U.S. Election Offering Important Marker in Matrix Collapse Process

By Jelelle Awen

Important day for the timeline shift transition into New Earth! As the U.S. presidential election happens today and results come in, most likely reflecting a Trump victory/landslide, this leads the way into furthering the collapse process of the 3D Matrix and Cabal dominance. Feeling into this election from an Ascension perspective, it is a key one for starting the turn of tides toward New Earth and out of the suppressed Dark Ages we’ve been living in.

This election isn’t about politics ‘as usual’ even in 3D terms, yet actually about moving from tyranny to no longer being suppressed, from being ‘plugged in’ to being free….. as is happening on the 4D matrix levels as well, which I share about here: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/10/29/ascension-update-4d-matrix-is-a-shell-while-the-3d-matrix-runs-on-fumes/


I have had the sense for many months now that the more Cabal-dominated Democratic/Left was running on fumes, putting up appearances, and was largely ‘for show and optics’. The ongoing sense was there had been many more arrests and detainments than were being shared with the public, as so many souls were not ready on mental and emotional levels quite yet to digest them. Although over these last several months, many more souls have woken up to the Matrix and Cabal realties in profound ways and also found their own ‘no’ to being dominated by outside forces (a key aspect of unplugging from the Matrix).


I am not political in the 3D sense of choosing sides, yet it is clear to feel that Trump and the other ‘white hats’ are generating the passion, energy, sovereignty claiming, and protection of human rights leadership that is needed to shift that 3D narrative timeline into the New. He doesn’t feel like a true New Earth leader and love ambassador in the longer term, bigger picture, as he certainly has a shadow and obvious flaws. He doesn’t feel like a ‘saviour’ in that sense nor will we be needing that energy from the ‘outside’ as we claim it more from inside of us….yet he seems to fit the purpose needed now in this transition pretty perfectly. He is someone that souls can project their hopes, dreams, and even rebellion onto and in that process, embody it more for themselves in deeper ways. There is a shift in consciousness ongoing invitation for both ‘sides’ into more tolerance, openness, and progressiveness and eventually evolution beyond political parties altogether.


I am holding in my heart with compassion toward the great divide that seems to exist between one ‘side’ and another in the U.S. around this election and the future direction of the country. The U.S. seems to be leading the way with this division being now visible and visceral where it had before so long been hidden. And I am praying too that violence is minimized and peace can be discovered, along with increasing common ground as more is revealed and more can collapse of the old tyrannical system that we are outgrowing now as a species.


Much love and Divine support to those of you who are anchoring in New Earth codes in the U.S, especially in those cities with increasing unrest and turmoil! Feeling the parts of you that are anxious, in fear, and in tension around ALL these shifts with much love in your heart can help to ease them. Connecting to your Divine Self, Star Family, and Divine support (esp from the loving heart of Divine Mother) serves as reminder of the bigger picture of your journey here and HOW held you are through it.


I do continue to hold trust in my heart at the Divine holding of it ALL, perfect timing of both the collapses and the rebirths, and that all of it ultimately leads to more love.


Love from Avalon!

Jelelle Awen

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The Sacred Timing Of Your Personal Shadow/Light Explorations

by Kasha Rokshana

We can choose to lump our experiences in with what’s moving cosmically or the energies coming in through special occasions like Samhain for example, yet the real experiences you’re having are moving within you and are deeply personal to you. What you’re feeling has a timing all its own.

I felt yesterday some beautiful frequencies moving into and through me that were activating and also planted seeds in me that I’ll keep watering as I go. No doubt that Samhain energies helped move these activations through, but without the soul readiness and challenges of inner work, I wouldn’t have been ready to receive them. And, even still, I’m digesting them today and going β€˜Wow, I have a lot more to feel through as I go forward’ even while I feel a celebration too!

I feel this in me and in my beloveds too. We all have our unique versions of this experience and process and it’s in our intimacy and resonance together that we support each other to be grounded and real yet also grow our wings (uncomfortable in moments, that process is) and fly.I felt us all getting a sense yesterday that we’re being supported by the Divine to move into and through some more shadow pieces and integrate that as we go. Doing this in relationship with each other is a gift and also alchemically moves more of this ongoing process through our fields. There are gifts in the exploration of your inner darkness and revealing what’s been hidden. It’s important not only for our own sakes but for the world we wish to serve love into and with.

We are also anchoring our inner light and bigness through and alongside this process and in some ways, it’s a bit of a twist to realize that what your light REALLY is, is actually what has been hidden in β€˜shadow’. Woah. That’s a lot to let in and integrate right there.

