Everything is heightened right now. Under the rays of the longest full moon illumination of the entire year, everything gets ramped UP. Especially the shadow….that which is ready to be seen and felt and embraced….finally….can reveal itself. The veils lift on this-life configurations and relationships. We can then see/feel/know whatever we need to accept and face in order to move on.
More sense of other lifetimes/timelines bleeds through during these powerful lunar stages too, which is also being amplified by the SOULstice and 12/12 gateway. Aspects/fragments from your same soul source (what I call the Metasoul) are not just now haunting you in dreams, visions, and through being drawn to certain movies and books. They are really being available to be felt and known. Their feeling realities may be flooding into yours, bringing despair, tension, trauma, anxiety, etc. You can drop into their timelines and form a relationship with them too, starting the inner connection journey, through working with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper to open up the portals.
More information about parts/Metasoul aspects here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
Those aspects in the deepest soul shadows are often connected to being the persecutor of others, the blind follower, the tyrannical and narcissistic leader. These are the themes that we all seem to ‘try on’ to see what happens. There are not just those prone to being narcissistic and those who are their victims as empaths. We choose these energies specifically to grow and learn from them….and choose also to experience BOTH sides of this dynamic. The charged energy against narcissists is often sourced from an inability to accept and integrate your OWN shadow that has these same frequencies. You drew these energies to you from others in order to SEE the mirror of them in yourself. The polarization between narcissists and empaths is another frequency that is ripe for healing in the heart of your own self acceptance and self forgiveness.
How we enabled, how we have shrunk, how we conformed to relationships is ALL being illuminated by these Divine Mother Lunar energies. She is there in ALL Her forms to provide support. There is courage available in these energies with Her. Courage for your masculine to take the right action that supports the heart and soul. There is also vulnerability available in these energies. Being vulnerable with your feminine clears the fear out of the courage and moves it from fighting/battling to healthy advocating.
Everything is heightened right now so be extra self loving and aware about what energies you take in and what you engage with. That can be challenging during a holiday season that (on the 3D level) conditions you to just ‘accept’ whatever dynamics are around you and even plunge into family ones that you don’t normal engage with. Make space for going INward, feeling and BEing with parts of yourself, and holding them through the stages/phases/waves of mourning, advocating, clarity/confusion and whatever else needs to come up.
This feels like a ‘final’ purge and clearing out to set up the higher timeline realities of 2019…truly a year that can be the manifestation of New Earth now in ever deepening ways!
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions available to digest all that is coming to light for you on all levels. Info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Intense unsettled feelings….unrest and uneasiness coming up. These are being catalyzed by the 12/12 to 12/22 SOULstice gateway, which feels to be a powerful one. The schumann/Gaia resonance and SOULar winds are spiking right now, along with a comet that came very close to Gaia yesterday. These energies are contributing to the feelings of uneasiness that may already BE in your emotional body. They are often the Inner Protector, who wants to maintain ‘control’ over life in some way and is struggling to trust the Ascension process. Struggling to trust your soul. Struggling to trust YOU as a growing 4D/5D energy.
This can go deeper too….and is for many souls. The deeper feelings that are emerging out of the previous shadow lands of self and soul can be suicidal, crazy making, and deep despair too. These can be SO challenging to hold space for as life itself feels untrustworthy….existence itself, and the Divine and Star Family feel VERY distant or not real.
I feel this SOULstice gateway is also pushing up this deeper layer of feelings as well. Feeling so often like not wanting to be here, in 3D, in this density, stems from your Star Seed child…..who never felt like they belonged here anyway. They feel disconnected from star family with the necessary veil of amnesia coming in so that they cannot remember the visits with them during your lifetime. Or, they ‘remember’ them as traumatic and fearful abduction experiences that remain undigested. Until you can connect with them directly (if your Protector allows it), their feelings of abandonment, loneliness, unworthiness…. can run very deep.
Also, the Protector/Gatekeeper can feel just ‘done’ with the whole process of Awakening….as challenging as it can be in moments to move from SUCH density of 3D polarized reality into the more porous frequencies of soul. Feeling the despairs/frustrations/exhaustion of this parts of you helps them feel supported, starting to collaborate with you, brings in new energy and focus on the ‘mission’ of awakening.
