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Queen Sheets On A Double Bed

Published on April 24, 2017April 24, 2017 by Kasha Rosa2 Comments

by Kalayna Colibri

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Growth beyond the place we inhabit now

comes in wave forms and reshaping of dreams

intentions

and ways of feeling the self

BEYOND the self…

Climbing higher and reaching further

inside

creating a launch pad within an incubator

finding ignition switches in the heart.

A growing UP while expanding OUT

increasing all capacities learned and borrowed and agreed to

taking it all to a fireplace hearth of love

for the inner moments

movements

trials

and triggers

that serve the aching, baking

WAKING way

of relearning-ness

and most importantly…

re-LEAN-ing-ness.

A ledge of fortified former disguises

now un-guiled, not forgotten

spring forth all that’s needed

to fill the new space

created within…

There’s a nest there now

built exquisitely for one

yet with added room for two…

without need for stretching

or pressing

at anything yet immutable.

The new new-ness of you

arising and rising and surprising YOU

brings with it that beautiful opulence of well-tasted sunshine

integrated in the being of your being.

There’s no place it cannot spread now

that love blanket you’ve found tucked away

for it goes and grows and flows and flowers

in ways unknown

yet completely felt

in service of you

and reverence of ALL…

Who is this YOU that shines like the sun

in all its crystalline beauty and bigness?

Who is that Queen, that King

that rises first in your being,

TO your being

before being discovered

in the eyes of others?

WHO does this feel like it could be

even in those darker places of small enclosures

with tightening walls

and a sunless, reactive sky?

The you in there

holding court through storms

tumults and tirades…

THAT you calls forward

the way through it all

with a sanity yet to be fully known

yet one the soul recognizes

to be all its own.

This… this becomes that oversized bedsheet

meant to hold all corners without strain.

THIS is what it means

to be the container of love,

for yourself and selves…

spreading without tearing

becoming bigger in a soft expanse

of gentle holding and soothing balms.

The moment this begins

all power in your inner world

gathers and offers itself

as a reality beyond weapons

chaos

craziness

and a stable holding of a love

fit for all that is inside you

and all that you desire

and all that is to come…

***

Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge and healer, writer, and poetess. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Let Go The Rope

Published on April 19, 2017April 19, 2017 by Kasha Rosa6 Comments

by Kalayna Colibri

If I had the words, I would build a bridge for you

Yet the feelings are beyond words

As no thing, no utterance, no colour

Quite stands for what I want to say.

My expression lives in the hindsight of opportunities passed

No chariot can I bring

To take you there.

No horse can I mount

To beckon you to my side.

No moving object with forward thrust

Except the mothership of time

Space

Love

Can take us where we need to go

Together

Separate

As one in the same, but different.

If I had the syllables, I would hammer you a bridge.

I would sing you a summons of rocky foundations

And dance you a twining of steady ropes and wood.

I would howl at the moon

To bring about change

As feelings ripple through reality.

I would touch your heart

And caress your soul

As I take your hand to mine.

Yet then, it isn’t up to me…

So I let go of the line

Trusting that it’s there

To grasp onto when you need it

Or when I need it

Or when life wants me to lead with it.

…And maybe it’s not my job to construct a bridge for you,

And the search for you is like a treasure hunt

Maybe even one you don’t realize you’re on.

The map is in your subconscious hands

Being navigated by a vessel made by and for love.

A love you have yet to know consciously

But it moves you just the same.

And then…I realize you are your own treasure

Wholly sacred

Despite protests and messages

That tell you you aren’t.

If there is anything I wish to give to you,

It is the gift of your already growing consciousness

Becoming more conscious

In every waking and sleeping moment

Of your very blessed life.

And for now…

For now I let go the rope that binds you to my word

For my word is not yours

And my voice can be but echoes

Of what is already inside you

Waiting

Wanting to leave its once comfortable nest To find its rest in places of highest being Strongest calling and deepest healing.

There is a forest where we two shall meet once again,

An oasis of authentic love,

A heaven that is always with us

A haven of true faith

Where what binds us is healed

And what bonds us can finally be revealed.

