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Energy Update: Emotional Body Purges Leading To Maturation, Along With Physical

Published on November 18, 2017November 18, 2017 by Jelelle Awen1 Comment

By Jelelle Awen

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Is your body finally ‘catching up’ with ALL the codes that are coming in and the surge of energies that seems to have occurred around the 11:11 portal? It is challenging for the physical body, being necessarily such a dense vehicle needed all your life for 3D navigation here. You could think about it like an outdated (but beloved) computer that is ‘in the shop’ receiving a NEW operating system and exterior too. Being in the shop is all that sleeping and sleepiness; all that feeling of drowsy and groggy; and, in some cases, ‘illness’ and physical pains too.

My body seems to be settling in now to the NEW, integrating and integrated what is able to be received. I’ve been feeling intuitively what it needs right now, which seems to be continuing ‘light-based’ diet of raw fruits mostly and easing into yoga practice. It helps a lot that I have negotiated deeply inside for many years with parts of myself (and my body) that might understandably resist this process and cling to 3D anchors, as I’ve been writing about lately. This ascension process is a MEGA upheaval of all our 3D aspects have known of reality IN the body and in our emotional bodies too. This is a MAJOR renovation projection happening on all levels with Gaia leading the way here. Being able to be WITH the parts of us that are in resistance to fear of this process allows for a more trusting and surrendered navigation of it. And, more capacity to let go of what needs to be during this time of transition.

I am experiencing full, deep sleeping now with intense dreams that seem mostly emotional in what they are offering to digest and look at. This feels more collective than personal for me and a calibration to what is moving through the collective emotional body as it continues to be purified and cleansed by shadow coming into light. The next ‘body’ you may notice getting cleansed, detoxing, and purification is your emotional body, which is also happening on the collective level too. This may come out in sudden emotional ‘outbursts’ (which are really INbursts, meant to take you withIN); being really quite ‘triggered’ by others (which, again, represent YOU and parts of you); conflicts and clashes; and just swells of emotions that seem to come from ‘deep down.’

I feel that the capacity to digest these emotional body purges is usually at a more immature level in many souls. We just aren’t educated, prepared, templated, or trained in how to BE emotionally mature with our feelings. The role modeling you received from your caregivers around how to BE (or not BE) with emotions sets a big template here inside of you. How emotionally mature were they with their feelings? Did they allow them to be with vulnerable and transparent expression (and healing) of them? This isn’t to shame or blame them; it is to understand what and why 3D-based parts of you developed as they did in relationship to your feelings. Maybe you are actually more your Inner Teenager frequencies when it comes to emotional processing that leads to choice points and decision making? Or maybe your Inner Protector, whose main ‘goal’ is to protect and guard and keep safe? More about various parts and Metasoul aspects that we connect with in the SoulFullHeart process here: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/parts

I’ve been offered much loving compassion from guides and Star BEings toward this emotional immaturity in us as a human collective. They admire our hearts and our capacity to FEEL. They admire our tears and our spontaneous expression of them. And, they have offered (over and over) that the cutting edge of our next consciousness evolution is around the maturation of our emotional bodies WITH the integration of our spiritual and soul frequencies. This is an important aspect of what these current codes/information/downloads in the 11:11 portal (through 12/12 feels like as the main surge) are offering us.

To show UP for this new criteria of emotional processing maturity is NOT easy. We offer in our SoulFullHeart process much support, guidance, and empowerment WITH you to bridge to your emotional body WITH integration of your soul downloads too….creating a NEW template inside that is just springloaded inside of you to arise as another expression of you as a fractal from Divine Source.

I feel so much LOVE holding this process with us and, as I said, so much admiration for us too. So much SUPPORT as well in our Metasouls and with Guides and with the Divine for what we are going through, feeling, and healing in this now on ALL body levels!

This is a photo of the sunset codes last night. Raphael and I consciously gazed at and took them in as ‘food’. This is about just breathing them into you for at least 10 seconds or longer, whatever feels right. The best ones (most easy to digest) seem to be when the sun is close to setting. LOVELY food there, yet also catalyzing growth! You might notice that these codes look different than the photos I shared on 11/11….without the striking horizontal band that was in the others and gave the appearance of an ‘eye’.

Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions and a free intro session, group calls, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Energy Update: Body Detoxification And UPgrading Using Sound; Service Of Love Next Steps

Published on November 13, 2017November 13, 2017 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

The energies activated recently in response to our unified intentions around 11:11 continue to offer downloads and activations if you are open to receive them. We were at the beach yesterday taking in some of them through sunlight and I felt the portals were ‘still open’. All day, both Raphael and I felt sleepiness and the familiar ‘here but not here’ sense. I was highly charged up and motivated on a soul level as I engaged in a new book project ‘assigned’ to me during this portal all morning, yet, my body’s energy level was low. On the beach, I felt as if I was watching a play or television show as families played on the sand and in the water. I told Raphael that it feels like surprising that people can still see us as we seem so much to be in an alternative reality to others. It feels like this may be how the dimensional shifts will eventually manifest. We will just cease to see and be in the same dimensional plane as those at different vibrations. Could be…and we will soon (ish) see!