There is more here about parts/Metasoul aspects and how we feel them in our SoulFullHeart process: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts
There can be an over focusing on the detoxification of the physical body as connected to these energies….yet I feel them mostly working on the emotional body level (as connected to our soul field too.) The body symptoms are so often manifestations of this deeper trauma that needs to be felt.
So much love is available from the Divine Feminine energies of Mother during this gateway, including a full moon on December 22, to provide a holding and support for all this feeling.
Please do ask for support and receive empowerment during this phase if you feel drawn to what we are offering. We are all available for 1:1 sessions over the holidays too. More information about sessions over zoom and in person in Victoria, BC here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Your light body vehicle is waiting for you. It is shining, glimmering, vibrating with energy, and pulsing with life. It is a reflection of YOUR life force and essence at a high frequency. In this now, our light bodies are ‘in the shop’ getting upgraded, getting ready for many multidimensional journeys to come.
The fuel for your Merkabah is LOVE. It is light. It is the joy, magic, and innocence that comes forward and through as you heal the trauma from and with your 3D Inner Child. This Inner Child transforms to your Star Seed through this conscious connection with you, revealing your Star Seed essence, as the experience of abductions (which were actually visits with your Star Family) come up and are healed.
Your Star Seed’s energy is what powers your Merkabah and their freed-up curiosity to FLY and to journey. Healing of your Inner Child and your Star Seed (abduction wounding/abandonment from Star Family) is not just therapy or a psychological practice….it is critical and KEY to the ascension process.
You BEcome your Merkabah as your emotional body unanchors from 3D reality through the healing of the aspects/parts/energies that still live and resonate there. The Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, Inner Mother/Father, Inner Teenager are the 3D parts that we identify as most anchored there. These parts remaining undifferentiated creates a ‘drag down’ on your frequency.
Your light vehicle looks and feels like what is right and best for you. There are no rules about what it looks like, specific forms and shapes that it needs to take. You may see and feel it as the usual sacred geometric form such as in the picture I shared. You may see it as a space ship. You may see it as a many petaled lotus flower.
It is as intimate as your fingernails, your hair, your skin. It is not actually outside of you, yet generated from WITHIN your higher heart especially and projected from there. The higher heart vibrates at this place to generate it with the more love that can be received and let in, the more parts of you can let in love, the faster it can then ‘spin’.
The places you journey….the galaxies, the dimensions, the timelines, all exist from INSIDE of you and originate from this place as well. They are states of consciousness. Your inner space program and process launches from this ground!
Aurora, my Star Seed child, is healing to 5D Crystalline Child essence and likes to take a seat on my lap in my pulsing, rotating Merkabah. There is a symbolic feeling in this of our connection to each other, Aurora and I, and all the healing we have done together over the years of her pains and traumas from abductions and before that my Inner Child and her experiences from my mostly painful 3D childhood-teenagehood.
I am BEcoming my Merkabah. It is becoming constructed and formed as my sacred humanity is arising. One part at a time becoming integrated and unified into the wholeness of my Arising ISness and I Amness. This is a beautiful process.
And, it awaits us ALL at whatever level and ways we can let it in!!
How do you summarize an entire YEAR of dynamic and catalytic energies in one writing? I feel to just write from my heart as I feel into what 2018 has offered us in terms of cosmic, galactic, Gaia, and overall Ascension energies. I immediately see that there are distinct ways/means that these energies have been delivered to us. I would like to go over each of them and what I have noticed in general and how they seem to impact us on the physical/emotional/chakral levels as that seems like a good way to summarize what we’ve experienced in 2018.
SOULAR ACTIVITY – Our sun provides important sacred masculine ACTivations to us that offer a boost and healing to our healthy masculine energies of clarity, right action, and service of love. Healing of the wounded masculine is an important aspect of Ascension, for both women and men. The Great Cosmic Sun is the ‘upline’ for these codes, which are then delivered through our sun and downloaded into our Personal Sun chakra, which is about two feet above our heads. Sun codes are the most accessible, universal, and able to be received on a collective level by ALL souls, to whatever degree they can let them in.
We are in a solar minimum phase (very low sunspot activity), so it hasn’t been about solar flares and Coronal Mass Ejections (CMEs), although we have had a few of those. The main downloads and activations have come through high speed SOULar winds (up to 700 km/sec at times) as energy streams in from ever growing coronal ‘holes to make use whole’ on the sun’s service. These winds are becoming MUCH more common, often sparking beautiful and vibrant auroras in the higher altitudes. The Auroras ALSO contain important activations as a bridge of the cosmic to the physical, whether taken in etherically or in person.
