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They have both been deeply devoted to their own paths of healing and inward journeying, which continues to lead them into deeper territories within their hearts and souls, deeper embodiment as sacred humans, more access to the frequencies of their Sacred Union bond, and into the waters of service to others which starts always within.
They both have many writings about their personal journeys, their own Divine channellings, and digestions about whatβs moving in the collective during this time of Matrix peak and collapse which can be found at http://www.soulfullheartblog.com
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Happy NEW EARTH REBIRTH Year 2022….in whatever ways that can seed and be watered from within you! We are on day two of our nourishing and touching monthly group circle with a range of deep tears to hearty laughter! The six of us are now blessed to be joined by Bey’s dear friend Isabell, who drove all the way from Germany to be with us here in Portugal after several months of virtual sessions with Kasha!
During the sound bowl/meditation time to start the day before individual sharing time, we have been feeling into and declaring what we want to let go of/complete as 2021 ends and what our higher timelines individually and as a community look like for 2022. We are saying outloud an ‘I am’ statements to represent this new arising Divine Self.
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The first video in our Deepen 2022 31 day video series is now released and I shared it here on the blog and on our SoulFullHeart Experience YouTube Channel. It is a guided meditation to connect to your INtentions for 2022… provides a bridge for you to really center into this New Year!
Below are messages from our hearts to yours….thank YOU all for being here in the SoulFullHeart Portal with us, where we hope to see many more resonant souls joining us for 2022!
“I completed 2021 and started 2022 just as I most wanted…in service during a nourishing community group gathering here in Portugal, feeling connected to the Oneness field of Sacred Humanity beyond what occurred in our small circle! MUCH more service of love to come from me and us in SoulFullHeart in this coming year, which feels like such a pivotal one in the Ascension out of the darkness and into the embodiment of the Divine light within us all. May you FEEL all that you need to this year to BEcome free within and in ALL areas of your life!” Love, Jelelle Awen
“I truly hope this year arises for each of us into more love, more goodness, more trust in the Divine even as the present darkness has its necessary role in light and loveβs unfolding. Thank you for being connected with me and us this past year.” Love, Raphael
βAs much as we have all moved through, perhaps especially this past year, thereβs still so much goodness to trust in our worlds both inner and outer. I wish you a happy and real New Year and all the Divine love that you and your parts/soul aspects feel ready to let in.β Love, Kasha
βSending lots of New Earth New Year love to you all. May you find the ongoing courage to keep aligning to your soulβs purpose, family, fire, and gifts.β Love, Gabriel
“Sending deep, happy and realness vibes from the SoulFullHeart womb here in Portugal! I wish you the courage to follow your heart’s and soul’s guidance in these trying times and to make decisions that support your bigness and are based in self-love.” Love, BeyΒ
“I celebrate this new year in hopes that we all find our soul purpose and find the courage and love to follow its path. It hasnβt been easy the last two years so letβs be as real, honest and in the present as possible for this one. Cheers to 2022 and all the possibilities it holds!” Love, Raianna
Here’s us being silly celebrating fresh mandarins from our tree and 20 degree C weather here in Portugal!
The next part of this story is the part that we tend to spend our lives looking for: falling in love. The new and exciting rush of meeting someone that has an equal interest in us as we do in them. A new pair of eyes to see you, new ears to hear your passions and desires, new hands to touch the lonely and unloved parts of you inside and out. It sparks a hope in us that nothing like love can. We hope that this person will be the one we can grow with, who will understand us and treat us the way weβve always dreamed of being treated.
More importantly than this outside love is what it sparks inside of us. It can allow us to love ourselves more than ever before while also bringing up our deepest insecurities. We begin by showing the brightest and shiniest parts of ourselves, hoping that will win them over. The way we enter a relationship is so telling of where we are at on the inside.
