Category: Ascension

Energies Invite Emergence Into New Timelines, Personally And Collectively

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By Kalayna Colibri

It’s that cocoon-before-the-rebirth time. Another phase of squeeze and move, let go and let in. Feel… always a time to feel and give space for the alchemical feelings emerging, the reactions in parts of you from this life but also existentially too.

Feeling this very personally as well as collectively. I feel my next steps of geographic relocation moving along now, almost at a gallop, and along with this momentum is an inner momentum and inner geographic shift that’s undeniable and real. We are all being invited into bigger things within. And it’s natural and necessary to feel how this expresses in our lives in so many ways too.

How we choose to be with and process (or not process at all) the shifts we are invited into is important. It’s this series of choices that help frame the new picture of this next life phase. How do you want to enter it and what do you want to get out of it?

We’re given these experiences of emerging into new timelines that are sometimes like a ‘slip n’ slide’. You step onto into one choice, only to realize that like rapid fire, you are being given now a series of choices and they all make up the birth canal at hand… the one that’s ultimately leading you into the new and into what you’ve dreamed of having in your life. And you get to fuel each choice with the gasoline of your needs and the fire of your desire.

It’s like each choice helps us illuminate something else that needs us inside of us too. As I personally step into the fire of the collapsing timeline of living here in Mexico and entering another phase (possibly only a few months long) of living in Canada again, I feel the parts of me in anxiety, that loathe feeling stuck in one geography or life frequency and are actually a bit afraid of being stuck in Canada for the long haul, aching instead to experience more of the world. I feel the excitement of the new and the mourning as the old moves out too. I feel this as more of an inner geographic shift mostly actually, where new emotional, spiritual and galactic territory is showing up now for me to navigate and be with as I integrate the gifts of the process of it all. The shifts on the outside of my body and being are minuscule in comparison to making shifts inside… that’s the only place we can ever really experience stuckness or stagnancy in any lasting form. If life isn’t heading where you want it to, there’s always a choice to dig in, into you… and see what’s really going on. This is what really moves mountains.

Collectively, I feel how we are being squeezed into a new trajectory, but with love doing the squeezing. I feel how there is pain, there is anguish, there are battles raging, yet I feel and see how they are all a bi-product of what’s going on within. In some ways, it doesn’t seem to matter how much we tell ourselves this… until the parts and Metasoul aspects of us that have only seen and experiencing battlegrounds and a need to be a warrior start to let in that they DO have the power to shift what they experience and how it lives in them, we will continue to see in the world what we expect to see in the world and experiencing more reasons to keep fighting instead of more reasons to go within and co-create something new.

We get to inhabit this process and watch it play out for us however we choose.

So what will you choose, very personally, as the new waits to emerge with and through YOU?

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart co-founder, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Our Emotions Shape Our Thoughts

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By Raphael Awen

If our thoughts shape our inner world, which go on to shape our outer world, what is it that precedes our thoughts?

We could describe this precedent to our thoughts to be some kind of energy, less dense than a thought, and an energy that has movement or flow. How about calling it e-motion; energy in motion?

It is our emotions that shape our thoughts. Both are a form of energy in motion, that create, shape and manifest in more dense expressions.

But what is it that precedes our emotions? From what ground do our emotions arise from?

My feeling sense of this question is that it all arises from source, or the all, or the divine. If this is true, then even what we call the negative emotions, like depression, anxiety, or hatred, or fear all have a source in divinity. Nothing is outside of divinity needing to be rescued or saved back into divinity.

And If that is true, then the divine is out exploring the ‘negative’ through you and I in an effort to reinvent it into something much deeper and wider than even it knew was possible.

Can we make sweet love to every arising manifestation at whatever level it arises in our lives – in emotion, in thought, in physicality?

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/bridging-session

Feeling Appreciative On My Birthday – 10/10 Magical Portal Blessings to You!

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Feeling so appreciative for the birthday wishes I’ve received today, especially on my facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/jelelleawen!

Letting in the love & offering it to you too on this magical 10/10 Portal Day! It can be A LOT to let in what comes to us on our birthday….parts of us can go almost ‘numb’ to it. Opening up my higher heart EVEN wider is helping!

Here are some beautiful birthday cards and VERY touching words from my BEloveds that I wanted to share with you!

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What a day this day is, Jelelle Awen…

Though some parts of me have needed to normalize being with you to be able to tone down the beauty and bounty a little, so as to not walk around with a weird grin in every moment, that weird grin really is there all the time.