Rather than being afraid of UV exposure and the sun, we are remembering now how vital a resource it is for us and our consciousness expansion. Letting in sun codes is actually food for our light body, especially at sun rise and sun set. The sun will be an increasing source of awakening as we proceed forward in the Ascension process, with many people feeling that a significant SOULar flare or CME energy wave (often felt as a ‘rainbow wave’) will be the ‘event’ that moves us ALL up to a higher consciousness level at once. I am seeing it more as a gradual process, let in by each soul at their own rate and pace. No question though that the sun is shifting and changing as a planetary consciousness and is a major source of awakening energies for us.
Common experiences with SOULar activations are of tiredness, along with more dense feelings of 3D as it gets pushed up to be felt and released. High speed winds can also create an off balance feeling as the geomagnetics increase, putting us ‘off center’. Emotions of irritation, rage, distrust, and anxiety can be triggered by the sacred masculine SOULar activations too as the wounded masculine flushes up and out to be felt and healed. Sometimes, too, the winds can lead to the thinning of veils between timelines and more multidimensional access/timelines bleeding through.
Assistance in letting in the SOULar energies comes from connection with your inner masculine in order to receive and let in the sacred masculine activations from the sun. You can do that through identification of your Inner Protector and other masculine energies, creating an inner sacred union, bringing feminine and masculine energies into balance. It also helps to activate and clean your Personal Sun chakra in order to flow the sun codes into and through your field.
Here is a guided meditation for meeting your Inner Protector:
Gaia/Schumann Resonance Frequency – Until the last few years, the resonance frequency of our planet Gaia hovered around 7.83 HZ. It is now common for Gaia’s frequency (measured as Schumann waves) to come in at 40 HZ and even spike up to 80 HZ at times! These spikes in Gaia’s resonance seem to correlate to the rise in humanity’s overall consciousness frequency and brain wave activity as well. I have been guided, especially in the second half of 2018, to track and share about the Schumann resonance as many sensitive souls are keyed into and impacted by these waves and spikes.
Common experiences with an elevated Gaia frequency are feeling ungrounded, here but NOT here, multidimensional openings, timeline bleed throughs, and suspended and missing time. Head, neck and shoulder pain is also common with elevated Gaia resonance, which seems to trigger activation of the causal chakra at the back of the head and galactic consciousness activation (sun codes can do this as well). I have been offered by my guides that Inner Earth activities and technologies are impacting the Gaia resonance frequency, created the ‘earth ringing like a bell’ phenom on 11/11, and the increase in often unexplainable seismic activity as well. I feel a sense of trust that these things are being done to raise the collective consciousness, which so needs the support and help to continue to move out of 3D density conditioning and anchoring.
Assistance with letting in the elevated Gaia codes comes from grounding the energies into your chakras, starting at the Personal Sun chakra and moving all the way down to the root system Gaia chakra. Important also is emotional body healing, purging, and releasing of trauma from both this-life and other lifetimes. Trauma creates a fear-based density that makes it more difficult for parts of you to receive Ascension energy upgrades, in general.
Here is a guided meditation to activate and integrate Ascension energies:
Gateways and Portals; Solstices and Equinoxes, such as 5/5, 8/8, 11/11 and 12/12 – Even though linear time is not ‘real’ in a higher dimensional sense, our human consciousness places a meaning on repeating number sequences. These numbers contain waveforms that activate our consciousness, providing often very needed upgrades and activations. Our Star Families also align to these gateways as well, providing a galactic and cosmic connection to activate our sleepy star BEing DNA, pineal and pituitary glands, and 5D anchored (and higher) light bodies.
Each of these gateways offers specific energies and codes JUST for you, based on what your current phase of Ascension is and what your Higher Self and Star Family feel that you most need. Lion’s Gate on 8/8 seems the most potent one, with a strong feeling of Ascension Christmas on that day and the days surrounding and following it. The solstices and equinoxes also offer waves of activations connected to the seasonal energies of Gaia and the collective consciousness as well.
