Youβve been all these versions of yourself Out of needs and desires To fit in To thrive And even more so, To survive.
Nothing youβve chosen could ever be βwrongβ.
You choose from your seat of consciousness From your sense of whatβs βrightβ In order to show love In some way, shape, or form.
You can do harm to others and they can harm you. You can also harm yourself through the actions of parts of you.
Yet the truth remains That the heart is stronger than the mind And someday you will see As more layers come off That it was always with your best effort And the best efforts within you, for you That youβve navigated all you have To arrive where you are And to be searching, working, Swimming to the next shoreline.
To truly reconcile all differences And reconcile ourselves to our Divine/soul selves, First comes the recognition of who youβve been What youβve chosen And how the Divine remains behind it all Holding the candle of your most immaculate inner truth, That no experience youβve ever had has truly severed your divinityβ¦ Or your oneness with all other Divine/soul selves.
You are pure You are Divine And all parts of you formed out of necessity Also hold a piece of your soul puzzle And codes for the reasons why you are here, Why the world inside and out needs YOU, And why youβve need to do, Choose, Become All you have until now.
Every moment is another one for awakening So arise, Awaken, Recognize and reconcile. You are big enough You are strong enough And you are always, with certainty, Divine enough.
Love, The Divine (with Kasha)
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Itβs what happens as you move into the Higher Heart space as you awaken. It is the embodiment of your Divine Self (as you step through and into the process of this embodiment).
Thereβs nothing here to achieve. Yet, there is so much MORE to arise into, rooted always in the heart.β
~ Divine Mother
I feel this invitation and its many layers this morning in particular. This morning, that like many recent mornings and perhaps mornings throughout human history, will lead into a day which for many will feel like suffering to some degree. For such is the state of the world both inside and out⦠the hiding, the fighting, the pushing and pulling.
I feel how the cries of the world can seem cinematic in moments and can feel like itβs something happening βout thereβ rather than anything I am (or any of us who live in a more removed/remote space are) personally involved in so much. The gravitas though of feeling whatβs moving through the world and what my own soul has experienced of the world is not something to put away for too long. The invitation calls and I goβ¦ and Iβll be going into it deeper still.
I feel the love and grace of the Divine reminding us all that no matter what it is we feel ready to feel in our own inner worlds or in the outer one, we are infinitely held. Itβs the letting in of that holding that can truly be the challenge. And the letting in of the Divineβs tears for all of us as it feels us and holds us in its heart is the sort of stuff that blows the heart wide open.
As the sun rays float through my window in this moment as I write this, Iβm reminded too of the beacons of hope and love that we all have the capacity to become. This sort of embodiment is not transcendent but deeply alchemical and alive, offering us invitation after invitation to keep feeling what needs us in our inner worlds while feeling connected still to the outer.
Iβve not ever been able (in this lifetime) to transcend feeling. The bigger piece here for my process has always been about opening up to feeling others deeper and not only myself and my own parts/soul aspects. The compassion from myself to others is ever-deepening, especially when boosted by Divine invitation, inner movements, and holding space for others, which all remind me again and again of how important the inner work is, but also how important the overflow from that inner work is.
To truly arise as Sacred Humans, this process has its downturns and upticks, its wobbles and its straight lines. Itβs a chaotic mess at times and extreme bliss at others. Itβs the holding of hope and love, expanding out into true forgiveness and compassion toward self and others, and itβs the most humbling thing Iβve ever witnessed and experienced.
We ARE the Great Arising, as Mother offers. We are expanding beyond βawakeningβ and moving into much deeper things that in some ways havenβt been lived into by humanity yet.
As our souls and hearts arise together as one in each of us and all together, we experience what is becoming so possible to truly embodyβ¦
Love,
Kasha & Divine Mother
Photo is of my altar which I light every morning for meditation/Divine & inner connection time!
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Iβve needed a couple of days to digest our recent visit to the sacred sites in nearby Fatima, Portugal as quite a bit was activated within my soul by going there. Nearby the town of Fatima is where one of the most famous Marian apparition visits occurred in 1917 when three rural children Lucia Santos and her cousins Francisco and Jacinta Marto experienced several visits with Mother Mary.
