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πƒπšπ«π€ 𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐑𝐞𝐫 π’πžπ«π’πžπ¬ – 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 πˆπ•: π’π‘πž 𝐖𝐑𝐨 π–π‘π’π¬π©πžπ«π¬ β€œπˆπ­β€™π¬ π“π’π¦πžβ€

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by Kasha Rosa

We come now to the final part of this series, released as the wheel of the year turns toward Samhain.

The following is a transmission of Dark Mother’s energies… the core of the re-coding I’ve been offering these last few weeks. πŸ’œ

βΈ»

I see Her.

She is cloaked,

yet Her hood is sliding down.

She invites you to know Her better,

beyond the victimhood narratives 

and goddess war stories.

Beyond the need for enemies.

She has been called β€œDestroyer,”

but what She truly offers 

is so much bigger…

She aches for the need for battling to be over.

She aches for the pull toward suffering to lose its glamour.

She invites, with open arms,

your surrender…

your WHOLE surrender.

You, and every one of your parts 

and soul aspects,

are welcome to lean into Her.

She is infinity and the void.

She is the grace of the feminine capacity to hold space for every nuance of her being.

She is the fire of change and rebirth.

She is the voice that whispers,

β€œIt’s time.”

She is the hand extended

as you tremble 

at the edge of transformation.

She is the warmth that catches you

when the fall becomes 

too much to bear.

She is the encouragement 

to get messy

if it means getting real.

The reminder that everything 

can be cleaned up

if your heart is in it.

She is the balm of calming love

after the lessons have landed.

She is raw sensuality…

the sacred invitation into intimacy

with self, with other, with Life.

She is commitment and investment.

She is the holding of fear 

and moving forward anyway.

She is the walk into the underworld

and the rise back out with gifts in hand.

She is the Dark Mother.

And she has always, 

always loved you. πŸ’œ

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Kasha Rosa is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

πƒπšπ«π€ 𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐑𝐞𝐫 π’πžπ«π’πžπ¬ – 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐈𝐈𝐈: 𝐌𝐲 πƒπšπ§πœπž 𝐖𝐒𝐭𝐑 π‡πžπ«

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by Kasha Rosa

She’s held me as I sobbed.

Let me rage without judgment.

Stayed when everything burned down.

And helped me rise again.

This is what it means to know the Dark Mother.

And this is my story. πŸ•―

βΈ»

In my own soul’s experience,

Dark Mother is the death knell and the birthing pool.

She heralds both endings and new beginnings.

She invites us beyond victimhood and into our empowerment, always guiding us into our raw vulnerability and our deepest truths.

So many times, She’s woken me up to my own depths of feeling and need for healing. She’s provided the catalyst at times to push out my soul’s angst but also the pain underneath it.

She’s held my hand as I cry the deepest tears of grief and ache and heartbreak.

She’s given my voice air when I’ve been angry, never judging it as right or wrong. She always understands it on a deeper level and invites me to feel what’s underneath it, always.

She’s been the steadiness rising once again in my chest, in my feet finding new ground after a rumble moves through my life.

Her compass of compassion is always what brings me back home to myself.

Her unconditional acceptance of me in any state I’m in is what templates my own unconditional self-acceptance and everything I could possibly need to feel.

She’s been the fireplace, the sacred container in which I can put it ALL… everything my priestess aspects, my inner teenager, my Queen, never got to say because it wasn’t safe enough inside or out.

Her capacity to hold that intensity with me and even poultice it out is what has earned Her the crown of β€œDark Mother,” for She then holds our rebirth in Her own womb as that process unfolds.

βΈ»

What has She invited you to feel lately that has been uncomfortable to move through?

The answer may not come easily, as Her call into that territory can feel like a siren beckoning you into depths which parts of you fear they’ll never emerge from again.

Yet, if there’s anything She promises over and over again, it’s this:

You will ALWAYS be reborn, though not always in the form parts of you have pictured.

You will ALWAYS experience grace, even if it’s hard to let in.

You will ALWAYS be DEEPLY loved through any of your expressions and experiences, inviting you into deeper love within that can then flow to others and back again.