I wanted to describe more of what you might be experiencing with these recent energies as offered to me by my Arcturian aspect, Binkh, who is assisting me (along with the rest of my Metasoul/Higher Self aspects collective and ‘team’) during this time of integration. There continues to be a strong detoxification and even, you could say, ‘realignment’ of the physical body as our ‘every living cell’ is upgraded. This requires a pretty major detoxification process to clear out what we have previously ingested all of our lives in 3D life and continue to ingest. One thing I have gotten clearly for myself this last week is that adding more toxins to my body in my everyday food choices just means that much MORE for me to clear out. The cleaner the food that I take in, the less work there is for the detoxification process. For me, this means light filled foods like fruit and occasionally nuts and vegetables. It feels like many of the body ascension symptoms connect to this detox process, in addition to the upgrading process as well that can happen once the cells are cleaned out. The less there is to detox and move out, the more can be upgraded with less resistance and pain.

Binkh has been emphasizing to me the power of sound frequencies to detox, heal, and upgrade the body. She offered that the Arcturians always have sound frequencies playing in their light ships and even have the technology to have a ‘unity consciousness’ radio station where they all listen to the same tones in their heads at the same time. I remember this from my visits to the ships as a child; there was always a hum going in the background, like a pulse or heart beat. She validated that this hum was set at the 528 HZ frequency or the higher heart/cosmic heart frequency. This means, of course, that music we listen to that is at a discordant frequency to the solfeggios (such, as it seems, all modern music) can be toxic to our bodies, especially during this phase.

Yesterday, she had me listen to this full body and immune system detox music to clear out more toxins at the cellular level. It was very powerful and I fell into a very deep sleep listening to it. When I would try to wake up before it was over, I would hear, “you are not quite done yet,” and would go right back to sleep. I could sense that I was in one of the Arcturian healing chambers (like an MRI machine without such a dense container). I do believe that this music, plus going clean in diet and getting sun codes with Gaia all help with the intense body process we are going through right now. This is the music and I recommend laying down, closing your eyes, and being open to falling asleep as well as much ‘work’ can be down when you are unconscious:

The other aspect to these energies is the offering of specific downloads for you about your next choice points, passion projects, healing processes/support, shifts in geography, etc. as connected to the manifestation of your highest timeline. These portals offer easier and deeper access to our Higher Self and all the aspects of our Higher Self that express out in other dimensions, galaxies, timelines (which we also call the Metasoul). This means that communication about next steps for you becomes more specific and clear. This communication could come through dreams, visions, synchs, resonances. You could also draw support in new forms and relationship connections that support this manifestation as well. Raphael and I co-led a guided meditation on Saturday during a group call (a definite manifestation of our highest timeline as it was our largest call yet) to connect with Divine frequencies for activation and integration of these communications, plus teachings about what you might be experiencing in the emotional, spiritual, social, and physical in this ascension process as connected to our SoulFullHeart perspective. The guided meditation starts at the 40 minute mark and we also guide in you in scrying or clairvoyantly seeing whatever these 11:11 codes are meant to show you here:

This ascension process is mostly focused on your internal integration of your Higher Self into your physical body. Yet, the reason for this integration ultimately is the service of love WITH others so that as many of us as possible can return more and more to this state. This is an invitation for mass and collective consciousness to raise their frequency and vibration as well. You may receive specific guidance and inspirations related to serving the collective or it may be much more personal at this phase of your process. The healing of self, the unanchoring of the 3D self aspects (such as the Inner Protector, Inner Punisher, etc.) that may lower your frequency is an critically important aspect of the service with others and where more overflow of love comes from. This is the ground we explore and offer in our SoulFullHeart process through sessions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sessions

There is an opportunity in this now to go to your next level, whatever that means for you. Open up. Go within to receive. Feel the reactions from parts of you that come up in what is offered. Ask for the support that you need to move through these reactions. And, continue to let in the LOVE that wants to show you the way home to your sacred humanity!

Jelelle Awen is an Emoto-Spiritual Teacher, Sacred Feminine and Sacred Union Facilitator, Soul Scribe, waySHOWer, and co-creator and teacher of the SoulFullHeart Way Of Life. She is author of Sacred Human, Arising Wonder: Ascension Through Integration Of Your Emotional Body With Your Spirituality and Keep Waking Up! Awakening Journeys To Avalon And Beyond.

Visit soulfullheartwayoflife.com for more information about space holding sessions, videos, etc. Visit our patreon page to offer a monthly or one time money donation to support our offerings at https://www.patreon.com/soulfullheart.

