From Star Family: Invitation To Move From Self-Righteousness To Humility

by Kasha Rokshana

“Starseed… you’re not here to ‘change the world’.

You’re here to discover a template for a renewed, rebirthed, and gentler one from deep within you.

Beloved soul… you’re not here to force a new perspective on anyone.

You’re here to lead through the example of your courage to feel any and ALL perspectives that live inside of you… those that are based in fear, those that are founded in love. You are to become a sacred Love Ambassador to all parts of you that hold these different perspectives, to bring them through their traumas and pain and open up your heart ever deeper.

You’re here to seed the shifts, as a gardener does when tending to baby plants, to seedlings. Your entire species is learning, unlearning, relearning; finding and discovering humility with self-worth intact; seeking and finding the courage to own what is yours to own and acknowledge the impact of it all.

You’re here to propagate the New Earth. The one that you dream of, that you remained connected to as a reality inside of you when you first entered this planet and this density. This propagation, this replanting and reseeding, comes from remembering and a responsibility individually held and personally expressed.

Starseed, you’re not here to be or become ‘perfect’… but to humbly remember that just as all others are, you too are in a constant state of recalling what has always lived inside of you. You yourself are a seed, planted in Gaian soil. You yourself are here to discover, to claim responsibility for that which harms or hurts, to heal self-righteous patterns, to remember that there is a greater purpose and context accessible through stillness and feeling. The bigger picture is a portal, accessible through the heart… to enter it through any other means, will give it fear-colours.

May this transmission from our hearts to yours provide a gentle HIGHway for the learning of the truth of your path. An individually offered message, landing differently in each and every Starseed heart, is this. A path it is, with many curves and sudden turns, chosen each day you remain either small or courageously enter your truest bigness.

With so much love,

Your Star Family”

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Divine Mother Connection Women’s Group Call w/ Jelelle Awen & Kasha Rokshana

The magical energies of Avalon (Glastonbury, UK in the physical) stir the heart’s openings and soul longings of women for the Divine Mother, hugely supported and activated by the Divine Feminine frequencies long cultivated here in these lands.

SoulFullHeart Teachers/ Facilitators/Divine Feminine bridges Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana co-host this group call for women over Zoom to provide a transmission of codes from their physical location in the heart of Glastonbury/Avalon to assist you in your ongoing process of sacred feminine embodiment through connection with the Divine Mother. The focus of this group on Sunday, October 25, 2020 at 5:00pm/17:00pm GMT (London, UK timezone/1:00pm EST/10:00am PST) will be creating a bridge of connection to the Divine Mother forms and frequencies that most resonate for your soul.

We will talk about the challenge and opportunity it can be to feel Divine Mother in a supportive and intimate way that allows you to relate with Her, integrate Her with your Divine Self and your everyday life, and heal the karma trauma that may be within religious/Goddess worshipping lifetimes, in addition to healing birth mother wounding/templating. Creating a bridge from the heart of your Divine Self to the parts/soul aspects who have connection to Divine Mother allows for more activation AND more healing too.

During this call, we will guide you in a meditative space into a healing sisterhood circle with all the souls on the call and with energies of the sisterhood of Avalon and different forms of the Divine Mother. You will also connect with the part of you/soul aspect that comes through to receive these loving energies. We will also tap into and transmit from the powerful Mary ley line/energy flow that runs through the house where we are staying, the Tor, the Abbey & Mother Stone, and other sacred sites here in Glastonbury.

You can receive these Divine Feminine frequencies live with us (highly recommended) or take in the recording afterwards. If you attend the live group, you’ll have the opportunity to share with us about what you experienced during the meditation and receive feedback/next steps of integration from us.
This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email at soulfullheart.org/shop

Or you can purchase it here through paypal: paypal.me/jelelleawen and we will send you the zoom link via email. Please make a note that you are purchasing the October 25th women’s group and check that your email is current.

Group will last a max of two hours depending on those that want to share their experiences and ask questions. This is a series that has several calls from the past, although you do not need to listen to all of them to receive benefits from this one. You can purchase the recording of the other women’s groups call and group call transmissions/group call series with Raphael and Jelelle here: https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop

Here is a timezone converter (call is at 5:00pm GMT London, England time): https://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/converter.html

Contact us here on FB or at soulfullhearts@gmail.com for more information. More information at soulfullheart.org.