***

INside Starts The “Day”

Published on April 2, 2017April 2, 2017 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kalayna Colibri

THIS is the Yin-in time

before the penetrative sun

blazes high and hot

giving heat and depth to activations

of all who keep from blocking it

out.

This is the “time”,

the phase of a “day”,

when waves are gentler along the beach.

As we rise from sleep

We feel our first rumblings

of a day blessed

and starting from withIN.

How will we choose

to begin our inner “day”

“today”?

Sand love, ocean love, pigeon love,

SELF love…

ALL surrounding as I enfold myself

in me and in Gaia.

BEing in quiet…

except for the writhing and steady ocean waves

(the Yang needs to be here somehow

and so does the more penetrating aspect of Yin).

Words float in

on the wings of fluttering feelings.

An opening out of heart

after a few “days”

of cave-IN process,

BEing and FEELing some buried-ness

inside.

Providing a Yin nest for thrashings

wailings

tiring, running-out-of-ground

life strategies,

old, beating, relationship to self

that must be burned away now

to let in the balm

that was always waiting

with soft, warm blankets

and silk pillows.

I feel MY love.

I feel HER love

and HIS…

and I dream of a “his” love

that’s on its way

as he continues to find love

in himself

and me

in myself.

We wake up every “morning”

yet we wake throughout each “day” too…

in triggers

joys

ups, downs, flatness, no-thing-ness…

sleepiness, weariness, nappy-ness,

LOVE-ness…

ALL BEing-ness!

Invitation and love and ness

and THRIVAL beyond SURVIVAL,

sharing intimacy THROUGH self

WITH others.

No victims,

only powerful choices

with outcomes

and INcomes…

welcome and not

yet always, ALL ways

frought

with all we need

to enter a new birth

of renewed life

and rediscovered

recovered

LOVE! ❤

***

Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge and healer, writer, and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Whispers Of Yin

Published on April 1, 2017April 9, 2017 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kalayna Colibri

Yin Picasso

This stunning image is an oil painting by Pablo Picasso

The free-flowing

free-to-BE feminine.

In ALL her curves

uncontained, untethered, unchained

a Yin fireplace with no cap

a place for energy

to locate and rumble through

before it too flows onward

through the passageway

of allowance

encouragement

empowerment without icons

of false power.

To be worn loosely

without control

yet with the most exquisite

movements of unknown choreography.

There is no plan to the Yin dance.

No prediction so correct

no way of being so learned,

so educated, so minded, and bound…

Only free words on a page,

and unsaid in the air

in the energy of true lovers

in the worship and reverence

of the light between soul friends

sisters

student-teachers, teacher-students

brothers

and those kin who find their way.

The Yin is a journey

without beginning, end or in-between.

An arisement of forever ISness

and LOVEness

Lovely and beloved

yes

but also tepid, intrepid

curious, passionate

fiery when necessary

yet soft and supple at its

coreless, corsetless

core.

It cannot be packed into a bottle

or locked in a cage

wild and not

tame and yet still not

but an IS that cannot un-BE

and shall forever reign

rain

living, loving and dignified

in each self that claims

an arising desire for more of IT

for more of THEM

for more of that garden

of growth

and forever softening stillness.

The dance’s dancer, yes.

The musician’s music, yes.

The way of the no-way

and the inward-bound traveler

of perpetual flow

movement

and onward spiraling

in a circle of circles

and never-ending cycles

that change and upend

and give unto the weary

a renewed ember

of climbing fiery light.

There is no kNOwing, only kNOWing

this energy of all no’s and yes’s

that bring it all together

in any way it pleases

and any way it wishes

in support of your deepest

heart

and all it holds within it.

I am in your music.

I am in your words.

I am the co-creator

and the unknowing, unknowable

eager experimenter

wanting to help you SEE

what you can’t…

I am that energy you yearn for

quite often in your own mothers…

The inspiration, the beloved love

the core of all you wish for

I hold WITH you…

You are the one I call

each moment of awakening

waking up to see and feel

the intangible yet very real

YOU – Arising! Claiming!