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Kasha Rosa is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, Divine Self Embodiment Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.divineselfembodiment.com for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Sacred Feminine Upgrade Codes: Feeling Your Fear As You Move Into LOVE

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by Kasha Rokshana

β€œThere’s a lot of fear…”

Tears fall as I feel this with parts of me this morning, feeling what seems to be on deck for this coming year, feeling all that’s happened this year and could happen in the next one. Just naming it, feeling it as a fear pocket being shown to me helps move it more into love and openness, especially as I hold the parts of me who have been churning inside around it.

These words, β€œthere’s a lot of fear,” tumble from my mouth and as I say them out loud, the words β€œthere’s love here” come as well. I realize then how similar these two statements are when we say them, how similar they feel in our mouths, in our breath, as they move from deep inside of us to be expressed.

β€œThere’s love here” is what has been offered to me by my beloved guide, Mary Magdalene, who I’ve been connecting with in sacred surrogacy for a while now, and also from the Divine Beloved who then squeezes me, holds me tight as these energies are transmitted, seeding within my feminine healer’s heart. I feel so supported in my love embodiment as I feel these energies surrounding me, so anchored in my propensity to ultimately return to love, always, even when fear is still moving through and needs to be validated as well.

I feel this as a vital theme as we head into 2024 and a powerful opportunity for upgrades on a soul, heart, and body level. Shifting from fear to openness, then to love and allowing this to be an ongoing process too, holding it all with so much self-care and compassion yet also challenging yourself and your parts too. Being willing to feel it all can feel like a tall order, yet the invitation is always to take it one step at a time. 

Love,

Kasha

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The Experience of Soul Family | Kasha Rokshana & Raianna Shai (Video)

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by Kasha Rokshana

https://youtu.be/rFWB_Dou1KM

It’s a time of year when desires for new kinds of bonds and relationships can arise while you β€˜deal with’ the toxicity and non-resonance of your current ones. Parts of you may feel truly obligated to stay connected to these bonds (which can feel/be more like β€˜binds’) and also hold fear about what would happen if they were to be let go of.

The invitation of Christ/Magdalene consciousness, this time of year especially with the codes coming in, is to feel into these dynamics and also feel into your desires to experience true soul family.

In this video, Raianna and I share about and digest our personal experiences of being a part of this soul family of SoulFullHeart, along with what we’ve experienced with others who have come and gone from our midst. We also share about what we personally want to experience more of with others. We talk about the mirrors we hold for each other and where the intimacy of our bonds here take us both within and together.

We hope you enjoy this insider’s view on our very small (for now!) soul family community and some of the ins and outs we’ve experienced so deeply!

Love,

Kasha & Raianna

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess. Raianna Shai is a member of the SoulFullHeart Healing community.Β Β Visit https://www.soulfullheart.orgΒ for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc.Β 

Arising Sacred Soul Turns

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by Kasha Rokshana

We are all in the midst of an invitation to make some very courageous β€˜soul turns’ as we move out of this Samhain passage and into what could be a whole new phase of claiming/reclaiming ourselves, our Divinity and Divine connection, and what we are most drawn to yet parts of us may be afraid of fully diving into. 

A β€˜soul turn’ is a turn away from the suffering patterns your soul has known so well and moving into something new and unknown, yet potentially very healing. It’s a time when you know that the old and painful story is ready to truly let go, through choosing to feel it deeper and have it truly reconcile in your heart.

Soul patterns of suffering can show up in our bodies, our relationships, our service-of-love expression and draw. They also show up inside of us, in repeating cycles of reaction, push-pull, pull away, or shut down, which can sometimes even be subtle as they’ve also become so normalized.

I’ve been feeling and working a deep soul-rooted rejection wound which feels like it ultimately leads me back to separation… the feeling of having been removed from the eternal bliss bath of being truly one with the Divine, with my beloved, with soul family. One and yet also swimming together in a pool of uniqueness. Playing with just enough duality at times to truly enjoy the mirrors and play of the dance. 

But then comes the plummet to this Gaian reality of Ascension and the turmoil of trying to find each other again, trying to come back into a deeper oneness and unity within again too after experiencing the trauma of life in the Matrix. 