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Testimonials from previous women’s calls –
“Deepest gratitude for the gifts shared in our Women’s Call today! This call is now part of a growing experience of togetherness and sisterhood – TO BE TAKEN IN MANY TIMES, ANYTIME. If you did not have a chance to participate, I would strongly recommend that you take in the recording – As all that we experience, the energy of this one is alive! Incredibly rich to all my parts! Much gratitude for the beautiful shift that it allowed for me today! Namaste!” Isabela Gasparini, group participant
“I feel so much gratitude and Love. These calls are so healing and revealing so much as is this whole process. So glad I am here. I wanted to express deep appreciation for the shares too”. Deya, Group participant
“Such a wonderful call and I feel so grateful to have finally been able to attend one of these women’s calls! The meditation and teaching was so moving and epic, each face of mother feeling so important for each aspect of me and my life. The sharings were beautiful and vulnerable as well, so real in what was true for each person’s process. Can’t wait for the next one!” Raianna Shai, Group participant

For Our Worlds, Inner And Outer, In Their Deaths And Rebirths: 10/10 Transmission

by Kasha Rokshana

Feeling without compassion satisfies not the heart.
It sparks analysis over feeling,
Intuition without empathy,
Fears of going deeper into intimacy
With self and others.

Learning of truths globally and personally
Heals in time,
With space for digestion
And integration
Of all that surfaces in the interim
Between what once felt true and what you learn IS true.

The captivated audience
Yet stares into the abyss of endless polarity
Until the ‘fun’ of the show ceases
No longer warranting the self-righteous their mantle
Of unfeeling judgements and ‘Crucify him-her-them!’ cries.

We are all finding our way Home.
And none of us can go alone.

The pain of the world,
Reaching its zenith of illumination,
Shall light up hearts
With readied nests of deep compassion,
Desire to forgive,
And desire to heal what has been
To birth what CAN be.
Individually mid-wived
Through opening and sovereign Higher Hearts
Is the new Golden Earth returned to purity
With experience, learning, and growth in tow.

And so it is in every soul
And every inner world
Which the outer continues to reflect,
Offering mirrors hard to take in
With scarlet-colours pills of awakening and mourning
From deep, deep within.

In this rumbling, rumbling, humbling world
The shaken need not fall to die
Yet to arise again
To greet the coloured sunrise of the new day’s sky
Satisfying now
Because collapsed and rebuilt inner world
With pure love and humble worthiness
Is ready to let IN
And is ready to love and be loved anew.

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Kasha Rokshana is a Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

NEW Guided Meditation To Soothe Ascension Energies/Chakras W/Jelelle Awen (Video)

By Jelelle Awen

Oh, it’s always a joy to create and share one of these meditations to music. It has been a while since I have shared one! I really felt the soothing energies coming through as I was doing this supported by the Michael and Mary energies here in Glastonbury. I almost fell asleep myself!

I feel this meditation could be of service to those especially who feel quite sensitive to the heightened energies going on right now on so many levels. And those souls who may have struggles to feel relaxed, feel anxiety or tension, and have challenges to get a deeper sleep too.

INjoy and do share your experiences with this here or on the SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel!

Description below:

The ongoing Ascension process that we are going through from 3D consciousness to higher states is accelerating with a currently intense phase of detoxing, upgrading, and activations. These are happening to the physical body as it transitions from 3D/Carbon-based to Crystalline Light….and also to our energy/chakral body as well. Our emotional bodies are also being invited to ascend from trauma-ridden and hugely suppressed/subconscious into healed, healthy, and conscious.

This guided meditation with SoulFullHeart Teacher/Co-Creator/Facilitator Jelelle Awen offers a bridge to soothing energies during a time when they are very much needed. Jelelle offers these frequencies from her heart and soul to yours as you journey through the Ascension Chakras offering love and light to each of them. You are also joined by Divine Mother and Divine Father energies, which invite you (and whatever part of you that would like to join) into a comforting and soothing pool of water to float and let in. The music then continues for some more time to allow a deeper immersion into the experience.

You may get quite sleepy, relaxed, drifty and even fall asleep during this meditation so it is best to be in a comfortable position with your eyes closed while listening to it. Whatever happens during it within you is perfect.

The music gratefully used in this video is from a channel with the best sleep music that we have found on You Tube, the Nu Meditation Music Channel. This music has supportive delta waves and binaural beats as well: https://youtu.be/ec0ZOE38ggU

For the latest writings, videos, and information about SoulFullHeart community events and group calls, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org.