I feel the magic in any moment that I’m wanting and willing to breathe it in deeply. It’s like escaping to a fantasy world, except that the fantasy is real, where all time feels like the first time, and strangely too, like the last time.

You so arise anew, again and again and again. I desire for you on this day of remembrance, a deep and full letting-in of the magic that you are, of the gifts you bring to life and to love, by being you.

I love you down to my toes. I miss you even when I’m with you. I long for the next time, even when we’re barely done the last time. Time with you is time with time, time with the Beloved, and time with all beloveds.

Happy Birthday, beloved….

Raphael

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Sending huge waves of love today to Jelelle Awenon her birthing day into this dimension! She is a gift to all of us seeking to feel and know ourselves in a way that is beyond what we could ever imagine. Her wisdom and purity of heart are what sets her apart in my opinion and long history with her.

I have known her for close to 30 years and she has been a big part of my growth as a healer, a man, and bridging the galactic into my consciousness and body. Her passion for service and ambassadorship is an inspiration. There are very few beings that my inner parts have trusted to guide me/them out of the old and into the new, even if there was, and can be, resistance to what is being offered.

I am honored and blessed to have had Jelelle a part of my life and send her all the love and gratitude that she deserves on this day and all that follow.

Happy Birthday Jelelle! I created this mandala in your honor,

Gabriel

 

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For Jelelle Awen on her birthday…

I had to write you something new this year. I was going to go find the poem I wrote for you before, but because you and I are both in such brand new phases right now, I wanted to write something that reflects our re-arising and reNEWing relationship, while honouring all of our phases together so far over the last few years and all of the challenges we have faced in ourselves and in our bond too.

I am truly, deeply honoured by your powerful presence in my life and the ongoing love and support you ripple out to me in many levels both subtle and obvious.

I have witnessed your growth and healing as you’ve witnessed and helped facilitate my own. I am blessed to call you both “friend” and “teacher” and take neither honour for granted.

It’s not just another trip around the sun
It’s a further dip into the waves of your personal sun
The one that shines brightly
And beacons us all homeward
To our unique heart-homes withIN.

You serve love through the YINspiration
You’ve cultivated,
Worked for,
Planted within your heart and soul bed
Of growth
and dynamic leavings and enterings, both.

You YINspire my own trajectories
And adventures
Inside
And within the love flow between us
Which reflects and informs
All other relationships
I could ever have and do have
In my life and heart today.

You are the continued template
Even as you always give me back to me
And encourage my own uniqueness to shine
And evolve
And grow.

To say I’ve learned a ton from you
Would understate the value
Of everything you’ve led
And continue to lead
With the strength of a lioness
And the softness of a swan.

I love you!!

Kalayna

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This year I feel “mama” as a different energy. You are my mother in the way that you guide, support, love and see me. You are kind to the parts of me that have yearned for love. You are real when it feels so hard to be so. You lead with so much integrity that I really feel seen through love’s eyes, not through a filter.

We are embarking on a new journey and phase in the next few days and if this last month represents the kind of alchemy and catalytic energy that’s to come then I am buckling up for full speed ahead!!

I can’t wait to see what blossoms and grows in your Canadian garden and how many souls will be touched by you in the coming months and years.

Thank you for all the work you have done, all that you have provided for others and all the parts that have broken down in tears just feeling your open and precious heart.

You are epic in soul, expansive in heart and as real as any one human can get. I would not be this much of who I am today if it weren’t for you and this process.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Jelelle!!! Nova and I love you so dearly 💕🎈😍

Raianna

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Energy Update: High SOULar Winds Lift Veils To Remember Your Soul Purpose

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By Jelelle Awen
For three days in a row, we’ve been experiencing high SOULar winds….up to 600 km/sec when normal is around 250 to 300 km/sec. These winds blow in geomagnetic frequencies and PLASMA from a HUGE coronal canyon-sized hole on our sun’s surface. I’ve been following the growth of this ‘hole to make us whole’ (as I like to call it) for the last year and it feels like it is getting more and more charged UP and powerful. We’ve been in this stream for days so you may be feeling it on your nervous systems….wired AND tired, and still maybe pains in the head and neck area as we integrate the opening of our ascension chakras (as I shared about yesterday).
 
Although these winds and recent spikes in Gaia’s frequency CAN feel intense on the body/heart/chakra levels, they are meant for the raising of our consciousness. They are offered as a universal source of awakening to us ALL…..us all as Star seeds and Earth Angels and Way Showers. Every human soul has this capacity in their DNA to express in these forms (if it is the time for it and what they are here to BE).
 