Many pilgrims flocked to Fatima and Aljustrel (the nearby village where they lived) to witness the visits as word of them spread, which occurred for six months on the 13th of the month. They culminated with the Miracle of the Sun event on October 13th, 1917, in which over 70,000 people reported significant shifts in the location, light quality, and intensity of the sun during this visit.
Only the three children could actually see Mother Mary and only the two girls could see AND hear her, yet many people reported being able to feel a sacred presence during her visits. Some pilgrims reported healings of disease and disabilities as well.
You can feel from the photos Iβve shared the massive scale and size of the group of Catholic religious buildings and structures in Cova da Iria that honors these visits. These sacred sites, including the nearby preserved houses of the children, draws several million pilgrims/tourists every year and thousands during the main processional days on the 13th of May and October.
The Basilica of Our Lady of the Rosary built in the 1950s is a massive church with beautiful marble columns and tombs containing the remains of the childrenβs bodies, stunning stain glass images depicting the stations of the cross, and vivid paintings and exquisitely detailed sculptures of the Marian visits.
While we were standing in the main area near the Chapel of the Apparitions, a tiny chapel that Mother Mary commissioned for them to build to honor the site of the visits, a processional began at noon with a long line of pilgrims following behind priests holding up a rose laden platform with a statue of Our Lady. As a priest with a beautiful voice sang a song to honor the Fatima visits, the whole group walked right past us and through the church area. This was a special surprise as we did not plan to see it, although it was the 13th of the month. Witnessing this processional was a moving experience for all of us as we felt devotional energies move through toward Mother Mary and the Divine Feminine. We also lit candles in honor of Divine Mother and offered prayers/blessings as well (I lit one in honor of Jacinta.)
I was previously aware somewhat of the Marian apparitions in Fatima and definitely the ones in Lourdes and Guadalupe, Mexico, yet had not connected to any in an exploratory way that could open up deeper healing. This exploration is served by being able to actually visit and take in the sacred site, as I repeatedly discovered when we were in Avalon/Glastonbury, UK and also when we went to the stone circles in the UK. I am now understanding more about why we were guided to settle here in Central Portugal where so much devout Marian energies are centered.
I started connecting in my Metasoul to a lifetime as the youngest seer and supposedly the most fervently devout child, Jacinta, a few weeks ago. Iβve been in healing spaces with her and Mother Mary, first visiting with her in the hospital where she died alone of the Spanish Flu in 1920 while in great pain and personal sacrifice (as did her brother Francisco in 1919). Mother Mary bridged to Jacinta patiently, repeatedly offering a reframe of the self condemning message of sacrificial suffering for all sinners that Jacinta had internalized during the visits.
Mother Mary shared with us that while the first visit with the children was genuine as it was only the three of them (which was Jacintaβs favorite one), the visits after that were somewhat hijacked by the Matrix False Light frequencies. The purity of Maryβs message of peace, an end to wars, and hope/love/support for ALL of humanity was distorted by this hijack and used to convert even more souls into the religious trap of self condemnation, seeking salvation outside of themselves, and False God Worship of the Papal ‘corporation’. Mother Mary offered that the Miracle of the Sun event witnessed by so many souls was also a Matrix hijack and tweak of the Matrix hologram in that moment.
Even with this hijacking and the eventual amusement park spectacle made of the events by the Catholic Church, there was still a genuine and sacred purpose to Mary coming to deliver messages to the children at this time. These children are Magdalene souls with high levels of mastery related to psychic access to higher realms. Before incarnation, there was an agreement between them and Mary Anna (as she is known as a Magdalene) for her to return and seed into them a message of peace just as the first world war was ending and before the second one. The hope was that these messages would usher in a new paradigm of peaceful resolution and diplomacy that might help avoid the second world war.
These seeds of peaceful resolution were planted by the Magdalenes into Gaiaβs grids during their most important incarnational lifetime of Yeshuaβs crucifixion and ascension. This seeding is beautifully and viscerally described in the Anna, Grandmother of Jesus book by Claire Heartsong that I highly recommend if you are drawn to connect to the Yeshua-Magdalene soul family lineage.