In other words, what I want to offer, is that Samhain or not, we are ALL in a deep exploration of our shadows and light too in whatever ways and at whatever levels we are ready for that. Layers and layers are becoming ripe for this journey. None are exempt. It extends well beyond being a β€˜civic duty’ to choose this process. It’s an invitation from our Sacred Humanity to make room for it to truly birth into this world and something we get to consciously choose to do, in the full breadth and depth of our empowerment from deep within.

Sharing a few photos of us all from yesterday where you can feel the soul activations and deepenings happening in our own unique ways! ❀️

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I’ll share more about my ongoing process with this on our Mighty Networks site, where all of my beloveds will be sharing ongoingly as well through more writings, videos, etc. It’s our offering of a high-vibe β€˜shelter in the storm’ and our personal β€˜ministry’ calling to support your healing and ascension process. More here: https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Energy Update: Full Moon Illuminating Shadows Through Thin Veil

By Kasha Rokshana

Energy Update: At this potent time, there is much less β€˜veil’ to see through and feel through. The upcoming full moon offers a penetrating energy in moments, even now before She is full, of illumination of shadow. The veil is not only thinning in such a way that we can connect with beings in other dimensions, yet we are invited to connect with what has been left unseen, unheard, unfelt within.

Those of us called to Love Ambassador work are challenged when we step more into this process of seeing what needs our love inside of us. We are continually asked to purify by taking pristine care of ourselves, our parts, our physical/emotional/spiritual bodies. This may mean β€˜cleaning house’ at times and letting the fires of illumination help us realize what needs to be let go of with care and discernment in the name of self love.

It’s a powerful time of integrating our shadows, what has been hidden, and letting this become the fuel for the next explorations of our light and our soul gifts as well. They aren’t mutually exclusive and can’t be compartmentalized, as they are always connected and in fact need each other perhaps now more than ever during this rumbly time on this planet!

This is an ongoing process for the rest of this year and beyond, extending for as much β€˜time’ as needed. There is a lot of debris to clean up once the ash from the burning away settles more in our world. The current state of things globally is only contributing to this fire, assisting the burning process. It feels so important to discern when we need to light the match and when we need to step aside and hold love in our hearts as we witness the death and rebirth process from the outside.

It’s a sobering time with so much up and down to feel through, yet if we can all stay real, current, and dedicated to finding and feeling the truth especially within, we are in as steady of a boat as we can be even when the waves of what’s true crash through.

If you need and desire support, my beloveds and I are here to serve through by-donation group calls and 1:1 sessions. We are also creating a safe haven place where those who resonate with us and want regular updates can gather. We won’t be posting that much here on FB or other social media platforms anymore as the polarization here gets to be too much at times to speak into from our Love Ambassador hearts.

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Love,
Kasha πŸ•Š

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Election Energy Update: Truth/Justice 2020

This year has seen an upsurge in the Truth/Justice ticket that has swept across the globe. It may best be exemplified by the Q and BLM movements.

There has been a global shadow presence on Earth for millenia. It is a collective shadow. It varies in size and scope. It is control, hate, and what can only be described as evil. It divides and confuses. It obfuscates and denies. It is hidden in plain sight.

Whether it is pedofiles, elites, facists, supremacists, or racists, there is a hunt on. The Truth/Justice ticket has its soldiers and its provocateurs. It also has its genuineness and its desire for real disclosure and transparency on all fronts. Again, as I said in my last piece, it the ENERGY that I am focusing on. So when I am referring to this Truth/Justice ticket what I feel is a tighter, angry energy that is aligned in many ways to Rage.

There is damn good reason to be angry when we are bombarded with all sorts of information and images that rub against things that parts of us have not been conscious of, whether on purpose or not. There is a growing number within this ticket that can rush to judgement and persecution without really taking the time to breathe. It is a knee-jerk reaction without deep questioning or exploration.

This has sent the more discerning and leveled voices into a more defensive and obscured role within the β€˜party’. β€œIf you are not for us, you are against us!” is the rally cry. You will be ostracized, criticized, and β€˜cancelled’. In the cries for unity there are often inner battles. The polarity getting the best of itself.

With all the shadow-hunting and β€˜justice’-seeking, there is a derision. A field of energy that can implode upon itself. It is a field that consists of so much collective injustice and pain. It lives within each of us as an Akashic record. When we don’t go into our own relationship to Injustice then we are reacting to the unconscious forces within that are both personal and collective.