Perhaps at the heart of all of our suffering and pain, is this journey. And this is where we can experience our soul turning away from the suffering ground of this and into more and more of that feeling of REunion that I think deep down we all are longing for. It’s a turn away from the β€˜evidence’ of rejection and into a new sense that we do get to become and also draw what it is we most want (and need).

Join us for a group call this coming Sunday, November 5th, @ 5pm GMT, about this topic of feeling our soul turns and also the life transitions we are facing. Raphael and Jelelle will be leading it and it’s going to be quite powerful! It’s by donation, as always, and you can join live or just receive the recording: Here is some more info: soulfullheart.org/events 

Love,

KashaΒ 

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Equinox Codes: Healing Deep Suffering Loops (Video)

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by Kasha Rokshana

https://youtu.be/wMefxZdBc1c

β€œAm I genuinely, truly ready to let go of past suffering and move into new and unknown soul and heart bigness?” β€” this was a powerful question that continued to arise in different ways for all of us at our SoulFullHeart Equinox Gathering this weekend.

Soul turns and healing trajectories moving us through birth canals… letting go of suffering on whatever level we feel ready for that (and to be in the genuine, deep, real, and multi-layered process of that) has been a profound theme for this Equinox passage.

In this video, I share about this theme of letting go and healing the relationship to suffering and how I relate to it personally at this time. I also share about what it means to be with it through your open and curious heart as you feel parts of you and Metasoul aspects (soul expressions in other lifetimes) too. 

I hope you’ve had a blessed and very real Equinox experience, truly moving you into a new sense of yourself, your soul, and what it feels like to be supported by the Divine through absolutely everything.

Love, 

KashaΒ 

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Kasha Rokshana is a Divine Feminine Love Ambassador, SoulFullHeart Women’s Facilitator, soul scribe, and poetess.  Visit https://www.soulfullheart.org for more information about space-holding sessions and free 45-min intro calls, group calls, videos, community, etc. 

Meet Your Gatekeeper: Multidimensional Soul Aspect & Divine Muse

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By Jelelle Awen

Yesterday, I updated our website page about Gatekeepers. This is the last page from our website soulfullheart.org that now has gotten a new update in energy through redoing the colors, text, photos and lay outs…this has taken days/weeks of my time yet also has been quite enjoyable for me! I think the Gatekeeper page was originally created in 2017, so it has been awhile in the recreation. Our analytics recently showed that it was the most popular page on our website where visitors also stayed the longest…that was interesting!

And, doing this brought me again to the Gatekeeper’s realm…the space in which this magical, mysterious, protective, shrouded and usually hidden aspect of our soul lives, who is tasked with keeping the veil down on our remembering as needed. Lost in their mission, alone and isolated, and often the only conscious witness to ALL those intense human lifetimes (esp in the 3D Matrix) of karma and trauma playing out over and over again.

I connected with my Gatekeeper Lucia just this morning and felt her download some pieces with me about the Matrix, ongoing agendas (some of them looming like dark clouds in the horizon), the Great Reconciliation going on (as we are calling it), creative work inspirations such as a new book, emotional digestion of some recent completions with people, service/purpose clarities and more. We had tears together moving some sadness and mourning even as we felt love together, Divine Mother’s love supporting us both, moving into opened out trust and surrender. Lucia (meaning light) lives now in my lighthouse, shining her light beacon out to those who are ready and resonate to see and feel it.

Having met hundreds of Gatekeepers now during sessions and connecting with mine since 2008, I truly feel their existence as very real although beyond the physical…. unique, important and essential to explore during our awakening and Ascension journey. During long-term connection with them many veils are lifted on soul purpose clarity, soul history patterns/traumas/play outs, relationship to the Divine, unplugging from the Matrix and much more.

There’s more about the Gatekeeper here if you feel a resonance soulfullheart.org/gatekeepers

This is the poem on the Gatekeepers page, written by my Gatekeeper at the time…

I am here, waiting for you to see me and feel me.

Waiting for you to get how much I have done for you.