As Mother Maryβs TRUE message landed in the heart of Jacinta, her childlike innocence could return and transmute the self punishing shame that had led her to sacrifice herself. Jacinta became like the sun then, vibrantly curious and wanting to connect to other aspects of our Metasoul from other timelines and learn from themβ¦..such as Lorna my high priestess of Avalon, and Ingrit, my witch/medicine woman. Jacinta didnβt like the βrulesβ of the Church, so much emphasis on Hell and being condemned, the patriarchal energies of the Church, so she was fairly able to let the programming go when offered another option that was more resonant to her soul.
As with all modern visits to sacred sites and especially those so blatantly and commercially leveraged by the Church, there is a mix of both inspiration and frustration when you visit them. By going inward after the visit there in the physical, I was able to discover the core purity of the message and help free it from the hijack of the churchβ¦.at least within my own soul and in whatever ways that could ripple out to the Collective.
I am so grateful for the SoulFullHeart process that I have leaned into myself for so many years as a means to lift the veils, transmute karma with love, end the suffering/self sacrificial energies within my relationship to the Divine Mother, and connect directly with these soul aspects so deeply on an ongoing basis. The richness of what our soul has experienced becomes once again accessible and also purified.
This morning, I got to host a reunion between soul sisters and cousins Jacinta and Louisa, who died in 2005 after devoting her life to being a nun in devout worship to Mother Mary. Their reunion was touching and we could connect to their bond together in Yeshuaβs lifetime as two of his beloved Marys. Louisaβs healing digestion of the apparition visits was more integrated over her long lifetime, yet, also she tended to move into much self recrimination and unworthiness around being a chosen messenger of Maryβs. Connection with Jacinta now and with the TRUE frequencies of Mary Anna feel like they will offer her deep healing around this.
I am honored to be an ambassador of love to help heal and free up the message offered by the Divine Mother. All of us have a Divine Child within us that is pure, innocent, and a spark from the heart of the Divine. As our Divine Child heals from their separation wound and pain and reunites with our Divine Mother and Father, they arise into their embodiment as the bright, bright light of the Divine.
As Mother Mary keeps offering, βYou cannot be unworthy of my love as it is always yours. You cannot be outside of my grace as it is always within you. You cannot be condemned by me as my acceptance of you is always there.β
If you feel a soul resonance with these events, I recommend watching the recent film Fatima as it recaptures a lot of the sacred experiences that the children went through yet also the challenges for them in facing the fear and skepticism it brought up in others.
Nothing transforms you so effortlessly as nature/mama Gaia doesβ¦ We’ve returned to Porto for about a week before heading back to camp full time and I feel like something core within me is shifting that I’ve been working to shift for years now, especially as I humbly walk out this transition.
I think what I was always craving was a return to nature in a deeper way, which is a return to my own nature. A way to feel what is natural for me and what has had to be ‘put on’. I’ve looked at so many layers of self-image and wanting to be ‘this’ or ‘that’ and especially seen/received as ‘this’ or ‘that’ over the last few years.
True confessionβ¦ Aspects/parts of me have never really fully gotten over that and there’s still more work to do around it, yet I feel even more trust that the work continues even without me consciously realizing it. This is especially true as I continue to immerse in nature and respond to/template from herβ¦
Nature lays naked before you and upgrades as she upturns. She turns herself inside out, moving her healing along in ways both attractive and unsightly, yet always with some underlying grace, pace, and love flow. Nature moves onward, always. She is always changing. She is always moving with the times and not against them, though she will push back too if she has to. It’s up to you if you choose to roll along with her or continue to try and master or dominate her, just as parts of you have tried to do with themselves.
These last 9 days of being deeply immersed in nature with my beloved and my nearest and dearest companions, has awakened a ‘wild child’ within and also a deep, core sense of well-being in this intense world. Something is emerging that is much more aligned with nature and the natural self.
This is the place I want to serve from, from the true heart of my raw and earthy Priestess, emotional human woman, and sacred feminine embodiment in everything that means.
Because now more than ever, we need leaders who are willing to look into mirrors, find their hearts, be willing to be wrong, stand for the love and deep evolution/Ascension of humanity, and hang onto context so that we all have something to lean on.
I cannot stress enough the power of having your feet in a flowing river and putting your head under a (small) waterfall; the power of having dirt under your fingernails from raking and clearing your campsite, the insects that visit and others that seem to ‘invade’; the rawness that gets to emerge from you as you come to embrace and explore it all.
