

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The Blood Moon Eclipse As An Emotional And Spiritual Cleanse

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Painting by Annie B @ www.annieb-art.co.uk

There is a vibrating anticipation with this upcoming eclipse. The uniqueness of it creates a buzz on the outside that is reflective of the buzz on the inside. One is not separate from the other. As these celestial bodies make their way into an energetic alignment, so too are our emotional, spiritual, mental, and physical bodies. Imagine them as parts of your own SOULar system. When these bodies start to come into contact with each other, there is a great energy that begins to rumble.

As I checked in with my celestial counterparts this afternoon, I was given a symbolism of what this blood-red lunar eclipse means to me personally, which telescopes out to those that it is meant to as well. (Sometimes to feel the collective you simply just need to feel yourself). There is a big feminine shedding that wants to take place. Just as the uterine wall needs to let go of all that is no longer needed to make way for the new cycle if the seed of creation as not been sown.

This shedding is a felt release of all that is stored inside your own emotive cells. It actually wants to shed those walls that have kept all the stored pain, trauma, and fear in stasis, or cycle. It cannot come with you entering into the Lion’s Gate for it will weigh you down. But more important than the upcoming gateway, it wants to go because it is just damn time!

This is not some intense cleanse with punishing tones, no. It is a sacred process that has you in deep connection with all the areas in your life (both inner and outer) that are no longer of service to you going forward and UP! The length of this event is as it is so that as many of us on Gaia can let go and let in the next steps in the ascension journey.

Even in its feminine nature, it is not a passive process. You don’t come out new on the other side without making some deep realizations and choices. The choices are the activation of what has been learned and felt from seeing/feeling into the depths of your own shadow. This is deep personal, emotional, and spiritual revival.

As you live into your days, feel where it is that your own eclipse may be showing you where there are feelings/truths that have been hidden away, built-up, and cordoned off. Where is the energy stuck and swirling and looking for release…and relief. This is another opportunity to move your reality into a new dimension that is only authorized by your own will to feel and heal it all.

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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Masculine Space Holding For Women

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Lately, I have been holding session space for two amazing women as well as witnessing other women’s processes in our group calls. This has been an interesting experience for both myself and them, especially when there is masculine wounding in the emotional body due to abuse.

What I have been experiencing with these women is a deep and profound healing between the masculine and feminine within. As a space-holder, I represent and reflect something to the parts of a woman that are in trauma. This can be father, son, friend, and/or romantic partner. I become a symbol of the masculine himself, embodied in physical form.

As I have been in the process of healing my own inner masculine, as well as my feminine, I am able to be a new presence in the experience of these wounded aspects. All of this, of course, is only possible through my connection to the woman’s Inner Protector, her inner masculine that has been around a long time in response to the patriarchal dominion.

This connection and relationship helps to bridge a relationship between you, the feminine, and the Protector. He gets to be seen and felt as more than just a tired and dutiful guard. He gets to see how he has been relating to you, how he sees you as a being. Usually, at first, they may admit to seeing you as child-like, yet capable at the same time. An interesting dichotomy that creates confusion in their ‘role’. By having this inner masculine connect to another masculine energy seems to relieve something in them that permits more of the authentic feminine within to arise.

Through this relationship, you and I get to explore the ways in which the personal experience of the masculine has created pockets of pain hidden deep in the caverns of your heart. With an open and compassionate heart, we feel where this has MANifested on the inside both in wounded feminine and masculine parts and Metasoul lives still in deep suffering. Holding a different masculine frequency from the one that has been experienced, can bring up a lot of distrust and a lot of painful memories that get to be transmuted from you to you as you hold these parts of you close and dear.

The healing moments are tender, touching, and quantum. They create new experiences within yourself and help to draw more of what you really want, need, and deserve into your life. It is a service that has been an honor to participate in and serve. It has brought a lot of gifts and a deep sense of admiration for all that Woman as held and been through. There is no sense of duty in this for I am healing that wound from my own experience. There are boundaries and loving nudges along the way.

If you feel that an open-hearted and direct masculine presence is something that is a curiosity to you and could serve a deeper dive into your healing and ascension, I am available for a 90-minute 1-on-1 Bridging Session for 55 USD. We can feel together where you are and where we may be able to go on this journey together of reconciling the masculine and feminine within.