Experiences of these gateways, equinoxes/solstices can vary depending on which one and what you are meant to receive from them. There is often a sense of receiving soul-based clarities, higher timeline experiences and visions, and easier access to soul gifts. They can also provide a purging opportunity for your light body with necessary detox and cleansing happening.
Assistance in letting in the energies during these gateways is to connect with the codes directly through meditation. Ask your guides/Higher Self/ Metasoul Aspects to provide you with what YOU most need during these gateways. Be open, surrendered, and trusting in the receiving….also feeling whatever fears and resistances come up connected to whatever part of you is feeling it.
Here is a teaching, activation, and guided meditation that Raphael Awen and I did on 12/12, which we provide on every major Ascension gateway/solstice/equinox:
Lunar activity – Full moons, new moons, and lunar eclipses – To counterbalance all this SOULar sacred masculine activity is the steady and reliable phases of the moon offering Divine Feminine frequencies of receiving, letting in, digestion, and integration of ALL these activations. These energies also illuminate what is in shadow within your emotional body/subconscious and Metasoul field as well.
Full moons offer an amplification of these Divine Feminine energies. This can lead to an intensification of especially the death phase of death/rebirth. Completions and letting go (especially of relationships) are served by and catalyzed by full moons. Supermoons, in which the moon is closest to Gaia’s orbit, amplify these energies even more.
Lunar and solar eclipses are powerful ‘events’ that offer unification of collective consciousness. As so many souls tune into them (especially total solar or lunar eclipses), the field of unity consciousness expands and is able to receive more of the codes being offered. Each eclipse seems to offer its own energy frequency that you can tune into and many awakening souls feel them as a ‘marker’ for next level phases of growth, awakening, and change in their journeys.
Here is a livestream and guided meditation that Raphael and I did during a lunar eclipse in June:
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The methods of delivery may be distinctive, yet the overall purpose of these energies is universal. The purpose is to raise our consciousness frequency, to further the process of Ascension, to move out of 3D fear-based timelines and into higher ones. Even if these energies push up uncomfortable and even painful things for you on the physical and emotional levels, they ARE meant for the greater good, both individually and collectively. Even just tapping into this trust in the intention of them can help with the navigation and integration of them.
Thank you for joining me during this powerful year of 2018 and taking in my energy UPdates along the way! A sense of what may be coming in 2019 will be released from me soon….yet the main sense is that even more goodness is to come!! Much love to you and your bravery to experience, choose, serve, and lead during this time of such intense transition for sacred humanity!
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
Energy Update: HIGH Soular winds the last few days….beyond 600 km/sec at some points when ‘normal’ is 300 and lower. There is a kind of magnetic matching going on with these winds so that they are not creating the usual geomagnetic storms.
Here’s more according to spaceweather.com, “For the third day in a row, Earth is inside a stream of fast-moving solar wind. Inside the stream, wind speeds are topping 600 km/s–yet there have been no geomagnetic storms. Why not? There’s a mismatch: Magnetic fields inside the solar wind stream are pointing North, the same direction as Earth’s magnetic field. “North” versus “North” prevents the type of magnetic link-up that leads to storming. “
This match in magnetics may actually be illuminating a mismatch inside of you and where polarities exist from one part of you to another. An example of a mismatch inside is when part of you may be stuck in a masculine suppressing/judging/guarding while another part of you (more feminine) aches for intimacy, vulnerability, and magic. This is often an Inner Punisher and an Inner Child dynamic that we feel in our process through helping you get to know BOTH energies and loving them back into balance again. It can be very challenging to BE in balance and experience your outer life in balance while inner polarities and wars are going on.
It feels like these current energies actually SUPPORT the experience of being in more alignment and what it’s like when inner north matches up with inner north. An interesting process to feel into as 2018 completes and powerful energies of completion, digestion, and NEW bridges to your higher timelines expressing in 2019 are possible.
Also, with high SOULar winds, there can be a feeling of consciousness dip more into 3D leading to tiredness, irritability, just sense of more density around you. Illuminating the 3D anchoring still going on inside and WHY…especially as connected to relationships of all kinds.
Matching and BEing in balance of energies INside and from other timelines is the opportunity we are gifted as this Ascension/Awakening process continues.
It’s the release of our weekly Museletter! Offering ALL of our writings, videos, events, healing offerings, and audio blogs for the week. Go read it here!