Information about 1:1 sessions over Zoom or in-person in Glastonbury, UK with SoulFullHeart Facilitators Jelelle Awen or Kasha Rokshana for women and with Raphael Awen for men or Gabriel Heartman for men and women at https://www.soulfullheart.org/sessionshttps://youtu.be/PnfHIkziOo4

Avalon/Cornwall Activations: St. Nectan’s Glen & Faerie Energies

By Jelelle Awen (originally written on September 29)

Our second day on the Cornish Coast and more of the magical elements came out to play on a blessedly bright sunny Fall day. We ventured into St. Nectan’s Glen, an area of woodland in Trethevy near Tintagel, stretching for a mile along both banks of the Trevillet River. The glen’s most prominent feature is St Nectan’s Kieve, a spectacular sixty foot waterfall through a hole in the rocks that we didn’t go directly under as it was quite crowded with people and chaotic energy, yet could feel the potent energy of the waterfall from the nearby path. I’ve attached a picture of it below taken by someone else.

As soon as we entered the woods, I could feel the pull of the Fey or Faerie people calling me to join them in the Faerie realm. This is not quite the same energy as what people typically think of as fairies which feel more like pixies to me, which we also felt all over the stunning trees, rocks, and plants of the Glen, other elementals, and Elven energies too! This Fey lineage vibrates in my soul and I’ve experienced this draw during meditation/etheric visits, yet not before in the physical.

One particular spot in the river, I was told to venture into the iron-rich water (which was a powerful activation in itself!) and then close my eyes and tune in. I first felt how this Glen had been an initiation place for my soul and a retreat from the harshness of the often Dark times in the Tintagel region. The familiar feelings of reunion flooded my heart and soul.I could feel/see then the powerful presence of Ealanthra, the Faerie Queen Metasoul sister who I write more about in my book Keep Waking Up!.

She was standing on the furthest river bank by a tree with a hole in its trunk, which I share a picture of in this post. It was clear to me that this was a Faerie portal to the otherworlds. A siren call moved through my soul to just leave 3D life behind and go with her into the unknown. In response to this call, I immediately felt my connection and commitment then to my service this life, to be a bridge to multidimensional realms such as this while being embodied in my heart/emotional body, and in relational connection with my mate Raphael and soul family community. Ealanthra seemed to understand and offered she would continue to support me from her realm whenever I needed it in my dimension. Her directive six years ago to me, “Keep waking up!” accompanied by a poke on my sixth chakra had led to many of the deep awakenings/downloads that form the basis of SoulFullHeart now.

She and I exchanged a sweet goodbye and I could feel her watching over us as we journeyed on.We then headed to the sweet coastal town St. Ives, which was a bit of 3D culture shock, full of tourists and denser energies, after being in the Faerie woods. Yet, it offered a good taste of Cornish culture and we found respite in a Church garden. On the way back, we drove a narrow road through the stunning Kernow region with megalith stone structures littered on top of many of the Tors. Although we didn’t get out to investigate any of them due to the fullness of the day already, we could feel their broadcast emitting to us.

I am receiving more downloads about what feels like the purpose of these stones and the timelines they are connected to that I will share in another post. Yet even being near them now brings more clarity. We are here for a rainy morning and then back to Glastonbury this evening. I can feel how much more there is to take in here on this magical Coastline with so many timelines overlaying onto it and such a stunning geography.

I feel I will be back in Divine timing!

Love from Cornwall!

Jelelle Awen

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Love from Cornwall!

Jelelle Awen

For more information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, visit soulfullheart.org.

Avalon/Cornwall Activations: Tintagel Castle & Masculine Energies

By Jelelle Awen (originally written on September 28)

We are here now on the Cornwall coast at Land’s End since yesterday and I can feel the energy shift from Glastonbury/Avalon. There is much more masculine energy here with the Michael line running right through offering sacred energies to heal the wounded expressions. We visited Tintagel Castle ruins, the birthplace of King Arthur and site of some hearty settlement in the Dark Ages.

There was a foreboding and almost off putting energy to the ruins, amplified by the strong gusts of wind, rolling foggy mists, and bursts of rain. It wasn’t somewhere that you really wanted to linger and soak in, yet rather felt to explore it as a portal. Letting it open up what might resonate within the soul and also needing to be felt.