When fused to the larger pool of Injustice or Spiritual Warfare, we lose our own sense of Self and what is really true for us. What is the reaction really about? Where in the heart and soul does it come from? I am not saying it does not have legitimacy. I am advocating for awareness and consciousness that leads to real Truth and Justice, not just getting swept away by the river of rage, battle, and hunting.

Our DNA holds a wealth of information when it comes to this ongoing disclosure of the shadow. There are historic and galactic implications we may find ourselves just recapitulating. I don’t believe we are doomed unless we really want to be. We have a choice to rewire our programming, conditioning, and unconscious reactions. We have a choice from what energy field we wish to vote for, live in, and live from.

How much of the β€˜truth’ do we really want to know? What are we prepared for? Not just externally, but internally as well? What kind of justice do we want to administer and how do we want to respond to what looks and feels like injustice? These to me are all questions I want to be asking myself in cultivating and stewarding a New Earth from the inside out. I want truth and justice, I am just not sure the current energy around it is what I want to β€˜vote’ for. Is there another ticket that has another perspective and answer?

If you have felt impacted by these energies and are wanting feel some clarity and empowerment for yourself around them, I am available for a 1:1 session to see where we can feel how your inner world is being reflected in the reactions to the outer world and how the SoulFullHeart process can support you in creating something new that radiates more of who you are and want to be in the world.

Next, I will travel to the ethers and meet with the Love/Light ticket to see what it has to offer us during these volatile times.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

Election Energy Update: Fear/Rage 2020

The upcoming US presidential election has been a much anticipated event since the last one four years ago. It is almost like the energy of a UFC match, let alone a heavyweight boxing one. So much energy is being coalesced in camps and corners. So much drama being created, stoked, and intensified. What I was sensing in meditation was how much this is really a global referendum on how we want to live energetically, not just ideologically or politically. 

In the US each party has a β€˜ticket’. Trump/Pence is one and Biden/Harris is another. This is the β€˜match-up’ to put it in sports terms, or maybe more Roman gladiator terms with its intensity. However, I felt a different set of β€˜tickets’ that are actually on the ballot for each of us, regardless of our national affiliation. Each day we vote with our energy for similar types of energy. One of the biggest tickets out there currently is the Fear/Rage ticket. 

Fear/Rage has taken a sizable lead in the past year. It leads in almost every single poll. You walk outside and visit a store, restaurant, school, or any variety of interactive locations. You certainly feel it in the media. Fear/Rage 2020 banners fly freely in many places. They are very convincing and powerful energies to listen to. There are no real debates possible with them for they take up the space with their intensity and narrow bandwidth. It is like a weaponized 5G transmission. 

It is also the state of the collective emotional body (or energetic body politic). The Fear/Rage ticket is a reflection of that. That says a lot about what we need to feel and heal within that space. I am not sure how that happens in the din of the discourse (or discord, depending on how you experience it.) If you find a dissonance with that ticket’s platform, then where do you go to find resonance? I guess that comes down to what kind of energetic world you wish to live in.

I don’t suggest that there isn’t a healthy fear and a healthy rage that exists. There most certainly is, yet it is the measure of its frequency that we can β€˜know’ it by feeling it. It lands in your chakras with a thud and a cut. It may even energize your own fear and rage. Now there is a place to go if you don’t really want to vote for them! Feel what lies at the root of them both. What are the projections and representations that create that field within? We aren’t made to feel fear and rage, we resonate with them from the inside out. 

As with all things, as above so below. What we see on the outside is pinging on something on the inside. If we fight fire with fire we still get fire. If we respond to fear with more fear we get more control. It is a slippery slope that doesn’t have a very interesting future in my opinion. So I choose to have compassion for why the Fear/Rage ticket is in the lead, while not choosing to vote for it through my own inner work, my own choices, and how I relate to others. 

If you are curious about how this may be true for you and want to get some context around it, and thus some air, I do offer 1:1 sessions to help bridge how the SoulFullHeart process can help support your empowerment while feeling and healing the disempowerment. 

In my next writing, I will look at the Truth/Justice 2020 ticket that has found its own place in the minds and hearts of the global electorate.Β 

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Gifts Of Feeling All Inner Layers And All Layers Of Your Circumstances

by Kasha Rokshana

(originally written on Oct 18, 2020)

The gift of feeling through our tensions is the opening they each offer…

Tension is a natural part of being reborn. It’s part of the death that needs to happen within in order to actually let IN the ‘new world’ and ‘new you’. It’s not a process that can be manufactured, only lived into, at a pace that you don’t so much choose as surrender to.