The elitism in some spirituality can elevate this soul over that one, yet each one of us is an important spoke in the wheel, a fragment from Divine love source…..each of us has a sacred part to play in the grand awakening. Some of us have chosen to ‘go ahead’ and help navigate from there as we have specific soul gifts and experiences that help with this. That doesn’t make us better than others, yet rather on a different phase of the journey.
 
With all these energetic upgrades and activations, you may be receiving clarity about what YOUR role is in the great shift. You receive this from your Metasoul aspects in other timelines. You receive this from star family connection that lights up your Ascension/Galactic chakras and activates light languages, Unity Consciousness, reveals the BIGGER plan and dualistic experiment this all has all been. If you are still uncertain, confused, and even resistant to gaining this clarity, that may be your Inner Protector who is guarding you from that discovery out of fear for your safety and future potential hurts (that comes from past experiences of hurts and other timelines too.) Through connection with you, the Inner Protector shifts/awakens to the Gatekeeper of your Metasoul, offering a Divine love channel and opening to ALL timelines of your soul’s expression.
 
Here is a guided meditation to connect with your Inner Protector here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ciJIvrn0xA&t=1170s
 
These energies are softening the defenses though and definitely thinning and dissolving the previously placed veils and even Star BEing technologies that kept things foggy. The veils of forgetfulness and amnesia are ready to lift if you (and parts of you) are READY for it. In this lifting you remember what you had chosen to forget and you truly MOVE into your service of love purpose here on Gaia!
 
Jelelle Awen
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This beautiful photo of intense Auroras from yesterday’s energies was taken by Matti Helin on October 8, 2018 @ Finland

Next Level Star Seed Activations Available Now

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By Jelelle Awen

Star seed activations and upgrades are happening in response to these increasing surges of energy in Gaia’s frequency and currently a G-1 class geomagnetic SOULar storm! The last four days or so have brought us increasing vibrations from our home (this timeline anyway) Gaia’s broadcasting station, which I’ve been sharing about regularly. SOULar storms can increase polarities in Gaia’s atmosphere and ours too….allowing us to see, feel, and heal the polarizations that have played out from being in 3D reality versus the more porous frequencies our soul is used to. 10/10 through 11/11 offers a gateway/portal opening to these galactic frequencies too.

The upgrades recently are connected to our upper or Ascension chakras, specifically the Stellar Gateway or Personal Sun (as I call it), Soul Star, and Causal (back of head). These are chakras that fewer souls are aware of beyond the main seven. This upgrading causes the head and neck pains. These are similar to sleepy DNA strands that are now coming awake and into our awareness. Connecting with these consciously, cleaning and activating them, allows for light languages access, communion with your star family, and very importantly healing of Star seed abandonment wounding so that you can receive the supportive gifts of your star family. Connecting with them allows for a lifting of the veil so you can remember your galactic nature.

Here is a guided meditation that I did to activate these chakra vortexes: https://youtu.be/6cv-bzIAY8E

I feel that we are ALL Star seeds as humans here on Gaia….our DNA is a galactic soup of genes from many species from many planets. Revealing this mainstream will be an aspect of disclosure once it is felt ‘safe’ in terms of collective reaction. We are ALL hybrids in this way with some of us having more distinctive star being DNA/genes from others. Those of us with more star BEing DNA are being woken up ‘early’ to lead the way and help others adjust to the galactic awakening that NEEDS to happen as an important aspect of the Ascension process.

I am working a lot with the Star seed aspect lately in sessions. I have identified this part as holding the energy of feeling abandoned by star family, like they don’t ‘belong’ here on Gaia and with their birth families. The Star seed aspect can range in ages in every moment….from very young to older. The amount of visitations with star BEings that you signed up for (especially as a child) can lead sometimes to more trauma and even terror for the inner child related to connecting with star family (the inner child part is more anchored to 3D conditioning.)

If you have experienced full blown panic attacks in your life, it is most likely connected to visitation experiences that you didn’t know how to digest afterwards…this is what I am finding over and over in many sessions with people. Connecting with your Star seed aspect can help them to digest these traumas (esp the abandonment one) and hugely help to transform the panic and anxiety into trust, and depression and even suicidal thoughts/feelings into creative flow/soul gift expression and genuine joy in being alive.

The draw and pull to meet and connect with your Star Family is most likely increasing for you lately, as it is meant to. They will meet you ‘in the middle’ in whatever ways they can….showing up as animal guides and Angels is a common way. They will visit you most in dreams and in meditative states as there is no real need for visits in the physical, and most of them vibrate too high for our density here.