The bigness of the ‘you’ that emerges from these experiences that is indeed big enough to hold and respond to it all, to yourself, to those who are ready to hear and learn from you, and to those who are there to share life and love with you in an intimate and healing wayβ¦ Is worth every moment of discovery and uncovering. Nature is calling out your true nature and instinctual self too. Gaia is with us all in all of our processing, pain, and movements. She is holding our hearts and our hands yet can only meet us where we are ready to meet Herβ¦ Where we are ready to truly meet ourselves.
Love, Kasha
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
The energies of the past two weeks have been bringing up more to feel for all of us individually and the opportunities to awaken and to continue unplugging from the Matrix have been plenty. In today’s issue, we have a featured article that sends an invitation from Divine Mother to all who are ready to deepen in relationship with Her at this time. She offers both a balm and a reality check around what you most need in this and any moment.
Jelelle and Kasha are co-hosting a women’s call focused on healing the ‘mother wound’ to let in Divine Mother on Sunday May 2nd at 5pm BST. You can find more information in this Museletter and also via soulfullheart.org/events.
There are many energy updates and current events digestions as well for you to take in as a support for you at this time.
Feeling Divine Mother strongly this morning, especially as we exit the full/super moon (and its mixed energies). Feeling Her vast and deep heart that is always active and present, Her embrace, Her stillness even when She must stir up storms within and without.
Feeling how She invites all of us into deeper trust in Her… in Her shadows and light, in all purposes She holds beyond what we can comprehend in every moment. She is always gently yet also firmly encouraging us to go inward and move forward, with a profound love that many of us have no reference point for from this lifetime or many others.
Itβs Her realness Iβm leaning into this morning, as I feel my own vulnerable fears and tears that live in parts of me and Metasoul aspects at times… the feelings of going forward with a momentum fueled by so much Divine trust, while also letting in the heartbreak of letting go of a world we all once knew, that I have had my own attachments to, that is all now burning up and crumbling into Divine ashes. Itβs not enough to trust the Divine without also feeling the pain that comes up in our hearts… the pain of our inner world letting go to let in, but also the pain of the much larger world that is also crying out for Her love and, as we are all Divine ourselves, for our love too.
Iβve felt over and over again the leaps of faith that the Divine invites me into and the arms them outstretched to catch me as I also catch myself. I feel how this is the invitation to the whole world… to let burn what needs to burn, to let play out what needs to play out, even as we also need to speak out when we feel to… to cry the tears that need to be shed… to let go, even of what or who was once considered beloved if the resonance is not deepening.
I feel Her encouragement, now more than ever, to let go of any βfalse godsβ which include βfalse mothersβ and βmother-figuresβ… authorities that once felt trustworthy, birth parents that you have now outgrown in consciousness, friendships that serve your smallness and not your bigness.
All of this, as She is well aware, needs time and space to process and yet, there is a cost that can accumulate as you waver in your resolve while parts of you who are afraid to let go of what is known, continue to lead your lifeβs decisions and indecisions.
Mother has so much patience for it all, yet will also offer us a prickly nest as needed… to help us fly, at last. To help us truly see and take ownership of our own journeys, no matter what the hills and valleys are that we may face on the way.
Join Jelelle Awen and I this Sunday, May 2nd @5pm BST for a womenβs group call focused on healing the false mother wound to let in Divine Mother. We have both had such deep journeys in our own processes around this and look forward to helping you activate, deepen, or reboot your own connection to Divine Mother in whatever face, form, or energy you need Her to show up with the most right now.
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Love,
Kasha
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Daylight breaks on sleeping limbs And soul heartbeats that slumbered Until they felt the sunβ¦
Heavy clouds part, clearing the din Of unknown, yet felt, soul themes Here to be reconciledβ¦
Healing begins When the parting clouds That once covered The heart of trauma Ask for the light to enter And illuminate the new wayβ¦ The way something within Has wanted to claim, Yet hadn’t found the courage for.
We all have these clouds, And also This light that shines through an inner, Very personal Sun.
We all have these moments Where daytime opens up And supports the resting Of the long, Dark Night And the recollection of why, How, And what for.
Each process of in and out Held so solemnly, So brightly, Within the arms of Divine love⦠The support of Divine parentage Inviting always forward, Encouraging next steps of healing And THEN⦠Of Ascension.