I remember the moment I wrote this poem, sitting under a tree staring out at the water. I felt elated and overcome by pure hope and love. I looked up at the leaves and they looked brighter than usual, almost as if they were glowing. In that moment I remembered feeling this way before. And then I remembered it fading and eventually leaving me completely. But it didnβt matter. Feeling it again reminded me of why we continue to search for this feeling over and over again even when it leads to pain or heartbreak.
This feeling is a reminder of what we are capable of feeling, with or without another person. All someone else can do is illuminate whatβs possible in our own hearts and souls. Each relationship gets us closer and closer to this feeling of ecstasy and love inside of ourselves and without another person. We can feel this way with the divine, with our own inner parts, with our inner sacred union.
Without heartbreak, shadow and pain we cannot understand what it truly feels like to be in love and peace from the inside out. π
This feeling of falling in love With you and With every part of me Is like coming home
This is what my soul knows What itβs been waiting to come back to To feeling nourished To feeling loved from the inside out To loving the outside in
I see your face and smile And even if it doesnβt work out This feeling right here, right now Is worth it all This is what itβs all about
Freezing this moment and remembering This is what we work so hard to get back to This is why we dive deep This is why we feel our shadow
Love, Raianna Shai SoulFullHeart Way Of Life
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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and website designer for SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free consultations and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
I woke up this morning with the urge to create through writing but couldnβt quite figure out what I wanted to write about. I started scrolling through the notes in my phone and found several writings I wrote over the past two years that really brought me back to the moment and phase they were written. Interestingly, I found 6 pieces that seemed to represent a cycle from beginning to end and back to the beginning again.
This cycle in particular represented the phase of the ending of a relationship, to the beginning of a new one, to the end once again. It felt like a really beautiful arc of letting in and letting go and everything that goes on in between. I felt myself recognizing the patterns of relationships and realizing that even when things come to an end, they are so worth the journey in and out.
This isnβt just true for romantic relationships but for careers, geographical moves, finding your soul purpose, healing a trauma and moving into your next phase of growth. As humans, we continually go through cycles in every part of our lives and the only thing we can do is become conscious of them. After a death of a phase you may wonder, whatβs the point? But looking back you may notice how much has changed from beginning to end.
Falling in love is beautiful, messy, painful, exhilarating and everything in between but just like any other death and rebirth, itβs so important in facilitating our growth. Each layer brings new realizations and understanding of what it means to find love and purpose in these human and divine lives of ours. We cannot exist without cycles, for without them we cannot understand the gift of being human.
To show what I mean I thought I would share these 6 writings as a marker of each layer that these cycles can illuminate and provide. Particularly in the context of relationships. The first one I felt to share is both the ending of one relationship and the beginning of another. Marking the phase of overlapping death and rebirth β€οΈ
I sit here Gathering the pieces of my heart Trying to glue them back together The mismatched edges And sharp corners Almost fitting perfectly And then not at all
You wait there Patiently watching my broken pieces That long for that perfect edgeβs embrace Slowly come together All the while knowing That one day I will come
I will come with just enough pieces To hold together the contents of my love When I am still chipped, but no longer broken
You are there With your chipped pieces Already glued together With as much accuracy as truth can allow
And we come together Look at that! Our broken pieces create a mosaic of lost loves and tearful goodbyes Not perfect, but beautiful all the same
Love, Raianna Shai SoulFullHeart Way Of Life
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Raianna Shai is a SoulFullHeart facilitant and website designer for SoulFullHeart Healing, a healing process and paradigm offering New Gaia Ascension frequencies to transmute trauma into love on emotional/spiritual/physical levels. For more information about free consultations and 1:1 individual sessions with SoulFullHeart Facilitators, writings/books, and videos, visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com.
The day after Solstice and I still feel the VERY catalytic energies of the shortest day/longest night moving through. I was deep in a painful period cycle yesterday, which sometimes can be a gift of access to other dimensions. I felt myself and my womb naturally tuning into the death and rebirth process going on right now.