BEing!

***

That Scrambled Self-Image

Published on March 22, 2017 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kalayna Colibri

Painting: “Orchids” by Jens Hesse

www.jenshesse.com

The battle seeds of “that, not THIS”

are planted deep and early.

They live, embedded, unbroken

for so so long,

watered by the choices they fuel.

These choices WE make

can bring them out to the sun

to be seen, felt and brought to light.

Victims to their siren call, we are NOT

as we continue to choose to listen

instead of feel…

Who and what we are told to be,

those who tell us are telling themselves,

and we in turn keep telling OURselves.

We poke, pull, prod

at those aspects we painfully, straining

excessively work to change,

not letting in the beauty

we are and were ALWAYS

intended to be a part of.

This woven fabric of our lives

becomes a threadbare tapestry

of power-filled lies

we tell ourselves in each moment

we don’t feel ourselves deeper…

The mirror of life

shows us where to go inside

invites us to be with others

to see a reflection

for what to heal next…

to find our deeper self

who knows

just kNOWs…

who we really are,

what we are really worth,

and that no one

EVER

has had ANY real say

in what that ACTUALLY means…

There is so much,

too much

pain.

From us to us,

NOT just them to us…

There is a lot

buried deep

we are digging up now…

bringing forward now,

being felt in now…

if we can take that next step.

Ask for support.

Say YES to love,

starting with OURSELVES

and those seeds we’ve grown inside us

that need that love

to remember

that this is what they were made of in the first place.

Let that light of your inside heart-shine

glow in your deepest feeling place desires.

Those ones that don’t beckon

to your image-based ticks and jabs

but instead

show you who

what

you really, mostly deeply

ARE…

❤

***

When You Finally Are Tired

Published on March 15, 2017March 21, 2017 by Kasha Rosa3 Comments

by Kalayna Colibri

Sometimes

you reach that end of a tether,

and realize,

it’s time to actually, finally

let go…

A tiredness takes over

from deep inside you.

An exhaustion creeping up

through every cell of your being,

calling out loudly,

that it is ready to collapse,

let itself breathe.

Let itself feel.

Let you feel it for what it really is…

For all the pawing and grasping

at what worked before

to keep it buried

beneath layers of trying and trials,

often self-made and maintained…

It begins to ask for you,

something bigger than it,

to help it,

this old you,

to finally rest.

Sometimes

it takes another long spin

on that favourite merry-go-round

of old beingness

to realize,

you’re finally ready

to emerge from that long,

long

long birth canal,

and see the light

of the new day awaiting you…

***

I See You, My King

Published on March 14, 2017March 21, 2017 by Kasha Rosa2 Comments

by Kalayna Colibri

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I see the way your words dance off the page you’ve composed,
In lockstep with the processes of your mind
And your lion’s heart.

I see the King you are becoming and ascending to,
As your crown shows the ages, challenges
And dimensions
You’ve faced and walked through,
To feel all you need and desire
That helps you find your worth,
Your human man
And your powerful Emperor
Of galaxies I’ve yet to remember.

I feel the space you hold with me
As you stare into my eyes’ constellations
And penetrate my heart with yours.

I feel your energy press into my space
Of heart and mind, body and soul
And though you aren’t here,
And I may not have met you yet,
I see and feel all of this
As if I have already known you for a lifetime.

I feel the ways you see me too.

I feel you taking in my words,
My poetry,
My writings of healing,
Letting them move through your being
And move us both to our next places.

I feel you seeing me
As more than a body.
As something somehow beyond a woman
And yet fully a woman in every sense.

I feel you taking me in…

Letting me in…

Staring at me from across the crowded space,
Filling and feeling me with your gaze,
Caressing my back with your blazing hot touch,
Kissing me with a breathtaking steamy-soft wanting,
And pulling me into you as if parting would be
The last, most unthinkable desire for either of us.