I’ve ongoingly been in a place of tension/expansion for the last month or so, feeling birth contractions surrounding who I want to become/am becoming. It’s also been intense to be here in modern-day Avalon, with many energies vying for attention and strong 3D overlays too. There’s been mourning and there’s been love, gratitude, consciousness expansion.

The tensions I’ve been feeling are both personal and collective, it feels like. But the only way I, or any one of us, can process them is by feeling it all personally.

Big life changes navigated through an entire WORLD in tumultuous transition right now is one piece of the puzzle for me. But there are so many soul pieces unraveling too. These desires to be who I came here to be, without pretense, without a need for validation on the outside, without false confidence leading the way. To be genuine in a world that is still finding its realness and truth is a feat unto itself and it still brings tension to my heart at times… parts of me wondering if I/they will ever quite feel like ‘enough’. But the entire world’s population is going through this right now, each soul in its own way. This is an essential part of our Ascension, allowing ourselves to be humbled and to grow from that place.

What helps to support this ongoing process for me is nature. Connecting with the trees, who aren’t attached to any polarized narrative in the world and will give me/you/us all the love we need and more. Connecting with birds also helps. They offer energies of looking at the bigger picture. Connecting within is ALWAYS helpful, following the portals of each and every strong feeling/reaction and seeing what unfolds.

Connecting within and with nature feels like a strong invitation to everyone in this world right now… turn off the TV, go within, feel, and be with the love of Gaia who is always, ALWAYS supporting our ongoing growth and love-remembering processes.

Another huge support is my community, with so much resonance shared. I can feel how rare that is for so many others in this world. It’s worth it to do the inner work that leads you to them. It’s worth it to reach out and ask for support. It’s worth it to feel all there is to feel in order to discover your true soul family, within and without.

Thought I would share these thoughts/feelings and also some of the tree/nature codes I took in yesterday at Glastonbury Abbey in the photos with this writing. ❀

Much love to you in this highly-charged/alchemical time…

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

From Star Family: Invitation To Move From Self-Righteousness To Humility

by Kasha Rokshana

“Starseed… you’re not here to ‘change the world’.

You’re here to discover a template for a renewed, rebirthed, and gentler one from deep within you.

Beloved soul… you’re not here to force a new perspective on anyone.

You’re here to lead through the example of your courage to feel any and ALL perspectives that live inside of you… those that are based in fear, those that are founded in love. You are to become a sacred Love Ambassador to all parts of you that hold these different perspectives, to bring them through their traumas and pain and open up your heart ever deeper.

You’re here to seed the shifts, as a gardener does when tending to baby plants, to seedlings. Your entire species is learning, unlearning, relearning; finding and discovering humility with self-worth intact; seeking and finding the courage to own what is yours to own and acknowledge the impact of it all.

You’re here to propagate the New Earth. The one that you dream of, that you remained connected to as a reality inside of you when you first entered this planet and this density. This propagation, this replanting and reseeding, comes from remembering and a responsibility individually held and personally expressed.

Starseed, you’re not here to be or become ‘perfect’… but to humbly remember that just as all others are, you too are in a constant state of recalling what has always lived inside of you. You yourself are a seed, planted in Gaian soil. You yourself are here to discover, to claim responsibility for that which harms or hurts, to heal self-righteous patterns, to remember that there is a greater purpose and context accessible through stillness and feeling. The bigger picture is a portal, accessible through the heart… to enter it through any other means, will give it fear-colours.

May this transmission from our hearts to yours provide a gentle HIGHway for the learning of the truth of your path. An individually offered message, landing differently in each and every Starseed heart, is this. A path it is, with many curves and sudden turns, chosen each day you remain either small or courageously enter your truest bigness.

With so much love,

Your Star Family”

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

For Our Worlds, Inner And Outer, In Their Deaths And Rebirths: 10/10 Transmission

by Kasha Rokshana

Feeling without compassion satisfies not the heart.
It sparks analysis over feeling,
Intuition without empathy,
Fears of going deeper into intimacy
With self and others.

Learning of truths globally and personally
Heals in time,
With space for digestion
And integration
Of all that surfaces in the interim
Between what once felt true and what you learn IS true.

The captivated audience
Yet stares into the abyss of endless polarity
Until the β€˜fun’ of the show ceases
No longer warranting the self-righteous their mantle
Of unfeeling judgements and β€˜Crucify him-her-them!’ cries.

We are all finding our way Home.
And none of us can go alone.

The pain of the world,
Reaching its zenith of illumination,
Shall light up hearts
With readied nests of deep compassion,
Desire to forgive,
And desire to heal what has been
To birth what CAN be.
Individually mid-wived
Through opening and sovereign Higher Hearts
Is the new Golden Earth returned to purity
With experience, learning, and growth in tow.