There is an importance during this death and rebirth phase of Ascension to let the darkness ‘do its work’ in a surrendered way. This includes not resisting feelings of grief and mourning especially, which can be powerful teachers as we embrace them rather than resist.Humanity and many awakening souls have been going through a ‘Dark Night’ process in order to emerge in even more embodied ways out of the false light of the Matrix and into the TRUE light of our Divine Self essence. Others are choosing to leave their bodies and Gaia as she ascends. This is always a choice on the soul level, even as it can seem like a forced one in 3D reality.
The Dark Night process has been expressed in the C. and V. narrative over the last almost two years. The experience of ongoing restriction of personal sovereignty and choices; the ‘dark medicine’ being offered as cure; the ‘scariants’ being using to amp up fear through mainstream media propaganda; the censorship of free expression; and the division this is all illuminating in many relationships/families and from within.
It feels as if the next group of souls to awaken and unplug are those who reluctantly took the V. with serious doubts and under extreme pressure from others. They may now be in remorse and regret about getting the V. as they realize that the control restrictions to daily life continue and more people become seriously ill/perish from it.
As each soul is confronted with this Dark Night reality, they are invited to move out of the false light of the Matrix mainstream culture and False Light Spirituality/False God through a self forgiveness process offered by the Divine. They are invited into the Dark Night of the real/waking up/taking the red pill and then into the embodiment of their Divine Self and 5D reality from within. This is a painful process to be sure, yet a necessary one to emerge into New Earth reality with the Divine Self sovereignly seated in our expression and experience of daily life.
I feel that what the Winter Solstice especially offers is an invitation into the inner spaces to feel this process of Dark Night transformational process into the True Light. Sometimes those spaces are in shadow that can only be explored when outside life is more quiet and the being goes still. There are always gifts in the shadow when we no longer resist it and instead move through it, embracing with love whatever we experience.
Raphael and I will be offering many inner journeys into the depths of your emotional body, soul field, shadow, Gatekeeper/Metasoul realms, Star Being, and I Am Divine Presence during our upcoming Deepen 2022 video series. It will start on January 1st with a free daily video release each day and two group calls by donation on the 16th and 30th.
We are feeling that engaging in this Deepen 2022 series and where it takes you will assist with your ongoing unplugging process from the False Matrix into embodiment of your essence as the Divine in human form. This feels like the most valuable gift we can offer at this time. There is more info about the series and group calls at soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.
The darkness has long reigned in the shadows of the control matrix and NOW it is becoming visible and obvious to more and more souls. This revelation allows for the light to come in, for love to transmute, and each soul to be freed if ready.
Much love to you from the Winter Solstice gateway as we move into Christ-Mas,
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OH this is exciting! This is a video with Raphael and I sharing an introduction and overview of our upcoming 31 day video series called Deepen 2022!
We are offering this Deepen 2022 video series experience as a bridge to those of you who are wanting to deepen your integration of your awakenings and experience yourself as becoming more aligned with your Higher (5D) Self. We invite you to join us as we guide you on an arising, spontaneous, and life-shifting journey of deepening and transformation. For 31 days starting on January 1, 2022 until January 31, 2022 we will release a daily video that arose in the moment of filming it here in our living room in Central Portugal from the spontaneous flows of our heart and soul passion for this process.
We will lead you into inner spaces with our powerful, catalytic, yet gentle and compassionate energy in guided meditations EVERY DAY for 31 days. These meditations have been fine-tuned by us over the years to get access quickly and are an opportunity to experience higher-vibrational frequencies while opening out to whatever needs to be felt, digested, and processed. We provide a bridge to you for a more visceral connection with your emotional body, Star Family, parts of yourself, Metasoul aspects, other timelines, the Divine Feminine and Masculine (especially the Magdalenes) and MUCH more. Energy healing meditations while playing our quartz crystal sound bowls allow for activation, clearing, and connection with your Ascension Chakras, which can be a huge boost to your process.