The patriarchal dominance energy of these lands, so hard to conquer and yet so many kings tempted to try, as the climate reclaimed all of their structures and turned them into ruins again. This seemed so represented in the King Arthur Gallos statue and when touching it, I could feel the activation of my High Priestess/Avalon aspect wanting to bring a feminine energy in to balance it. I felt these energies flow through me as needed.

So many years of isolation and desolation for those who choose to make their home here or rather were stuck here. So much slate everywhere and its sturdy hardness, somehow softened by the mosses and grasses that now cover so much of it. We all did a brief meditation visualization together of pink energy spreading across the lands, offering a Divine Mother healing when needed. Raphael tossed rose petals to the wind from his chalice as offerings to the Mother in this land that has hardly called on her from the mouths of men.

There was the magic peeking out too, especially when we could spot Merlin’s and other caves carved out by the fiery ocean waves on the beach below the castle ruins. These caves would offer respite, play, magic, initiation, and a sense of adventure in a place often devoid of it. Onward today to our next adventures here on the Cornish Coast to visit some fairy portals and more stone structures, to see what is activated, what is called into co-activate, and what Divine Mother/the Magdalenes wish for us to feel.

Love from Cornwall!

Jelelle Awen

For more information about 1:1 sessions, group call events, writings/books, visit soulfullheart.org.

Moving Back Into 1:1 Sessions; Experiencing Grace & Support

My sessions with women that I have done over the last month here from Glastonbury have felt deeper and richer than ever before. There is an arising grace within me during the space holding, a sense of profound support and being held up by the Divine Mother/Mary energies here especially. As I fill up with these energies here in Avalon, I am able to transmit and offer these energies to the soul that I am in service with together.

After taking some months off from offering 1:1 sessions, to rest, go deeply within, focus on our group call series, and publish my book…there is a comforting familiarity yet also an arising newness in going back to 1:1 sessions now again. The ground of offering the SoulFullHeart process is so organic for me at this point, even as every single session is unique and different. The parts that come forward to be felt and connected in each session vary with each soul and yet have this consistent texture too that is beautiful to witness.

I am noticing that timelines and soul aspects/fragments are so ripe to be seen, connected with, the veil lifting, and soul gift exchange happens with them as karmic soul patterns heal and transmute. With so much collapse/transition going on in 3D, these soul frequencies can be a relief and yet also open up much deeper vistas of digestion.It is such a blessing and honor to me to hold the space for a soul’s unfolding and remembrance. It is my expression of service to the Divine Mother and I am humbly honored to BE it.

I have felt a particular call to work with the mature woman (over 30) who has been awakening for awhile, has engaged in deeper emotional healing work, may be a healer/teacher/wayshower/light worker herself, and wants to go to the ‘next level’ of embodiment of her Divine Essence in all areas of her life with the courage and desire to make life choices that support this process.

There is a sense more and more growing within too of wanting to draw our soul family to us as well, scattered as they may be across the world, which is happening at an increasing rate since coming here to Avalon. The sessions are really a doorway and initiation into that eventual community experience, a calibration and ‘practice’ for the relational realness that we exchange with each other. If you are drawn to the energy for which I/we share our writings/videos and all of us as well, perhaps it is the time for exploring and eventually reclaiming that soul family connection….starting from within and the healing of the inner family.

It feels as if so many of us have chosen this lifetime as the opportunity to complete long-standing cycles of incarnational suffering.Now is the time for the healing of fear at the deepest levels of self and soul. Now is the time to be in authentic expression of your Divine Self in all areas of life. Now is the time to complete patterns of suffering in relationships and move into resonant soul bonds. Now is the time to reclaim a frequency of purity that just needs to be uncovered.

If interested in a session with me for women for $130 CAD/$100 USD/$75 pounds for 90 minutes over zoom or here in-person in Glastonbury, contact me via soulfullhearts@gmail.com or PM here on FB. Raphael also offers sessions with men; Gabriel with men and women; and Kasha with women and we are finding an increased depth and grace arising during sessions here. There is more information at soulfullheart.org/sessions

I recommend my latest book Free To Be 5D: Navigating Ascension From The Inside Out as a way to connect more with the process, paradigm and way of life that we offer: soulfullheart.org/books

I also recommend my guided meditation video series Deepen as an experience of my energy and of connecting with parts/soul aspects of yourself: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLNmrHdaQSAvLiLpw1qSOmQE-tsqhGSAD3

Love,

Jelelle Awen

Pic is me looking through a hole in one of the wonderful stone friends at Avebury Stone Circle..reminds of the journey we take together in sessions into the previously unknown places within!