It’s our 100th Museletter this week! WOW!! This is a BIG celebration and it could not have happened without the support of you, the readers and subscribers, who engage with it and take in our writings, videos, and audio blogs every week. We love sharing from our hearts and souls everything that this rumbling and opening out, in service of love to and with you!
This week’s Museletter is launched by Teacher and Facilitator, Jelelle Awen, who offers from her heart an invitation to feel and honour your own process of emerging from a much-needed cocoon that has held you and your parts for so long, even in difficult times as you have navigated your awakenings:
“You have been surrendering to the process of BEing the transforming caterpillar until now. Tucked into the birthing space, sometimes gestating, sometimes thrashing, sometimes searching for a deeper and wider understanding. Sometimes missing your previous forms, shapes, and ways that were in the known. You are becoming more comfortable in the unknown and in the space where Infinite Possibilities pose no obvious limits.“
Jelelle goes on to offer that bursting from your cocoon is necessary as you feel, see, and embrace your higher timeline possibilities as they come forward and call to your now awakening wings: “You are BEing created as you are creating the life and timeline that you most want and desire. The timeline shimmers like a mirage in the distance, yet it comes ever closer with every choice of love.”
There will be a SoulFullHeart retreat taking place February 15-19, 2019 in Victoria, BC, Canada. If you’re interested in coming, please visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events for more information.
Jelelle will be leading another 33-day video series this coming January, similar to her Metamorphosis series from this past year. ‘Deepen’ is a video series featuring daily guided meditations and energy update digestions as well as special guest appearances from SoulFullHeart Facilitators Kalayna and Gabriel, her beloved Sacred Union mate Raphael, and her daughter and SoulFullHeart Facilitant Raianna. Join Jelelle for up to 5 live calls where you are invited to digest your personal process movements and digestions of these videos and their topics for a minimum donation of $11 USD per call. For more info, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com/events
There are a few new writings and audio blogs released this week that feature energy updates and offer ways to feel and let in your highest timeline possibilities and deepening personal healing and Ascension process.
1:1 Galactic Activation Sessions with Jelelle are available for booking. They are a $55 USD minimum donation for 75-90min and will involve checking in with your parts and Metasoul/Galactic Aspects, helping you reunite with your Star Family, activating your Ascension Chakra vortexes, and much more… email soulfullhearts@gmail.com to book. For more information, visit: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/galacticsessions
Raphael, Jelelle, Gabriel, and Kalayna (Kalayna is available to serve women 25 and under) offer 1:1 90min Bridging Sessions to help boost and digest your Ascension process and feel with you what your next steps are towards your highest timeline possibilities. These sessions are available for $55 USD minimum donation per session. More information can be found here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/bridging-session
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Last year, I was guided/inspired to offer a daily video for 33 days straight starting on January 1st. Every day I showed up to offer whatever teachings about awakening, parts/Metasoul work, energy updates, emotional/physical/energy healing and sometimes guided meditations that came forward that day to share. It was a powerful experience for me…moving me into next level places of growth in my leadership and embodiment of serving love. And, I received wonderful feedback and sharings from many people who took in the videos nearly every day.
I am excited to be now preparing to offer a 33 day video series for 2019 called Deepen!! It will begin on January 1st, 2019 and run until February 2nd. Every day I will share some teachings and also a guided meditation. I was inspired to share a guided meditation every day this year as it offers a visceral experience of the Divine, parts/Metasoul aspects, ascension energy integration, and limitless potentials beyond that. I’ll be sharing these videos every day here on my Facebook feed, usually in the mornings PST….and also on my SoulFullHeart Experience You Tube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/c/SoulFullHeartExperience
You can watch the recordings of the videos any time that you’d like after they are posted for the day on my feed, SFH You Tube Channel and on our SoulFullHeartblog.com.
There is a full listing of the teachings/meditations that I will be offering each day, along with when special guests SoulFullHeart Facilitators and beloveds will be joining me here: https://www.facebook.com/events/201276964110039/
Also, new for this year, I am going to be facilitating/hosting weekly group sessions over zoom for those of you who would like to digest what you are experiencing during the series, especially what opens out during the meditations, with me. These group sessions will be offered every Saturday at 11:00am PST during the series: January 5, 12, 19 26 and February 2nd, 2019. To participate in these sessions (which feel like they will be a powerful and catalytic addition to the series) is only $11 USD minimum donation per session. You can attend one, more, or all of them. There is more information about them here and how to donate for them: https://www.facebook.com/events/2189383564650970/
If you’ve been thinking about doing a session and/or coming to our retreat in February, this series and group sessions is a wonderful way to experience the SoulFullHeart energy for yourself and see if it resonates.