Teachings about the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life process and community that we have lived in and co-led will provide NEW and radical points of view about the awakening and ascension process. We have structured the series content to cover Emotional Body Awakening; then Navigating the Matrix & Unplugging process; followed by the Metasoul and I AM Divine Self Awakening; Sacred Masculine and Sacred Feminine Awakening; and finishing up with Sacred Relationships Awakening. SoulFullHeart Facilitator Gabriel Amara will join Raphael for a series of videos about Sacred Masculine embodiment and Kasha Rokshana will join Jelelle for a series about Sacred Feminine embodiment, plus SoulFullHeart facilitants/community members Raianna Shai and Bey Magdalene will join us for the final video of the series!
We encourage you to let in the videos at your own rate and pace… and in whatever order you feel called to follow. The meditations are designed and offered to open up deep space within you that may ask for time and self-spaceholding digestion between them.
Also, we invite you to join us for two group calls during the Deepen 2022 series on Sunday, January 16th and Sunday, January 30th at 5:00pm GMT/12:00pm EST where we will provide teachings, digestion and sharing space connected to the Deepen series. You can join us live and receive the recordings of the group calls by offering a donation for both at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop or https://www.paypal.me/jelelleawen.
For more information about the Deepen 2022 series including a full listing of the content covered over 31 days and information about two Deepen 2022 group calls on January 16th 30th, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022.
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We are offering this series for free to you, yet would be so grateful if you felt to offer an energy exchange/donation to us in exchange for the value you receive in this series. You can donate through paypal: http://paypal.me/jelelleawen or at https://www.soulfullheart.org/shop
Deep beneath the Matrix-fuelled busyness, expenses, and stresses of the βholiday seasonβ, lay the pure energies of this time of year; un-hijacked and sprouting up from underneath what feels like frozen ground at times. These energies can be difficult to access, as this ground is the rather hardened layer of social/familial obligations that no longer arise for you in joy, but arise instead in tension and frustration.
Itβs a confusing time of year in that way, isnβt it? So many inner buttons are being pressed, some of which you can track and others which you canβt because they have so long simply been βtoleratedβ or buried. The parts of you that want to scream, others that want to cry, and still others who want to be numb, are all being pushed on and perhaps this year, with the intensity of our different realities and consciousnesses surfacing in ways that canβt be ignored or put aside any longer, itβs all feeling much, much worse.
Yet, thereβs also the purity of the inner childβs joy that feels the Christ/Magdalene frequencies of this time and wants to jump into that love pool more than anything. Thereβs the deep love of the Divine that lives in your soul, and the desire to align ever-deeper with that love, to truly live from it, that also can become inspired to surface this time of year, when the βpermissionβ to be more joyful can come through and reach you, however it can.
My own inner child (who has a Christmas Elf side!) has had a mixed experience of Christmas and the holidays, even in her enthusiasm for them. This time of year has been more challenging for her and many other energies within me too as things keep ramping up in the outer world and itβs all just so sad and hard to feel. Itβs also been challenging as this year my personal income has been tighter and thus I canβt shower my beloveds with many bought gifts. This has been surprisingly hard as gift-giving has been a deep love language for parts of me, yet itβs been of course a huge out-breath to remember that with my beloveds and my mate, Gabriel, physical gifts have only ever been one small way to show our love for each other and generosity towards each other too.
So while the physical gifts have had to be let go of in some ways this year (though not totally), I actually feel the deeper gift of our shared resonance and love flow which have been so much more nourishing and fulfilling than any βbought giftβ could possibly beβ¦ also, I feel how much Iβm letting in that the man Iβve had many rounds of relationship with and who Iβm in love with yet again though now in an even deeper way, is at my side. If I could give this gift to everyone in the worldβ¦ that would be more satisfying than buying anything at all.