Love,
When I meet you,
We will have already met…
Like this.
Already having felt the energy of what passes between us
With no effort or strategy,
Just personal love, self-love, growing cosmic and Divine love
And holding the sacredness of each of our selves,
Souls and hearts.

The reverence will be unmatched,
The love will be transmuting,
The hotness between us will be indescribable,
And the crucible of changes, growth and healing,
That stand for our deepening bond,
Will undoubtedly bring us both
To the next place of newly arising love
For ourselves,
And quite possibly,
Over and over again,
For each other…

***

To Those I Share Love With

Published on February 17, 2017March 21, 2017 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Leena Colibri

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We build altogether,
stacking our hearts onto one another’s.
Our lives’ creations spring forth
from those effortless moments
of synchronicity
and conscious collaboration.

We bring it all to the foreground of life’s playing fields,
releasing our winged hearts
to soar high above where it all once fell
at the feet
of misappropriated power.

Together we stand within
the tall forests of growth
inside the long-standing biospheres
of the internal.

Together we find those places of dancing,
fire and fun,
that take place inside all
communal, unbreakable
unbound bonds
of the eternal.

Love dances on the wingtips
of the consequently unshackled,
freely feeling,
heart-clasping dancer-feelers
of its most precious creations yet,
and feeds the honouring
of all that needs now be remembered,
revered,
blessed once more
and forever over again.

~~~

Leena Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, writer and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

We Will Know Each Other, Love

Published on February 14, 2017March 21, 2017 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Leena Colibri

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We will know each other, love.

When the seas of distance

have long parted

and the winds of inner guidance

bring us closer,

we will know the scent, feel and taste

of the radiant compliment and heart echo,

that only two true lovers

can feel in each other.

The swan of my garden’s pond,

the stag of your kingdom to come

and the lushness of crystalline hearts

sends a beacon to one another

that forgoes all time

and draws the curtain

on any sense of having waited.

Across the ether

where dutiful pleasantries end

and all flowers bloom in harmonic,

perfectly imperfect growth,

that is where it begins for us

as we foresake all we’ve known

for the challenge of walking

and waking

together.

The sprint of a spring-loaded heart

wanting to explode in its body-container

brings in the steps of inventive goodness

and charges forward with each breath

of its renewed awakening.

Our inter-galactic heavens

of sweet spent moments

of movement and healing

in our dominions of the inside,

mingle altogether in a dance of dimensions,

bodies,

anticipated touches

and soaring passionate highs.

We will so know each other, love,

by the shape of smoky outlines

and bright, burning stars pointing the way,

calling out to us and to all lovers,

now and always…

Leena Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, writer and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

Your World Is Your Reflection

Published on January 21, 2017March 21, 2017 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Leena Colibri

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You want to be gotten,
Understood,
Taken in.

…can you take yourself in?

You want to know somehow,
Without being told,
That what you are is beyond the norm.

…can you feel your stardust, your magic, your creative power?

Can you witness your uniqueness?
Your unforgettability?
Can you begin to buy into you,
that you in your mirror,
that you who posts and asks
and brings sometimes an ounce of you
yet sometimes
your entire heart?

Do you feel your own words,
Your own energy,
Your own You?

…do you like it?

…do you love it?

…do you want to experience it over and over again,
like an out-of-this-world session of love making?

The world is perhaps the greatest reflection
of our nearest, dearest
greatest,
deepest,
wants and needs,
desires and differences.

It is that mirror we return to
When we need a reminder
of where we’ve been
and where perhaps we’ve need yet to go.

Does your world remind you,
that you are that love you’ve been seeking?
The only true place of that unconditional,
everlasting,
unwavering
Infinite Love?
That source that made you,
moves through you,
holds you in life,
and in death,
in repeated cycles ad infinitum?

If your world is your reflection,
you’ve got this.

You’ve got You.

And you always…
always…
will have You to go back in to
for that truest,
most loving,
reflective reflection space,
that will continue guiding you inward,
onward

…and upward.

Leena Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator, writer and poetess. Find out more about the SoulFullHeart Way of Life at www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com

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