And so it is in every soul
And every inner world
Which the outer continues to reflect,
Offering mirrors hard to take in
With scarlet-colours pills of awakening and mourning
From deep, deep within.

In this rumbling, rumbling, humbling world
The shaken need not fall to die
Yet to arise again
To greet the coloured sunrise of the new day’s sky
Satisfying now
Because collapsed and rebuilt inner world
With pure love and humble worthiness
Is ready to let IN
And is ready to love and be loved anew.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Entering The Season Of Mother Mary

by Kasha Rokshana

The Fall season softens something in my heart. It’s the season I associate with Mother Mary. Hers is a tender invitation to go inward and feel, fast if you feel like (in whatever ways that means for you), and just soften the edges around the parts of you that get understandably protective at times.

Mother Mary’s energies of deep compassion are an invitation to β€˜come as you are’. This means feeling all you’re feeling in this and any moment, without concern about self-image, feeling any unworthiness that arises in Her presence, in the midst of letting in Her exquisite love.

Parts of me can have edgier moments sometimes, even after years of inner work. Sometimes it’s a Metasoul sister of mine in another timeline who is struggling with grief and reaction. Sometimes it’s a part of me who is scared to lose control and let go, whatever that means to them in any given moment. Sometimes it’s simply that I need to go inward and just be. Mother Mary’s energies, being so non-confrontive yet very powerful in their space-holding nonetheless, support this softening process for me as I open my heart to feel myself.

And when I open my heart to myself in this way, something magical happens… I can open my heart more to others, feel their side of things easier, and let in compassion for what they must be wrestling through at times too.

I think it’s more than appropriate to bring up Mother Mary’s example during such a time on this planet as this. There’s a lot to tune into, to allow into the heart space, to help the anguish be felt deeper and move too into another form when that becomes possible.

I’m honoured to be walking on grounds where she walked in her lifetime. To feel my soul’s connection to her powerful Magdalene lineage. To feel how humbling it is that I’m very much in my own journey of embodying this deeper in this lifetime. To be offering these energies from this place in particular feels powerful. She shines like a beacon for all who are ready to let in what’s possible in their own heart-healing efforts and desires, and is also a beacon of what’s possible relationally, between every being on this planet.

Much love during this continued Equinox passage unfolding…β€οΈπŸπŸ•Š

Featured Art: Virgin Mary in Prayer by Rebecca Mike

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about FREE consultation calls, space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Changing The Climate Within

β€˜Climate’ feels like a very powerful word at the moment. It denotes and connotes so many different things.

Environmentally, the Western US is engulfed in ash (almost literally when you look at satellite images, and especially if you live there). The speculation and information of the causes fuel other fires that reside in the body politic.

Socially, climate is a reference to the energy of a tension or ease within a collective. Right now, from the media’s point of reference, the temperature is rising for discord and chaos as the winds of polarity spark their own political wildfires.

Globally, a pandemic of fear (whether real, produced, or both) is shifting the climate of what was once considered β€˜normal’. It has changed how we relate to, and hold, our deep need for sovereignty, freedom, and well-being.

Many are being told what to believe and feel is right and true. We are being asked to β€˜take a stand’ and β€˜have a voice’. The energy may be intense, or it may be invitational. Camps are being formed, strategies laid, and lines being drawn.

Others are looking for truth and understanding. What is real and what is false? A deep desire to just get to a rational bottom of what the hell is really going on. This group is pushed and pulled in many ways. Some get more confused, others get more clarity. Do they join a camp, or form another one all together?

In the end, how these external climates affect your internal climate is the process that matters the most to me. I can say that unequivocally for myself, but that may not be true for someone else who is mired in thicker external circumstances.

I feel compassion and understanding for that. It is a fucking deep state of soul soup we all find ourselves in. This is serious shit, yet it can be given air, and even joy, from within but that is a dedicated practice and choice to rise above the fray, IF that is what you really want.

It may feel impossible from the evidence that is presenting itself to a part of you who can only see the external climate and circumstance. I get that. I can’t convince it otherwise. I am calling to the You that does want to create and BE in something different on the inside. That, from my soul’s perspective, is how real change can effectively and quantumly be evoked and embodied.

The Magna Carta of true sovereignty lies within. It is hard to let that in amidst everything that is blowing in your direction. I want something new for myself, for you, and for the world. It has to start with each of us. We must create our own pandemic and wildfire of Love from inside. Imagine then what is truly possible.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.Β  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.