A single red rose Emerging from the crisp cold snow Its delicate warmth Melting the icy edges
This is the gift of your sweet heart Bringing springβs growth In the middle of winter
This is why you heal To transform snowflakes Into the sweet scent of nectar
You are here for a reason In the midst of pain and tears To create miracles within and without
Beloved, you are on your way Even in the darkest of nights Your soul shines bright to guide you
Beloved, you are almost there Each moment of separation Brings you that much closer to reunion
Each part of you is coming home To reignite the entirety of who you are And that which cannot be taken away
A single red rose Is just the beginning Of your blossoming garden of goodness Born from your own fallen tears
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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and community member of the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Asking us to Unchain ourselves From the shackles Of our past
Yet to be Vulnerably intimate With it In tandem
The fears are alive With a depth of desire That guides our souls Through fire and hope
We rest in the Unknowns Of falling up Or floating down
Yet the Yearning of our hearts Will guide the way To a new knowingness
That our time Together Has been divinely appointed And soulfully chosen
And all that we are All that we move and feel Has been written in the stars Since our two souls split Forever aching to reunite
So here we are Reuniting Trembling yet strong In our purpose
To bring our two halves Together as one And heal a deep divide
Reunion is a Wonderfully terrifying Thing
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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and community member of the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Find that purchase Of space in your heart To truly let that truth of yours IN.
The truth your parts hold back Out of fear of loss And the fear of the love That could come in too.
The fear of your truthβs alchemy And capacity To deeply change your life, Your heart, Your entire being, Is a real thing.
Resurrect that sense of love, The knowing Of the love that you are.
Let it guide Your next steps Into the unknown And uncontrollable, Awakening to the compassionate, Willing, And love-serving you That awaits your embodiment.
Find that buy-in, That investment In the truth of your being, Truly letting yourself be moved In the way your soul Has always intended.
Lately Iβve been in a process of feeling the parts of me that have been numbed, neutralized, and suppressed for different reasons and often in forms of protection. I felt my inner masculine and inner queen ready to help move these parts into more aliveness, vitality, passion, connection to a sense of purpose and to heal these muted tendencies.
Since Iβve begun this journey Iβve already felt an amazing amount of energy from doing energizing yoga to move my physical energy flow, feeling the parts that are resistant to anything changing, and reconnecting with service to others in a new way. Part of this was listening to Jelelleβs chakra meditation using singing bowls in order to feel out my energy body and where it might be getting stuck. You can listen to that here: https://youtu.be/zR_aMtJK4lc
After this, I felt inspired to write this poem to share what the divine, the Magdaleneβs and my higher self are energizing to me and my parts. Each stanza is related to a different chakra and how my whole being can come alive in a new way. To leave this story that I donβt have fire or passion and to discover what my version of that is, and why itβs been suppressed for good reasons. Perhaps itβs something you needed to hear as well. β₯οΈ
Awaken yourself For you have work to do Inside and out In service and of self
Enliven yourself For you are being called to answer your soul To discover your purpose And serve from loveβs overflow
Hear yourself For your truth holds a power Strong enough to love And soft enough to move mountains
Feel yourself For you are no longer suppressed Your heart is aching to come alive And rest in the lap of the divine
Empower yourself For anything less no longer serves You are ready to be bigger To be inspired and passionate
Love yourself For it lives and breathes within Waiting to heal every part of you And ignite your loverβs potential
Ground yourself For you are held in deep surrender As you learn to trust the fall That this initiation will inspire
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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and community member of the SoulFullHeart Way of Life. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
You are worth holding out for. You deserve yourself in your own corner And to feel others Who are also in theirs Finding ways to overflow to you And you to them In passionate advocacy for Real love.
You deserve to be filled up With your own goodness And the goodness of resonance Around you.
You are allowed to say a loud βNOβ To what doesnβt feel right to you, To those that manipulate to keep you Without truly claiming you And would rather offer Shame and blame β¦which is truly All they have offered themselves.