Service Of Love Clarities, Connection To Sacred Humanity Available Today (11/11)

Published on November 11, 2017November 11, 2017 by Jelelle Awen3 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

BLESSings and Love to you on 11/11!! The codes/downloads/upgrades/activations (ALL!) available today provide a boost to awaken, to support, to clarify, to motivate, to inspire, to enliven, to encourage, to catalyze. The degree and depth you let them in is, as always, UP to you and what you (and parts of you) are ready for and wanting.

All week I’ve had this feeling of molting and shedding…whatever was ‘old’, the previous skins and fittings and casings, that just are ready to go, especially at the physical body level. At times, this has been challenging to BE with, truly painful and uncomfortable….a necessity to go inward and stay inside, like settling into a cocoon space. And, yet, too serving love opportunities came all week for me through writing, responding here on FB, sessions, and, today, a group call at 11:11am with Raphael. Even when I was flat on my back, my heart would open in response and with love energy. It was amazing!

Your purpose of serving love becomes clearer, is meant to clarify with the 11/11 portal as many souls will be needed to support those newly awakening and those awakening and those even leading too! The most important service of love right now could be to yourself and your own healing, so that you can eventually overflow to others from a place of self love and goodness. A place of genuine overflow.

Take the space today to go within. To be with the inhale of Gaia and the outflow of the Universe. To FEEL yourself, your emotional body flowing like a river, and the deeper emotions that rumble and flow. To reach BEyond your mind and the content and details of everyday. To connect with the Divine as the source of YOU and of ALL.

Let in what is offered JUST to you with so much love from your higher self, guides, the Divine.

And these words come to me to share today, the second line coming in 2010 and the rest expanding out over time and my own awakening. MUCH love to you, sacred human….we rise!

You are so much bigger than your current circumstances reflect.

You are a sacred human. You are an arising wonder.

You are powerful beyond measure and beyond limits.

There is no ceiling that exists on what you can manifest when you are in alignment with Divine flow and your higher self’s soul purpose.

You have the capacity to create and experience new worlds and a Golden Earth. This Golden Earth is a return to humanity at its best and beyond that too.

This Golden Earth exists now and can be experienced by choosing to heal and break free from anything that limits you, holds you down, suppresses or imprisons you. By choosing to let go of anything that doesn’t serve your higher purpose, the Divine, and love.

Golden Earth is the dimension of Infinite Love and love can hold the shadow journey you need to take for embodiment and healthy transcendence both.

You are Infinite Love and experiencing Golden Earth as your daily reality is your birthright as a sacred human.

11/11 Portals Open Now To Receive Upgrades: Conversation With My Arcturian Aspect, Binkh

Published on November 10, 2017 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

“The portals are open now, not just tomorrow on the date you know as ‘November 11th’. There are many of them, as many as needed for all souls who need them. We felt this was an especially important phase to provide as much boost as we could to those who want it and for those who are being called and stirred by their soul to serve and to lead during the transition.” This is what Binkh, my Arcturian Metasoul aspect/guide, tells me as I sit inside of her light ship in Gaia’s orbit. I am connecting with her through a meditation visit that is particularly clear and visceral because of the current portal openings available to us.

“I appreciate this message, Binkh. As I feel how time is not actually linear from a soul level…and, yet, it is still how our consciousness in 3D orients and tracks life. I get the sense you are providing us with these codes, downloads, upgrades on 11/11 because it will have meaning for us? Just like with the total solar eclipse and Lion’s Gate in August?”

“Yes, these repeating number dates have meaning for you as a species, so we align with them in order to maximize our efforts to reach as many ready souls as possible. And, from a sacred geometric perspective, they do have meaning as well. Most of this is beyond your current consciousness to understand nor do you need to track it. The main thing is to understand that you all are being given an opportunity in this now to accelerate your growth and your awakening if you choose it. This is important right now as the disclosure process of the 3D matrix reality is advancing and more souls are needing to be awakened to help those who will be in deep adjustment and shock.”

I feel Binkh’s love for us as a species, that comes through in our heart chord with each other. This has taken a couple of years to deepen and grow. Two years ago, parts of me were terrified to be around her and on her ship (even ethereally). I still had undigested trauma in my emotional body from experiencing ‘abductions’ from the ages of 8 to 17. Through deepening connection and healing with Binkh, I came to realize that these experiences weren’t against my higher self/soul’s will at all and were actually prearranged visits to calibrate me to Earth 3D life.

It occurs to me that I am not remembering this deepening of our bond and healing of my own fears for no reason. “There is a connection with these downloads being offered around 11/11 with ongoing contact with you and other Star BEing species, yes? You are preparing us for more direct contact and disclosure?”