We SO need the support of our star families as we move forward in this Ascension. They provide the bigger picture for us, Divine love frequencies of trust and surrender, and connect us to our roots and coming home feelings. They can merge with us and give us tastes of Unity Consciousness. They actually help us BE HERE MORE in embodiment too as we accept ALL aspects of our multidimensional consciousness rather than reject any of it!

Here is a guided meditation to connect with your star family: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubrPcH09X6s

Jelelle Awen

I offer 1:1 sessions with women to activate and support their connect to their star seed aspect and their star family, light language, etc. more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her for women and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, events/retreats, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.

 

More Schumann/Gaia Spikes October 5-6: Are You Feeling Them?

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By Jelelle Awen

More sustained periods of HIGHER frequency Gaia/Schumann resonance yesterday (October 5th) and today, October 6th…already!! As you can see from the graph, these spikes seem to come in around 14:00 or 2:00pm….I’m honestly not sure which timezone this particular graph is from as they measure from six different places in the world. Yet, the specific and exact timing seems to matter less as the vibration carries out in a non-linear way and you may feel it hours/days even weeks later.

As I am tuning into these fluctuations more and more in recent weeks (being guided to honestly, like Metatron has these graphs on a long scroll and is passing them in front of me to look at and study lol!)….I am feeling that this awakening activation works on a similar level as listening to high frequency music and sounds does on a regular basis. Raising our consciousness through the sustained offering of higher vibrational frequency, impacting our brain wave patterns…with Gaia being the broadcast center for it!

I’m finding that listening to high frequency/solfeggio tones/ASMR music is actually helping with the calibration and adjustment to these increasing frequencies. Sound bathing will very often relieve the physical aches and pains and especially ‘third eye’ headaches. My favorite is Lokos Music Youtube Channel with hundreds of offerings there and a new one each day: https://www.youtube.com/user/productionslokostv

It does feel like we are being calibrated to Gaia’s higher frequency as She also dips into and moves into 5D vibration. It feels like this is in preparation for ongoing disclosure and navigating the necessary rumbles going on in 3D to 4D timeline adjustments….politically especially. This rumbling transition pushes up denser emotions to be felt and processed: rage, shame, guilt.

Vibing in with Gaia happens as we raise our own frequencies too through emotional body healing, soul awakening, soul/star family connections, and physical vitality and health. Through connecting with ourselves and all parts of us too and caring compassionately about the reactions and feelings going on.

It feels SO clear that Gaia wants us to come along on this high vibe journey and adventure WITH Her!

Jelelle Awen
Affordable and powerful 1:1 sessions available over zoom for women with me and for men/women with Raphael Awen and Gabriel Heartman. See info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

 

Feeling & Reconciling The Conflict Within

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Today in the United States a decision will be made whether to approve a nomination to the highest court in the country. This will be a culmination of months of intense energy, especially over the past few weeks. It has come to a crescendo as mass protests, both physically and virtually, have consumed the information waves.

The external reasons for this energy are myriad, but there is one thing that is clear. There is a conflict going on not just in the minds of a population, but a conflict within the heart and soul. The energy that is being projected onto the scene is sourced from our inner world. No one in this drama is a victim to this circumstance. If you feel a burning fire of fear, outrage, or anxiety, those can be living inside from parts/aspects of you that are reacting to something far greater than a nomination.

I hold deep compassion for all the reaction that is out there. I want those reading this to feel what is underneath it. What is the story that is vibrating at the root of it? I had a session with a woman yesterday who could feel a connection to the men in this drama as being a representation of the men in her life. This intense conflict/battle from the inner feminine toward the inner masculine was raging inside. The inner masculine was hiding for fear of its own persecution. There was a void of the masculine within and the feminine felt as it was shadow-boxing. The only place for the inner rage to go was external. That gave it somewhere to land and have expression. By drawing out the inner masculine the reconcilation and healing can happen within.

This inner felt reality can illuminate what is real and what is projected. Yes, there is concern and issue to be had in what is transpiring. But reactivity is not feeling. It is a defense against it actually. Both men and women have something to feel in all of this that lay beyond whatever decision is made as this will linger no matter the result. What truly brings understanding and healing is how we can relate to this inside and get in touch with our own rage, anxiety, punishment, and fear that is happening among the inner parts of us, like a pinball game.

