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Lammas Message: Feeling The Harvest & The Loss Of The Awakening Journey

Published on August 1, 2023 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kasha Rokshana

It’s a potent time now with Lammas (mid-summer) today, the Supermoon, and Lion’s Gate all upon us. It feels like a day where these energies are converging and bringing up some deeper pieces to feel of desire/despair, letting in/letting go, gain/loss while we experience another big clearing and shift.

One big thing I’m digesting myself today is about our personal and collective evolution. It’s so easy some days to feel as though the personal shifts and inner work aren’t really drawing the desired outcomes. Instead, there’s a cost to our personal growth and awakening that is just as real as the highs that come from the healing and new discoveries. Our inner work brings about an outer harvest, yet in that process of harvesting there is also a need to surrender to the threshing floor – the place where the wheat is separated from the chaff. Where what you need to bring along with you on your next leg of your journey is carried with you tenderly, yet what can’t or won’t come along with you must be let go of.

So many parts of us may prefer to feel the celebrations of our awakening journeys and rightfully so… they’ve earned that next place of awakening and opening of the heart and your awareness. You as a soul have earned that next place of alchemy and depth of relationship within and without. Yet, there is usually a grieving process that comes along with all of this as awakening also means aligning more with your soul and the Divine… and not always with others around you or with your current life circumstances such as they have been. It’s all up for reevaluation on the journey of your evolution, and this is what makes it a vulnerable journey overall.

It takes great strength to be willing to feel it ALL… the textures of love and what it wants to illuminate for you. The shifting sands of your personal truth and where it wants to take you. It’s all very alive and yet, it’s truly a hero’s journey in a way with so much to let go of while also letting in.

I’ve been connecting a lot with the Divine and also my Sirian Lion galactic aspect, Ineerah, about this process and how I’ve felt personally so impacted at times by needing to follow my heart and soul and yet also be with the cost of that. Ineerah has shared with me time and time again how they have experienced the pain of this themselves as a star being race that has been through Ascension and how much they support us as we sort out our own ongoing journey.

The Divine has been supporting me to just feel my aching parts and also my opening heart as my own personal journey continues to unfold as part of a very powerful yet small community of beloveds. I feel a celebration with the Divine of my personal strength while also feeling wrapped in the warm love glow that I now know so well from being truly vulnerable and needy with the Divine. I feel soaked in love while also drenched in tears in moments and it’s truly beautiful.

So wherever you are today on the scale of letting in or letting go or everything all at once… you are loved, your heart is being felt, and your soul is undoubtedly leading you where you most need (and deserve) to be if you can gather up all that is within you, to continue to trust love itself and the path it is lighting up for you.

Blessed Lammas to you!

Love,

Kasha

Painting by Nichol Skaggs

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.

Solstice Energies: Lean Into Your Sovereign King/Queen Choices

Published on June 20, 2023August 18, 2023 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

by Kasha Rokshana

Energy Update: With the Summer Solstice taking place tomorrow, we’re being energized by codes that invite us into some powerful choice points. These choices feel to me like the invocation of our inner Kings and Queens – aspects of us who aren’t necessarily trauma-based as other parts of us are and have been at times, yet who need activation, growth, and responding to nonetheless. It’s our growing connection with these aspects that helps us find clarity and open-hearted compassion, drawing and deepening soulmate romance/soul family relationships, our ability to relate to life as more than something ‘black or white’, and our very sacred ‘yes’ and ‘no’ which opens up the portal for our next life/awakening/ascension phases.

It’s all about moving into our sovereignty and power with love for ourselves which can overflow to others in profound, truly life-and-heart-changing ways.

Yesterday was the first day of our Solstice gathering here in our community, and it was a catalytic day. As the gathering began and Raphael, Jelelle, and Raianna played the sound bowls while we all closed our eyes, a gallant white Lion with a golden sun on his third eye came to me and the part of me that I’m mostly working with right now.

He said, “I am Solstice”.

I wasn’t the only one to see and feel a lion in our circle yesterday, either. Which seems to mean that he and his majestic lioness counterpart are available to anyone who needs them and asks for their support as we all move into and through this sacred passage of deeper awakening and empowerment. They invite us to feel our way through with sobriety, feeling through all possibilities at hand, while trusting the bigger picture and the Divine love holding us all at all times.

This is helpful if you’re feeling a choice where you may need to let go of something precious to you or part of you, or choose to let it in deeper and what that could mean. This could be about letting go into a romantic, soulmate bond where the love coming in is rumbling your world as you’ve known it and even your consciousness as you’ve related to it, and either letting that in deeper or not feeling quite ready to yet. It could be about letting yourself immerse in an experience of soul family and seeing what the love flow there pushes up for you to explore within yourself and with others. It could be about recognizing what truly makes you and parts of you happy in your life circumstances as you know them now, or what your dreams and awakening desires tell you could be so much better, more nourishing, and more supportive overall of your ongoing journey of healing and discovery of who you truly are.