Binkh nods her purplish-blue head with broad forehead, huge eyes, and tiny nose and mouth. She was once scary looking to parts of me, yet, now, she is beautiful. “We cannot just drop one of our ships, or one from our allies, into your skies. Most people are not ready for that and it would cause too much upheaval, panic, and fear reactions. It could even cause war, which is the last thing we want. This process of contact with us is accelerating, but, it is also a carefully orchestrated and felt one. We are particular about it and who we choose based on how open their heart is and where their higher consciousness is related to embodiment.”

“Contact begins from inside, not outside,” I respond, based on my own experience. “It begins with healing the 3D self aspects that still anchor to that density and have so needed to. With negotiation with the protective part of us that has needed to guard so fiercely in order to literally survive here. Connection and negotiation eventually with the Gatekeeper of our Metasoul opens up access to ALL of the fractals off of our individual soul sources and eventually with our Star BEing aspects too.”

Binkh nods again, smiling lightly at me. “Yes, this is the way that you are here to offer, Jelelle, with your BEloveds too through SoulFullHeart. This kind of deep, inner preparation allows for grounds of self love and trust to grow. It helps to heal the pains from separation that you have experienced. For those drawn to this way, and there are other ways of course too, they will find that they are so much more ready to integrate and expand and take in physical contact with us without so much fear or resistance.”

I feel my heart and soul light up from this confirmation from her about what I am offering, co-leading, co-creating, and been personally (even in this moment of connection with her) living out. It is my why of being here on Gaia during this time of such intense transition and change.

“I want to add too that the human body can be helped in this portal opening process by going in to connect directly with the portals. To see what they have to offer you personally. That doesn’t have to be with visualizations or visits as you engage with, Jelelle. This can be just in listening to in high tonal, solfeggios that open you up to receive. This can be during nap or sleep time too. You will receive, though, if you ask.”

“Thank you, Binkh. That feels like an important point. If we resist these upgrades, then I feel how the body ‘acts out’ more in pain, sleepiness, nausea, etc. If we go in and open up to receive, then the body too can become the sponge that it wants to be and needs to be actually.”

“Exactly. And, as you’ve been sharing the last few days and we’ve been sharing through you, you can prepare the body by eating more light-filled foods and less dense ones. By sleeping when needed. Many of these codes can go in better and deeper when the mind is quiet and consciousness resting through sleep. And, by trusting that this overall process is being held by so much love for you and with you.”

As she says this last line, I feel the heart chord between us light up with a pink glow and rush of love. I inhale and exhale of this love, feeling tears start to fall as I get the sense again how we have never really been alone. Not me, as an individual person. And not ‘we’ as a species. We can feel so alone when we accept what we have been conditioned to in 3D life about our solitary place in the Universe. We can feel alone when we battle each other, when we compare to each other, when we resist each other.

I feel how we are being watched over, cared for, reached out to, and being prepared to embrace our sacred humanity. Through the integration of our galactic self with the healing of our 3D self, we will become what we are meant to be as human embodiments of Infinite Love!

Join all of us for a group call on 11/11 at 11:11am CST….we’ll be offering teachings and a guided meditation, plus time for individual sharings. The guided meditation will offer an integration of the 3D energies/shadow that are purging out with the activation energies that are coming in through the higher ascension chakras. To join us for a $11 min. donation, go here: https://www.facebook.com/events/124047068285647

Energy Update: Pituitary & Pineal Gland UPgrades And Activations For The 11/11 Portal

Published on November 9, 2017November 9, 2017 by Jelelle Awen3 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

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I slept 12 hours last night…the second night in a row in which I have done this. This is after resting all day and taking a deep, pass out nap at some point yesterday. The body DOES seem to be asking for rest right now as it IS already receiving downloads from the 11/11 opening and is being prepared to receive more. I was offered by my guides/Metasoul aspects that is worth it to rest for a couple of days to prepare to be ‘changed’ then to resist it or fight it with more DOing. To ‘take time off’ to prep and then receive what is being offered right now will be worth it if you feel guided to do that. Making space for the next couple of days for this process allows you to maximize the benefits of what is being offered.

The parts of you that might resist may be feeling a sense of fear about the unknown around all of this. A sense of concern around where all this headed or going. To have your physical body and very often emotional body impacted/charged/in what can feel like suffering can push up desires to block or at least modulate what can be experienced. Negotiation with the Inner Protector part of you esp. can allow for more sense of trust around the process and surrender too.

The most deep and needed activations as we go forward are related to our Pituitary & Pineal Glands. These tiny, often ‘forgotten and de-energized’ and calcified in 3D glands are turning into snowflakes of crystalline, acting as receptors and translators and integrators as we move into 4D and higher frequencies. Their activation into higher vibrational frequencies serves as an important bridge to the fuller embodiment of our higher selves, activation of all that missing DNA, unplugging from the 3D matrix AND the 4D matrix/karmic cycles too. They are key aspects of the light body shifting process, along with the opening of the crown (and higher up too) chakras.