You are allowed to turn away From the false light pain-trix That serves only your smallness With its justifications For mistreatment And misalignment In all realms, Ordering you To βlove unconditionallyβ, And in other words βJust lay down and take itβ, Put up with it all, And somehow still call it βloveβ.
You are not meant For just rose-scented paper.
You are worth a whole bouquet Of REAL roses Offered to you in overflow Instead of Tugging at you in undertow From something essential Being so missing, That you are pulled downward From the upward climb Youβve so bravely been walking, So consistently been choosing, And so adamantly been advocating for.
Your heart changes faster at times And your soul shifts more deeply Than those around you can keep up with, Even those youβve felt youβre serving.
Your worth, Sister beloved, Is reflected in your work, And will be reflected by the next Courageous βYESβ You give and receive In true alignment With who you are actually are, And not who parts of you Feel they should Or HAVE TO falsely be.
And this βyesβ, Though love will always Change your life, Will flow without effort Or pushing Or βmakingβ it happen. It will not ask you To compromise Your deepest values And sense of self-love.
Instead, This βyesβ, Will truly be your next phase Of intimacy, Of letting in love AND goodness.
It will bring you To new places of self-discovery, And opportunities for growth⦠Which you also get to choose If they continue to align.
Beloved sister, I too am walking this out. The one writing these words Shares the pain of this journey And the openings too.
Itβs an exquisite tapestry Of what it means to fall in love And to also be willing To close the chapters That no longer reflect Your light back to you.
You are complex. You are multi-dimensional. You are everything AND the void too.
You are roses in bloom And new seeds being planted. You are springβs renewal, Summerβs flourish, Autumnβs calm, And winterβs inward stillness.
You deserve to be wanted In everything You so beautifully ARE, And you⦠Are worth working for Inside And out.
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
β This is an example of the type of dialogue I had with a part of me just this morning as I checked in with her… it’s not always this easy to access a part’s needs or desires underneath their ache, angst, and protection at times, yet once they do open up to you and truly feel your heart’s intention to show up for them, be the voice and energy of the loving Divine for them, they really do respond.
It takes so much consistency though in my experience of it, and sometimes you have to be with them through some very tough and even kicky moments as they begin to let you in. Once they do, they start to transform and truly transmute their pain.
Do get in touch with myself or Jelelle Awen if you’re a woman looking for 1:1 space-holding as you too deepen or even begin your journey of feeling parts of you. If you’re a man and drawn to this work, Raphael Awen is the King you’re looking for.
Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
You wonβt always know A King when you meet one, For his legacy has been buried, Hidden, Sometimes denied, And sometimes disowned Out of confusion Of what it truly means To bear the crown Of sovereignty And surrender.
If you do meet a man And you see his King Deep within him, He wonβt always know Or feel Or see Or understand Exactly what that means for him.
He may struggle To hold his bejeweled crown, His heavy, velvet robes, His long forgotten treasures Within his courageous heart That are meant to be shared, To catalyze, To penetrate, While coming from a Matrix world That has told him To suppress his truth, To hold back his righteous passion, To either soften too much Or not at all.
Within that struggle, His longing for a Queen Also rumbles and shifts, Pressing him into explorations As she also longs To be wanted by him, Remembered by his soul, And offered passionate declarations By his clearing And enlivening heart.
You wonβt always know A Queen when you meet one, For her legacy has been buried Beneath patriarchal influences That tell her What she is and isnβt, How she must dominate In order to be seen and heard, And how she must be in control Though her nature is to lean, Surrender, And respond.
If you do meet a woman And you see her Queen Deep within her, She wonβt always know Or feel Or understand What becoming her Truly involves for her.
She may struggle To understand How to open and soften After so many years And lifetimes Of suppression By a Matrix world That wants to keep her power Hidden, And tell her instead In forms exaggerated That she isnβt worthy of womanhood Unless she looks, Acts, Or is perceived A certain way.
Within that struggle Her longing for a King Moves with a current Of desire to be met, Wanted, And treasured, Inviting her into explorations As he also longs To be needed by her, Remembered by her soul, And offered a responsive heart To hear and feel him As his own heart Opens more to her.