Much love,

Gabriel Heartman
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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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What Love Wants

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I want you to feel free my beloved
Free to be real, to be vulnerable, to be open
Free to be cautious, uncertain, and afraid

I want you to be able to let in more, not less
To let in that you are desire and desired
That you are alive and living
That you are right and not wrong

I want you to remember your value and worth
Your beauty and sensuality
Your capacity and ability

I want you to trust that you ARE lovedust
That it cannot be taken from you
Only hidden and buried

I want you to know that I know it is hard
That true and pure love can burn and hurt
That it can pierce and collapse
All you thought I was, but turned out I wasn’t

I remember how you never got what you needed
What you wanted
What mattered the most
And I remember how you needed that to remember
What you truly are

I am not going anywhere
For no matter where you go
What you do
I…will…be…there

Always
Fovever
Patient
Persistent

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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The Mirrors Of Real Love

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In any true healing modality that leads to deep conscious transformation, there is a mirror that we inevitably need to face. It may be the Mirror of Validation and Being Seen. This one can feel really good to all the parts of that have yet to get that fully from within. From Self to self. It can also be really triggering as other parts may feel a little distrustful and doubtful of the goodness that is being bestowed as a defense to trauma and a lack of memorable experience in the True Love department.

There is another reflection, too, that is brought by the Mirror of Shadow. The one that parts have ‘unconsciously’ and strategically avoided due to there uncomfortable and unsightly nature. These reflections are just as hard to receive as they are to give. It is a growth edge for the recipient and the reflector, yet in this exchange is the well of Real Love. This can trigger some deep defensive reactions as we are being confronted with something parts of us have been blinded to for a very good reason. Even if the mirror is held in Love, we still may want to shatter it just so we can say we never saw it.

I have been given many mirrors in my process that have been difficult to let in. Even just recently in regards to the state of my previous living situation. There were places that were not kept up, maintained, and not fully cared for. There was a lack of reverence and respect of ‘self’ and ‘other’ from within me. It was not fully seen until the blind spot of defense was pierced through. This was a deep reflection of a fusion to parts of me that did not feel worthy of goodness and leadership, even as I am awash in both to the gills! This is how what we call our ’leading edge’ can illuminate what lies in our ‘trailing edge’. Where there is light, there is shadow.

I feel the vulnerability of this inside me. Of outing a personal process that has an effect on perception, yet it is this very outing that feels to be the root of the very thing that I am a part of leading. To truly lead, we must be willing to see and feel that which is not in the ‘lead of the ship’. Those things that we have still hidden in the hull and can weigh us down until brought out into the openness of the deck. To be fully loved and understood so that we can continue to arise into new territory within our own being that can shine a light to others.

This is the beauty and sometimes hard part of real love. The kind that doesn’t let the hidden and stuck places stay that way because others won’t let themselves stay stuck; who want and need the reflections as well for their own growth. That is catalytic healing and quantum service of love. This is the true ground of ascension when we are able to stare into the dark just as much as we love to stare into the light. I am grateful to be a part of it with those that care enough to keep it real with love.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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When Man Loves Woman: A Tribute To Sacred Romance and Union

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This is in tribute to my beloved Kalayna Colibri  on her birthday. We have shared so many together since we met 6 years ago but this is our first in romance. I wanted to honor her for all she represents to me and thus the male collective. We have been through much together and I have had my share of process around letting in a conscious and sacred romance. This is the real deal and that brings with it challenges and immense joy.

When a man loves a woman he sees Her as She is
The beauty, the pain, the innocence, the queen, the shadow
He claims her for who she is in the moment
Knowing that She is always seeking and striving for Her More

He works within himself to heal the projections
That may be placed upon Her as a reflection of His own mirror
The places that He can’t see without Her
The ones She agreed to hold as part of The Deepening, The Clearing

This woman does not come by often
She can be an epic storm
That rearranges the locks on the Heart Doors
And she is the one that has held the Key

He is not obliged to her nor entitled
Yet He climbs the trellis, scales the walls
He rides his white horse to meet Her on her own
And they ride together, heart by heart, soul to soul

She engages His bigness as He does Hers
She opens the portals and He takes the wheel
She requires the one thing that may be the hardest thing to give
His vulnerability

She is there when the journey, the healing
Become too much for His protected parts to bear
He may get lost in the doing and the creating
But He wants Her to know that She is always the beacon back to Himself

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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