2019 feels like it is going to be mega year of harvesting the inner work/healing/ connections that you’ve been cultivating. This series should help to receive, let in, and deepen that experience of bounty, abundance, and next level activations/awakenings! I’m excited to see where this series takes me AND you and hope you can take in some of them and even join in for the group sessions too!
1:1 energy/emotional/physical digestion sessions available. Info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
A bit of a spike in the Schumann/Gaia resonance frequency today after quietness for the last few days. The surge lasted for about four hours and looks to be moving UPward again as I am writing this….
After a powerful bridging session today with a very brave woman who really signed up to transmute a lot of fear into love this life, I went for a walk to our local regional park with my dog Koda to connect with Gaia. Saxe Point is walking distance from our beautiful new house, right on the coast here in Victoria, Vancouver Island, Canada. The park is on the water with a wonderful patch of forest there too.
I sat on a cliff overlooking the water and let the sun codes wash over me. The codes are different here than in Mexico and the sunlight is not as bright, hot, and activating. They are more soft here, caressing, inviting. Both are powerful in their own ways. I connected to the CME energies from yesterday, which felt penetrating yet fading.
I was in awe of Gaia’s beauty in that moment and I felt the stirring of my Metasoul aspect who lives in Inner Earth. Her name is Reina and I have been connecting with her for the last year. She is a wise women for her people, who were originally Lemurians who went underground when Atlantis fell. They have been living in vast Inner Earth cities since then. Reina’s consciousness merged with mine and we appreciated the warmth of sunlight and the sensation of breeze on our skin. She reminded me to be appreciative of being on the surface of Gaia, to soak in Her goodness whenever I can, and to respect and be in harmony with Her. After connecting with Her, I went home and passed out for a deep, rich, and wonderful nap where it feels like we did more connecting beyond my conscious mind.
I’ve been asked why I call Her “Gaia” rather than Earth. I feel Gaia is Her consciousness, which is ascending just as ours is. I feel Gaia represents Her Divine Mother expression and aspect as well. Divine Mother in planetary form as Mother Gaia. Gaia acknowledges that She is a living, conscious, sacred BEing. Earth feels more like Her 3D name that she moving out of….
I downloaded some more messages from Reina that I’ll be sharing soon, especially related to frequencies that have been coming from Inner Earth recently and how they are impacting Gaia’s magnetic field. All for the purpose of ongoing ascension and awakening! All for the purpose of love!
This is a quick guided meditation I did at a lake near here offering Lemurian frequencies and light language….I feel to do one in Saxe Point soon too! https://youtu.be/_yKWe2YtFNc
Pics are of the codes I let in today….in this one of me I can see Reina’s features coming through mine!
Jelelle Awen
1:1 sessions to experience parts of yourself and Metasoul aspects from your soul too! More info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Energy Update: The energy from a CME (coronal mass ejection from the sun) is IN Gaia’s atmosphere’s today December 5th. CMEs are rare right now during this solar minimum phase, as sunspots are pretty much non-existent. This one was created by a filament of magnetism erupting from the sun’s surface rather than from a sunspot, according to spaceweather.com. There is a 45% chance of geomagnetic storms and vibrant auroras connected to this CME too as it jostles Gaia’s magnetic fields.
The CME’s energy feels a bit different from the now becoming usual high speed SOULar winds and geomagnetic storms created from a flow of energy from large coronal holes on the sun’s surface. The CME has the feeling of penetrating rather than just washing over us. Rather than in waves, it is more about a BURST of higher dimensional frequency. It can pierce in a focused way if connected to consciously. It contains a STRONG amount of energy all at once.
The originating source for our sun is the Great Cosmic Sun. Our personal upload/download flow to this source is our Personal Sun Chakra (as I call it), which is about two feet above your head/crown chakra.