Today it is about feeling our hearts and sending love to ourselves and those that are a part of this grand drama. Let that be the guiding force to take us to a new place as humans in deep need of healing and community.

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Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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The Burning Illumination Of Our Collective Shadow: SoulFullHeart Weekly Museletter (Oct 1, 2018)

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It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!

“There is a sensitivity to this inside of us of all that we hold in the collective… This whole episode clearly illuminates all that is needing healing within each of us. The body politic can be a brutal mirror of what we need to see and feel.”

This week a piece by Gabriel Heartman illuminates our collective shadow and how it is playing out right now, namely through the recent events in the USA. He offers that all conflicts and reactions at the moment are about our relationship to love and what it is trying to show us as we move into a more love-based consciousness through our Ascension:

“I am on the side of Love if there is to be one. Maybe it is love that is illuminating this one for us all to see. Maybe it is Love that is the fire itself. The idea of ‘justice’ is being highlighted and what it truly means to each and every one of us, both man and woman. We all have a relationship to it that goes far deeper than what we may fully understand and it is seeking its resolution sooner rather than later.”

There is a new live stream recording from Raphael and Jelelle Awen, digesting the recent Equinox and what its energies were offering us. They also co-lead a guided meditation to connect with the Equinox energies and your ‘dark’ and ‘light’ sides at about 42 minutes in.

There are many new articles and audio recordings from Raphael and Jelelle Awen, along with Gabriel Heartman. These pieces help us all to digest current energy waves as well as current shake-ups and wake-ups moving through the collective and ourselves individually too.

Raphael, Jelelle and Gabriel offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $77 USD min. donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session

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Energy update: Another Schumann Spike Today October 4th

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By Jelelle Awen

Another surge and spike up in Gaia’s frequency today, October 4th! A stretch of four hours as shown in the graph below, the bands of white stretching beyond 40 hz! There were some spikes yesterday too that you can see in the thinner bands below. I am feeling the impact on our energy bodies with these spikes…..and nervous systems, and even brain waves/activity. There can definitely be fatigue and tiredness yet, also, jolts and blots of increased focus, clarity, and passion!

There is a sense of leveling UP ongoingly in this now with these shifts and a universal offering sense of them. Similar to the SOULar winds that come flowing in from the ever growing coronal canyon in the sun’s surface with more geomagnetics coming from that on October 7-9.

Although I had not been tracking the Schumann resonance so closely before, it is now on my heart radar as another measurable to show the progressing Ascension process. And it can be useful to track your own experiences of energy ups and downs and ascension body symptoms connected to the waves.

I definitely get a nonlinear sense of these energies too, so you may not feel much of anything during them yet rather a delayed sensation in the days after. You may feel total bliss, openings, and goodness….or anxiety, low energy, out of it, and ungrounded. To each their own with these energies, I am fond of saying now as it leaves an opening for the sacredness of everyone’s journey and experience!

Respect and respond to what your body needs, what your energy body and chakras need, your emotional body too during these NEW calibrations to frequencies of energy we haven’t experienced before now!

Much love to you and whatever your experience of this dynamic shift IS…..

Here is a link to all of my energy updates shared on my blog and on FB: https://soulfullheartblog.com/category/by-jelelle-awen/energy-updates-with-jelelle-awen/

Jelelle Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
1:1 sessions for support and empowerment available with info above!

Moving From Being Alone To All-One

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By Raphael Awen

When we feel ‘alone’, we are literally feeling ‘all-one’.

There is the lack of an other to feel what we are feeling. There is no relationship ‘to and from’ happening.

This explains while many often feel alone even while in relationship with others. The others have all co-created a one mind agreement to conform to, where the benefits of belonging are extended based on ones’ subtle (or not so subtle) compliance. It’s really hard not to do this, given our need for community. None of us can survive without some aspects of community.

When we show up for ourselves, we are literally becoming the missing other to our-selves (plural). The missing other who does the showing up is you intentionalizing and embodying your Higher Self into awareness, presence and being. This changes everything.

Now, your relationships with others no longer mirrors this missing other; the fusion of cookie cutter look-a-likes in a hive mind phase of consciousness. There is true differentiation and healthy individuation that can flow inside of community, or outside of community. The price of belonging is now no longer conformity, but you are instead encouraged to uncover more and more of your true you, even if that results in going separate ways.

You know deep down inside that no part of you can ever suffer in being ‘all-one’ ever again.

Raphael Awen
Soulfullheartwayoflife.Com/bridging-session

Raphael Awen is co-creator, teacher, and facilitator of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life.  Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about sessions, events, videos, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.