I feel how much this activation of Kings and Queens is deep and needed for our inner worlds yet also for our contribution to the co-creation of the outer world. Awakening in and of itself is not enough if the choice points aren’t met and the embodiment of our Divine Self isn’t sought after. It takes our Kings and Queens and the feeling through of their hesitations and concerns about these choices we’re invited to make as well as what they would love to create and embody in all areas of life by making these choices, in order to move through each one. The only way out is through… so diving into each one, feeling what they all bring up to feel, is the ticket to the new.

Leaning into the unknown/Limbo can only really happen for so long before your genuine empowerment asks you to make some sort of choice which your parts can lean into, clearing away any suffering while stuck in the ‘in-between’ or in a place of trying to hold your life as you’ve known it in some sort of stasis while it’s meant to move into a new phase. Even if your connection with your King or Queen is in its bud form at this time, the invitation to take the space needed with the intention of choosing something, even for just this next phase of your life, is calling to you and it’s through these choices that your sovereign King/Queen grows and finds their genuine place in your heart and in your life, neither of which will ever be the same.

If you feel you’d like support to feel your King or Queen inside of you and their personal activations and invitations at this time, we have a men’s group call and a women’s group call coming up this weekend, June 24 and 25. The men’s call on Saturday will be focused on feeling and healing the inner King, while the women’s call on Sunday will be its counterpart in feeling and healing the inner Queen. These are the last calls of our Sacred Union group call series and you don’t need to have come to any of the others in order to jump in if you feel called! Here is more info: soulfullheart.org/sacredunionseries

Lots of love to you as you feel what’s moving for you during this sacred Solstice time.

Love,

Kasha

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Energy Update: We Are Integrating Awakenings/Realizations From Lion’s Gate Portal

Published on August 12, 2019August 19, 2019 by Kasha Rosa1 Comment

by Kalayna Solais

There’s a powerful integration phase happening now as we continue to move out of Lion’s Gate and into a NEW rhythm in our lives. Whatever has been stirred up by the high, catalytic energies is now settling more into our hearts and living there, even the uncomfortable pieces that we are still digesting and moving through. There will likely be uncomfortable things to keep digesting, especially as Disclosure continues to unfold and so much is being illuminated by that alone for everyone… even those who until now haven’t bought into it or resonated much with it.

On a 3D level, this has been a phase of many new awakenings. It’s like a whole new class has entered the undergraduate degree program at ‘Ascension University’. The 3D Self and the parts that make it up are having their own reactions to this ongoing process of awakening. You may be one of these souls or you may be currently supporting others in this as they try to understand what is being activated and how to relate with it. We’re being asked to have patience and compassion for these souls, as there’s no need for elitism around any of this, even though bridging to them can be challenging. There’s much we can offer, even in small doses, to see what helps them open their hearts to their own souls.

On a 4D level, much has been brought out into the open from the Metasoul and the veil has been quite thin. Parts of the 3D Self are upgrading too, realizing how NOT 3D they actually are. This is very necessary right now, as the more we are still personally anchored into 3D, the more suffering there is without context for it and parts of us do truly need this context to help move them into deeper awakening and healing experiences along with us.

My own 3D Self named ‘Katie’, which is the name I went by until my mid-twenties, is starting to see her gifts even though this has been a huge struggle for her with the bombarding messages from 3D consciousness that validate insecurities and encourage smallness. She’s starting to see how she was always meant to be a 3D ‘Bridge’, not an entire ‘Self’ that is supposed to lead life and in this way she can help orient to 3D as needed without being fully anchored there. She really has more of a 4D consciousness and awareness than she even thought until now and this is starting to activate in many other 3D Selves too.

This process with ‘Katie’ has been hugely supported by my Sirian aspect, ‘Ineerah’ throughout Lion’s Gate. She has helped me tremendously with catching this part of me up to my reality and the goodness there truly is within me and in my life too. She has been helping me move into an even deeper healing of the baseline emotional reality of this part of me, who expects the worst most of the time and can easily find reasons to feel sad or be in despair. There is a tender new unification happening within as other parts of me come together to offer her the attention and love she needs.

This is what’s possible as we integrate the illuminations of our 3D consciousness habits and our 4D ones too as we move into letting IN more 5D consciousness and re-anchoring there. We can’t skip this process of really looking at it all and feeling it all through, asking ‘why?’ relentlessly and with so much desire to love ourselves more. We can only LOVE ourselves into 5D reality being our new ‘baseline’… any other approach cannot last for long nor is it meant to.