Perhaps all you’ve sought, Dear soul with fragments, parts, and painβ¦ Is another way to feel the solace of a world Resolving inside, Inviting new growth edges That call a You forward As yet unknown.
And so it IS⦠The break of day The coming of Spring The dawning of your Love Light Unto and through your inner world Always affecting and impacting, Always calling out For the more you are, The love you came here to BE, And the wealth of everything within.
Be well, Yet even better, Be loveβ¦ In the sincerest way You’ve yet remembered HOWβ¦ Today, in this moment, And always. β€οΈ
Love ~ Divine Mother (with Kasha) πΉ
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
The symbol of the βeggβ can be explored so deeply and itβs actually quite an important metaphor for our ongoing growth and awakening phases, individually and collectively.
We each come from an egg inside our birth mother. We are encased in the βeggβ of our bodies after we are born. Our souls, it can be said, are always leaving and entering their next βeggsβ where we bake and gestate before we awaken some more. We are in a perpetual state of death and rebirth in this way, or maybe βbirth and rebirthβ is another way to say it, yet embracing that βdeathβ is a part of all of our journeys, in many different ways, is important.
After all, you have to βdieβ in a way to being in one life phase before you can enter another. Itβs part of the cycle of living, learning, and relearning.
Mary Magdalene, in my etheric connection to her as a Divine Feminine guide, has been showing me many synchronicities around the egg she is often pictured with. Itβs a symbol of the rebirth of Spring, both in our inner and outer worlds. We go back inward to emerge outward in whatever βseasonsβ of the heart and soul encompass us in any given phase of our lives.
The other day while at the Glastonbury Abbey, I was drawn to walk along a path where I donβt usually walk, and there amongst the light-hearted daffodils was part of a cracked-open, birdβs egg shell. It felt tiny and fragile as I picked it up, yet the strength of the little baby bird that emerged from it could be felt too. It canβt emerge in any timing but its own, for if that happens, it perishes.
The mama bird canβt make it come out of the shell and experience the big, big world any sooner. Instead, she has to surrender to the cycle of life and allow her baby to come through and out of the egg when itβs truly ready. Its survival and ability to thrive too depends on its own built-up strength, its nourishment received while in the egg, and its overall destiny too β none of which can actually be controlled, but all of which has to arise on its own.
Every phase of being back in an βeggβ for us as sacred human souls in near-constant rebirth (especially these days) is about building up our strength and resolve to emerge. The Divine canβt make this happen for us. We can receive guidance, yet our emergence is up to us.
This cracked-open eggshell I found reminded me that itβs our core innocence and healing purity of heart and soul, along with our untethered desire to emerge and awaken, that moves us onward and also upward as we ascend and grow. If we can hold this desire to keep moving through β busting through at times- eggshell after eggshell, while blessing the experience and feeling grateful for it ALL, we ARE going to not only βsurviveβ, but also find our deepest destiny on our journey back to love and leading with love to help bring us all back home.
I was so touched to be holding this eggβ¦I felt it on a deeply personal level as I move more into my inner Queen/High βHeartβ Priestess power in this and other lifetimes. I also felt like this tender holding of this eggshell, which Iβve now made a place for on my altar at home, is the same preciousness the Divine feels for all of us and our parts/Metasoul aspects now and always. Preciousness that doesnβt caretake or enable parts of us to keep going toward harmful patterns, yet holds us each accountable and invites us, always, to feel, hold, and really own our preciousness and the deep strength and profound power of it.
Much love, from my ever-emerging heart and soul to yours!
Kasha
Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
In absolute awe I am, of the depth and sacred intensity in the women I serve in sessions and the women I connect with daily in community as well. Our intensity always matches that of the passion borne inside the womb, that rumbles worlds as much as She creates them.
Itβs always vulnerable to lead and be led, to hold and be held, as a feminine embodiment in this and any lifetime. The strength of our inner masculines serves to protect us and our feminine essences, as well as the parts who have felt victimized by this body, by this core of who we are as a heart and soul. Sometimes the inner βmasculineβ is also a strong and powerful matriarch/wounded Queen/Priestess energy inside that finds it challenging to be vulnerable out of necessary self-protection. Even THIS intensity needs honouring, love, and holding; a recognition of her powerful presence while also helping her learn to feel again, as challenging as that has been for her until now.