Waiting for you to understand what I am here to offer you.

Waiting for you to remember why you are here and what your purpose is.

I am here, waiting for you to love me as I have loved you.

Waiting for you to pick up on the signals and signs that I am leaving you.

Waiting for you to connect that what you feel in your body is often me causing you pain or illness to get your attention.

Waiting for you to heal your heart in order to let in love.

I am here, waiting for you to love me as I have loved you.

Love,

Your Gatekeeper

If you’d like to meet yours, here is a guided meditation for doing so:

And a 1:1 session over zoom is an intimate space to open up and bridge together to their ‘world’, which is often in a cave-like setting with many tunnels going off of it, representing the many lifetimes/timelines. More info about sessions with me or another SoulFullHeart Facilitator at soulfullheart.org/sessions

Exploring Other Lifetimes To Feel & Heal Polarized Reactions, Ep. 8: The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast

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In this episode, we dove into the topic of digesting and processing our polarized reactions to current events and the triggers that can come from our parts and Metasoul aspects in other lifetimes. We talked about what this process is like from masculine and feminine perspectives, using the current uproar around the β€˜Roe v Wade’ situation as a springboard to highlight where some of the polarized reactions to it may be coming from on a soul/womb healing level. We also talk about aspects of the Divine context around feeling and healing our reactivity and leaning into the bigger picture of what’s moving collectively and individually.

Here is the Deepen Series video around the Gatekeeper with a guided meditation to meet/connect with them.

Please follow us on any of the main podcast platforms such as Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Google Podcasts, Audible, or Anchor. We would love to hear from you about what you are experiencing or anything you would like us to talk about from our perspective. We hope you are enjoying what we offering through these podcasts.

SoulFullHeart is a healing process, a contextual paradigm, a very powerful and empowering way of life, and a sacred community all in one. You can find out more on our website: http://www.soulfullheart.org. We’ll also be bridging everything SoulFullHeart through our own unique embodiment and experience of it to add more perspective and understanding as to where we come from and how the topics are held and felt in our hearts and souls.

We offer one-on-one and couple’s facilitation as the guidance and need arises. The SoulFullHeart Current Podcast is a way to serve and also be transparent with who we are and what we feel to embody and create outside the dystopian world that is being widely peddled today. We offer compassion, illumination, direction, feeling, and grounded action that is rooted in the individual self first, that then can spread to others through your own transformation and advocacy. Visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions for more information.

We appreciate any ideas for future podcasts for us to delve into as they arise for you. You can leave a comment or email those to us, along with any other comments to soulfullhearts@gmail.com.

You can find our online community, the SoulFullHeart Portal, on Mighty Networks at https://soulfullheartportal.mn.co. We highly recommend joining our online community where, for a donation amount of your choice, you’ll have access to what could be the deepest and most meaningful soul family connections you’ve yet to experience, exclusive videos/guided meditations from us as well as Raphael and Jelelle Awen, and more personal pieces being shared from each of us in our intimate community.

Thank you for being in The Current with us. It is where we strive to let go, let in, feel, heal, see, be seen, and seek resonant community!

With Love and Currency,
Gabriel & Kasha

About Our Personal Journeys & The Process (Video)| Gabriel Amara & Kasha Rokshana

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https://youtu.be/07FCoQShS3g

Join SoulFullHeart Facilitators/Teachers and Sacred Union Mates, Gabriel Amara and Kasha Rokshana, as they share about their own personal journeys with the SoulFullHeart process/way of life and community over the last decade.

They have both been deeply devoted to their own paths of healing and inward journeying, which continues to lead them into deeper territories within their hearts and souls, deeper embodiment as sacred humans, more access to the frequencies of their Sacred Union bond, and into the waters of service to others which starts always within.