This solfeggio frequency video I have found helpful the last couple of days is specifically designed to bridge, prepare, and activate these glands. If you find that you are getting MORE head and neck pain while listening to it, then you might stop, however, it could be parts of you that are afraid of the opening out process too. Bring love to any inner resistance that comes up. This is the video: https://youtu.be/2nazfkojMK0

We are all chatting in the SoulFullHeart Community about various body preparations we are experiencing as we go into Saturday’s portal opening of 11/11. We all live in the same building, yet different suites with Raphael and I in one; Raianna in hers, and Kalayna and Gabriel sharing one together. We see each other quite a bit obviously, usually at least once a day, yet often our main communication is through google hangouts. The messages are flying this morning around various body experiences we are having.

I feel SO blessed to be able to have these kinds of conversations with those in close community with me and resonance. I realize that many people do not have this kind of soul resonance around them, although many are finding it and drawing it through online connections. You are SO welcome to share in the comments below what you are experiencing of physical, emotional, chakral, Metasoul/other lifetimes, body adjustments, experiences, reactions as we move into the 11/11 portal. I am also happy to respond to any questions that you have around this process too and esp. how our SoulFullHeart process relates to it and parts work if you are interested in that.

MUCH love to you as we UPgrade the vessel of flesh that has been functioning on an outdating operating system for too long. The REBOOT of the body (and the emotional, and ALL the bodies) is a sacred process that does directly connect to the further ascension of us all into 5D sacred humanity and galactic human grounded in emotional maturity and health too!! ❤ ❤

Energy Update: Ongoing Body Preparation And Star BEing Experience/Connection To Receive 11/11 UPgrades

Published on November 8, 2017November 9, 2017 by Jelelle Awen4 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

We are in process still ‘being prepared’ to receive on a galactic level, to let in the UPgrades/downloads coming through even now, yet especially on the ‘marker’ of this Saturday 11/11. This being prepared feels like it is happening BEyond what can really tracked by our minds. This portal is about bringing MORE of our higher timeline self energies INTO our bodies. The main ground of preparation is of the body itself, as it is the densest expression of our BEing.

To help with the preparation of the body to receive these downloads, I’ve been guided to eat ‘very lightly’, as if I was recovering from the stomach flu and just didn’t want to digest anything heavy or dense. Fruit smoothies have been the best and maybe very light vegetable soups. The lighter your body is when it comes to food digestion (with less moving through), the MORE you can let in of the light frequencies coming in. Food digestion takes up much energy, expends it, so having less of that to do right now is helpful. Preparation also may involve some continuing purification and detoxifications on the body level.

Headaches, neck and back pain, infections/flus/colds (that feel that way but aren’t actually about bacteria as 3D relates to it,) extreme sleepiness and drowsiness, lightheadedness. You may be feeling some of these and ‘pushing through it’ to do ‘normal’ activities could be pretty challenging and just not possible. Even if you have to take this time ‘off’ from Doing, it will be worth it for what you can potentially connect with and receive in the resting.

This is an aspect of surrender to the process, to trust that something special is going on here, and that you are being held through it with Divine love on ALL levels, even and especially on the physical.

I had a meeting/session this morning with what is feeling more and more like my Metasoul collective…..a gathering of all the aspects of my Metasoul that I have met, connected with, exchanged gifts of healing, cried with, moved energies of karma trauma, found resonance with over the years as we become more unity consciousness WHILE remaining individual soul spark consciousnesses too.

The message I received from these aspects/guides about this phase of preparation prior to 11/11 is to surrender into it; to go within; to ‘journey’ with it and open up to what is available. My Arcturian Metasoul Binkh offered that they are VERY close now to us…not just in Gaia’s orbit as they have been for a long time, yet, also, moving vibrationally closer to us. As we move UP, so they can meet us ‘halfway’. I felt them yesterday when I was sitting by the ocean and it seemed as if a portal opened in the sky. The sun was radiating rays down from its center, emerging out of a cluster of clouds. These rays were intense as seen through my sun glasses, although not as clear in the photo that we took below. The rays offered that we are being connected to in ALL moments, we are being reached for, we are being WANTED by higher frequency BEings all over the multiverses. Certainly the message was that we are NOT alone and never have been.

As our eyes open up more beyond physical sight, we can see these things and certainly we can feel them, as our emotional bodies are more visceral, less run by the 3D mind control stuff. We can feel them with our higher/cosmic heart as it opens up too. As we come to more unity from within…connecting with ALL aspects of our 3D self and our Metasoul too….then, we can feel more this commUNITY connection energy for which we are being invited to embody and remember.

This process is accelerating in this now. Real movement INside and as a collective is occurring. ALL the support you need is available if you ask for it and open UP to receive!!