Of all the many messages we can receive this Solstice and holiday season, perhaps the most consistent one is the invitation to βcome as you areβ as you reach inside of you and move your heart and soul back into the room of your own innate Divine connection, for its never about adornments, baubles or tokens, but always about love flow and choosing love over anything else. This is what I think of when I hear the song βLittle Drummer Boyββ, for he had no βgiftsβ to bring, but he brought his song, played on his precious drum, and somehow that brought him closer in frequency to the Divine child before (and within) him. He expressed his love, honoured his resonance, and showed up in the only way he knew how. How precious this invitation is for us all!
Sending you lots of love this Solstice and holiday season. May Divine love surround and move through you, even in ways that surprise you!
Love,
Kasha
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Iβve been in Portugal for over a month now and with so much changing for me in this transition, I felt like it was time to digest it all through writing. Weβre currently in a timeline that has caused so many of us to rethink where we are in our lives. Life as weβve known it is coming to a close and it has come time to reevaluate what is truly and deeply important to each of us as unique souls.
For those who donβt know, I left Canada last month to be with my soul family and community, SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. I spent a year physically away from them exploring my own independent journey of relationship, growth, maturation and self discovery. I had gotten to the point where doing emotional healing work was so hard for me to do alone and remain consistent with. Parts of me wanted the easy way out – to just live life and use various mediums to distract and medicate any sadness or loss of purpose I felt inside of myself.
Iβm more than grateful for this phase of my life though as it taught me how to deeply love another, advocate for my needs, re-sparked my desire for independence and also led me to discovering what was really most important for me and my soul.
Healing with the soulfullheart process is not easy, healing trauma and pain never is. Itβs so much easier to stay in whatβs comfortable and already well known. But what brought me back to it stronger than ever is the idea that any ounce of love that I am able to give to myself is another ounce of love that exists in the world. Every time we heal something deep inside of ourselves it affects the collective in a big way. The way my community can really see and feel me is something that I wish everyone on the planet could experience. And itβs something that everyone deserves.
So as hard as it is for parts of me to feel like I deserve this love or that Iβm big enough to show up for this process, I remind myself of the bigger purpose here. We arenβt just healing for ourselves, weβre healing for the world.
Itβs what happens as you move into the Higher Heart space as you awaken. It is the embodiment of your Divine Self (as you step through and into the process of this embodiment).
Thereβs nothing here to achieve. Yet, there is so much MORE to arise into, rooted always in the heart.β
~ Divine Mother
I feel this invitation and its many layers this morning in particular. This morning, that like many recent mornings and perhaps mornings throughout human history, will lead into a day which for many will feel like suffering to some degree. For such is the state of the world both inside and out⦠the hiding, the fighting, the pushing and pulling.
I feel how the cries of the world can seem cinematic in moments and can feel like itβs something happening βout thereβ rather than anything I am (or any of us who live in a more removed/remote space are) personally involved in so much. The gravitas though of feeling whatβs moving through the world and what my own soul has experienced of the world is not something to put away for too long. The invitation calls and I goβ¦ and Iβll be going into it deeper still.
I feel the love and grace of the Divine reminding us all that no matter what it is we feel ready to feel in our own inner worlds or in the outer one, we are infinitely held. Itβs the letting in of that holding that can truly be the challenge. And the letting in of the Divineβs tears for all of us as it feels us and holds us in its heart is the sort of stuff that blows the heart wide open.
As the sun rays float through my window in this moment as I write this, Iβm reminded too of the beacons of hope and love that we all have the capacity to become. This sort of embodiment is not transcendent but deeply alchemical and alive, offering us invitation after invitation to keep feeling what needs us in our inner worlds while feeling connected still to the outer.
Iβve not ever been able (in this lifetime) to transcend feeling. The bigger piece here for my process has always been about opening up to feeling others deeper and not only myself and my own parts/soul aspects. The compassion from myself to others is ever-deepening, especially when boosted by Divine invitation, inner movements, and holding space for others, which all remind me again and again of how important the inner work is, but also how important the overflow from that inner work is.