This so applies to everything we hear in the news, everything we take in from the Disclosure world. We are being asked to feel how this impacts us and reflects us back to us again. We are being invited, constantly, to bring our hearts to it and to feel what we want to experience, starting inside of us, on the other side of the necessary mess.

MUCH love to you in this humbling and REAL integration phase, whatever this looks like for you… ❤

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Discover Vlog: Integrating Awakenings

Published on April 6, 2019April 11, 2019 by Kasha Rosa1 Comment

By Kalayna Solais

https://youtu.be/u69F4_GCqhc

Awakening experiences can bring you to the highest highs and the lowest lows. They offer openings and expansion of your consciousness and awareness of the world and the multi-verse. Yet, even with these beautiful and fascinating experiences, your humanity and grounding in your life needs to catch up and somehow become integrated with what you’re downloading.

In this video with me, you are invited to feel into the ways in which you can integrate your awakening experiences with your life in order to actually bring in more awakenings and a new experience of what’s possible in your daily life on Gaia.

I also share about my personal process with growing, healing, and integrating through my awakening experiences from an early age and what life has taught me about moving through life with your awakening experiences in tow… not put away or compartmentalized.

Much love! ❤️

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Kalayna Solais is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator for women, energy healer, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Practical Ascension: 7 Key Areas Of Life – Financial Area Personal Process

Published on April 26, 2018May 8, 2018 by Kasha RosaLeave a comment

https://youtu.be/avG5sbnhopU

by Kalayna Colibri & Gabriel Heartman

In this second video on the financial area of life, SoulFullHeart Teachers, Facilitators and Sacred Union mates, Gabriel Heartman and Kalayna Colibri, offer their unique perspective that is based on their own personal processes in this area. This area is one that parts tend to have the most reaction to and therefore it is an excellent area in which you can explore who you are now, have been so far in your life, and who you’d like to be as your process deepens.

The financial area challenges you, like all other areas of life, to feel what you are truly worth and what it is your most deeply want. As Kalayna and Gabriel share in this video, the process in this area is one with many steps and layers as you wade through, feel, and negotiate ongoingly with parts of you that are invested in it in one way or another.

In her personal sharing, Kalayna talks about layers of entitlement that parts of her have had around money-earning or being able to somehow automatically live a life dedicated to her vocation as a healer and have that be the main source of income. Her process has been one of digging deep within to feel and be with the parts who have held this energy of wanting to skip the step of finding financial stability that could provide her with the means to truly invest a growth process that she very much needed. She offers that parts have deep conditioning around what it means to have to work a “3D job” even while you are having profound awakening experiences.

Gabriel shares about his personal process with moving out of a 13+ year career as a tenured elementary school teacher and the dwindling nest egg of savings that part of him had great attachment to and anxiety around. He offers some key pieces to feel around the idea of letting go of 3D-based money-earning and savings from a 3D-based job or career in order to let in the new possibility of earning money with the intention of deepening your awakening experiences and helping them integrate into your life, not dampen them or try to shut them out.

Both Kalayna and Gabriel are part of the emoto-spiritual conscious community of SoulFullHeart, earning income as online ESL teachers online while also earning donation money through their work as SoulFullHeart Facilitators. This money that they earned is shared among the core Facilitators and Teachers and somehow they have found their way in this picture for almost five years now!

If you’re curious to learn about more about how SoulFullHeart digests and feels money and true abundance, you can take in any or all of these videos also from the Youtube channel:

SoulFullHeart Group Call – Money, Abundance, Soul Purpose, Guided Meditation

Conscious Community & 5D Money: Day 30 – 33 Days W/Jelelle Awen & Raphael

SoulFullHeart Patreon Page Launch, Conscious Money, Gift Exchange

And there are many audio blogs too!

There are also many articles written about this topic here on the blog. 🙂

Kalayna and Gabriel work for a company called VIPKID. If you’re interested in applying, they’d appreciate if you would use Gabriel’s referral link and code:
Link: https://t.vipkid.com.cn/activity/popup?refereeId=1395340&refersourceid=a01
Code: 00TWNG

If you have any questions about the application process, please feel free to contact Gabriel directly: gabriel.heartman@gmail.com

7 Key Areas Article w/Questions from the website: http://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com/3d4d5dselvesquestions

If you have any questions or comments, you can leave them in the comment thread on Youtube, here on the blog, or find us on Facebook (just look for Kalayna Colibri and/or Gabriel Heartman and/or SoulFullHeart Way Of Life). You can also email soulfullhearts@gmail.com

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