Raphael Awen and I were guided to offer a group call on 11/11 at 11:11am CST….teachings and a guided meditation, plus time for individual sharings. I’m so glad now that we will be doing this on this day and really look forward to what will move and be offered! To join us for a $11 min. donation, go here:https://www.facebook.com/events/124047068285647

Energy Update: New Dawn Coming In And Dying To BE Prior To 11/11 Gateway

Published on November 7, 2017November 7, 2017 by Jelelle Awen3 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

Wise words offered from a friend on Facebook, Deva Anupada, about what she is experiencing of these ongoing INtense ascension energies: “During last night another huge shift occurred which brought in a deep release of illusions delivered through intense and not so pleasant dreams for those participating. Followed by a new dawn bringing forth new awareness. This really is logging off life (the programme) in order to log on to life again with a new operating system. From a new platform. Like reincarnating without going through the physical death. Dying to BE.”

This could be why I slept 12 hours last night and still felt groggy and floaty when I woke up! Logging off happening in sleep, yes, and also in waking life more and more as timeline realities merge over each other, overlapping realities of Metasoul/other lifetime aspects and also your Star BEing aspects too coming more into your waking consciousness.

Dying to BE….that feels so true to me. Making ROOM for the rebirth means allowing and accepting the purging, clearing, cleansing, releasing that just NEEDS to happen right now. This is happening on levels we haven’t experienced before during our present timeline.

I would add that the death process feels to me that it is of the 3D self versions of us that HAD to be created and formed when we came into the body here. Such density we encountered coming here! Our soul porosity had to fragment into different energies that could cope and adjust to it. Those energies we feel and offer in SoulFullHeart are primarily about protection, control, fitting into gender roles (such as mother or father), etc. These fragmented energies then form our personalities, who we THINK that we are in 3D life until our soul awakenings when we start to discover that our essence is actually so much MORE than these 3D personalities. Our 3D self aspects can be understandably resistant and afraid of the dying and rebirth process as all that they have known of life seems to be collapsing away, being ‘ripped’ away from them.

Connecting with your 3D self aspects directly that are still anchored to 3D reality processing through undigested wounding can allow for more ease, grace, trust, acceptance, integration AS you undergo the ongoing process of ascension. Even if and when MORE shadow and woundings need to come up to be felt, then you have a ways and means to BE with them. Forming a relationship INside to allow for eventual INtegration and navigation of the often very challenging choice points as you unanchor from 3D life and move into 4D transitional death/rebirth and beyond. Much more about our process offered through weekly sessions and group calls on our website if you feel a resonance with what I am offering here.

A new dawn coming in…..The 11:11 gateway opening to activate the receiving of MORE codes and downloads does feel like it is going to be significant. It could serve as a ‘marker’ for many on their awakening process for which they really felt the NEW coming more deeply into their consciousness. The inner prep to receive these codes (such as Iwrote about yesterday) is important to the degree and depth that you can receive them. An aspect of this preparation is BEing with any resistance and fear that comes up from parts of you. This could also be manifesting in crisis, turmoil, intense life events too for which you become more aware of where you are still anchored to 3D life and where you are ready to let go.

Raphael and I are offering a group call on November 11 (this Saturday) at 11:11am CST to BE with these codes through an integration guided meditation, teachings about our process to bridge your 3D self aspects to allow more integration, and space for individual sharings as well. $11 U.S.D min. donation to join us:https://www.facebook.com/events/124047068285647/

Energy Update: Preparation To Receive 11/11 Upgrades Happening On All Body Levels (Emotional, Physical, Mental, Social, Energetic)

Published on November 6, 2017November 6, 2017 by Jelelle Awen7 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

Energies are strong today….thick it feels like and dense somehow. Not in the sense of suppressing anything, just can make you feel way sleepy, low energy, and the ‘here and NOT here’ sense of merging timelines. In this place, you may have little desire to go out, physically, and more want to rest, meditate, feel, and BE. These energies have the feeling of preparing us for the ‘date’ of November 11th, this Saturday, and the extension and expansion of the highest timeline downloads we started receiving on the total eclipse in August.

I was guided to hold a group call with Raphael on 11/11 as a way to connect to these energies, offering a bridge to the emotional body/3D undigested frequencies through our parts work process. To offer a means of integration of these high energies as the emotional body clears and heals…this is what we offer through sessions too and our SoulFullHeart process. I believe the energies will be HIGH on this day, so it should be nourishing to be in a safe, high vibe circle connecting with others in resonance. If you’d like to join us for a $11 min. donation, go here: https://www.facebook.com/events/124047068285647/

In this preparation place/space to receive more downloads and activations, body sensitivities can be way UP and acute. What you eat and drink may be really impacting you in a new way. Using certain foods to provide comfort may be now intolerable to you and just not ‘working’ for emotional numbing as the body and the emotional come into more vibe together. Effects of caffeine and sugar may be amplified. As you become higher vibrational, the ‘buzz’ of these (when you do use them, even in small amounts) can create altered states….I have experienced this lately for myself.

I’m back to eating mostly fruit again these last few days, lots of water, cutting out sugar/caffeine/flour and much rest after having some toxicity reactions when I ate ‘denser’ foods and from moving out through my body some intense yet so good emotional body/Metasoul movements last week. I’ve already been a vegetarian (almost vegan) for eight years……this would be a good time to transition to going meat-free if you’ve been feeling that as the energies will support it much more. You may even find that you lose your appetite and ability to digest eating animals at this time and are just naturally drawn to fruits and vegetables.

If you’ve been moving through some heavy emotions and integration of shadow (as I’ve been writing about for the last few weeks), then your body may be feeling even more sensitive and clearing out these emotions on a cellular level. The more connected you become in wholeness to ALL of your bodies (physical, mental, emotional, chakral/energetic, social), the more you purge and clear on ALL levels. With our social bodies (personally and collectively) being flushed out by love, you may be experiencing upheavals too in relationships with new choice points based on your soul coming in, as I shared yesterday.

It is ongoingly an INtense and INteresting time of INtegration. Go within when you find the outside is just too overwhelming and dense and especially when you have something INside that wants and needs you attention to feel it.

Much love to you on this INward (and outward) journey! Offering a trust with you and to you in this now that what is coming up needs to be moved in order to prepare, ready, and, eventually, BEcome more love. ❤ ❤

Energy Update: Revelation, Healing, And Integration Of Shadow Frequencies

Published on November 1, 2017November 1, 2017 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

The energies ARE personal. As personal as it gets as you ARE energy. You are a multidimensional, galactic BEing inside of a human form. You are connected to higher dimensional expressions, star BEing aspects of your Metasoul (soul source). You are BEcoming and merging with the consciousness of these star BEings from other timelines, other dimensions, other planets, other galaxies more and more in a process that is MEANT to impact you personally as this happens.

Does it feel sometimes like the ascension energies are outside of you? The gateways and vortexes opening? The stargates activating? The sun flares and geomagnetic storms churning? Does it feel like these things are happening outside of you in a distant, vast, and irrelevant outer space with little impact on your daily reality? If so, this can lead to a sense of distancing from the ascension process and that it is less meaningful on a personal level.

All of these energies swirling around in the cosmos, all this galactic activity, is also represented inside of you. Making it personal, taking it personally, is where I feel the REAL gift of awareness about cosmic energies comes in and goes in. Connecting what is happening ‘out there’ with how it is impacting your emotional body, your process, your experience of experience leads to more self awareness and capacity to digest what is happening. Providing some context and overall picture to hold what you are living out can help with the digestion of the experience.

There is A LOT happening in the now, in the cosmos, that impacts us as a collective and on a personal basis. It is a major phase of transition for us as the shadows, the darkness, the underground and underbelly, are disclosed and exposed. There is no ‘going around’ this process as what has been so polarized during the 3D experiment needs to come back into balance. The only way is by going through it with manifestations of chaos, upheaval, and death and rebirth happening through intense weather patterns and political/social/cultural crises.

Finding our balance again requires the revealing and eventual release of the dark energies that have had so much underground influence on our culture and the formation of our 3D self AND on our Metasoul too. Making this process personal is feeling and BEing with the traumas created from all this polarization to fear-based frequencies. These traumas can remain undigested in your emotional body in your 3D self AND also in your Metasoul through repeating loops of suffering patterns and cycles and karmic binds.

All the photonic light generation activities in the cosmos creates a SAFE container for the revelation and healing of this shadow on a collective and personal level. The HIGH frequencies provide a padded room for the bombs to explode when needed; the fuses to ignite; the storms to roar….until they run out of fear to fuel them. This padded room of pure love and light is also provided to YOU as a shield from these necessary outgasses. You can connect with your safe padded place through meditation, through connection with your Ethereal guides/aspects, through commUNION with the Divine (and the Divine Mother esp.), through service of love, through BEing in relationships that are nourishing, soul resonant, through drawing the support that you need. Through our SoulFullHeart process, we provide a heartline through aprocess for you to explore the aspects of your 3D and 4D selves, your shadow, your Metasoul/other lifetime expressions: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sfhprocess

This doesn’t mean that you transcend out of whatever necessary shadow revealing and integrating process that you need to go through. Yet, rather, you have a sense of being held WHILE you are in this exploration. You are not just becoming the shadow or the darkness OR suppressing it either (that is the old way), yet you are holding space FOR the aspects and parts of you that are overly polarized to it. You get to know and connect with these aspects and invite them into the safe, padded room of your HEART and soul, where they can finally feel safe to share, to be felt, and to BEcome something real….and, eventually, then to heal.