To truly arise as Sacred Humans, this process has its downturns and upticks, its wobbles and its straight lines. Itβs a chaotic mess at times and extreme bliss at others. Itβs the holding of hope and love, expanding out into true forgiveness and compassion toward self and others, and itβs the most humbling thing Iβve ever witnessed and experienced.
We ARE the Great Arising, as Mother offers. We are expanding beyond βawakeningβ and moving into much deeper things that in some ways havenβt been lived into by humanity yet.
As our souls and hearts arise together as one in each of us and all together, we experience what is becoming so possible to truly embodyβ¦
Love,
Kasha & Divine Mother
Photo is of my altar which I light every morning for meditation/Divine & inner connection time!
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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Womenβs Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.
Iβve needed a couple of days to digest our recent visit to the sacred sites in nearby Fatima, Portugal as quite a bit was activated within my soul by going there. Nearby the town of Fatima is where one of the most famous Marian apparition visits occurred in 1917 when three rural children Lucia Santos and her cousins Francisco and Jacinta Marto experienced several visits with Mother Mary.
Many pilgrims flocked to Fatima and Aljustrel (the nearby village where they lived) to witness the visits as word of them spread, which occurred for six months on the 13th of the month. They culminated with the Miracle of the Sun event on October 13th, 1917, in which over 70,000 people reported significant shifts in the location, light quality, and intensity of the sun during this visit.
Only the three children could actually see Mother Mary and only the two girls could see AND hear her, yet many people reported being able to feel a sacred presence during her visits. Some pilgrims reported healings of disease and disabilities as well.
You can feel from the photos Iβve shared the massive scale and size of the group of Catholic religious buildings and structures in Cova da Iria that honors these visits. These sacred sites, including the nearby preserved houses of the children, draws several million pilgrims/tourists every year and thousands during the main processional days on the 13th of May and October.
The Basilica of Our Lady of the Rosary built in the 1950s is a massive church with beautiful marble columns and tombs containing the remains of the childrenβs bodies, stunning stain glass images depicting the stations of the cross, and vivid paintings and exquisitely detailed sculptures of the Marian visits.
While we were standing in the main area near the Chapel of the Apparitions, a tiny chapel that Mother Mary commissioned for them to build to honor the site of the visits, a processional began at noon with a long line of pilgrims following behind priests holding up a rose laden platform with a statue of Our Lady. As a priest with a beautiful voice sang a song to honor the Fatima visits, the whole group walked right past us and through the church area. This was a special surprise as we did not plan to see it, although it was the 13th of the month. Witnessing this processional was a moving experience for all of us as we felt devotional energies move through toward Mother Mary and the Divine Feminine. We also lit candles in honor of Divine Mother and offered prayers/blessings as well (I lit one in honor of Jacinta.)
I was previously aware somewhat of the Marian apparitions in Fatima and definitely the ones in Lourdes and Guadalupe, Mexico, yet had not connected to any in an exploratory way that could open up deeper healing. This exploration is served by being able to actually visit and take in the sacred site, as I repeatedly discovered when we were in Avalon/Glastonbury, UK and also when we went to the stone circles in the UK. I am now understanding more about why we were guided to settle here in Central Portugal where so much devout Marian energies are centered.
I started connecting in my Metasoul to a lifetime as the youngest seer and supposedly the most fervently devout child, Jacinta, a few weeks ago. Iβve been in healing spaces with her and Mother Mary, first visiting with her in the hospital where she died alone of the Spanish Flu in 1920 while in great pain and personal sacrifice (as did her brother Francisco in 1919). Mother Mary bridged to Jacinta patiently, repeatedly offering a reframe of the self condemning message of sacrificial suffering for all sinners that Jacinta had internalized during the visits.