Iβve noticed in recent sessions how this matriarch energy expresses in different ways inside of different women. Sometimes we call this the Inner Mother. In one recent session with a young woman in her mid-twenties, we felt how her Inner Mother holds frequencies of being tired and overwhelmed and also victimized by life, much like her birth mother has energized. Another young woman in her early twenties has been feeling how her Inner Mother is also an Inner Punisher who also has frequencies of a Sorceress at times.
I feel, as I serve this dynamic range in women, how much love there is available to continue holding it with an open heart and open hands too, to allow whatever needs to come up in the space to do so. These energies need and deserve to felt and heard, not diagnosed or labeled, even as mirrors are held up for them to start to see their impact on themselves and other parts, as well as relationships on the outside. This is the work of transforming the False Mother into the Sacred Feminine inside, while inviting in the Divine Mother, in whatever form and face is necessary, as the template for this process.
The deep dive inside isnβt actually possible without love and also without support of the Divine Mother, who is the ultimate model for us to feel the inner False Mother and help her heal into more of the healthy, heart-open, capable, and profoundly gifted Queen. Itβs Her love that holds the space, really, for which I am but a humble vessel, supporting you to become your own. Thereβs really no end to this process of deepening this embodiment, no ultimate pinnacle of it, and every ounce of discovery and healing is so worth the journey of diving deep into what (and who) hasnβt felt worthy of receiving, let alone becoming, this energy of sacred feminine love within.
If youβre curious to learn more about sessions with me (I also offer free 45min intro calls if youβd like to talk with me about where we could go in sessions together), visit soulfullheart.org/sessions.
Also, Jelelle and I are hosting a womenβs call, by donation on Zoom, on March 7th @ 5pm GMT to teach and lead a guided meditation around womb healing and activation. More info here: http://www.soulfullheart.org/womengroupcalls
Much love from sacred Avalon! β€οΈπΉ Kasha
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Spending real, intimate time with women is such a gift to my heart and soul. I am recognising that there has been so much in the way of deeper bonds with women my whole life; competition, insecurity, unworthiness and jealousy being some of them. I feel how hard that has been on me and my parts, even more so now as I feel how deep the need for union with women really is. The uniqueness of the connection between women is so special and I feel how we do really need each other in a way that is different to our need for and with men.
I always feel so inspired and enlivened after deep union with women and deeply nourished by where women can go together when they feel safe and can rest and lean into one another. We understand and feel each other so deeply in wordless spaces and ways, which is something I feel I have looked for in my relationships with men my whole life and has brought a deep dissatisfaction to parts of me. Only now am I recognising how men are not really meant to fulfill our need for each other as women.
There is healing that needs to happen to let women in and trust women again after all the years and lifetimes of competition and hurt that has been experienced between us. I feel the pain of having had to turn away from one another to survive in a world where we are led to believe that we cannot do it without a man. How dangerous it has been at times to be a woman and still is for many women in the world today, and I can feel what that has led and does lead us to do to one another to just get through it.
I feel how the need for connection with women is so deeply buried under a lot of pain and distrust that it can be hard to recognise that need is even there. I am being invited daily as part of life within the SoulFullHeart community to feel my needs and desires that have been deeply buried in order to survive, and then invited to reach out to ask for what I want. It can feel terribly vulnerable for parts of me to even acknowledge that they need others, especially women, and I am still not quite sure why that is. As I do this though, I am getting to experience something new with women that is so deeply nourishing and healing in ways I cannot mentally track but I feel it as it ripples through my body and creates a deep rest and sigh of relief within my womb.
I feel so deeply blessed to have wonderful women in my life and for all the women who have helped me prepare to let all this love in that I am experiencing now with my closest Sisters. Everytime I meet in deep, real, intimate connection with women, I am changed, and I remember more of who I am and more about why I am here.
Jelelle Awen and Kasha Rokshana will be holding this monthβs SoulFullHeart Womenβs Group Call this Sunday 7th March at 5pm (London time) This monthβs call is about healing and activating the Womb, work that is very close to my heart and I feel so supports this deeper healing between us as women. This women’s group is open to the public and to all women over 18. You can attend the group and/or receive the recording for an energy exchange of whatever donation you feel to give. You can purchase the Zoom link to join us live for the group and receive the recording through your email athttps://www.soulfullheart.org/shop
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