Itβs the sacred awakenings Of both the King and Queen, That moves the inner union Into openings of more love While the outer union Is drawn Into this space made within For all the karmic edges, The loving softness, The receiving of all dimensions Of romantic reunion And the places It calls you To explore.
Itβs the reseeding Of the King and Queen seeds within That forge a new foundation For a renewed experience Of life And love And the Divine Beloved, Bringing all beloveds In soul family and soulmates Together Through paths Sometimes brambly and challenging, But always meant to be fulfilling, Worth every moment, And alive in every way imaginable.
May you feel even a moment Of your King or Queen today, Stirring within you, Waking up again, Realizing that today They are invited to become All of the love they came here To embody And the reunion of sacred union That they ache for.
Love, Kasha (and her Queen, Felline)
Men’s and women’s group calls this weekend, focusing on the Inner King/Queen! More info here.
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
The gift of your healing efforts Is the revelation Of your own healing gifts.
Those divine energies That support you Are also invited To move through you to others.
What else could our healing be for Besides nourishing ourselves enough, Reuniting with our souls enough, Embodying our divinity and humanity enough, So that we can truly support others To find that they too Are βenoughβ, And arising together In purer and purer Heart frequencies?
Expressing our gifts In an egoic, False light, False God way, Tells us that βenoughβ doesnβt exist, That perpetual suffering is βnormalβ, That in order to lead We must be worthy, We must be infallible, We must be elevated By projected perfection And pictures of βEnlightenmentβ.
In all of this Parts of us forget That being humble, Real, Transparent, Desirous of our true selves, Needy for the Divine, Hungry for pure love, And messily striving For more intimacy And resonance With others Is the truest, Deepest path To healing And To offering healing In all ways, In all relationships, While living into our capacity To be that heart that others lean into As they rediscover And purify Their own.
The wounded heart and soul Within Is meant to move To softer, gentler Landing places Where love truly reigns And the suffering youβve felt For oh, so longβ¦ Can finally find its way Back to the bliss And blessed joy That your soul remembers, That your parts ache for, That your Divine Self Is anchoring And wanting everything within To ask for, Need, And let in.
Beloved, This is your birthright⦠To heal and let heal, To love yourself So you can truly love others, And to expand Your consciousness As you wake up And shake off The sleepy lullaby Of the Matrix world⦠Remembering And rediscovering Everything that is truly amazing About life, About love, And above all⦠About you And all that lives within.
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
A journey of embodying What it means To live from the heart.
Truly living heart-fully Means the filled-up heart within Speaks its truth, Holds steady its overflow, Makes space For filling up again From that infinite source Above, beyond, Around, Within you.
To become encouraging Your own courage must be ripened, Sharpened by the edges Of sometimes challenging choices, Darker-feeling phases And still finding the light That shines always upon you Through the tunnels Of the unknown.
If what you always Return to Is your filling-up heart space Then you, beloved, Are feeling the Great Beloved, That Divine Love always reaching, Always offering bridges, Always loving you deeply Just where you are.
Yes⦠just where you are.
In that exact place, In that sense of lostness, In that longing to be found, In that yearning for love.
Perhaps the greatest courage You will ever feel Is the courage to be met By this love always wanting you, Always offering to carry you, Always creating a resting place For you For your soul For your parts For everything that has ever And will ever Live inside of that vast being That makes you both βyouβ And somehow βOneβ with βAllβ.
Receiving takes far more courage Than resistance For once this love has been tasted, Nothing else compares, Nothing else inspires, And nothing else Could possibly satiate Every longing that has ever lived Inside of every cell That lives in your βselfβ.
So choose your courage, Stay in your light As you bridge to your shadow, Love yourself in every moment With support from that Which will always, In all ways, Support YOU As the brave arising One Who continues to be challenged To choose your soul bigness, Your expression as Love embodied, And your incredible courage To be here now.
Love, Kasha and the Divine
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
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