As you digest the shadow revelation that is happening ‘out there’ feel how it is impacting you on a personal level. Feel your reactions inside to what comes out. Feel if your ‘safe padded room of love and light’ is available and if you are using it. Feel what support you need to navigate your own process of shadow revelation. Feel the taking of it all personally and what that means for you in a way that also allows you to FEEL held by love during the process. Feel the integration that wants to happen inside of you as the shadow meets the sun of love and finally finds it way home in your heart.

Wounded Masculine And Arising Feminine Energies Coming UP For Healing And Revealing

Published on October 26, 2017October 26, 2017 by Jelelle Awen2 Comments

By Jelelle Awen

There seem to be many themes running in the moment for us to see and BE with as we continue our ascension journey into embodiment of our sacred humanity…not NEW themes, yet more like another cycle around the bend into a deeper level and strata of healing and feeling. One theme is that the wounded masculine frequencies that have formed the foundational energy to fuel our 3D culture are being exposed and disclosed…to be seen, felt, come into the light. They have seemed so powerful, yet, are now running on fumes as the old paradigm structures start to collapse to begin transition into the new. The wounded masculine runs on compensational behaviors to cover over core feelings of unworthiness and core disconnect/separation. It operates on lack of vulnerability and lack of transparency using diversion and distraction strategies. You can feel and see this in the exposure happening now of false kings in the entertainment industry, government, banking, etc. how they are now being dethroned as their wound-based actions toward the feminine are revealed.

It can be tempting to lash out at this wounded masculine as it is exposed….to feel bitter and resentful, to turn on it. Yet, this outward outrage actually stems from inside and only feeds the fires that can hurt and burn. Going within to feel deep compassion for the wounded masculine WITHIN us is a key aspect to moving through this disclosure process with love. To feel how parts of us have felt like both perpetuator AND victim this life and in other lifetimes too. Not going to battle AGAINST these energies, yet seeing and feeling how, underneath it all, they are just seeking and want love. Being open to the recognition that these energies live inside of us and seem to express as our Inner Protector aspects, plus Inner Punisher and Inner Mother/Matriarch or Inner Father/Patriarch can help huge with this holding and response.

After many years of working with different parts of myself and with others, these are the energy tones that I feel most represent the wounded masculine as conditioned and formed into our 3D self. Working with these masculine energies is what allows the feminine to arise in an authentic way, freed finally from the warrior and overly masculine tones that are NOT hers to hold and energize. As the Inner Protector lets go of its stance of protection through inner negotiation, the feminine (in both men and women) can come into BEing as the seed of her expression receives the water of self love and love with Divine Feminine guides/aspects such as Magdalena, Mother Mary, Kuan Yin. Directly connecting with these aspects through journaling, guided meditation, and ‘dropping into ‘their energy during sessions is what we offer through our SoulFullHeart process. And, then we feel and explore this on the 4D level as the wounded masculine expresses in our Metasoul line/other lifetimes and archetypal frequencies too. More information here about our process for navigating this: soulfullheartwayoflife.com/sfhprocess

There is a deep connection in this collective wounded masculine disclosure process with the dissolving of the 3D matrix created out a fear-based (yet previously necessary for growth) collaboration between us on the soul level and some Reptilians/Archons/Anunnaki. Their wounded masculine-based timeline of dominance and suppression ‘over’ us is collapsing as more of them choose love over fear. The implants and hookups that we previously needed in our soul fields/chakras are loosening or dissolving as this choice point happens. I have written many times about the choice points they are being offered as a species on soulfullheartblog.com….relocation to a beautiful, tropical environment planet as they choose redemption and rehabilitation. It seems to be important to support this process by letting go of fear-based and polarized energies against them…this becomes yet another battle ground otherwise (that actually, again, stems from within). Connecting with your inner Reptilian aspect (which can form another layer of Inner Protector) allows for the flow of compassion and to act as ambassador to their choice points toward love with your support.

If you are in a relationship, you may be feeling the stirrings and churnings of this wounded masculine/arising feminine within your relationship. This can lead to more conflicts, disillusionment, and even desires for completion of even long-term relationships. The gaps in your transactability are revealed as what has been able to be covered over can not be anymore. If you have been awakening and your partner has not, resentment from parts of you may be growing around this and, also, authentic desire for more soul resonance, vulnerability, and to service love together (which is ultimately the reason for being in relationship at the higher soul level.) These frequencies of wounded masculine as they live inside of us and are being moved in the collective also play out in our relationships, impacting how we experience our partners, what parts of us are related with each other, and what we project onto them. Becoming conscious of your own parts allows you to navigate the relationship in a very different way with a new level of consciousness and emotional maturity in responding to your partner.

As the wounded masculine continues to transmute and transform into a higher vibrational frequency of sacred masculinity, the possibilities for balance and union between the masculine and feminine become revealed to us. We discover and BEcome this from within and we can then offer this to a world that desperately needs it as it transitions from polarized and fear-based expressions of gender into NEW expressions of a conscious duality dance based in LOVE.

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