A Soul’s Declaration

“I am a Knight and Priest of The Magdalene Order of the Rose”. Those are words that came to me this morning in meditation. This could be Metasoul brother of mine, or it could be a soul awakening. Or both. When I let those words as a code enter my being, I felt different. I felt a coming home to myself within my masculine and feminine. 

Lately, I have been listening to music that has been connecting me to multiple masculine aspects within myself in multiple timelines. A Druid priest and teacher, an Essene co-leader, a knight of Arthur’s Round Table, and a Templar monk/knight. I have felt them surrounding my feminine in a calling for reconciliation and integration. I have let that process just unfurl itself through occasional journaling, meditating, and compassionate curiosity. 

Yesterday, I spent some time with my soul brothers Raphael and James on the Abbey grounds here in Glastonbury/Avalon. I could feel multiple timelines in our connection together. In a circle with Yeshua, around a fire as knights and a king, as priests/monks pontificating on the nature of and duty toward God. All of this supported what was going on inside of me as a background process until it was ready to come into clearer view for myself. 

I am a part of a lineage of male and female Metasouls that have devoted themselves to the process of embodied death and rebirth, of the ways of the mystery schools, and of the sacred feminine/masculine and Divine Mother/Father. This lineage is encoded in my cells as it is all those that are a part of it. From this I have become more clear as to who I am and what I am here to serve. 

I am not a practitioner. I am not just a healer. I am a leader, a teacher, and a student of this initiative order of Divine and Galactic revelation. It is deeply connected to many inter-galactic ‘races’ such as Sirian, Pleidian, Arcturian, Lyran, Orion, and others. It is a path to the embodiment and remembrance of these lineages, timelines, and families. They are seeking a greater reconciliation as well. 

I feel a renewed reverence for what I have been called to serve through this journey with Jelelle, Raphael, and Kasha (and recently, James). They have been the biggest teachers and mirrors to me as well as my Higher Self and the Divine when I was not in contact with them. It has all been an undulating path back to clarity. I am grateful for it as I can serve those undulations and see where they may lead for others. 

So in the end here, I guess this is my Mission Statement. This is what I am here to ‘do’, Be, and embody more and more. It is a call to other men and women who feel a resonance with that clarity and declaration. Who feel guided to heal the wounds within that lead to greater revelation about who and what they are meant to be and serve within that lineage of the Magdalenes and their galactic counterparts. I look forward to the new chapter that serves me, you, and the Divine whenever and however that reveals itself.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.

The Journey Back To Love

Love can be a tough thing to let in a lot of the time. So much in the way between us and it. Trauma, wounds, pains, challenges, dependencies, contracts, fear…the list goes on. It is a journey that is not an easy one.

Love illuminates so much of what has ailed us in the Heart and Soul. We cannot bypass those wounds, we can only choose to not go there until we can no longer continue to hide without suffering. When you choose the path back to Love, Real Love, it is a soul decision to go through what appears like a hell to the part of you that has kept it all that at bay.

It is not about suiting up to withstand the pain and fear, but about arriving with the willingness to shed and reveal until you are naked at the foot of the Divine. This is the altar by which we become altered and transformed into something brand new.

It is not a plunge but a gentle process of feeling one step at a time. Any desire to ‘get rid of your shit’ is really coming from a part of you that is tired of holding it. That is understandable, yet there is another you there that can take it from this part and go through the process in a more self-loving way.

This is the journey that I have walked and continue to walk. It is ongoing but not a suffering loop. It is feeling everything that needs attention that doesn’t feel like Love toward me, anyone, or anything else. I live and offer this as my life’s Purpose and Work. If you ever feel that things are getting to be too much on the outside, or overwhelming on the inside, please feel the invitation from my heart to yours.

I have experienced many trials and shadow places within myself to understand what you are going through. I also have the capacity of compassion to hold the space even if I haven’t had similar experiences. These are trying times and sometimes we just need to be seen and felt in it all to shine the light on the next steps of release, forgiveness, and growth. Please don’t hesitate to reach out, and if there is hesitation we can feel that too.

Many blessings to you on your journey back to Love.

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc.