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Final Election Energy Update: Courage/Vision 2020

Published on by Gabriel AmaraLeave a comment

In my last three election energy writings, I have looked at ‘tickets’ or energetic pairs that I felt the collective has been given the options to ‘vote’ for with its consciousness. They have been Fear/Rage, Truth/Justice, and Love/Light. Each of them have a genuine place in the body energetic (rather than body politic). Each also has their own way in which they do not offer us a path to our Sacred Humanity, which is what I feel is our ultimate desired embodiment.

As I have written before, this is not just about today’s US presidential election, but it highlights the reality that we do ‘vote’ every single minute of the day, in every moment. We vote with our perceptions, our consciousness, our energy, and our feelings. We choose and create timelines with these ‘votes’ of this and that. Or ‘not this’ and ‘not that’. In any moment are you choosing from fear or from love? Are you choosing from vulnerability or from a veil? Are you choosing YOU or are you choosing not you?

The heightened energy of this day will make it hard to even get to those answers but it is worth keeping a note of as we all go through this next rumble regardless who is the ‘victor’. No matter what you are not a ‘victim’. You can be IN the world but not OF the world. Easier said than done I know when the external evidence can appear stacked against you. I feel there is another ticket you can vote for today and all days to come.

My choice is Courage/Vision 2020. This pair of candidates brings a lot to the table. They complement and support one another. Courage comes from the Heart. It is needed during times of much change both inner and outer. It calls on us to face our fears and our shadow if we are going to truly evolve into our sacred humanity. It calls on us to take responsibility for what has been and what will be. What we currently accept as ‘love’ needs to be reevaluated. How do we really want to feel about ourselves? What is our deeper soul purpose and expression? What do we really want to be surrounded by in every given moment and not shrink to fit just to stay safe or accepted?

Courage is needed when we start to see and feel that Vision. What we desire and need are a part of that New Earth inside of us. It can’t be created externally until it is embodied internally. We can’t look to governments or other outer authority to do that for us. YOU need to create that vision within you. When we let that vision in it can create an inner rumble if that vision feels far away from where you currently are both inside and out. That vision is a marker for growth and movement. Movement and growth require choice and many of the deeper choices require Courage.

As the matrix is collapsing in front of our very eyes and the old guard is doing what they can to keep it in place, we are being given this opportunity to vote for what we REALLY want. Who is the President inside of YOU? Whom do you elect to the high throne of your seat of power? That is way more interesting to me than who ‘wins’ the election. I want to know what drives you to your inner polling station and encourages you to make the kind of changes that turn your world inside out and right side up. Now THAT is the ticket worth voting for.

Much Love, Courage, and Vision on YOUR Election Day.

Part One: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/10/26/election-energy-update-fear-rage-2020/

Part Two: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/10/26/election-energy-update-truth-justice-2020/

Part Three: https://soulfullheartblog.com/2020/11/03/election-energy-update-love-light-2020/

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Gabriel Heartman is a SoulFullHeart Facilitator and Collaborator.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about sessions, group calls/events, videos, community, etc

Change Your Life By Finding Your Courage

Published on by Kasha Rokshana1 Comment

by Kalayna Colibri

Bravery. It’s a good topic to get into, isn’t it? We’re living in times where we SO need our bravery, both the masculine and feminine versions of it. We all have these energies inside of us. We’re all capable of so much beyond our wildest dreams and somehow you know this and can feel it… but not always. Being born into 3D conditioning is like having a lead balloon over your bigness. That is, until it’s not what’s true anymore and you’re remembering how to soar again!

Yesterday I posted just a couple of lines on my Facebook page that said, “If you don’t feel challenged to find your bravery, you’re living a life that supports your stuckness, not your growth…” and got a really big response! It feels like these are words that so many parts and Metasoul Aspects are NEEDING to hear and feel. It’s an invitation that’s meant to bowl you over with love. You’re always invited into your bigness through finding your courage. You find your true courage by finding your heart. If there’s no heart in your choices, if you aren’t truly feeling them, parts of you are keeping you numb out of fear and wanting to just exit the whole situation or relationship without feeling the loss or mourning. This is more bravado than bravery and comes from the Inner Protector wanting to just get OUT already… there’s nothing “wrong” with this though, especially because leaving abusive relationships can really require you to feel as unsentimental as possible on your way out the door. This is about survival in some cases and bless your Inner Protector for doing their job!

What I just mentioned about the Inner Protector brings us to the point I was making about masculine and feminine expressions of bravery. Since the Inner Protector for both men and women tends to be very, very masculine in energy, a very protected and armored version of bravery is expressed through this part. This is more wounded masculine than healed masculine of course, yet there’s no judgment about that because this is just how this part of you has HAD to be. Masculine bravery also expresses through the inner matriarch/patriarch (Inner Mother/Father). Matriarchy, the way it’s been expressed so far, has been intensely masculine in many ways. Any picture of a warrior woman is a masculine one, for example. Feminine power and bravery are different in my experience than anything that requires contention and battles on any level. The more healed version of masculine bravery lives in the heart. It helps you set intentions and not waiver from the course of action chosen, though your heart is still open to feeling your way through it (which is more feminine). It also helps you set boundaries when necessary and quite often it IS necessary in order to exit one door in your life and enter another.

Feminine bravery expresses through the heart. It’s a deep-seated courage to keep feeling all there is to feel. Courage to be WITH the mourning of leaving relationships, career, etc. Courage to be WITH the entering and letting in of new ones, too. Interesting that I’m using the word “courage” instead of “bravery” when talking about the feminine expression! I think this is because cour-age is of the heart, with “coeur” being the French word for “heart” and the feminine lives and thrives in the heart space. It takes a ton of bravery to stay in your heart, even when the world seems to support parts of you not to stay there and when it’s understandably tempting to follow along with that…

It takes a lot of YOU in your growing and strengthening essence to keep fnding your next steps in your life though every single awakening experience and every integration of these experiences too. You’re not meant to stay the same, and your life isn’t meant to either. You have a choice to be with the parts of you that are afraid and take brave steps anyways, trusting in your heart and soul that you WILL be and ARE held by something bigger within you and that life is on your side, not against you. This is a big one to feel and let in. And it takes a lot of bravery to even begin doing so. ❤

you are living in your stuckness

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Kalayna Colibri is a SoulFullHeart facilitator for women around (and under) the age of 30, energy healer, indigo-crystal bridge, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc. Visit our Patreon page to offer a money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

A World Ascending: The Sorting Out Of Our Truest Courage

Published on by Gabriel Heartman2 Comments

By Gabriel Heartman

Timelines are shifting. Sorting. Colliding. Bleeding.

I could see this in my mind’s eye yesterday like large chunks of freeway making grand separations and connections. Concrete shrapnel flying through the air moving with the intense energy of these tectonic movements. The energy that came from this felt quite epic on an etheric plane. I immediately thought of scenes in the movie Inception where a full city was bending in on itself in a puzzle-type motion.

Lightning is striking in the hearts of many. Elucidating many difficult places to feel and choices that are in line to be made in order to move into a new ground of self-intimacy and soul growth. Where there is lightning there is thunder. It rumbles the current world order that has been created by a part’s need for safety and maybe even chaos, for even chaos can hide what needs and wants to be felt and healed.

These energies bring up visions of an almost apocalyptic nature. It is through the lens of our most defended places that it appears this way. The relationships both inside and out are being invited into a deep state of curiosity and compassion which may feel like interrogation and judgement. How to navigate these epic movements with courage of heart is what we are being guided to embody.

If we are ready to stand face to face with our deepest fears and hard to feel reflections, we are ready to birth into new territory of our being that leaves us changed forever. It leaves the old in the rear view while constructing the New in a step-by-step, moment-to-moment reality. It is created from the core of our own self-worth that can integrate the death of what was as we see the future that IS.

There is a container for this all held by our Higher Self, the Divine, and the BEings of multidimensional frequency that we can call upon and integrate. We can call upon those that are in the bliss and the mess of it all as guides and soul explorers. It is in direct connection and negotiation with our Inner Protector and community of Inner Family that brings us the courage we need to make our way through the other side of this sorting and into a world ascending.  

Gabriel Heartman is an emoto-spiritual men’s and women’s facilitator, energy healer, writer, poet, and heartist with the SoulFullHeart Way of Life.  Visit https://www.soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, group calls, videos, community, etc.

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For Raphael Awen: Happy Birthday! Thank You For YOUR Love…

Published on by Kasha Rokshana1 Comment

by Kalayna Colibri

R bday collage 2017

 

Every young part of my heart

ached for the love of a man like you.

A man in quasi-father-figure-ness

also unafraid of his sexuality

and his shadow

who could “see” me/us

with no lecherous intent

however buried.

 

Your love

is like water…

for my rose garden

of young femininity

that is somehow

ancient too.

 

Your capacity

to hold and BE so much

PURE love

comes from so much

work

inner healing

courageous choices

and the deepest feeling spaces

that only a true King

can feel and inhabit

and live in…

 

You pick up where fathers

and mates

have left off

and help me

pick up the pieces

and parts

that have needed love like yours.

 

When my heart says ‘thank you’

to you today,

it knows

I couldn’t be healing all of this

without YOU,

with the YOU that you have cultivated

the YOU that loves so deep

and cares so much.

 

Thank you for being

the jarring voice

of deep masculine love.

 

Thank you for being

the father-surrogate

my youth has needed

in all loves frequencies you carry.

 

Thank you for showing

and demonstrating

how a healing

loving woman

should ask

and wait

and hold out for

the most exquisite overflow

of love

from a mate.

 

And thank you…

most of all…

for being unabashedly YOU,

whatever that means in moments

and however that changes with process

and shifting desire-choices…

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAPHAEL! ❤