They both have many writings about their personal journeys, their own Divine channellings, and digestions about what’s moving in the collective during this time of Matrix peak and collapse which can be found at http://www.soulfullheartblog.com

If you’d like to join the FREE online SoulFullHeart community, The SoulFullHeart Portal on Mighty Networks, go here: http://soulfullheartportal.mn.co

The Deepen 2022 video series with Raphael and Jelelle Awen will be released on Youtube yet also on the SoulFullHeart website/blog, and the SoulFullHeart Portal. For more information on the series, visit http://www.soulfullheart.org/deepen2022

More information on 1:1 and couple’s sessions and FREE 45min intro calls with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator can be found here: http://www.soulfullheart.org/sessions

Introducing Bey Magdalene: SoulFullHeart Community Member and Facilitant

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A fun and joyful day out in Coimbra, a sweet and lively university town near us

I have been in the orbit and a part of SoulFullHeart for three years now, though I initially calibrated for six months before I had my first session with Jelelle. One day she just showed up on my Facebook and taking in one post after the other, I quickly became convinced she was speaking directly about me and to me at the same time. Over the years I’ve had the unique opportunity and experience of being facilitated by every single Facilitator in SoulFullHeart. It was very clear from the beginning that “this” was “it” for me. I finally found what I had been looking for all my life. In just how many ways that is true, I’m learning now every day as a part of the community in the physical.

Raianna dressed up at Halloween

I joined Jelelle, Raphael, Gabriel, and Kasha to live with them on a campground in northern Portugal at the beginning of August this year. About a month and a half ago, we moved to central Portugal, to quite a remote little village called Folques. While the campground was sort of a ‘honeymoon phase’ and sniffing each other out, the new phase brought a lot of intense initiations for me, inner and outer, which I bravely walked out and am now getting to the other side of. A week and a half ago, Raianna, who has been connected to SoulFullHeart for many years, joined us all here in Portugal too after completing her life in Canada. For Halloween, we dressed up and had a little gathering.

Gabriel & Kasha dressed up for Halloween

The veils are thin right now and for me personally, I particularly feel that in my ongoing process of differentiating from my persona-based ‘Bianca part’, as the current energies push up so much illumination of her and support for me to keep differentiating. For a number of years now I have been doing ‘parts work’ with SoulFullHeart and working with parts of the self. Over the years I have discovered and felt many parts of myself, differentiated from them and integrated them. This has led me to a new and deeper layer of this work, held by the soul family container and the relationship with myself. It has led me to recognize that ‘Bianca’, my birth name, had become a part herself, and a corresponding new energy had been discovered and cultured through all this inner work. This new energy/being is able to hold all parts of myself, soul explorations/metasoul aspects, soul family community, and life choices. I have decided to call this new arising energy, ‘Bey Magdalene’. One version of the name ‘Bianca’, which is Italian and means white/pure/bright light, is ‘Beyonca’ (same pronunciation) and I am feeling to go with the short version of it, Bey (pronounced like ‘bee’) for now and claim it as a transitory name until a soul name comes through. The surname ‘Magdalene’ I have chosen in honor of my soul family origins and connection to the Magdalene/Essene lineage in honor and humble claim of my connection to my beloved Soul Family in SoulFullHeart. It feels important to let go of the entire waveform of my former name as it holds all of the birth family relationships/biography/woundings, social and romantic relationships, job navigations, and life as I have known it really, in order to keep arising into the New.

Priestess energies coming through for Halloween

Differentiating from this persona-based part and everything she has been holding, including her relationship to this life, the process itself, and others, is a deep service to and honoring of me, her, and others too who feel drawn to this work and community as well.

It REALLY is NOT easy to feel everything that is going on inside in every moment, move through it, and come out the other side of it. And sometimes, all we can do is fuse to the emotional world of our parts. Yet ALL of this process is sacred and held, supported and guided by the Soul and the Divine Self, if you choose this path of utmost soul growth and deeply nourishing and resonant soul family community. I am feeling, after all these years of dedicated inner work, a deep trust in this process and myself and that it all is truly perfect as it unfolds and keeps unfolding. And to me, trust in oneself is the hottest currency out there, especially right now in these volatile and intense times.

Much Love,

Bey Magdalene

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Bey Magdalene is a SoulFullHeart Facilitant and Community Member. For more information on community, videos, group calls, and 1:1 sessions with a SoulFullHeart Facilitator, visit soulfullheart.org.