Mother Mary shared with us that while the first visit with the children was genuine as it was only the three of them (which was Jacintaβs favorite one), the visits after that were somewhat hijacked by the Matrix False Light frequencies. The purity of Maryβs message of peace, an end to wars, and hope/love/support for ALL of humanity was distorted by this hijack and used to convert even more souls into the religious trap of self condemnation, seeking salvation outside of themselves, and False God Worship of the Papal ‘corporation’. Mother Mary offered that the Miracle of the Sun event witnessed by so many souls was also a Matrix hijack and tweak of the Matrix hologram in that moment.
Even with this hijacking and the eventual amusement park spectacle made of the events by the Catholic Church, there was still a genuine and sacred purpose to Mary coming to deliver messages to the children at this time. These children are Magdalene souls with high levels of mastery related to psychic access to higher realms. Before incarnation, there was an agreement between them and Mary Anna (as she is known as a Magdalene) for her to return and seed into them a message of peace just as the first world war was ending and before the second one. The hope was that these messages would usher in a new paradigm of peaceful resolution and diplomacy that might help avoid the second world war.
These seeds of peaceful resolution were planted by the Magdalenes into Gaiaβs grids during their most important incarnational lifetime of Yeshuaβs crucifixion and ascension. This seeding is beautifully and viscerally described in the Anna, Grandmother of Jesus book by Claire Heartsong that I highly recommend if you are drawn to connect to the Yeshua-Magdalene soul family lineage.
As Mother Maryβs TRUE message landed in the heart of Jacinta, her childlike innocence could return and transmute the self punishing shame that had led her to sacrifice herself. Jacinta became like the sun then, vibrantly curious and wanting to connect to other aspects of our Metasoul from other timelines and learn from themβ¦..such as Lorna my high priestess of Avalon, and Ingrit, my witch/medicine woman. Jacinta didnβt like the βrulesβ of the Church, so much emphasis on Hell and being condemned, the patriarchal energies of the Church, so she was fairly able to let the programming go when offered another option that was more resonant to her soul.
As with all modern visits to sacred sites and especially those so blatantly and commercially leveraged by the Church, there is a mix of both inspiration and frustration when you visit them. By going inward after the visit there in the physical, I was able to discover the core purity of the message and help free it from the hijack of the churchβ¦.at least within my own soul and in whatever ways that could ripple out to the Collective.
I am so grateful for the SoulFullHeart process that I have leaned into myself for so many years as a means to lift the veils, transmute karma with love, end the suffering/self sacrificial energies within my relationship to the Divine Mother, and connect directly with these soul aspects so deeply on an ongoing basis. The richness of what our soul has experienced becomes once again accessible and also purified.
This morning, I got to host a reunion between soul sisters and cousins Jacinta and Louisa, who died in 2005 after devoting her life to being a nun in devout worship to Mother Mary. Their reunion was touching and we could connect to their bond together in Yeshuaβs lifetime as two of his beloved Marys. Louisaβs healing digestion of the apparition visits was more integrated over her long lifetime, yet, also she tended to move into much self recrimination and unworthiness around being a chosen messenger of Maryβs. Connection with Jacinta now and with the TRUE frequencies of Mary Anna feel like they will offer her deep healing around this.
I am honored to be an ambassador of love to help heal and free up the message offered by the Divine Mother. All of us have a Divine Child within us that is pure, innocent, and a spark from the heart of the Divine. As our Divine Child heals from their separation wound and pain and reunites with our Divine Mother and Father, they arise into their embodiment as the bright, bright light of the Divine.
As Mother Mary keeps offering, βYou cannot be unworthy of my love as it is always yours. You cannot be outside of my grace as it is always within you. You cannot be condemned by me as my acceptance of you is always there.β
If you feel a soul resonance with these events, I recommend watching the recent film Fatima as it recaptures a lot of the sacred experiences that the children went through yet also the challenges for them in facing the fear and skepticism it brought up in others.
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