You can connect to this chakra in meditation and ask the codes to download from the CME. It will probably feel like a warm (even hot) energy shower……bringing surges/tingles/ripples of energy through your body from your Personal Sun, down your Chakral spinal column, to the deeply rooted chakras connected to Mother Gaia. Feeling similar to Kundalini surges, yet more sacred masculine energy than Divine Feminine….wonderful for activation and clarities.
This CME may be a precursor to what so many have called, “The Event”, in which a large CME and/or SOULar flare emission from our sun is expected to bring enlightenment and awakening to many souls all at once. I still feel ascension as more of a gradual process, as has been offered to me by the Divine Mother. We are being offered much needed frequency boosts and surges in moments from cosmic sources and Gaia Herself. Yet, it is being drip lined into us, so that we can let it in over time and phases, calibrate and acclimate to it….rather than receive it in one ‘grand, sweeping moment in time’. This also acknowledges our free will and sovereign choices around the rate/pace of our own awakening individually and collectively.
Certainly though lately the energies have been amping UP and UP leading to possibilities of near instant manifestation, missing/extended time, and much easier access to other timelines/lifetimes. The veils between dimensions is thinner than ever. Negotiation with your Inner Protector/Gatekeeper can help with accessing/integrating these codes and energies….gives the physical body a much needed rest as well with less emotional resistance going on.
This is a guided meditation with me that seems to help to access your Personal Sun chakra, connect with your Protector, etc.: https://youtu.be/TPs95U0T5Mw
I will be announcing soon my 33 day video series starting January 1st in which I’ll be sharing a guided meditation EVERY DAY….should be quite powerful! I will also offer weekly group sessions connected to the series for digestion/reflection, etc.
Take care of YOU on this CME day….opportunity for next level multidimensional experience! We could call it Constant Multidimensional Exploration opportunities too!
Jelelle Awen
1:1 energy/emotional/physical digestion sessions available. Info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
Jelelle Awen is a Parts Work/Metasoul & Galactic Aspects/Sacred Union Teacher & Facilitator, and Ascension Guide. She is Co-creator/Facilitator/Teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life awakening/healing process and community. She has written four books about Ascension, awakening, and emotional body healing. Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about galactic activation, bridging and ongoing individual/group sessions over zoom with her and other SoulFullHeart Facilitators with men and women, videos, books, etc. Visit our donations page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings.
For the first time in five years, I have a dedicated space/room for doing recordings, video series (more about my 33 Day one starting on January 1st coming soon) and SoulFullHeart sessions…..both remotely AND in person! I just feel so grateful for this higher timeline manifestation and opportunity to serve love. My dog Koda likes the new space too as he can settle in now to move energy…which he does in every session. 🙂
This is so much due to the support of my beautiful community and the amazing, brave, soul and heart HUGE women I am honored to work with! This is also the house for which we will host our five day retreat in February, which you can read more about here: https://www.facebook.com/events/381861869219826/
We are all letting in the massive goodness that we are experiencing since moving here to Victoria, BC, Canada from Mexico NOT EVEN two months ago! So much manifestation coming our way…including now a household full of furniture (most of it FREE and yet in good shape still), winter clothing, a wonderful, affordable van, new alchemy in SoulFullHeart and other money earning opportunities, and new people connections too!
This is what it feels like when you move into your Higher Timeline service of love….the Divine gifts you with whatever you need to see it through, to live it, and to experience it. I have envisioned and energized this timeline for YEARS now….one step at a time, some of them feeling like backwards steps yet ultimately moving forward. I have given up my belongings, geographies, and relationships many times in order to align more with my higher soul purpose…….with increasing trust and surrender along the way. This has taken much negotiation and feeling out with parts of myself and soul to BE here now.
And I know that I could NOT have done this without the love and resonance of this community of souls/hearts around me, especially my counterpart soulmate Raphael Awen….who has been on this journey with me for ten years now, always seeming to trust where my vision is leading us while he also grounds us both into the most nourishing heart frequencies in order to help make it happen.
This is also what the completion of 2018 and the year 2019 is offering you….a more LIVED IN and LOVED IN experience of your highest timeline…of your ‘dreams coming true.’ As I write this to you from the house of my dreams (very literally), I can attest that this is a powerful time/phase for manifestation if your heart/soul is ready for it!
If you’d like to experience a 1:1 session with me or other SoulFullHeart Facilitator over zoom or in person for $55 USD/$72 CAD minimum donation for 90 minutes, more info here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions
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